#can you tell i just really like shadow
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quickie sonic headcanons because i already don't post much (and i'm bored and want to work on something but i can't quite seem to focus on studying for finals)
sonic
alloace
adhd
posts a lot of urban exploration and skateboarding videos on social media (and chilidog reviews)
always accidentally tips REALLY well because he can't be bothered with change
ended up having to wear knee braces at a pretty young age
hyperfixated on the fresh prince of bel air at one point
tails had to make him custom phone protection because he can't seem to keep a phone for more than a week
never actually bothered to learn any real fighting techniques
shadow
aroace
autistic, adhd, bpd, ptsd
rouge set him up on social media and all he posts is pictures of his motorcycle and earth stuff
he types like a boomer and doesn't really understand how social media works
favorite color is blue (maria + earth)
doesn't have to eat or sleep for longer periods of time than the average mobian
would listen to his themes from the games unironically
special interest is motorcycles, but also knows an unhealthy amount about stars and space and such (gee i wonder why)
not actually very fast without his air shoes, probably about the same base running speed as amy
some days he just wakes up already pissed about some thing or another and he knows it's not fair to others but also has no idea how to stop or change it
prefers daytime skies and sunrises over the night sky and sunsets (he thinks the stars are overrated - tbf tho some of the worst moments of his life happened under the stars)
silver
oh my god he's bisexual i didn't know that
also autistic (but on the hyper emotionally sensitive end of the spectrum)
super socially awkward
super in love with blaze but has no idea she feels the same way about him
bread is his favorite food
rouge
listens to jazz and stuff like madonna and gwen stefani
bi but with a preference for women
takes team dark on various outings with her even if they have no reason to be there
occasionally has girls' nights with amy when she's a bit older
took shadow and omega to the barbie movie with her
it's her car, she just prefers to have a chauffeur
#*slaps roof of shadow* this bad boy can fit so many issues in it#can you tell i just really like shadow#i think about him a lot#just rotating him in my mind#if i had a shadow funko i could rotate him irl tho#i mean honestly at this point i just treat the canon characters like my ocs
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the thing about hide is that he never once expressed visible hurt abt kaneki not telling him he's a ghoul. it was never a topic of discussion between them, not even in re when it's a much safer conversation to have. he never (at least openly) feels betrayed about it, and still uses his every action to get closer to kaneki and the ghoul world despite how cut off he's been from kaneki's life. and i'm sure hide was smart enough to realize that kaneki's avoidance was always about protecting him, but it's hard to imagine that he wasn't at least a little hurt at some point that kaneki wouldn't tell him. and then a couple hundred chapters later kaneki's stumbling over his words in a sewer and hide's telling him how he's always known, while offering up his own life for his.
#hideyoshi nagachika the man that you are#the tokyo ghoul brainworm has me good rn can you tell#i wish my frontal lobe was developed in 2015 old tg tumblr would have ate this up#born to be a coherent 2015 tumblr blogger forced to be a coherent 2024 tumblr blogger#hide is loyalty in it's purest form#i feel like with loyalty in media you normally see it as something that corrupts but hide's is just#it's pure#that's what makes him so special#if he cannot support kaneki on the front lines he will support him in the shadows#no matter how far he and kaneki drift#because hide is the embodiment of undying loyalty and love#tokyo ghoul#tokyo ghoul re#tokyo ghoul manga#hideyoshi nagachika#ken kaneki#hidekane#i suppose#is this really how i'm ending pride month#hide nation rise#where y'all at
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there is a very specific image in my head of early-mid 20’s iwaizumi hajime
