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My friends really wanted me to upload this angsty voxman drabble so… here! It's 668 words, and the starting/ending is intentionally ambiguous. 👍
Disclaimer: This is VERY very VERY heavily based on a scene from this fanfic. I thought it was interesting, and wanted to expand upon it further, but not enough to make an entire oneshot.
Second Disclaimer: This deals with alcohol misuse, and two mentally ill people sucking butt at relationships. The situation IS toxic, but this isn't meant to be an end all be all thing, they love each other immensely I promise.
Drabble is under the cut :)
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Venomous had already finished two glasses of wine… but he craved more than just that. He craved something of a different flavor profile, specifically and Boxman had such a thing, right in his grubby little talon.
"Are you going to finish that…?" Venomous loomed over the other, very obviously looking down at his half drank glass of brandy.
"You've already had enough," Boxman rolled his eyes.
He hates when he gets like this, and it's always because of stupid Billiam and his stupid parties…
"Aw come on Boxy… don't be that way. I'm as sober as a judge," Venomous winked at the other and made a little clicking noise.
This… behavior truly frustrated Boxman… but, he loves Professor Venomous, and that includes every side of him. Even if that meant he had to deal with his provocative side. In fact, maybe if he turned this into a game it could get him out of this alcohol crazed muck, at least for now.
"You know… your charm isn't as effective as you think, P.V…!" Boxman cackled evilly, before he downed the rest of the drink.
He then gave Venomous a smug grin, "Now you can't have it!"
Venomous grumbled, clearly aggravated. Seems the 'game' didn't work well on him.
Boxman sweat slightly but he could still save things! He just needed to take a different approach… one more methodical.
"Oh don't be like that Professor… I'm HELPING you, the more you drink, the more I'll have to deal with you in the morning," Boxman did his best to force a smile.
Perhaps it was the alcohol or the fact Boxman was preforming unmediated surgery on his ego, but that little comment really got to him,
"Oh, so I'm something you have to deal with now?" Venomous narrowed his eyes at Boxman, his voice however, remained relatively calm, considering the accusatory nature of his words.
The smiling façade quickly faded, and the nervousness of the situation intensified. "I- P.V that's not what I meant! Y-You just get very… fussy when you get migraines, b-but Lord Boxman is MORE than happy to take of you…!"
"So I am?!" Venomous hissed, "You think you can doll up your contempt for me I won't notice? Hm? Is that it?" This time, Venomous raised his voice, and people were now very obviously staring.
Boxman hated to admit it, but Venomous really scared him sometimes, not in the exhilarating way. But in the way that makes him terrified to exist in his presence, terrified that he'll breathe the wrong way, say the wrong things, give the wrong look. Though, to Boxman, the worst part of it all was knowing that these were the times Venomous hurt the most. He knows that he only lashes out because he's afraid; but that doesn't make Boxman any less fearful.
In spite of… everything, Boxman was willing to try and be a source of comfort. He didn't know what's wrong with P.V to get him in these states, but he wanted to be there for him to help push through things.
He placed his fleshy hand on Venomous’ arm, "P-Professor… I don't have contempt for you, I want you to stop drinking because I care about you…! Maybe I went about it the wrong way at first, b-but… I thought you would like it more if I acted joyful…"
Venomous flicked Boxman's hand off of him after he finished speaking, and just as angry before, he remarked.
"I'm sick of your bullshit, Boxman."
Swearing. Something which the two of them avoid… something which Venomous just did. Boxman has a very high tolerance for Professor Venomous’ behavior, but this is so… INEXCUSABLE! He's just TRYING to be mean.
"You… you…" He growls. "WE ARE NOT SPEAKING FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT!"
"Fine by me," Venomous sneers.
Both headed in the opposite direction of one other, both pretended not to care. But both felt emotionally distraught at the feeling of not having the approval of one another.
#lazwrites#lazwritesvoxman#laz writes ok ko#laz drabbles about ok ko#voxman#professor venomous#lord boxman#cw alcoholism#cw alcohol#bpd venomous#npd venomous#the substances make the symptoms go crazy#dsed boxman#things get better when they do couples therapy#two messed up people who love each other but hurt each other because they are Emotionally Unwell#VENOMOUS SWEARS LMAO I FORGOT#i usually hate the characters swearing but it was kind of a Plot point here
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a bitch with bpd said they like symbrock i said Oh im sure..
