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im seeing very little coverage (at least on here) about how moo dengs popularity on the internet is leading to her being harassed at the zoo as well as how the khao kheow open zoo has a history of multiple cases of animal abuse for sake of entertainment (tw for the last link specifically- its a video that begins with a few seconds of moo dengs image but shows a baby elephant being stabbed & swat with a stick by a keeper for âdisciplineâ).
while im glad that moo deng IS bringing awareness & a new love for pigmy hippos (which have a dwindling suggested 2000-3000 number population in the wild), i think we should also take into account that not all zoos/animal sanctuaries take the best interests of the animals they are supposed to care for to heart- especially ones that put more of a focus on entertaining tourists than caring for their animals.
#personal#moo deng#i understand that a lot of the ways the animals in zoos like this are treated have cultural ties & are methods that have been used#for hundreds of years but there are ways to not do that⌠its 130 am i cant really put everything im thinking of into a more professional#looking post but. i just think we should at least keep this in mind#something something chappell roan talking about being an overnight celebrity & being forced to cater to the publics every desire at the cos#of ur privacy#im not saying & posting all this to be a bummer btw we SHOULD celebrate her !! but we also have to be conscious about how animals like#moo deng are being handled & cared for#sorry i put so many tags im just sitting here thinking#u can reblog the post btw
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#Sevenâs Public Diary#vent post#cw vent post#ah yes. another restless nights sleep in a cold room bc i was too upset and sick to eat enough yesterday and my nightmares wonât let up and#my heater isnât enough to warm the room when itâs this fucking cold outside. but itâs fine bc i donât think i deserve to be warmer anyway#i should get water but iâve been stuck laying here for an hour wondering if im racist and feeling like i should just. leave. or smthn. idk#i need a caregiver so thereâs someone here to stop me from doomscrolling tumblr and reddit discourse for two hours before bed. lol#but ig no matter how careful i try to be thereâll always be part of me thats. unconsciously? racist? bc im white so its just part of me#idk im not educated enough to talk about it so i guess the real lesson to learn here is to keep my fucking mouth shut. which i can do!#i donât. know how to apologize correctly. bc no one wants to hear me piss and moan abt my white guilt. if thatâs what it even is#im too stupid to understand what to do or say and the more i type the worse it sounds so im just. sorry. i apologize for anything iâve said#or done. that wasnât right or was insensitive or thoughtless or uneducated or. whatever else it is i rlly donât know#i didnât mean to use AAVE. i really didnât know. so iâll go edit the tag where i used it but. thatâs only one example. how many more am i#unaware of? how often do i put my foot in my mouth and not know it? im sorry. iâll try to do better#but thereâs so much to be mindful of that i canât keep track of it all and itâs overwhelming me so i think i should just. be quiet.#âalways a fanfic writer at the scene of the crimeâ i. didnât know there was a connection between racism and fanfic. now im worried#was that just an easy jab to make bc itâs cringe or is it actually problematic. why does it seem like theres smthn wrong w everything i do#anyways. i have to stop thinking abt it or im gonna anxiety vomit. i could go lay on the couch#it in the only warm room of the house but itâs covered in dog hair and i hate the smell from the stupid fucking propane heater#it gives me a headache and makes me paranoid. why did he install gas heat when he couldâve gone with a heat pump. all he did was make#everything harder on everybody. so now we have dangerous gas heat in the winter and shitty mold-filled window ac units in the summer#when he couldâve installed a heat pump/ac unit combo thingy and we wouldâve been good to go. why is he like this.#YOURE A GODDAMN ELECTRICIAN. HAVE BEEN YOUR WHOLE LIFE. YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU WANT. SO ACT LIKE IT.#im staying in bed. the rest of the house reeks of burnt plastic bc SOMEONE decided to take FOUR sedatives and drink a couple beers before#trying to use the stove to cook dinner :))) so now i have to figure out how to clean that up. i take back everything i said about winter#being my favorite season. this shit fucking sucks. thereâs so much more to stress over and itâs all so much more expensive and exhausting#i never want another dog or cat ever again after these two pass. im not the person i once was and i cannot care for them like i used to.#i canât even care for myself. couldnât if i Wanted to right now bc everything is frozen solid. canât shower. canât do any laundry.#just get to sit here filthy cold and miserable in the one clean-ish sweater i have left for ? days until temps get back above freezing#anyways thats enough bitching abt my first world problems. time to shut up and be grateful for what i Do have bc it could be a Lot worse
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đŕ§âď˝ĄË when rafe sees a precious little doll on the side of the road with a broke-down car, how can he resist out of the kindness of his heart offering her a ride? just a ride home, that's all...
or how trailerpark!angel!reader and rafe met!
warnings: use of the nickname pet & little one, reader! is eighteen-nineteen! bit of perv!rafe, barely proofread!
a/n: first time writing a rafe fic/blurb! im so excited, also this is based on this ask and thank you so much for sending something I really appreciated it and I hope u like it mwah! I would say you two meet in like early season 2 (right before the cross storyline) also for the format slight ib to others on here esp @rafesangelita (sorry for the tag!)
this was based off of this ask! which tysm i literally love requests and rafe and trailerpark!angel!reader is my new obsession <3
a small, meaningless kick was made to the tire while you huffed and groaned, putting two hands over your frustrated features as all you wanted to curl up into a ball and cry.
âpiece of shit,â you mumbled under your breath, kicking the tire once more, but immediately a whimper fell from your lips. the pain shot from your toe up to your spine. making you sniffle and tip-toe in pain. in your denim ruffle skirt, white socks, and pink converse, you sat down on the asphalt, on the side of the road, leaning against the side of your broken-down car.
she wasnât the best car, but she surely got you around most of the time. most of the time. it was a little volkswagen beetle, light pink in color, covered in so many stickers some wondered if it was passing inspection. it wasn't.
sitting with your head against the car for what felt like hours (it was maybe ten minutes), but spending even that on the side of a main road in kildare island was torture. especially with the beating sun late august provided.
rafe was speeding down the road on the way to play golf and get drunk with topper and kelce. âah shit, i donât know, man.â he said into his phone, holding it up with one hand; his voice gruff and confident, topper on the other line. âyou really think i wonât kick your ass today huh?â a smirk grew on his already smug expression.
letting out a short chuckle at toppers response, nothing anybody ever said meant more than a laugh to him. or that's what it used to be like anyway, his act wasn't together if anything, it was worse than it'd ever been. his father condemning him to disingenuous "discipline" to forget about the possible death of his golden daughter.
"the fuck?" he mutters into the mic, his voice laced with confusion. as he sees up ahead on the road, a pink car broken down, with the most precious thing sitting against it. a pout on the angels soft lips and the most defeated look in her eye. aw, you just fell right into my lap, didn't you? little angel.
your eyes glued on the pavement, your entertainment of watching a little ladybug try to make it to safety in the distance, was shortly interrupted.
a nice black truck coming into view it came to such a short stop it almost took your breath away, the breaks slightly screeching at the haste. a tire replaced the spot the ladybug once was.
you stood brushing the dirt and gravel off the backsides of your pale thighs, left bare by the short fabric of your skirt.
the man stepped out of the truck. he was tall, and the sleeves of his polo looked like they were about to burst at the seams, not able to contain the biceps beneath. his features strong and statue-like, his deep sea eyes hidden behind the curtain bangs that hung over his forehead. a grin that seemed too genuine, too good to be true.
you removed your heart-shaped sunglasses, placing them on top of your head to see him more clearly. your possible savior, but he was anything but.
he stepped a bit closer, seeing the state of her already pretty beaten car, "having some car trouble?" rafe asked as if he wasn't stating the obvious.
you pretended he wasn't either as you nodded, the frown only slight now but still on your lips as your eyes remained looking up into his.
"aw.. poor thing we can't have that, what happened?" his voice, a mockery of sympathy. as he inspected the piece of shit car she loved so much. his care coming from a place of ownership, of burning ache or want.
still, in slight shock, you hadn't answered him, following behind him as he reopened the hood like he owned the car. not even realizing you'd been rude and not replied till he spoke again. "little one, i can't fix it if you don't tell me what's wrong." a heady mix of gentle and firm that made your mouth go dry and your head dizzy.
"oh- it's been on her last limb for like ever, i guess she finally called it quits... right on my way home." you said with a little sad laugh that rafe wanted to bottle the sound of and listen to on repeat. "and I really need to get home," you added fiddling with your fingers in front of you.
a sweet girl all out of options, rafe was so glad he was here to provide her with his help. "tell you what, I'll take you home and come back and fix this thing up for you, huh?" he offered, there goes his saturday plans he presumed. it'd be worth it. he told himself he'd make it worth it, with those shy eyes and the expression you carried like a lost puppy. you'd owe him he'd make sure to get something in return.
just like he figured, you shook your head. never wanting to accept such a grand favor. "I can't ask you to do that, I mean, I don't even know your name." nerves, curiosity, and a glint of something else tinged in your voice, so many wonders in that head as soon as his truck came to a stop for you. why? the only question running through your mind.
"It's rafe, can I help you out now?" his genuine grin turned almost smug at his own remark, brushing that bangs out his face, the effort pointless as they immediately fell back again.
you paused. picking at the already chipped white nail polish on your sore fingertips, a larger-rougher hand covered your own, stopping your movements with that firm gentleness he carried around her. you looked up at him, he was so much closer. the scent of some cologne that probably could pay your rent, and a tinge of smokey wood filled your senses.
"pet?" he questioned with an expecting tilt of his head, calling you that like it was the most natural thing in the world.
your body and mouth responding before giving another second for your brain or anxiety to think it over, you nodded. "can you please give me a ride home?" you hesitantly asked, it felt weird. getting help, and even asking for it felt foreign, he offered it so graciously like it was nothing.
looking down upon her, his grin turned genuine once again, his eyes seemed almost proud it was a soothing balm to her nervous heart. a rosy hue to her cheeks as his palm covered the side of her neck, making a few pats to the flesh before leading her to his truck.
you'd owe him. something he was sure you were ready for.
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Faking It (Logan Howlett x Fem!Reader)
đ prompt: charles forces you and logan to do a mission together in order to help you bond. đ cw: enemies to lovers, one bed trope, if this does well iâll do a part 2 w smut ;) cussing, đ a/n:Â thanks to everyone who's sent me req's! this wasnt a req but id already started it haha if youve sent a req ill try to get to it asap.... also so many ppl wanted to be added to a taglist but for the nsfw alphabet post i dont think it tagged like half the ppl?? so im sorry if u dont get tagged, im trying to fix it :)
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âProfessor, Iâm so sorry. I didnât meanââ
â(Y/N), itâs not me you should be apologizing to. Itâs your team. Thatâs who you both let down.â He eyes flick between you and Logan.
âIâll go apologize to them now.â You turn to leave.
âYou too Logan.â Charles says.
On this latest mission, you needed to sneak into a factory and take down all of the enemiesâ But you and Logan were arguing so loudly, you alerted all of the rivals, turning a few quick sneak attacks into full blown fights. No one was badly injured but you still felt horrible about it.
âThis is all your fault.â You mumbled, just loud enough for Logan to hear.
âMy fault? Youâre kidding.â He huffs.
âShut up.â You walk ahead of him, on the way to the common room to see your team.
Everyone was sitting there, talking amongst themselves. Once you and Logan entered, they all stopped their conversations and looked at you.
âGuys. I am so sorry about this mission.â
âIâm sorry, extremely sorry, and I apologize for my behavior.â Logan mocked your expression of regret.
âYou are such a child, Logan! Iâm trying to apologize!â You raised your voice.
âI am too!â
âCan you two just stop?â Hank stood up, silencing you both. âYour attitudes have been getting in the way of every mission. If you guys canât get along then maybe you shouldnât be here.â
âOh..â You didnât know how to respond. You couldnât believe you let your dislike for Logan get in the way of your job, so much that they thought you shouldnât be an X-Man anymore.
They all left the room, leaving just you and Logan to culminate in your thoughts.
âI think itâs pretty obvious weâre not going to get along any time soon.â He broke the silence.
âWeâll figure it out.â
âYeah, whatever you say.â He walked out, as you sat in the empty room.
The next day, Xavier called you and Logan into his office yet again. You were concerned, worried he might be kicking you off the team. But instead, he said he had a mission for you two.
âI need you to pose as a couple. Youâll be going to an upscale hotel in Manhattan. Itâs a cover for a drug smuggling ring. You two will stay as guests in order to collect information. I need everyone that is there, guests and workers alike, to think you two are madly in love. We donât know who could be involved, so we canât have them think anything suspicious.â
âProfessor, is that the best idea? We just blew the last mission because we couldnât stop arguing.â
âIf you two fail this mission, I will have no choice but to replace both of you. You are amazing at what you do, but your arguing affects everyone. Not just yourselves.â
âOkay. We wonât let you down.â Logan speaks up.
***
The trip to the hotel was long and frustrating. You two couldnât agree on anything the entire time. You criticized his driving, he criticized what you put on the radio, and how loud it was. You called him an old man, which just resulted in the radio being turned off and continuing the last hour drive there in silence.
When you arrived, it was late afternoon. Logan, pretending to be your fiance, grabbed all the bags by himself and walked inside. The hotel was huge. It was upscale, classy. So fancy you were afraid to touch anything, in fear it might break.
âHi! Checking in for Anderson.â He greeted the front desk clerk, giving his forged name. He dropped the bags on the floor and you wrapped yourself around his now-free arm, squeezing it.
âHello, Mr. Anderson.â She smiled back, âLetâs see. You had the penthouse, correct?â
âThatâs right.â
âWeâre celebrating our engagement!â You beamed, holding out your hand, showing off your fake engagement ring.
âThatâs lovely. Congratulations! Weâll have a bottle of champagne in your room for celebration.â
âThank you so much!â You squeaked.
He finished the check-in process, then you headed to the top floor.
The penthouse was absolutely gorgeous. It was huge, the size of a decent apartment. Just like the lobby, you were afraid to break something.
âWow.. This is amazing. Only time Iâll ever get to stay in a penthouse and itâs with you.â You said, as he shut the door.
âI was just thinking the same thing. Now, câmon we gotta go to the pool. Get changed.â He handed you your bag.
