#edgy alter

[edgy-senju]

It's always pride month if you are this guy

[froopis]

tellusboutyourself 𑁍ࠬܓ𓏲 ๋࣭  ࣪ ˖ ɞ

[moondove330]

'brokeback titanic'

[starjunkyard]

"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.

[drinkinggblood]

clear all your sins; Get born again

[rachetclown]

old art of ours since ya all liked the last drawing apparently :o)

im sure we'll post more newer shit when we get the will to pick up a pencil 👍👍👍

[templeofvengeance]

15, 20, 32 and 35

42 character development questions!

15. What kind of inner life do they have — rich and imaginative? Calculating and practical? Full of doubts and fears? Does it find any sort of outlet in their lives?

Trying to imagine how a god thinks is impossible to answer. Of those, I guess I'd say he's calculating and practical. He spends basically all of his time watching humans and deciding how to act accordingly, what's worth his time, what gets him the most bang for his buck vengeance-wise, what might lead to bigger problems if he ignores them, etc. His Avatars end up being his outlet unfortunately, it's not like he has much else to fire off his feelings at. (Besides knocking over trash cans.)

I think Khonshu is overall pretty cynical, assuming the worst out of people, because... well, he's fixated on taking vengeance on the worst of humanity for basically-ever. (See: 'Don't give the body to Steven, he won't return it.') But he still defends their ability to make those choices, and also seems to be pretty overconfident in his own abilities. (Again, probably necessary for a God of Vengeance. People do wrong, but I, Khonshu, will set them straight. It just becomes funny when his overconfidence is about convincing the Ennead to help him, which he fucks up so badly that it leads to him getting sealed in stone later.)

20. What kind of individual relationships do they have with others, and how do they behave in them? How are they different between intimate relationships like friends, family, and lovers versus more impersonal relationships?

Oh god okay--

Khonshu's burned a lot of bridges by the end of the series, almost everyone he knows wants nothing to do with him now (Marc, Steven, Layla), or never wanted anything to do with him but might have to have some awkward talks with him now. (Ennead.) Khonshu has no lovers, and let's just say his family relations are extremely bad.

So let's talk about the one guy Khonshu has directly called his friend, sarcastically or not. (I've said I'm not confident in my Jake portrayal so y'know. I'm gonna keep on being vague with things a bit.)

Khonshu and Jake are in a balance of mutual gain and secrecy, one they both know is going to get ugly fast if the scales tip too far in either direction. Jake doesn't want his existence revealed to the others yet-- neither does Khonshu-- and revealing one inevitably reveals the other. Jake is Khonshu's last line connecting him to the other two, and that's leverage he can use-- he knows full-well Marc is the one Khonshu really wants. Khonshu has his own leverage (or rather, Jake has his reasons for being willing to work with him) but Jake's is stronger. That earns him a lot that Marc didn't have.

In other words, this is a less one-sided relationship. So shockingly, they manage to get along better, if a bit tense around the edges. Khonshu has grown to appreciate Jake's merits more over time, being forced to talk to/work with him exclusively rather than fixate on Favorite Child Marc. Jake, well... he's not under any illusions, he doesn't trust the bird as far as he can throw him, but as long as he doesn't feel like screwing them both over for nothing, this new status-quo isn't too bad.

32. Do they have any “props” that are a significant part of their life, identity, activities, or self-presentation somehow? What are they, how are they used, and why are they so significant? How would these props’ absence impact them, how would they compensate, and why?

His staff.

Calling it a 'prop' is accurate but a little weird, because this is a literal part of him in the same way the floating-skull-head is. All of how Khonshu appears is a mental projection, including the staff-- it's not like he just found it on the ground one day and started carrying it. It's a manifestation of his power and might, and he's pretty attached to holding it.

35. How and why do they internalize knowledge? What effect has that had on them?

Dunno if this is quite the question, but: Khonshu has a photographic memory. He can recall everything he's seen for as long as he's existed with perfect clarity. (See: 'I remember every night.') Being able to manage that for four billion years without going nuts is probably a God Thing, though I imagine he has some kind of system in place in his head to keep present-stuff at the forefront of his mind and not get bogged down in the past.

[unstablemotions]

not to be the stereotypical scary insane person, but i actually do have another personality who wants to kill people

[veldian]

the way that anon actually just lied through their teeth about me too like. congrats on making up an imaginary person to get mad at

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

If there is at least one thing I can credit FE for doing better than Tales in localization, it's not trying to actively go out of their way for an entire game to avoid subtext or direct text between two men that is romantic or implied romantic. Funny when it's so present that the attempt doesn't even work; infuriating that it was attempted to begin with.

So as much as I often have issues with some of FE's localizations, at least they have a leg up on loc Tales for that.

[nyandela-catalogue]

drew some stuff and watched some silly videos. feeling a bit less crummy. i love Jonah❤️

-Adam📹

[cozza-frenzy]

oh so that's why you're a persecutor I see it now okay

Yeeeah, that's Jeremy for you. He doesn't have much in the way of empathy, but he's at least feeling pretty foolish for jumping the gun. Persecutors aren't exactly nice, but they're a part of us systems, just like how singlets can sometimes act like assholes. So we try and negotiate where we can; and when we can't, we just try to keep them away from front, just like how a singlet would hold their temper. - Terry

[albtrauming]

happy new year

[sangfielle]

i was like hmmm maybe i should change my url to chainsofhate next month . for halloween . but i do already have a horror-ish show url just all the time

[mr-magoriums-im-sorry-emporium]

"how are you switching so fast" maybe we're better at this than you. maybe we're just cooler faster stronger etc. a message to our haters and doubters: its okay if youre not as good at this as we are. it's fine. we arent holding it against you. maybe if you ALSO took up soulbonding like ten years before the alter stuff came out you'd also be as good. but alas you were too busy making death threats on the internet.

[raitrolling]

Does Velour count as a tumblr sexyman

No but Develour does