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#shitposting#literally me#morrowind#riralyne#OK this is USUALLY a sign of me in bad mental health but I'm actually doing better than ever (?)#very long story short I found the cause of the chronic pain I've had for like 13 years#and now I can mitigate it until I get a new doctor#I've had headaches/migraines 24/7 for 13 years plus neck shoulder and back pain#y'all....... it's from my retainer.... it makes my mouth so stuffed I end up clenching on it all night#for over a decade every day#..................#so now I just rotate top and bottom retainers but I still think I gave myself TMJ
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HELLO HANTENGU NATION (5 people)
I'VE MADE AN [unofficial] HEIGHT CHART FOR MYSELF
Hantengu: 5"5 (166cm) Sekido: 5"9 (175cm) Karaku: 5"9 (175cm) Urogi: 5"9 (175cm) Aizetsu: 5"9 (174cm) Zohakuten: 5"3 (160cm) Urami: 8"5 (257cm)
[little aftermath under the cut]
they're so annoying. peace is nonexistent... they're the best ever.
#null rot#cw blood#demon slayer amount of blood??#hantengu#hantengu clones#sekido#karaku#urogi#aizetsu#zohakuten#urami#demon slayer#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#FUCK WHY ARE THERE SO MANY OF THEM#DO YOU SEE MY VISION?? THEY'RE SO ANNOYING IN MY MIND BUT ARE SO HOT GUY CODED.........#LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP PRETTY BOY#EVEN THE OLD ONE. i KNOW HE'S MAKING THE ELDERLY AND GILF HUNTERS ACT UP#OH MY GOD I NEED TO KEEP DRAWING THEY'RE LIKE SO FAMILY TO ME#BRO DO YOU KNOW HOW FAST EVERYTHING IS GOING TO GET FUCKED OVER IF YOU ADD YOURSELF TO THE PICTURE??????#OH MY GOD JUST. JUST GIVE ME A FEW DAYS OF MY FUCK#also ignore how i posted on my 'cleaner' blog. that was a fuck up. ill be posting everything here#ANYWAY MY REASONING FOR MAKING AIZETSU SHORTER BUT A CENTIMETER IS CAUSE I BELIEVE HES THE HANTENGU THAT WAS STILL GROWING + ZO#ALSO APPARENTLY YOU LOSE AN INCH EVERY DECADE AFTER FOURTY??? SO HANTENGU IS TINY.... AND HUNCHED IN MY MIND#AND URAMI IS GARGANTUAN DID YOU EVEN SEE HIM NEXT TO TANJIRO BRO? HANTENGU IS TALLER THAN THAT KID BY AN INCH IM P SURE HES IM THE 8FT RANG#the three caballeros are his at prime time height cause they look like theyd be in their prime yk??#i used a converter for the cm so if something is fucked. no its not. trust me bro
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✨ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR @linoyes ✨
please commission taylor for a gifset to help a palestinian child get medical care!
+ bonus under the cut: soonie chuu~
#thank u for over a decade of friendship <3<3 i wouldnt want to talk about bowel movements every day with anybody else#lino#lee know#lee minho#stray kids#skz#mimotag#kpop
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#this is a cry for help please i have loved this clown for over a decade#When Bruce says “I can fix him” I completely understand & not bc I want to fix him#but bc despite all the atrocities he has committed you can't help but feel compassion for him#Joker constantly struggles to not let himself be seen vulnerable but when he does oh God it breaks my heart#I wouldn't know what to do if I were aware that I'm being doomed by the narrative & i had no escape even in death#to have a fate as tragic as being forced to become a myth#a monster who abandons all traces of humanity to make sure that someone else never abandons his#A lonely man who lives in a world of the dead and must do as much harm as possible to the only living person before his eyes#After all horror and obsession leads backs to love. oh god imagine loving as much as he does#Love as something twisted as a source of tragedy and death as an addiction a wound that never stops bleeding and hurts more every day#All you want is to be free#But someone else is holding on to you and will never let u go bcz he is afraid of being alone#and without you the weight of the world he carries on his shoulders would kill him he needs u as much as u need him#both are going to drown together#anyways hahaha i luv this stupid clown#joker#the joker#batjokes#bcz i got carried away writing the tags :p
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The Bat-Family’s utility belts but they’re like Mary Poppins’s bag and they just pull out a lamb out of that tiny pocket somehow.
