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*slaps hood of jagertitty* this bad boy can fit so much christian symbolism into it
#npmd#nerdy prudes must die#max jagerman#grace chasity#jagertitty#like. i have made some posts but i can get more extensive#you're looking at the girl who based most of her henry iv analysis on religious allusion#discounting what i've already done (and i may make a post on this one): max's death#like yeah he comes back (like who else i wonder)#but the way in which he dies#Jesus knows what's coming and his last words are 'Father forgive them for they do not know what they are doing'#max is doubly caught off-guard (once by the skele'on and once by actually dying)#and vows revenge with his dying breath specifically directed towards his attackers#this shows blah blah blah blah blah
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Let the poor man rest.
#also no he doesn't want to experience life as a normal person. no he wouldn't sacrifice his powers to live again.#he LOVED being powerful. he was very proud of his powers. he was at the top of the world. what he disliked was being so lonely at the top.#which having reunited with Geto now he is not.#and he wanted to keep the next generation safe due to his past regrets and teach a generation of kids to be at the top together.#and he wanted to get rid of the corrupt higher-ups and reform the Jujutsu society.#and he did all of that. Yuta and Yuuji are both alive and safe and the kids are all reunited with each other stronger than ever#and the higher-ups are d**d.#Gojo obviously wouldn't hate to keep living. he clearly didn't expect to lose and die. but as he himself confirmed#he died doing what he loved. he went out the way he wanted. he went out with a bang. he had the best fight of his life and gave it his all.#as he said 'he had fun'. he said it would have been embarrassing if he died of old age or sickness.#and now that he's gone he's happy with his friends and especially Geto. he found peace.#He said it himself 'Now i'm wishing that it's not just a dream'.#also for those of you who say that Geto & Gojo wouldn't be together because one would go to hell and one to heaven... no. just no.#first of all. Gojo did a mass m*r*** before his death#second of all. they're Buddhists. they don't have heaven and hell. don't bring Abrahamic religions into everything.#and you'd be surprised by the excuses the Abrahamic religions find to not let people in heaven.#probably Gojo wouldn't go to heaven even if he didn't kill the higher-ups due to...idk... occasionaly doing pranks or sth.#but Gege apparently created a whole other afterlife of his own. and Toji Geto Gojo Nanami and everyone were all gathered there together.#you SAW that. so stop.#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#jjk gojo#gege akutami#my two cents#satosugu
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Not beating the allegations.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#jiang cheng#su she#lan qiren#(I oscillated between writing a funny or a serious final comic for season 2 so hard I did both. Enjoy the funny bonus!)#Woah hey! Two characters we have not seen in a long time!#Su She hasn't been seen in 100 comics! Unfortunately LWJ has a taste for his blood. He has only moments left to live.#I honestly thought LQR died (adaption memory blur) and I did *not* expect him to show up here.#That said it does act as a way more personal blow to LWJ's reputation for LQR to be there.#By staying on WWX's side he's not only throwing his reputation to the wind but also facing familial judgment.#It hits so much harder when the choice isn't an easy one to make.#Choosing to stand at someone's side when they *have* actually messed up - when they do have faults and flaws - that's love.#Love is hard work! Love is not low maintenance and good days every day.#Love is being able to say 'I am choosing to bear your weight when things are heavy.' Love is doing that reciprocally.#Which is 100% a real life lesson I am passing on#And also a plea for why it is so important we give credit to WWX's atrocities.#He *did* do some of that shit. He isn't fully innocent and it gives LWJ's choice so much more weight.
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Please, if you can, take a moment to read and share this because I feel like I'm screaming underwater.
NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder) stigma is rampant right now, and seems to be getting progressively worse. Everyone is using it as a buzzword in the worst ways possible, spreading misinformation and hatred against a real disorder.
I could go on a long time about how this happened, why it's factually incorrect (and what the disorder actually IS), why it's harmful, and the changes I'd like to see. But to keep this concise, I'll simply link to a few posts under the cut for further reading.
The point of this post is a plea. Please help stop the spread of stigma. Even in mental health communities, even around others with personality disorders, in neurodivergent "safe" spaces, other communities I thought people would be supportive in (e.g. trans support groups, progressive spaces in general), it keeps coming up. So I'm willing to bet that a lot of people on this site need to see this.
Because it's so hard to exist in this world.
