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#loki#lokius#mobius#slyvie#avatar the last airbender#meme#mine#it is actually fitting for the last scene lmao#avatar#gosh i am still so sad#loki series
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Gege's payoff followed by setup problem, and why Shibuya Arc is still their finest writing.
Gege's writing structure has become so reliant on catching the readers by surprise that they just won't tell anything to the reader. Going into Gojo vs sukuna and the fight fest it's been since, readers have no clue of if there was any strategic/tactical planning happening (outside of Yuuji training with Kusakabe which is sloowwly coming back to the limelight).
The current buildup by adding emphasis to Sukuna and Yuuji and their dynamic, Yuuji's rage and loneliness and loss, only to bring in a Gojo-Yuuta vs Sukuna part 2 electric boogaloo. Which imo is another fight that has no interesting overarching commentary/themes outside of being the promised shounen strong vs strong fight, in a power system already criticised by both sides for being flawed.
It feels like Gege uses shock value and people eating absolutely anything up if it's about their fav, to bypass any meaningful setup.
The reason why Shibuya had the effect of absolute gutwrenching loss and defeat, is because it was setup so deliciously done. We'd seen the villains literally experiment their ideas with the veils on our heroes with the sister-school event, we've seen them talk about their plan with a lot of details, and how eventually they tweaked it to work better with their new knowledge.
We've seen that the mastermind might be someone from Gojo's past since they talk about how they cant be seen by Gojo, then you have jjk0 which shows the rift and the death of that someone (intrugue! Theyre still alive?? They're still on the bad side with that ending??) , following which you have Hidden Inventory where you see the bond and what caused the rift.
And ONLY THEN do you have everything fall into place when Kenjaku appears and Gojo is tricked because you were tricked alongside Gojo even tho as the reader almost everything was right in plain sight with just the lack of some context. Even the inconsistencies between Suguru's and now revealed Kenjaku's behaviour makes sense.
Althought the setup happened rather non-linearly, all of it was still always before the payoff. And boy, does it pay off.
And when things didn't go according to the villains' well thought out plans, it was still just such a seen yet unforeseen turn of events. We didn't know Yuuji would be fed so many of Sukuna's fingers that Sukuna would take over, but Sukuna taking over was an underlying threat that has been constant throughout the story and it just so happened to take place then).
Everything since the culling games has felt like things just happening one after the other. Short term goals that our protagonists had to complete since no one knew what was even happening. An entire year's worth of chapters of not seeing our protagonists and following new people who didn't/haven't yet done anything to truly warrant that much undivided paneltime. Anyone remember the US gov subplot? Did i dream that?
The last genuinely set up but still pretty shocking event was Sukuna using their binding vow and taking over Yuuji's body only to then take over Megumi's. We knew he wanted Megumi's power and the binding vow was another underlying threat since Yuuji's first death that was waiting to happen. Abrupt? Yes. But it was something hinted happening.
By no means am I saying that the reader should be told everything, that's not how writing works, but have enough at least fall into place when things are revealed instead of showing the puzzle completed then picking out puzzle pieces to show it individually and putting them back. A couple of panels where a character says something vague where you as the reader don't even know if it's something to take into account is NOT good set up.
