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been thinking long about rugby player togame………………
(fair warning: i'm about to ramble on about rugby below this)
the second i saw togame's fighting style (below the shoulder, low tackles) i just Had to make him play rugby this man would be an absolute powerhouse at it <3 i think i also just like watching big men fight
since his stature is Massive, he's obv a forward. but he's also fast on his feet, so i thought flanker would be the best position for him. he has insane strength from his shoulders and legs which would help in a scrum, and his fast instincts would allow him to go into a tackle as soon as the opponent ball is out of the scrum (basing his play style mainly on players like pocock, or even etzebeth - he's not a flanker but i think his general build is kind of similar to togame if he grows taller later on)
i also think this was an excuse to draw him bleeding again.......
#ik i drew this myself but he looks delectable i was actually having a very difficult time focusing when i was drawing#had to use a reference for the poses because my mind wasn’t thinking straight#tight ass uniforms in rugby are a blessing#rugby is actually for the female gaze#pls watch rugby if you like massive men#the thighs of rugby players.......dont even get me started#togame jo#wind breaker#winbre#windbreaker#wind breaker (satoru nii)#wind breaker fanart#gallery87
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Let Me Drive My Van Into Your Heart [CLOSESON]
happy pride month to my favourite fictional men
i also made a version with Good Luck, Babe! because i think chappell roan couldve changed darryl 'he feels love for the first time in a while' wilson
#ik i posted it with steven universe lyrics and not chappell roan but she honestly gives me SO MUCH closeson vibes#mf 'i dont care that youre a stoner/red wine supernova' darryl @ glenn#'youre standing face to face with i told you so' glenn @ darryl#ever since reading this one fic ['trust me he's cool' on ao3] i cant get the au of them being old college friends outta my mind#i heart them#my art#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndaddies#dungeons and dads#dndads fanart#dndads glenn close#glenn close#dndads darryl wilson#darryl wilson#closeson
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So theres an arc I have where 4 becomes the new captain while 3s down after the Biggest Run, right. The Cap4 arc focuses on 4s efforts to investigate the strange changes happening to the salmonid migration patterns via infiltrating Grizzco.
Epic the musical’s songs are one HELL of a way to tell the tale, even if its not one to one!! Since the Wisdom saga releases in 3 days Im going to be drawing up one scene per song and how it would play out in the Cap4 arc :)
#I womt be able to finish this before the saga drops btw whsbshd. I can only draw at most 1 saga per day….#splatoon#epic the musical#splatoon fanart#agent 4#marie cuttlefish#splatoon oc#splatoon promo kids#(that is cuttlefsh there gang ahsbsh)#salmonid#Im ill over how warrior of the mind is literally 4 and Marie!!!#character design#oc#original character#I love you Polites and despite you dying in the og youre gonna live in sploonworld#BC I DONT WANT TO PUT A DEATH UNDER 4S COMMAND. NOT EVEN 3 HAS THAT.#ik everyones excited for grandfest but man#MAN EPIC THE MUSICAL!!!!!
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Girl you saw Aaron kissing on that white woman?
I hate to say it but that British black man with sum blue eyes like em PALE. (Of course I am saying this purely in suspicion)
Yeah, I seent it. So? Lmfao. Sorry. Ik folks are pressed but I simply don't understand the need to find something bad about this man?
We have so very few (practically nonexistent) Black men that we can love on in public. He's smart, sweet, talented, precious, a goofball, a nerd, and introvert, and has been nothing but precious around Black women. He practically lights up around us.
Why is it so hard to believe that he's just....a good guy? Because we have proof that he liked ONE yt? Dont they all?
But what really gets me is that folks think he's not capable of liking a yt AND a Black woman 🤔 like he has to be on one camp or the other.
And this is purely MY opinion. I'm not shaming anyone for caring. I understand. Its so beyond exhausting to feel like we're not wanted by our own counterparts. That they continually play in our faces and we love them anyway.
