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watched east of eden and i did enjoy it, but i felt like something was missing and apparently the book takes place over a much longer timespan. the movie worked for me on the basis of james dean's acting, because cal's struggle feels so real through him
but when i stop to think about it, the other characters feel too underdeveloped for their parts of the drama to make it fit together for me. the "good" brother, the brother's girlfriend who transfers her affections to him, the holier-than-thou father, the mother who ran away and is now running a brothel... i think they all just needed more time
the entire narrative as a rewrite of cain and abel has got Stuff to it, but i suppose it's in the limitation of the characters who never come alive for me so much. i did find the wwi anti-german sentiment happening within the story and the lack of the so-called good son's understanding of what prejudice really is and that in some ways he manifests it himself
enjoyed myself though. but certainly there was a dearth, for me, a sort of shallowness to it in the end, even though i liked the brushes of characterisation we were given
#im watching movies#im watching east of eden#i should read the book i guess#i think it was the carnival sequence that broke it a bit for me#it was very good but by the end of the confrontation afterwards i realised how much of the story had been packed into it#felt rushed to me#+ ok very *ah fathers* but ohhh i struggle at times with narratives about fathers Exactly like these... who never learn really#it's the job of the child to continue to chase affection#i feel like there were interesting Parts to that -- esp with Kate the ex-wife who ran away for Precisely his behaviours#but it never all came together
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All endings of Vi and Jinx's Stories from Legends of Runeterra's Arcane S1 Event ↳ "Heh. Sure. With family like you... who needs enemies?."
#why cant they all just be happy together... whyyyyyyyyyyy#lol#league of legends#loledit#legends of runeterra#vi#jinx#jinx and vi#vi and jinx#gamingedit#videogameedit#vi lol#jinx lol#lol vi#lol jinx#caitvi#piltover's finest#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn lol#lol caitlyn#type: gif#media: legends of runetera#i remember when the LOR dev team told us this mini story is coming back and it never came back lmao
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finished painting studies w/ the og dregs....
#jesper fahey#kaz brekker#kanej#inej ghafa#shadow and bone#six of crows#these were funnn lol put them together bc the kazper art is so small lmfao#and i dont like how kaz's face came out he looks a lil generic it's why i never draw him w/ his face slicked back i draw like like a loser#jesper @ kaz: ur swagless looks and cringe girlboss personality have captivated me😍#crooked kingdom#guess where i ripped off these poses LOL#what is even the kaz/jesper tag...#kazper#soc#EDIT fixed kaz's face bc it was still bothering me!! omg ty for the all the comments i appreciate it T_T#EDIT OKAY LAST TIME IM SORRY i decided to give them more a painter bg bc i felt it was otherwise swallowed up!!!#i prommyyyy lol im not built 2 be a tumblrina artist#qqart
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Killer is the only one Nightmare can't track down easily, since he can feel the others by emotion but can't usually sense Killer's unless he's in stage 1.
This is a small part of why he and Color got off on the wrong foot, because the first time Color and Killer met was when he was helping Dream fight them and he managed to pull Killer away from the main fight to try and reason with him. While they were doing that, Nightmare decided to retreat but couldn't see Killer around and couldn't find him using emotions, so he had to leave without him. (He did return later to scour the place and found Killer waiting for him, since he'd refused Color's offer to go with them.)
This became a running theme, where sometimes after a battle Killer would be gone without a trace because he was off fighting/talking with Color and Nightmare would have to come back for him later. It's also what makes Nightmare a little uneasy in present day about Killer running off to hang out with Color sometimes, because if Color succeeds in convincing Killer not to return, Nightmare has no way of tracking him down anymore. He just has to trust that Killer will return at some point, and wait.