You opened it, pulling out your bikini. It was the only one you had, admittedly from a few years ago. You didnât have time anymore to relax by a pool or go swimming in the ocean, so this swimsuit had to do. It was a simple black string bikini.
You went inside the bathroom to change. Once you had your swimsuit on, you felt a little self conscious at the amount of skin showing, but figured itâd help with the whole âcanât keep your hands off your new fianceâ vibe you and Logan needed to exude for this mission.
You walked out of the bathroom, faking confidence you didnât have. Logan had taken the opportunity to just change in the living space since he was alone. He was wearing black swim trunks. It was funny, it looked like you two had matched on purpose.
âWow.â He said quietly, clearing his throat.
âWhat? You like what you see?â You joked at his clear uncomfortableness with seeing you in such little clothing.
âWhatever, letâs just go.â He spat, grabbing two towels, the key, and exiting the room.
The second you were out the door, you both had big smiles on your face. His arm was around you, holding your side as you headed to the pool.
It wasnât too busy, just a few kids with their parents, and a bartender at the outdoor bar. You told him you wanted a drink, so thatâs where you headed first.
âHey, can I get two Mojitos?â Logan asked, handing him the room key âAnd can you just charge it to our room?â
âOf course,â He started working on the drinks immediately, while you two sat and people-watched. He finished the drinks, and gave you them and the room key back.
You said thank you as you walked off, hoping Logan would just follow. There was a small hot tub that was empty, so thatâs where you went. You stepped in carefully, afraid of slipping, and sat down in the warm water.
âReally?â Logan whispered, a fake smile still adorned on his face.
âThis is what couples do, Logan. And weâre a couple for this weekend. So sit down and act like you love me, sweetie.â Your grin was starting to hurt your cheeks.
He sat down across from you, and you mentally rolled your eyes. You got up, and repositioned yourself, sitting in his lap, âWhat part of âact like you love meâ are you not getting?âÂ
He was frozen for a moment, caught off guard but quickly acted like he was happy to have you there, to not draw suspicion. You both took sips of your drink, as you continued to nonchalantly looked around.
You two stayed at the pool for awhile, taking mental notes of the guests and employees you saw. Honestly, this hotel didnât seem too strange. But Xavier said it was a front so you guessed thatâs why it seemed so normal, for their cover.
Once your drinks were empty, and the sun had started to go down, you both decided to head back up to the room. He got out drying himself off before wrapping you up in your towel. He picked you up and carried you bridal-style to the penthouse.
âLogan!â
âWhat? Just acting like I love you.â He smirked.
Once inside the room, he set you down. âIâm gonna go shower.â You stated, not really knowing what to do.Â
He just nodded, walking off to the kitchenette. You grabbed your bag and headed to the bathroom.
***
You mentally cursed yourself as you scrambled through your bag, searching for a pair of pajama shorts you thought you packed, but they were nowhere to be found.Â
âThis cannot be real.â You whispered. The only other clothes you brought were jean shorts, and you sure as hell werenât going to sleep in those.
You pulled out your oversized sleepshirt, putting it on. The hem landed right above the middle of your thigh. It was a little shorter than the length of a nightgown, so you just hoped he wouldnât notice. You slipped on a pair of panties, snatched up your things, and exited the bathroom.
You immediately bumped into Logan, who was standing right outside the door.
âWhat the fuck?â You raised your voice, annoyed. âWhy are you right outside the door?â
âI was about to knock. Youâve been in there for over an hour.â
âItâs all yours!â You sassed.
You walked over to the small kitchen, and see he had already opened up the champagne. You had a glass as you sat on a barstool, writing down some notes about the people youâd observed earlier. Pouring yourself another glass, you headed over to the bed.
Just as you made yourself comfortable, Logan came out of the washroom, in just a towel. You stared at his wet torso for a moment, hypnotized.
âMy eyes are up here.â He laughed.
You looked up, embarrassed.
âForgot my clothes. Hey, wait, why are you in the bed?â
ââŚBecause Iâm the girl?â
âYou're also the short one. I canât fit on that couch.â
âOh, câmon. Itâs a big bed. We can both fit just fine. Unless youâre nervous. Never slept with a girl before, Lo?â
He sighed, clearly not wanting to argue, before taking his clothes and escaping back to the bathroom. You silently celebrated your victory.
He came out a few moments later, turning off the lights, sliding under the blankets and getting comfortable. You both ended up facing the same direction. If he was any closer, heâd be the big spoon, but there was a few inches separating you.
You adjusted your body, and accidentally felt your ass rub against him. You went rigid from humiliation, before scooting away slightly, ignoring it since he didnât say anything.
You tried to fall asleep, but it was difficult, for many reasons. One, youâre not used to having someone else in your bed. Two, he was breathing heavily. Three, you couldnât stop thinking about how sexy he was.
Of course, you knew Logan was attractive, youâd thought that since the moment you first saw him. But today, probably because of the faux-gagement, the touching, the flirting, you saw him differently. He was still getting on your nerves, but the flames between you two⌠His body⌠It was unlike before.
You exhaled a breath you didnât know you were holding. You twiddled your feet, moving around your body nervously, before unintentionally grazing your ass against his crotch again.
âYâknow, if you keep rubbing your ass against my dick, Iâm gonna do something about it.â His words sounded gruff in your ear, but they gave you butterflies.
âMaybe thatâs what I want.âÂ
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âwe should stopâ trope with cheol
no smut, just suggestive MDNI
content tags: mutual friends to lovers (???sorta), cheol is a smoker (dont smoke..), reader is introverted, mentioned alcohol use, making out, being a bit freaky outside, cheol is hot
meeting your friendsâ friends always had your introverted head reeling. âdo i have to go?â you whine to jeonghan, one of your closest friends.
âno but you really should leave the house, y/nâ he laughs. he was right. it was only a small get together at joshuaâs (your other friend) apartment, it would only be a few other people, âyouâve met most of them anyways. plus you can stay with me and kyeomie as long as you wantâ he smiles at you as you finally agree to coming along.
âŚ
surprisingly, it wasnât as bad as you had thought. even though it was getting tiring dokyeom pulling you to meet all the people you havenât been introduced to before, it was manageable.
âoh! i almost forgotâ dokyeom says, looking at you, âyou need to meet, cheolâ he grabs your arm again, walking you over to another person youve never seen before. âcoupsie!â
you watch as the man dokyeom calls for turns around, red hair looking like fire around his head, arms looking oh so delicious in the black shirt he was wearing, and his lips; god his lips, looking cherry red like he had just bitten them so hard they bled. he looked so intimidating with a scowl on his face, until he looks at kyeom and pouts.
âi told you to stop calling me thattttâ he sulks, lip jutting out. he finally seems to notice your presence, raising his thick brow before speaking again, âis this your friend you were talking about?â
âim sorryyy, the name is so cute, cheol. but yea! this is y/n!â dokyeom introduces, your face heating up with nervousness at the redhead staring down at you.
âhi. nice to me youâŚâ you murmur, extending your hand for a handshake. what you didnât expect is for him to take it and pull you a little closer to him.
âsorryâ he laughs, âwhat did you say.. its too loud in hereâ you repeat yourself, stuttering over your words, before he finally pulls away, hearing the complains from dokyeom about cheol âteasing his friendâ. âIâm seungcheol by the way. most of my friends just call me cheol tho. i prefer that.â you smile again before dokyeom pulls you away again to meet someone else.
âŚ.
the rest of the night went by smoothly, and now you finally had the chance to slip away from all the noise and step outside for a breather after having a bit too much to drink. the summer breeze felt refreshing compared to the heat coming from the apartment you were just in and you could finally take a deep breath in, admiring the night sky.
âtoo many people in there for your tastes?â you jump at the sudden voice, turning to see the red haired man from earlier, âsorry! i didnât mean to startle you. itâs too many people in there for me too, if that makes you feel betterâ he smiles at you, before turning back to face the sky, putting a lit cigarette to his lips and inhaling the smoke.
âyou know thats bad for you, right?â you say, backtracking when you see his eyes widen and him beginning to burn it out, âno its fine! i dont mind.. sorry im bad at small talkâ you look down at your fingers, playing with them, still feeling his eyes on you.
âyouâre cute.â he laughs. he takes another inhale from the cigarette before sitting on the steps of the apartment building. âsit with meâ he pats the concrete next to him, signaling you to come.
as you sit close to him, you can smell the mix of smoke and his cologne on his clothes, the scent of them seemingly driving you insane, the alcohol running through your body making you scoot even closer into him, as if to try and smother yourself in the fragrance. âyou smell really goodâ you say without thinking, immediately burning hot in embarrassment at the reality of what you just said. he turns to you, laughing loudly.
âthank you, cutie.â he smiles, looking into your eyes, âand you look very pretty. thought that since dokyeom introduced me to you. was trying to get you alone but hannie was protecting you like a mama bear.â you laugh before his words sink into your brain.
âwhat- what did you want to do when you got me alone?â you question, eyes looking him up and down. you were beyond close to each other at this point, you had practically one leg draped over his thigh, and you could feel his hand on it, steadying you a bit.
âyou know what i wanted to do.â he says, eyes shifting towards your lips before looking back into your own, âi can still do it now.. if youâd like.â you only murmur a faint âyeaâ and his lips touch yours, hands cradling your head, pressing you closer and closer together.
your mind sobers up a bit, realizing that you were currently outside, in front of your friends house, kissing a guy you met barely an hour ago. âwe. should. stop.â you breathe out inbetween kisses. you know you donât want to stop but your left brain was screaming at you to think logically.
âwe- can. stop. if you wantâ cheol slurs out, lips kissing the corner of yours, a smirk resting on them. the moment you shake your head, he pulls you onto his lap fully, having you straddle his thighs. âyouâre so pretty..â he sighs out, lips gliding down your neck, sucking a few times, leaving marks in their wake. your hands rest in his fiery locks, combing your fingers through them every so often as he pulls whines out of your mouth.
âcheolieâŚâ you sigh out, grinding lightly on his thigh, testing the waters. he groans at the sight, pulling you in for another kiss before- ring ring ringgg
âfuck-â he groans looking down at his phone now long abandoned along with his burnt out cigarette you didnt even realize was gone, âits shua. hold on, pretty. yea. uhhuh? oh. oh okay- okay bye.â you try to listen in but your attempts were futile. he hangs up the calls, lowering his phone and putting his hands on your waist. ââm sorry, pretty. soonyoung is currently um- puking his guts out in a bedroom.. iâll spare the details, but i have to help shua clean the mess.â he sighs, looking at you with guilty eyes.
you look at him a bit disappointed but nod, slipping off his lap. âits fine, cheol. go deal with that.â you smile and he smiles back before kissing your lips wetly once again.
âgive me your number first. just incase i donât see you before you leave.â he shyly speaks again, opening his phone again for you to type in your number.
âalright, hereâ you say, finishing up your contact information. âtext me whenever.. now go! thereâs vomit for you to cleanâ you giggle as he stands up and rushes inside again.
finally standing up again yourself, your legs feel like jelly as you walk into the apartment again, spotting jeonghan and dokyeom on the couch. âheyâ you say as you sit down next to them.
âoh my lord, we were wondering where you were.â jeonghan say before looking at your state and gasping, âyou look a mess? who were you with??â dokyeom laughs as your face heats up again.
ân-no one..â you splutter, biting your lip remembering the man you were just with. they roll their eyes at you, whining at the lack of details you were spilling as a ping comes from your phone.
Unknown Number
Hey. This is Seungcheol.
Want a ride home?
you can hear your friends gasp, obviously reading your messages at the same time.
You
yea :) would love that <3
you send your response and jeonghan nudges you teasingly, âseriously, choi seungcheol? that loser??â all you do is smile dumbly, excited to see him once more.
#seventeen#svt x reader#svt thots#seungcheol x reader#scoups x reader#scoups smut#scoups drabble#seungcheol imagines#yum yum seungcheol
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Dr Ratio x Sick Reader
a/n: IM SICK AND I HAVE A FORKING SCIENCE EXAM !!!! KYS!. I feel like shit bro CHARACTERS: BF Dr Ratio, TAGS: Sick reader, reader feels horrible, I also feel horrible
sorry its short. im in class right now
"Im home" You hear a faint creak through the door, Ratio's shadow casting ahead as he places his bag on the dining table. He sees you on the couch, laying down, not doing anything. "You havent moved since I left this morning. What were you thinking??" He muttered in a sarcastic tone. though many others could never tell when Veritas was joking, you thankfully, could. To Ratio's surprise, instead of a snarky remark, he only recieved unpleasant groaning from you. "..? Love?"
You looked up weakly, your eyes slightly blurry. You see the worry and concern etched in his face as you didnt respond to his snarky remark. he kneels to your level, taking note of your slight tremble under the blanket. He places his warm hand on your forehead as you instincitvely leaned closer to the warmth. "A fever...hm" He stands, patting your head before going off to your shared bedroom. You hear faint grumbles of
"Where is it..." "Where did I last put it??"
and some boxes falling down.
You heard his footsteps grow louder and before you knew it, he kneeled down to your level with a glass of water and medicine in hand. "Can you sit on your own..? I suppose not..." He whispers, shaking his head as he helps you sit up, wincing slightly as he felt your hot temperature. He guides your head to drink the medicine as he whispers words of "There we go...Just a bit more for me..." to you. His muscular frame helped you stay warm as you leaned to his touch. He places his arms under your back and legs, carrying you to your shared bedroom.
He gently laid you down on the bed, his touch delicate. He covers you up and lays next to you. He often hated laying down on the bed without showering first, but he knew that you desperately needed it. "Didnt I tell you to stop overworking? You fool...now look what youve gotten yourself into..tsk"
He mutters, burying his head in your hair. He holds you tight, his embrace keeping you from shivering.
"Please rest sweetheart... I love you. Ill be here when you wake up.." He mutters, pressing kisses to your forehead. He grabs his phone, cancelling his classes for his students tomorrow so he could watch over you. As you slept, time to time he would check your temperature and whisper soft words of reassurances (that he wouldnt say when youre awake since he declared it as "foolish").
extra headcanons: - For the next few weeks he makes sure to check on you during work to make sure you take a break
He cooks you healthy meals and would force you to eat it.