But until I actually see that he move funny around us, I just wanna love on him. I love that hes goofy and silly. I love that he can't dance. I love that he can sing and rap (though British rap is asssss, sorry Aaron daddy 🥲). I love that hes an introvert. I love hearing him say "opportunity, for me personally, legacy, honored, brother, bruv" and whatever else fly outta that beautiful mouth of his.
I love that hes "lightskinned". I love that I get to see him in Lanterns next year, however I can have him. Because I know Gunn will piss me smooth awf 🙄 I love that hes 6'3. I love that he works out. I love that he has tattoos. I love his big ass hands and that ass 🙌🏽 (that ass really needs to be worshipped)
I love that he dresses extremely well and couldn't pose for shit earlier in his career 🤣) I love that hes into the superhero genre as a whole (especially when everyone acts like it needs to go. Don't like it, don't watch. But don't ruin it for others who do like it).
I love that he shares a close bond with his family. I love how he lights up when he's comfortable. I love when he's in his feelings 🙌🏽🤪🥵 I love when he posts subtle thirst traps.
I love the Kelvin tiktok of him throwing his head back and laughing. I love that he can laugh about himself. I love his funny little laugh.
I love when he wears long sleeves. I love when he wears short sleeves. I love when he's tanned. I love when the camera makes him look pale as hell. I love when he wears glasses. I love when he brings those chains out 👁👄👁 .
I love when he hugs himself. I love when he has funny expressions. I love his big ears. I love his traditionally African features. I love his accent. I love that nasty tongue. I love his teefs Mr A is for All 32.
I love that he was a punk ass kid daring people to race him. I love that he had pimples. I love that hes finally getting the recognition he deserves. I love that he is only going to soar because he has a pure soul.
I love that he feels like our second chance with Chadwick. I love that his smile makes me melt. I love that every peek into his brain just makes me love him more.
I love that hes so cute I want to wring his neck. I love that I want to swing from his neck like a mf monkey 🙌🏽🤪 I love those tank tops he be wearing. Ooooof I love the hoochie Daddy shorts.
I love that hes Big Daddy. I love he went viral over an adverb. I love that hes into martial arts. I love that his thighs are so big. I love that he can lift 425 and pull damn near double that.
I love that he knows how to bring that ass outside. I love when he wears those shades. I love his photos. I love his juicy ass pink lips. I love that big headed, sloped shoulder, chameleon 🤪
I love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him
And if he turns up with a yt wife? Yes, that will hurt. But I'll always have Terry who canonically loves a Black woman from infinity to infinity (he instinctively believed Jess was the inside mole helping because he saw her as an ally)
Signed, A Certified Simp Named Mega
#megaminds asks#aaron pierre#something something if i had my faculties i shouldve made this rhyme#something something a love poem for mr pierre#i could go on honestly.#every photo every video every interview every role#i love it all#i am a certified simp#sorry no drama over here#keep in mind that this is MY opinion and it is MY blog so go on and block me if you feeling itchy over there#cerified simp#7 days a week#he makes me so weak in the knees#just the thought of him#sweet lawdt my heart racing just thinking of himmmmm#whether its aaron or terry#but all ik is that im leaving here with SUMN#black girls deserved to be loved on too#we have a good one for now yall#stop wishing ill on that man#he deserves nothing but peace and prosperity#he is our generations denzel#we at the beginning baby#WE gon be the aunties in our 60s talm bout that Aaron Pierre in a drama thats gonna win him an Oscar#and in the nursing home mourning his loss to this world#focus on what we love about him yall#dont we deserve us a him?#dont we deserve a man who LOVES us?#low key dr suess over here doe
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The Baking Incident
Bonus:
#i heard its tenma month#have this silly scenario#ik its not canon but it was too funny to think about#pathetic loser tsukasa is the best flavour of tsukasa change my mind (you can't)#kerizart#prsk#prsk fa#prsk art#tenmas#tenma siblings#tenma tsukasa#tenma saki#aoyagi toya#toya tenma#i made this for MYSELF because this idea genuinely brightened my day so much u dont even know#tenmay
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stranger things season one 2016 was so fucking incredible. it exists as an entirely different entity to me than the rest of the show. you literally just had to be there. to this day nothing has ever come close to the amount of universal love for a fictional story that stranger things first received. ive been chasing this high for eight years.
