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ok. question.
ortega ended up hallucinating sidestep after they "died", but sidestep doesnt know about that. they know it got bad, but never the full extent of how their death affected them. so if your sidestep Did learn, if they found out ortega looked for them in every little piece they could, would that change anything for your sidesteps? would their relationship with ortega be any different?
#pulp speaks#Am i thinking of my “ortega sees sidestep posthb” fic again? perhaps#shameless plug btw yall should read it its called 'seen' on ao3 and i still like it#but anyway the important bits: ive been thinking about it with my sidesteps and its really interesting to me how different they are#but theyre all some variation of “i didnt know you /cared/”#caine is. uncomfortable with the idea#i genuinely dont know why but i do know that in the end their feelings on the matter are “whats done is done and im back now” with a small#“ill try not to leave again” mixed in#meanwhile cyrus is a deer in headlights over it#itd be way worse if he learned it when they met again- i feel like if he learned ortega was still that attached he wouldve left and never-#-come back. he would still want to Now but hes too tangled in his relationships and ortega is his /friend/ and leaving would just explode i#-his face‚ god Damnit ortega you son of a bitch‚ he shouldve just run. you werent supposed to drag him into caring about people again.#cecilia would have mixed feelings about it. i think shed resonate with it a lot for reasons she doesnt want to face#but it would also hit her like a goddamn Truck that he chose to move on/replace her rather than try get her back and its easier to get mad-#-about that than question her own feelings. but also maybe she could use this to her advantage? maybe this time he knows theres always a-#-chance hell come back for her next time. maybe. shes hoping there wont be a next time.#cynthias an interesting case because shes in love with ortega. deeply. but ortega /never came for her/ when she /promised/ and cynthia-#-is still furious about it#ortega hallucinated her in death but she couldnt put the pieces together and go looking herself? she cared enough to look for her but-#-not enough to save her?#she would still end up settling on bitterness for abandoning her but the information would shake her to her core#anyway. i think ortega should be used as a squeaky toy 👍#caine lynzal#cyrus becker#cecilia rider#cynthia garcia#ortega#sidestep#fhr
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Leftists on tumblr: listen to marginalized people about their own oppression
Jewish person: X thing is super antisemitic
Those very same leftists on tumblr: OH SO YOU SUPPORT MURDERING BABIES THEN? GENOCIDE APOLOGIST
Jewish person: here's an exhaustive list of sources going back thousands of years proving that X is antisemitic.
Leftists on tumblr: Doesn't count, colonizer!!!!!! /gets X tattooed on their forehead, puts an X bumper sticker on their car, calls people Genocide Supporters when they say "hey X is not allowed here because it's antisemitic"
Leftists on tumblr: "Why do Jews keep complaining about leftist antisemitism? I don't see it; it's clearly a distraction from talking about those Noble Savage Palestinians. Prove to me you're oppressed, X! X X X X!! CHANTS X FROM THE ROOFT0PS"
Jews: we don't super trust you guys not to call for our extermination, since you have repeatedly at every past opportunity
Leftists on tumblr: Look, I know antisemitism is annoying, but now is not the time to discuss blood libel when those Evil Jews are eating Palestinian babies!!! HASHTAG X
Jewish person: *rubs forehead as Turning from les mis plays in the background* (nothing changes, nothing ever can / round about the roundabout and back where you began)
Leftists on tumblr: SEE? THEY WON'T EVEN HAVE A GOOD FAITH DISCUSSION WITH ME 😭
Leftists on tumblr: "anyway discussions of antisemitism are a DISTRACTION. I am good person who is being very helpful and only hurting bad people who deserve it, like those filthy Jews— I mean zionists"
Leftists on tumblr: Why, oh why are people calling us antisemitic? 🥺
#“I am a goy (I also do not speak Hebrew can you tell)”#and I am still furious about this#and I will not stop being furious about this#and as I've said a squillion times:#if you see this and jump to 'pythia is a Netanyahu stan who supports genocide'#congrats you're an antisemite too#antisemitism#don't be awful to each other#pigeon chatters#huh guess that quotation marks thing doesn't work or I'm doing it wrong#oh well
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“We’re getting him off the hamster wheel”. Getting off the wheel my ass. You just picked the hamster up and turned it around to run the other way. Same wheel, different view.