#UTDR#UTMV#Nightmare Sans#Killer Sans#Color Sans#Dadmare#I dunno why this came to mind earlier but here it is anyway#Just a couple random hcs bundled together#About how Killer and Color met and operated at the start in my mind at least#The more they met and Color didn't poke or pry at Killer to change his situation#Their meetings became less fighting and more just. sneaking out of sight to talk#Color is new and interesting and Killer likes bothering him but he needs to be out of Nightmare's view to do it#Otherwise somebody else might jump in to ''help'' him and end up getting Color hurt#Also maybe Nightmare would be mad he was talking to an enemy#Nightmare was less mad and more worried because he was starting to get attached to Killer around the time this became more frequent#And if Killer doesn't come back it's not like he can put up wanted posters or go around the omega timeline looking for him#He would just be gone and the idea of just replacing Killer with a new one was starting to not sit right with him#Also I love mirroring their situations a little#With Killer that first time waiting patiently for Nightmare to return for him after they were seperated#And Nightmare now having to wait patiently in the hope that Killer will return to him after he's stayed with Color for a bit#I dunno if I had a point to this but Nightmare and Color have a very tenious sort of truce#It is never more than one misinterpreted action away from an all out fight#It is unclear to all involved whether Killer is blissfully unaware of this shaky ground or if he's managing both sides like a pro
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justin jefferson/ja'marr chase - in another universe we're still best friends
the two best wide receivers, in college and in the nfl
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Carissa Potter // Cocaine Jesus, Rainbow Kitten Surprise // I thought id know you forever.., Olivia Ruby // Old Friends, Ben Rector // Breathe, Taylor Swift // The world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire, Ritika Jyala // How to Lose a Friend, Wafia // I Still Forget We’re Not Even Friends, Trista Mateer // The Frost, Mitski // The Underrated Heartache, Rupi Kaur // Send My Love (To Your New Lover), Adele // Wrong Side of a Fistfight, Ashe Vernon // White Ferrari, Frank Ocean // Sue Zhao // Poem, Langston Hughes // Welcome to Castle Irwell, Crywank // The Light That Shines When Things End, Iain S Thomas // The Kids Aren’t Alright, Fall Out Boy
Who will do ‘The Griddy’ first on Sunday?
Justin Jefferson hungry to overcome family’s LSU demons
LSU's dynamic wide receiver group key to newly potent attack
How The Griddy swept over the NFL, and beyond
#justin jefferson#ja'marr chase#jjmarr#this is my BABY y'all don't know how long i've worked on this#dedicated to the friends we've all grown apart from#which is part of life! part of growing up!#it wasn't anyone's fault#but it still hurts#when you realize that you don't know your friend anymore. not like you used to.#but you still know a part of them that no one else knows#i still think they're friends!#just not as close as they used to be#but they're still connected to each other in a way that they'll never be with anyone else#the first third is looking back at lsu and all of the memories they share and they really were attached at the hip#then the slow but inevitable drift as they entered the nfl and can't talk to each other as often#the last part is dedicated to the friendship that still remains (you can never forget someone who was that important to you)#all the old lsu photos and videos... they were so small!#couldn't stop laughing at the silly purple gifs#i made my first gifs for this!#get the gat! them dancing! laughing at the white house! their handshakes! laughing in the taylor rooks interview!#also included a video of said interview of jjmarr talking about their relationship#y'all won't believe this but it's actually HARD to find videos of ja'marr and justin griddying together in lsu#had to include the sparkling from this year#and the griddies! forever connected by the griddy!#i think this is considered#web weaving#lmk if smtg doesn't show up or you want to know where a specfic photo/gif came from#pls show love <3#fifi's edits
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thinking about how when i first watched multiverse of madness and i saw Charles i went
“oh hey its that bald guy from xmen huh, was it professor x? no clue”
and then after becoming obsessed with xmen and i watched it again i went (when he was revealed)
“OMG ITS BABYGIRL HIIIIII 😻😻😻”
my priorities changed for sure
thinking about Erik in that world finding out his daughter (from another universe) killed his husband
damn 😔
we got live action banana chair
honestly, burn it
#i was just thriving in everyone else’s reactions the first time i had no idea who these guys were#‘reed richards? um who 🤨’#i was a very casual fan of marvel until xmen properly came into my life#i had only watched the first two of the original series and went ‘eh not for me’#little did i know 🤨#bro also genuinely wanted to help the wanda of his world#thats his stepdaughter 😿😿😿#guhh i wanna think about Erik in the aftermath of it all#sad old man 😔#i was jumping up and down when i watched this after the xmen obsession came along#‘omg its my favorite bald guy 😻’#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#professor x#magneto#xmcu#doctor strange mom#DID I ONLY NOW REALIZE ITS CALLED MOM AND ITS ABOUT WANDA GRIEVING HER KIDS???#ALL THIS TIME#WHAT#AM I RIGHT OR AM I DUMB HUH??#i’ve just been going ‘haha its called mom like a mother thats silly’#and never put two and two together ☹️#wish does not shut up
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There's something so bittersweet about the childhood flashbacks in tua. They were all children together. Reginald was horrible, but they had each other. And then everything went to shit. Five's 13 year old body a bitter reminder of what once was. His siblings in their adult bodies a reminder of how things should've been. God,,,,
#and now they're so different#they have so little in common ):#Five came back to a family that he no longer knew and who no longer knew him#they can never go back#Five's lived half a lifetime without them#its never going to be the same#Five's also the only one of them who kept the number name which makes him more of a reminder of the past he's like a relic of a lost time#i'm rewatching s1 rn and oh man#it hurts so bad Five should've grown up with them#ben should've lived#god the tragedy of it all#they were children together </3#the umbrella academy#tua s1#tua season 1#tua#umbrella academy#luther hargreeves#diego hargreeves#allison hargreeves#klaus hargreeves#ben hargreeves#five hargreeves#viktor hargreeves#tua s2#tua s3#tua season 2#tua season 3#mine#tua meta
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If Lord of the Rings and Dune had a love child. And that child grew up to become its own independent person.