#ik theres a lot of young fans of this show that are teenagers rn and listen#if you were too young to watch this when it first came out I DONT THINK YOU REALIZE HOW HUGE IT WAS AT THE TIME#THE FIRST TEASER FOR SEASON TWO LITERALLY PREMIERED DURING THE SUPERBOWL#THAT ALPHABET WALL DID SOMETHING TO OUR BRAINS AND CHANGED THE WAY WE MAKE AND CONSUME SCIFI FOREVER#i genuinely believe that scene of joyce looking around at all the lights is one of the most iconic scenes in tv history#like i cant even explain it to you we lost our fucking minds over this show it was unlike anything anybody has ever seen#this was such a pivotal memory of my junior and senior year year of high school#everyone was wearing merch my teachers would gush about it in class everyone tuned in to watch the cast on fallon it was EVERYWHERE#and do not even get me started on halloween that year oh my god#it was just so fucking fun i miss it#just rewatched s1 and all i can think about is 17 year old me losing my fucking mind#its such an amazing season#i do understand why some people say they wish it stopped at season one im glad they didnt but i see where theyre coming from#stranger things#byler
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I randomly thought of having a photo album full of polaroids of the marauders in my dr and omfg. I need to take horrible mugs of sirius and annoy him about them so badly
#im going to have a photo album full of just wolfstar watch#im going to be their biggest shipper you dont understand#james would be laughing his ass off at all my terrible pics of them#ill probs have a little folder dedicated to remus eating chocolate#cause ik for a fact that man has at least three bars in each pocket#omg and magic pictures move too#ffhakdflajkffhalksf#marauders#reality shifting#shifting antis dni#shiftblr#reality shifter#shifting realities#reality shift#shifting community#shifting blog#desired reality#shifting to marauders era#shifters#shifting to hogwarts#shifting#shifting advice#reality shifting community#shifting motivation#marauders shifting#shifting consciousness#shifter#shifting reality#bea's losing her mind#bea yaps
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#BRUHHHHHH I NEED ANOTHER TEASER I BEG YOU RIOT#ITS BEEN THREE YEARS I CANT WAIT TO USE NEW CONTENT FOR GIFS LMAO#personal tag#dont look at me im just here to complain about content drought lmao its really not good in fostering a healthy fandom ngl#because ppl will just hyperfixate and consume media for like a month and then the fandom goes poof right after lol#i miss all the people scrutinizing media every week i miss all the essays pumping out when content arrives#these days its just.... nothing lmao i only really still have arcane in my mind because of fanfiction and a lot of fics have been inactive#ik we're getting new stuff in a few months#and ik we're not in canceled shows hell but like#i really hope that if theres season 3 we're gonna get it a bit more regularly#i really miss it when content was like weekly or every 2 weeks because ppl and the fandom are wayyyy more active during those times#binge culture and netflix sort of changed it lol#i miss it when fandoms were huge!!! i miss it when it was so CHAOTIC lmaooooooooo#I MISS WAITING FOR LONG ASS HOURS WAITING FOR CONTENT TO RELEASE EVERY WEEK!!!! I MISS IT!!!! that was like what 12 years ago LOL#I KNOW arcane is special with their 3 year drought because it takes time to make arcane#but like..... idk man i miss content lmao#iirc they took too long to make s2 bc they have no idea if s1 would be even renewed#so i hope s3 will be a bit more regular now#anyways im gonna go bye bye
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drew this in like 2 hrs after i saw primordian briar for the first time before swarm got put on the pbe and forgot to post it here whoops.. riot i need her Now......