#like.. symbiotic relationship#literally not being able to live without their other half…#literally being a part of your loved one physically and mentally#feeling everything they feel and hearing all their thoughts#blurring the lines between love and obsession#doing everything for your other#I COULD GO ON!!!#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd favorite person#bpd fp#bpd thoughts#bpd mood#symbrock#venom#eddie brock#venom symbiote#venom movie
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Can't believe it took me this long to actually line / color PV when I've been drawing mostly him in my sketchbook for WEEKS 😭
Anyways. Posting my beautiful princess Professor Venomous for the world to see (tumblr is the world in this case)
#ok ko#ok ko let's be heroes#professor venomous#ok ko professor venomous#i love beautiful queens with bpd
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No one's talking about how incredibly BPD coded Insomniac Harry/Venom is so I will. This is also essentially an essay so be prepared
I would also like to preface this by saying that this is based on my experiences with having BPD and the diagnostic criteria in the DSM-5
Peter is 100% Harry's favorite person. I mean look at him. The way that he makes every excuse to be around Peter so much so that he practically begged him to work at his company? The passive-aggressive "So you told MJ, but not your best friend?" when he learned that Peter was Spider-Man? And then insists that he work with him as a superhero to kinda push Miles out of the way? The entire high school flashback scene? Not to mention that Harry held Peter in high regard even before he learned that he was Spider-Man.
Also, remember that the symbiote only emphasizes thoughts and emotions that already exist. So when Harry's probably splitting on Peter about the whole Spider-Man thing, the anger is only amplified by Venom.
Now, before y'all say that "all this only happened after Harry got the symbiote," that is simply false. During the final fight with Venom, Peter says that he "came over every single day after school. Even slept over after [his] mom got sick." While yes, Harry not being able to "see her like that" was a component afterward, that doesn't explain Harry's attachment to Peter beforehand. I would also like to comment that Venom says that Harry's mom "always said" that Peter and Harry "make each other better." This is all theoretical, but she might have noticed that Harry's mood or behaviour might have become more outwardly stable or better when around Peter, which from my experience is something that happens when existing around (or even sometimes thinking about) your FP.
Because, at the moment, Harry can only focus on the rage he has toward Peter, he can only think about the bad things, as evidenced by Venom claiming that Peter was there "Until [he] got sick again," which is objectively not true, but BPD alone can exaggerate thoughts to extremes, and the symbiote on top of it makes it worse. Venom continues, "You abandoned us when we were fighting for our lives," and that it didn't feel like Peter was trying to save them when he was. One of the main symptoms of BPD is an intense fear of abandonment, so much so that the person will take extreme measures to make sure that that doesn't happen, such as leaving before they are hurt, or, in this case, hurting the other person first so abandonment seems justified and therefore hurts less.
In the second phase of the fight, Venom declares: "We know what's best for you! For everyone! We gave you everything you ever wanted." This likely has something to do with BPD affecting one's self-image, which may change from 'the most worthless scum of the Earth' to what I like to call 'I can fight God and win.' As Venom, Harry believes that he now has the power to "heal the world" all by himself, enhancing his temporary superiority complex. Only several lines later, however, Harry's unstable self-image flips from 'knowing best for everyone' to 'being a complete failure,' because Venom states, "We've never been good enough for you... or Dad."
Venom goes on to say that Peter "threw [them] away" and then "replaced [them] with Miles. He poisoned [Peter] against [them] even more." Again, this characterizes Harry's intense fear of abandonment, because 'if Peter spends more time with Miles, then he won't have time for him anymore, and therefore matter to him anymore and he'll be left alone.' (These are thoughts I've had on bad days when my FP spent time with other people)
When Peter tries to fight Venom's claims and says that Harry's his best friend, the exaggeration and impulsive thoughts continue, and he says "Then why don't you trust us?" Again, Harry can only think in the negative at the moment, so he fails to see anything good that Peter is doing for him or the emotions that Peter is feeling.
During the cutscene after the second phase, when Peter says that he's "never gonna heal the world with [Harry]," you can see Venom falter, sighing and looking down before the meteorite catches his attention and distracts him.
At last, during the third phase of the fight, Venom turns his attention to Miles, the person who he sees as having caused Peter to 'turn against him' and spend less time with him. He insists that "[his] future doesn't belong to [Miles]," insinuating that Harry should be the one to have a deep and lasting relationship with Peter, not Miles, even though Miles thinks that he's talking about 'healing the world.'
After the third phase when Venom throws Miles aside and buries him under rubble, he tells him and MJ: "Peter doesn't need you anymore... He has us now." because he thinks that he is all Peter needs, when in reality it's Harry that needs Peter, though he might not realize it.
In the fourth phase, he asserts to Miles: "You took him away from us!" Which is strangely familiar to something I said when my FP started spending time with another person.
Another small thing I would like to note, when flying away after the fourth phase, Venom deliberately throws Miles off him, but not Peter. Also, when Miles is falling down with the meteorite in his hands, Venom focuses his attention on grabbing and eating him rather than retrieving the meteorite.