He would be the type to do work in bed as you sleep, watching over you still
He will get you small trinkets to try and make you feel better since he knows you like iy
Ratio loves u
A/N: sorry its short
#hsr#honkaistarrail#starrail#hsr x reader#hyv#honkai star rail x reader#drratio x reader#drratio#veritas ratio x reader#Dr Ratio x reader#Aventio#Fluff
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Hong Kong Incident
Male reader X Minnie
2k words
Tags: Smut
You wake up early in the afternoon with a woman sleeping beside you. In confusion, you sit up quietly, looking around your hotel room, seeing your clothes and the girl you slept with. A sudden memoryâher name is Minnieâand an empty bottle of whiskey right on the nightstand. You vividly remember how it all started before the alcohol entered your system.Â
You quietly lay back down, with her still sleeping. "She sleeps so beautifully" is your first impression of the day. You look at the ceiling and close your eyes, trying to remember what happened last night like a puzzle. Hereâs what you remember as you try to dig up your vivid memories of yesterday while she sleeps right beside youânarrating your memories to yourself.Â
âââ
A knocking sound comes from your door, and you go to check if it was room service. A beautiful lady with bangs is right in front of you and looks like a celebrity.Â
Oh, Iâm sorry, I thought this was my room. I must have read it as 438 instead of 483. Iâm so sorry to bother you, sir."Â
âItâs okay, maâam.â
She rushes into the distance, embarrassed by her clumsy mistake. You find her hot and beautiful at the same time. You hesitate to get her number and decide to close the door. You check up with your colleagues back in America to see if things are going smoothly and head to the bathroom to take a shower. You come back out with a robe, putting on some shorts, until a knock is heard on your door again.Â
âOh hey, itâs you again.â You teased the unknown woman.
âMay I get your number?â
You walk back in to get your phone while she holds the door open. You give her your phone number. âWhatâs your name?â You questioned her.
âIâm Nicha, but call me Minnie. Whatâs your name?â
âIâm, Y/N.â
âNice to meet you. May I come in? Youâre a handsome guy.â
"Let me get fully dressed first; be right back. Iâll need to close the door, though." She closes the door and waits. You open the door and guide her in. "I must say, youâre insanely beautiful, Minnie."Â
âThank you, letâs talk about each other. What do you do?â
âIâm a surgeon in America, I came here for a vacation.â
âOh Iâm on vacation too. You really donât know me?â
âNo, Minnie, Iâm guessing youâre a celebrity?â
âI am, Iâm surprised you donât know me.â
âIm so sorry, Iâm always busy with surgeries.â
âNo worries, but what makes you say that Iâm beautiful?â
âYour eyes.â You said straightforwardly.
âThatâs cute, but I think itâs better if you see how they are in another aspect.â
âWhat do you mean?â
"Letâs just drink some alcohol; we can get to know each other more." She gets up and opens the fridge with alcohol. Itâs a luxury hotel with many things to entertain guests. You donât mind having a drink with Minnie, knowing you both find each other attractive. Words exchange for an hour; the alcohol is close to being empty; youâre buzzed at this point with Minnie. You found her even more attractive as she looked at you with a different glare.Â
She gets closer to you as you sit on the bed. You realize she came in for a different reason. I've wanted something else ever since I saw you." She said seductively and glides her hands around your chest. You see her eyes differentlyâfull of desire and lust.Â
Your heart is pounding faster; adrenaline and testosterone rush within your body. "Minnie."Â
"Shh, you wonât regret this." Minnie takes off your pants, kissing the bulge underneath your boxers. She chuckles seductively and slowly takes off your boxers, kissing the tip of your hard cock loudly with her soft lips. You can tell sheâs buzzed by her rosy cheeks glowing and wraps her mouth around your cock.Â
You fall back onto the bed with your legs hanging on the edge while sheâs on her knees sucking you off slowly. You can feel your heart pumping faster and your blood vessels pulsing in your head as you have a migraine from all the alcohol. Minnieâs blowjob is somewhat easing your migraine, you hear her gagging, taking every inch of your cock deeper within her mouth. "Fuck, Minnie." You groaned.Â
"Mhm." She gave you a reply as she keeps sucking you off and Minnie moaning louder. You close your eyes hard, catching your breath as you desperately gasp. Your cock starts to twitch, sheâs getting you to your limits quickly by how intoxicated you are along with her. You unknowingly arch your back, overwhelmed by her warm mouth wrapping around your cock. She stares right at you, desperately fighting yourself because you canât hold back anymore. Minnie doesnât stop; she uses her hands to jerk you off with her tongue around your tip.Â
"Fuck, Minnie!" You erupt in her mouth, flooding her inner cheeks with warm cum as she swallows them desperately. She slows down, sucking you off like a vacuum until you finish. You take deep breaths momentarily while Minnie undresses and crawls on top of your face. You grab her thighs, locking her in as you help yourself to her wet folds in front of you.Â
"Eat me." She said quickly, and her thighs glue onto the side of your face. You kiss her inner thighs and quickly get a taste of her folds. Minnie moans as her thigh muscles latch onto your face harder. "Y/N!" She moaned your name.Â
You love how she says your name with a voice like hers. As intoxicated as you are from the alcohol, youâre also intoxicated by Minnie herself. She leans on the headrest of the bed, gripping it hard as you eat her pussy, sucking up all her tasty juice. Her moans are muffled by her thighs against your ear. It wasnât what you wanted, but youâre so addicted to tasting her folds and giving her pleasure.Â
You eat her pussy passionately; sheâs overwhelmed by the alcohol, and you take your time knowing youâre both intoxicated. You grab her ass; it wasnât the biggest or the smallest, but all that matters is that she got enough meat to grip and firmly slap them. You caress her ass more, loving the way youâre getting a feel of a naked celebrity in your bed. It turns her on as you treat her body gently. She moans louder, not caring about the other guest beside your room.Â
Minnieâs body tense up quickly; you got her to her limits. You eat her pussy faster, licking her clit as she starts to squirm around while you pin her thighs. Minnie covers her mouth, jerking her body hesitantly to not hurt you in any way. You slow down, letting her ride out her orgasm as you keep getting a taste of her. Minnie taps your shoulders, and you let go. She gets off, lays on top of you, and catches her breath.Â
âYou taste good, Minnie.â
âIâd say the same.â
You both lay quietly for several seconds while you both make out. She kisses your neck, nibbling it here and there, and you guide her closer to your lips. You get hard again, and she crawls back on her knees to put your cock inside her. Minnie inserts it in slowly, feeling every inch as it goes deeper into her walls. You and Minnie exchange groans. She places her hands on your chest, slowly grinding as you both look at each other with lust. You love how her eyes look, falling deep into oblivion as you both stare at each other.Â
Minnie grinds faster and you grab her tits, gently squeezing them and giving them a few light slaps. She giggles at how much respect you show her, even if she wanted this from the start without you knowing. Her breaths became heavy, gasping for air while she starts to ride you with her hair slapping her back consistently. "Fuck, Y/N, you feel so good inside me." She groaned after.Â
âYouâre so tight, just what I love about you.â
âY/N.â She moaned your name as she gasp.
âMinnie.â
You both are staring at each other as you grunt. Her mouth is opened, taking in every breath of air. Her cat eyes become so seductive, itâs dangerous enough to get you to your limits. You decide to dance with the devil, not knowing if sheâs on a pill while youâre so distracted by her beautiful eyes. Her head drops down with her hair on the side. She grips hard near your collarbone; you feel her nails digging into your skin, but itâs tolerable enough. Both of you are exchanging breaths as Minnie keeps her pace. You hold onto her ass, helping her ride you.Â
âFuck, youâre so manly.â
âAnything for a beautiful woman like you, Minnie.â
She smiles shyly with her rosy cheeks as she keeps riding you. It becomes several minutes to an hour, estimating the time of her on top without a proper time to tell. She gets down closer with her tits mashed against your chest. You give her a hug and use your legs to thrust into her. You can tell sheâs tired; you penetrate her walls slowly, then pick up the pace. Sheâs moaning erotically, saying your name often as she takes your thrust. You kiss her passionately while your thighs collide with her ass.Â
Youâre getting to your limitâsober enough to hear her beautiful voice clearly. Sheâs hugging you tightly, still moaning in your ear. You explore her toned back, caressing every part of her body as if you couldn't get enough.
âMinnie, are you on a pill?â
âNo, just cum inside me, I want it. Iâll buy plan b tomorrow.â
âI donât plan to pull out of a beauty like you either way, Minnie.â
âFuck, thatâs so hot. Do it, cum inside me.â
You kiss her hair, thrusting deep inside her harder; the room gets louder while you penetrate her walls. You start to grunt harder, and your cock pulsates, then erupts without warning. You pause deep inside her tight pussy, coating her walls as you flood her pussy with your warm cum. She groans in surprise, feeling how much you're cumming inside her as it leaks out slowly. You give Minnie a tight hug, desperately wanting all the cum to be inside her. You finish, and she kisses you on the neck and your lips.Â
You let Minnie get off of you and lay beside you. "I didnât think I'd fuck someone on this vacation." She laughed afterward.Â
âI didn't either. I loved it, Minnie.â
âLetâs get some rest. It was a wild time for both of us.â
You get up, turn the lights off, open the blinds slightly, and get on the bed. She gives you a smile, and you smile back, softly laughing together afterward. Minnie inches closer to your chest and becomes fast asleep. You fall asleep several seconds later with her presence in your bed.Â
âââBack to present time
Minnie wakes up, remembering what happened last night. You open your eyes, meeting hers while she looks at you. âGood morning, Minnie.â
âGood morning, Y/N.â
âIt was great last night.â
âIt really was, thanks.â
âYou should hurry and buy some plan b.â
"Oh fuck, youâre right." Minnie gets up and quickly dresses herself. You stare at her naked body for the last time. "Sorry, but I have to go."Â
âItâs okay. You have my phone number.â You said humbly.
âLet me give you mine in case.â
She gives you her number, and you get up to put on your shorts with your robe, walking her out of the room and waving at each other as she heads back to her room.
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jooyeon â intervention
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genre: fluff đŹ wc: 1.7k
tags: female reader, fluff, drabble, established relationship, face kisses, tickling, playfully teasing each other, jooyeon jealous over little things, not proofread lol
warnings: none
summary: you can't seem to stop buying merch of this little dog character, and jooyeon takes it upon himself to confront your addiction.
notes: "my next fic won't be jooyeon i promise!" I SAID, LIKE A LIAR. im sorry i had the worst writing block ever and this picture of him inspired me to write this silly little thing (it literally looks exactly like him). so i hope its still enjoyable even if its paced a little badly... i just wanted to get something out to make up for the absence T_T
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ây/n,â jooyeon enters your room with no announcement holding up your new purchase in his hand, looking more serious than he's ever been in his life, âthis is an intervention.â
you quirk your eyebrow at him, putting down your phone and taking off your headphones so you can greet him properly, âhi?â
you're not surprised he's home at this timeâyou gave him a key so he could freely go back and forth between here and his dorm when he felt like it. so you're pretty used to him coming into your room and doing weird shit unannounced, like the one time he came in holding a gigantic platter of fruit which made you laugh because the image of his blank-looking, boyish face enveloped by the largeness of his black puffer jacket with a guitar slung over his back, a backpack over his shoulder, and sliced melon in his arms was not exactly what you expected to see that night. but you both just sat on your couch together while snacking, anyway. âthe nice auntie at the store gave it to me for free,â he had said.
you wait for him to explain himself as you sit comfortably amongst your sheets, blissfully unaware of his melodramatic torment.
âdon't give me that look!â his over-the-top exasperation makes you break out into a smile even if he hasn't really said anything of note just yet, âthis thing! this freaking thing!â
you sit up further, swinging your legs over to the side of your bed to take a closer look. not that you needed to, because it was plenty obvious what it was.
over the course of these past few months you've become increasingly susceptible to this cute little dog character. reason being ⌠it reminded you of jooyeon. it had this head-empty cute innocent silly smile that you couldn't resist, and there were just so many variations that you've found yourself accumulating them over time with little purchases here and there ⌠and well, it seems jooyeonâs finally noticed.
you pout at him. âwhat, you don't like him? heâs pretty cute to me âŚâ
âno, it's not that,â jooyeon shakes his head. you gesture for him to hand you the plushie by holding your arms out, but instead he gets closer to you and holds out the toy in his arms without letting you grab it. you look up at him in amusement, waiting to see what else he has to say.
âitâs everywhere! seriously!â he vaguely gestures to the ⌠oh yeah, the giant version of the dog that's laid cutely on the left side of your bed. that one was a bit of a splurge purchase. you don't like to think about the price you paid for him.
âand what's wrong with that? i just think heâs a cutie!â you stick your tongue out at him playfully and snatch the smaller toy away from his hands, holding it close in your lap. you watch as his brow furrows at this, eyes laser focused on this stupid dog thing taking up the real estate of your lap where he should be, and you stifle a laugh because it's so obvious how he's jealous of a freaking plushie.
he huffs, crossing his arms and giving you a look of mild contempt, âwhy?â
âi mean, just look at it!â you enthusiastically ignore his frown and show off the dog, âhis little beady eyes, his dumb smile ⌠he just looks happy to be here. look, it even has a tiny bowtie, how cute is that?! he's having so much fun! he doesn't know what taxes are! it's awesome. i love him.â
âsure, but you even have a little statue of it in the bathroom, even stickers on the mirror! i can't even pee in peace!â jooyeon flops himself onto your bed and you bounce a little in your seat at the impact. he leans on his back arm and reaches out a hand to poke at the plushie in your lap, clearly sulking.
you want to laugh at his misery over something so trivial but instead you smile and poke his cheek. âyou're just gonna have to deal with iiiit,â your voice lifts at the end, a sing-song voice to fully solidify how much you will not stop buying merch of this little creature of a dog. you roll over and grab the giant one he had pointed out earlier, placing it next to you and hugging it with your entire body weight, and yes, it was in order to see jooyeon get even more antsy.
you innocently smile as you do so, âseeee! it's so cute and comfy! i hug it all the time when you're not here. you should try.â
this piques jooyeonâs interest by the little glint in his eye that says âoh?â and you know exactly what's he's going to say next. âwait, so this thing is my replacement?â
âfirst of all he has a name. its yeoâ ⌠uh, actually, you don't get to know since you're being mean.â you realize how insane it's gonna sound when you tell him you named the giant plushie after him, and try to move on, âand no, i just think he's nice to hold at night.â
âhmmm.â he smiles mischieviously after finding your weakness in all of this, his lips quirking up as he speaks, âyou're being weird. what's his name?â
âi told you, you don't get to know.â
ây/n.â
damn. heâs not budging.
you grit your teeth, regretting ever opening your mouth, and mumble, âitâs yeonie âŚâ
his face lights up because now it's his turn to tease you. âyeonie? yeonie like, hmm, perhaps taken from a name like, i dunno, joooooyeon? oh but that would be silly! that's my name! what a coincidence!â
âaaaah, shut uppp!â your face burns in embarassment. you try to stifle his talking with the plushie by (gently) slamming it into his face, but he's too fast. instead he tackles you, throwing the plushies and puts his entire weight on you while your precious yeonie is slumped over to the side.
you shriek, laughing as he does so, âgetoffmeeeeee!â
âi won't!â he exclaims and presses kisses against your cheek and forehead. all you can do is brace yourself for the onslaught, his strong arm keeping you in place. ââyeonieâ won't save you now!â
ânoooo! free me!â youâre thrashing about under him, unable to control your laughter. even with his attack, he is so gentle and careful not to put too much weight on you. too bad that courtesy doesn't extend to yeonie and the other plushies, whom heâs very violently (in your opinion) cast aside with a swing of his arm.
he eventually stops, thank goodness, and his eyes shimmer with joy as he looks down at you with a silly grin on his face.