#��I wish we had a stroller right now’ says Clark one time while carrying a baby they just saved#and Bruce promptly pulls out a giant stroller from that little teeny tiny mini pocket on his waist#every time a new hero teams up with one of them they’re just absolutely confuddled but the day oners just sigh and tell them to get used to#it and not to question it because literally NO ONE knows and it’s been over three decades for some#dc comics#comics#batfam#robin#batgirl#batman#nightwing#redhood#spoiler#dick grayson#bruce wayne#jason todd#damian wayne#tim drake#stephanie brown#dcu#mary poppins
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I go into the zosan tag. I see a post where someone has yet again said something insane about topping/bottoming discourse. I close the zosan tag
It’s so funny liiike…. “everyone only thinks x character bottoms bc of stereotypes” and then they go on to?? Repeat more stereotypes???
“Sanji would never willingly submit to Zoro” is just like, the funniest sentence I’ve ever read in my life. First of all, you’re openly equating bottoming with submission. So. Who’s the one reinforcing stereotypes. Second, oh my gooooood lmao. Oh my gooooooood
I mean I’m fully in the “they’re both vers” camp anyway but what does that even MEAN. It’s like they’ve never even heard of a brat before. The lack of imagination is astounding….
You need to get off tumblr and go do mushrooms in the park w your friends or something bc I can’t be made to pay the price for your inability to comprehend the full glorious spectrum of sexual rapport that can exist between two people. I’m tired. Aren’t you tired. What if you looked at the night sky and imagined touching the vast edges of the universe. What if we imagined a world where people in fandom could talk about the act of getting fucked like they were sapient human beings instead of very grouchy aliens who’d never interracted with another person before. Wouldn’t that be nice
#‘but this character I like is getting depicted ooc’ okay and???#you’ll live????#I have to live with it every day girl I’ve been in fandom for over a decade. you’ll be fine#roronoa zoro#vinsmoke sanji#black leg sanji#zosan#one piece
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Do you ever just become overwhelmingly cognizant of the existence of evil in the world?
Like, not as a cute, devil-emoji 😈 i'm-so-naughty-i-steal-chocolate-cake-and-do-weird-sex-acts thing, nor still as a melodramatic, comic-bookish, high-absorptivity-black-fabric, soon-my-death-ray-will-destroy-Metropolis thing, but like.
Actual Evil, as a force that is real and immanent in the world.
Just pointless cruelty inflicted pointlessly by one human being upon another because they've forgotten how to be kind. Just entire systems and machinery of state and ideology brought to bear on the problem of annihilating human lives and maximizing human suffering so that small men can feel powerful. Just humans who have through trauma or conditioning or propaganda shut off their ability to see other humans as fundamentally like them.
Anyways, I joke on here a lot. I get angry on here a lot. They're both just scabs to hide my horror and my despair at the condition of humanity.
Your regularly scheduled programming will return shortly.
#i've watched this entire genocide play out over social media; i've followed the news for decades beforehand#none of it ever really affected me in any way but outrage#but i watched just some of that 'bulldozer' video and it gave me the worst panic attack that i've had in years#like i had no idea that that well of despair was as deep as it turned out to be#what kind of people do that?#what kind of systems make people who do that?#do they go home afterwards? do they drink and laugh with their buddies?#do they look at themselves in the mirror every day for the rest of their lives?#do they ever feel even the smallest *particle* of sorrow? even the smallest quantum of disgust at what they've become?#do they have enough of a soul left to feel even the smallest corpuscle of guilt?
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i've had the hardest time organizing my thoughts so please bear with me but the writing for bucktommy felt diametrically opposed in these last two episodes.
in the billy boils plot they were all about establishing them as comfortable together and fitting into each other's lives. in the abby plot (ugh, i disavow. this does not spark joy) the first thing we get is tommy's gift of basketball tickets, a sport we know buck hates because they made an actual broadway production of it during the episode they first got together. then we get apparently the first time buck has ever been hit on by a woman in tommy's presence, even though it happens on like every other call. then they reveal buck and tommy never discussed their sexualities???? never? ever ever? have they literally just met
#911 abc#bucktommy#i felt similar about the henren conflict over holidays#like you've been parents for almost a decade and half#but *now* you're mad that your wife has to work holidays#you're gonna throw in her face that she's missed every important day in your kids' lives???#for 14 years this has been an issue??????#but they apparently resolved that#and i headcanon that it's about trauma from losing mara#but this isn't supported in the text!#why is the writing so lazy#the breakup could've worked if they gave a shit#i always knew it could happen at some point#things by beanarie
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there is truly a Daffy for every occasion. i've been obsessing over Oklahoma! for the past week and wouldn't you know it, the duck already beat me to the punch. but technically i beat me to the duck beating me to the punch since i was the one who saved this panel months ago with the caption of "Daffy is a fan of Rodgers and Hammerstein's Oklahoma". turns out it is i who is a fan of Rodgers and Hammerstein's Oklahoma. i am a fan of Daffy as fan of Rodgers and Hammerstein's Oklahoma
i am also a fan of this. and i hope you are too.