#league of legends#league of legends fanart#briar lol#lol briar#lol fanart#briar skin#anima squad#do ppl tag that#holy shit i was so insufferable to my friends when she was first shown#ive been begging for her 2nd skin for so long#AND IT BANGS???????#huge dub for the briar fans..... (me)#and she's still pink/magenta that makes me so happy#like all my fanskins for her Must have Pink ik riot doesnt really keep signature colors for champs but pink fits her so well#in a lot of different ways... I wrote two essays about her ok......#(actually they werent solely about her they where abt character design)#(but still)#and they used a teeth motif.. you dont understand#the first ever fanskin i tried to make for her had a teeth/mouth motif (it was soul fighter btw)#they read my MIND....#AND SHES IN SWARMMMMMM#BIGGEST DUBBBBBB I LOVE PVE GAMES#also her frenzy design cooks omg#they made her a freak creature like she deserves#i have more art of her coming.... because im me#ok insane rambling done
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Hello, I hope it's not rude but I'm REALLY REALLY fond of your art!!!!! I was scrolling through your blog from new to old and found that you have Bpd,,,. I only heard about this condition, what is it like? If it's ok to know,,,!
hello, thank u! uhm it's something? HAHAHAHA idk how to explain it 😭🏳 lemme try to be as direct as possible
I'm high-functioning, but there are points I seriously just start showing symptoms.
Emotions: INTENSE as it can get while FEELING 99 PERCENT EMPTY. Something just- keeps you so.. hungry (not literally). Sensory is also another factor, and honestly I burn out a lot, tend to get overwhelmed n meltdown like shit
Identity: I either have BEEF WITH it, feel GODLY, or be so LOW, really low. I live with both passion and hate. I'm very confused. But I can say I'm just tired!
Attachments: Relationships are so hard to maintain bc of how much I fear abandonment, like bro I can't even leave my family as much as I want to. I'm more scared of getting disowned or losing my name. Love is a concept I long to grasp at the same time scared of it, I don't understand jackshit about " love ".
> I tend to self-Isolate with or without reason
> ...I used to test other people whether they can handle me or not, whether they'd leave or not. Not anymore though, but the thought lingers.
> Very- paranoid- about.. perception, neglect and invalidity HAHA.
Mindset: They call it Black and White, or generally just two categories to label my perception of things. However, I try to understand AS MUCH AS I CAN about a situation, etc. See what's in-between before I decide. that's really hard for me to do LOL.
> I always do my best to think and be nice
> I can be so fucking bad at the same time, only to regret it the next second or so
> My mind is scattered all over the place, It's exhausting
Trauma: I have memory problems and a lot to connect with that. Hate and fear is what I'm accustomed to. I live with a fuck ton of active predicaments like hell. Old wounds keeps reopening, and new ones never closes.
Impulse: shows in speech more than in action (THANK GOD LMAO I'D DIE IF I LET MY INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS WIN)
Habits: uhm. Ranging from sunshine and rainbows to SELF-DESTRUCTIVE. I get obsessive, like.. really obsessive.
Coping mechanisms: Usually I have mood stabilizers and anti-depressants n shit, but I don't rely on them anymore (bc I can't keep buying). I don't have good coping mechanisms even for physical needs. It's so bad bro. So I just end up drawing. that's the only good one I can list.
Living with it: Exhausting and an internal war 24/7. Does it affect me physically? Yes. Does it come with other mental factors and conditions? Also yes! But as one of God's most tired soldiers, nothing I can do but keep walking.