#this isn't very coherently written im aware but I HAVE THOUGHT AND AM BAD WITH EXPRESSING THEM WELL#saw someone say that when ch 261 is animated its gonna be so much worse and i laughed out louds#huhhh!!???#character specific fans of media are so funny gosh#but good for you#clearly im the one at loss since i don't get to enjoy things anymore#but oh well#its just sad seeing jjk become just another fighting shounen#it always was but it was so much more#anyway im sad#still sticking around too see Yuuji's arc to comepletion and if that at least is satisfying enough#but i try not to have hopes anymore#i still love these characters tho man cant even hate it so mhch that i compeletky dete#*detatch from it like i did with ****#oof#anyway#jjk meta#Akutami Gege#jjk#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#shibuya arc#itadori yuuji#sukuna#gojo satoru#kenjaku#satosugu#no nickel for niinnyu's thoughts
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oh my heart hurts so much 💔 this weekend is awful
#I'm so glad Carlos is okay#oh gosh so heartbreaking#I'm so sad!!! Carlos Max Lewis Franco oh gosh it's just the worst#anything can happen in the GP but it all just hurts#I gotta keep believeing but man... 🥺#and tbh I am still thinking of Daniel's insta too#hope he's doing okay ❤️🩹 the blinking streetlight and the song choice...#ahhh#anyways hope everyone is doing okay here too ❤️ sending good energy out to the universe 🌌
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can we just talk about how kenji has one of the Most tragic abilities in bungou stray dogs??? like. the more i think about it, the more heartbreaking it is.
he's fourteen years old and has an ability people would die/kill for. in s3, chuuya called kenji the ada's "trump card", so it's safe to assume the rest of the port mafia thinks the same way. he is immune to literal bullets, to being whacked in the head by hard metal or pretty much anything, he can easily lift cars above his head as if they were nothing,,,
but only if he's hungry.
if you ignore that last bit, kenji has one of the best powers in the show. and like he still does, but my God. he's fourteen years old. he doesn't think his ability is all that impressive. he doesn't see the issues.
since he has a job, he probably doesn't Really eat lunch, and if he does, it's snacks. but also his job is a part of the armed detective agency. therefore, things happen all the time. who knows how long cases will run, who knows when someone will try to destroy yokohama or the agency or whatever. there's been many times when it's been clear that they've had to work into the night. then we have to ask: does kenji eat dinner? no. probably not. and if he does, he probably just eats a piece of fruit or something small. that way, he doesn't lose his ability. he is the agency's trump card, after all. and he knows how important his power is. i mean, that's one of the reasons he joined ranpo and the others when they went against fukuzawa's orders in s3. it's not explicitly stated, but i'd argue that it's implied. anyways. does kenji eat breakfast? well, i don't think so. why? he sleeps when he eats. why sleep so soon after he just woke up? he has to go to work, anyways. so he can't fall asleep.
so, we've basically established that kenji probably has an extremely unhealthy eating schedule due to his ability. but also,,, what about his sleeping schedule? what kind of relationship does he have with sleep? so, let's say he eats a full meal three times a day: breakfast, lunch, and dinner. let's say how long he sleeps depends on how much he ate... so let's say that a small snack is no sleep since it's barely anything, just maybe makes him a little physically weaker. and a normal meal is at least an hour. that's at least three hours of sporadic sleep during the day - one of them shortly after he wakes up. but you know what makes that even sadder? what if kenji doesn't sleep at night because of his ability. or, sleep consistently or well? we can assume the agency actually really wants kenji to eat, even if he falls asleep, so on days when he can't get away with not really eating, he sleeps during the day for an unspecified amount of time. his sleep schedule would get so thrown off. also, he was raised on a farm, so we can assume he wakes up really early anyways. maybe early enough to say that there isn't any reason to sleep because he would wake up soon normally anyways.
and... what if kenji can't sleep without eating? what if kenji has to eat to sleep? maybe it wasn't that way when he was younger, but the older he got, the more his body grew to rely on his ability's exception. like... that's just... really sad. this kid is fourteen.
and think about it. the agency is best friends because they are. they'd probably like to go out to lunch or dinner together. i bet half the time at least, kenji wouldn't eat. why? because he'd fall asleep. wouldn't want to ruin the fun. because then they'd have to watch their volume around him or try to wake him up (and i hc that it's really hard to wake him up for like... the first ten minutes after a meal at least - it gets easier the longer he's been asleep or the less he eats). and what if they can't wake him up? then someone would have to carry him back and that's so kind of them but, well, they didn't have to and now kenji feels like a liability or a burden. like he ruined all the fun.