My disorder already makes me feel as if I'm worthless and unlovable, like there's something inherently wrong and damaged about me. And it's so much harder to fight that and heal when my daily life consists of:
Laughing and spending time with my friends, doing my utmost best to connect and stay present and focused on them, trying to let my guards down and be real and believe I'm lovable- when suddenly they throw out the word "narcissist" to describe horrible people or someone they hate, or the conversation turns to how evil "people with narcissistic personality disorder" are. (Seriously, you don't know which of your friends might have NPD and feels like shit when you say those things & now knows that you'd hate them if you knew.)
Trying to look up "mental health positivity for people with npd", "mental health positivity cluster bs", only to find a) none of that, and b) more of the same old vile shit that makes me feel terrible about myself.
Having a hard time (which is constant at this point) and trying to look up resources for myself, only to again, find the same stigma. And no resources.
Not having any clue how to help myself, because even the mental health field is spitting so much vitriol at people with DISORDERS (who they're supposed to be helping!) that there's no solid research or therapy programs for people like me.
Losing close friends when they find out, despite us having had a good relationship before, and them KNOWING me and knowing that I'm not like the trending image of pwNPD. Because now they only see me through the lens of stigma and misinformation.
Hearing the same stigma come up literally wherever I go. Clubs. Meetings. Any online space. At the bus stop. At the mall. At a restaurant. At work. Buzzword of the year that everyone loooves loudly throwing around with their friends or over the phone. Feels awesome for me, makes my day so much better/s
I could go on for a long time, but I'm scared no one will read/rb this if it gets too much longer.
So please. Stop using the word "narcissist" as a synonym for "abusive".
Stop bringing up people you hate who you believe to have NPD because of a stigmatizing article full of misinformation whenever someone with actual NPD opens their mouth. (Imagine if people did that with any other disorder! "Hey, I'm autistic." "Oh... my old roommate screamed at me whenever I made noise around him, and didn't understand my needs, which seems like sensory overload and difficulty with social cues. He was definitely autistic. But as long as you're self-aware and always restraining your innate desire to be an abusive asshole, you're okay I guess, maybe." ...See how offensive and ignorant that is?)
Stop preventing healthcare for people with a disorder just because it's trendy to use us as a scapegoat.
If you got this far, thank you for reading, and please share this if you can. Further reading is under the cut.
NPD Criteria, re-written by someone who actually has NPD
Stigma in the DSM
Common perception of the DSM criteria vs how someone may actually experience them (Keep in mind that this is the way I personally experience these symptoms, and that presentation can vary a lot between individuals)
"Idk, the stigma is right though, because I've known a lot of people with NPD who are jerks, so I'm going to continue to support the blockage of treatment for this condition."
(All of these were written by me, because I didn't want to link to other folks' posts without permission, but if you want to add your own links in reblogs or replies please feel free <3)
#actuallynpd#signal boost#actuallyautistic#mental health awareness#narcissistic personality disorder#people also need to realize that mental health professionals aren't immune from bias#(it really shouldn't come as a shock that the mental health field has a longstanding pattern of misunderstanding and mistreating ppl who ar#mentally ill or otherwise ND)#the first therapist i brought up NPD to like. literally pulled out the DSM bc she could barely remember the criteria. then said that there'#no way I have it because I have low self-esteem lmaoooooo#anyway throwback to being at work and chatting with a co-worker. and the conversation turning to mental health. and him saying that#he tries to stay informed and be aware and supportive of mental health conditions & that he doesn't want to be ignorant or spread harmful#misinformation. and then i mentioned that i do a lot of research into mental health stuff and i listed a bunch of things. which included#several personality disorders. one of which was NPD.#and after listening to my whole ass list he zeroed in on the NPD and immediately started talking about how narcissists are abusive and#he knew someone who had NPD and how the person who had it had an addiction and died from the addiction in a horrible way and he#was glad he did#fun times#or when i decided to be vulnerable and talk abt my self-criticism/self-hatred bc i knew my friends also struggled w that and i wanted to#support them by sharing my own coping methods. and they both(separately!) started picking and prodding at my npd through the lens of stigma#bc i'd recently opened up to them abt having it. they recognized self-hatred as a symptom and still jumped on me for it. despite me#trying to share hurt vulnerable parts of myself to help them and connect with them.#again..... fun times
