#diet restrictions

[rjthirsty]

I've made some poor food choices lately. It's hard, to be honest. I say it's fine, and I deal with the lack of everything I used to love because being in so much pain and unable to get out of bed was isolating.

It was me watching years go by where I had no future to look forward to because I couldn't make plans. It was not being present as my child grew up and missing teaching and learning with them. It was just making it through.

But I'm so restricted now that there is never a picture anywhere of something that I can actually eat. And I miss enjoying food.

[lolitta-420]

Coffee is the only cal I don’t mind ..

[lolalagoon]

fasting gives me sm confidence, i feel so cute and pretty when my stomach is empty

[easternbloc1985]

Sauces and Condiments - Mama Laina's Chicken Gravy Reduced-Fat Version Homemade healthier chicken gravy is simple to make; this low-fat variation combines chicken bouillon, broth, and olive oil.

[nova1224]

Saw this on X/Twitter never related more in my life 💀

[bloodyangelx]

mealspø ♡

[guillaumeferranddd]

Mama Laina's Chicken Gravy Reduced-Fat Version Homemade healthier chicken gravy is simple to make; this low-fat variation combines chicken bouillon, broth, and olive oil.

[blessedangelofdeath]

[st4rskinny]

[bobbabubblez]

The only spooky thing haunting me this Halloween is my weight

[sevenstarcigarette]

☆

Some of my favorite safe foods!

If anyone wants any low cal recipes that aren't just plain cucumber and egg whites I'd be happy to post some with all calories calculated ☆

[ask-ink-blot]

Recipe for Almond Flour Blueberry Nut Muffins

These moist almond flour blueberry nut muffins are perfect to serve at breakfast, snacktime, or even dessert!

[lolalagoon]

i’m so excited to able to get worse and worse now that i have the motivation. i will lose at least 15lbs before this year ends.

[thereisnothinghereagain]

Where are all my adult anas?

It's a different world stepping into Eds shoes again half way through life.

I don't have to worry about my parents getting mad at me

I don't have to worry about my school teachers getting mad at me

I don't have the typical teenage drama that spurred this mentality shift

I remember Ed being a call a shout for help just to be seen and cared for as a teenager. But now no one sees me, I have no watchful eyes on me. No one whispering under their breath, no parents staring at me across the dinner table as I play with a half eaten plate, no boy trouble or pubescent drama fueled by hormonal rage and indifference. I'm not doing this to impress the boy I like or try to fit in with the popular kids.

I am invisible

Except from myself.

I'm in a strange state of visible translucency. I tell people I'm fasting and they believe me, I tell people I'm too tired to come meet them for dinner they believe me.

Fuck, even my live out partner whose been here for the last 3 days who I have said the words 4norexi4 to and who has watched me consume nothing but tea for 3 days doesn't question my choices.

How different a world it is when you're seen but not seen. I am validated but I remain a shadow.

[calsandmemes]

My brain is so dumb

[starvingraccon]

IM SO FUCKING SICK OF LOOKING LIKE THIS!!

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