and he works with the armed detective agency. they've got a lot of enemies. he is the trump card. the physically strongest on the team. also the most naive and, objectively, the kindest. oh and one of the two youngest. can you imagine how vulnerable he is when he sleeps? i would imagine the agency wouldn't want him to eat by himself in public for, you know, safety reasons. and that even includes the cafe downstairs. who knows what could happen if kenji fell asleep on his own? and that's probably why he went to eat with atsushi in s1 ep11: he was with atsushi so he could eat out. one of those rare chances. and if an enemy did get to him while he was asleep, he'd be pretty easy to keep out of it: just keep forcing him to eat. shove food in his mouth, force him to swallow. and there you are: you have the armed detective agency's trump card. and kenji knows this.
and the sad thing is? kenji probably doesn't even realize he's having problems. he probably thinks this is normal. something he just has to deal with - and i don't say that in a negative or self-loathing kind of way. a genuine "it's always been like this; i know nothing else" kind of way. he wants to help people: that's why he came to the agency. he couldn't handle not being able to help everyone back home. he needs to be useful, to help. he grew up on a farm: he values hard work a lot - that much is obvious. he feels like he can't help if he eats consistently. he's probably (albeit subconsciously, unknowingly) scared of what would happen if he did eat and sleep consistently. that means he's not useful, right? that means someone will get hurt because of him. he'd rather starve than someone else get hurt. he was given this ability, he has to use it to help people.
tldr: kenji's ability is so interesting and underutilized in the the manga/anime and in the fandom and is so overlooked in angst potential. his ability most likely has ruined his eating and sleeping schedule to the point where he doesn't know anything different and genuinely thinks it's healthy because it's what he's always done, it's what he was blessed with, right? kenji deserves more love in canon and by the fandom <3
#hi i had a breakdown over kenji but what's new#bsd#kenji miyazawa#bsd kenji#no but like am i wrong??? kenji has one of the most tragic abilities in bsd!!! like!!!#not only because he probably definitely has an eating disorder but also because it ruins his ability to sleep like#i just.#ahhhhhhhhhhhhh#he is SO overlooked CONSTANTLY and it makes me SO upset. like. gosh he is such an interesting character and this angst isn't like...#blatant because he genuinely has no idea anything is wrong!!! he thinks it's normal! and it prolly takes the agency awhile to realize oh#frick kenji is Not okay this is Not healthy because kenji genuinely thinks it is because it's all he's ever known#and yes i am writing a fic about this and yes it is like 5k words right now and yes it is still going#i have feelings!!!#if no one will care about kenji then i will!!!#that is a threat!!!#but like guys... come on! he's riGHT THERE!!! and it's SO TRAGIC!!! we love tragedy here right? look at kenjiiiiiiiiiii#sorry feelings have i#it actually gets more and more sad the more i think about it#he is. he is FOURTEEN.#anyways imma go work on the fic tehe???
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Rewatching Stampede because yes I have better things to do but also seeing Nai playing “Duet” by himself sounding the same way it did when Vash played with him, he really must have invested a lot of time into pulling that off and it just makes my gut roll in a certain way that I’m just-
#(this time on Spanish because I will consume this in as many languages as I am able to grasp)#it’s so SAD??? everybody and their moms knows how Nai’s love for Vash issss particular#but at some point early on many traumas ago; he genuinely just loved his brother for who he was#yeah I’ve read whole essays and character studies about how ‘twisted’ for a lack of a better word rn Nai’s love is#but we really need to think back at the time in where it was just that#pure love towards his little brother whom he treasured so much and then we all know shit just went from bad to worse#thinking about them in a very normal and casual way (I’m going insane)#I could talk about them for hours despite my knowledge being lacking but hey it’s still fun#gosh I love this series so much im going to implode#lenssi rambles#trigun#vash the stampede#millions knives#nai saverem#THAT IS A TAG AND IM CRYING AT THE SURNAME UEHEHEBWGHHHHG#vash saverem#trigun stampede
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Noooo I don't wanna start the final trial portion of this case!