âyeonie,â he begins, a little breathless, as he pushes your hair out of your face, âthat's really frickinâ cute.â
you huff. you figure this would be a good place to admit the start of it all. you're a little tingly with mushy feelings after being kissed so many times but you still need to make sure he knows that you think he's silly.
âit reminds me of you,â you snicker, âthat's why i kept buying it, i mean, really. it looks exactly like you.â
he glances at yeonie and back to you and he suddenly gasps, âbut you called his eyes beady and his smile dumb.â
jooyeonâs range of expressions is truly impressive because now his eyes are huge and soft with adoration for you, a toothy smile on his features. âoh, really now? but now that iâm here you won't need him, right?â
âyeah, exactly.â you give him the most deadpan stare you could, but his expression of shock and offense made you double over in laughter. wiping away tears, you smile, âi also said he was cute. he just looks so excited and positive, the silly smile reminds me of you. it makes me happy.â
and this last part makes you look away and furrow your brow just a little. you groan, âand i do hug him when you're not here. happy now?â the embarrassment doesn't last long because you get to see the stupid satisfied grin on his face when you say that, and it warms your heart.
you blink. âokay, well i wouldnât go that farâaaack!!! okay okay, yes! he can go on the couch for now! i promise!â you yelp, because as soon as the words leave your mouth jooyeonâs tickling your sides again and youâre weak to the sensation.
âwell, i guess if he makes you happy when i'm gone, iâll let him stick around. but you have to promise that iâll always be your favorite.â
you poke his cheek, âi truly don't know why you think you'd ever lose to a plushie. youâll always be number one in my heart, joo.â and you did mean that. you know he's just joking, but you're filled with so much warmth just from being able to tell him how much he means to you. you say do it over and over again if he asked.
but you can't resist. â⌠for now.â
âyou are so mean to me.â
you snicker, âokay, okay! i promise. i love you the most.â
finally satisfied, jooyeon flops down next to you and relaxes against you, tucking his head against your neck and slinging an arm across your frame. you sigh in relief, at not having to endure the tickling but also because you missed having him here.
âi love you, too.â
laying next to him like this always put you at ease, arms and limbs wrapped around each other like a safe haven.
-â đŹ -
sleepily, you mumble as you're stroking his hair, âshouldnât we get dinner?â
âmmm, just five more minutes âŚâ
yeah, five more minutes does sound nice, you think.
(you guys both wake up at 3 am, hungry and ready for a hearty meal of convenience store snacks and apple juice. a truly fitting dinner for grown adults. if it means being with him, you wouldn't have it any other way).
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#i promise y'all i have like 5 different drafts that are not jooyeon related#i just haven't got the inspiration to finish them just yet since they're a little out of my comfort zone AAA#my boynextdoor author era is starting soon too... be prepared >:]#xdh imagines#xdinary heroes x reader#xdh x reader#xdinary heroes imagines#jooyeon x reader#jooyeon fluff#jooyeon imagines#â plutoenjoyer đŹ
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A Dark Kind of Love ~ Pt 2
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YAâLL. I AM SO SORRY!!!! The 7 month delay⌠HERE YOU GUYS GO PLS ENJOY IM SO SORRYâŚ
Too many warnings, soâŚGhostface is your warning đ¤đ¤đ¤
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Itâs been exactly a week that you havenât seen ghostface, or âD.Jâ. The thought of him not being around has more than pissed you off.
That motherfucker. He can just take my virginity and leave?? The thought lingers in your mind way longer than you think it should.
Youâve been getting weird âNo Caller IDâ calls almost all week, youâve been declining them, but today, you decide to answer, just to tell whoever it is to fuck off.
You get comfortable on your couch, taking a sip of your hot chocolate, which had been spontaneously delivered to your house. Youâve felt watched ever since ghostface had left your house, you even felt watched at work too. Before you can fully settle down, the call youâve been waiting for comes.
Your arm hesitantly reaches out to pick up your ringing phone from the coffee table by your couch. As soon as you press the answer button and put the phone to your ear, you hear breathing on the other line.
âHello??â You snap, feeling a little pissed off.
Whoever youâre talking to, chuckles before taking in a low, sugarcoated voice, âLooks like you can finally answer your phone now, canât you?â
Goddamnit. You think to yourself before speaking.
âIf i knew it was you, I wouldâve answered sooner.â You bite back, a bit harsher than he was. You stand up from the couch to look out the window for him.
âNo need to get up, baby. I know where youâre at.â He sneers behind the mask, letting out a quiet giggle before moving even closer to you.
You sigh and and walk to the window facing your front yard. Your eyes looking for a suspicious looking man. âWell, at least tell me where youâreâyour words get cut off by him holding your waist.
âHowâd you get-â you ask in shock before he interrupts a second time, his gloved hand, cold against your bare waist.
âSomeone left their window open again.â He giggles as he lifts up your loose black t-shirt to reveal his initials on your back. He caressed your healing cuts with his gloved hand, making it hurt a little more than it already does.
âWhat does It mean?? I have letters on my body and I donât even know what they mean.â You snarl at him, pulling away from his touch to face him.
âListen, princess. Youâll find out eventually, but youâll need to stop being a little bitch about it first.â He tilts your chin up, forcing you to look at him, but before you can even speak, he pulls your hips to meet his.
âYou wanna be a bitch? Might just have taâ kill ya.â He chuckles just a little.
You try to speak and you furrow your eyebrows, but before anything comes out, he puts his hand around your neck. It wasnât with a tremendous amount of pressure, but more gently, as a warning. He removes his hand once he sees tears form in your eyes. You gasp from the relief and fall on him. He was much bigger than you.
âIâll be good, I promise.â You say, gently crying into his cloak. He sighs and pets your hair as he swiftly picks you up and carryâs you to your bed.
âYa better be a fuckinâ angel for me tonight, doll.â You know already by the tone of his voice and the grip he has on you, that he isnât going to be gentle tonight at all.
As soon as he reaches your bedroom door his foot swings, and in one harsh kick the door swings wide open.
He practically throws you on the bed, making you huff from the force. Heâs looking at you, you canât see whatâs under his maskâŚbut god, you know heâs smirking at you.
He shoves his gloved fingers into your mouth, coating them in your thick saliva. He grunts out a âFuckâ and something else incoherent. His words, breathy and broken from you being such a tease for him. You let out a weak whimper from feeling so eager to take him.
âAre you just gonna sit here and cry? Better take it like a good whore.â As soon as his words end, he drops your body on the bed. Itâs almost as if youâre weightless to him. He takes out his Polaroid camera from his back pocket and plays with the settings as he towers over your limp, weak body.
CLICK
Your body limply lays on the bed as he snaps a quick picture of you. Seeing you like this, under his mercy really gets him going. He reaches into his side pocket to grab his knife, already stained in blood, god knows whoâs. You squint your eyes and brace yourself as much as possible, whimpering under him.
âOh, Angel, Iâll keep you alive. Donâtchaâ remember?â you loosen up your body up a bit from its braced state, looking up at the ghastly mask above you. Instead of driving the knife into you, he slices your camisole down the middle.
CLICK
âJesus.â You catch him whispering under his breath. Youâre pretty sure heâs losing self control as heâs literally stripping you with his knife. He takes off his leathery gloves, his hand look so rough, calloused, and damaged. But when he touches you, heâs so warm. His warm hands come up to play and kneed on your breast, and he just sits there, watching them bounce and jiggle.
Heâs so starved for you. He waited as long as he could. Yes, he was busy, but fuck, he needed his muse. He needed you to let some steam off, to fuck the anger out, to use you as his fucking toy.
âUse me.â
He steps back, his breath hitched and his heart racing. His calloused fingers tug at the elastic waistband of your shorts, pulling them down as fast as he can. He looks deprived for you as he aggressively rips them off, tearing your pink panties next. Say bye to how cute they were, because heâs taking them, and youâre not getting them back.
His thick finger dips into your dripping wetness, sliding up your folds and wetting your throbbing clit.
âIs this want youâve been wanting? Hm? Making me go batshit crazy? Like a horny fucking bastard?â He snaps, shoving his middle and ring finger into you, pumping and curling in just the right spot. You canât even form words from how good he feels. You canât help it when he makes your back arch.
âmmm, fuck!â Is the only thing you can make out, and itâs all slurred together.
âYeah? Canât fuckinâ talk now can ya?â You look down to see him unzipping his painfully hard erection, only wanting inside of you.
âGoddamit look what you fuckinâ do to me, dollface.â He says as he pumps his cock before sliding it up and down your wet, throbbing slit, practically clenching around nothing.
You whine and whimper waiting for him to finally put it in your drenching, throbbing little pussy.
Before you can think anything else, he shoves his thick cock in with some force.
âFuuuckkk. Jesus Christ.â He can only say under his breath.
All you can do is moan and whine. His cock fills you all the way up.
âMâ Sorry, sâ only my second time!â you cry out to him even though he knows this. He already took your virginity and he wouldnât let anyone else inside you but him.
âgoddamnit, so fuckinâ tight-â His voice was shaky, you didnât even know it but you were driving him over the edge. He attempts to pick his camera back up but gives up because anytime he moves inside of you it just gets him closer.
When he does start to slowly thrust into you, it feels like youâll never need anything else in life besides to fulfill his needs.
âFuck! Ghostf-â
âDanny. Goddamnit.â He swears under his breath as if you werenât supposed to know that.
âDanny? Oh my god, Danny please! Just keep going!â Itâs barely registered that that was his real name and not âGhostfaceâ. But, by how fast his thrusts are getting, youâre starting to catch on.
âSay it again.â His breath hitches every time that you say his name, it sends him farther and farther over the edge.
âOh my- Fuck, Danny!â He finally gets the will power to grab his Polaroid and snaps a photo of you so open and vulnerable.
CLICK
âGonna cum! Im so close, please!!â You sob and whimper as he fucks you with a vigorous passion. Your walls are so tight around him, basically sucking him back in every time he thrusts backwards.
âSay my name. Sâ fuckinâ slutty, canât fuckinâ take it anymore.â You can see him coming apart at the seems now.
âMm-fuck! Danny!â You finally release your tight walls all over his thick shaft. Your orgasm triggers his. He lets out an almost pornographic whimper as he comes as deep into your pulsating pussy as physically possible.
âââââââââââââââââââââââ-
After cleaning up a little bit and getting back in bed, you feel like you should go back and ask him whatâs been on your mind. Even if he didnât care, at least you could get it out.
âDanny, huh?â You chuckle, pointing to the âDâ on your back.
He sighs deeply, âYep, thatâs the name, donât wear it out, princess.â You wish you could see his face right now.
âThen whatâs the J?!â You furrow your brows and cross your arms. You really wanted to know but didnât want to push.
âYouâll find out, I promise ya.â He giggles and turns the light off before comes to sit next to you.
âCome see me sooner next time, please. I missed you.â You frown and reach out to hold onto him.
âWell, canât stand to see myself get so close so soon, so I think Iâll have to doll face.â He scoffs jokingly and slips just a tiny bit of his mask. He sits next to you and lets you crawl up onto his lap.
You lean into him, letting him kiss you deep. Tongues touching and lips getting bit. He can barely hold himself back from doing you again.
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all i think about is karma
summary: you and rafe take on a mainland bush party where he knows no one, and you know too many people for his liking.
this can be read as a stand-alone but it's technically a part four to getaway car, big reputation, and this is why we canât have nice things.
pairing: rafe x fem!reader
wc: 2.1k
tags/warnings: jealous!rafe, highschool au, (some) nondescript nudity, cursing, mean kook!reader, underage drinking, (i think thatâs it??)
a/n: hey yâall!! sorry i havenât posted anything in a little while, iâve been busy but now im back home and on my usual schedule so there shouldnât be any serious interruptions for a little while. i missed yâall and i hope you like this! this is what won my getaway car poll quite some time ago so im so happy to finally get it out!
"No, Y/N/N, I'll be fine. I don't want to dampen your week, you'll have so much fun!" Bella insists, adjusting where her phone is laying in her lap while she lays in bed, surrounded by tissues and snack wrappers. She came down with the flu at the worst possible time: right before you were meant to go on your spring break trip.
"It won't be the same without you! I should just stay home, I can come over and we can have a movie marathon or something. That'll be just as fun." You reply, watching her through the facetime camera while you sit at your vanity.
"No. Absolutely not. You're going- and you'll get to hangout with Rafe! It's worth it for me to get all the juicy details after." Bella giggles, sniffling and quickly wiping her nose.
You roll your eyes, rubbing your forehead. "Okay, yeah, but nothings gonna happen- you know I swore that off."
"Yeah, whatever. The two of you, alone, drunk and sharing a tent? Whatever you say." Your friend teases you. "It's actually worth it for me to stay home so you can come back with tea."
"Okay, fine," You agree, not admitting that the idea is very tempting. "But I'm not sleeping with him again."