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#dnd art#dnd character#ocs#dungeons and dragons#drow#elf#dandelion treehollow#status: currently fatally cursed#and worried about how his friends will fare without him#he's the face! he's good with words! he can look like anyone with his magic and can get them out of trouble!#also he's willing to do shadier stuff to do it!#if he dies will they be okay?? HOW WILL HE KNOW???#(i think he'll be alright but who knows)#his arm is ROTTING!!!#time to summon his evil book back that he's pretty sure has a connection his evil mom but you know what#desperate times#as far as he's concerned his mom wouldn't let him die... right?#also lowkey stressed about this fatal curse being broken but uhhhh.... maybe a different curse he has also being broken which.... uuuhhhhh.#UUUHHHHHHH....#anyway we play this weekend i'll keep yall posted#pray for dandelion#ravelers#PRAY FOR DANDELION!!!#also what a humiliating way to die. punched by a mummy.#actually with his mommy problems this new mummy problem is kinda funny i take it back
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have you ever seen two people more married in your entire life. please
#doctor who#twelveclara#so much to unpack here.#first of all the banter. just kill me.#the fact that he's helping her students on a regular basis. the intertwining of their lives to a dangerous degree#the fact that he jokes about their season 8 breakup as if that's something they joke about#the hug. THE HUG.#suggesting that physical touch is something they Do now#him admitting he missed her. not a huge deal but meaningful To Me.#the doctor who classic 'im never leaving you!' <- dies 1-3 episodes later. which will never get old#can we return to the hug one more time. insert joke about how i know he takes it from behind. and so on and so forth.#and last but not least the way he looks at her. man. stares off into the distance forever#i always forget about this little moment but it really is such a beautiful one
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âIt kinda feels personal.â | for @catws-anniversary âĄ
#happy day 2 of catws anniversary weekđ¤ catws on đ#catws10#steve rogers#steverogersedit#brock rumlow#brockrumlowedit#marveledit#marvelgifs#mcuedit#mcuchallenge#capedit#dailymarvelgifs#mcufam#marveladdicts#marvellegends#rumrogers#shieldbones#gif*#edit*#*#for a few seconds when rumlow calls him 'big guy' steve literally isn't even poised like he's about to fight#his hackles are up but his arms are down at his sides like he honestly thinks rumlow is going to say something to him worth hearing#that breaks my heart because he must have thought rumlow was his friend or at least that they were on the same team#come to find out rumlow is the enemy steve already died fighting once and now he tells him to his face it isn't personal#like?? isn't it??#'it kinda feels personal' is such a badass line especially the way chris delivered it but đ#tbh i believe that rumlow believes it isn't personal as in they have to get rid of captain america which is ideological not personal#when rollins asked if steve wore a parachute the way rumlow said 'no he wasn't' makes me think he was actually fond of him#but in a 'if only you were hydra' way
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i am a firm believer that Nico either got his ears pierced by Thalia with a hot unbent safety pin or at a random mall with a piercing gun when he was 10. there is no way he went about getting his ears pierced in any normal, safe manner. dude went to Claires. these are the only options.
#pjo#riordanverse#nico di angelo#the only other one i will accept is like ''Nico got Will to pierce his ears safely'' but that's LAME#let Nico be vaguely irresponsible and have stuff happen not involving his boyfriend#< more cleaning out my drafts#i just find these options funny. particularly the phrase ''nico went to claires''#my other alternative is Nico found a rogue demigod with a piercing gun and that was how he got his piercings done. still at age 10#no matter which way you swing it he didnt get them done properly and probably narrowly avoided disaster#demigods being irresponsible is very important to me. like yeah no theyre teens let them be a little dumb