What I'm confused about: dawg last time, i kept searching about how conditions co exists like— Thats normal?? N the last diagnosis I was in confirms it does and nothing to worry about. BLUD I AM DEF WORRYING. Autism n bpd? u mean my behavior and shit isnt meant to be invalid as most people perceive — u mean these fckass experiences built that bpd? ☠️ WHAT AM I THEN—
(I'm having a hard time believing it bc as an adult, it's harder to process information like these)
#messyr#uhh HAHA! people n my environment -- is like- all fun and games until you actually start showing mentally ill shit yknow?#like whoa didnt know ur fkin crazy or like in a way theyll say or avoid bc they cant handle what theyre seeing#some stays to understand and help and i am VERY grateful for them.#bpd#no i dont mind answering questions like these#if anything i like sharing the experience bc ik other people are able to relate to it or have the same#at least they know they are heard and valid#comorbid conditions
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Lamb unfortunately was Not dainty in their escape 😔😩
(Feat. @paintpaintpaintman’s Petra in the third sketch)
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl bishops#cotl oc#cotl midas#wip… 👀#I need to draw my post-game bishop designs more 😔#and then pANIC-#ngl I can handle a lot of the sensitive/graphic parts of COTL#but Narinder’s fight always makes me squirm#I don’t like eyes I dONT LIKE EYES-#I DONT EVEN MIND THE FLAYING I JUDT DONT LIKE HIS EYES 😭😭#nyways#DEER BUDDIES YAAAY!!#they have lots to bond over 😩#The answer to Narinder’s question? he can’t (‘: (at least at first)#I hc it takes a good century or so for the Bishops to adjust to their new wounds 😔😩#also…. new oc 🥺🤲 started thinking about Lamb’s childhood and hmgngh#she’s a new fave I need to digitalize her when I get a chance#Azzy…. the cat in him is Entranced with Shiny Noisy Bells 😩😩#Lamb doesn’t mind 🥺🤲#MIDASSS tfw you have a cool idea for a sketch and it’s for Him of all people 😤😔#I MEAN THAT /LH BTW ik there are people who like him!!#I wanna digitalize him when I finish Leshy 👀#and then…….#another sketch from that thing I mentioned a lil while ago 👀#it’s finished btw but will probably still be a while yet before I post it 😔😩
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im ngl maddie has really wormed her way into my brain. i don't usually get too attached to side characters but what do you MEAN we've never actually seen the real her. wdym literally every single thing we saw could well have been a lie and we'll never know how much was genuine, if anything
#and i didnt pick up on it at ALL#like i was fully on team 'why does everyone hate her sm shes just a naive girl w a crush'#watched e9 w my friends and i literally lost my mind over the reveal. jumped off the couch pointing at the tv and everything#tbf i dont read social cues well. ik people theorized she was a spy i just didnt think it was a good theory at the time lmfao#but Were there actually any signs present that i missed... im probably gonna end up rewatching at some point just to see what i catch#arcane#maddie nolen#levi.txt#also like. shes really cute man idk what to tell you. i like short girls i like girls w freckles i think she has a cute voice#targeted attack on me specifically
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Truly I have rarely felt so loved by the creators of a show. When I first watched korra season 3 I started to see korrasami, and repeatedly reminded myself I was being crazy and it would never be intended by the writers. The season 3 finale hit and korrasami had me by the throat, but I still knew it was only in my head. And then season 4 came. The finale aired- I remember watching it after work and just repeating to myself "no way" before going online to double check what I was seeing, because it was so explicit! Nowadays I would absolutely interpret it as a cop-out, but in 2014 it was so obvious that the creators were PURPOSEFULLY DEPICTING A WLW ROMANCE FOR THEIR PROTAGONIST!! AND THEY WERE!! I HAD NOT BEEN IMAGINING THINGS IN SEASON 3! THEY HAD INTENDED TO PORTRAY A SAME-SEX ROMNCE THAT WHOLE TIME AND THEY HAD! And after all that Bryan still published that lovely letter, stating point-blank their intentions, that korrasami was canon. I know I sound like a broken record it was just incredibly meaningful.
#ik weve come a very long way concerning queer rep in media#almost exclusively thanks to queer creators#but i just cannot shake korrasami from its context. i dont even think rupphire had been introduced in steven universe yet.#to have these (presumably) straight creators care enough to depict an earnestly queer romance for their protagonist was huge.#thank you bryke.#still cant get over how much I KNEW korrasami would never go canon.#like there was not a chance. the possibility never even crossed my mind. and then it did.#alok#korrasami
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Broken Melodies Part 2 (part 1 is here) (and here's the AO3 link)
Shit would be an understatement. No, that race was god-fucking-horrifically-awful. You would think with two DNFs that Daniel could at least pull his shitbox from P17 to P15 but nope, he finished in 17th, just barely completing all laps of the race. He's better than this, he knows he is and yet the race he drove was utter garbage.
