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Saving poor Agnes' house
Before:
And after:
Sorry for the ugly pictures but I felt so proud of this one, I wanted to share it ♥
#Animal Crossing#animal crossing new horizons#Agnes#ACNH#my work#decorating#home design#acnh home design#I really like how this turned out#despite not being usually good at this#I really wanted to give it a try because Agnes' house#NEEDED HELP#frfr
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Having bpd to me is like I'm the loneliest person on the planet, no matter how many people I talk to, no matter how many connections I make or have, I'm a lonely void who will die alone. I have to be talking to someone or with someone every second of every minute of every day. I love people so much, I need people. There's so many people out there with different things to teach you. And then, if I have to talk to one person for more than 6 seconds today, I'll kill them. I'll kill myself. I need to be left alone for the rest of the day, I need no one but myself to be happy. I don't want to partake in anything with anyone because it's all draining and taking out of my alone time. Everyone is the same, they're all boring and self-absorbed. Every conversation feels like I'm forcing myself to be actively present. I just want to be alone in my room with nothing or no one. I don't see a future where I'm happy with anyone other than being by myself.
#bpd#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#actually borderline#bpd splitting#lately I've just been slowly moving away from all my friends too#haven't spoken to anyone on insta for days despite usually talking to at least 2-3 friends every few days#irl sent me a video a week ago...never responded. I haven't even been feeling lonely really#I just KNOW when my period creeps up on me I'll be a whining sad piss baby who's openly pathetic about needing human connection#like I wish I just felt no need for it ever. it feels SO good to be alone and not have any obligations as a person#then the crippling loneliness of forever being alone seeps in when tbh I'm fine with it currently actually
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Hello, Spamton!
How's life? Also, do you have any opinions on the Addisons? (Pink, blue, orange, and yellow)
If so, what do you think of them?
#raaughhh ruhhh i am immediately going tyo bed ive been working on it. almost all day so if you see mistakes NO YOU DONT#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#still frame asks on regular in exchange for animated ones is a pretty good deal i think#rruuhahahah#Now this is the point where id say why you pissed him off but id be lying becaus he isnt#And i like the asks about the addisons despite people forgetting that they are indeed a topic lol#i would just say that askihin him on HIS opinions on them will get you a slew of censored brackets and a largely irritated guy#Im sure eventually youll figure out a good question that will get him talking in a way you want but for now its either : youre flatout#ignored or insulted..... or he only answers whatever else you put in there. which counts as being ignored. mu ha ha#at least for the “your opinion” ones but i do like this ask#as per usual the tag paragraph#eat well my disgusting bug horde im going to bed even though i had other plans
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huge shoutout to rejection sensitive dysphoria and the attorney who mentioned that I'd misspelled "forfeiture" in my notes, ensuring that I will literally never misspell that word ever again. Thanks, it's just what I needed. I would have rather been shot, but this works also.
#i am not even being slightly sarcastic#someone pointing out a minor inconsequential error like that will 1. be remembered for the rest of my life#and 2. ensure that I always ALWAYS remember the right way to do it#i usually have very good spelling and it drives me CRAZY when im wrong#so for 'forfeiture#which i always overthink and then misspell#it's either an unrequested out-loud correction of my spelling#or I have to use it as a computer password until the correct spelling is embedded in my hands#also shoutout to Sargon of the Akkad#who is the correct answer to a history trivia game I got wrong in fifth grade#cool how i will absolutely never forget that hes the first known emperor#despite the fact that i will literally never need to know that again
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What if I straight up didn't explain myself? What if I just said trust me on this? Would you?