#still furious about this#911 abc#911 on abc#911 spoilers#911 8x06#evan buckley#tommy kinard#bucktommy#tevan#buck x tommy
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having svsss au ideas beyond my station
thinking. shang qinghua goes on a mission as a young disciple to some town in fuckoff nowhere and finds himself in the qiu household. and there he finds a young shen jiu, undergoing the plot he originally intended for him and hadn't realised had become real and he's so young oh god hes so young why is he so small what do you mean that part was real, he hadn't kept it why is it real—
and he panics and sneaks him the Fuck out of that house
and he's not sure what to do but surely sending him to cang qiong will fuck up something in the plot and he can't come under even more investigation and cang qiong tryouts dont happen for months anyway and his system would probably never allow it (it doesnt. it would interfere with yue qingyuans story) but shen jiu is refusing to stay anywhere near this place and wants to learn cultivating to protect himself make sure nothing like this ever happens again and sqh panics harder and
calls mobei jun.
okay. on second thought, maybe this was a bad idea. but he stumbles over himself and shushes baby shen jiu's very understandable freaking out and asks his king for the first thing hes ever asked for other than his own life.
is there any way this human child could learn cultivation in the demon world?
#svsss#shang qinghua#shen jiu#listen. i. okay. listen#first off. i need shang qinghua to just fucking spitball a lesson plan idea thats never even been heard of before in like 5 seconds flat and#absolutely floor mobei jun#i need this to turn partially into shen jiu freaking out over the courting hits and inadvertedly teach mobei jun about human culture#idk. they go to a brothel together#mbj is being dragged along by like a 10 year old visibly shrinking into his coat but imperiously demanding the most expensive courtesan that#fits into their budget so she can spend an hour informing this idiot that no#slapping your boyfriend is stupid and hurtful and also stupid in human culture and he would get arrested#unrelated tk that. sqh still being a spy for mbj in cang qiong and getting a mission years later to instate sqq/sj as the qing jing peak lor#d#poor guy is so so fucked#sj becoming mbjs assassin. hear me out#a human most trusted advisor slash spy and a human assassin truly mbj is making bank#sj is also sqh's assassin lowkey. man who is intensely furious and learned how to channel all that into productive murder instead of. well#how does this fit with lbh? with sy? with fucking oh god YUE QINGYUAN??? well we'll find out!
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Been watching TF Animated and i love how Animated Sentinal is such a snobby lil coward. I want an AU where he has a massive crush on Optimus and keeps trying to shamelessly flirt (and fails every time) with him when they were on a team together. After the accident with Elita-1 Seninal tries to use it as an opportunity to get Optimus to himself. "Ya, know it doesn't look good for you Optimus. But if you want i can put in a good word for you. All you would have to do is agree to my proposal." "I'd rather marry a Decepticon before I would even consider you as a mate." "Ugh have it your way! Let's see how long it takes for that sass of yours to wither away when you're stuck in the middle of nowhere surrounded by washouts. When that happens you are welcome to call me." When Optimus and his crew lands on earth and the whole situation with the earthspark happens Seninal is furious with Optimus's lack of attention on him. But poor Optimus is now having his crew witness Seninal's creepiness towards him. Bumblebee: Geez, I don't remember Sentinal being so... Sari: Creepy? Gross? Desperate? Ratchet: Delusional. Optimus: He's always been like that when it comes to me ever since we've met he's been obsessed with the idea that we would perfect together. Optimus's crew becomes super overprotective of their Prime whenever Seninal visits now. They all make sure that mech doesn't lay a servo on Optimus.