Daniel declines any invitation to go out after the race. He isn't exactly feeling it, and besides he made a promise, one in which he intends to keep.
Before heading back to the beach, Daniel picks up a bunch of food from a local convenience store that he think Max may like to try. He gets all sorts of things, including bread, chocolate, and just a bit of raw pork in case all else fails, after all they say that it tastes similar to human flesh.
It's just before sunset when Daniel arrives, and there's only a few people left loitering around. Daniel walks as far down as he can to ensure that they remain uninterrupted. He can't risk either of them being spotted, for Max's safety and, in a way, for his own.
He settles down on a rock that's near the shoreline and pulls his bag into his lap. He places his hands around his mouth and calls out softly, "Max!"
In the distance, a head pops up from the waves then ducks back down and Daniel can see the subtle flick of a tail coming towards him. Within seconds Max breaks the surface of the water in front of him and uses his arms to drag himself further forward. "Hi Daniel!"
Now that there's more daylight, Daniel can see Max properly and wow, he's truly gorgeous. His eyes are blue, but they're like the ocean itself and Daniel could find himself getting lost in them. His hair is messy and blonde like wet sand and he really does have well defined arms and chest. Then Daniel sees his tail, which is actually a beautiful cobalt blue that glimmers in the daylight - magical. The fins at the end have a different shade of blue in them, something darker, closer to navy.
Max tail twitches and Daniel realises he must've been staring. "Sorry, it's just my first time seeing you properly, like your tail. I couldn't totally see last night because, you know, it's dark."
Max flushes and ducks his head. "Ah well, I hope you're not disappointed."
"No, you're magnificent. Really, you are," Daniel quickly reassures.
Max giggles and his tail makes a small flick in the water. That's something Daniel has noticed: Max's tail often reacts with his emotions, creating little flicks, twitches and splashes amongst the shallow waves.
"I, uh, I bought you food?" Daniel gestures to the bag in his lap. "Just like a bunch of different things."
Max grins, pushing himself as high as he can, "Thank you! What did you get?"
Daniel shows him all the foods and let's Max try different things to see what he likes. Turns out, he's a big fan of bread, any type of meat, cooked or raw, and tomatoes. He's not a huge fan of sweet things and fruit but really hates dairy stuff. It ends up being like a picnic date, with the sun setting and the mindless chatter flowing between them.
Eventually, Daniel puts away all the rubbish back into his bag and tucks it behind the rock and out of the way as Max asks, "do you want to talk about the race?"
Daniel sighs, "not really. It was bad, and I don't think I will even keep my seat next season if it continues. I overheard some people talk about replacing me and cutting my contract."
"That seems unfair," Max frowns.
"Formula One is unfair. Life is unfair. You just have to hope that things will get better." Daniel shrugs, feeling a little hopeless but if he just tells himself that often enough, maybe it will actually happen.
"You made things better for me," Max admits.
"I did?"
"Sirens work in pods of about 10 or so to catch prey. Think of it like a pack or a family. As soon as my father broke my songbox, I was forced out, deemed useless. I mean, what good is a siren who can't sing?" Max chuckles dryly before continuing to explain, "I've been swimming solo for the past year and a bit. Then one night, I saw this beautiful human who was so alone and sad and I didn't have much to lose so I talked to him, tried to make him feel less upset. However, he ended up making the past two days some of the happiest for me in the past couple of years."
Shit, those words are like an arrow to the chest. He made Max feel cared for when he hasn't been for so long and Max has done the same for him, just by being someone who has no expectations and accepts Daniel for Daniel. Something spurs him into action as he gets up, pulling his shoes and socks off and yanking his t-shirt and hoodie over his head in one go.
"Daniel...?" Max questions cautiously as Daniel finally strips to just his boxers and makes his way into the ocean.