#iwaizumi x reader#and he’s the guy taking on an internship in his senior year with minimum load for his classes#bc he’s planned it all out since starting college#you see him in parties because he has the time & he works so hard it’s only right he plays hard too#every time you lock eyes he gives you a small smile#there’s an air about him that isn’t cocky but isn’t too shy; a comfort that settles into his skin like he’s sure of who he is#—of what he wants & it definitely isn’t hauling up his drunk friends and a few acquaintances up his car#but some of them are your friends and you’re helping him so maybe it isn’t so bad#he drops you off with your roommate and you rarely see him after#until you spot him at some bar (again) and he’s wearing a tight fitting polo (it’s his uniform you later notice)#it’s a year or two after your graduation and when you lock eyes across the room there’s something so familiar yet wholly different#he’s confident now & maybe a little flirty too when he tells you he’s working as an assistant to shadow one of his mentors#you catch up for the rest of the night and your friends have long since gone ahead#he still knows what he wants and it’s to bring you home—not that way (not yet); you’re a little suspicious because#you know there’s /something/ but he drives you home like a gentleman. without really trying anything (and maybe part of you wishes he did)#it’s iwaizumi though and he knows what he wants—to ask you out properly (one he’s been thinking about since chance encounters in uni)#and he’s hoping that when he asks you can tell just how much he likes you#hajime#i want him so bad im crying#there is a whole workd of backstory to this but i got lazy typing it#shotorus.bubble
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sometimes art improvement is not that complicated. for instance i have recently revolutionized my lighting process by realizing 1) the edges of shadows don’t always have to be clean lines and 2) highlights can go places other than hair
#mumbling#like these are things i’ve done a LITTLE with before but for some reason never internalized that it’s Actually Allowed#also every so often i’ll remember ambient occlusion exists and my art quality will spike dramatically until i forget again#just gotta get past the art gremlin in my head telling me the smudge tool is a crutch#like ok edgelord we get it you’re soooo good at shapes but sometimes important shadows really are gradual#you don’t actually Need to shade everything with a single color hard brush and nothing else#you’ve done your time in cell shading jail you can be free
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza series#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza 7#yakuza like a dragon#rggo#ryu ga gotoku online#like a dragon#like a dragon gaiden#like a neko#jo sawashiro#kosei shishido#is this a crossover idk im not subjecting anymore people to this than i already have#snap sketches#you can tell im really depressed when im busting out the warrior cat designs HELP just wanted to feel like i got something done#i literally had like. no enery or want to do anything today as soon as i got home i just fell into bed#i watched the shadow spirit at least... i really loved the music in it...#did i understand only half the plot Of Course but the vibe was there and i enjoyed it...#anyway. i couldnt make rggjo's eyes blue lke i wanted lest i think of some evil love child between hawkfrost and ashfur#and i wouldve just had to jump off a bridge at that point#i DIIIDD make jo's pelts speckled to substitute for snakeskin !!! leave me alone !!!!!!!#shishido just a big ass cat. fluff.#anyway. heres to hoping i stop being unproductive !!!!!!!! <- the day is already over
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help I'm going insane over deltarune and Undertale stuff again
#Guysss#Did you know the sprite for spamton neo has 6 stirngs#It's fucking with me so much guys#Element 6 and gaster and whatnot#Also have I. Have I mentioned the muffet thing#Muffet has these lines in. I think the neutral route?#Where she talks abt the person who warned her abt u#They had a lovely smile and were shapeshifting in the shadows apparently#Also the muffet laugh slowed down by 666% and reversed is the smile.ogg sound for entry 17#There's multiple ways to make that connection this is just the fastest#Also gaster presumably egg man bc if you get ch1 egg in ch2 the car closest to u in the traffic jam can be interacted with one time#There's a man in that car and he smiles at you#Very clearly egg man but also specifically referring to him smiling like#Bestie gaster spooky noise literally titled smile.ogg. and is also very clearly the thing that fucked spamton up#Like bc the addisons after the neo fight tell u abt his mysterious benefactor right#And the garbage noise on the phone#And garbage noise being the description of what happens on the phone in the dark world#And yknow thats also smile.ogg#... Also what the fuck is the thing about the ocean in deltarune like fr#The vessel creation screen is water. There's ocean.ogg in the beginning of the dark world in ch1. the fucking song from the sea with onion#Whatever the fuck was going on when sans was talking about shyren at that one post a few years back#I have so much brain space that I use to store infinite utdr info#Like fr I need ppl to ask me directed questions for me to infodump bc I don't even know where to start??#Like. Do I start with the fonts thing? I can't even find the fonts thing anymore but I know its a thing#Do I start at the significance of the number 6 to gaster stuff? Do I start with the way his leitmotif is concerningly in noelles theme??#Like really. I'm begging to be asked questions about my special interests