When I'm done, that means the game will be over!
#trials and tribulations has hands down been my favorite of the trilogy#there has been something to love in every single case#although Turnabout Goodbyes is still my all time favorite case#and rise from the ashes is up there#gosh I'm so glad I decided to play these myself#but I really am sad it's going to be over#i thought i would be emotionally ready for hobo phoenix but it turns out i'm not#i'm gonna miss these guys#ace attorney#phoenix wright#trials and tribulations
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home by daughtry reminds me of deku in the most he-wouldn't-do-this-but-it's-the-life-i'd-want-for-him kinda way 🥲😭
#my 'if only' song for him#can you just imagine.#if he chose to be kinder to himself and dropped everyone else#if he chose to be SELFISH#if he just CHOSE HIMSELF for fucking once#'i dont regret this life i chose for me'#bc he doesn't and he never will but just. imagine him throwing the towel in and saying aight im done like#he's done enough. IMAGINE IF HE FINALLY FEELS LIKE HE'S DONE ENOUGH. if he finally BELIEVES he's done enough#'these places and these faces are getting old' to every passersby every civilian every new person he's met for those few fleeting minutes#loving deku is knowing and accepting that you'll never be first#and youve come to terms with that over the years but it doesn't stop you from hoping he puts HIMSELF first for once.#you dont mind being third or fourth or WHATEVER#then you get the call#and he tells you he's coming home#it's not something unusual; he usually does that at the end of a shift or a trip or a mission or a meeting#but this one sounds different. a little more emotional. a little teary and sentimental. he sounds like he's gonna cry#and you can't tell if he's happy or sad but he tells you he's coming home#he doesn't say until later on that it's from signing closing contracts and retirement papers#bc after all this time he FINALLY feels like he's done enough. and that he can come home now. to you especially#and he's still a little sad don't get me wrong!!!!!! but it's relief and excitement and sorrow and guilt all in one and#GOSH IF ONLY#this is why deku is at the top of the list of writers i am HELLA reluctant to write for lmao#characters*****#there's SOOOO much to unpack#i talked so much again#TRULY MADE MYSELF SAD#anyway back to writing atsumu
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Hmmm life sucks so u know what that means
Time for the FLUFFIEST HURT/COMFORT hidden in my bookmarks
#I really wanted to re-read Throw me a goddamn rope just enough to hang myself w it or always and never and eventually#(or something around that. titles are v bad for me but it's Bakugou going back on time) because both of them have the cutest dadzawa EVER#but I don’t have energy for a not finished fic so :(#anyway took a bath and listened to Faroeste Cabloco because yeah best way to deal w feelings is screaming a 9 minutes long song#I don’t remember even studying that much. like. even w the preparatory course I had a routine full of breaks and quite balanced#now however I am still adapting so sometimes I just have to spend +12 hours on college w like a 2 hours break sprinkled somewhere around it#and do it again the next day#crazy#on a much lighter note!!! my classmates are nice. like. really nice. very very kind and cool and understanding and *nice*.#i know it's the first semester and everything but GOSH it's COOL to be in a class that isn’t always fighting w each other or w the teachers#it's been like 7/8 years since I've had that? so it's very very greeeat! and helpful#crazy how life works#back to the fic thing: wanted to read some atla stuff but I *really* need the trope of sad bean being adopted by Aizawa and getting to-#-to know what a family truly is#kanene being kanene#vent#also I fell from the college's stairs so BSHVSYWGS knees huuuurt. it was nothing bad and honestly I was laughing a lot because#it was just such a sudden and weird fall that I just agefyevehevhe !!! and a classmate helped to get up like BRUH#SHAKING U BY THE SHOULDERS HOW DARE U TO BE SO NICE#anyway high emotions maybe I should sleep earlier today#or look for comforting tk fics#👀👀 hurt comfort soft playful cheer up tickles imma coming for u 👀👀
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#still thinking about the troll anon I got last night complaining about...something?#I THINK they were mad about people calling Louis sexy which phew. that's fighting the tide pal a tough row to hoe#really not sure though it might have been something else#but anyway they were like PEOPLE LIKE YOU ARE THE REASON [known toxic person] left the fandom which NICE. I HOPE SO!! TELL ME MORE#but then they said you are even worse than a larrie EXCUSE YOU. rude. I AM a larrie#you can keep your not like other girls compliments tyvm no need to put me on a pedestal#I put my pants on one leg at a time like anyone else#it was not the first one in recent times that I just truly have zero idea what they wanted me to do differently though#very confusing#anons I don't have the slightest idea what you hope to achieve at the best of times#but it seems like letting people know what you're upset about would be a strong start?#I guess the only point really is to be mean though so why worry about coherence#I really think about how young these people are and how this is the patterns and habits and norms they are forming for how they live#I know this is a such a hard time to grow up in but gosh. living like that will make it so much worse#it's really sad to imagine
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Sobbing, crying, foaming at the mouth, laughing, punching air, eating dirt, the list goes on. After two years, I can peacefully move on knowing I finished a huge work.