#coffee speaks#transformers#fanfic ideas#optimus prime#tfa optimus prime#tfa sentinel prime#Sentinel's version of flirting is just “we would make beautiful children together”#Optimus was very oblivious to Seninel's flirting at the beginning but thankfully Elita stepped in#tfa blackarachnia#Blackarachnia even asks if sentinel is still fawning over Optimus and is furious to learn about the proposal sentinel gave him#she almost turns good in that moment so she could beat seninel's ass herself for using her 'death' to guilt optimus into marriage#rambles#sentinel x optimus#one sided crush
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Could we have a sneak peak of Robb1? I cannot wait to see him and the twins
Sure, have a tiny snippet of Robb wrestling with his emotions.
Robb paused outside Jon’s door, then rapped lightly with his knuckles. A few moments passed before the door opened, and it was not Jon who he found himself staring at, but rather his smaller counterpart. Willam, Robb reminded himself. “Would you like to come in?” Willam asked, gazing at him with such raw longing that Robb found himself torn between tenderness and fresh fury. Did Father even look in upon them since hiding them away in Jon’s chamber? A glance past him revealed no Jon. His twin sat on the bed, his gaze at Robb more wary, and telltale plates from the kitchen were stacked on the small table in the corner of the room. Their supper, taken alone to spare the family further shame today, when it was their father who should be shouldering its brunt.
#resonant asks#resonant 'verse restoration au#poor robb can't figure out how he feels#if ned had been bold enough to bring them to supper he would have been furious on cat's behalf#and because he didn't he's furious on the twins' behalf#meanwhile jon/willam is feeling all the emotions about getting to speak to robb again#and rhaegar is still dealing with sucker punch after sucker punch
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When the company that makes your samefood changes the recipe

#it happened at least a year ago and I'm still furious about it#CHANGE IT BACK YOU FUCKWADS THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH IT#aquila thinks#autistic memes#autistic#autism
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I think part of the reason why Ten and Donna's relationship is so compelling to me is that they share the same main character flaw. In RTD's memoir, he described how he created each of the main companions with a central character flaw. Rose was selfish, Martha was selfless to the point of self-denial, and Donna was self-absorbed. And while all of those flaws were mirrored in Ten in different ways, I think Ten's central flaw was, like Donna, being incredibly self-absorbed.
While I don't dispute that Ten could be arrogant and vain, I think the degree to which he was those things sometimes get exaggerated. Every Doctor has had instances where they behaved arrogantly, as if they were the ultimate authority in the room and were owed everyone's attention and even unquestioned obedience. Many Doctors have preened over their looks or boasted about their intelligence and their achievements, whether as a strategic move or (more often) just because they felt like reminding everyone they were the smartest person around. Arrogance and vanity are recurring character traits across many of the Doctor's regenerations, and while Ten has displayed them more loudly and infamously than other Doctors, I think the unique flaw that better defines this regeneration's character was his propensity for getting completely caught up in himself.
Consistently throughout this regeneration, he ignored or just failed to recognize other people's needs because he was so preoccupied with his own issues. Infamously with Martha, but also with most of his companions past and present at some point (Sarah Jane, Mickey, Jack, Donna) and certainly with countless ordinary people that got caught up in the danger around him. The thing that makes this self-absorption rather than callousness or deliberate cruelty is that it wasn't because he considered them unimportant. Ten frequently affirmed how important every life was and how valuable the most ordinary life was, and he really believed it. But as much as he believed it, he constantly struggled with the practice, with prioritizing ordinary people when he himself was embroiled in turmoil (whether active danger or his own personal issues). He believed fundamentally that each life had value and importance; he just saw whatever he was going through or doing at the moment as having even more value and more importance.