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This blog is my house so I can say basically whatever I want but I know I have some esteemed guests and friends who come over a lot and some lurkers who peer into the windows so all my wildest ass wizard shit stays in the locked basement where it belongs because it's common courtesy 💖
#everytime im tempted to post something that REAAAALLLYYY shouldnt see the light of day in the wizard fandom-#i snap out of it and beat them back with a stick and herd them back into the basement where they belong#the basement is my personal discord HSKALSHRIEHE#some of this shit will NEVER see the sun. even my malistaire post was dancing VEERRRRYYY close to that line#gm raven would lock up my darkest wizard thoughts like she locked up her ex husband's heart#EVEN THOUGH BASICALLY ALMOST THIS ENTIRE FANDOM ARE IN THEIR 20'S AND 30'S#this is actually funny because wizard101 in of itself is super fucking dark but tumblr posts? hmmmmnnnnn#in the meantime ill just work on my gay wizard ocs thats super fun#OH FUCKING WAIT THE SHADOW MAGIC POST I WAS TALKING ABOUT IM....#im really just that. autistic i cannot focus on ONE SINGLE THING#anyways congratulations qnd my condolences if you read this far into the tags LMFAO#this isnt really a serious post this is just A Thought that needed to be let out of the house like a dog who needs to pee#as you can tell by my tag ramblings. im in Mental Mode where i have to talk about everything and nothing for 4 days#wizard101#wiz101#w101#text posts#next time this happens imma make a new tag for my rambling vs. regular text pists to spare yall LMFAO
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as this continues to be relevant yeah idk I just think this whole RiverClan nonsense conflict would have been less annoying for me to read if RiverClan had actually descended into true chaos. a situation like Redscar’s field guide story where several cats try to claim authority. but in this case, it goes beyond just two cats fighting and the clan starts splitting into mini factions supporting one self-appointed candidate or the other. the problem being presented as “we all forgot how to do chores without a teacher permission slip :(” is so weird and lame. give me blood shed eat each other alive so i believe your plight ffs!!!
#warrior cats#asc#yarrow speaks#a starless clan#warrior cats sky#warrior cats shadow#wc criticism#uh i dont think this is spoilers? its the same as last book#sorry i take back that old post saying i didnt want to read about RiverClan brushing off Mothwings authority in this situation#turns out they really SHOULD have so that this plot would make more sense#bc as it stands i cant comprhend why she was unable to just point at Literally Anyone and ask them to organize some patrols for the day.#thats not appointing a leader its Just Doing Chores. switch off who does it every day who cares but how is it this much of a problem#i cant engage with this conflict at all with how its presented#idk first they said some senior warriors were *quietly and passively* gesturing to Frostpaw that they would like to be leader#but then later they said that no senior warrior would step forward. which is it. i just cant stop thinking of all the many many times-#-rando warriors were given temporary patrol organizing duties. it happens all the time. i just.#you cant rly tell me not One Single Cat here can organize some chores for a month or two#bc if thats true and mothwing is unable to just point at any warrior ask them to pick some patrols for the day-#then that suggests the problem is not lacking a starclan chosen leader the problem is apparently every single cat in this clan-#-is too incompetent for the job. and being officially appointed isnt going to suddenly give them that skill if they cant do it now#hence why i wish there had been some bloody fighting over this#but sitting around staring at the wall and doing nothing is cool too ig
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Ofc they turned off the reblogs but anyways NOBODY FUCKING ASKED???