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Epic the musical side story where Hades and Persephone get really invested in the story during The underworld saga, sorta small talk about the strange man for the next couple of years, and then freak the fuck out in the audience during god games when they find out not only is the guy still alive, heâs managed to piss off like half the pantheon
Just
âHey babe?â
âYeah Perse?â
âThereâs like, a bunch of mortals hereâ
âMortals? What, how?â
âIdk, theyâre like, on some shipâ
âHuh. Should I call Thanatos, have him take care of it, or should we just wait it outâ
âCall Thanatos, best to rid the garden of any pests before they manage to kill your flowersâ
âPfft, alright. Iâll be right backâ
âOkay- wait. A bunch of the dead are singing to himâ
âWhat?â
âYeah like a bunch. Who are they?â
âUhh, most of them drowned, a few killed by a cyclops. One broke his neck?â
âTheyâre singing about a cyclops, about how he let one live or somethingâ
âProbably one of Poseidons. Should I still call Thanatos?â
âNo wait, I wanna see where this goes.â
âAlright.â
âAn infant, what infant?â
âMaybe the cyclops?â
âOH NEW GUY! He seems important!â
âAlso a cyclops victim. They seem close, what do you think friend or lover?â
âTheyâre Greek, itâs probably bothâ
âI donât know how he managed it, but this guy brought down like, the entire vibe of the entire underworld. That shouldnât be possibleâ
âYeah. Oh whoâs this lady now?â
âSuicide by drowning. Not sure. Maybe a relativeâ
âYeah may-THATS HIS MOMâ
âOH MY GODS. OH HE DIDNT KNOW OH LORDâ
âHooooooly fuck, what a way to find outâ
ââHere in the underworld the past is always close behindâ. Think we should make that a slogan?â
âThen weâd have to credit him and stuff thoâ
âYeahhhh. Well, seems like this guy is sticking around for a few hours. Should I grab some popcorn?â
âYeah Iâll grab the fainting couchesâ
~~~
âOkay whatâs happening now?â
âHe just stated speaking to Tiresiasâ
âTiresias? He went all the way to the underworld to speak with a prophet?â
âWell he is quite goodâ
âWait did Tiresias just reject him?â
âI think so? Oh wait predictionsâ
âPast romance, sacrifice, betrayal, and some final battle? Who the fuck is this guy?â
âDunno, but heâs not going home thatâs for sureâ
âPalace? He must be a king of some kind thenâ
âDo we know the names of any mortal kingsâ
âNope, so that didnât help at-wait his wife is doing whatâ
âOhhh, that must be rough, hearing it from a prophetâ
âOkay this chanting is getting intense. I think I heard the word Scyllaâ
âI heard lightning boltâ
âThat doesnât bode wellâ
~~~
âHeâs just, sitting thereâ
âIs he done? Should we-oh. No okay new song, letâs see whatâs going onâ
âMan this guy has it rough. Should we like, do something?â
âI mean, Iâm not really the âbless the mortalsâ type of god. I mean I let a guy borrow my helm once, and I havenât seen it since. I should probably check up on that actuallyâ
âYeahhh. They killed a friend of the cyclops?â
âThat explains all the cyclops victimsâ
ââWitch turn men to pigsâ, you think thatâs Circe?â
âSounds like he-WHAT WAS THAT THIRD ONEâ
âYou donât think-?â
ââGod comes down and makes a fleet drownâ, I am most definitely sure!â
âDamn. Wait wooden horse? Oh, I know who this guy is!â
âReally?â
âYeah heâs one of Athenas warriors! Ody something. Odyssen? Odyssa? Whatever, I remember the horse thing was a big deal when it happened, Ares was pissed, Hermes spread the word to all of mount Olympusâ
âOne of Athenas eh? Interesting. Oh yeah, the god was definitely Poseidonâ
âHow are you sure?â
âThat line he just sung, âRuthlessness is mercy upon ourselvesâ, Posy is always fucking saying that crapâ
â500 men? Damnâ
âPenelope, presumably the wife. Donât know about the other guy thoâ
âEither a son, brother, or lover. Or maybe just a friend I dunnoâ
âAnother infant? What the fuck is wrong with this guy, pulling a fucking Heraâ
âGotta appreciate the determination of himâ
âYeah, but I think weâll see him here again soon. If heâs pissed of Poseidon, and soon to be Zeus if Tiresias is to be believed, I donât think heâll get much further when he gets out of hereâ
âSo we are letting him goâ
âYeah. Partly because I want to see what happens next. When he gets here weâll ask him to tell the full story, from beginning to endâ
âAlrighty thenâ
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âI swear if I get dragged out of the underworld for one of Zeusâ little games one more time this year I might actually start a warâ
âMum keeps staring at meâŚfuck sheâs probably gonna try and talk after this, fuck meeeeeeâ
âWe can escape in the middle of it, no one will knowâ
âOh sheâll know. Do you know what this is about like, at all?â
âNo, but I think Hermes might launch into the fourth dimension if he keeps vibrating like that in his seatâ
âYeeshâ
âHmm, odd. I donât see Posy anywhereâ
âMaybe heâs competing?â
âNah, he always declines when Zeus asks, he hates itâ
âWhy were you not invited?â