Ten didn't lack compassion for others. Indeed, he felt very strongly for people who were in distress and regularly put himself at risk to try and help them. But he often struggled to look beyond himself - his own concerns and demons and ego and fears. If someone's needs or feelings align with his own or seem to be relevant to the issue at hand? Good! He'll try to help if he can. But if someone's needs clash with his own, or their opinions challenge his own view, or their feelings push uncomfortably against his own emotional state? All of a sudden, he's very busy, he becomes rude and dismissive, he clams down, he acts ignorant, and if all else fails, he runs away.
The Chamelon arch storyline in "Human Nature"/"Family of Blood" is incredibly fascinating because John Smith embodied the Doctor's self-absorption on a much more recognizable, human scale. He was happy to be benevolent and kind when people acted within the sphere of what he knew. As a teacher, he recognized when a brilliant student was downplaying his intelligence to avoid attention from school bullies, and he tried to encourage Timothy within the bounds of what a teacher could do. But when people started disrupting his own little world of happiness -particularly Martha or his students interrupting romantic moments with Joan- then he became curt and dismissive and even more obstinate about his preferred way of things. All things that the Doctor also does, but which we notice less because he's usually the perspective we're rooting for to solve everything and save the day so is it really a big deal if he's rude towards another character? And then there's the original act of self-interest that Joan calls the Doctor out on at the end - he brought death and destruction to this village that he chose on a whim, without thinking of anyone else, all because he personally didn't want to confront the Family even though he was capable of stopping them.
All this to say that this flaw is part of what makes his relationship with Donna so compelling to watch. You have these two fundamentally self-absorbed characters on a journey together and they inspire each other to start doing better than they were before. They're growing together in the same direction with each other and because of each other. Donna, seeing the whole wide universe with all the good and the bad of it, realizing not only how small her worldview has been until now but then reaching out to make connections with people she wouldn't have given the time of day to before. The Doctor, absorbed with all his own burdens and traumas and memories and promises, being furiously and desperately shouted at by his best friend to do something. Save someone. It doesn't matter how small the act or how insignificant they are in the greater scheme of things. Never mind the greater scheme. Never mind us, never mind you. Just look at the person suffering in front of you now and help them.
#doctor who#tenth doctor#donna noble#there's a recurring theme in the show of companions becoming the doctor#but i think there's also something there about the doctor being like their companions#and for ten; the way each of those flaws is explored in the specials leading up to his regeneration#and how his regeneration speech encapsulates his character journey with selfishness and selflessness and self-absorption#the selfish (if understandable) wish to not die; to do what it is in his personal interests instead of anyone else's#the furious self-absorbed speech about how important he is and how much more he could go on to do#and then the selfless sacrifice done not in denial of his self-interest but in full knowledge of it and still making that choice in the end
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He hasn’t hugged his momma properly in over a year. The last time he was home was Christmas 2023. In February he set off to Asia and the last time he was seen pre-arrest was during his roommate swap in August 2024 where his family wasn’t present. He probably hasn’t even met his newborn niece (his sister Luciana delivered at some point during 2024)
you know the itty bitty details like this just make things feel worse right??? 😭
#also the first time i'd heard that his sister gave birth and he didn't even know about it/see the kid#i was mildly (jokingly) furious like how dare you not meet your niblings Luigi??? you're being a terrible uncle >:(#and while i know he had a lot going on it still feels so sad :(#luigi mangione#free luigi#asks
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Possessive Nature
Danny was worried, Undergrowth was coming for a visit and that would be completely fine if Poison Ivy wasn't blocking his way home while proclaiming that her babies deserved better.
Sam had gotten both ghosts to talk and now they had a sort of uneasy truce, and Danny needed his help to stop killing the plants in his new apartment in Gotham so he ended up asking for some advice, to which Undergrowth agreed.
Danny's first thought was that he was screwed, Ivy was going to meet Undergrowth and they would try to rule the world, maybe put it in a state of permanent vegetation; that would be good, if they didn't plan to destroy everything that was there. His second thought was his mistake in thinking of Gotham as an "uneventful" place. His third thought was to call Batman.