Here is the final chapter of my first ever Fic on ao3:
#its finally over#oh my gosh#it happened so fast#but im still loosing my mind#how am i supposed to feel right now#happy?#sad?#confuzzled?#obliterated into nothing?#im going to go cry at Denny's now#specifically in the parking lot#ao3#mcyt
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the worst part about being a prefect on dispersal duty is your bullies from last year walking down the staircase mocking you. if you ignore them you have an 'attitude' if you tell them to make a straight line and go towards the cafeteria where the rest of the bus users are you also have an attitude!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!
#pointless hyperspecific personal post#gosh i love it when i have to tell them to be disciplined even when they're mocking the way i speak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#lmao if my position was higher it still wouldnt matter 💀 doesnt matter if im head girl i'm still gonna be laughed at#why am i so sensitive#rant post#mini rant#sorry for the rant ;-;#my blog isnt this sad#gonna delete this later
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Which shipper put a curse on me I literally feel so dizzy
#jokes I’ve already been feeling so dizzy like woah my head is mildly spinning but it’s still weirdly spinning I can’t explain it properly#not to mention my stomach acting up every time I get sad HAVA#gosh kaveh is so expressive he’s adorable#anyways I just saw a tweet and they’re like the size difference#maybe I’m slow (they showed a pic of both of their idk mid section ? body ? idk how to say it LOL and their arms were in the pic)#I’m confused like what am I meant to be looking at ? their arms ? waist ? (cause their waists were kind of featured a lot IDK HAHA)#scratching my head cause am I blind what size difference . . . 😭#truthfully I’m so blind to male anatomy maybe that’s my problem I don’t really pay too much attention to anything like eg arms waist unless#it’s suuuuper obvi but then I’d see it sure but it’d be like a subconscious thing not like#OH MY GOD HIS ARMS 😊😊😊#it’s always interesting to me when I see people actually properly simp like huh that’s interesting to me HAHA#ppl be like oh my god he’s so fine or he’s so hot but I’m just seeing . . . another human being ? idk like the only way i can tell is cause#I conditioned myself to think oh such a feature is considered attractive in men and similarly for women#esp for women ngl cause I’ve had that shoved down my throat since I was a baby LOL eg straight hair big eyes 🙄🙄🙄#etc but men it’s like ? do they even have any ? it’s like what ? they’re fit and have muscles is that it ? truthfully I can’t tell you what#is considered attractive which is hilarious cause I’m meant to be straight ☠️ anyways straight is just a filler word to me if the dude isn’t#a freak (negative) I just think in theory the vibe of a dude in such a way would be cool#listen this makes no sense I bet to anyone apart from myself so I’ll just stop it’s interesting how I moved on from pain to h//ik//veh “size#difference” to the laws of attraction and how I’m hopelessly blind to them HAHA like the fittest dude can stand in front of me and I’d blink#and just look away it’s so mid pls I only would like a dude if their personality is like me but a male I need observant ppl in my life or#I’ll explode HAHA#dora daily
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being a working adult is lying in your bed feeling like you could probably cry at least a moderate amount about something but then you're like no I don't want to have that like cry hangover tomorrow at work so we're gonna indulge responsibly and carefully in the tears instead
#also i know this sounds so emo but crying too much when trying to sleep makes it worse in a way bc you get all stuffy#and can't breathe in a way thats conducive to sleep lmap#anyways i spent time with that guy again tonight and he is still seeing his girlfriend#AS NORMAL PEOPLE DO WHEN THEY LIKE SOMEONE CHRISTINE gosh#anyways i really dont like pretending that I don't like him but i mean I see no other option here#probably would've been smarter to not go hang out tonight but i mean our other friends were there too#and other than leaving with a heavy heart at the end after his girlfriend joined us it was fun#an y ways i am SAD ABOUT IT#and life will go on#personal#txt
