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Nothing Stirred
Nothing Stirred Nothing Stirred From the dormancy Instead A life lived out Frantic and frenetic From this to that and That to this and Never minding Or looking Or listening For the poetry Of life. Simon C.J. Falk 5 January 2024
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#Amateur writing#contemplation lost#free verse#not listening#not looking#on the move#poetry#superficial
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THE VAMPIRE DIARIES Season 4, Episode 20
#tvd#rebekah mikaelson#elijah mikaelson#(hayley who was still contemplating aborting that thang: 🧍♀️)#need to know how long it took him to sprint all the way back to mystic falls to tell rebekah he had a baby he could give her. 😭#he lost the cure he was gonna give her and had to come up with something QUICK.#g*#rebekahmikaelsonedit#elijahmikaelsonedit#tvdedit
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I see…
#IGNROE MY BLURRY HAND BTW THIS TOOK FOREVER TO TAKE#he is contemplating…#nagito komaeda#nagito plushie#plushie posting#sdr2#danganronpa#oh and we lost btw 😔😔#thanks a whole bunch to everyone who helped out tho!!#if anyone guesses the meme this is referencing i will kiss you btw
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Teatime By Jeff Stanford, 2024 Buy prints at: https://jeff-stanford.pixels.com/
#© Jeff Stanford#midjourney#midjourneyart#ai#discord#digitalart#aiart#Artists on tumblr#portrait#youth#dream#lost#dreamscape#dreaming#contemplation#meditation#imagination#pointillist#swirls
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Geneva Island Legacy┃Chapter four┃Advice
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Lot by the amazing @/therichantsim (Gallery ID)
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#hmm i have so much that i could say about this particular scene#so lets get into it a bit#i lost my mother before i turned 30#so when she was still around i had not even thought about the idea of having kids#and a few years later i'm contemplating which is so hard without my momsies#but i was thiiiiiisss close to calling this scene love letter#BECAUSE i feel like my mother is talking to me through this post#but it would have been too confusing without any context#so i just thought it might be interesting to know#sims 4 story#ts4 story#sims 4#Geneva Island Legacy#ts4 screenies#ts4 screenshots#GIL chapter four#the sims community#show us your sims#show us your story#tw pregnancy
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Putting Solas's "I will never forget you" in a jar with Emet-Selch's "Remember us. Remember that we lived," and shaking vigorously.
#it's the converse sorrows#of knowing that if you win you have to live without them#vs knowing that you've lost and the world you mourn for is never coming back#i need to contemplate The Sorrows#the grief for lost worlds#for a past and a future that cannot coexist#you understand?#either way there is grief#dragon age stuff#ffxiv stuff#shadowbringers spoilers#at this point i need a tag just for talking about these two fandoms together#i'll think of something
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Refugee of Love
Now I am but a refugee of love,
someone who has no home to return to.
Because my homeland, my religion and my family were you.
To you it was that I've always wanted to return, not to a city, to a land.
Lakis Fourouklas
#poetry#contemplation#original poem#writers and poets#creative writing#lit#literature#love#writeblr#writers on tumblr#lost love#heartache#love language#heartbreak#heartbroken#spilled writing#spilled poetry#spilled words#spilled thoughts#spilled ink
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just fell off my bicycle, there might be silly season implications
#i am completely fine no injuries#don't worry:)#i am NOT kidding when i say i was lost in my thoughts contemplating james hinchcliffe's accident when i got my wheel caught on a curb
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I'm experiencing symptoms of the mental illness known as Been Awake Too Long
#ah Been Awake Too Long... we meet again#symptoms of BATL (omg the acronym is literally BATTLE lmao) may include but are not limited to:#thinking everyone hates you#thinking you hate everyone else and/or yourself#deep yearning for things once lost#hopelessness about your goals#experiencing Gender (the bad way)#experiencing or questioning sexuality (also the bad way)#memory loss#contemplating your mortality inevitable death and the fragility of life#thinking 'i should text them'#sudden tearfulness#delirium#loss of all wordly attachments and sense of self#talk to your doctor to see if Going The Fuck To Sleep may be right for you#side effects may include being cozy and saying honk shoo mimimi
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Liar liar legit almost made me tear up you don't understand how AMAZING that chapter was like i was cracking up omg AND THE BIRTHDAY CAFE AND SPRING DANCE SCENES OMGGG DONT GET ME STARTEDDDD SOOO CUTE I WANTED TO CRYYYY like frl butterflies evey time it said smth abt megumi staring like omg OMGOMGOMGOGMG ty so much for putting your blood sweat and tears into this chapter bc it's exactly what i needed
liar, liar masterlist here:
took a break from studying in my school’s library to quickly try and respond to the messages in my inbox, and i smiled so hard when i saw ur user 🫢
TEARS OF JOY, I’M HOPING? THE ANGST HASN’T HIT YET, so at the moment, it’s just a slice of life 🙂↕️ you’re welcome ml <3