Unfortunately he couldn't continue thinking because the Ancient of nature arrived at his location, he surveyed all the greenery and seemed to marvel, before noticing the halfa in the center of the whole mess. Danny would have been long gone if Ivy hadn't planted a stupid variety of blood blossoms during her attack; he couldn't do more than greet the Ancient with a grimace, it was obvious that he couldn't move much.
The wonder on Undergrowth's face faded and he frowned, summoning his own ghost flowers and staying away from the deadly variety of blood blossoms.
Bright side: Undergrowth and Ivy had not teamed up to rule the world.
Downside: He discovered how possessive ghosts are as Gotham became the modern day Amazon.
Fuck, he really didn't want to explain it to Batman.
#dpxdc#Danny moved to Gotham#he still call his friends#and invites the ghosts out to do something#or asks for help with things in which he have no experience#Danny considers his ex-rogues as friends#although whenever they come he asks them to go unnoticed#dp x dc#dc x dp#The halfa does not know Batman#but he heard a lot about him#Danny isn't thinking of coming out of retirement for a furry anyway#Ghosts are very possessive and the Ancient are no exception#In this case Undergrowth is furious to see Danny trapped and close to something similar to the Blood Blossoms#in another time maybe they would have gotten along#this turned into some kind of war and gotham is the only casualty#Batman is not going to be happy
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Agree about the bluegreeners part but the ship was also not popular and gmm works on profits .. most people who supported the ship didn't care to watch their series.. half the quotes on the announcement starts with " i didn't watch their show but/ i don't follow this ship but/ I haven't been keeping up with them but " . PC also had (although considerably less) fans but PS was able to overcome all that because that ship worked and hence became popular..
Anyway, Atp I'm also starting to think o is cursed. I hope l gets a start over. I don't think on is ever coming back. Wdt will happen to their upcoming shows? Total replacement like " The Next Prince" or new ship for either of them like 10liners
not being as popular as the big ships is not a good enough reason to drop them, especially when it's fueled by haters bc this is just them giving in and up (gmmtv, not OL). Plus disbanding them will give them even less profits than just letting them vegetate even without projects. But they did have 2 projects lined up, which are both promising in terms of profits and engagement and definitely could have contributed to a recovery plot- and acting-wise since Kidnap really did not have the best script. So all this makes absolutely zero sense from a business standpoint imo. but what do I know.
But this is also about them as individuals and after that stunt, Ohm's chances of ever having a partner - no matter if permanent or not - that both him and his fans are comfortable with went completely out the window so BL is kinda over for him. which might sound sulky but him leaving the company altogether would be the best option atp. his so-called fans obviously don't give a shit about his career and what he wants so no matter what he does, he will lose either way. Which is a fucked up situation for anyone to be in, no matter if you like them or not. Ohm will be fine though, with his career thus far he could easily retire at 25 lol.
As for Leng, after reading a bit into what he has faced in the last few months, I sincerely hope he recovers from all this in some way and I hope he gets another chance at growing as an actor and does not leave gmmtv but he should probably step down for a while as well, at least from BLs. The chances of him stumbling into a recovery ship like Perth did are very low imo. That being said I really hope their roles in OF2 will be recast but I think they will. ppl are already pitching AouBoom but idk I haven't thought about who would fit the roles yet. I just hope both Ohm and Leng leave both OF2 and Mu-Te-Luv asap. this is for their own good anyway.
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#ohmleng#ohm pawat#leng thanaphon#gmmtv#im still so furious#how fcked up can ppl be istg#idk about ohm as rome but leng was so perfect for raffy im so upset#i was so excited for this 😔
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HMC fandom didn't make enough content with "all readheads are witches" stereotype, which obviously exists in our world and probably doesn't exist in Ingary because of how common the term "witch" is there (and also used for all females who practise wizardy/magic).
Imagine Mari once jokingly pointing at Sophie, asking "Are you a witch?" and poor woman is STRESSING for the rest of her day thinking that that random explosion of the oven might have been suspicious after all, before Howl explains that it's actually just a stereotype back from medieval times.
