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First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

How you dying 👀

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Nocturne

The urge encroaches upon them the way it always does: slowly, slowly, until with unrestrained voracity it flares to life.

It’s a cyclical compulsion that, despite the warnings they choose to overlook, seizes Lambert when they are least expecting it. The crusade has gone smoothly thus far, but their stomach lurches to reprimand them for ignoring it this long.

And they can do it. They can look upon their own deification without cowering from it, most of the time, but right now they don’t have the protection of the one who understands them most so they need solitude. They have already cleared the vicinity, leaving a trail of bloodsoaked evidence, but they search the undersides of swamp-dwelling weeds and triple-check beneath overgrown mushroom caps.

Hunger waited until Lambert had settled comfortably into godhood to make a reappearance, an unwelcome gnawing at their insides. It had been so long since they cast aside their mortality that they struggled to identify the sensation at first. Usually, it is faint enough to ignore. But tonight, simply cleaving their gauntlets through an enemy’s throat makes it settle on the tip of their forked tongue, where it will stay until it festers.

Lambert has been warned to prepare for the infinite unknown, beyond the growing curve of their horns and added height. Narinder keeps reiterating that they have nothing to fear. His presence, comfort, and knowledge make the changes easier and less lonely, but no less frightening.

There are no witnesses, Lambert confirms again. They dare not move yet, but the aroma entices their appetite to life.

Watching the body convulse invites Lambert to kneel down beside it. The chest heaves slowly, passing its last few breaths down to the stomach. For a moment, their hesitation lags behind their hunger.

Deity though they may be, Lambert is not above instinct– not anymore– so their fanged teeth tear into the softness of the belly. The body tenses and lets out a gargling wail, so they silence it with a slash to its throat. A flood of crimson coats their maw, and their tongue darts out to lap at the entrails; the metallic taste sates every bone-numbing compulsion. It’s invigorating and that makes it feel so wrong, but the rush of energy feels too right to stop themself now.

They could retract these fangs, once. Predator-teeth had been the first of their rewards for ascension beyond their own self. The more they tasted, the higher they floated above their mortal shell– not quite discarded, just outgrown. Now, the flesh tears for them as easily as they tear from the only identity keeping them anchored to the ground.

The arachnids of Silk Cradle eat their molted exoskeletons to reclaim all the nutrients that were once theirs. Lambert wonders if they, too, should eat what remains of the constraints from which they broke free.

Lambert pauses and, in the corner of their mind, feels their entire face surrounded by the meat of their spoils. They pause for only a moment. Something is deeply wrong with them. They don’t know how to decipher it, or if the problem is meant to be solved. They bite into an intestine, drunk on their self-serving communion.

They don’t know if it’s clarity or its merciful opposite that tells their tastebuds they’re satisfied, but when Lambert is freed from their appetite, the body before them is half-mutilated. The sight should disgust them, but once their taste for flesh passes as suddenly as it had come, it leaves only a tranquil equilibrium in its place.

Lambert has no one to pardon their sins, no god but themself. They are not sure if they have the power to grant the absolution they need.

They ask the empty air around them for it anyway.

AO3 link

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Uhhh assorted doodles . Mostly ocs (including some of my friends’) n Deltarune

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tea

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Noticing I follow a Trend designing characters for this specific oc verse

(Btw if yall wanna send an ask about any of em im always down to ramble 👉👈)

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Artfight attacks & revenges 2/5

Revenge on @spiderin-space

Revenge on @amystarsmith

Revenge on Almaishtar (instagram)

Attack on @wilted3sunflowers

Revenge on @aliienloart

Attack on @polarades

Revenge on @nerd-who-likes-cats

Revenge on weepingloti (instagram)/ twitter

Attack on Tsuritama (DeviantArt) / fishingball on toyhouse

Attack on @eijikashii

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“Just me and Tildrum against the world!” 🐈‍⬛🌷

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On that oc ref grind

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COTL Fanfic Masterlist

(Keep in mind to access most of these, you will need an AO3 account to protect against bots/scrapers)

AFTER THE END - Postgame Narilamb Fluff

BEFORE THE BEGINNING (Acts I & II) - Interpretation of The Old Faith before Narinder’s banishment

LACERATIONS, LOVESICKNESS (And Other Maladies of the Heart) - Takes place during Before The Beginning; pre-banishment Narilamb hospital fluff

FOR THE DEPARTED - The Lamb’s backstory, beginning a few days immediately before their sacrifice

ANCIENT HISTORY - self indulgent s/i fic; follows the budding relationship between Shamura and one of The Lamb’s followers

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DONT TOUCH THAT DIAL

CUZ TENNA'S HEREEEEE!!!!!!

AND MIKE IS ALSO HERE AS WELL :3c

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Dance of the Spirituals ❤️🔥

(Original drawing from 2023 beneath the cut)

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Another batch!

Wren ( @spiderin-space ) | Fern Leaves ( Sparkler )

Astragon & Zaara ( @harmonymarigold and Tadsaur )

Eros (& Mewmin) ( inkst ) | Tenebris ( Vraaqul )

Link to the video under the cut

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aaaand that’s the last chapter posted!! Thank you SO MUCHHH to everyone who supported this hella self indulgent lil project hehe :3

What’s next? Who knows!! I’ll probably take some time to work on more personal projects now, along with wrapping up the last few weeks of Art Fight ^^’

Thank yall again for everything!! :>

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Artfight revenge of @spiderin-space's BlackJack!!

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Revenge for @spiderin-space of their adorable deer, Aynno!

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/64561084/chapters/174834996

Second to last chapter posted!! 👀