#but idk it doesn’t feel likely… sigh
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all the theories/evidence/etc I still want answered before we wrap up this trial:
- what was the ball of clothes for? why/how were they starchy?? (and how did the culprit know about the old clothes)
- how and when did the culprit get the fish w/out Nico noticing
- what did Nico tell Hu to get the wire from her
- did the culprit use turpentine? if so, how did they get it, and if not, how did they knock Arei out?
- is the origin of anything else in the crime scene in any way important (where and when did the culprit get the rope, empty jugs, something to cut the rope with, etc.)
- how on earth did Nico come up with that crazy murder method???
- why the hell was MonoTV so urgent and insistent on cleaning up Nico’s crime scene so fast (I don’t think we’re actually gonna get an answer to that but why?????)
- what’s up with the scuffs on the ground + the broken light
- what’s up with Arei’s missing glove!!
- was someone actually following Eden in that scene where she thought she was being followed?
- how did the culprit figure out how Nico’s hanging attempt worked without seeing it in action (5 secs while actively being murdered shouldn’t count!)
- why did the person who took the tape think to do so (and do so without anyone else noticing) considering the circumstances
- why hasn’t anyone brought up that someone could’ve easily stolen the tape from whoever took it? (or even just asked to borrow it??) we just recently addressed how dangerous it is to narrow down the suspect pool without solid proof but I don’t think Teruko will make another ‘mistake’ this trial??
- why and how did the culprit listen in on the Eden/Arturo/Arei scene
- why did the culprit target Arei specifically?
- the fact that the culprit misspelled a bunch of stuff in their letter has to be relevant right
- why and how did the culprit move Arei’s body to the swingset?
- why hasn’t anyone brought up that Arei theoretically could’ve been murdered at night and then moved in the morning!!
- why haven’t we addressed that the murderer could’ve had an accomplice, rendering many alibis useless??
like I dunno, it just feels like David just brought up that we need to consider every possibility when looking at suspects and yet we narrowed down the suspects to two people when theoretically it could still be someone else even with the evidence? i don’t think I’m wording this well but… (like it doesn’t have to be likely or even plausible, it just has to be possible for it to be something Teruko should consider? or maybe I’m reading to deeply into David’s latest monologue idk)
#like we can’t use the bda as solid evidence since there’s a POSSIBILTY someone else could’ve seen the body first#and yet we’re using the tape as solid evidence despite the fact that I feel like there’s a POSSIBILITY someone could’ve easily stolen it???#idfk man maybe im reading too deeply into this….#drdt#danganronpa despair time#drdt spoilers#rn im oscillating wildly between NO NO IT CANT BE ACE and … yeah it is him isn’t it#like I really wanted to see his character develop esp after the Levi thing#and would the dev rly do a fake-out death only to kill him for real the same chapter??#but there’s genuinely NO WAY it’s Eden after all that#so I’m hoping the next ep is 40 mins again to account for surprise! it’s actually a third person!#but idk it doesn’t feel likely… sigh
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meet my couple - dhes & kel vs. red & teeth
ty for the tags @hell-dusk, @salemssimblr, & @lynzishell <3
i felt compelled to do both.
