#co-conscious

[dissociative-memes]

[ Image: 18-piece background, alternating between blue & orange with a picture of a young degu in the middle. Top text reads: “CO-CONSCIOUS WITH MULTIPLE OTHER GENDERS” Bottom text reads: “FEEL LIKE I JUST CREATED A WHOLE NEW GENDER”]

i’m genderqueer as it is, but then if i’m co-conscious or there’s a few alters who are close to the front who have different genders then it just makes me feel incredibly wibbly (for lack of a better description).

from 2015 (!)

http://web.archive.org/web/20150722042920/http://whynot-dissociativedegu.tumblr.com:80/tagged/ddmeme/page/16

[leahtherobot]

so my headmate and i have a bit of a predicament with gender dyphoria as he's a boy and i'm a girl. we're a co-conscious system which makes it difficult, so we're trying to figure out ways to make it easier. if anyone who has similar issues and found a solution can help, please lmk?

[ragingbullmode]

im seeing very little coverage (at least on here) about how moo dengs popularity on the internet is leading to her being harassed at the zoo as well as how the khao kheow open zoo has a history of multiple cases of animal abuse for sake of entertainment (tw for the last link specifically- its a video that begins with a few seconds of moo dengs image but shows a baby elephant being stabbed & swat with a stick by a keeper for ‘discipline’).

while im glad that moo deng IS bringing awareness & a new love for pigmy hippos (which have a dwindling suggested 2000-3000 number population in the wild), i think we should also take into account that not all zoos/animal sanctuaries take the best interests of the animals they are supposed to care for to heart- especially ones that put more of a focus on entertaining tourists than caring for their animals.

[felonsmojis]

co-conscious emojis :D keeping with the theme of sysmojis for now while i work on larger sets!!

[killerpancakeburger]

Quiet moaner!Reader VS Not Holding Back Any Noise In The Bedroom!Soap 💕

[amasdoodles]

will add more with time, but for now the two carmilla outfits i drew with her dress up doll, first being her starting priest's robes, the second a dress she bought in vallaki

this is otherwise known as my 'giving cassy's huge canvas agenda' a shot lol

[co-conscious-culture]

Co-Con Culture is from the outside it looks like you have a mood disorder.

[thrivingwhilemultiple]

"Why did you get off the bus?" "I don't know. I knew it wasn't my stop."

Life isn't about control. We can't control what it throws at us; we can't control emotions or outcomes; we can't control our recovery timeline. I can't control other Motley members any more than we can just "get over" decades of trauma.

We don't control, we communicate. Cooperate. Become curious and compassionate. We observe, ask questions, listen to understand; we call out for what we need and offer what we can give; we reflect upon past behaviors to unlock the mystery of why.

Why did I say that? Why did I react that way? Why did I avoid that for so long? Why can't I focus? Why do I keep forgetting?

...Why did I get off the bus?

"Why did you get off the bus?"

[voxmilia]

Sire! the people plead for inkblade headcanons and scenarios! Will thou not have mercy???

The peasantry demand inkblade, do they? Very well, I shall oblige!

My dear friend Nick @starlingcity just added a new song to our inkblade ship playlist and I got baby about it so these are gonna be more tender and more on the love half of enemies to lovers but!!

Oisin left a note in Adaine's locker asking her to prom freshman year. It was at Ivy's insistence. However, it was right before the bad kids ended up in jail for the death of Johnny Spells. So after days turned to weeks turned to months, that sliver of courage left and Oisin asked Kipperlily to break into Adaine's locker and steal it back. (It doesn't take much for Kipperlily to hate any of the bad kids but this is something she quietly judges Adaine for for years.) Oisin doesn't tell her until long after they've started dating.

It's 3 am and Oisin wakes Ivy out of trance to text her frantically, wondering if she thought it would impress Adaine if he got SO good at glyphs, he could write a message to her inside the giant orb she carries around. Ivy calls him a twat and tells him to go to bed. (The dragon in him, two years later, hopes she's impressed when that same magic throws her into the maws of his distant relatives.)