âDunno, probably has nothing to do with meâ
âOh itâs starting, itâs startingâ
âAthenaâs challenging eh? Interestingâ
âWould love to know what any of this is aboutâ
âMortal lover? Demi-god child? Those are the usual subjectâ
âYeah but thatâs not Athenas thing. Probably something to do with one of her âwarriorsâ or whateverâ
âApollo, of course. Always has to be apart of these thingsâ
âThe drama queenâ
âTrulyâ
âHephasteus and Aphrodite? Thatâs a little awkwardâ
âWeird lineup so far- fucking Ares? Yeah shes not winning this one, sibling spite is stronger than any argument she can giveâ
âWhy would all three of them be included. I can feel the tension from here. Iâm uncomfortableâ
âAnd Hera? Yeah no sheâs loosing for sure, Hera like not care less about any mortal, unless theyâve offended herâ
âShe might be convinced, just to spite Zeus?â
âThat just sounds unhealthy on so many levelsâ
âAlright letâs see what this is aboutâ
âHold up, Ody?â
âOh my gods. You thinking what Iâm thinking?â
âWell he was one of her warriors. Was he not?â
âI canât believe heâs still trying to get home. Itâs been like ten years, how the fuckâ
âWell, if he pissed off Poseidon then he probably has something to do with it, the pissy bastardâ
âKilled sirens. Why would you do that, so unnecessaryâ
âSacrifice??? What the fuck is this man up to????â
âDidnât we have a few Scylla sacrifices a few years back. Think that was him?â
âHoly shit we did. Yeah, Posy stays away from Scylla to the best of his ability, travelling in her domain to avoid him is not a bad ideaâ
ââPhro is mad that his mum died? Girl you are grasping at straws, even more than the previous twoâ
âHold up, why the fuck was I not invited?! He traveled through my domain, disturbed my souls, he even woke up Cerberus with his monster wailing, I should be apart of this!â
âI mean itâs a bit weakâ
âI have more grounds to be down there than fucking Apollo. Like sirens? Come on manâ
âOh âPhro refused huh? Only got two, thatâs kinda weak coming from Athena, she usually gets at least fourâ
âIs that cheating? Her quick thought thing. That cheating?â
âAre there any actual rules?â
âJust, try to win, I guessâ
âOh Ares turn. Wait she lost Aphrodite, this should be overâ
âI think this is more of a personal thing. Like I said, sibling spiteâ
âOh yeah, Scylla! Fuck this guy is getting aroundâ
âOh damn, that pissed her offâ
âGuessing that the guy other that Penelope, Telemewhatever was his child thenâ
âOh wait they yielded?? Huh, never thought that would happenâ
âAnd, Heras turnâ
âYeah like I said she does not give a fuck. But it was a good runâ
âYeah, keeping her four out of five streakâ
âWait what the fuck was thatâ
âShe- she actually yielded?â
âAnd for not cheating! Man I love this guy, I canât wait for him to dieâ
âOnly you babe. Wait holy fuck she won?â
âOh Zeus wonât like- oh, just like I said. Heâs pissedâ
âIs he gonna kill her?â
âIf he does Iâll just resurrect her probably. She deserves a better end, even if she is annoyingâ
âWell, should we go then?â
âYeah I have some paperwork to- do I hear boss music?â
âOH SHES STILL ALIVE!!â
âShe took a lightning bolt to the face and lived, holy fuck. Gotta respect itâ
âI think, sheâs actually convincing him? Never thought Iâd see the dayâ
âWell, sheâs his favourite child. I think if Ares tried something similar heâd just get struck by another lightning boltâ
âWell, that was fun. When I come back up for spring Iâll have to check with Hermes more about the details of whatâs live, actually going on with this Ody dudeâ
âYeah. Wanna stop for applebees before we head on down?â
âYeah, but letâs go now cause mum is heading like right for me and I donât wanna deal with that until another few monthsâ
This was dumb lol
#Including some headcanons of mine#1. The god games are a regular competition thing that Zeus holds#Thereâs always one challenger and five competitors (Most of which are very biased in some way)#Before Athena nobody has ever won#2. The reason Poseidon wasnât competing was because he doesnât like it#He wasnât in the audience either probably waiting for Ody to âGet in the waterââ#3. When Hades looks at a dead soul he can immediately tell how they died#Like a little chat box appears in his field of vision just giving him info about the dead person#4. Applebees have existed for thousands of years#epic#epic the musical#tagamemnon#Hades#persephone#odysseus#epic the underworld saga#epic the wisdom saga#I think Iâm funny
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Ghost Cora AU where heâs actually been following Law around ever since he died but nobody has been able to see him, so all heâs able to do is watch Law get hurt and suffer in silence. UNTIL, miraculously, the battle of Dressrosa ends, and for some strange reasonâthrough some supernatural bullshit or maybe just fateâone person is finally able to see him.