"No! Of course not." Bella laughs, shaking her head. "But if you did, at least be safe this time. We don't need a repeat of what happened last time-"
"Okay! Okay! Bye, Bella I'll call you later!" You quickly cut her off, hanging up the phone.
Several long hours after texting Rafe the update that Bella wasn't going to make it, you found yourself in his truck on the mainland, driving into what seems to be the middle of nowhere for a bush party you caught word of from some friends you met playing soccer on a local team. You were excited to see them, and meet some new people, but you're honestly so glad Rafe still wanted to go. You'd rather not go alone if you didn't have to.
Judging by the large space in front of you full of various groups of kids your age putting tents together or starting fires around makeshift campsites at the edge of the water, you assume you're in the right place and get to work setting up your own tent off near the edge of the lake.
It wasn't long before the sun started to set over the abandoned gravel pit, and you just finish up when you crack open your first drink from the cooler. "So like... are we actually going to talk to anyone or just hide over here and be weird all night?" Rafe asks as you bring the can to your lips.
You roll your eyes a little and nod. "Well, duh. My friends are coming. I don't know what your plans are." Rafe looks around at that, seeing if there's anyone he might be able to talk to, but he was counting on hanging out with you.
"Wow, you're ditching me?" He asks, reaching into the cooler as well and grabbing a beer. "Cold."
You go to reply with a matching, somewhat snarky attitude the two of you almost always share when you recognize the purple jeep that's pulling in. "That's them! Good luck making friends!" You call back, jogging over to where they parked.
Rafe flips you off as you turn your full attention to your friends, sighing a little to himself as he lays eyes on a group of local boys who look enough like his friends that he's comfortable talking to them.
By the time that the area is lit only by the orange glow coming from the several cooking fires and the large bonfire everyone is centered around, you're already stumbling over your feet with a half-drank bottle of some liquor you didn't bring, and you're not even sure where you got it.
Rafe has been trying to keep an eye on you from a distance, but now he's lost you. He's drunk himself, so he's not overly concerned, but he would just at least like to know where you were. He looks around frantically, trying to keep his cool as the boys around him are laughing about something he didn't care to pay attention to. His eyes land on some figures out in the lake, and he squints to see if he can make out the shape of your hair in the dark. He takes a few steps away to get a closer look, hearing you laughing and shouting over the music coming from an on shore speaker. He walks down to the shore with a smug look on his face, polishing off his beer when he looks down and notices piles of clothes on the shore. Are you naked?
"Hey, Y/N!" Rafe shouts, waving to you in an attempt to grab your attention.
"Rafe!" You shout back, smile never fading as you push your wet hair out of your face. With the liquor warming you, the water feels amazing and so soft on your skin. "Come out here! Come join us!"
Rafe sighs as he finds your stuff, relieved to find only your shirt, shorts, and bra. At least you weren't fully naked in front of all these strangers. He strips of everything but his boxers and grabs your bra, wading out into the cool lake water to you and your friends as they cheer and laugh.
"Rafe! Where have you been?" You giggle, throwing your arms over his shoulders once he gets close enough for you to reach.
"I've been around- apparently I should have been babysitting you ladies." He chuckles, trying to hide any frustration in his tone as he avoids looking at your friends who are just as well clothed as you are. "Put this on, at least." He adds, pulling away from you and handing you the article of clothing, crossing his arms to watch you put it on despite his better judgement.
"Hey! Girls! Come on in, we're going to play chandelier!" One of the guys Rafe had the pleasure of talking to for the last couple hours shouts, and quickly everyone makes their way in to shore.
"Y/N, hey, we don't want you to get sick. Come warm up." Rafe turns his head as he gets his shirt back on, watching as one of the other guys, Jesse, is quickly wrapping you in a small blanket and guiding you up to the bonfire with a hand on your lower back. He scowls at the two of you behind your back, following as he urges you up the small hill and towards the large fire pit ahead.
You walk side by side with the boy, until you can feel the warmth of the flames on your skin where you stop and stand to dry off both your skin and what little clothing you have on. You don't know you're shivering until Jesse is tugging on the blanket around your shoulders. "Here, let me help you warm up.." He chuckles, wrapping his arms around you from behind and draping the blanket over both of you.
"Oh, thanks, Jesse." You say, teeth chattering from the soft breeze. You lean back into him, swaying from the alcohol still in your system and he steadies you.
"Anytime, sweetheart." He mumbles, pressing his lips to the back of your head.
You are well aware of his hands wandering, fiddling with the waistband of your underwear as you have your arms crossed tightly over your chest. You pull your bottom lip between your teeth as you gaze across the fire and your eyes land on Rafe, who's staring at you intently.
You smile and wave at him, but he just rolls his eyes in response and looks away. Is he upset with you for ditching him? In hindsight it wasn't very nice, even if that is the kind of relationship you normally have. If it was you you'd be upset- he didn't know anyone, and he was left to fend for himself, granted; he was clearly fine.
"Hey, Ashley?" You find yourself calling over to your other friend, but she doesn't hear you as your eyes well up with tears. Why do you feel so bad right now? Does Rafe being upset with you really bother you that much? You've hardly felt like this before.
"Ashley?" You ask again, but she hardly glances at you as she's got another boy draped over her shoulder- one who is definitely not the girls boyfriend.
"You okay?" Jesse asks, leaning his head over your shoulder to get a better look at you.
"Uhm, yeah, I just have to go to the bathroom and I was hoping she would come with me." You explain, watching Rafe again as he buries himself in conversation with the two girls standing next to him.
"I'll take you." Jesse offers. "Come on, I won't watch. Swear." He says, already guiding you away and tossing the blanket back to his friend.
You glance back at Rafe over your shoulder as Jesse walks you off into the dark. Just as you look forward again to try and watch your step, Jesse's hand is smacking your butt playfully, making you jump. You laugh it off and give him a shove, but he's grabbing your hand and pulling you in the direction of his truck.
The swing of Jesse's arm to where his hand hit your exposed skin drew Rafe's attention again fully, and he furrows his brow as he watches you stumble away. You were sharing a tent with him and you were really about to hook up with that mainland loser? He quickly downs the rest of his beer and storms after you, fists clenched at his sides after discarding the bottle on a nearby pong table.
"Hey!" Rafe shouts, making the two of you turn just as Jesse backs you up against the side of his truck and starts kissing down your neck. You're confused, but not one to turn down an opportunity like this- especially when you never have to see him again. As soon as Jesse turns his head, though, it's snapped back again with the contact of Rafe's fist into his nose.
He groans and quickly brings his hands up to his face, tipping his head back as blood pours from between his fingers. You gasp, reaching out for him but hesitating, not sure what to do.
"You think you can hook up with any girl who accepts a blanket from you when she's cold? She came here with me." Rafe spits, and you feel your features pull into an expression of anger as you quickly step towards him and shove him back. "What?"
"Come on." You mutter, grabbing his arm and pulling him away from the now bleeding boy. "What the fuck was that about?" You ask, storming back to where your shared tent was in the corner. "Do you think you have some stupid claim over me just because you drove me here?"
Rafe rolls his eyes, stopping with you next to the tent as you drop his arm and turn to face him. "He was taking advantage of you!"
You scoff, shaking your head and crossing your arms. "No, Rafe. He wasn't. Did you ever consider that maybe I wanted that?"
"Whatever, Y/N- don't act like you weren't eyeing me up for the whole drive here."
"Oh. My. God." You find yourself laughing suddenly, realizing what this is about. "You were jealous."
"What? No I wasn't." Rafe replies defensively.
You smile at him cockily, tilting your head and waiting for him to spiral on it.
"I wasn't! I tried to help. That's what I get, I guess!" Rafe throws his hands up.
"And here I was thinking you were mad at me for ditching you. Turns out you were just horny." You smirk, knowing you were just pushing his buttons this time for fun.
"Oh, fuck off, Y/N, you're just trying to piss me off now for fun."
"You're not denying it." You shrug, looking back over to the fire for a moment, seeing Jesse sitting there with paper towel pressed to his nose and a few girls surrounding him.
"You're making it difficult not to be when youâre walking around like that.â He replies, smirking as he looks you up and down.
âDonât be gross, Rafe.â You smile, dropping your arms from they were crossed over your chest.
He takes a step closer at that, delicately placing his hands on your hips. âYou love it, Y/N/N, you know you do.â
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Helloo!!
I would to send in a request, could you do a soft/fluff day with Mister Neuvillette? With a Female Raeder as well please :)
If your uncomfortable with this request you are welcome to ignore it, thank you very much! :3
(Sending headpats!)
(thank u for the headpats!)
Characters: Neuvillette x Female reader
Summary: a sweet day off, with Neuvi
[edit: i forgot to tag u so here, @ayoharuko]
i only use they/them pronounce for the melusines bc they are in a group(and im a coward)
Note: i tired to finish this as quickly as possible, bc i havent really written anything for neuvi(other than my kissing them series). but i really liked writing this, though it was a little hard to come up with something(my brain is becoming mush), love you
It was really sunny when you woke up, the light shining through the half-open curtains, giving your skin a beautiful glow as well. you sat up in your bed, looking around tiredly. and you were surprised to see Neuvillette still in bed, since he would normally be out of the house by now. but it's not like you were complaining, especially not on his day off. so you quietly snuck out of bed to not wake him, quickly put on a decent outfit and started making breakfast for him.
He eventually did wake up, despite you trying to be quiet, and walked around the house to find you since you weren´t in bed.
He found you in the kitchen, happily dancing around as you made breakfast for you both. the sight made his heart beat in so many ways he couldn´t understand, but he felt warm whenever it happened, so he didn´t give it much thought. although Sigewinne once told him its a sign that he loves you, and so she had to explain to him how that works(she wanted to give up inside a little(poor Sigewinne)).
"Neuvi? Are you ok? you´ve been staring at me for a while now y'know"
"..."
"..."
He didn´t hear you, too lost in your beauty to comprehend that you were talking to him. you were a little annoyed at being ignored, but quickly brushed it off and tried calling him again, this time with a hand on his cheek,
"Neuvillette love, you there?"
He snapped out of his line of thought the second you touched his cheek, now looking into your eyes. placing his own hand over yours.
"Sorry darling, i was just a little too lost in your beauty for a moment. was there anything you needed?"
You looked into his eyes, thinking for a bit, was there anything you needed right now, you guessed he could help you get the flour from the top capinet.
"yes actually, could you be so kind as to hand me the flour, its for the cake i said i wanted to bake"
You looked at him with the pretties eyes you could manage.
"Sure lovely, I´ll get you anything you need"
You removed your hand from his face and walked over to the bowl of sugar and eggs, to mix them together, before the dry ingredients were put in.
You had been baking all morning, what had Neuvillette been doing you ask, well... you actually don't know. either he was in the kitchen helping(looking at) you or he was out of your line of sight(prob with a melusine).
But now you´re kind of missing his presence, and you were done with most of the pastries you wanted him and the melusines to try(your excuse to see him being cute with them).
So you of course wanted to find him.
But you still needed time to set up what you had planned for his day off, and you asked some melusines to help you carry the lighter things, like a blanket or spoons(not knives or forks, they could hurt themselves). and when they then offered to get him for you, you protested, but they just continued on with "you should relax too you´know, not just him. now sit down and we´ll get him over here." so you obliged.
The main reason you had decided that today would be a great time to have a picnic out on a field of flowers, was because it didn´t seem like there were going to be many, if any, clouds today, so it would be perfect for a picnic(hence why you spent your morning in the kitchen).
When they (totally not forcefully) dragged him over to your prepared date, they could see the visible change it his eyes (though it was already softer than normal, bc melusines) when he looked at you sitting among the flowers. he eventually sat down beside you, kissing your cheek softly and thanking you for doing this just for him.
Eventually, the melusines that helped you set up and stuff left (smiling sweetly at their monsuir [i think i spelled it wrong, im sry] Neuvillette´s sweet interaction with you).
The both of you didn´t even notice and you just continued on with your picnic. you offered him a piece of the cake you baked in the morning, and he happily took it, enjoying the taste of your baking.
(as he should)
He had also looked at you with heart in his eyes(more than he normally did) as you ate your piece of cake, he couldn´t help himself you were too beautiful not to look at too long. It´s not the first time he has looked(stared) at you today either, and it certainly won´t be the last time today. Safe to say he liked having this day with you, a day containing only you (and the occasional Melusine), instead of all the paperwork being the only thing he normally looks at all-day.
He liked anything you did together, it doesn´t matter if it was his or your idea, neither if he liked the thing or not, the thing that mattered was that you wanted to, that you were there with him, and he loves you even more for that.
He loves you more than a diver loves the sea, more than a florist loves flowers, more than anything.