#“Yeah I don't really care about Amy as a character”#Then why did you make a post about it HUH#God forbid a woman has a fanbase of fans who legitimately care about her character#Also saying she's super overrated??? Nah#SHADOW#He's literally the one getting entire games movies and series dedicated to him right now#Don't get me wrong I LOVE Shadow and I love all of this stuff for him#But I feel like saying Amy is the most overrated at the moment is actually laughable#Even from a fandom pov she isn't getting as much attention#AND I CAN SAY THAT BECAUSE I AM LITERALLY BOTH OF THEIR BIGGEST FANS#And I can already tell you I am eating way more shadow content from both Sega AND the fandom collectively#The reason she's coming off as “overrated” is because a lot of fans are just coming out and saying something#About the not-so-great changes/retcons to her character#And it's just bothering you for some reason#If you really don't care then just don't bother with those posts ffs#doodles rants
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Got all excited last night bc i saw a post from a mod on the gta o subreddit abt the Halloween update being set to drop today around 5 AM (backed up by at least two gaming websites that had stories also stating the same start time and date)
Went in today ready for Halloween and uh. Nothing lol
Checked the actual Rockstar website and there's no mention of it, just that RDR o is getting a Halloween update this week
If i was a betting man I'd start a pool on how late in the month it'll be by the time the gta Halloween drops lmao
(also a pool on how likely it is the mod is lying; as they continue to insist they have access to all the usual Halloween stuff in GTA o today and that everyone who doesn't must not know how to restart their game to see if that changes anything, or maybe they didn't click play on GTA but a different game in their library? Which is insulting af, especially to the guy with the flare that shows he's at a level so high in the game that i frankly didn't know existed, who called them out and asked if maybe they didn't get confused and thought gta and rdr were both getting the update at the same time. Person was nice abt it, just asked plainly and said it was ok if that was the case, but that it would be helpful for others to know. poor dude immediately got piled on by the mod for it but like. he's right lmao. if that's the case it's fine! mistakes happen! but stop insisting you have access to something seemingly no one else trying to play online does!)
#text post#none of this matters but the depression is eating me alive today so I'm in a shit mood (trying to work myself out of it tho)#and admittedly was excited for the update#i like the Halloween one even more than the xmas one tho i love driving in the snow in game#i even set a notif on my calendar for today abt it like an idiot lmao#last time an update like this was late i couldn't get it work until nearly the last week of the event#so. guess I'll just hope i can maybe play any of the Halloween stuff before the month is over and they remove it#if it makes it in at all this year tbh bc clearly ppl are still trying to fuck with their servers#i can tell bc even tho i can get into online most times now the actual game is acting real fucky lmao#watched a crowd of NPCs walk into the sea#found another one walking in tight circles in the underground bit of the subway/train tunnels#he then dissipated as he walked into a concrete wall which ngl. that creeped me out lol so i got some accidental Halloween stuff#but uh. they don't normally do shit like that nor does my motor bike usually disappear from betwixt my legs#as I'm mid huge jump and literally in the air#spoiler alert: I did not successfully complete that stunt jump but the hospital fixed my guy up#wish my bike would come back from wherever in the shadow realm it went now. just bought it and really liked it too#anyway im gonna have some floor time and work on laundry i guess bc my brain is like#'well if the update isn't up then you have no reason to play. why not throw yourself in a deep pit instead?'#but i got laundry to do and work tonight so the pit will have to wait#(also goddamn it I'm sticking around to check on that fucking update even tho I'm almost definitely wasting my time)
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dawn of the clans has so much wasted potential, as much as i don’t mind the second half of the arc (in general i don’t mind reading about clan minutia) it does really suck that the latter half of that arc had basically nothing to do with actually establishing the clans beyond basically splitting into the groups and picking leaders. we could have seen the development of the apprentice system and the creation of the deputy role, the creation of patrol types and their regular usage in all of the groups, the beginning of the naming system, and the early roots of later clan traditions but no three more books of clear sky fucking things up for everyone
#it doesnt break the arc entirely but i feel like you can tell two different teams wrote this arc#the first half is fine and is a good setup for a shift to actually establishing the clans as we know them and then it doesnt happen#i feel like you could see the seeds in that first part. particularly wind runner naming her dead kit emberkit. and then no naming system#warrior cats#dawn of the clans#salty talks#like you can keep a few of the later plotpoints and clear sky being a war criminal but. no actual clan establishment beyond just making#groups? and then gray wing and his kits name them which. honestly? thatd be fine to keep as the very last thing#like theres that whole thing abt river ripple starting the apprentice system. that would have been really cool#it would have been really cool to see each group pioneer different aspects of clan life#clear sky with patrols river ripple with apprentices maybe thunder with deputies wind runner with the naming system#maybe tall shadow couldve been the first to use the title ‘warrior’ for her group. idk we couldve had so much#keep the meddie and leader lives stuff after the fact with moth flight’s book it makes sense for that to come once the foundation is laid#but they barely actually laid that foundation in the first place
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Semi related to the shadow puppets thing but, if you’ve never experienced telling stories around a fire, letting the light and shadows twist and dance all around you as the storyteller reaches their crescendo, as your imagination grows and falls with every word like the tides…..