megumi stares at y/n and he doesn’t even realise he’s doing it. to him, it’s just him judging his friend for being stupid. not anything else ofc ( 👀 )
YOU ARE WELCOME. the blood, sweat and tears is SO worth it when i receive such kind messages like this. thank you so much for being polite enough to leave them after every chapter 😫💕
#it’s 1:05pm#i’ll go back to studying at 1:10pm#thank you 1l ynn <3#my bean#she just brightened my whole day#like i hope both sides of her pillow are cold tonight#i hope she never has to charge her phone at a certain angle#i hope her battery life is high#always#she’s so nice#grinning at my phone and the smart kids around me 100% think i’m a weirdo#lmao idc#no bc i was in the saddest mood ever today#bc it’s… the 20th of september#iykyk#err ppl might think i’m being dramatic but i was even contemplating skipping school bc of it#in fact when the leaks were delayed yesterday i accidentally skipped my first lesson bc i lost track of time#used to have 100% attendance#not anymore :/#but 1l-ynn came in clutch bc i’m smiling now#made me feel better <3#megumi x reader#megumi fushiguro x reader#fushiguro megumi x reader#jjk megumi fushiguro#liar liar asks!
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Dreamscape 01 By Jeff Stanford, 2024 Buy prints at: https://jeff-stanford.pixels.com/
#© Jeff Stanford#midjourney#midjourneyart#ai#discord#digitalart#aiart#Artists on tumblr#portrait#youth#dream#lost#dreamscape#dreaming#contemplation#meditation#imagination#forest#wildflowers#pointillist#florals
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There's always a slight yearning in the back of my mind wishing I had been born in the right place, time, family situation, income level, etc. to have just lived in one single house for my entire life. Imagine being born in a place that still suits you, even through all of your personal evolutions and etc. The idea of deep familiarity with an area because you've lived and explored it for 40+ years, being encased in a web of memories and connections. Being able to clean out your old childhood bedroom and find personal artifacts, to dig in the yard and remember. I know those lives can still be plenty imperfect, but there's just something so seemingly solid and stable and Grounding about it that I sometimes wish I could have.. (At least from my outside perspective as someone who's moved around a bit geographically and even within the same area, never lives in the same house/ apartment /etc. for more than a few years usually.) Like... having a place that is printed upon, fully your own, rather than chronically a visitor, every thought of a space always tempered with the notion that one day soon you'll have to pack it all up again, etc. There's something peaceful about the permanence.
#I think also because I'm a very nostalgic person - THOUGH not in the way that somep poeple mean when they say nostalgia because I've realiz#ed that to some people apparently it means like.. more of a sad emotional thing? Or when I talk about being nostalgic they say 'me too' and#then describe how they're always depressed dwelling on the past wishing they could revisit it and replaying it and feeling sad and etc.#Whereas for me - it's not in a deep or emotional way at all. It's very detached - kind of like someone who is doing like a scientific#cataloguing of something? I don't feel any remorse or sadness or longing or sitting there sobbing for hours over people/pets I've lost or#etc. It's more like a fun contemplative excercise and extension of self analysis plus just documentation. Like I know your memory fades as#you get older OR even as stuff is actively ongoing humans have terrible recall - even the ones who are less emotional/more focused on#accuracy our minds still twist things or etc. SO I looove to have documentations of everything possible so that in the future I will have#as full and complete of a view of myself as I possibly can. sure the image will undoubtedly be a little distorted but having real evidence#of how something was at a time is very valuable. You look through old messages or letters or something and you always find other alternate#versions of yourself. Not in a worse way like inherently inferior Previous Models Of You who haven't yet been perfected but even just in a#neutral way like 'what they're saying is not a BAd thing but also is not how I would say that today.' etc. ANYWAY I find it really interest#ing to document and remember things and love revisiting the past - not in a sad way - but just like. curiosity. reminiscing and recalling#and filling in gaps. or trying to have the same feeling I felt at a previous time so I can remember what it was. Collecting information for#documentation purposes. Like for example - I would love to go back and tour all of my old childhood houses/apartments. Not to like#sit in the middleof them and cry and go 'ohhh my childhood waughhh' - but literally because I want to take detailed photographs so I#can remeber exatly what they looked like and recreate them in sims or some other digital way. Why? idk. just to gather the information. If#I ever live to like 80 years old and I'm still reflecting on my life curious about the dteails of it. I want to be able to fire up my#ancient windows 10 laptop I've kept all these years and open up the sims 4 and tour my old home with accuracy etc. ??