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made an appointment for a psych evaluation today so I can go on T eventually :)) where I live u need 3 different evaluations before receiving HRT so it's only a small step but it's something !!
#I'm very nervous!!#but excited also#can this be tagged as trans joy?#I think so#trans joy#personal stuff
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"can I be [x gender] if I..." "can I still call myself [x term] if..." yes. yes. if you like the term then use it. do whatever you want forever. labels are just little words we use to categorize our infinitely complex existential experiences on this floating rock !! no two people who use the same label are going to experience it the same way and that's the beauty of it !! use "contradictory" labels, use labels that don't make sense to anyone, change your label every day or not at all, explore anything and everything, use no labels at all or every label under the sun, confuse people or correct them or let them assume things rather than explaining, I promise nothing other people think about your identity is worth your happiness !!
#ofc there are some situations where this does not apply (ex: terms connected to a specific culture or race such as 2 spirit)#but in general people need to be more chill about labels#lesbian#nonbinary#bigender#lgbtq+#gay#trans#multigender#trans joy#asexual#aromantic#bisexual#queer#demiboy#demigirl#2 spirit#pansexual#demisexual#too tired to tag all the genders and sexualities and other things i can think of but yeah
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Got my first ever pair of tefillin today and I’ve never felt so affirmed in my life. Being a trans Jewish guy is interesting cause I’m not affirmed by the “normal” goyisch things like sex, working out, ect; I’m affirmed when o wear my kippah, I’m affirmed when I put on tefillin, I’m affirmed when I follow the male commandments. I love it.
Not to sound too intense, but this is the best thing I've read all day.
I really, really relate with you on this, anon. I don't (yet!) wrap or own tefillin, but I feel so so much more affirmed in jewish masculinity and manhood than I did in goyisch ones. It's hard to explain, but I feel right when my manhood is seen jewishly. There is absolutely a conversation we can have about gender and commandments and how we interact and interpret them, but I will admit... It feels good as a trans man to wear my kippah and feel at home rather than vaguely in place in the world.
Anon, I hope you had a wonderful shabbos. I am so honored that you came to share this jewish joy here, that you are happy. It's so amazing, and I can't wait to follow in your footsteps considering I have a lot left to do
#ask#jumblr#jewish joy#jewish positivity#trans jews#personal thoughts tag#and to clarify that i don't wrap or own tefillin just because i am not *quite* jewish yet#i am closer to being jewish than i am to not but i'm not comfortable with that yet#ANYWAY. can we hype up anon please <3
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on a happier note from my last post, i'm getting a new binder!!!1 THAT'LL ACTUALLY FIT!!!!!!!!!!
i drew this in class today excuse the shitty coloring, i stole my teacher's limited coloring supplies
i added my wings :3
#transmasc#trans pride#trans#trans joy#ftm#trans art#all the trans tags istg#having a great trans time#not rly but we can pretend
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🇬🇧 Here’s one of my enby merpeople I painted with watercolours for a trans rights charity zine earlier this year. I hope you’ll like it! :D Man, it’s hard to come back. I’ve always struggled getting my work seen before trying Instagram, and tumblr is where I’m feeling it most keenly! I’m clearly doing some things wrong. 🤔 I have to figure this out! ~~~~~~~~~ 🇫🇷 Voici une de mes sirène enby peinte à l’aquarelle pour un zine caritatif soutenant les personnes trans, plus tôt cette année. J’espère que vous l’aimerez ! :D Eh beh, c’est dur de revenir. Mon travail a toujours eu du mal en ligne avant Instagram, et je le sens tout particulièrement sur tumblr ! Il y a des choses à revoir. 🤔 Je vais plancher là-dessus !