#fe warriors three hopes#mercedes von martritz#miklan anschutz gautier#we really only need to clarify this is STRICTLY warriors miklan and i think ive already condemned myself but i accept it#i am very sorry but the person i usually would talk to about rare pairs has been a bit busy so i couldnt go to them to get it out that way#so art is the only way i have you have to understand its not my fault (its my fault)#did you guys know i reset the azure gleam map three times before googling the chapter where he dies to try and save him#no i dont think he deserves to be pardoned for what hes done but i liked that w3h gave him a small chance to be better FOR HIMSELF#no i dont think he should simply be forgiven for everything he did but i do like that he was given humanity and how#he was still not a good guy but damn you guys i think about that npc sometimes#who says that they admired him becoming something despite being a criminal bc if miklan can do it whats stopping them from being better ?#like that npc stuck with me a while ok#just ......... there are a lot of thoughts here that i dont think many of you care to read even in tags so ill stop now#i will say the canvas is saved as speed run to cancellation lesgo
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Alright to like, the 3 Rollo stans into Elden ring, hear me out : Lord of Frenzied Flame Rollo
His brother died pre-shattering ah has not been revived nor called by grace. So Rollo, tarnished and brought back to the Lands between, seeks revenge on the Golden order and their so-called grace.
-> inherits the frenzied flames from the three fingers and plans to burn everything to chaos once he becomes lord
#Rollo flamme#mm delicious eye grapes of madness#the rollo brainrot is strong as usual#looked up which armor is best for a madness build but the answers were mixed so I went with the traveling maiden set#Bull goat armor is good for pvp apparently but it's too chunky I want rollo to look stylish despite being insane#rambling abt stuff i like
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Excuse the light but look who finally got her hands on one of @mayakern 's stunning hand shirts!!!
I'm so happy it arrived safely AND that it fits perfectly 🥰
#listen...... i fell in love with the design instantly#also i have the mighty need to play slay the princess again bc of the hands#i'm so so happy it fits bc usually my shoulders are too broad despite me being. this skinny#and they scrunch up weirdly but this is looks so good!!!!#i changed pants for these photos#like i got home from work opened the package (which i did not expect to be the shirt) screamed and changed clothes#excuse the messy room btw
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stories where the main character is a hopeful, optimistic pacifist in a bleak world usually takes one of two routes: one, everything works out for them. the world shifts to their kindness and they’re allowed easy routes on account of their morality. two, they’re torn apart by the story for being naive. their hope is something to mock and beat out of them and they can only grow once they abandon it.
then there is trigun.
trigun says that hope will hurt you. you will let people into your life that you shouldn’t have and they will leave you with scars. your obsession with trying to minimize the necessary conflict right in front of you will cause more damage than if you had just fought that battle. you can’t run from your past and all the times you’ve tried to be kind and failed. you can’t avoid hurting other people and you will have to live with that for the rest of your life.
but—
trigun says that there is so much kindness in all of us, and we are more likely to act on love than hate. no matter how many dark nights you’ve cried through, there are brighter tomorrows worth living for. if you want to be good, you can be good. love is what connects us and connection is how we save ourselves. we have to believe in each other. you are made of love. love is all we have.
#trigun means so much to me man.#it's about the very real consequences of pacifism in a way that i've seen other series ever tackle before#despite the fact that the audience can sympathize with his morality things...don't usually work out for vash.#by not taking action things often become worse and his guilt compounds further#but. but!#it is very telling that the villain of the series is the one who's made up his mind that an entire group of beings are inherently cruel#while it is the hero of the series who has seen that species' cruelty but fights for its kindness that he has seen too#vash's love is what makes him who he is. it's what makes him good#it's all that keeps him alive#and trigun invites you to share that with him#trigun#vash the stampede#millions knives#wolfwood#man.
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OKAY! Chatot rant in tags below! Read at your own discretion.
