#but holy shit is that a sad thought

[gaygirldoodles]

Thinking abt how all the einherjar will die come Ragnarok and how Magnus will probably outlive Blitz, Hearth, Samirah, Amir and Annabeth.

But just imagine, Alex dying in Magnus' arms as he tries desperately to heal she/he, knowing they will both end up dying either way, but still holding onto hope as he sees his friends fighting around him and slowly dying. He can't save them, but gods damn it, will he try.

Imagine when it's finally his turn, he holds onto the hope that he will once again see all his friends and loved ones. Those who had died years ago and those who had died more recently.

Maybe he will see them again. Maybe he won't. We don't really know for sure, but we can still hope.

[everchased]

at least it'll be wonderful while it lasts.

(a little post-game downtime discussion, when they have the time and space to talk about these things. also in my canon, scratch gets to stay. :/)

[itsokblr]

oh god no oh no oh fuck oooooohhhh no no on onononononononononoononnonononononoonononononon please god no omg nononono no NO NON ONONONONOON FUCK

PLEASE GOD DO NOT IMPLY WHAT I THINK THIS IS GONNA IMPLY I WILL SHOT MYSELF

[poemsonmars]

grief is fucking terrifying.

it covers everything in

such a massive layer of pain.

of confusion. of rage.

i can't breathe through it.

one minute i'm sitting in

my childhood bedroom

and the next, i can't see.

i wave my hand in front of my face

and no one greets me in return.

i don't know who i am without her.

-mars

[sweetlymorose]

I find holiness in the fucked up.

[honeypleasejustkillme]

got “save me an orange” by hayley grace today, tho im ngl i didn’t finish it yet, i got to page 35 and had to put it down cuz i was crying too much to see 😭

(i HIGHLY recommend)

[necrotic-nephilim]

https://www.tumblr.com/necrotic-nephilim/763098417058775040/no-thoughts-only-jaytim-fucking-in-titans-tower?source=share

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https://www.tumblr.com/necrotic-nephilim/760168597014413312/bftc-jaytim-fuck-nasty-in-their-batman-suits?source=share

every time these 2 are left alone to fit it ends like this❤️

it ABSOLUTELY does. i love that i have gotten to write a BftC fic and a Titans Tower fic that is just. JayTim fucking nasty. i think these two should end every fistfight with them having sex in increasingly risky places. it's the only way they should resolve their fights from now on, ty for coming to my tedtalk.

[b4relyreal]

im going to lose it

[tategaminu]

Hold up

Did Tiadrin and Lain just straight up DIE?

[vulturevanity]

normal thing to say about your dear friend who you think is really cute and charming and hard-working and basically the perfect wife material

[stcries]

i've written a lot of headcanons regarding stanley, so i figured it was due time to make a sort of 'headcanon dump', just for the sake of simplicity's sake. these are sort of just slice of life/basic headcanons regarding my portrayal of the character.

i'll start with general headcanon and then have a whole different section regarding post canon, since that's an entirely different can of worms.

general/all verses.

-adhd and dyslexic. struggled academically due to these, but excelled in sports and other physical activities.

-has quite a few scars to his name, mainly for his time drifting from state to state. he's got stab wounds, bullet wounds, more than likely broken his jaw before, etc. his knuckles also have faint scarring on them due to overexertion.

-ptsd and depression. he gets particularly upset when people show signs of getting upset/angry with him, which in turn is due to how his father was when he was a child, also partially from when he had his confrontation with ford the day he fell into the portal.

-hella sweet tooth. this man basically lived on toffee peanuts during his high school years. he also likes sweet/savour combos as well.

-bisexual. though for the majority of his life, he had to keep it secret/secluded thanks to his father's homophobia.

post canon only.

-feels comfortable enough to grow his hair out again. felt the need to cut it off all those years ago in order to maintain his persona of ford, but when everything is resolved, he feels safe to grow it once more.

-adopts his dog, caryn, who's info can be found here. in short summary, she was once a stray that hung around the mystery shack even before the events of weirdmaggedon. it's only post canon that he officially adopts her. she also doubles as his therapy dog, helping with memory lapse episodes and more.

-he has a scar on his forehead thanks to the memory gun. yes, it was only used on him once, but erasing his ENTIRE mind instead of just bits and pieces of it? it's going to leave damage behind. the scar is covered via his hair most of the time. during intense memory lapse episodes or anxiety attacks, it will throb and burn, but other than that, it's completely painless.

-now identifies as genderfluid, but ONLY post canon. during his youth, he did a lot of experimentation, and likely found himself comfortable in trying out different clothing and labels. however, due to the internalized homophobia both in his family, as well as on the streets, he wasn't able to express himself the way he wanted. that and having to pose as ford for 30 years, who was strictly male, it meant he couldn't just use any labels he wanted. however, with weirdmaggedon officially over and his identity returned to him, as well as his bond with ford rekindled, it means he can finally express himself how he wishes. mabel likely had a hand in this.

[lunarrolls]

i’m. a little bit wrecked over ashton in episode 78 y’all. i’m a little sad. just a little . i just. damn.

they hurt themself really fucking badly. and they could have killed their friends chasing something that was never theirs, chasing a reality that never was, that they never actually wanted in the first place. all because he was just fucking wrong about something. they just—they made a mistake. and it was the worst possible mistake they could have made. and i’m just thinking about how awful that is, to realize how little you actually value your own life in the middle of a crater you made with your own body because you just died and reformed and all you can think is how much you would have deserved to stay dead, to hurt forever, for the fact that the people before you were cruel and horrible and you mirrored them without a second thought in a matter of days.

like that’s so fucked dude. how do you rebuild a self esteem you never had after doing something so monumentally wrong. you stop using that false bravado because it won’t do you any good anymore, now that they all know how weak you are. how do you start caring about yourself when there’s so much to loathe, so much to make up for, so much to apologize for. that’s fucking terrible. how is he literally ever gonna trust himself again? trust his own judgement? trust what he wants? the last time he wanted something that badly it killed him and nearly broke his friends. like holy shit. how do you. how. how?

[glitterghost]

Life just feels like everyone moves on without you and no. I don't like it at all.

[cloudbends]

I wasn't ready for it to be so sad and gentle.... Ohhhhhhfhchhfhcd

[silverselfshippingchaos]

ugghhh wintertime sucks!! I'm sad and tired and sad all the time.. I need a nap.. and f/o cuddles.. and another nap..

[mrpenguinpants]

crying mr pengu how are you T T