Well, I dunno, try out sometime if you can :))
#neil talky#I will never ever experience something so captivating and innately human like this#especially if you have a really good storyteller#Do you ever notice how in modern times people shun and snub animated movements and expressions?#People who move and express themselves loudly are seen as nuisances and ‘making a scene’#but these kinds of things…they have existed far longer than you can ever imagine#people have told each other exhilarating and amazing stories through sweeping movements and burning passion#its just so INNATELY HUMAN for us to come alive and explode with emotion when we tell stories#I think its so so beautiful and I miss it#I miss the lights and shadows the roar and crackle of the fire#the storyteller and their expressions#their hands and body moving and expressing nature itself#I miss the stories
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maybe i should have gone into practical effects instead of computer science...
#when i was in middle school i used to use red and black pens + spit for blending to make it look like the backs of my hands were torn open#i can't believe it's almost 4am. i just spent 5 hours typing up an essay about MM's erik that i just fuckin privated bc i was embarrassed#AND I STILL NEVER SPELL HIS NAME RIGHT THE FIRST TIME AAAAAAAA#i was right but im going to save all my points for the fanfic im currently planning out and promptly NEVER GOING TO ACTUALLY WRITE#I say shoving my plans for my h2o s3 rewrite off the table#yes i skipped from s2 to s3 i had a BRILLIANT idea [season 3 h2o spoilers ahead be wary my mutuals who are still watching]#okay so you know how lewis goes to the american institute of marine bio in the middle of 3? since this is tied to my s2 rewrite fic i wante#to actually finally reasonably re-introduced dr denman to the story because i never liked that she just fucked off at the end of s1#despite WITNESSING the moon pool magic. so i made it so she runs into lewis while doing a presentation for the college and they have a chat#(because her JAW paper plays an important part in my s2 rewrite bc i imagine lewis is the kind of guy who SAYS he deleted every copy of#it... but ACTUALLY he secretly printed himself out a copy to study in private to compare to his own notes bc#[lewis voice] come *on* guys just THINK of the progress that he could make with this! [grabby hands in front of chest])#so yeah they have a chat and Linda kind of gives Lewis the opposite dilemma in s3 that Louise gives him in s1 about science and magic#since SHE knows about the moon pool and has been biding her time and she knows Lewis knows and Lewis is like ah... uh oh.#it will eventually tie into the idea it's not about forcing science and magic together or separating them#its abt respectfully and responsibly utilizing both to see their fullest potential. which lewis learned in s2 and Linda has... not.#BUT#later on she gets a call from 1 (one) ryan who is like 'hey so i heard u did environmental studies on mako for dr bennett a couple years ag#and i was wondering if you've seen anything weird there as im currently doing a-' and she's immediately like 'YOU SON OF A BITCH IM IN'#and he's like 'wha-' and she's like 'i have already booked my plane tickets we're going to have a great time we have lots to talk about :)'#and wheeee now they have someone who knows about mermaids on their team and it's the perfect way to bring lewis back to relevancy in s3 :D#it also gives me reason to have two bad bitches (linda and sophie) meet and get to know each other which is not a dynamic ive seen in#any of the H2O fics i've ever read so im very hyped to delve into how they'll play off each other#also charlotte is there so technically three bad bitches (only in my au Charlotte never lost her tail and is part of the gang she just move#because she felt like she needed to leave to really be able to find herself without being in her grandmother's shadow but she comes back bc#well... it's season 3 mako is sounding the fucking emergency alarms everyone is showing up sdkghkfjhg)#im also so so so hyped to show u guys who's coming back in the s2 rewrite because it ISNT denman and i think everyone thinks it will be :3c#(i said she when telling ppl to look forward to a familiar face... but can u blame me for getting hype she's one of my favorite characters!#i love u H2O#cruddy rambles
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Suddenly realizing I've had seizures before :0 but this was just the first one where someone who knew what it was was there to witness it (my girlfriend)
That's so cool and definitely not terrifying /s