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god im so fucking pathetic like at times i will literally be violently sobbing to the point of throwing up when i see the moon because it reminds me of my ex this is actually so pathetic
#god i hate missing them so much bc it makes me so miserable they made me so happy and i just ended it. why am i like this#dont even know if they use the same name anymore or if theyre still around. Maybe they have someone else thats better for them#but god it makes me so sad that we wont go to america together like we planned. i am so sorry.#i am so sorry nic i hope you found someone else to see those new years fireworks with#and if you ever see this know that i wish you the best in whatever you do and i still remember you when i look at the moon#gosh so sorry for this i should just shut up
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PAC How Will Your Future Spouse View You
Pile 1 Pile 2 Pile 3
DISCLAIMER THIS IS A GENERAL READING TAKE WHAT RESONATES AND LEAVE WHAT DOESN'T.
Strictly for entertainment purposes.
PILE 1
So, before I get into the tarot bit of the reading the overall vibe I am getting is that you and your future spouse will be that couple that are still doing cute stuff together even in old age. You know those older couples you see on TikTok on dates still happy and very much in love, yeah like that. One word I can use to describe it is cozy, just very warm and affectionate basically feeling like this person is your home. It's going to be like 'I'd rather come home to you then be anywhere else'.
On to the tarot bit, Your FS sees you as someone very confident and optimistic (even if you don't see yourself that way). They see you as being positive and very wholesome. Again, before I pulled cards I channelled and I still got the warmth.
Oh my gosh, if any of you have read The Song of Achilles that's basically it. Before anyone points out to me they were a same sex couple .Yes, I know but I am talking about the relationship dynamic between Patroclus and Achilles.
You may have gone through a difficult time in your life and your future spouse will admire how strong and resilient you are, how you're able to adapt to challenges and changes in environment. You may be the type of person who is connected to both their divine feminine and masculine and they truly find that attractive.
They certainly view you as their other half and I know its cliche to say soulmate but that's all your future spouse is saying. You just give them so much happiness and emotional fulfilment.
'They are my home, my soulmate, my forever'
PILE 2
Ugh Pile 2 your spouse will literally worship you😩. Like you'll tell them your insecurities and they'll just sit there kissing every scar, mark, dimple anything you're insecure about they'll adore. If you're a female or a feminine reading this and you have thick thighs I heard them say 'Come here and crush my skull with those sexy thighs'. Whoever you are you have someone's poor child down horrendous for you.
I think they may be the type to just watch your social media whether you are getting to know each other, dating, engaged or married your social media pages, pictures and videos will always be on their phone screen and they won't go to sleep without listening to a little voice message you sent. Once they get attached baby there's absolutely no getting rid of them, I heard 'You'll have an easier time getting rid of bed bugs'.
When you meet them, they may be a party animal or a player.
Disclaimer it's not toxic obsession more like they will let you be your own person but at the end of the day they are yours and you are theirs, you are their spouse, and they are your spouse and they will forever put you on a pedestal not to the open where they will neglect themselves.