It's fucking cold, and Daniel has no idea how Max puts up with it but chalks it up to siren biology. Max has started swimming around him, still maintaining a bit of distance, his eyes wide in shock. "Daniel what are you doing?"
When the water is up to his shoulders, toes barely touching the sea floor, he finally turns to face Max. "Max, you have made the past two days better for me too. Fuck, Max, I just-"
Daniel pulls Max towards him and hugs him, a complete and total display of trust and affection by allowing himself to be totally at Max's mercy. Max melts into it instantly, arms wrapping around Daniels torso but fingers careful not to scratch him. He rests his head on Daniel's shoulder and Daniel can feel Max's tail moving in gentle back and forth motions, helping to keep both of them afloat as Daniel kicks. One of Daniel's hands carefully holds the back of Max's neck, mindful of the gills there, thumb stroking in a soft caress where Max's hair ends.
This feels like everything, and yet it has to be nothing but a fleeting weekend, a brief respite to their suffering. Daniel wishes they had more time, wishes that Max was a human so he could bring him everywhere, show him the world, give him everything he could and then hold him in bed at the end of every day. Or, he wishes he could be a siren like Max, swimming around the world and catching prey together, with absolutely no weight on his shoulders or expectations from his team and the fans.
But it's simply not possible.
"Is it bad I don't want you to go?" Max whispers against the skin on Daniel's shoulder.
"No more as bad as how I don't want to leave," Daniel replies just as quiet, letting the ocean breeze carry his words away.
"You have to though."
"I do," Daniel exhales, feeling nothing but bittersweet melancholy.
They stay like that for as long as they can, Max's body heat providing enough warmth for Daniel to not start shivering. There's a sense of desperation, as if the moment they let go it's all over and it becomes nothing more than a memory, one they might forget. As if Daniel would ever forget Max, the kindest siren on Earth with his ocean eyes, sandy hair and shimmering tail.
Max raises his head and looks at Daniel, their faces so close their noses are almost touching. All Daniel can see is Max, his eyes, the slope of his nose, the slight blush to his cheeks, the freckle on his upper lip, his lips.
Perhaps the magnetic pull between them should startle Daniel, it could be some siren magic after all, but the second his lips touch Max's he can tell that it's no magic at all and that Max is feeling the exact same way as him. The need for the other person, the anguish that it will be over in a few hours (if not less), the craving of a comfort that neither have felt in so long but they have found in each other. It's just a shame that this is all they can have.
They kiss and kiss until neither of them can breathe any more and Daniel's legs tire out from kicking in the water. Max holds him up as he slowly swims them back to shore, the two of them so lost in each other that they were unaware of how far they drifted out. He gently lays Daniel against the rock he was previously sat on and carefully brings himself up so he can lie his head on Daniel's lap, the end of his tail making small splashes in the waves that reach the shoreline.
"I guess this is goodbye," Max says, crestfallen.
"I guess so..." Daniel starts carding his fingers through Max's hair, feeling the softness as it dries out.
"Will I ever see you again?" Max asks, the tiniest, most miniscule amount of hope in his voice.
It kills Daniel to reply with "I don't know," shooting that hope down.
Max doesn't reply, just lies there and lets the moment last as long as possible. Daniel's skin dries quickly, excepts for where the waves kiss his feet. The sun has gone below the horizon and Daniel has to go. He has a flight in the morning to take him to Italy and cannot risk oversleeping for it.
"Max," he whispers hoarsely. Max gets the message, lifting himself up and pushing himself back into the sea to give Daniel the space to get dressed and leave. Daniel can feel Max's eyes on him, staring as if he will disappear the moment he blinks. Once he's properly clothed and has gathered up all his stuff, Daniel faces Max.
"I'm sorry we don't have more time." Daniel kicks the sand with his shoe.
"Me too," Max replies, flicking his webbed fingers in the water.
"Goodbye," Daniel smiles sadly before walking away. He listens for the sound of Max swimming away, the tell-tale splash of his tail, but there isn't. Against his better judgement, Daniel looks over his shoulder and sees Max still there, watching him.