#sorry i'm procrastinating and making cryptically amusing posts and by that i mean i find this very specifically amusing and to anyone else#it reads as concerning confusing babble at best#i like Daffy.#lt#i haven't even really been like formally obsessing consciously because i HAVENT EVEN FINISHED THE FILM it was on TCM and we didnt finish it#and ive been watching it on my own in bits this past week since i havent had time to sit down and watch#it'smoreso been 'every day i wake up with a new song from it stuck in my head and spend the whole day with it stuck in my head to a degree#of agony'#i also sang some songs from it in a sing and dance camp when i was a kid and so it's been fun/weird hearing songs i havent heard in over a#decade waking me up like a sleeper agent#Shirley Jones is adorable in itttttttttttttttttttttttt AND THE COLOR AND FILM DESIGN UGHHHHHH EYE CANDY!!! THE COLORS#i'm totally influenced by having readThe Noble Approach as i'm so color and value conscious now but man ughghghghgghghgh i love that big#colorful midcentury Technicolor of... films. my words running away from me#anyway fun musical
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THE number one most irritating thing about life is deciding when you're meant to speak or make eye contact and when you're not, and for how long and how many phrases you're meant to say at a time
#i know i make this post every week. i know this#but it's just constant!#all my other problems are either solvable or no one has ever solved them in the history of humanity you just have to live with them#but this one is soooo omnipresent and it takes up 80% of my brain space at almost all times#and it's not like i can really condition myself out of it because consciously Not thinking about it is the same as thinking about it!#try to think about my surroundings but people are a part of the surroundings!#how i avoided this level of constant decision making as a child is i just didn't speak to people besides my family unless i had to#i've read people's experiences who were like 'you need to decide when to put on your normal face and how to present yourself'#'being able to choose will give you more autonomy' and like! yeah! guess why i'm able to support myself and live an independent life#that doesn't mean making those choices every second of the day is enjoyable!! or really sustainable over decades and decades!!#rhghghgjhhbhhhhghghhhhghh#hisses like a cat going to the vet
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i love far harbor i love nick and dima the prototype brothers and their relationship and the writing but WHERE the fuck was that energy in the base game with hancock and mcdonough
#talking to an almost decade old wall here but seriously#squandered potential aka the fo4 specialty and i say that as someone with over 100 hours in the damn game#fallout 4#fallout#hancock fo4#every day i think about how in sheep's clothing should've been repurposed into a hancock companion quest or smth#like he should've been involved in it in SOME way
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Ok so I feel like a slightly more positive post needs to follow this as I ran out of space in the tags but like
I was coming out of a …I guess I can’t say sheltered environment because naive I was not and I met so many people that were dangerous but…. Isolated? I think isolated is the word. Socially disconnected. And then suddenly having, if I were to estimate, 50ish homeless people over those two years that I talked to, learned from, knew everything about. They told me the daily news. They told me their drama. Eventually I knew about what mental illnesses they struggled with, what prescriptions they were on, what illegal medications they were using to cope with lack of medical care. I helped first responders with medical history when no one else knew. I gained such a perspective on the world talking to people who had it worse than me but were still keeping on keeping on. And I loved all of them.
