#cause no meds

[biboomerangboi]

Obsessed with the idea of Xie Lian getting his spiritual powers back and not really using them outside of like subconscious actions. Like in a fight he spent 800 years just straight up throwing hands so it doesn’t really occur to him to use it. But because he’s literally stuffed full of spiritual energy it just results in Puqi Shrine becoming the fairies house in Sleeping Beauty. Like there’s a pot stirring itself while truly toxic ingredients are added to a soup. The floor is being sweeped by a broken broom. The laundry is being done automatically meaning all his white robes are now a faint pink. Hua Cheng is sitting in the bed grinning fondly at the chaos around him. Meanwhile Xie Lian is just sitting outside sorting out his junk piles to see if he can find the pretty comb he wanted to give his husband and thinking of the chores he has to do today because they didn’t leave the bed until noon.

[odetojupiter]

hc that aaron has his own super close friend group and it’s not his classmates it’s the vixens

he’s constantly over at katelyn’s dorm and katelyn’s flatmates LOVE hearing the stupid fox bullshit they find it so funny, especially when aaron adds his own asshole commentary

[zelsisi]

Alright. I am deep bone exhausted and yet sleep refuses to claim me because I am without my medicine and melatonin is not cutting it for me.

Not only this but I haven’t been able to have my medicine in the last couple of days cause my folks forgot to get them refilled for me before the holidays and I haven’t slept well the last couple nights. Restless but able the first. Restless and constant waking up the second. And now for the third I want to sleep but can’t. I’ve tried for hours and it’s not fucking happening. I’m on the verge of dissociating or having a mental breakdown. Or both. I already did both yesterday cause of the pharmacy still being closed and realizing I was going to be spending yet another night un medicated. They’re open today around like 10 am or something so I know next time I’ll be ok but tonight….

At this point I want someone to come and knock me out so I can actually have SOME FUCKING SLEEP

Reason being is cause I have a therapists appointment at 2 pm and that’s 9 hours away. And another reason is cause I have my boyfriend and best friend coming down to visit me starting Wednesday and they’re starting to travel today. So I want to be able to talk to them while they’re traveling without my fucking shit coming out.

I was playing a game with friends yesterday via Discord, it’s called What the Dub?! It’s very good, very funny. Basically you fill in missing dialogue from clips like dubs and you get points over who voted for yours. Well. I started off fucking strong and then fell off hard. Last game I think I submitted only 2 or 3 of the 6 dubs cause I couldn’t fucking think of anything and I was getting frustrated at myself because I actually wanted to play more cause it allowed me time to be with my friends which when I’m in really bad mental head spaces is essential for me. It helped but then I was back to where I started

Before trying to sleep I was on FFXIV and was watching a streamer finish Post ShB and react to the EW trailer. I helped them with Palgth’an. I died once but it’s cause I forgot the mechs for Lunar Dragon. Final boss. Can’t spell well right now. And then stream ended and I was like “I’m gonna try and sleep!” That was around THREE HOURS AGO

So. If I’m gonna be awake, might as well be slightly productive. Send me asks about my OCs! Or my writings! I don’t care just something to keep my brain rolling so I don’t crash

[emberz7]

class of 09 made me worse …

[little-pondhead]

Consider (because it's funny):

Ghosts can fuck with technology due to ectoplasmic interference, right? So any video and audio recordings of them come out sketchy and unreliable.

Halfas do the opposite.

Anytime they're caught on camera, the video looks like all the settings have been dialed up past max. The electronics take in so much information at once, and that's reflected in their results. Every video looks like a poorly edited, shit post from early Vine with bright flashing colors and high contrast. All the audio recordings pick up every single fucking sound in the nearby area, so people can't possibly even begin to sort out that creepy ghost voice they heard amidst the cat yowling, car engines, and children screaming from two streets over.

This is literally the only reason nobody believes Wes when he tries to prove Danny is Phantom.

Every piece of evidence he gathers looks like he shoved together random pictures, videos, and sounds from the internet that probably gave his computer the worst viruses known to man. And it's not like he's a tech forensic scientist! He can't sort through this shit to get to what he knows is groundbreaking proof. He's literally loosing his mind.