Law is sitting on the deck of the Yonta Maria watching everyone party when Luffy comes trotting over to him. And Luffy plops down beside him and says, âIâve been meaning to ask, Torao, but whoâs that really tall blonde guy with the funny makeup thatâs been following you around?â
And Lawâs just like
#Meanwhile Cora is absolutely THRILLED. LMAO#Eventually Zoro calls Perona over and since her devil fruit power deals with ghosts. She makes it so that Law can see Cora too#(And by some bs heâll probably be brought back to life somehow idk)#One Piece#Trafalgar Law#Donquixote Rosinante#Cora#Corazon#Luffy#Law: Ha. Haha.#Law: Youâre shitting me right.#Luffy: ??? What? No?#Cora: LAWWWWWW đđđ#Luffy: Heâs crying your name this guy CLEARLY knows you Torao#Law; having a mental breakdown: Uh. Uh-huh???#Shima speaks#Sorry Iâm coping. Iâm coping really hard rn#Actually. I feel like I was more upset about Coraâs death than Aceâs. WHICH LIKE. YOUâD THINK IT WOULD BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND BUT#Iâm very. Very weak for the unsuspecting father figure who dies trope#(Sideeyes Tony and Harry (who didnât even die anyway but it was still Traumatic for Eggsy to watch))#COUGHS
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sorry but do you ever think about the fact that the bernard we have today is a direct amalgamation of everything that happened in his past and i know that sound like such an obvious statement to say but it actually kills me to know that you can draw a direct line from who he is today all the way back to that sixteen year old boy who watched his best friend bleed out. like it is the defining moment in his life. it fundamentally shaped who he is and the person he's become. he is the bernard we know and love not despite the grieves shooting but because of it. because the gangs all got together and shot up his school. because tim walked out of that room with nothing but a baseball bat. because his darla got shot. because he watched her gasp and cry as she died. because he watched the blood coagulate around the wound. because he sat there and held her hand as her life drained out of her. because he walked into school that day with a joke he knew would make her laugh and her nose would scrunch up and she'd snort a little and tim would roll his eyes at him and call him ridiculous and instead he walked out with a bloody white shirt, blood under his fingernails, and two friends less. because, even now, almost half a decade out from the shooting, he thinks that if he closes his eyes, he will always be that stupid, scared little sixteen year old, holding the cooling body of dead best friend.
#there is a direct throughline from the boy we meet in robin 121 all the way to man tim reconnects with in urban legends 4#like maybe you guys have other interpretations of it but to me this is *the* defining moment in his life#and that's not to say that he perpetually bound to this traumatic event but it impacted him sooo much that his life is now divided#before shooting and after shooting#like you cannot tell me him falling into the cult was just something that happened to him#it happened bc he was in such a bad place from watching his friend die and then on top of that he loses contact with tim!!!!#this is his canon event!!!!#if you took it away from him if you made it so that he never had to go through it#the bernard we would get would not be the same bernard we got in urb leg4 and tdr#does it not make you want to chew on drywall that to get to the bear we love he has watch his darla die first????#head in hands head in hands#and it wasnt like batman came immediately after darls died!!! iirc they had to wait a little before he came#which means!!!!! alll those kids but bear esp had to sit in that room with darls' dead body until batman came!!!!!#do you think he cried and held her hand until batman came??? do you think he begged her not to go??? or do you think he told her#stories and made promises of all the things they were gonna do after they got out??? do you think he put pressure on the wound and#watched as the blood soaked through the jacket they were using as a towel??? and when she finally passed do you think he bit his lip#clean through to stop himself from wailing? bc if he's too loud the gunmen will hear them and he cannot be the reason jay from#history dies#auuuugh i cant fucking do this anymore#bernard dowd#timbern#darla aquista#louis grieve trio
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"Both Oakes and Grainger have always done well when given the right material, and each has some terrifically frightening silent moments: an uncontrollable clenching of fists from Juan as he is exiled to Spain, a subtle grin from Lucrezia as she hears her brother's groans of pleasure shift to agony." â The A.V club
#who up thinking about how holly and david perfectly portrayed their dynamic? the way they flip flop from softness to antagonism is so slay#breaking my silence lulu and juan are my priority about the show which i'm sure my 2014 ceslu-pilled self would be beating my ass for this#and the most compelling part for me in their relationship is that juan knowing that he forever lost lu's respect made his insanity worse#because he realizes she'll never know how much he loves her and that she'll always think he's intentionally hurting her#but he's actually very in love with her yet he died while she still thinks he was trying to torment he so she was kinda happy when he died#juan x lucrezia#juan borgia#lucrezia borgia#the borgias#theborgiasedit#perioddramaedit#cinemapix#tvarchive#tvedit#periodedits#perioddramacentral#userstream#tvfilmsource#smallscreensource#by jen
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One thing that I always think about post-dungeon recovery Mithrun who got home is that people were probably used to talking about him while he was still in the room.