They see you as a prize (again not in a creepy way) You may have options when you meet this person but best believe they'll make sure to stand out and win you over. They see you as the best the world has to offer in terms of what a wife/husband/spouse should be. Your person may have had a few letdowns when it came to love and just know that they see you as a dream come true and again, I know that's very cliche but trust me when Isay they view having you as a spouse as their biggest accomplishment and they want you to know that they'll prove to you every day they are worthy to call themselves your spouse. They feel like you have gone through a period of depression and sadness, and they want you to know that they acknowledge it and they see you as strong every day.
The couple I channelled for you guys is Queen Charlotte and King George from Bridgerton.
PILE 3
First thing I heard 'Sugar Daddy'. This person will spoil you but love you even more. Yes, they may have money and give you gifts but this person truly does love you, care about you and respect you.
They may be older than you that's why people may think that they are your glucose guardian which is not technically wrong and not technically correct either. I feel like that will be a long term joke you two have about them being your sucrose supplier..
They will definitely view you as delicate, I want to say that they are the protective type but not protective to the point of you feeling suffocated by them. They want you to be comfortable and have what you like 'If my spouse wants that watch I'll get it for them'.
They will view you as fun loving, yet you have this air of power to you that they love. Sure, they view you as delicate and they want to protect you, but they also view you as strong and beyond capable of taking care of yourself and those around you basically your spouse is saying 'they want me, but they don't need me'. They know that you can walk away from them anytime and they like that you're always in your power no matter what.
Your spouse admires how you don't need them to feel whole or for financial gain they see you as a breath of fresh air, a change of pace, an adventure.
He may touch you a lot with your consent obviously, like a hand on your waist, shoulder or they may steal little quick kisses. Also, there may be a lot of friendly banter in the relationship.
The couple I channel for you guys is Fallon and Liam from Dynasty.
#free tarot reading#pick a pile#pick a card#future spouse#tarot reading#tarotcommunity#tarotblr#tarot cards#daily tarot#love tarot reading#love tarot free#pagan#paganblr#hellenic pagan#Spotify
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#.#not me angry crying at 12.30 am no sir could not be me#im so annoyed#i made it very far through this terrible cursed day of the year#spent the last several hours in isolation skipped dinner#and i have to persevere through this headache because i have been waiting on someone to get back to me on something#theyre several hours late on the call and when it finally happens its less than 15 minutes and essentially covered nothing important#i got out of bed for this#on the worst day of the year#i would like to be put into a coma now please 12 years would be good#12 years and one month so that i dont wake up in bloody march#today may have been the worst day of the year but the rest of march still sucks too and im not looking forward to it#im honestly not even crying its just that frustrated 'i almost started crying but immediately lost the sensation' kind of hell#like a lost sneeze#i cant even go to bed now between this headache and the fact that i put off chores to take this call so now i have chores to finish#gosh i hate ranting on tumblr it just reminds me of why i left tumblr the first time around#but i have literally no person on this earth i can rant to anymore and i get reported whenever i rant on facebook#which is the biggest joke ever by the way how dare i be sad on the boomer website clearly i must be reported#its not even like a useful kind of reported all that happens is i get an annoying 'people are worried about you have you tried therapy#kind of message that doesnt tell me who the alleged worried people are#times like this i feel like i should put in more effort to make friends but ive grown so use to this sense of never venting to real people#that im pretty sure i could make 100 friends and id still never vent to them#especially since in all of my most recent friend groups the people liked to vent to me but never let me vent to them#id get therapy if i werent in america but i am so vague posting on tumblr is unfortunately all i have left to turn to#i just want march to be over and for all this stress to finally go away#i want to have something constant in my life again so im not continuously trapped in this hell of other people making my life choices#i especially want she who will not be named to stay as far away from me and my life choices as possible but that is a wholeee separate rant#maybe if i read something sad and go cry in the shower ill calm down#neo rambles#neo rants
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