tagging: @vicciouxs, @teddybearsims, @mattodore, @gashface, & @lilamausmaus (no pressure ofc)
#tag game#kelly#dhestyn#red#teeth#i miss simblr.#sigh.#in defense of dhes: his first impression of kel is not all that wrong.#kel was. in fact. a whiny emo bitch when they met#but also. most of dhes’ impression came from his internalized homophobia#he saw kel & didn’t know how to feel so he defaulted to hatred & rage#as baby dhes always did lol#um.#as far as the mbz go…. it’s complicated#idk if i would consider them like…. together? but they are certainly involved. in love even.#but whether or not they know that. well.#& teeth is highly dependent on red btw#like i don’t think i’ve ever fully gone into detail abt the extent of teeth’s injuries but#roadkill beat the SHIT out of dusty#when he showed up at red’s cabin he was basically in tatters#red fixed him up best he could but i mean. there was only so much he could do#so teeth doesn’t walk quite right (he basically only has one fully functioning leg) & he can’t talk at all.#he just like. makes noises? sometimes?#idk. n e way.#i have to do homework so.#bye.#rainyrambles
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Constantly torn between genuinely loving the remake timeline’s depiction of Reeve and Cait and being immensely sad that pretty much all of my favorite lines of theirs from the original were totally excised or bc of plot developments will never be said
#Reeve is never going to argue with barret about the reactor bombings. bc the immense damage wasnt avalanches fault and he knows it.#he also looks a lot more wishy washy as a result. which I’m not a big fan of admittedly#his hypocrisy is something I like in the original bc it makes sense. the damage Shinra causes is something he can turn a blind eye to#bc hes so focused on midgar’s development and improving the reactors to better the lives of the ppl who live there#the reactors blowing up and killing ppl is his direct jurisdiction and he cares a lot about the ppl in the city. and so!#avalanche frustrates him even when he knows logically speaking that they have legitimate reasons for the things they do#(like this is additional canon but not least of all bc his fucking mom lives in the city.)#starting him out as already sympathetic to avalanche robs him of like. half his arc#also he’s so much angrier in the original to me whereas in the remake he’s so sad. and both are understandable!#but I liked the anger. I liked it so much#and Cait doesn’t get to have his lovely request for the party to not forget him before he’s crushed in the temple.#bc that sacrifice mattered to that version of him even if he can be replaced!!!#I do love his extra dialogue when holding up the altar in rebirth it’s great but!!!#SIGH.#idk man I love their original depictions deeply and I feel like they got shifted into being more sympathetic but less complex. it’s a shame#still love them tho. I would kill and die for rebirth Cait#text#Reeve tuesti#Cait sith#I think about them so much and I wish ppl appreciated their original arcs more#ff7
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anyone else up feeling like they’ll never have a place in this world
#i just need to 1. get over all my insecurities and fears and brave social interaction esp with people i already know#2. make more friends especially irl#3. probably talk to and get closer to more family because the only person i really have is my dad#4. not feel tired all the time#5. not be in pain all the time#6. somehow get my body back to functioning levels#7. stop being afraid of everything#8. learn to drive#9. somehow get a job despite everything#10. somehow pay off my debt and go back to college#11. figure out what i want to do with my life#12. this should probably be step 1. i need to start feeling alive again#13. not die probably#how it feels knowing that my depression would be so much more manageable if i wasn’t so lonely#my new therapist said my depression is moderately severe 😁 which is honestly not that bad#when i went in for my first round of therapy my anxiety was rated severe. but now it is moderate!#so maybe my new therapist will cure me#and by cure me i mean teach me how to cure myself#the problem is that it’s so hard to want to cure yourself when life doesn’t seem worth living anyways#like what am i even alive for#my ocs. media. chocolate cake. food in general. seeing animals. petting my cat#see there’s stuff to be alive for but i feel so disconnected from everything lately that like idk#it’s like it’s not really me who’s enjoying these things that i(TM) enjoy#i’m so happy for my friends and proud of them for being in college#but boy oh boy have i faltered severely without them#guy who needs to get out more but cannot get out alone and has no one to get out with anymore#i really took all those moments of waiting outside of high school to get picked up and talking for granted#it’s kinda humiliating to say that the best year of my life was my freshman year of high school#but it was. it really was. wistful sigh#i was so happy
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i lost the post but i saw someone talking about how some of y’all act like being weird is a choice and like. YEAHHHHHHH.
that’s fine, it might be for you. but i just live like this and don’t know any other way. like yeah i’ve worked customer service, i can do innocuous small talk, but anything beyond that, i don’t understand what i’m missing. and it’s frustrating to see the tonal disconnect especially from people who are like “uwu embrace weirdness!!” where they’re like. dressing quirky and talking about bugs and listening to obscure music and eschewing small talk to ask Deep Questions on the first date and unlearning their tendency to not infodump. and generally have an idea of what Weirdness is supposed to look like. idk man some of us wake up and get out of bed and can’t figure out why the rest of their coworkers chitchat with each other but when they join the conversation it dies.
weirdness is value neutral. let’s stop trying to turn it into a badge because quite frankly, it’s not a choice for everyone. it’s fucking exhausting to never be on the same wavelength as other people and they’re going to react the way they do and label you the way they will without any conscious actions on your end. it’s difficult to talk about this without feeling like you’ll be dismissed as immature, a teenager whining “no one understands me” but the thing is. sometimes you don’t grow out of feeling alone and different, and there’s no good way to talk about it without feeling like people will think you’re just fishing for pity.
