#focusing on myself

[angel-dustspo]

Focusing on myself February🧸🍪

[kiinaya]

Nobody is 100% all the time. It's normal to feel down sometimes and not want to move. It's okay to be angry, and it's okay to cry, no matter how small the problem may seem. Your emotions are valid because they are yours, so it’s perfectly fine not to just “cheer up.”

[becoming-thebest-of-myself]

🌀How u treat yourself is how you're inviting the world to treat you 🌀

[doryythebutterfly]

20 December 2024

physical health

♡ walked around alot

mental health

♡ went to a cafe with my aunt and an old friend of mine

♡ we then went shopping together

intellectual health

♡ reviewed some hiragana

♡ reviewed some math (fractions)

reading

♡ read debutantes in love by cora harrison

writing

♡ 'outlined' my short stories

self care

♡ am skincare and teeth care

♡ showered

♡ washed my hair

♡ pm skincare and teeth care

[nova-moon13]

[landofmoa]

✨2025✨

[veneyra]

Freshman Year of Uni Goals (23/24)

✭ Find an apartment in the same city my university is in.

✮ Find a part-time job.

✮ Revamp my whole wardrobe, focus on more mature, long-lasting fashion.

✮ Make a good impression on my professors; utilize office hours, be present and active during lectures, do assignments promptly.

✮ Build discipline (God knows I never did)

✮ Rid myself of an anxious, stressed, self-sabotaging mindset; overcome my fear of inadequacy and failure disguised as perfectionism.

✮ Get back into doing yoga.

✮ Write more frequently, finally finish a first draft.

✮ Enjoy my relationship, but don’t let it distract me from my goals and obligations.

✮ Be more social! ♡ Make new friends with my cohort and people from the new city, crawl out of my shell, simply enjoy being a young university student.

✮ Achieve my reading goal, but consume literature critically; begin a reading diary which expresses my feelings and observations about read work explicitly and eloquently.

✮ Expand my vocabulary, both in English and my mother tongue.

✮ (Vague, I know) Become a better version of myself. A version of myself I would enjoy being friends with.

✮ Journal more frequently.

[andrewtts9thbugatti]

Entry 5

I overslept once again.

I feel like hurting myself again and I don't know why. I feel like crying my guts out too. I also feel like I'm coming down with something. I feel dirty and gross, I definitely need to take a shower soon. To be honest, I feel a lot of different ways today.

I can barely hold my eyes open as I write this I'm so tired, even though I slept all day already. I'm trying to focus on the good- which is that I had a nice meal with my parents today. We had KFC, it was really good.

I also listened to music today, a usual event for me, but always a nice one. I have this killer headache that I took some medicine for, however, it seems to have not done anything. My head still hurts.

I want to cut.

I need to take a breath. Maybe a shower will make me feel better, it probably would, but I'm not gonna take one tonight. I'm way too tired to. Maybe tomorrow I'll feel better.

[kirbeetea]

relearning

i think i've lost a lot of my skills i had when i was younger because of my mental health problems. getting stuck in that slump for literally years drew me into a reclusive state where i didn't express myself creatively in anyway. i've lost a lot of knowledge in writing; grammar, sentence structure, even just sounding eloquent in my wording. it's because i was out of school, so i wasn't applying and honing my writing continuously. i noticed it when i've had to write essays. they don't feel like there's any substance anymore.

i'm going to relearn!

creative writing. essay writing. thought pieces. learning how to research and form my own opinions again. IT'LL HAPPEN!

but... how?

not sure yet. maybe there's classes or youtube videos i can watch and practice with. hmm. but it'll happen!!!!

[adanalove]

When you find yourself not being attracted to that person anymore and realizing that they will never meet your needs or give you the love you deserve that’s when you know you’re finally letting go! It’s scary in a way because a part of me wants to hold on to what could have been but when God keeps giving you signs that it’s time to let go then it’s time to let go!!

[lil-vibes]

i love it when narinder is unintentionally creepy lol

[doryythebutterfly]

to do list for today

(9 november 2024)

I woke up with a horrible migraine, and it's finally gone. I'm also writing 3 exams next week, so I figured I'd be productive and not waste the other half of my day away.

take a shower and wash my hair

wash my face

brush my teeth

throw dirty clothes in the wash

put clean clothes away

clean my room a little

reorganise beauty 'baskets'

read 'Sleet Kitten' for about an hour

work on one of my wips for about an hour

paste in geography notes

review geography notes

start making notes for afrikaans

start making notes for biology

clean desk

pack away clean dishes

work on some of my posts

Let's see what I can get done for the rest of the day (I hope to complete this list, so I'll update you guys tonight!)

[kindaokartchannel]

Guess who got a Master's Thesis idea & acquired a supervisor

[landofmoa]

Don’t assume you can’t do something before you even try.

[currentlyloading2024]

world=off me time=on

[dallussy]

This blog is slowly becoming very mentally ill and I don’t like that.

SO I wanna talk positive stuff.

Im taking a lil break from shifting and have been focusing on my friends and school. I genuinely feel more content with my shifting journey. Ive been trying to practice more mindfulness and do things more for me. I’m starting to wonder if focusing on this reality is what’ll help me shift. The next time I’m gonna shift I’m gonna make sure I’m one hundred percent willing/wanting to shift.