That's Wheel of Time.
#wheel of time#wot#robert jordan#brandon sanderson#lord of the rings#dune#frank herbert#lotr#jrr tolkien#tolkien#granted wot had a bit of a midlife crisis#but came back from that#a better person#got therapy#achieved the zen#then personal tragedy hit and they took a sabbatical#put themselves back together with the help of family and friends#ultimately achieving all their life goals#an absolute legend#asoiaf could never#randomfandomthoughts#randomrandomthoughts:wot#randomfandomthoughts:lotr#randomfandomthoughts:dune
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sorry im emotonal and going off of the other asks sent about machete and just i need to stress how beautiful it is to me that machete sees himself so undeserving of love and affection and feeling as if vasco's too good for him but despite all that he is so incredibly devoted to vasco and loving towards him (in his own way) but is so incredibly clear to anyone with eyes that just how in love he is with vasco. like it's not done out of a "oh god please never realize that you're too good for me here here let me overdo it with the affection" its done with the "i love you, and will always love you, no matter what happens to us or separates us, and i will give it to you as long as i am able, and if you ever leave, i won't be okay, but will still love you, and want you happy". like he doesn't use his own feelings of being undeserving taint his love or the way he loves for vasco, and it's so, so beautiful
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#;M;#oauhh#that's so sweet I'm in shambles and so glad to hear all of that#sometimes I worry about whether I'm communicating their chemistry correctly#it would be so easy for this sort of relationship to gain suffocating and possessive and overall just abusive tones#and even though you could argue it would be a source for juicy drama I just don't want that#Machete could selfishly exploit Vasco's care and altruism without giving anything in return#or worse let his paranoia and jealousy get the better of him and end up destroying them both because if he can't have Vasco no one can#and Vasco could leverage his influence over Machete to manipulate and use him because out of them two he's the more mentally stable one#and it would be easy to take advantage of Machete's vulnerability obedience and his trust that Vasco would never harm him#but I don't know maybe it's a bit tropey and idealistic but I really just want these dogs to be genuinely good for each other#they have so many things working against them already I don't wish to see them backstab each other as well#they have a bit of a 'us against the world' thing going on which I really like#they're not perfect there's issues they're trying to work on but the will to get through it together is there#and I want to make it seem like they wouldn't hesitate to prioritize the other one's happiness and wellbeing at their own expense#if it came to that#anwered#anonymous
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ok. question.
ortega ended up hallucinating sidestep after they "died", but sidestep doesnt know about that. they know it got bad, but never the full extent of how their death affected them. so if your sidestep Did learn, if they found out ortega looked for them in every little piece they could, would that change anything for your sidesteps? would their relationship with ortega be any different?