#mermaid#watercolor#traditional art#merfolk#nonbinary#sea creatures#aquarelle#tentacles#fish person#trans rights#tentacles are an absolute joy to paint#any wiggly line can become a tentacle#my watercolours and ink tag
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note to self: you do not like social media
this was my final post on my (short-lived) art insta. i just can't with that fucking app. as a high masking autistic person, video/image-based apps like instagram and tiktok just reinforce that whole "Life Is A Constant Performance" thing that already consumes every moment of my waking life. (for me, personally. obvs if you find value in social media, do what u want forever, ily, live ur best life.)
i recognize that many artists (and particularly marginalized creators) often have to use social media to grow their business and increase their chances of earning income. and, as someone with friends and family spread all around the world, it can be the best way to keep in touch with people i care about. but being active, especially as an artist, on any "social" app (besides tumblr... if you can call tumblr a social app) is just not a tradeoff that i can personally sustain.
so,, if i make art i feel is worth sharing, it'll be here from now on. and, y'know, redbubble. because i'm a brokeass bitch. (wanna buy a sticker to support a queer/trans/AuDHD artist? [see all my sticker designs here!])
#social media#art#word art#glitch art#autistic artist#adhd artist#neurodivergent artist#queer artist#trans artist#nonbinary artist#aight im done#see at least on tumblr the only 'marketing' u gotta do if ur sharing ur art is like. drop a few tags at the end of the post#instagram has a whole Algorithm Bullshit thing that just. sucks all the joy from sharing my art.#i still hate linking to my redbubble and stuff on here but like#how the fuck else do you say 'hey if you like any of my designs pls consider supporting me <3'#i can barely manage working 12 hours a week rn. i dont have the luxury of not promoting myself at ALL#that awkward moment when u kEEP FORGETTING UR DISABLED. (internalized ableism. it's internalized ableism.)#anyway i'm dooooooneeeeee#my art#my posts
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I need to think out loud - feel free to ignore
#I really want to quit the event for trans day of visibility#I just don't see what I can give to the conversation#and I haven't for a while now#there is already a person that does all the posters#when I did the budget it was all wrong#half the ideas I've come up with has been having big holes#and honestly I don't think that comfortable in the group#I feel like I am back at school or university being put in a group for a project that I cannot pull out of because it will affect my grade#or the rest of the group's performance#but there's no grades#there is a performance of sort being the event#and that could still be great#but I don't feel like I have the spoons or the experience for this#I am just smiling (barely) and nodding along#yet a part of me are also scared of dropping out now#there is not a lot of time left#and so it wouldn't be fair on the other people to ditch this last minute#but would it be more fair to let me just tag along not doing anything of value?#and I should probably decide soon since we are getting closer#it is this big dark cloud over my thought rn#I am trying to concentrate on my drawing challenge yet I don't have any joy in it#because all my thoughts go to this event#I don't know what to do#I really don't want to do this#but I did say yes#and I hate tapping out and be seen as untrustworthy as well#micahs thoughts
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Me after saying DID doesn't affect me too bad as if it doesn't make me completely unable to feel any excitement and joy for reaching the most important goals
#rea's rambling#rea's dumbfuck posts#started t and im feeling nothing. ive been waiting 6 years for this. i feel nothing#i see people crying in joy when they start t and i cant even remember if i put it on that morning or not#im js. numb#im tired#i got top surgery and i feel nothing#i havent felt gender euphoria in years. i dont think i ever felt it#i want to be like other trans guys but i dont have a personality and can only match other people's energies so of nobody is euphoric for me#then i cant be either.#i hate myself why cant i be normal for once#rant in tags#vent in tags#did#did system#dissociative identity disorder#cdd system#complex dissociative disorder#ftm system#trans system
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*logs into tumblr and my notifs are absolutely nuked* oh what the fuck *the shirt is getting notes again* oh okay lol real
#did not expect it to get traction but like. i posted Zany Shirt on the Zany Trans Fashion Site so i reap what i sow lol#also the tags on it continue 2 deliver i do read them#fav so far is dude who said “i’m bringing you (op) home for the night just so i can steal this”#i mean if that’s what it takes for me to get some…. (JOKE)#sparks speaks#i did also appreciate the dude who was high and was like “this is what life is abt. people experiencing joy and sharing it with others”#bc yeah 100% unironically you’re right#anyways only post over 1k notes that has not brought me any kind of misery. win
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okay, i just watched 3 episodes of utena and my interested has been readily piqued. i'd stay up and watch more if it wasn't almost 4am.