#and that's how Sophie Hatter discoveres the phenomenon of witch-hunt#(probably shocked and furious)#(ESPECIALLY when Howl clarified that they were not actually witches because witchcraft is still not a thing at this world)#(So yes Sophie women were dying for just existing 😔😔😔)#(When she learns that readheads were killed purely for being readhead she asked whether it's the reason Howl was scared about being ginger)#(Howl says no)#howl pendragon#howl's moving castle#sophie hatter#howell jenkins#hmc#hmc book#howl's moving castle book
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naruto crack au where kakashi manages to successfully drill the "never abandon your comrades" thing into team seven's heads
so when sasuke deserts naruto and sakura immediately desert with him. like he gets to the village gates and they're just waiting for him bags packed like "what took u so long we doing this or what"
he tries to get them to go back bc of course he does. "no you losers this is about me i'm going to kill my brother. also i'll have to kill my best friend for the super sharingan and you two are like the only people i talk to". but they do not listen. teamwork sasuke we will defeat your brother (OUR brother #communism) with the power of teamwork. just like kakashi-sensei said
suddenly orochimaru has to deal with three horrible little goblins with an even more codependent relationship than his old team
#naruto#team seven#orochimaru's favorite is sakura bc she's smart and respectful and gives kabuto headaches#kabuto's favorite is naruto bc he thinks he's funny#nobody's favorite is sasuke. he's fine with that tho#also sakura can still summon slugs she made a bet with tsunade ahead of time for the right to make the contract#kakashi keeps trying to get his team back but keeps approaching them one on one#which always ends in whoever he's talking to going ''i can't abandon my teammates sensei wtf''#obito is watching all of this from the bushes and laughing his ass off#the sound five live bc. nobody bothered to tell tsunade team seven had left until it was way too late#orochimaru keeps her updated tho#every time kakashi tries to sneak in and steal his kids back oro sends him back with pictures of how they're doing#''little sakura-chan is making excellent progress with chakra scalpels! you must be so proud! oh wait''#she hopes he dies#oro tells naruto who his parents are to spite jiraiya#unfortunately he does this when they're all still annoying little thirteen-year-old shitheads#so sakura and sasuke are both furious and don't talk to either of them for a day#they don't even know what they're mad about they're just Mad#meanwhile sakura's parents are happy to hear she's doing well and hope she writes soon#they don't. they don't really get the treason thing#team hebi/taka still forms ofc#it's an absolute disaster#sakura's a little sad when they finally ditch orochimaru bc she'd actually really enjoyed learning from him#like yeah he was an absolutely horrible human being but. she learned a lot!#he comes back later ofc#there's sorta an awkward moment when naruto finds out gaara got abducted and demands to go after him#sasuke: ok have fun#sakura: we're going too#sasuke: fuck#orochimaru: tell sasori i said hiiiii~ <3
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Husk, standing outside with the rest of the hotel, watching Alastor and Vox fighting violently enough to destroy half the city
Knowing he has One Shot to be the funniest motherfucker alive (metaphorically) and also get back at the deer.
"Why are they doing this?" Charlie asks, preddictably.
He schools his expression, takes a swig, and tries for slightly rueful nonchalance. "This... is why Overlords shouldn't date overlords."
The chaos that one little sentence unleashes is glorious.
Which makes it funnier if its true, and funnier still if it's not and Charlie tries to offer self-help/how to get over a bad break-up books to Alastor who has No Idea what the fuck is happening as he returns to the hotel.