#Not sure why really. Maybe an extension of how I generally care a lot about having an 'accurate' view of things? Like I would rather be#accurate than be happy. I don't understand 'ignorance is bliss' because I would always rather know. I always always in any situation am mor#focused on 'what is the well researched practical truth' than about 'how does this make me feel' or etc. Truth above ALL else even if it#were to make me miserable. Aka why I'm a 'boring' 'annoying' 'UM actually..' type of killjoy lol because it's very hard for me to understan#that some people can enjoy something or have a good time even not knowing the full facts of a situation or etc. BUT anyway. since that is#some core driver of my personality for whatever reason (just the plague of ennegram type 5 perhaps lol) maybe that also drives me to my#kind of minor obsession with like 'I must have a complete view and calatoguing of my life that is as accurate as possible within the means#i have' . Is it REALLY important for me to know the exact layout of on of my first childhood bedrooms? no. materially it does nothing for m#in life. BUT hey. it would make a great addition to the Accurate Life Story Catalogue lol. ANYWAY.. But I think a lot of wanting to live in#one place forever is not just the ease of documentation. but the sense of having a constant. Much of what i crave most in life is stability#& familiarity &routine bc of how my brain works. And it just would feel so good to be Settled. Never uproot again. One little place FOREVER
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I know Mike and Will were practically glued to each others sides at the end of s4, which I do think was obviously meant to foreshadow the events to come related to byler endgame and them playing a big role in defeating vecna as a team.
However, I cannot simply let go of the angsty prospects that come with Will avoiding Mike in early s5.
Like imagine both El AND Will avoiding Mike for a little bit at the start of the season after a major event or two…
We already know why El would be ignoring him, as she was literally doing just that by the end of s4.
But Will on the other hand, I think it would take something substantial for him to go from going along with Mike’s returning clingyness, to avoiding him…
And yet, I do think a dream (nightmare) or more specifically, a vision from Vecna, could very well have Will changing his tune…
Imagine Mike confronting Will about it, coming off as hurt almost, only for Will to apologize and then try to explain he just wanted to give him and El space and not mess up stuff like he did last time…
I just… I DONT even want to imagine Mike’s reaction to finding out Will is avoiding him bc he thinks that Mike wants to be alone with El without him there at all bc of what he said at rink o mania…
Also me: *proceeds to imagine it in excruciating detail’
#byler#stranger things#will byers#mike wheeler#like i just imagine this conversation in my head all the time#Will pushing down everything he’s feeling bc he doesn’t want to burden the ppl he cares about#him having a vision of Mike being angry with him over the painting like borderline disgusted#and him just not even being able to look at mike after#and Mike being so confused like a lost puppy following him around#and then something happens and they get separated for an episode#then reunite#the tension is now 1.21 jiggawats through the roof atp#like they almost kiss!#and then they argue#and then they have to jump back into action again#then they almost kiss in a moment of rest and contemplation#then they jumó back into action#then they finally kiss#and the world is saved#or they kiss and have the courage to finally fight in their final battle without any qualms holding them back#and they win!#the end#gay people were real all along
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reading the word gentrify but all my brain can think of is gentry-fy
#changeling the lost#so maybe im a tad hyperfixated on ctl rn#contemplating making a tumblr rp of another character but i don't need more reasons to be online#the motivation to post is fueled by schoolwork i'm procrastinating#and school hasn't even started yet soooo i should be more active#because why study when you can rp
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just spent 30 mins trying to learn any, legit any, kind of dance. humbling experience
#i have terrible proprioception which also makes me shit at dancing#basically anytime it involves feet im completely lost#just saw myself trying to twerk in front of the mirror immediately stopped sat down very contemplative . much to think about#i feel like i need an intensive 3 week bootcamp to teach me how to idk charleston
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Bea used to be a morning person, adhering to the convent's bedtimes and early dawn training sessions. In Switserland, she tries to cling to this rhythm, wake up at 6AM for a morning run and return to find Ava still out cold.
But her hours at the bar gradually start to catch up with her and she sleeps through her alarm once, then twice (Ava is insufferable about it for a week), until once, she rouses just as Ava starts to stir, rays of sunlight framing her face, and they float towards consciousness together, spend 15 lazy minutes in bed, chatting in rough voices, before Ava crawls out to make tea. And Bea never sets an alarm again.
#warrior nun#avatrice#sister beatrice#ava silva#my headcanons#yes im still so enamoured with their time in switserland#i cant stop thinking about it#how they settled into their routine and did they fight about dishes?#go back and forth about what to eat for dinner?#ava exploring the town and getting lost because her sense of direction is TERRIBLE?#and bea chaperoning her from thereon#theres just... so much to contemplate
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