When Peter finally has Venom pinned to the ground and tries to blast the symbiote away from Harry, he claims that he's done and that he can't fight it, then both Harry and Venom state, "You have to KILL us." BPD is also characterized by suicidal ideations or behaviours, and if Harry telling Peter to kill him isn't suicidal behaviour then I don't know what is.
Finally, when Venom is gone and Peter tells Harry that he loves him, Harry smiles what looks like a genuinely content and satisfied smile, like that was the only thing that Harry wanted or needed to hear before he could let himself fall unconscious.
And if that’s not BPD coded I don’t know what is.
#harry osborn#venom#insomniac spider man#insomniac harry osborn#spider man 2#spider man#harry osborn venom#bpd#actually bpd#bpd headcanon#i will die on this hill#i love him so much#spiderman 2 spoilers#cherry posting
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Something I always tell myself is that if you remain calm while someone screams at you and curses at you in the most immature manner you've ever seen, you will eventually get them to realize they are being needlessly cruel.
However I have just been cruely reminded by @/phantomhunt that this is not always the case. Our Remus fictive accidentally triggered them multiple days ago, and hadn't had a chance to apologize. Someone messaged them with our side system's past and they proceeded to decide we hadn't changed at all.
Which is not true at all, but regardless. Their Virgil alter then began cursing at us and demanding a "good enough excuse" for what Remus had done. We told them, multiple times, Remus hadn't been aware of their triggers at the time and was reminded and going to apologize; but hadn't yet had a chance to.
They continued to curse and talk down to us as if we were below them. Then we told them not to speak to us that way, they said "no, I will." And forced our Remus alter to front in a triggering situation while their anti-septiceye alter talked to us like we are the dirt beneath their feet.
We checked their status and they had "splitting: interact with extreme caution" with abbreviations. We realized they were having a BPD induced meltdown and we blocked them after saying if this is how they react to an innocent mistake, we shouldn't be friends.
They are acting like a toddler because we didn't want to force our alter to front and take the verbal abuse they threw our way.
Pathetic. I know they won't see this and I am glad. We needed a space to vent.
#💙#venting#cavalry speaks#discord drama#discourse#<- adding just in case#BPD mention#splitting mention#vent post#i am genuinely so upset#so immature for no reason#if you are seeing this phantom#i hope you choke on your venom#there was no reason to talk to us that way
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the venemous euphoria I get just thinking of bigots humiliating themselves... is a little concerning tbh
#is that an npd thing perhaps?#a cluster b potential?#cluster bs let me know pls#the THRILL i get from ppl i dont like in bad situations kinda scares me#i have so much venom and spite#i have to be careful not to let it eat me alive yknow#or something idk#npd#questioning npd#bpd#?#cluster b
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You know when it gets rough and you start editing the discord messages like
#THIS ONES FOR THE VENOM HEADS THAT DIDNT LEAVE WHEN I WOKE UP ONE DAY AND BECAME A PEACEMAKER BLOG-#No I always fucking think of this scene when I start depression editing the discord messages.#This is further proof Eddie Brocks a BPD icon
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i’ve started treating my bpd the same way eddie treats venom in venom (with general annoyance and reluctant but vocal disapproval of every stupid action) like yes the bpd possesses my thumbs and makes me send stupid shit to my fp and venom makes eddie say stupid shit to annie all the damn time we just watch and then are forced to resolve the resulting conflict
#venom#venom tom hardy#eddie brock#venom movie#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd fp#borderline thoughts#borderline vent
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something i like about the symbiote is how it's shown to be this inherent defensive mechanism. gwen stacy as a character has a tendency to be controlling and self isolated, she does things on her own and within her own biases — the symbiote reflects this unconsciously, when she's arguing with peter it starts spiking around her skin and forming, the same happens when she's fighting her dad. her hand venomizes on instinct when she does as much as hold murdock's hand. it helps her breathe clean air and the spiders do things for her despite not being asked,
-> & that just reinforces that it's not some alien parasite. it's just Her & thoughts & desires that she's already had to begin with, the venom isn't some scapegoat used to justify immoral actions — it's not "turning her evil", nor is it an inherently bad thing, it's just her. and baby she's a bad person just like everyone else in e65
creepyweird powers masterpost
#i will always read & write e65's venom symbiote as an allegory for scary mental illness; as somebody who has npd&bpd#im a broken record hi#gwext
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hii me again (the one that just texted about forgotten ask) but it was about abby (i had a doctor!abby in mind but it’s up to you) couple of days ago it was basically about hurt/comfort, angst type of thing where you know they fight, scream and cry and then kiss and make up, and talk and whole lot of fluff, and apologize<3 but you can write it as you see fit (obviously, it’s your work) but it was just an idea, cause i’m a sucker for this type of fics😭(i basically just wrote the whole plot here cause i didn’t want you to look for it)
JEALOUS GIRL — abby anderson
summary — basically what anon said ^
description — poc!fem reader with bpd, doctor!abby, angsty, very angry reader.
