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What's everyone's favourite flowers that aren't like. The normal ones. Like everyone's a fan of roses and sunflowers what's a more niche one. One you don't get in gift sets. Mine's sweet peas

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"doomed by the narrative" this and "doomed by the narrative" that but none of these bitches will ever be as doomed by the narrative as ahiru, where the actual author of the story she's in shows up and tells her she's absolutely fucked from the start

this ^ is peak example of doomed by the narrative. and shes just a duck.

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Allow others to care about you

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new oc?

merged three of my abandoned ocs (+ a certain professor) vampire Borys, Mermaid Miau and In Love With a Bad Boy Pivo

I have no story for him yet (other than being trans and having a big 'bear' husband), idk if I will do anything with him tbh, but just wanted to draw him

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Showdown at Hollow Bastion - Kingdom Hearts 2 Original Soundtrack

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──── 𝑮𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑳𝑬 𝑻𝑾𝑰𝑳𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻

╰ 𝒁𝒂𝒚𝒏𝒆 LOVE AND DEEPSPACE: GENTLE TWILIGHT

kindled: obsidian essence + cat ears and tail source: @sgt-seabass

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xavier ✨

zayne ❄️

rafayel 🐟

sylus 🐦‍⬛

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vierapril day 22 - flower

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I haven't been ready to talk about this until today, but it's time. A month ago, Peach, my beloved cat, passed away. As many of you know, we had found out just under a year ago that she was diabetic, and while she made incredible progress in her health and quality of life, she suddenly had a rapid and traumatic decline in the middle of the night. Though we rushed her to the emergency room, their tests showed that there was no hope of recovery. Even after hospitalization, she would have had a short time remaining with us and would have been in a great deal of pain.

The decision to put her to sleep was one of the hardest I've ever had to make. She was my first cat and my first pet I'd adopted in my adult years. She was with me through the most painful moments of my life. She never left my side. She would follow me from room to room, waiting impatiently until I would sit down so she could be in my lap. She cuddled me every night, curled up so close to me. She had an easy purr—in fact, it was rare to find a moment when she wasn't purring. She would even purr in her sleep, as long as I was there. She was strong and fierce, never allowing herself to be bullied by other cats without giving them hell right back. She had one of the biggest personalities I've ever seen in a cat and I always felt so honored to have eight wonderful years with her. I was her chosen human, her favorite, and she was my baby girl from the first moment we met.

When it was time, I held her in my lap. I sang her a blessing to wish her peacefully on her way. She was in my arms when she passed.

In order to cover her ER bill and her cremation, I was forced to pull money that had been intended to pay my pending tax bill from 2023. I had already maxed out my credit card on paying for her diabetic care, so I had no other choice. A dear friend of mine has set up a fundraiser to recoup the money that I spent so that I can get back on my feet financially. I know money is incredibly tight right now and that there are so many other causes to donate to. But if you could take a moment and share this post, it would mean a great deal to me. 💞 Thank you all for the support you gave me so that I could care for her until her final day. You helped me give her eight months of good health and high energy and incredible happiness, with her acting like a cat half her age. I will never, ever forget it.

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started watching this japanese show where they take in requests and they try to help out with whatever the request is. and in this one the guy says that when he was in middle school, he always heard the girl across the street playing her piano, and although he only met her in person a few times, listening to her play her usual song was a great comfort to him growing up, especially getting to hear her slowly get better at playing.

the guy now was an adult and taking a break from college, and began to feel really lost in life, and he kept thinking back to when he was in middle school and hearing her play the piano every day. so his request was to hear her play it again. and he and the show's crew literally go back to his old place, and miraculously the girl still lives in that same house across the street, and even more miraculously the people who currently live where he used to allow him to go back to his old room where he used to listen to her play. and they all agree to recreate his middle school memory for him.

the girl comes home from her part-time job and she plays the piano, although she tells them it's been 4 years since she's ever played and is worried she won't sound good, and the guy sits by the window, and he just listens. and like. just imagining reliving that moment when you were younger, listening to a near-stranger play a song across the street every day, feeling a little less lost because of it, and returning to that as an adult when you need it most and everyone being kind enough to let you savor it again even just for a moment... i wanted to start bawling i wont lie. this is the song she played. im going to go lie down about the humanity of it all

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FINALLY the time has come for them, after being on almost every page in two previous sketchbooks - the first page of my 25th one belongs to Heidegger and Hojo!

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let's observe with mama

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Transcript: "We did everything right, everything that was asked of us, and still— still it came to this!"

Please do not spoil who the character or voice actor is in the replies or reblogs. Thank you

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no you have to contribute to your fandom if you don't want it to die. most fandoms die because people say 'it's so sad watching the fandom die when the hype dies' without doing anything about it. I'm not saying you have to push out 100k word slow-burn fic, I'm not saying you have to make fan art or gif sets or edits or anything. I'm just saying we as a community should contribute to our fandom if we don't want it to die, and by contributing, I'm talking about giving kudos, commenting on your favorite fics, reblogging your favorite art and just talking about your favorite characters. that's enough to keep a fandom alive. that's the most effective way to keep a fandom alive in my humble opinion.

fandoms die because people stop talking about it, fandoms die because people stop engaging with fan content once the hype is gone. what I'm saying is, mainstream media's hype may be gone, but our fandom can stay alive and thriving if us as a community don't let it die.

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summer longing mood