#okay starting from the beginning of where ppl usually dislike him. apple woods chapter.#he doesn’t give hero/partner the CHANCE to explain themselves despite them being relatively good recruits up until that point.#and that legit might be my only gripe with that chapter bc!!! stories need conflict! I LIKE the conflict in apple woods!!!#hero and partner being punished so something they didn’t do!#the misunderstanding! how team skull (Skuntank) actually outplays the main duo with a clever yet rotten trick. I LOVE that it segways into-#one of the more sweeter scenes of guild members looking out for eachother. I LIKE APPLE WOODS CONFLICT.#but chatot just. not giving them a chance. is so dumb.#I’d personally fix this by having a lil montage of hero/partner fucking up on jobs. A LOT. and chatot giving them a pass every time.#and let the perfect apple incident BE the one where he puts his foot down and doesn’t listen to them. bc he’d given them loads of chances.#and doesn’t want to hear any excuse.#but yeah. I legit dont mind him during that chapter except for that really stupid and frustrating moment.#NOW. CHAPTER 17.#UGGGGHHH WHERE DO I BEGIN#Him not believing hero and Partner about Grovyle and the future being in ruin? FINE. ACTUALLY GOOD. BC CHATOT WOULD BE SKEPTIC.#IT FITS HIS CHARACTER!!#BUT WHAT DOES SUCK. IS HIM GOING ‘Dusknoir isn’t the bad guy. he didn’t do anything wrong’#WHEN HE LITERALLY KIDNAPPED HERO AND PARTNER RIGHT I N F R O N T OF HIM.#(NO LITERALLY. HIS CHARACTER IS IN THE FRONT ROW WHEN IT HAPPENED.)#and him. having the GALL to tell hero and partner they must’ve been ‘seeing things’ and downplaying the HELL they went through.#despite them being missing for hours/days. his own guild recruits. and his angry sprite showing up.#like. I think that’s when I genuinely despised him.#that and him going ‘OH I BELIEVED YOU THE WHOLE TIME HEEHOO :)’ shit was so fucking annoying.#just playing it off as a joke the second the guild started to believe hero and partner.#IMAGINE IF HE W A S ACTUALLY TESTING THE GUILD’S TRUST. SHOWCASING HIM AS THE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND RESPECTFUL RIGHT HAND OF THE GUILD.#and yes. Brine cave he saves hero and partner. but at that point I just didn’t care anymore.#he fucked those two over so much. that I didn’t care what ‘valiant’ sacrifice he had.#and he grills Team Skull for what they did OFF SCREEN. they couldn’t even give us THAT.#<<< THAT or him outright saying sorry would’ve been nice. IKIK his ‘actions’ or whatever but.#eughh again this is all imo. I’m not trying to make people hate him or change their mind.#I’ll get into positives in the second post cause I’m running out of tags
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also also i see a lot of people saying that "mouthwashing should be a movie!" and i cannot begin to explain to you how mouthwashing wouldnt work in any other medium
#text#literally the only one that could come close to working out is as a book but even then it wouldnt be as good#since youd just be sitting and watching things happen instead of 'choosing' to follow the story (and being powerless to change anything)#the fact that you are INSIDE the characters is the entire point#this is what i was saying before#sometimes a game isnt only a game bc it was 'cheaper than making a movie' and it was 'all the devs could afford'#sometimes. the fact that you are interacting with the environment. that YOU are making those choices#that you are seeing things from the pov of the player character#thats like... vital to the story#and just saying 'oh it should be a movie!' makes it seem like you see the medium as just A Method Of Saying Shit#and not something that is usually chosen very specifically to get the most emotional impact#the fact that YOU are jimmy and you slowly realise he isnt that great despite his unreliable narration is THE WHOLE POINT#and. also. PLEASE tell me how you think the opening scene would work in a format where you can SEE what is happening#if all you SEE are featureless silhouettes then itd be obvious theyre trying to hide something from you#and youd figure out the twist within the first 5 minutes
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close ups!! ≽ܫ≼
#buffy's design is from my good friend ferdieinceladoncity as per usual <33#y'know somehow despite being in the warrior cats fandom since I was eight or nine I've never actually drawn a cat with hair lol#it's totally cute but I don't like doing it dfjnfvjn#also I hope you all enjoy how many hearts I snuck onto her#she's heart motifs to ME. bighearted buffy indeed#does this fandom have a catified tag? if so someone should tell me#buffy summers#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#btvs fanart#my art: oil paint pawsteps 🐾#fluffy the vampire slayer
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au where mina is a fucking baddie and hoshina is the nerd librarian who falls in love with the girl who’s way out of his league constantly visiting his library asking for book recommendations and
#egg boils#IM SICKKKKKKK#HOSHINA MOVEEEE FUCK#idea bank#hoshimina#just thinking about hoshina in lame glasses slipping off his face and mina is like: ur glasses are sliding off ur nose and she casually#readjusts them for him and hoshina oh Poor Hoshina Goes BEET RED!#peak loserisms oh my god hoshina who is usually the one teasing people (despite his nerd looks) being on the receiving end this time around#narumi drops by sometimes to bother hoshina (they’re besties. worsties) and he’s like Dude are u fucking sick why r u so red lmfao#and hoshina is like If you do not leave in 5 minutes i am going to throttle you#and narumi is like this is a public space. fuck off#and then mina appears and hoshina DOESNT EVEN GET TO COUNTER BC SHE LOOKS SOOOOO GOOD IN A LEATHER JACKET AND THEYRE TALKING AND HOSHINA#CANT EVEN FORM SENTENCES AND when mina goes to her Favourite Corner to read narumi slides up to the counter and is like#Ah . So That’s Why. Lol#hoshina: not another word from you#narumi: should i go talk to her?#hoshina: i’ll kill you
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you guys like dog girls or something
#unrebloggable for now#just wanted to share#vtmb au#doodles#im kind of proud of these despite me being not good at anthros usually
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Going to hazard it's not a great sign for your obvious party nominee when a substantially non-zero portion of your own party's voters come out to make a point of informing everyone that they are not voting for you, even if they have done so multiple times previously, and pledge to support the incumbent president of the opposite party if/when you win the nomination.