(And to make it worse, people are telling him he should take a computer course to learn some basic tech skills due to how god-awful these pictures and videos are.)

[idontmindifuforgetme]

It really is so true that you never know what someone’s going through behind closed doors. I’ve made being gentle and kind my default bc I’ve had super put together friends disclose the most harrowing time of their lives to me and it’s like oh?? You were going through that???? I would’ve never guessed

[deoidesign]

One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)

We all start somewhere!

[dykedvonte]

I genuinely don't think Curly would be as caring for Jimmy as some people depict him in aus where Jimmy gets stuck and burned rather than Curly.

I feel like the realization would truly hit in that moment of what Jimmy did and how bad it was as Curly desperately tries to get him out of the cockpit. He's trying to break in to save Jimmy, but is he? All the thoughts in his head; Jimmy's trying to kill them all, Jimmy's trapped in the cockpit, Jimmy raped Anya, Jimmy's going to die trapped in the cockpit, Jimmy trying to kill them all because of what he did to Anya, and sort of a final Jimmy did this. Is he trying to save him or trying to figure out why? Trying to finally make him take accountability? You can't hold trial for a dead man. Does he want Jimmy to die? Not really, but it'd be easier than figuring out where they go after this. After they drag him out and get his set up in medical and Jimmy refuses to look at anyone but him.

He's the only one who is truly willing to care for Jimmy. I don't think he's keeping him alive for the same reasons, just he can't bring himself to put him down. He wants answers, he wants to be mad. This is the first time he can talk to Jimmy and not have anything spun back at him but he can't get a response. He's never really been able to but for the first time Jimmy actually has to listen and he'll never know if he's actually listening to him this time. It reminds him too much of not understanding Anya. Anya has to care for him and he doesn't want her too, she shouldn't have to but they can't just let him die, can they? Should they? It's easier than hearing him in pain but that's a reminder he did this... even if Curly allowed it to happen.

No one seems to have thoughts on it but him and Anya. They know the reason he crashed the ship but they don't get the logic. Anya does actually, but Curly has to admit he does to. Has to admit he's always known Jimmy's logic behind things, things that need to be "fixed" but he's always taken responsibility and fixed it himself. The first time he really let Jimmy take responsibility and he couldn't, he can't fix anything and Curly know he can't either. He looks at Jimmy and sees every mistake but now he's wondering how many of Jimmy's he's been tacking on to his own. How different are they?

What should he had done to stop it? Maybe this should've happened to him...

Curly doesn't like those thoughts and how they only come when he's stuck with Jimmy, like he's always done to himself. He's way too gentle when he gives Jimmy his pills, too mindful of teeth that always gave him hollow smiles. A tongue that always told half truths, while he held his own. He holds his jaw too kindly and thinks about all the times he's clenched his and smiled for his friends sake. For Jimmy's sake. Jimmy still swallows the pills and struggles, whines like it's not his fault.

He hoped it hurt.

And he's a little scared that he's a little too okay thinking that.

[schizopositivity]

It sucks so much that as someone with a severe and persistent mental illness it's MY responsibility to jump through hoops and be proactive in contacting people at limited times of the day just to get MY MEDS THAT I'VE BEEN TAKING CONSISTENTLY FOR YEARS

[fantaorange]

practicing lining drawings without hating it and also sort of practicing expressions

[bedrock-to-buildheight]

This is literally just an excuse to draw sisyphus

[frindoka]

some random nothingburgers . i am working on a bigger drawing (of mirabelle<3 meeble) so i must doodle

[braxix]

Elrond: I have a migraine.

Galadriel: Ibuprofen's in the bathroom cabinet.

Elrond: I'd rather suffer. Wake me up in two days. Peace.

[creative-clawmarks]

LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE CAUSED

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[sir-fluffbutts]

Personally my brain likes to put Kenny as the "I rubbed my nuts on the rim of the bottle" guy rip

THE "RUBBED MY NUTS ON THE RIM OF THE BOTTLE GUY" 😭😭😭😭

[moeblob]

Garet is literally so friend shaped. I can't believe how friend shaped this boy is. (top pic is actual dialogue)