Thank u for reading, hope its ok(ik its late asf), luv ya-Masterlist
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synopsis: when your husband and best friend are targeted by a hitman, the aftermath leaves you in shock. but suguru has always instilled one line into you: forever has no meaning unless you're in it.
warnings: gn!reader, vampire!suguru, vampire!choso, vampire!satoru, hitman!toji, character death ( + resurrection), depictions of blood and violence, almost blind devotion, a bit angsty but also fluffy.. but also not really? idk what to tag this as LOL, canon divergent (gojo n geto are attacked much later in life), you have no clue theyâre sorcerers đ, swearing, sfw, if choso is ooc im so sorry idk barely anything about/cldnt get a read on his character from one episode djknj
ft + wc: vampire!suguru x reader, 3.2k
tags: @enchantedforest-network, @em1e (u guys should totally read em's necromancy fic btw)
a/n: hi! idk wtf this is, this is just how i deal with chara death i think? this idea came to me when i realized i was writing two fics about dealing with grief (baji fans are u here ?) and wrote nearly 2k for both in one sitting haha. anyways, i feel like atp i'm edda from ffxiv coded except suguru is 1000x better than avere. if you'd like to listen to her theme, it's here. thank u to wallaby for proofreading!
there is something about the morning light, filtered through the white blinds that youâve forgotten so many times to replace, that feels just like a hug. itâs this light that kisses your eyelids and pulls you out of bed faster than your mother on a school morning.Â
youâll yawn, then stretch, pulling your arms up and over your head arching your back as you do. then youâll get up, set up a pot of coffee before heading off to brush your teeth and wash your face. and youâll pretend that you donât see the eyes, red and shimmering, from the shadows in your closet. Â
âgo to bed suguru,â you sigh, before lightly pressing onto your puncture marks, hissing when theyâre still tender. âitâs morning.âÂ
âi could fix that⌠if youâd let me.â he responds, the hinges of your door creaking ever so slightly before you gasp and rush to close them before the light bleeds in.Â
âdonât!â you snap, hand trembling, âdonât⌠you dare.âÂ
you crouch down, before slotting your pinky into the smallest slit you can with the door still providing adequate coverage. before long, his cold finger entangles with yours and you smile.Â
âby the way babe, when are we moving?â he jokes and when your eyes finally adjust to the dark, you can see him stretch his limbs, hands entangling with your hanging clothing. âitâs pretty cramped in here not gonna lie.âÂ
âwell⌠i put in that application a few weeks ago and they did get back to me⌠so soon. we just need to go through the final steps.â you reply, fighting the urge to crawl into that small space with him and sleep the day off.Â
when it comes to suguru, youâd do anything and everything, from the hairs on your head to the tips of your toes, you pledged yourself to him fully.Â
âgonna go to work?â he asks and you nod, albeit with a pout. he snickers when he sees your expression, âaw, donât cry. iâll be right here.âÂ
you bite your lip, trying your best not to draw blood because you know. you know that suguru will always be right there, whenever you need him.Â
you made sure of it.Â
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his name was choso. you remember the night you met him after a round of drinks at the bar. he was nice, if not a bit quiet, and loved to talk about his siblings. suguru and satoru talked aimlessly with shoko while you made new friends. it was a fun little past time.Â
you donât remember how you left the bar or how he even convinced you to follow him out. your mind muggy as you followed him, like a moth to a flame, down a back alley before you finally snapped to your senses and shoved him off before he could make a move. it wasnât until you saw the razor sharp pearly whites of his teeth that you stopped.Â
you asked him what he was, but he simply shrugged, asking, âhave you ever dreamt about being saved from someone or something?âÂ
you nodded, of course you did. everyone has.Â
âthen thatâs me. something you can dream about.â
it was a cryptic message, but a message you got nonetheless. choso was not of the day, flourishing under the midnight sky. but for some reason, he wasnât necessarily scary. in the small amount of time you had spent, he seemed to listen to you and your woes. gotten to know a little bit of your family history, and perhaps decided you would do better with his.Â
you remember hearing suguruâs panic laced voice calling out for you and you spun around to call back out. turning back, choso was gone. with a hand placed on your shoulder you were pulled into a tight embrace.Â
âwhere were you?â suguru asks, nearly crushing you in the heat of his body, âalmost lost my mind trying to find you.â he glances behind you, eyes scanning the alleyway in search of something or someone.Â
âhonestly⌠i donât even know how i got out here,â you mumbled into his shoulder, hands trailing the familiar sensation of his clothing. âcan we go home?âÂ
âyeah, iâll just let gojo-âÂ
âno!â you exclaimed, the uneasiness in your stomach now palpable, as you balled your fists into the fabric of his shirt, âletâs go now, please.âÂ
he blinks, before nodding, âokay, yeah, okay. letâs go home.â he presses a kiss to your forehead, almost like a seal of protection, before heâs throwing his arm around you and walking you home.Â
you donât ever recall meeting toji fushiguro. it was just another night out underneath flickering street lights, outside the same bar where you met choso, the street familiar yet empty. your husband smoked into the evening air, the scent wafting over and tickling your nose.Â
âno offense, satoru, but i didnât listen to a single thing you just said.â he stated, lips curled up into a smirk with the cigarette dangling between his fingers.Â
âgood,â satoru snorts, before glancing at you, âi wasnât asking for their opinion anyway.âÂ
you feign ignorance, perking up and asking, âhm? what were we talking about?âÂ
âman the two of you are so fucking annoying.â he whines, head hung back as you both laugh.Â
âcare for a third opinion?â a voice asks and you gasp, jumping back.Â
the man was tall, handsome, with dark hair and a scar on his lip, wearing a simple outfit of a tee and sweatpants. he seemed otherworldly as well, just like choso. maybe, it was the aura he exuded, more like the lack of, but it set your hairs up on end.Â
suguru was quick to pull you behind him as your fingers instantly grabbed onto his shirt.Â
âdonât really care for a strangerâs opinion,â satoru drawls, glancing over the tips of his sunglasses. but you can read his body easily, a culmination of friendship over the years. it was screaming: danger.Â
âcâmon, donât be like that. why donât we introduce ourselves then? iâm toji.â he said, sticking his hand out for a handshake. but neither satoru nor suguru moved to grab it, instead they tensed, waiting.Â
âsuguru.â satoru whispered, a command with only one word. he understood exactly what it meant. you donât remember suguru being able to run so fast, the force from his pull almost knocking the air out of you. nor do you remember satoru being able to fight so efficiently.Â
you do remember suguru hiding you away and making you wait, even when you tried to hold onto him, he assured you itâd be fine and made you wait. but seconds ticked into minutes, long, monotonous minutes that made the pit of uneasiness in your stomach bloom into a festering bouquet of chrysanthemums.Â
âsuguru?â you called, stepping out into the dreary moonlight. no response.Â
âsatoru?â you tried again, quietly walking back towards the area they were in originally. itâs strange how quickly the night changes, how suddenly the flickering street lights arenât an annoyance but one of your only sources of comfort, as if the dark can swallow you.Â
âsuguru,â you call out again, voice teetering on a breakdown and eyes scanning the desolate street. âplease res-âÂ
you stop suddenly, the sickening squelch of something warm pooling beneath your feet halts you. you feel sick as you start to take in shallow breaths, eyes following the stream of ichor until it reaches its source.
suguru.Â
you remember dragging his lifeless body down that familiar back alley. knowing that anyone would be able to see that trail of blood and find you. the darkness of that alley covered you, looming over you like a guardian, while the scent of trash almost, almost, covered the sharp tinge of iron that permeated the air. Â
you propped suguru up against the wall as best you could, your body still thrumming with adrenaline. âjust gimme a sec, okay?â you mumbled through tears, knowing that he couldnât hear you. âiâll figure it out, just like you always do.âÂ
youâre not sure why you were compelled to scream out that name, but maybe it was because in your dreams, he appeared when you least expected him too.Â
âchoso!â you screamed, waiting for a brief moment before you filled your lungs with air once more and tried again. âchoso!âÂ
nothing.Â
choso!
still nothing.Â
and when nothingness almost consumed you, taking you into itâs ghostly clutches, you felt it: the sudden heaviness in the air.Â
you feel like you screamed for hours, the name tumbling off your tongue and into the moonlit air like a siren song. just a little less pretty. in reality, it was probably only a few minutes before the brunette arrived, dark rimmed eyes and all. your new guardian âangelâ.Â
âhe looks pretty bad if you ask me.â he started, already crouching down to your level, before reaching up to brush the red coated strands away from suguruâs face. âlooks pretty dead.âÂ
âfix it.â you whispered, continuing even after choso shot you a look. âfucking fix him.âÂ
âwhat makes you think i can do that?âÂ
and in that moment, you feel compelled to tell him about the dreams that youâve been having lately. the ones where heâs in them, beckoning you to stay under his protection. call for me and iâll be there.Â
but you keep it simple, too pressed for time. âyouâre in my dreams, right?â you answer.Â
heâs quiet, face softening as he mulls over your words. âgood to know.â his eyes wander over to the crimson trail, that bleeds from the streetlamps to your waiting spot. âheâll probably find you.âÂ
âtoji?â you ask and he nods, âi donât even know why heâs after us.âÂ
âheâs not after you, heâs after him.â he says, cupping suguruâs face, dribbles of blood falling from his mouth, and you twitch, almost reaching out to snatch his hand away, âheâs never liked sorcerers.âÂ
âsorceryâŚ?â you mumble, glancing once more at your lifeless husband.Â
but youâve never heard that word, believing that magic cannot exist, that what you saw could not be explained so easily. there is no magic, only reality, and what is this but such painful, excruciating reality that sucks the air from your lungs and the color from your eyes.
choso dodges the question, âwell then. letâs get out of here.â before he places a palm on the back of your neck, sending you back off to dream.Â
thereâs a voice that pulls him out of the light. low and drumming, it snaps him back into the present and out of his stupor. he sits up, scrambling to make sense of just where he is and who is talking to him. the bed heâs in is similar to a hospital bed, although the white sheets are now stained red.Â
â⌠stay out of the sunlight, feed only when youâre hungry, animal blood counts, it just doesnât taste that good,â choso continues listing things off, not taking into the account the shock etched so firmly into suguruâs face. âyou can feed on them and if they ever wanna turn, let me know, iâll teach you how to do it.âÂ
suguru whips his head around, spotting you sitting in a chair with blood covered and bruised knees, the sweat and tears now dried on your face. you glance up at him, giving a little wave and a tired smile. he notes the dried blood that seems to be caked even under your fingers.Â
âwhat the fuck did you do to them?âÂ
âyou mean, what did i do to you?â the brunette retorts. âyou wanted to stay together, right? now you can.â he answers, crossing his arms and leaning back against his desk. but suguruâs not sure if heâs asking him or you, the one who smells so much sharper and sweeter than he remembers. you also smell of blood. so much blood that he can hear it coursing through you with each thump of your heartbeat.Â
and like a moth to a flame, you stand on wobbly knees, the pads of your feet hitting the floor in sluggish steps as you pad over and throw yourself onto your lover.Â
âdonât be mad at me,â you whisper, your eyelids fluttering as you try to fight back your tears. âi thought i could figure things out like you always do⌠because i always rely on you, right? i was too scared to be alone.âÂ
heâs so cold now and youâre so unbearably warm, the perfect juxtaposition of your souls. although he doesnât need to, he takes a deep breath, before pulling you into his embrace.Â
âyouâre cold, sugu.â you mumble, yet you press harder, deeper into his embrace.Â
âis that a turn off?â he jokes because he canât be mad at you, not now and not ever. and any fragments of anger always dissipate like a puff of smoke. you giggle, before finally giving in and crying, digging your nails into his stiff skin. you cry until you canât anymore, going limp and falling asleep in his arms.Â
suguruâs gaze shifts upwards, as he holds you protectively, one arm wrapped firmly around your lower back, the other on the back of your head, fingers laced in your hair.Â
âso, no introductions?â he asks, trying to be friendly, although the intonation in his voice betrays him. itâs first time meeting such a strange man, who can blame him?Â
certainly not choso, who responds in turn, âmy bad. you can call me choso. i fixed you up on their behalf.âÂ
âand satoru?â he asks, scanning the room to see if he can find the familiar white tufts of hair.Â
âis fine,â choso replies, before jutting a finger out towards you, âthey made sure to cover all the bases.âÂ
suguru shifts you in his hold, pressing a kiss to your forehead, that familiar seal of protection once again placed within your being. but also, as thanks for trying to keep everyone safe.
âthen, where is he?â he asks while the other sighs and points over to another bed in the corner. dark eyes follow and the familiar tufts of silver hair peek immediately confirm itâs satoru.Â
âheâs gonna wake up soon too. iâll fill him in on the details.â before suguru can reply heâs cut off, âyou should go soon, before the sun rises.âÂ
âam i actually a vampire?âÂ
âvampire, dracula, nosferatu, the undead. you can choose whatever you want.âÂ
â⌠i see.â he pauses, glancing back at satoruâs sleeping form before deciding heâll be fine on his own. âweâll be going then. âŚthanks.âÂ
he places his feet on the floor, still wearing his shoes from earlier and starts to walk off, cradling you in his arms.Â
âwhen you feed, geto, donât overdo it. or they will die.âÂ
he stops mid-step, gripping you tighter in his embrace, his brow furrowed, before finally walking off.Â
you really shouldâve taken a photo for satoru of the realtorâs perplexed expression when only you showed up to a three bedroom home, insistent on your need for space.Â
when you do get that house, situated so nicely in the countryside, away from the buzz of the city, you think about what life would be like if you changed. if you no longer saw the sunlight. but you shake your head, pressing your fingers up to your neck once more, rubbing over the now scabbing indentations.Â
you know suguru canât feast on you forever as your body ages and his does not. but the thought of him feeding on someone else makes your stomach turn.Â
âwoow,â satoru hums, breaking you out of your trance as he takes in the new home, ânot bad! not bad at all.âÂ
you smile, âthanks, satoru. i wanted to make sure you had your own space too.âÂ
âwhats the third room for?â he asks, peeking his head in as he saunters around the new home.Â
âoffice space.â you reply, âremember i work from home?âÂ
he nods, replying, âooh, makes sense,â before heâs suddenly in front of you. his once crystalline blue eyes, now a deep crimson. âcan i get a quick snack? iâm hungry.âÂ
âalways so insatiable, satoru.â you tsk, rolling your eyes, but hold up your wrist anyway.