#one of them that absolutely haunts me ten years later#is this woman with graphomania#who was ‘writing’ a book series#what she actually put on paper was utter nonsense#just repeated words or the same letter over and over for pages#but she actually did have a story!!! and it was amazing!!!!#I asked her to tell it to me verbally and every day for months#she told me this RIVETING story of the cat at 10 Downing Street and his mystery solving#AMAZING!!! she was so talented and sometimes made me CRY#I always hope someday to see her books published and her face on a dust jacket#after she got medicated from whatever was plaguing her#I literally check monthly to see if she’s published anything#it’s been over a decade since I met her but I still think about her all the time
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my mom has been especially into grapes recently and we live in a railway apartment so as she's passing from the kitchen to her room and goes through my room she often asks if i want grapes or just hands me some as if she's decreeing "you need this." and i've always really appreciated it. she did it again just now and it reminded me about how yesterday she told me when she was young in trinidad they only really got grapes in the end of the year. she'd always know christmas was coming because the dark grapes would start coming on sale and she'd get excited. her father loved those grapes so much, he would always buy them for himself, but when he ate he would always give any one of his seven children who were around at the time a sprig of them. i only ever met him when i was a baby. i'm glad i did, he was the only grandparent i ever had the chance to meet, but i wish we could have known each other. it's nice though now that whenever my mom gives me grapes i can think of him and smile and know that his hands are working through hers
#in a similar vein my mom tells me how her mother prayed for all her children and grandchildren every single day#i never got to meet her and i so so so wish i had but knowing this is such a balm. my rship to god is complicated but i do believe in peopl#and praying as a practice is meaningful to me. even more so knowing that i was prayed over decades before i was born#its nice :)#chats
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sorrry ppl who donr follow me for utmv dtuff & sorry canon-strict ppll but nm & killer r soo incredibly important to me can u imagine being the embodiment the literal proof that there is bad and pain in this world or being the loowest of the low & then you have a silly bestfriend who u loveclove love lovr love so mjch & ur so fucked up u dont know where u end & your reluctant life purpose begins but u have a silly bestrfriend who wraps your wounds and youure all he reallyneeds & hes all you really need do you get it. do you get it. do you get it.
#cool posts#delete later maybe#utmv#nightmare sans#killer sans#‘they hate eachither in canon’ I DONT CARE 🔥🔥🔥 ‘they only like being evil’ I DONT CARE 🔥🔥🔥🔥#actually thats not true i do care that they r evil & i do think theyre evil & like being evil#theyvhate eachother sobmuch they love eachother so much they r indifferent to the other theyvwoukd kill eachother for a greater purpose#they have to see eachothers faces every day for decades mimicing some memory of the past they get to see eachothers faces every day with the#warmth accumulated over being obligated tonsokeone for so long hed saw off his arm if he was chained to him hed take a bullet for him & he h#as before and will again and agoan and again#DO YOU GET IT. DO YOU GET IT. DO YOU UNDERSTAND#i have have have to draw this out words arent enough i canr explain clearly enough they r such deep in depth characters to me.#just interpret everything i say as correct#its also 1am. but i canr forget this i have to type it out even if its shittty#what daydreammjng every wakng moment for 6 years about 2 guys does to a mf#i also think this applies no mayter how u interpret their relationship#ok ok ok i’m ok im fine im normal im so normal im done
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does the mad scottish girl know what a mark she made on my heart and also vocabulary
#i still quote this video over a decade later#i finally learned to do a scottish accent from this btw#i used to try to imitate shrek but i think it didn’t work bc he’s also not scottish#you can’t do an impression of someone doing an impression it’s like xeroxing a xerox#anyway mad scottish girl you save me every day
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okay i have to say i am actually a strong defender of Snake That Makes You Evil. it sounds stupid on paper but thats only if u take it at face value? i do actually think the concept is crazy good what with the venom slowly corrupting how garmadon thinks about things and him being fully aware but unable to stop it.
its also not Just the venom that makes him evil. in the spinjitzu brothers books you can actively watch the fsm and wu and… really EVERYONE around garmadon become more and more wary of him despite not much really changing. it becomes a permanent blight on him that he is repeatedly told he needs to cure. but he hasnt really even changed in his own eyes
i personally prefer it to have been a pure fateful accident but the involvement of the overlord in the bite makes it arguably even more tragic. it becomes more than a childish mistake. garmadon was doomed from the moment he was born.
#ninjago#PLEASEEEEE read the soinjitzu brothers books if you can. its such crazy insight into wu and garmadons characters#every day i think abt shezada being like ‘oh youre the eveil one? makes sense’ with literally no explanation#also no offense. but i think ppl forget that his Evil Transformation happened over literlaly like. hundreds of years#its not like he got bit and was immediately evil#ik they show it kinda like that in the first flashback of the bite.m#but he was able to hold off the full effects of the venom until literally like mmmaybe a decade before the pilots#thats hundreds or even thousands of years. all that time of the venom corrupting him and he still fought for love !!!!!!!#ohhh my god also just remembered in the most recent spinjitzu bros book when they paint him as clearly having depression. Whatverrrrr#unrelated. but mann those books r so good#OH MY GOD JUST FOUND OUT THE SERIES GOT CANCELLED. KILLING MYSELF
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