#hilary for ts#politics for ts#we literally knew from the jump that trump would be the nominee#that’s not a surprise#what strikes me from IA and now NH is that there *are* a minority (but not insignificant amount) of republican voters who Are Not Doing It#which... etc etc republicans usually rally around the standard#but also the haley voters seem pretty determined they're not going back to trump#88% of NH haley voters would not support trump being the nominee#now look haley sucks#but she sucks in an establishment republican way#and not a trump way#so it does seem empirically inarguable that trump has in fact gone too far for plenty of core GOP voters#and that winning the ever dwindling amount of cult votes (as expected) will not help in the GE#meanwhile biden cruised to victory despite not even being on the ballot#can we get rid of dean phillips now lol#anyway etc etc tea leaves but i think it is interesting this has happened twice in a row#trump is bitterly toxic to everyone who is not still a devoted cultist#and they seem ready to stand behind this#which i will cautiously optimistically bode as a good sign for november#we will see
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Happy Pride month!! Mizuki cosplay for the occasion :)
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Finally cosplayed Mizuki's first unit outfit! I was lucky enough to get an opportunity to get it for cheap secondhand and I am so happy I did!
#snowlilycosplay#project sekai#mizuki akiyama#prsk mizuki#prsk#mizuki akiyama cosplay#prsk cosplay#project sekai cosplay#cosplay#i had a great time editing these photos#deciding to add the silly border details was so fun#the vibes#so good#i was going to make this outfit but#kept just not doing it so when a local decided to sell theirs#gladly bought it off them#i know i usually just post cosplays ive made but you do not have to make all your cosplays#as much as I like making cosplays sometimes its nice to just get the outfit#both ways are completely valid#despite this not being a cosplay i made reminder that i will glady talk with you about sewing#i love sewing and love talking about it with others along with showing others how too#but yes#pride month#good cosplay for pride month
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hes a vast avatar to me for reasons
#(it's because I'm a vast avatar and I relate to him)#ok but I do have more reasons#first of all:#the sun is sooo vast to me. usually it's one of the first things that really makes you think about the scale of the universe#I mean it's one of the most significant things to life on earth. and it's so incomprehensibly massive compared to us..#it's around the same size as the moon in our sky despite being around 400 times further away#second of all. as my favorite guy mike said:#“what good's the height [and] terrifying draw of gravity unless you really *know* the scale of what you're facing?”#you have to KNOW the danger you're in. see the ground down below and feel the dizzying rush as you comprehend your fate#the cosmic beast blinks unable to focus on something so microscopic. you know it could crush you without even noticing#the way the stars a million lightyears away blink photons in your receptors and know you are so insignificant on a universal scale#third of all:#connecting to the last point. insignificance. that's literally the whole apathy thing#reminding heart he means nothing. the sun is depended on by its planets and everything that lives#the moon is a rock that orbits the earth. it reflects the sun's light. the most significant thing it does by itself is cause tidal changes.#fourth: mind just seems like the type of guy to enjoy the feeling of vertigo and want to kiss some cosmic entity#cj mind#nevermeanttodraw#thesuntheshadowscast
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