#dear recovery

[fazmid]

Rosencrantz & Guildenstern are Dead (Neptune Theatre, 2024)

[leveloneandup]

[james-p-sullivan]

[swan2swan]

Imagine being Roxie, an attractive and perfectly eligible young lady assigned to Project IBRIS, seeing the beautiful redheaded manager of the park hanging around your raptor project facility all the time, talking with her, chatting with her, getting to know Miss Dearing on a first-name basis...and then she goes and sleeps with your stupid Navy-SEAL boss.

Of course you'd volunteer to be a Camp Counselor on the park's new side project.

[uncanny-tranny]

Weight gain as a form of recovery, I LOVE YOUUUU ✨️💐🙇‍♂️

[complicatedconstellation-blog]

[perfecttragedyflower]

Baseline of emotions seems to be level 3 guilty constantly trying to consume me and be a level 5

[an4fool]

i can’t do ts anymore. i don’t want to recover from my ed, but my parents are forcing me and monitoring what i eat. i have no control over it either or else im back in the hospital. ways to lose weight while im in forced recovery? i literally can’t do this anymore. i keep looking back at my lowest weight n sob because i want to be at my lowest weight again. PLEASE HELP ME OUT!!

SOMONE HELP!!

[marine-johannes]

[finsterwalds]

It's my birthday today! What a year it was man. Some excellent stuff, some extremely bad... And yet, I can't wait to do better and grow even more as a person. I can't wait for all the good things on their way 💓

[desi-girll]

TW: don't read if you don't want to know about self harm, but again, this is a positive post because it's about recovery, so nothing very explicit... but again, please don't read if you might get triggered <3

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Dear diary 🧸,

so, today is a big day for me. and when i say big, i mean it in a really really proud way.

because

today, 17th September 2024, marks one year of me being clean from self harm ♡

and i feel like the credit for this one goes entirely to me. last year and before that, my mental health was a shitshow. i was in a toxic friend group, very very insecure of my body, and thought that maybe I'm doomed to be be "ugly" girl. then, of course, the pressure of being a 11th grade science student. i'm sure most of the ones who have been, can relate? parents not understanding, marks not upto our expectations, exams, assignments and what not. so much pressure. but maybe it was just me who couldn't deal with the pressure and got more addicted to something I'd already been doing for 2 years prior to that.

on september 17th, 2023, getting a 4 out of 30 in physics? let's cut again, in the bathroom. believe me, i was addicted to the feel of the sharp compass needle against my skin. to this day, although healed, i still regret the feel of the scars on my thighs. i wish i hadn't ruined God's gift like that. i really do. but maybe it'll go away with time.

so, anyways, on that day suddenly i decided i don't wanna be like this anymore. i wanna heal myself and my relationship with my body. so i just kinda stopped. and trust me, it wasn't easy. so many times, i just randomly started thinking about how good it used to feel, sometimes my emotions were so strong that it was really hard to not start again but now i know how to restrain myself. i know a little bit of self control.

moreover, what really helped in boosting my self esteem was working out. i never that the solution to a positive body image for me maybe to move around and yknow, exercise a lil. and now, what motivates me the most is when i hear compliments from the same people who used to pass comments about my body before. i actually love my body now, or am trying my best to, because unlike one year prior, i'm really fucking fit and healthy now <3

so yes, that's the story and i hope this 1 year can progress to 2, then 3, then 4 and then slowly be a thing i struggled with, in my teenage years but then taught myself a way out of it.

for those of yall out there, struggling with any kind of self destructive behavior, be safe please. i promise you, there are so many ways to heal and recovery is one hundred percent possible ♡

love,

me

[moonshynecybin]

Where are those pictures from, ais there more, I need more.

What do you mean the SPORTING DIRECTOR of a motogp team was calling one of their own friendless😭😭😭

pre season portimao testing in late january where all the ducati ducklings + celestino and luca + VALENTINO on a YAMAHA shared track time on some superbikes. marc and alex were exiled to a garage with enea as vr46 NONBELIEVERS and all the other italians were rocking together being besties and filming content in their boxes it was so funny. and as far as i know the last time rosquez were out on track together !

[dear-fictionkin]

Dear followers of dear-fictionkin,

Mod Stardust here, brushing the spider webs and dust off our little post office. Crazy that it's been... A year and a half (???) since the last letter was posted.

I know this seems like a rinse and repeat for this blog, but I will be working on getting through our current stockpile of letters (63 at the time of writing this!) and get them in the queue. I'll be adding a "postage date" since some of them are VERY old at this point. Very sorry to those waiting all this time for your letters to be sent, and thank you for your patience! 😅

From there, in this new year, we will do our best to keep up with the incoming messages! 💖

✨Mod Stardust✨

[toxooz]

SURGERY WENT WELL apparently my appendix did rupture overnight so its hella good I got it checked out when I did😬 I just feel a lil bloated and like I got shanked but that's better than before🤘

[notthatdom]

you know those moods where you just wanna cut everything and everyone off n just fall asleep for like two weeks ..

[complicatedconstellation-blog]