A headcanon Nick has is that Oisin is a leather worker as a hobby, making things like Ivy's quiver and his spellbook holster. He makes another spellbook holster (it's NOT a courting gift, Ivy, shut up) and leaves it in Adaine's locker early senior year (Kipperlily grumbling as she unlocks it). Adaine knows who it is by the clouds and lightning bolts etched into the leather. She does not thank him but she does wear it when she doesn't want to wear her backpack. (She thanks him belatedly, eventually)

Their first moonar yulenear as a couple, he makes her a sheath for the sword of sight. She thanks him immediately this time

Demi aroace Adaine had never had a crush before Oisin; she thinks the moment at Fabian's party is just the alcohol. She thinks it's a low grade panic attack when he waves at her in the hallway, when he messages her an apology for his party. (Embarrassingly, when she discusses it with her doctor, said doctor tells the young oracle that she likely doesn't need a higher dose of her medication because this isn't that sort of panic. She doesn't tell anyone about the mistake.)

Oisin ended up with an awful stomach ache after the party at Fabian's - he was NOT built to process milk. It's karma, and even he knew it.

Adaine admits to no one that Oisin is partial inspo for why she gets a magic tattoo between junior and senior year, instead crediting only Ayda and Fabian. She and Oisin do get matching tattoos after they get together - the design Nick and I have atm is the eye of the sword of sight surrounded by lightning bolts. (She's the oracle that survived the storm, after all)

EVERYONE knows about Adaine speaking draconic and how Oisin thinks that's very hot, and how they banter and snark at each other with it. But Nick and I have decided that Adaine speaks it almost exclusively the first couple of times Oisin visits Mordred Manor - the sheer love in that house overwhelms him and speaking in a language only Adaine knows makes it feel private and he can breathe a little easier. (Aelwyn teases her relentlessly for this)

Adaine doesn't trust him afer he's revived and he's mostly understanding. It gets old, how much she assumes the worst in him - deserved but still tiring. However, he never stops her when she casts Detect Thoughts. Is it invasive? Yes. Does he believe he owes her that much? Also yes. (She finds ways to disbelieve him anyway, for her own sanity. He gets it but he hates it.)

Eventually, when everything is love now, Fig suggests a double date with Ayda (Fig, who had always been so trusting, so willing to extend a hand, is one of the first bad kids to swallow her pride and try and make begrudging amends. Lucy's presence helps.). Oisin and Ayda get along like a house on fire and Adaine "I never really felt like a kid" Abernant, gets the very sweet teenage experience of sitting in a booth at a crappy dinner, with a boy's arm around her shoulders, laughing with her friends. Content. Happy. Silly. Young.

[armydreamersys]

now, the age old question: am I nonhuman, or are my kins fragments that co-con sometimes and that's why I don't feel like my kins all the time???? ;-;

[soulmvtes]

that video of that baby putting his hand up and saying 'me' is so insane i still can't get over it😭😭😭😭

[positive-total-drama-takez]

i love mike and alters SOOO much i can't explain...

mikesys should hang out in the headspace they should do the most stupid things together (i know that their representation of DID was VERY wrong tho)

manitoba and vito should fight over something stupid like who ate the entire pizza that mike ordered or something

and then they forget that they argued and go annoy mal. they say something like "haha were better with the ladies compared to you" and svetlana says they suck when it comes to ladies

chester tells them to quiet down and something like "back in my day we were more civilized than you youngsters!!" and mal saying "shut up old man before i put you in the retirement home-" and mike just watching like "been an interesting day hasn't it.."

-🎁 anon

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[lokh]

new possible explanation for why my japanese curry is gloopy in australia but not in sweden: the potatoes i use here may be more starchy

[mrspockify]

I think Mario doesn’t see himself as worthy/eligible to date Peach, but I think it has more to do with his deep awareness of their class differences than anything to do with his appearance, like I firmly refuse to believe he sees being fat and short as an issue he’s truly self-conscious about

[jasontoddenthusiastt]

On the subject of gotham county line and batman noel and so on and so forth it’s pretty frustrating (from a watsonian pov) that anytime Bruce hallucinates Jason being loving/ caring/helpful/compassionate towards him it’s always as robin and never as his current self

[coolgenerator]

i need lifesteal moots so bad.. anyways duality duo :3

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