#most of it is stuff i can’t help like!!!#coworkers and i don’t share a lot of interests so i’m always like. yes i’ve heard of that show but haven’t seen it. no idk that band sorry#and they’ll like. talk shit abt other people who share my interests without realizing that i also like those things#so i just have to sit there and take it#i feel like i don’t have a lot in common with my friends even. a few shared interests but very different lives#in my experience the conscious choice has been to try to keep up with what’s popular but it’s just. not interesting to me#i got bored and forgot to finish s2 of stranger things and never picked it back up#even alt subcultures have gone kinda mainstream and i never quite slot in#let’s not even touch the gay culture ‘flags’ that are extremely online and unrelatablr#and the most frustrating thing. every time i try to talk about myself and my interests i feel people shutting down#one person i know. open mouth sighs in exasperation when i open my mouth#i don’t know why you’re making it my problem that we’re different#i know there is supposed to be a niche out there for everyone but some of that feels like#those niches are falling prey to marketability. if you’re too far out of the mainstream. too out of touch. it can’t be helped#a lot of messaging online is like. embrace weirdness but only if it’s subversive in a very specific way#too normal to hang out with self-proclaimed proud weirdos. too weird to hang out with normies#like i thought the thing was to disavow performativity. i’m sorry i don’t find the same things interesting#i don’t care about the office and you don’t care about the hundred years’ war. that’s fine. why is that seen as a personal fault of mine#i feel like some of the reaction i get might be bc it comes across as hipster shit. idk#i’m literally just oblivious and looking for any kind of indicator for social interaction#but so often it feels like the onus of finding common ground is on me. i have to listen abt things idk but no one cares what i have to say#i think what makes it more frustrating is this reaction from people who claim to not care. do their own thing#and then get annoyed when i do mine and it’s. different#instead of being like ‘fuck the mainstream! conformity is bullshit! be yourself!’ it’s like#‘fuck the mainstream because it doesn’t appeal to me personally and i’ve made my own club!’#and this is not going to come out right because i’m just at my limit and venting and don’t know how to say things the right way#so people don’t misunderstand me#i just happen to never like the Right Things and know the Right Things and act the Right Way and idk how else to say it other than#can we be more normal about weird people#idk it’s hard to talk abt this without sounding like i’m just complaining but i’m more bewildered and trying to state things as i see them
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like I do feel bad to not be happy about something that a lot of people are happy about but almost every summer servant being lb6 AND the anniversary servant being a summer servant connected to lb6 is just. A lot. Like I’m glad that you like aesc and she works with her already existing narrative but putting a summer servant (bc she is, Morgan shows up in a swimsuit and her alignment changes to lawful summer in third ascension) uo as the anniversary servant is just. It feels really weird to me and i don’t like it. Even pan human history Morgan would’ve felt more suited to the slot than a summer unit.
#and there’s also the fact that like 4 of the other summer servanrs are probably lb6 + obe + the kotr it’s just#idk like yeah. if you love lb6 this is great but a summer servant? for anniversary?#all the other anniversary servants were either incredibly important to tm overall (arc) or story relevant#and idk maybe aesc will be again but it feels way more like they just wanted a Morgan alt and decided to have her there for a headliner#it’s just. idk most of the other years the summer servants weren’t all from one story#like they created new interactions and relationships#and this doesn’t seem like it will be doing that?#sigh. idk I feel like a lot of the people who are excited aren’t acknowledging that putting a summer unit on for the anniversary headliner#is just weird#this isn’t even getting into how they let her swimsuit be the anniversary servsnt but#the guy from the chapter who was just as popular as her still only has a costume#like make it more obvious that y’all won’t even make a male alt for easy $ will you#it’s obvious that is isn’t about the money anymore it has to be that they either don’t want to bc of personal stuff#or bc they don’t want to upset a specific genre of male otaku#and it’s annoying bc other games in the same category as fg0 will make make summer units like. come one#my post
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once again thinking about my ideal 3rd drb match up and how it’d stack up with plot beats and so far all i got is
🔴💥⚪️: true hypnosis mic opponents, maybe jakurai ends up on a side for further development to save yotsutsuji and that’s against ichiro’s current goal
🔵💥🟠: haven’t quite figured out why, but rei vs samatoki is the angle i’m thinking about
🟡💥🟣: all plot stakes division vs no stakes division lol idk really but i’m leaning towards a bonds angle or if hypmic wants to be real freaky, the side effects angle 🤔
#this is vee speaking#i still think a new format could happen but idk lol there’s so many unknowns rn#like what’s next specifically lmao#i personally feel it would be a waste not to have jakurai working to finalise development for this potential other true hypnosis mic lol#like they teased him joining chuuoku but then didn’t commit?????? huh??????#what about his struggle with causing more harm vs saving that one?????? like come on now??#so here’s me trying to put him back on that track lol#why not sasara vs samatoki you might ask lol and my answer is that’s the poster fight but the real fight is between rei and samatoki lol#samatoki was weirdly interested in rei watching bb vs dh and there’s a panel in showdown battle where samatoki looks……#he’s very hard to read actually while listening to ichiro#samatoki and rei are paralleling in the block party as individuals moved by ichiro’s ideals#so while i’m not sure if ichiro would be the reason to fight (🎋hahahaha🎋) i think there’s potential for strife#*sighs at bat* why doesn’t kr want to do anything with y’all lmao#if they went the side effects angle it’d be cool to have ramuda the guy whose clones die using the true hypnosis mic#vs kuukou who might be suffering from side effects (and against the guy that caused them tho he’s forgiven ramuda lol)#jyushi’s hypnosis ability to ‘recover’ is genuinely interesting because what is he recovering???? and why haven’t we seen it yet?????#maybe they’re lying in wait lol (delusional)#bonds angle is me grasping at straws lol but here’s how i can get my ideal match ups—
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Thinking filthy, disgusting thoughts about Endeavor again.