#for context i dont spasm uncontrollably like people imagine seizures#i think from the outside it probably just looks like im having a bunch of tics and staring intently and being unresponsive#but then afterwards i end up being really confused and disoriented and forgetful#so its been very easy to forget about the seizures i had in the past because i didnt remember them#until just recently when i was like 'huh that felt familiar-'#from my perspective though its like uh idk its really weird#its a bit different every time but just in general#i tend to be unresponsive even if i can tell whats happening around me#i cant talk or control what my body is doing but i know what part is moving (usually jerkinv my head or arms)#my muscles feel either really rigid or really lax#and then my vision gets so weird#everything is sparkly like colorful static and the edges of my vision gets really dark#and there's intermittent flashes of lights or floating shadows#it feels like im extremely focused and very spaced out at the same time#i keep describing it like my brain is smashing all the buttons at once cause thats what it feels like#its also kinda similar to the feeling of being electrocuted? but i dont think many of you will know what that feels like#hopefully you wont at least#i just happen to#its like a weird buzzing just under your skin that doesnt exactly hurt but doesnt exactly not hurt either#it would be like the pain of a constantly tightened muscle- not painful at first but like strenuous to endure ?#and thdn painful if it stays like that or gets worse#i feel like im not allowed to say i had a seizure because i cant go to doctors about it so i cant get diagnosed >_<#but the thing is not bei g diagnosed isnt gonna stop me from having them#yay denial /j#im hoping theyre just dissociative seizures because god i cannot deal with epilepsy on top of everything else rn#and also because i cant see doctors right now sooo#god im exhausted and scared but i feel like those words dont even measure up to how im doing right now#i dont know. im just enduring#thats all i can really do i think#but i hope i dont have to much longer...
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Two years later and on the other side of major depressive disorder, I don't remember ever crying for maandag 11:03 like I did today.
#like don't get ne wrong I've cried a lot like A LOT watching Sobbe.. an insane unhealthy amount even#over the littlest of things but#not over maandag 11:03 as far as I can remember#Sander breaking down.. his broken cries in Robbe's arms and I couldn't hold my tears anymore#somehow I relate to Sander much more much much more than I went on the hiatus and it's funny because I already related to Sander more#than Robbe before as well#I just felt what he must feel on a very deep and personal level... to think he can never be loved or be treated normally again to always#feel like a victim of his illness a shadow that's lurking always and can anytime overshadow what little happiness or normalcy he tries to#reach and then have someone to tell you it's okay I'm here you're safe you're good we can and we will get through this together ...#to feel anchored and not like you'd fly off any time to have the stability of a loving caring person even through the worst of times when#you hate yourself#oooffff#a crying mess it made me#the way Sander trying to be strong otherwise but breaks down as soon as he realises Robbe really loves him he's really staying ...#not the cruelty it's the tenderness that makes you break down#just how horrible Britt must have been to him nobody deserves that shit#wtfock#don't know if I want to tag this but I'm keeping travk of my posts this way so anyway tag is bereft of people of sorts
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Making myself sad thinking about ghost maria......
#ramblings#bc like. she's barely even herself anymore#her memories and her mind have rotted away like a corpse. she clings onto what little is left but that's fading away too#really the one thing still tying her to reality is shadow#she doesn't want to leave him but she doesn't fully know why#she's almost completely unaware of her situation. existance feels like a fleeting dream and every day it makes less and less sense#and shadow. shadow doesn't even know she's there#he can't hear her whispers when she tries to call out to him#he can't feel when she strokes his fur while he sleeps#he can't see her get excited whenever he does something cool#she's dead. still lives on in spirit and in his memory but there's still a disconnect. they cannot interact with each other#and even if they could. would it be as happy of a reunion as you'd think it'd be?#like i said. maria is barely herself. just an image based on a decaying memory#she can barely speak. she doesn't remember how#it's painful whether they can actually interact or not. but not interacting may be the least painful#AUGH i'm so fucking emo about this i'm gonna cry#i fucking love tragedy can you tell
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