Daniel's heartstrings snap and he goes running back, dropping to his knees not caring if his shoes or trousers get soaked. Max can barely gasp his name before Daniel holds his face and kisses him again, all breathy and desperate. They can taste each other's tears as they kiss, barely getting half-sentences out between each press of lips.
"I'm sorry I-" "Me too." "I have to-" "I know." "I wish-" "So do I." "Thank you."
Eventually, Max pushes Daniel back and forces himself further into the ocean where Daniel cannot follow. "Now go, please." His smile is ruined by the tears running over his cheeks and into the seawater. Daniel is sure he doesn't look any better.
This time, Daniel really does leave and he hears the loud splash of Max's tail going underwater to never be seen by him again. Daniel doesn't look back.
He makes it back to the hotel just as Lando and a bunch of other people from McLaren leaves it to go out partying or something. He refuses to make eye contact, doesn't want to see the worried glances or questioning looks and just heads back to his hotel room and immediately goes to sleep, not even bothering to wash the salty ocean water from his hair.
Perhaps, if he's lucky, he can meet Max again in his dreams.
#thanks for all the love on pt1!#i do have a part 3 in mind so if you don't want this to be the end then lmk#ik this is sad pls dont kill me#maxiel#f1 rpf#f1 fic#333
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My brain latched onto @podoro-vines OC's bc I found a lot of similarities between William and my OC Orion. I love to see it, so I decided to draw them next to each other. I ADORE how he turned out in my style, and I hope I did him justice and drew all his details right 😅. Notes about their similarities are under the cut, apologies if I got anything about William wrong :3 ofc this is all just base similarities that I've taken from the lore post's William is in and nothing too detailed since neither his nor Orion's story is done/out yet
In case anyone can't read the writing.
William
6'6
Has abstract (Magic)
Orion
5'7
Mortal, has no magic. <.< (...totally-)
Similarities
Star themes
Brown hair
Dark skin
Friends with a silly gremlin guy with secrets~ (William: Besties/QPR?) (Orion: Lil Sibling)
Goes on a big journey through world to find (William:Stars) (Orion: Gods)
Bookworms
Somehow connected to something bigger
Wanted by (William: The one who caged him) (Orion: The Government/Aeon Corp.)
William's 'crime': Escaping
Orions crimes: Leaving district, associated with 'terrorists', destruction of government/public owned property, revealing the evil secrets of Aeon Corp.
#William#seven leaf clover#divine hope#Orion#ocs#oc#original story#original character#myscribbles#star-buds#apologies if this is unwanted at all podoro#ik some people dont like thier oc's being compared so if you want it taken down i dont mind at all
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#summit war saga#ch553#ft. luffy#ft. zoro#ft. nami#ft. usopp#ft. chopper#ft. robin#ft. franky#ft. brook#thinking abt that one blog that is kinda going around rn does it hate/love women or whatever#and even tho as of queueing this i havent seen op on there i dont think you could do a hard and fast yes or no for op#since i think there are a number of women that are loved by the series and oda does actually give women diverse body types#and not all of the good women are stereotypically attractive (lola and charlotte come to mind whenever i think about this)#and a lot of the women do have established goals and wants and needs that are validated through the narrative#even pudding is a well written character tbh <- needs to reread wci dont ask me to go into details quite yet#but then you look at some of the other character designs. and how some characters do just fall flat#or arent well written. given that its such a long series though that is so expected and it holds up a lot better than say...#naruto. or bleach. in this regard but i wish we did get more fights with nami and robin sometimes u know.#i do really enjoy the ones we get and i'm excited to get back to wano for robin's fight with black maria#bc i did see some screencaps from that and ik fights arent the only thing to showcase a character's worth#but this is a shounen series so to some extent fights are a staple of the genre.#idk where im going with this its 10pm for me and i'm very tired t-t#i'm so lighthoused out. and they're redoing the roof on my house this week which is so augh
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