#this man plagues my brain#degrading him and making him feel disgusting for the age gap >>>>#and he finds himself always coming back for more#he likes women being mean to him#even tho he tries to give it back to you it doesn’t work#you’re the only one that can bully this man and boss him around SIGH#idk I just think this man would be into being pegged or having his ass ate#or being stepped on with heels >>>#but also when you’re teasing gets too much and he snaps???
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Yeah I Cried. So What.
#i didnt cry when the leafs were knocked out but this just feels so bad :(#sigh. we used to have it so good. we were the best team in the league.#idk. something about the crowd still cheering and chanting even after the game got me#that doesn’t happen in the nhl. if the home team is losing the crowd is quiet#theres just something about womens sports……. i love it so much. it means so much to me#and our ladies looked so sad :( it was hard to see them like that#waghhhhh. oh well. oh well. next year#pwhl
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Random unpopular opinion- People who struggle with media literacy or moral grayness/complex characters, why are you playing Twsited Wonderland?
#unpopular opinion#just fr#it’s a game that requires reading#if you cant read in between the lines then you aren’t going to get most details#like the writing doesn’t have to spell everything out for you to get it#and the characters aren’t black and white either#just dang?? its not the games fault you cant read fr#delete later im just salty#got protective over scarabia again sighs#i know im an asshole but rip#well idk if this is unpopular but i feel like someone would get mad at me for saying this
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SO GLAD UR ALIVE VENUS MWAH -CHUBBY DARLING ANON <333
ohhh my dearest i’ve missed u so much :(( my brain has been FRIED for the past like… three months and it’s rlly getting to me ueueue… i AM alive!! nonsense spitballing here but i’ve been considering moving blogs. this one has just felt so cluttered bc on top of it being a side, i’ve been managing it plus numerous other side blogs… idk it’s just felt strangely overwhelming and i don’t rlly know what to do abt it… i ADORE writing SO MUCH!! esp for ppl who are into the same things as me but… every time i open my inbox or drafts i just stare at the text box blankly while feeling kinda nauseous… i’m not 100% on moving blogs mainly bc i’ve curated such a sweet community here and been able to share my thoughts with thousands… i don’t wanna lose that bc i do truly feel so safe with all of you here… just… kind of struggling my way through this weird burn out… maybe my word vomit here will cure me and suddenly my motivation will be back…

#srry not to dump this on u but#venus feelings they r complicated rn :(#idk what i’m doing!! i am just a 20 year old teenage girl…#and i’m feeling weirdly lost for direction#i wanna keep writing i rlly do#but i just don’t know how to make myself??#on TOP of this i do strongly feel like lots of my old work doesn’t rlly represent me anymore…#le sigh… we cringe on…#srry again i love u sm anon :( i mean it from the depths of my heart ily ily ily ily#chubby darling anon my beloved <3#me me me!#chit chats!