ânot my fault you just so happen to be the best tasting human around.â he says, smiling against the thin skin of your wrist.Â
luckily for you, heâs fast, the pain is almost nonexistent beyond the prick of his fangs but you still shut your eyes, waiting for it to be over. and when itâs over, gojo thanks you for the meal with a large bow before leaving to settle in his room.Â
itâs so different from suguru who plans out the days that heâll feed, keeping you in his clutches for what seems like hours as he sips away at your blood, making sure to maximize the experience.
the blood loss always makes you so dizzy, dizzy and pliant. he likes to watch over you afterwards, splayed against the sheets, fingertips running over your veins as if heâs painting over them in hues of ice.Â
in your half-conscious state you never notice the furrow of his brow as he contemplates turning you every single time. you wonât last forever, too fragile, too soft, too alive. and suguru believes that forever only exists if you are in it as well. he asks you one night, while the house is almost too still, if youâd stay with him forever.Â
â⌠of courseâŚâ you murmur, head dazed and body heavy, âalways, sugu.âÂ
âeven if you lose yourself?âÂ
âi canât⌠lose myself if iâm with you.â you smile contently, reaching out to him with one shaky hand.Â
âthen how would you feelâŚâ he asks, fingertips snaking up the veins of your neck, âif i turned you?â you shiver under his touch, eyelids fluttering not only at the sensation but also the low timbre of his voice.Â
âturn me?â you mumble, pressing your hand against his, encouraging him to continue carressing your skin, âlike⌠choso did with you?âÂ
he grins, albeit a small one and nods. hand now exploring the curves of your face, âjust like that.â and while his hand is ice cold, it sears your skin with his touch, a testament to how deeply youâve fallen.Â
you pout, finally relaying your fears, âwonât you feed on others though?âÂ
âyou want me to starve?â he jokes, still running his touch over you.Â
âletâs go vegan.â you hum, your consciousness starting to drift until the thrum of his fingers.Â
with your eyes closed you donât catch the expression on his face, but you catch his laugh, drifting down into your ear. âi donât know if thatâs how it works, honey.âÂ
âanimals...â you mumble, breaths becoming deeper with each passing second. âlike humans⌠but diet⌠is how choso⌠explained it right?âÂ
he smiles, letting you fall deep into sleep. he keeps his hand intertwined with yours, knowing that even in dreams you hold onto him as if you were awake. he thinks you look so beautiful in the moonlight, better even than the moon or the stars themselves.Â
and he is so sure, that forever cannot exist, if youâre not in it.Â
#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#geto suguru x reader#geto suguru x you#geto x reader#geto x you#suguru geto x reader#suguru x reader#pibby writing
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I know it's not his birthday anymore but it's still pretty close and i don't really need it to be his birthday for me to dump this idea on you but excitedly running up to chan when he comes home on his birthday and telling him to close his eyes and hold out his hands bc you're about to hand him his present. And instead of a present you just walk into his arms and then he goes "i thought you had an actual present" and then you go "why don't you unwrap me then" and then he just starts slowly unbuttoning your shirt (which he slowly realizes it to be his) and then underneath is this lace lingerie that you just KNOW he's been eying the other day you were both out shopping and then he goes absolutely feral
And now i just want to take this time to say how much i absolutely adore your work. I actually request quite a lot from you but im shy so i had in anon haha i just have so many ideas and you execute them so well, im sorry if I've been dumping a lot of ideas on you đĽş
Pairing: bf!chan x afab!reader
Genre:Â smut, fluff
Word count:Â 1.4k+
tags: reader with boobs, face sitting, lingerie, dumbification
author note: Happy chan day and happy valentines day! since i finished this basically on 2/14 i made it a joint celebration wanted to show something a little different from my recent chan bday fic. Hope you don't mind me fixing a little details. and thank you for enjoying my work, seeing so many of you guys request stuff is so exciting and i love to see what can come up with.
You sped up getting ready when you heard Chan would be home soon. He was working abroad on his birthday and wouldnât be back until two days after and by then youâd be closer to Valentine's day. Were you disappointed about it? Yes. Were you going to let it get it down? No. That just meant you had to get creative this joint celebration.
âIâm here! Iâm here! Where is my gifâI mean love? Where is the love of my life?â
He haphazardly drops his things by the door to rush into the living room, a big smile on his face, and sees that youâre nowhere in sight.
âClose your eyes! And put your hands out!â You shout from another room.
You dust yourself off and ensure your shirt covers every inch of skin on your body, besides your legs that was. You peek out of your bedroom after hearing heâs done as you asked, and you run into his arms excitedly, grinning from cheek to cheek. You push the wind out of his lungs, almost crushing his ribcage (as he jokes), and he opens his eyes to see you embracing him.
âHappy birthday and Happy Valentineâs day,â You press a kiss to his cheeks and he gladly accepts.
âThank you, baby, umâsoâŚ?â He scans his surroundings; no gift box, no bag, nothing tied in a pretty ribbon, and a puzzled look appears on his face. âWhereâŚ?âÂ
âChan, Iâm your gift,â you state adamantly.
His eyes shot up in realization, before hugging you tighter. He places a kiss on top of your forehead, stroking your back side endearingly, âOh. I love it. I love youâŚItâs justââ
âJust what?â You egg on.
He nervously bites his lip, smoothing a hand over your hair. âI thought thereâd be an actual giftânot that I donât love and appreciate you.â
You roll your eyes in response, âWell, why donât you unwrap me then?â
He raises a brow, not thinking much of your lack of anger initially, and starts to peel away the clothes on your body. Button by button, he begins to reveal whatâs underneath your blouse, and his gaze shifts tone. Not even halfway, he notices the fabric. The texture, the thickness, the scent; it was all so familiar, âWait, is this mine?â
You hum a confirmation and watches as he comes to gradual realization. He peaks at the sapphire blue lacy piece you wore, immediately recognizing it from the shopping day he had with you before his big work trip. It was the exact hue of blue he loved and he imagined how exquisite is look again your skin, cradling your breasts, and digs into your hips. It was mouth watering just thinking about.Â
He insisted on getting it for you, noticing you had your eye on it too, but you couldnât let him. Price tag not far from sight, you expressed how expensive it would be and could not allow him to pay so much money for so little material like that. Although it was pretty, you admitted, you much rather using the money for something more useful.Â
Chan was initially disappointed but did push the topic, but now seeing the image in person, he canât help but be awestruck. It was was made for your body. The collar of the shirt slips past your shoulders and falls to the ground, giving him a clear view. It took him too long to notice your lack of pants and he simply let out a low groan, palming the bulge in his pants, âShitâŚYouâre breathtakingâŚâ
âIs it how you imagined?â You whisper, fingering at his shirt.
His hands settle on your bare hips, grazing his digits over your skin and sending shivers up your spine. âThis is way better than I imagined. YouâIâm soâI couldâve bought this.â
âBut then you wouldâve ruined the surprise.â
âCouldnât have that, could we?â he chuckles.
His finger traces over your jaw, picking you up by your chin and pressing a tender kiss to your lips. âYouâre incredible, you know that?â
âYouâre just saying that because you wanna get in my pants,â you lightheartedly nudge.
âMaybe, or,â He lifts you up from the back of your knees, carrying you bridal style, but not without a yelp from your end, âIâm just that madly in love with you.â
âYou didnât like my gift thinking it was just me.â you point out playfully.
He shakes his head, ânot true but now I canât imagine an even better gift and let me prove it to you.â
He answers it no better by throwing your lace-adorn body against the fresh sheet, hands and lips worshiping every limb with utter passion and grit. You moan sweet pleasantries, undressing him down to his birthday suit, and feel the form of his cock fill the occupancy of your hands. A throaty moan makes past your lips and you lean into his touch. âGod, I missed you.â
âAre you talking to me or my penis?â
âYou are one and the same, baby.â
He canât help but chuckle, reuniting with your lips. âGood because Iâm all yours, forever and always.â
âYouâre so sappy,â you nudge.
âOkay then, sit on my face.â
Your legs twitch, your heart thudding against your chest, and you nod in a trance-like state before watching him shift on the bed and lay flat on his back. He anticipates your presence, learning something new about his presence as you hover your cunt over his mouth, realizing he had the best view in the house. âCanât be more grateful these are crotchless.â
âS-shush,â you retort, hands palm down at your vulnerables.
âYouâre so cute, and I can already tell youâre so wet for me.â He tugs you by your thighs and latches to your core, collecting your folds.
His mouth engorges on your heat, tongue licking stripes at its center as your teeth grazes your clit. Your hands dig at the bed sheets, earning Chan a groan as you run your fingers through his hair. His pretty eyes pierce back at you, dark and determined, and you feel that tongue thrust into you, flicking its length to coat the pick muscle in your viscous liquid enticingly.
âShit, shit, shitâŚYour mouth feels so good on my pussyâŚâ
You twitch on top of him, only encouraging him to grip you tighter. His head nods back into you, a mixture of his drool and your moisture collectively pooling over his chin and neck. You feel him chuckling inside you, enjoying his meal wholeheartedly, and your voice aching in euphoria, making it become the show to his dinner.
âChaâbabyâMmh, fuck, Iâm drooling,â you wipe away the mess from your mouth before kneading your lace-cladded breasts, nipples erect and tender from the texture and sensation of the fabric on your chest and the tongue between your legs.
You find a smooth rhythm, moaning sweet pleasantries as you lose all sense of your surroundings, only staring back at Chanâs eyes that said all they needed to without words. His open-mouth kiss to the center of your core, followed by his focused suckle of your angry bud sent you butterflies in your tongue, your squeal letting him know just the type of effect he had on you.
He pulls away a moment for air, taking heavy pants, still admiring how the lingerie still looked delectable on you and thinking how it makes his head spin. âThis is the best view ever.â
âY-youâohâŚshitâŚâ
âCanât think when Iâm eating you out, can you?â
âIâMmh, haa, haâŚpussy g-good.â
Chan takes his time with you, interrupting every one of your rebuttals with effective distraction and you end up forgetting whatever it is youâre poking him about, lost in the climax that is close to taking place the longer Chan indulges in the magic between your legs.
âC-cumming, Chan, Iâmââ You moan sounds that imitate nothing like a human, desperation in your throat at you suffocate the man beneath, but feeling your harsh control raise no effect on the urgency in your boyfriendâs tongue, lapping you away like a starved man.
You set free of the tension inside, shaking uncontrollably, feeling only more stimulation as Chan enjoys the last bit of your pearly sweet cum. It dances on his tongue like cream, and he takes advantage of your weak state with slow languid thrusts, savoring your presence. You collapse on your side, exhaustion taking over almost immediately as you shut your eyes from the room light.
âIâm, wow. IâŚreally missed that.â You canât help but weakly laugh.
âGood to hear because Iâm certainly not done with my present just yet.â
#svthub#lee chan smut#dino smut#seventeen smut#chan smut#seventeen#Dino#seventeen dino#seventeen chan#lee Chan#seventeen x reader#seventeen x you#seventeen x y/n#dino x reader#Dino x y/n#Dino x you
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this rant spiraled into a vent.
read at your own risk.
your triggers are your responsibility not mine.
I'm too fucking lazy to put every possible trigger in the tags.
don't read this if there's a possibility you'll get triggered.
do you ever feel too scared to be sad? am I just weird? like im ok with joking about bad things that have happened to me but I just feel absolutely terrified to take myself seriously and let myself just kinda be a puddle
I'm the positive one I'm the one who always makes jokes I'm the entertaining one in so many peoples lives and I'm so scared of not being that because that's all I've ever been for so many y people for so long
what am I if I change
what will happen to me if I quit the act
I've slowly started to be less positive and I've lost so many friends and I've been forgotten by so many people so what will I become if I just stop being the funny lil guy
my friends and family are genuinely disturbed by what I've become slowly over time but its not like I've changed inside I've just gotten so burnt out by putting on a mask and its beginning to slip
im just so tired of this but I know I'll be dropped by everyone I care about if I cut the act
my mom already forgot me and all of my former friends either don't care about me or hate me
im just tired I'm tired of putting on a smile just because people are disgusted by me if I don't
im tired of being responsible for everyone's mental issues
im tired of picking sides
im tired
i just throw my problems into the void that is Tumblr because no one from my life will read this
i cant even talk to my therapist because if I do she'll have to make a report and I'll be sent back to the mental hospital so I just gotta bottle everything up and just fucking smile
auntie if you're somehow reading this through the parental controls. fuck you. I fucking hate you I wouldn't have fucking scars on my arm if it wasn't for you I wouldnt feel scared to talk to people about my problems through the internet if it wasn't for you I wouldn't feel so shitty if it wasn't for you I fucking hate you. every time I see my fucking arm I think of you every time I see that fucking dog in the corner of my screen I'm reminded that you're watching my every move you and the mental hospital are the reason I always feel like I'm being watched because I am i have no safe outlet I have no one to go to and I just sit here and boil in my stress yet you think this is way healthier than before how the fuck do you even think that this is the first time in years I've even had passive suicidal thoughts yet you see this as better fuck you I fucking hate you you're the reason I wanna drink again because I feel like absolute shit fuck you.
im not ok and I'm sick of trying to pretend that I am
I'm tired of being nice to the people who hurt me I'm tired of waking up every day I'm tired of this I'm tired of people pushing their mental issues on me I'm sick of people trying to feel sorry for themselves by saying "oh you feel like shit it must be my fault so let me make you feel guilty by blaming your problems on myself making you have to be my therapist and convince me that I'm not the reason you want to cry yourself to sleep making you feel even worse in the process"
i'm done with putting people first when they don't even give a shit about me
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sex therapy with Aizen
Masterlist ;3 | tags: @stygianoir |
Note: This is a bit explicit and long, it took me a long time to do it but I liked it haha, enjoy and read the warnings (maybe there are many misspellings and it is not well understood, sorry for that)
ââ⥠warnings: nsfw +18 rough sex | double penetration | hair pulling | face, pussy and ass slapping | vaginal fingering | vaginal sex | orgasm denial | clothed sex | patient/therapist relationship | infidelity (it's just aizen's hypnosis) | manipulation | use of sir / miss | hypnosis | overstimulation | oral sex | aizen loves the reader but also enjoys playing with his mind.
It was the first time that you would go to see your therapist, you talked a little with him on the networks to confirm the time of your session but it was not much, he had many good reviews on his page and you needed to relieve your stress in some way, maybe to give you some other advice, so you decided to go.
You were walking through the streets when suddenly your phone rang, you quickly took it out of your bag and⌠Surprise! He was your boyfriend, so you responded immediately.
"Hello! I just wanted to know how you were and if you had arrived yet" says your boyfriend from the other phone line
"I'm fine, I'll be there soon, I hope everything goes well hehe" you answered as you continued walking, you had a strange feeling, was this really happening?
"Well, in that case I wish you luck, I also wanted to let you know that I'm going out with some friends, so you don't have to worry"
"...Oh, have fun, and uhm...I'm here, so I'll call you later, bye!" you hung up the phone and put it away, then you looked at the big building in front of you, it was definitely the building in the photo your therapist sent you, so you went inside.
Everything was so clean and spacious, a combination of black and white, something modern but elegant at the same time.
There weren't as many people as you thought, just a few sitting waiting to be called for their session with other therapists.
Talk to the receptionist and she gave you directions, go up to the third floor and in room 24 they are waiting for you!
You went up and knocked on the door as indicated, a tall dark-haired man attended you, he told you "I was waiting for you, feel comfortable"
It was a spacious room, as expected, there are some big black armchairs, a desk and a coffee table.
"You are (name) right?" asked the man
"Yep! It's me, and you're Mr. Aizen?"