#i actually know some of the spoilers for the series thanks to watching jesuotaku's videos back in the day#but i'm still just as interested in seeing how things play out exactly i can't wait to watch more#( and yeah i definitely wanna do a summoning of the sword of dios redraw with kieflo at some point )#btw it was such a pleasant surprise to find out that jesuotaku is a trans man it's cool to see that ppl i admired as a kid are like me too#on the other hand it's really sad to know that years of targeted harassment has stifled his creative drive...#i really wish him the best he was such a core part of my experience as a young anime fan and i still think about his videos a lot#he's on bluesky so i gave him a follow i hope he can find joy in creating again i'd love to see that happen for him#i didn't mean to go on a random tangent in the tags oops#i need to go to bed aaaa#mj.txt
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(about to say a negative thing but thinks about the beauty instead) I love seeing the quick peak into everyone else's lives thatre visible from a waiting room .. reunions thatve been a long time coming . routine procedures .. other people who are here to support their family after getting surgery done . warms my heart :)!!
#(in the tags) but fuck this lady whos made it her mission to keep leering at me cus im wearing a mask . or for being visibly gay who can say#but in the tags MORE BEAUTY . awesome seeing another trans person who works in the medical field :D the pure joy me vinz and her felt in#that moment !!!#does a bear blog in the woods
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im crying again
trans joy is so fucking beautiful
#text post#the warmness i feel in my heart when i see trans people thriving#nothing will ever beat the pure happiness on those folks faces#the way they stare into the mirror in awe of themselves#the way t4t couples can share that happiness for one another#the way trans people empower each other#im amazed that joy like this can still exist even when the worlds at our throats#trans people are lovely#the queer community is lovely#i love being apart of it so much#i have never felt so loved#<33#waaaah#masons talking in the tags again
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"egg prices rising gave a huge profit boost to corperations" "cans of vegetables all over $1" "cans of beans all over $1" "produce prices skyrocket" "corporations profits rising" "minimum wage stagnant" "rent increase" "tip your landlord" "gas increase in price causes record profits" I am about to commit a crime do fucking henious.
#i belive all coprmerations and millionares should be shot in da head since nobody wanna ban guns and you wanna blame trans people#fir commiting perhaps three out if THOUSANDS of shootings#you want to control what we can and cant do with the media us government? you want to criminalize medical care for my body?#i hope you all die horrible deaths. i hope you are torn apart by crows. i hope mice eat your eyes.#i sm filled with love and hope for community and humanity but these people? they are no longer human and we should kill them#violence mention i guess if youre scared but everyhting i say stands im so fucking sick of it here im so mad life gets harder and harde#i cant save fucking money. well maybe i could if i never did anything fun again. jesus christ cant life have fucking meaning?? joy???#if you see some bitch talking about hating trans people or being pro gun just know that deep in my heart#i want them dead.#not your grandpa or mom whos mind is being pousoned because i belive some people are capable of chnage maybe some day#but those profiting? oh yeah kill them.#long tags but im so filled with rage. whats the point of having representatives who dont fu king represent their people#only their own motives? die!!!!!
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Writing really is sacred, huh.
#i whine and i bitch about tradpub and the unending fight to get a little gold medal pinned to my lapel that says 'this bastard did it!'#but at the end of the day i just feel a great sense of joy that i can sit and tell a story.#i often talk to my therapist about how intimate it is for me to just create. how i don't think i'd've survived my youth without it.#seanan's thread sparked the realization that yeah. fic built me from a very young age.#fic was really there going 'i think there's something you need to learn about yourself' and it only took me until my 30s#to realize why my 'avatars' were always male despite my anger towards the male dominated industry.#these past three years in which i finally embraced telling original stories have been amusing#because himi looked at me and said 'well all your protags are trans guys so' to which i was genuinely shocked#because i hadn't even realized it.#i have a lot of complex feelings about MY gender on the daily and while i'm still not there#i am elated that writing has been the vehicle to get me by since i was 8.#etc etc i have a lot of thoughts and feelings and to say i love writing feels reductive.#text tag.