Misiril's squad used to that when he was still in their care. Questions towards him were quickly redirected to others when he wouldn't (couldn't) answer their questions -- where was the rest of his squad? what happened to the demon? how did he even end up like this? Asking or talking to Mithrun is a pointless effort. So they stopped doing that.
And Mithrun, he's gotten used to this set-up, not like he could bring himself to care.
When his caretakers and visiting family started doing it, he continued to be apathetic to them (although, the numbness from this large, gaping hole in his chest makes him think that he used to care).
The caretakers would do their duties, but behind his back, they would probably gossip about Mithrun's chances of recovery. Others think there is still hope, a lot of them think this is going to be permanent. Which is good, at least to their business, because Mithrun's brother pays a lot to make sure he is alive. And Mithrun...is not in the state to do that himself. They at least try to whisper when they're around Mithrun, keep their voices low or mention him under an alias or a codename. But Mithrun knows they are talking about him. He is the elephant in the room.
His visiting family is less nice. They take one look at him and weep -- not out of worry, or pity, or sadness -- but of shame. There is no way they can show him to others anymore, they bemoan. There is no way he can represent himself as a member of the House of Kerensil, they cry. He's just like his brother! And, once upon a time, that comment would've hurt Mithrun, a stab right into his heart. But all he feels is a gaping numbness that cannot be filled (It used to be full, he can't help but think).
I wish he had died, someone from his family said while he was within earshot. And Mithrun, barely alive but still breathing, cannot bring himself to care.
The only person that I think would be delighted to see him alive, at least, is his brother. I can see him visiting Mithrun whenever he can (at least in elf time terms). Talking to him as if he can respond, asking him about things when Mithrun can't bring himself to answer. At some point, Mithrun's brother stopped talking to him when he visits; instead, he would just sit next to Mithrun and watch the birds and the flowers. He would drink tea and Mithrun would do nothing.
But once in a while, Mithrun's brother would tell him, I'm glad you came home, I'm glad you're still alive.