#pulp speaks#Am i thinking of my “ortega sees sidestep posthb” fic again? perhaps#shameless plug btw yall should read it its called 'seen' on ao3 and i still like it#but anyway the important bits: ive been thinking about it with my sidesteps and its really interesting to me how different they are#but theyre all some variation of “i didnt know you /cared/”#caine is. uncomfortable with the idea#i genuinely dont know why but i do know that in the end their feelings on the matter are “whats done is done and im back now” with a small#“ill try not to leave again” mixed in#meanwhile cyrus is a deer in headlights over it#itd be way worse if he learned it when they met again- i feel like if he learned ortega was still that attached he wouldve left and never-#-come back. he would still want to Now but hes too tangled in his relationships and ortega is his /friend/ and leaving would just explode i#-his face‚ god Damnit ortega you son of a bitch‚ he shouldve just run. you werent supposed to drag him into caring about people again.#cecilia would have mixed feelings about it. i think shed resonate with it a lot for reasons she doesnt want to face#but it would also hit her like a goddamn Truck that he chose to move on/replace her rather than try get her back and its easier to get mad-#-about that than question her own feelings. but also maybe she could use this to her advantage? maybe this time he knows theres always a-#-chance hell come back for her next time. maybe. shes hoping there wont be a next time.#cynthias an interesting case because shes in love with ortega. deeply. but ortega /never came for her/ when she /promised/ and cynthia-#-is still furious about it#ortega hallucinated her in death but she couldnt put the pieces together and go looking herself? she cared enough to look for her but-#-not enough to save her?#she would still end up settling on bitterness for abandoning her but the information would shake her to her core#anyway. i think ortega should be used as a squeaky toy 👍#caine lynzal#cyrus becker#cecilia rider#cynthia garcia#ortega#sidestep#fhr
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Album of Horses (1951) written by Marguerite Henry, illustrated by Wesley Dennis
#I AM SO HAPPY WITH HOW THESE TURNED OUT#like i really cant express the hours and months that came together as this one post#i learned so much about photoshop#i use photopia but you know what I mean#photopia#the one thing about wesley dennis that I will never get over#is the way he paints SKIES#like the clouds#the lighting#the pink and yellow and blues all together#the pastel colors just blending together to make the most nostalgic color pallets I've ever seen#wesley dennis#anyway#its tag time#album of horses#marguerite henry#horse art#horses#horse#equids#perfect for my horse blog#yee haw#arabian#equine#thoroughbred#horse racing#hunter#jumper#hunter jumper#fox hunting
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The second Floyd I ever drew : 0 (feat. Clay)
#trolls#trolls 3#trolls band together#floyd trolls#trolls floyd#clay trolls#trolls clay#brozone#i dont feel bad posting this on its own cause its a little old#lets all sit around and think of what we know about floyd: he is gay .......... um .....#hes a flop (?)#tbf .. his solo career didnt seem to go well 👀#he loves his family : )#hes presumably the second youngest#he is Traumatized#(<- good quality. attractive quality) no questions please#i think its funny we never know what floyd was doing or how he came to be in that situation#much to ponder
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tim and bernard who break up and it's nothing big, no one cheated or anything. it's just their lifestyles didn't work out well together. tim cannot give up vigilantism currently and bear cannot handle the level of danger tim puts himself in. and on the other hand, tim cannot handle the fact that bear chooses to run into danger as an emt bc he already worries about everything but now he has to worry if he'll find his boyfriend convulsing from fear gas in a random alley but also bear who felt the life drain out of darla cannot stand the thought of not helping people and runs headfirst into dangerous situation after dangerous situation hoping that every person he saves can somehow make up for the fact that he could not save darla.
(he very pointedly does not think about the fact that there was nothing he could do because if he thinks about that, he'll spiral until they have to lock him in arkham too)
and so they break up but they were tim & bernard in high school and when they started dating they balanced out the worst of each other and they became tim&bernard. and everyone who knows them, knows that they're better together but they cant be together, they refuse actually because they cannot lose another person to the violence of gotham and by the time they figure out that they cant work together as long as the other is an emt or vigilante, it's too late for both them. they've already left too many pieces of themselves in each other.
tim still knows what bear means when he says "tim" in that exasperated voice. tim still goes boneless when he hears bear say "baby" in that firm tone. bear can still read tim like a book. he still knows the right way to massage tim's neck so that tim can go to sleep. everyone at the first responders gala knows not to bother ceo drake-wayne and senior emt dowd when they're talking.
(and if they're standing a little too close to each other than what is normal, who are they to judge? everyone knows that dowd and drake-wayne have history)
and if everyone on the night shift has caught red robin with his head tucked into the crook of emt dowd's neck as emt dowd runs a soothing hand up and down the vigilante's back, well then, they just quietly back away.
(after all, dowd's one of like, five, emts that can get the bats to receive medical treatment so if turning a blind eye to whatever the fuck they have going on is what allows them to give back to their heroes, then the night shift will do it every time)
and of course, tim and bear are practical people. they loved (love) each other sure, but when your lives are fundamentally incompatible, well, you cant get too stuck on the what-ifs, that's for sure. and so they do find love with other people and yeah, maybe it's not what they expected love to be when they first fell in love with each other. it's not the bubbly, stomach-swoopy, cant stop grinning, feeling that permeated tim&bernard's early days or the i Know you/you Know me that was their middle or the quiet despair that was their end but it is contentment. and in a life with as many losses as theirs, contentment is something they hold dearly
and they're happy! truly! but sometimes, at galas when they're making each other snort champagne out their noses or in darkened alleyways when their clothes are both stained with blood or at rallies for stricter gun regulations in gotham where they both sit too close to each other, fingers enclosed around each other in a death grip, when the presenters inevitably bring up grieves
(worst school shooting in gotham in decades, there's blood on their hands and blood in their mouths and darla is dead in between both of them and there is a chasm so wide that they are screaming to get their voices across and she will always be dead and maybe this had always been the problem that she is dead and there is no coming back from that and that there is blood on their hands and blood in their mouth and blood on their han-)
but sometimes, most especially on opposite sides of the street, as life pulls them in different directions, just sometimes, they see each other and just for a second, nothing too long, the flap of a hummingbird's wings, the time it takes to blink, an electron's orbital, they look at each other and for the briefest moment, blue on brown, a barely noticeable stutter in their steps, the space between heartbeats, because this is all they will give themselves because they do not dwell on what-ifs or what-could-have-beens, or what-should-have-beens, or delusions of a softer world, their eyes meet and they think to themselves, god, in another life, i would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with him.