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[id: the first image is a reply by @.demilypyro that reads: That doesnt sound very cis
the second image is a reply by @.homosexualmorelikehomiesexual that reads: respectfully adding to this in agreement with op: i think its true that no, it DOESNT sound very cis, but thats bc according to the very same gender system that sucks so much, anyone who disagrees or complains about it is Other, and i think thats......part of the exact problem op is talking abt..? so yeh idk. speaking as a trans person myself- op youre valid youre right and you should say it i support you go cis boy go
#this is what i call cis+ #youre cis but youve seen the void. the truth. and then you pulled back and went Ok Got It. Keeping My Gender Though #which i think is just as respectable. like amen #consciously opting into your assigned gender when you know you don’t actually have to..... #thats cis plus. cis prime. cis upgraded. you feel? /end]
I’m a cis man sure but i also wanna opt out of the gender binary. None of that shit is my fault or my responsibility and i don’t want any part of it
#text#lgbtag#may actually add something to the post eventually but it's late so just putting some thoughts in the tags#saying this as a trans genderfuck person . it's incredibly reductive to tell anyone who questions the gender binary or desires to break it-#-down that they Have to be trans to do so#you see it a lot with gnc cis people but tbh . applies to even gender conforming cis people and even non-queer cis people !#because in doing so you reinforce that trans people are Magically Different than cis people and that we're the only people who want to-#-question and break down the gender binary#but like . if you want to acknowledge that the gender binary is made up & people have complex relationships with it that fall outside of-#-the socially dictated binary & that ''man'' and ''woman'' are socially created categories not based in biology#and that there's no concrete definition of what a man or a woman or someone who's both or neither and etc beyond personal identity and-#-social category / cis-enforced societal roles#... you also have to realize that some people will break down the concept of the binary and recognize all of that . and still identify with-#-their assigned gender and be cis#expecting anyone who breaks down and rejects the gender binary to automatically also be trans not only cuts us off from cis allies who want-#-to help trans acceptance and break down those social structures#but also ignores intersectional groups who have complicated experiences with gender based on those identities while being cis!#(ex as a white person with privilege i don't feel confident speaking on it on my own but reading about black perspectives on gender and how-#-black women especially have historically been treated by largely white feminist movements how black women are degendered how the sex-#-binary has been leveraged in a racist & eugenics-based way etc imo is really important for breaking down the gender binary even when it's-#-discussing specifically cis people. bc discussions on marginalization are never in a vacuum)#and there are plenty of people Esp queer people who may not solidly fit in a cis or trans box esp when it comes to gnc people!#ex the amount of butch lesbians and fem/me gay men whose connection to womanhood or manhood is through being a lesbian/gay man#but who have more complex relationships with their gender and expression than Just womanhood or manhood#idk long rant and none of this is to say that there's a Cisphobic Trans Agenda to Force Poor Cis People to be trans bc a woman likes suits-#-or a man thinks the gender binary sucks#just . again as a trans person who experiences a lot of joy from my relationship to gender and being trans#i love seeing cis people who can find joy in their gender through breaking down the binary!#gender is complicated and i think accepting it as something Anyone can have a complex relationship . cis or trans . is a big part of-#-accepting that gender is a social construct and not a biological fact
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FUCKING infuriating how people will ""correct"" others unprompted under john egb*rt posts like "her names june actually!!" and then turn around and not acknowledge transmasc roxy at. all. im gonna fucking tear my face off LMFAO
#toka talks#i hate it here im gonna fucking explode#god forbid you stay in your fucking lane and be happy with your own headcanons am i right#and these same gender police dont even fucking!!! care about he/him roxy HELLOOO HELLO. HI? WHERE AM I#im losing my mind#the whole june thing just hurts even more with john being a comfort character for like. half my childhood#particularly in terms of being an egg.#i id'd with him a lot nd he just brought me a lot of joy and comfort!! and gender envy from the perspective of a sad teenager!! like#“wow i wanna be him so bad! dont know why. lets not interrogate that. anyways. john :)”#just to have him be so close to my heart and one of several stepping stones that brought me to realizing im trans#only for some assholes to whom none of that matters try to play cops#jesus christ its so fucking bleak#at least i can say im not engaged with hs that much anymore but it still boils my blood#vent#should probably tag that. a lot of yelling going on
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