#chill-meds

[sergle]

I feel like part of my inability to split my attention between different avenues of my work is probably an adhd problem that could be partially alleviated with medication but we don't have time for all that

[xxplastic-cubexx]

These are from the pages right after

obsessed with how little of a fuck he gave here he really was about to square up naked 😭

[transsextual]

I don't have tits anymore :)

[emgoesmed]

8/8/2024

Got out of work early 🥳 so I headed one of my favorite local cafes to work on my PowerPoint presentation, an overview of ANCA-associated vasculitides. It ended up going pretty well even though I was nervous. Looking forward to having the whole weekend off!

[just-a-bird-in-a-sweater]

"Why am I so exhausted?! I haven't done anything today!"

Sometimes you just feel tired! It's okay! Even just existing can be exhausting sometimes.

If you can, take a little time for yourself. You're allowed to relax and take breaks even if you haven't done much today. Rest doesn't need to be "deserved", it's a necessity.

Take care of yourself!

[takecarelove]

today was actually lowk fire!!!! for once!!! i tried a blueberry muffin at a cafe and got a 20 oz matcha which were both lovely and not see at all which is just how i like it!!! omg it made me so happy i cannot express it enough <3 rehearsal ended at 4 so it was super short (not sweet but short nonetheless!) and then i ended up hanging with some friends afterwards and we got silly drinks and then picked up cat food for one of them and met their cat :)) and then headed back to school and hung for a bit!!! i was not planning to go to hoco this year bc i didn't want to find fancy clothing and i hate the environment so much but actually they're just planning to like get dinner together, maybe go for an hour, and then we're going to go to an escape room which is super fun <33 AND we planned that one of the girls is actually going to ask me to homecoming so that the bad guy from my post last night BACKS OFF AND I'M SO SO EXCITED FOR IT ALL <3

[clownboyskingdom]

So. So so sick today. Here’s a video of our resident pine marten getting freed from the dumpster after accidentally getting locked in

[figofswords]

thinking about taking a little bit of a step back from social media for a bit for mental/physical health reasons (as in: chronic severe anxiety is causing chronic health issues and I need to remove stress Somehow). I will still post art but I’m probably gonna make an effort to engage with my dash only minimally, if at all. (that being said I have very poor discipline so if you see me suddenly reblogging stuff out of nowhere just. roll with it)

[crimeronan]

sometimes i think "wow, i am so anxious for no fucking reason," and then i remember i had stimulants at midnight, fucked around emailing people in ways that were probably super annoying, forgot to eat, had my pain meds wear off, and took my nighttime sleepy meds at 6:30 AM.

well. u win some u lose some.

[isthatapuppydog]

I'm so happy to be out in the sun with my boys!!

[aropride]

the cdc now recommends you take an ibuprofen and walk it off, advice you could also get from literally any dad ever

[zestials]

DARLING , GUESS WHO IS BACK FROM JAILLLL !!

[thesquirrelqueer]

I feel like jeremy liking superheroes in canon is not explored enough. like does he prefer dc or marvel? who’s his favorite superhero? favorite villain? does he have his own superhero ocs? does michael also share his love of superheroes or is it not his thing? I have many thoughts

[antiadvil]

everyone, DON'T go cold turkey off of your antidepressants. the withdrawal side effects are horrible and my doctor did NOT warn me beforehand- if I had known that when suddenly going off my antidepressant, I would be watching 2021-2022 era Dan and Phil videos, I would never even have started this medication. But it's too late for me now. My life is RUINED.

[emgoesmed]

11/20/2023

Virtual classes involve a lot of discussion posts and replies, I’m not the biggest fan. But overall they’re very relaxed and I don’t have any interviews this week so it really feels like a true vacation.

My bf and I are traveling this week for thanksgiving and I’m looking forward to getting out of the city! Flying always feels exciting.

[sigurdjarlson]

I always found that sweet how a lot of the time in TLG Med would jump to reassure Khadgar or even apologize after snapping at him

And yet in some ways the cruelest thing Medivh said to Khadgar in my opinion was correcting him when he called Karazhan “Our Tower.” And reminding him he was there at his whim and he could send him away at any time.

And he never did apologize for that one and honestly I don’t really blame Med for that per se? It is his tower and Khadgar can’t tell him who is allowed there. What I mean is going by JUST the power dynamic they have as mentor-apprentice, Khadgar is absolutely out of line there

In some ways could have come off quite spoiled and entitled but the thing is I don’t think that was the case at all.

He’s become so comfortable in Karazhan he’d started thinking of it as his home. Then Medivh has in one conversation reminded him it very much was not his home and he could send him away at anytime if he so wished it

He’d finally found someone who cared about him, respected him and treated him as a person. He found a place where he felt he belonged for once in his life and…

No wonder he was so jealous of Garona for a while after that. He’d been reminded that all of it could be taken from him at any moment and here was someone stealing his Master’s attention.

Just thinking about how that jealousy so obviously comes with feeling like he’s not enough and insecurity about his place in Med’s life.

Just very interesting how I think it could very well have went over Med’s head as not that big of a deal too? One of those things he’d be like huh oh yeah I said that? Meanwhile Khadgar is spiraling about it

He could of also been absolutely aware of how harsh it was because Medivh does lash out like that on occasion (especially towards the end of the book as Sargeras gets harder and harder to fight) he can be a little shit we know this

(Don’t really blame him for that given being possessed by the demon lord Sargeras is probably just a teensy bit tiring /s)

Also seen valid and honestly very possibly canon interpretations where he’s also trying to push Khadgar away cuz he knows what’s coming and what Khadgar is going to have to do.

The more attached to him he is the more difficult it will be for Khadgar to do what needs to be done.

What better way to push someone away then hit them right where it hurts?

And yet even then I think those words hurt Khadgar deeper than he’ll ever know :(