#and then when mithrun ends up going back to the canaries#mithrun#mithrun dungeon meshi#mithrun of the house of kerensil#one thing that i always think about is how mithrun's brother is one of the few people in mithrun's recovery support group#lke where tf was his parents#his friends??#not to like villanize mithrun's family but the way they treat their eldest and not appear in mithrun's recovery scenes are telling#they honestly would be that type of person whod look at their own son who is disabled and think oh its so much better if he died#because they think being disabled means being unable to live#which is SO UNTRUE#mithrun's brother while not being physically there is so important to mithrun's recovery#not just financially but by just showing that he cares#evetually mithrun's support group would grow to include canaries + melini people but#i just keep thinking about mithrun's quote that they're lucky there are people who love them#it is so true#and it matters to me that he knows/realized that#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers
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there's no way the bathroom at peppino's pizza is actually that big but ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ . hey ummm anyway.... i care them...... anyway there's a lil ramble on my take on fake pep's like psyche or whatever in tags on the og post if ur into that kinda thing :y
hey! it's a series! fake peppino world tour: [noise] [noisette] [peppino]<- u are here [gustavo] [gerome] [noisette again]
#ramble after realtags yeag. shoutout to serrangelic btw suggesting the silhouettes thing bc i would have Died otherwise#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#fake peppino#gustavo and brick#arting#pizzaposting#so anyway i think fake peppino has like. a general awareness that he is supposed to Be Peppino and that he was Made to do that#and likewise he does generally try to...do that. the thing he does NOT realize is hes like really goddamn bad at it#not to be mean but like...c'mon. they are pretty distinctly different kinds of guys even beyond the physiology yknow.#he's neither on-brand nor fooling anyone dsjdsjjkgfsd. BUT!#since the rest of the cast generally likes him [at least as I play it] he thinks hes doing just fine#he's like 'oh they r happy with me so i must be getting a good grade in being peppino :)'#so getting told that 'yeah you actually really suck at that but that was never the reason people liked you'#and told that by og model peppino no less--yknow THE guy he's supposed to be living up to#who's already a bit intimidating for that and who ALSO totally wrecked him TWICE in the tower#making him acutely familiar with just how formidable the guy is and how much there IS to live up to....#it's a Moment for sure. not really a sad or hurt one though. just... contemplative.#thinking abt people liking him for being the guy he's already naturally been being even though that guy is Not Peppino#i don't think he's gonna be super broken up about realizing he has a bad grade in peppino given everything else hes got now#nor do i really think he cares enough to go like reinvent himself or whatever after the fact#he seems to b pretty clearly having fun with it already so i think he just keeps doing that#and in some cases he still has the pre-installed peppino traits/instincts like to cooka da pizza. and that's fine#is this projection. yes. but if youve been following me awhile you know most of my character writing is ghdhfdgf#gonna kinda expand on all this in the gerome one which is...one after next. itll be a bit but man.#anyway peppino will never admit to anyone and especially not himself that he's gotten a little attached to the guy. hee hoo#pep tends to be kinda surly but he certainly has his ways of showing he cares. all of which are on display here#''that thing is not my son'' says man currently watching thing's antics with the 'bemused dad' arms crossed pose. yeah ok buddy.#gus is totally onto him already but hes not gonna say anything.#if u read all this ur prize is not having to go decode fp's rot13. his lines are ''meant to be you...?'' and ''wrong question.''
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What happened to you? [...] None of your business.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 10
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#userrain#userspicy#uservid#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#i made myself insane about the caption bc it could be applied to both of them <3#chen yi what happened how did you get injured? and hes like 'its not a big deal whatever'#ai di what happened why do you strangle me when i get close to you now? and he's like#WOULDNT YOU LIKE TO KNOW WEATHERBOY (angst edition)#anyway the actual point of this set was the way ai di is sleeping and the way chen yi is looking at him so thats cool#its just....really soft and sweet#i caNT IMAGINE what chen yi thinks or feels finding ai di holding his jacket in his sleep.......like. ahghdfkdkjfdksj#ive giffed this before and will probably gif it again#lbr i've giffed every scene so many times bc they have so few scenes and i am getting EVERYTHING I CAN OUT OF THEM#WHICH IS A LOT!!! they're everything to me
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Blood sugar levels (Patreon)
#Doodles#ISaT#Siffrin#And implied Isa and Mira from offscreen but it's fine lol#Kinda sorta spoilers in the tags be warned#Man these poses were fun to draw - hand poses and body and ah <3 Fun!#This was one of those comics that came to me pretty much fully formed and then I had to do it - it was very fun which I'm very glad for!#Probably the funnest were the first - third - and fourth panels :D#The way their cloak falls around them ah pretty <3#That big spooky eye hidden under the brim of their hat <3#That one was really fun to edit too :D Writing [FAILURE] elsewhere on the page and then overlaying it :) Fun!#I wonder if Siffrin would die of starvation faster than normal due to the [redacted]#And since that would kill him it'd make him loop back - even tho it's also somewhat powered by food?#It's curious! I like it :)#I imagine his innate magic also powers it somewhat but hmmm recursive#Not that he died here anyway :) One of those fun ones before Loop spells it out for him :)#I have to wonder if All those loops we don't get to see are mundane hmm ⪠How many of them are forced out of Sif's mind so we as the player#Will just never know ⪠I suppose we'll never know! Haha#The exhaustion of having to keep his body running it's really the depression simulator#Sif :( They're gonna worry about you anyway!#It's amazing what our minds just refuse to process when we're in The Sads⢠haha
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