#what the fuck is this#the theme was wistfulness. hopefully that came across right. and like i wanted this to be all 1 text block so you feel how it all collapses#into that 1 thought they have at they end but fuckass tumblr has a 4096??? text limit for a single paragraph???? so here's multiple paragra#anyway here is my middle of the road sad timbern hc. do i think this will happen? no? is this still a fun world to play in? yeah absolutely#also super huge fan of darla haunting the narrative. darla as this chasm they cannot cross. darla as smth they shelter each other from#but also smth like a 2 way blade. it cuts them both. it will never stop cutting them. smth smth the wound will always bleed#also i cannot stress how important it is that they are happy with other people!!! they are both satisfied with other people. it's just that#they have a very specific history and they are the only two people who really know and understand that history#and also it's not that theyre unhappy with their partners but just that smtimes they look at each other and... wonder. in a softer world#maybe i could've been a chef and you could've still been a superhero and we could've still worked out. maybe we would've gotten a boat#together and maybe we could've come home to each other. maybe i could've trusted you to come home to me. maybe you could've#understood my need to help people. maybe we could've held our love as something precious.#maybe in a softer world our love wasn't something that hurt us both.#i need to lay down. im going crazy#as always i do love reading yalls thoughts in the reblogs and replies!!!#bernard dowd#dc#tim drake#timbern#timber
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iyomiel wanted to bring sissel with him. during tje wjhole revenge plot he had sissel with him. he was in that bag the entire time. henwould be brought alone the whole trip ghe whole time. his best friend. in that bag. he was there the whole time. he was there. he wouldve brougjt that suticase everywhwrrw because his friend was in there
#ghost trick spoilers#I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT YOU DONT UNDERSTAND#theres nothing revolutionary about it. but also its just#yomiel going with all of his plans on that night.#sissels not shot and as such everywhere he goes he takes sissel with him#when getting that body hed have sissel with cat toys and treats and they could live together in a ‘’happy’��� end#the fact he was There in the Firsr Cutscene means everytjing to me#HE WAS THERE!!!!!!!!!! HE WAS GOING TO BE BROUGHT ALONG!!!!!!!!!#SISSEL MEANT SO MUCH TO YOMIEL. THAT WAS HIS ONE FRIEND. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#HE NEVER BRINGS THE SUITCASE WITH HIM THE ENTIRE CAME BECAUSE ASISSEL DIED. BUT IF HE DIDNT?#HED ALWAYS BE THERE. DURING EACH PLOT IN THAT SUITCASE#ihekgaAUEIGJGJRKEEHERKJRRKRJRB YELLS
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I want to know how Percy x Apollo shippers live. Like, what goes through their head and how did they get there
#I don’t defend this ship at all#i shamelessly bash it#it’s pedophilic#but I want to know how they came to the conclusion that they would be cute together#percy x apollo#percy x apollo bashing#anti percy x apollo#like if they’re talking about pjo ships do they bring up this ship or do they keep quiet#I want to know if they’re proud of it or know it’s weird and creepy#pjo#percy jackson#apollo pjo#when I say I’m not anti ships I am never talking about this one#and rightfully so#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#hoo#pjo ships
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Princess Legacy Genetics Study ~
Because I think it's interesting and I like looking at these details. Spoilers below for Gen 8:
HEIR | CHILD | SPOUSE
#Princess Extras#spoilers#Tiana was born in game and she is just SO PRETTY#and someone on my discord pointed out that#even with all these genetics from other simmers#the heirs all still look like Sam Sims#and I kind of love seeing what genes came from who#now some skin details make details change#But overall I love seeing them all together#I never realized Aurora was just a copy of Parker#And Ariel is such a good mix of her parents#anyway just wanted to share
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