He nodded with a soft smile and made you sit in the chair across from his desk.
"Okay, let me ask you a few questions first, Miss (name)," Aizen said, his glasses glinting in the light from the computer in front of him.
"yes of course"
"perfect" he smiled kindly at you again, on the one hand you felt good with him, it had barely started but you liked it, again you felt that strange sensation, but hey, it's just your imagination right? I had never been here before.
âĄ...
You lost track of time, you don't know how many hours passed but what you did know was that mr. Aizen started with subtle questions, like what do you normally do, who are you currently dating, how did your morning start, and that sort of thing.
"So you're telling me you can't cum?" says the man with glasses in front of you.
âUm?! That ? IâŚâ How did he know that? Were you sure you never mentioned it, also how did they come to that? You asked yourself.
"Hmm?"
"What do you mean...?" you asked a little embarrassed, maybe you were getting confused.
"Oh? What do I mean? Isn't that obvious? This is sex therapy miss (name), obviously I mean you can't cum during sex right?"
âSex therapyâŚ? I didn't come for-"
"Answer my question" Aizen says with a firm voice.
ââŚThat's right, I can't⌠Uhm but, I think im in the wrong room, I didn't come to do sex therapy mr. aizen" you say as you get up from your chair
"Hmm? No?, you're on my patient list, I thought I'd made clear the type of work I specialize in, missâ aizen stands up and walks towards you, his footsteps light on the ceramic.
"Let me solve this problem, that's why you came here right princess?" he speaks again, now he is close to you, his gentle smile is still on his face, his size makes you feel so small and his words have an effect on you, his firm voice and the way he looks at you makes you want to submit to him.
He took his hand to your neck, squeezing it slightly, your cheeks burned from the closeness and his actions.
âW-what are you doing sir!? "You screamed in embarrassment, you felt how his hand went up to your jaw, caressing it, with his thumb he reached your lips, gently crushing them.
"my job"
"But I don't-" your words were interrupted by the strong slap that Aizen gave you on the cheek, you got scared but you liked that feeling of power that your therapist had over you...
âI didn't give you permission to speak miss (name), I expect you to follow my instructions so that I can do my job well, okay? â he said between laughs, he was having fun.
âuhâŚokayâ you said as you caressed your cheek that was burning from the slap.
Aizen smiled at you and walked towards the black and shiny couch that was in the living room, the man took off the white coat of his work uniform, leaving it on one side of the couch, then he sat down with his legs apart, his thighs pressed against his pants. white, then he adjusted the sleeves of his shirt allowing you to see his forearms, he took off his glasses and pulled his hair back, letting a lock fall on his forehead.
He looked so hot he was so big and he knew how to be in control you loved him but it was wrong right? You shouldn't feel this way when you see your therapist when they just want to help you have a good time.
"come sit down dear"
You obediently walk over to the couch, but as you're about to sit down, Aizen grabs your wrist.
"Here" he says as he points his index finger at his legs, he wanted you to sit on his lap.
"But I shouldn'tâŚ" you reply thinking of your boyfriend.
"mmm? It's okay, do it, after all this is a therapy session" Aizen pulls your wrist and you are forced to sit on his lap, from behind the man begins to caress your thighs, and with the other hand He grabs your chest and pulls you towards him, now your back is pressed against Aizen's chest.
"Well, that's baby" now the hand that was on your chest goes down to your abdomen, leaving caresses and provoking you.
His breath tickles your ear "so don't be so shy, I'm going to touch you and tell me if you like it"
"That... is necessary, Mr. Aizen? â
"Of course, otherwise how will I know why you can't cum?" You looked back and Aizen quickly caught your lips in a careless and messy kiss, his hand grabs your hair and pulls your head towards him to keep you still, you let out a moan but it was muffled by Aizen's tongue abusing yours .
After leaving you breathless he released you from the kiss, their tongues moving away with a thread of saliva pulling them.
âOkay, now that we've started⌠I want you to call me sosuke, okay (name)? â
Your breathing was agitated, your face was red from the heat and the shame you felt to be doing something so intimate with a man you barely knew.
"Okay... Sosuke"
âThat's it, now I want to see you, okay? Aizen said as he separated your thighs, you quickly stopped his hands, you didn't want him to see your panties wet from the arousal of your pussy, you didn't want him to know that he was the reason for your lewdness.
"What's going on? Don't worry about a thing, I'll take care of everything (name)" Saying that, he manages to part your thighs now open for him, enjoying the sight of your clothed pussy before slapping his hand to Seeing your reaction, you let out a cry and jump onto his lap, hardly noticing his hard cock under your ass.
âHow cute, did you like that? â
Shit, of course you liked it, you were elated, you knew he only said it to annoy you.
"Answer me," Aizen said, slapping your clothed cunt.
"Yes, I like it!" you respond agitated
Satisfied with your answer, Aizen pulls your panties aside, exposing your pussy, his finger caresses your wet folds from top to bottom, and with his thumb he presses on your clit, circling it.
Damn he was too good at this, you love the way he masturbates your pussy, sighs and moans come out of your mouth, Aizen likes those sounds, he wants to fuck you unconscious but he likes to take his time, he He knows what you like and he's going to take advantage of it.
"You told me before that you have a partner, in that case I need to know if he does this" says Aizen reminding you that you have a boyfriend that you supposedly love.
"Oh!" again you stop his hand, you shouldn't be doing this, you tell yourself.
"Mmm... I need you to answer... And I also need you to be obedient (name), let me do my job.
"We can not..."
Aizen didn't give a shit if you could or not, he knew you wanted him to keep touching you until he finished fucking you like you both want.
His lips settled on your neck, biting and kissing the sensitive part of it, provoking you again, he was encouraging you to continue.
"Answer my question (name) does your boyfriend do this? I want to know if it makes you feel as good as I do"
I completely ignore your words, but you can't deny that Aizen made you feel better.
After so much silence, youresponds, âNo, he don't, Mr. Aizen" you feel that he smiles on your neck, although he asked you to call him by his name, you insist on calling him sir as a sign of his power over you.
Aizen looks down, admiring the glistening wetness of your juices on his fingers.
"Get up," he demands, to which you obediently rise from his lap, looking up at Aizen's flushed and slightly sweaty face, your gaze lowers to the large bulge in his white pants, then Aizen's hands drop to his belt. unbuttoning it and exposing a portion of his boxers, your legs begin to tremble just at the enticing sight.
"get it out"
"Uhm? "
âMy dick, get my dick out of my boxers, like that or more specific (name)? He says mocking your feigned innocence.
Embarrassed, you sit on his thighs, releasing his hard cock, to which Aizen lets out a small sigh.
He was also enjoying this and it shows by the way he talks to you, teases you and by the pre-cum that lubricates the tip of his cock.
You don't know exactly what happened next, but what you do know is that your breasts are bouncing on your therapist's face from the strong thrusts he's giving you from below, even though you're the one on top he's in control of your movements.
"that is! So goodâŚâ Aizen says complimenting you, his hands traveling up your thighs to your butt inserting a finger into your second hole, you moan from the sudden stimulation.
Now he's licking your nipples, leaving visible bites and hickeys, you feel overstimulated, double penetration and Aizen's tongue do their job very well!
"Sosuke don't stop!" You scream feeling how your legs shake with pleasure, you are about to cum, obviously Aizen noticed this, but you weren't very obedient to him, you didn't let him do his job before, so he really doesn't think you deserve to cum now .
So with one last strong thrust he stays still under you before you can cum, you feel your wet and sticky sexes from the juices of both.
"sosuke..." you complain
"Mmm..." Aizen grabs you by the hips and pushes you to the side of the couch, now you're stretched out face down on it.
You can barely respond to his actions when you feel two strong slaps on your butt, you moan from the burning sensation that remains on your buttocks, Aizen raises your hips leaving your butt in the air, with his fingers he opens your lips and plays with your pussy before eat you from behind.
His hands grip the fat of your butt as he sticks a finger inside your pussy, you could hear your juices splash every time his tongue sucked on your clit, you were sure your moans could be heard even in the next room but The ecstasy of the moment mattered more to you than they're going to hear you fucking your therapist.
Aizen releases your pussy with a "pop" and slaps you one last time. "That was good," he says as he stands up and guides the hilt of his cock towards your entrance.
A loud moan escapes your throat as Sosuke inserts his cock, you hear a loud "uughh" from Aizen.
He began to ram you mercilessly from behind, you felt full, wet and overstimulated, it was the punishment you deserved for your disobedience.
"Sosuke that's too much! Your screams and moans were of no use as Aizen grabbed your arms by the wrists and pinned them against your back.
Aizen's rhythm was relentless, your eyes filled with tears, there was a mixture of pleasure and pain that accumulated with each brute thrust he receives, from the screams, moans and the reaction of your body Aizen knew that all the accumulated pleasure was about to break.
Then they increased their speed even more, the noises that come out of your mouth make him smile dangerously, wanting to fuck you until he fills you with all his semen.
Despite everything you loved the way he was fucking you, his last thrust brought you to orgasm, squeezing his cock and squirting on it Aizen slowed down a bit, admiring his work of art, you, wet, messy and made a mess, but it was still missing, now it was his turn to cum and the sight only tempted him more to cum inside you.
"That's delicious! So cute and just for me" he says resuming the rhythm from before, letting go of your arms and grabbing your hips, you feel that he is about to cum too from the hard moans he's releasing, you feel your entrance aching with each push, his cock tenses inside your spongy walls, with one last thrust and an "Uurgghh" he releases strings of semen inside you, their sexes are sticky with the semen of both and that feels so good.
Aizen leans back watching his cum spurt out of your pussy, what a nice sight, he thinks, then wipes himself a bit and pulls up his pants, fixing himself before ending his session.
Looking at his watch, he sees that his therapy hour is over "fine, we've finished today's session... see you next week" and make sure you get home with my sperm inside miss (name)" he gets up and goes back to desk, you're so exhausted you can barely get up and your eyes are heavy.
âĄ...
You get up from your bed sore, you don't know exactly what happened but you notice the marks on your skin as soon as you look in the mirror, unfortunately the doorbell of your apartment rings and you have to go see who it is.
So you open the door and well, it was just your friend sosuke,
"I hope you don't mind that has come so late" he tells you with a tender smile, you quickly let him in and within the inside the conversation that you have while having dinner together Aizen asks "so how did your first therapy session go?" ? â
You choked on your food, you skipped your session with Mr. Urahara because you fell asleep all afternoon!
When she catches her breath, she answers that you couldn't go because you fell asleep, maybe you were so tired that you slept too much
"Oh I see! That's bad, maybe I should be your therapist dear? "responds your friend sosuke between laughs
"Wow... Even if you don't believe it, I dreamed that you were" you say embarrassed
âSo should I see you for the next session? â
ââ ⥠sorry mr. urahara but the therapist aizen arrived first đ˝
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writerblr interview tag!
thank you for the tags @tragedycoded (here) @sableglass (here) and @saturnine-saturneight (here) <3 ive been meaning to get to this one for a minute sooo let's get into it
Short stories, novels, or poems?
i started with poetry, so it has a special place in my heart. all of my short stories turn into beasts. is it a cop out answer to say all of the above?
What genre do you prefer reading?
it'd be easier to list what genres i don't like. when i say ill read anything, i mean ill read anything. lately i've been on a sci fi kick (thanks Pierce Brown) but i love a good modern trashy romance as much as the next guy (i read the booktok sludge so you dont have to!) im not really a nonfiction guy but hey, if anyone has some recs, ill give em a shot
Are you a planner or a write as I go kind of person?
def NOT a planner. usually when i start writing i have a vague idea of where we start and where we need to end up, but what happens along the way is a surprise for everyone involved
What music do you listen to while writing?
SILENCE. sometimes white noise. i cant focus with music, brain gets jumbled
Favorite books/movies?
of all time? oh god for books, probably This Is How You Lose the Time War or The Song of Achilles but The Locked Tomb series is def up there. not a novel but i've read Bluets by Maggie Nelson so many times i probably have it memorized by now favorite movie is Zoolander, easy answer. that movie owns. i can watch it on repeat and ill never get sick of it
Any current WIPs?
Dust to Dust is still alive but im taking a bit of a hiatus before hopping into the final bit (tag is here if you wanna see me ramble about it) Felix Wonder is the fun time brain break WIP of choice currently and im working on draft 3 of Burden of the Reluctant Death (we will get to the ending this time. we will)
Create a character description of yourself:Â
Elusive, or pretends to be. Too much energy in too small a body. Refuses to sit properly in a chair. Prone to fits of melancholy remedied by sunlight. Easily excitable, but fussy. Same outfit every day: big sweater, little pants, fuzzy socks. Nails bitten bloody but at least her hair is clean (if a bit too long for summer)
Do you like incorporating actual people you know into your writing?
i could say no but that would make me a liar
Are you kill happy with your characters?
i was gonna make a joke but it would be spoilers soo. i write about grief. no way everyone makes it out alive
Coffee or Tea while writing?
coffee. i dont like tea (sorry sorry!)
Slow or fast writer?
im very much a burst writer so. flood or drought, no in between. lately i'd say SLOW but im just waiting for that spark u get me?
If you were in a fantasy world, what would you be?
this really isnt fantasy but i feel like i was destined to be the kind, slightly off-putting maintenance man in a haunted apartment building that says cryptic things like "don't take the east elevator on a full moon" and "the air conditioning has made that noise since the fire in 12B"
Most fav book cliche:
yea there's only one bed and ill eat it up every single time!!! also: "i didnt know where else to go" or basically any overdone romance trope you can think of. im here for it
Least favorite cliche:
if there's a cliche that i dont like, i havent found it yet
Favorite scene to write?
confession scenes of any kind! scenes where the big tough character breaks down. any kind of emotional revelation, positive or negative
Reason for writing?
words in head, need words out of head ok ok fine, serious answer. i feel like writing is both asking and answering the question, "have you felt like this before? has anyone ever felt like this before? am i alone?" and it's proof that you're not the first and only person to ever experience the things you're experiencing. even this made up guy in this pretend world understands rage and despair and joy and grief and love. the source is different but the result is the same. human connection, man. love it and! it's fun. im having fun
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@knightinbatteredarmor @friendlesscat @tildeathiwillwrite @glassonthewall @illarian-rambling
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