Thinking abt how all the einherjar will die come Ragnarok and how Magnus will probably outlive Blitz, Hearth, Samirah, Amir and Annabeth.
But just imagine, Alex dying in Magnus' arms as he tries desperately to heal she/he, knowing they will both end up dying either way, but still holding onto hope as he sees his friends fighting around him and slowly dying. He can't save them, but gods damn it, will he try.
Imagine when it's finally his turn, he holds onto the hope that he will once again see all his friends and loved ones. Those who had died years ago and those who had died more recently.
Maybe he will see them again. Maybe he won't. We don't really know for sure, but we can still hope.
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grief is fucking terrifying.
it covers everything in
such a massive layer of pain.
of confusion. of rage.
i can't breathe through it.
one minute i'm sitting in
my childhood bedroom
and the next, i can't see.
i wave my hand in front of my face
and no one greets me in return.
i don't know who i am without her.
-mars
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Hold up
Did Tiadrin and Lain just straight up DIE?
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i’m. a little bit wrecked over ashton in episode 78 y’all. i’m a little sad. just a little . i just. damn.
they hurt themself really fucking badly. and they could have killed their friends chasing something that was never theirs, chasing a reality that never was, that they never actually wanted in the first place. all because he was just fucking wrong about something. they just—they made a mistake. and it was the worst possible mistake they could have made. and i’m just thinking about how awful that is, to realize how little you actually value your own life in the middle of a crater you made with your own body because you just died and reformed and all you can think is how much you would have deserved to stay dead, to hurt forever, for the fact that the people before you were cruel and horrible and you mirrored them without a second thought in a matter of days.
like that’s so fucked dude. how do you rebuild a self esteem you never had after doing something so monumentally wrong. you stop using that false bravado because it won’t do you any good anymore, now that they all know how weak you are. how do you start caring about yourself when there’s so much to loathe, so much to make up for, so much to apologize for. that’s fucking terrible. how is he literally ever gonna trust himself again? trust his own judgement? trust what he wants? the last time he wanted something that badly it killed him and nearly broke his friends. like holy shit. how do you. how. how?
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God I think one of my favourite experiences from my first playthrough of Elden Ring was when I was fighting one of the dragons, I saw it immediately fly up and flap its wings twice to telegraph its fire attack and I, who can and reliably has solo'd Darkeater Midir for anyone who's asked just had my first moment of
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One of my wonderful wonderful mutuals conspired with ANOTHER one of my incredible incredible mutuals to get a box of friendship bracelets to me, many of which featured ~Allylikethecat~ things like Pop and On a Friday and Fictional!Gatty. If anyone needs me I’ll be crying in my hotel room because I cannot BELIEVE that writing fic has brought such kindness and such wonderful people into my life 🩵
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Me: pffft I’m so sick of tumblr this stupid website doesn’t seem to even listen I don’t know why I even stick around
*hears about it being reduced to a skeleton crew and May have a short lifespan ahead*
WAIT NO I WAS KIDDING I LOVE YOU TUMBLR
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