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my wisdom tooth surgery is tmrw and i’m really scared ;-;
#it doesn’t make me feel better. like. at all that my f*ther is the one who has to drive me#i tried asking him what time he wants to leave in the morning and he basically just said idk idc and walked away from me#really cool !!!!!!!#i feel like crying i’m really scared for the surgery i already have such a fear of dentists#and he just. doesn’t seem to care at all#if anything he’s treating this like an inconvenience cause he has to take the morning off of work#i should have just asked my grandpa to take me…#i hate bothering my grandparents even though i know they don’t mind..i just don’t like to bug them#cause then my f*ther gets pissy i didn’t ask him#but when i do ask him for help…well at best he just does nothing about it#sigh…#i could just cry seriously#snow.txt
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I think the thing that doesn't jive for me with J/H most of the time is that theres a lot of stuff where its made out like jean is ooooghghg Suffering because harry doesn't Care for him as much as he Cares for Harry and it rings really false to me. Harry would... care a lot? He would care very very much and in his own broken way try his best to express it? Maybe it wouldn't always come out right (see: the video game disco Elysium) but he wouldn't Not Care As Much. He would care. He would care so much it would be a major source of tension in whatever they'd call that whole situation, because (points at jean) unable to reciprocate even if he wanted to, which most of the time I doubt he does.
#ive been the black hole of self-pitying misery before man. you aren't actually the support beam of any relationship in that state.#though it sure as fuck can feel like it from the inside#idk maybe this is 100% projection on my part but whenever someone takes jeans whining at face value I want to empathy blast them#so they can see the kind of shit my equally unwell and problems having friends were putting up with when I was still Like That#he isn't the most saddest guy with the worst troubles he just doesn't respect his own pain enough to not compare it#like it is a defence mechanism and it Sort Of helps you for a while Sometimes#but at the end of the day it also closes you off to the kinds of relationships that will save your life#caveat to this also that “care a lot” doesn't equal “would be good at having a normal and nice relationship”#sometimes the more you care the worse it gets yk?#(Points at dora dreams)#Sighs. SECOND caveat that “can’t or doesn’t want to reciprocate” isn’t “is evil and terrible”#loving an addict is hard#Choosing to close off a little is reasonable especially if you are already in your own hole#though as I said at the start. That precludes some intimacy#anyway damn ! Damn (digs a hole with my paws and buried him)
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the solution to social anxiety is...to socialize...see the dilemma
#i am embarrassed of this#plus the general anxiety#the ‘you can’t even make a phone call/order at the counter’ thing people say like yeah#embarrassing but also i DO do that i DO make phone calls and talk to people#because it’s necessary and i can’t get around it#it’s just that afterwards i’m shaking and anxious and feeling like i did wrong and i have to tell myself chill out it’s over you DIDNT do#anything wrong#even if you don’t talk right and stutter and forget the words and say the wrong thing and are awkward which. happens#i can’t hear/understand people a lot either which doesn’t help#i’m also scared to leave the house. i’m better now but i still get...yeah.#the solution to a fear of going outside is to go outside WHO INVENTED THIS?#anyway yeah it’s embarrassing when people have way more problems than me#(edit i mean like. there are people who have real problems vs me who’s life is fine so idk why i’m like this)#i don’t even know if i was anxious talking to that customer like i wasn’t panicking in my head in my head i was figuring out how to tell her#off without making it worse lmaoo but the anxiety was underneath and giving me a physical reaction. sigh anyway
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Also hmm I’ve been thinking and sure that girl is sooo nice to me in fact I’ve honestly never been praised so much my whole life simply for … existing ? I am truly confused why she likes me sm I give nobody vibes and I seem pretty annoying on that blog I think ? 😭 anyways uhhh she’s a minor and idk I feel like I’m supposed to put some distance between her and I just because she seems to be in what usually happens to me in my obsessive tendencies (nothing bad tho I don’t obsess badly and she’s kinda similar it’s just her being excessively doting and nice) but still is that okay or do I put distance idk what to do 😭
#I’m kinda emotionally consitipated I don’t think I’m made to be a target of obsession it confuses me to no end because why ??? would you#like me so much ??? I’m so very confused#but interested as to how she percieves me#I will surely disappoint her because I do feel like I’m most of the time putting on an act in the sense that it’s my public act ? I’m not#flowery nice and stars and whatever it is in actuality#in fact that act of mine since I’ve not used it in so long it exhausts me so much so I spend less time interacting on that account because#it’s like half my life force drains by the sickening flowery sweetness I try to have 😭#most of all I don’t want her obsessing over me because I’m kinda bland and boring and not really IT Girl material in truth 😭#but also because I know how obsession can get … I am aware of the stages she’s going through right now but I can only hold my tongue and#sigh I just hope whatever the reason may be she doesn’t obsess too deeply and she gets out of it#idk how to shatter her potentially fake perceptions of me#dora daily
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