#imagine him slamming vox's arm on the bar and being like Husker pair something with this meat#and angel dust slides over like Oh so you still crave the taste of his meat huh?#and Husk is trying not to laugh and also making Stop It You're Going to Get Murdered eyes at angel#Alastor chokes on his drink and does the 180 headcrack#angel who has never known a self preservation instinct he couldn't dodge is like#oh you still enjoy choking on it huh?#A very confused and rapidly more furious deer overlord is restrained by the princess and vaggie#as Angel is given a strained song about empathy and appropriate talk by Husk who is hauling him outta there#Lucifer is watching all this like... Lmao#hazbin hotel#funnier in my head i guess
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I just think Tallulah gets to be upset about this. “It’s not Wilbur’s fault” “He’s not a bad dad” “He loves his daughter so much” yes! These are all true! And it’s not his fault! But he’s still not there. And Tallulah has gone through so much and still hasn’t seen him, the one time he was around was the one time she wasn’t, and all she has are letters and “I’m thinking of you always” and things that used to be theirs together, but he’s still not there. She’s waited and she’s been patient and she’s loved him all the same, and he’s still not there. Like yesterday, and the day before, and the day before, from the happy milestones to the traumatic events, he’s still not there.
She knows that it’s not his fault, but it doesn’t change the fact that he’s absent. That in and of itself just adds to the sorrow, because she knows why he’s gone, and she’s been told time and time again it doesn’t mean he doesn’t care, she knows this - it doesn’t mean it doesn’t sting, that it doesn’t hurt, that she doesn’t yearn for her father to be there more than anything in the world, and he’s just not there.
So yes, she gets to be upset, and be caustic, and stomp her feet and write bitter messages, and be angry and vitriolic, because she’s a little girl missing her father, who feels things with her whole heart and soul - and that means she gets to feel the ugly parts of it, too.
#it’s like no wilbur isn’t at fault. especially if we’re talking about cc wilbur. but fuck man of course she’s gonna feel like this#this doesn’t make wilbur a bad person! he’s just a missing one. and Tallulah feels all the misery and bitterness as a daughter left behind#where is her father kissing her injuries and reassuring her? where is her father protecting her? hugging her at the end of the day?#Wil isn’t around to do this and she wants him back and he’s not going to be back. not for a while. and it’s not his fault but it doesn’t#stop it from being upsetting. she’s a little girl#and at least she has phil. her dad. who’s there time and time again. and it doesn’t make him somehow morally better or wtevr. he’s there an#Wil is not. and he’s going to continue to be there as a solid figure in tallulahs life that she needs#idk man like. fuck#lmao relating my own experiences from here below in the tags ✌️#as someone who’s been in that position? a parent absent for reasons outside of control? yeah it’s sucks. and I love them and they love me#*with a parent I mean I wasn’t the parent lmao#and it will never be the same. and when they were gone and missing things I was furious at them#that resentment grows and then it fades and sometimes bitterness strikes again and it’s how it goes. love is still there#and it’s no one’s fault. it just is. and what is is messy#anyways#mcyt#qsmp#q!tallulah#q!wilbur#z speaks
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Juvenile delinquent Jake who’s old crew (tej, suki, and Brian) go down to San Diego for one of those friends and family open Base days. And that is the first time the daggers get to see the real Jake, the Jake who isn’t bidding his time til he gets out of the navy, the Jake who’s entire face lights up when he sees his twin and his best friends. The Jake who’s English goes from well spoken academy grad to sounding like he just rolled out of the garage who’s slinging slang they don’t recognize. Jake who puts his whole soul into doing TikTok dances cause it makes Suki happy to have both of her white boys dancing, trying to throw something back that they don’t have. Him leaning into Tej as they discuss mods for the car Suki is looking at and who grins instead of scowls when Tej messes with his hair. That is the day that the daggers discover that they don’t know Jake, they only know the version he allowed them to see
#I have too many thoughts about this au#about how Jake views the navy#and about how the navy holds Jake’s metaphorical leash#this au consumes me too much#and I don’t have the time to write it how I want to#jake hangman seresin#juvenile delinquent Jake au#still waiting on tumblr to recognize as an actual tag so I don’t have to type it every time#brian oconner#suki fast and furious#tej parker
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