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You and Abby had went to her best friend’s birthday get together, Leah. You quite honestly couldn’t stand that stuck up piece of shit, she has no problem flirting with your girlfriend in front of you like you’re not there. Abby is one of those girls where you have to tell her you have feelings for her or else she thinks you’re just being friendly, how else did you guys start dating to begin with.
Your girlfriend was sat on the couch next to Leah, who was too close for comfort. Nora had pulled you aside to have a drink with you, she was your favorite honestly, the complete opposite of Leah yet somehow all of them get along her.
“You said you were going to college soon right?” Nora was trying to make conversation with you but your glare never left the couch, you try to stay calm and collected around Abby’s friends since they were much older but seeing her grab onto your girlfriends arm like that made you want to violently grab her head and smash it into your knee.
“Y/n?” Nora waved her hand in front of your out of touch face, blinking your eyes a couple of times you looked over at her “Sorry, I get distracted easily. Yeah I’m going to start my career in becoming a veterinarian.” You gave her an apologetic smile.
The rest of the night stayed like that, Leah basically begging for Abby to fuck her right in front of you. Your blood was boiling to the point your body started heating up, if anyone touched you they would get third degree burns. When it was finally time to leave you swore all love for Abby was pushed deep inside leaving you filled with anger.
“Lemme get the door fo—“ “I can open the door for my fucking self.” You shoved her hand away from the handle of her car, getting inside and slamming it so hard it almost shook the whole car. Abby looked at you with the most confused expression plastered across her face “What’s wrong with you?” She started her engine before going back to look at you “Don’t fucking talk to me right now.” Your arms were crossed over your chest, your nails digging deep into your boiling flesh.
The rest of the ride back home lingered with tension and anger fuming from you. Right as she parked the car you were quick to get out repeatedly the same action to slam the door, walking inside your shared home with her you shut the door right before she walked in. Storming up to the shared bedroom you started to take your shoes off, wanting nothing more than to just lay down.
“Y/n, what is your actual problem?” Abby walked over to you as she grabbed your arm as gently as she could she needed you to look at her. Abby was big on communication and you weren’t, you both having very different lives that to you communication wasn’t a thing when you were angry, your anger never regulated properly only going from zero to hundred in a matter of seconds.
When you got angry, you weren’t you like someone else stepped into your body and did whatever it took to defend yourself from any pain. “For a fucking Doctor you’re really fucking stupid.” The words spitting out of your mouth were laced with venom, Abby taken aback from the sudden insult “Why are you being so disrespectful?” You laughed at her lack of situational awareness “Wow you’re really stupid Abby, you have the audacity to say im disrespectful when you were basically fucking Leah right in front of me!” Your hands clenched into a tight fist, nails digging into your palms it’s like all your emotions were turned off but anger.
“Calling me stupid isn’t going to make this situation any better, I suggest you fix your attitude then come speak to me.” You knew you pushed her buttons badly, Abby grabbed her pajamas before heading to the guest room but not before slamming the door.
You sat on your bed trying to calm yourself down only failing when you start sobbing into the pillow. Why do you always do this? Always quick to attack before anything else. God she was going to leave you wasn’t she? Abby can’t handle someone like you. You’re too much to handle, this is why you can’t keep a relationship.
Horrible thoughts ran through your head at hundreds miles per hour causing you to sob harder into the pillow, you hated that you couldn’t be normal, why couldn’t you just talk to her?
You decided to change into your pajamas before heading over to the guest room where you saw Abby reading a book, so focused she didn’t notice you by the doorway. “Are you gonna leave me?” You felt the tears form back into your eyes streaming down your face, the swelling and tightness in your throat hurting, you quickly covered your mouth with the back of your hand trying not to sob.
Abby was quick to put the book down, walking over to you to embrace you into her arms, her hand coming to hold the back of your head trying to soothe you. Sobbing into her chest you apologized profusely “I’m so— sorry Abby, I don’t know why I do that.” You managed to say between hiccups and sobs.
“Baby, baby look at me.” She held your face in her hands making you look at her, you saw the expression on her face soften seeing her lover cry like that felt like pins and needles in her heart “I’m not going to leave you, ever. I love you, I just need you to work on communicating with me and I will help you with that. I don’t think you realize how much your words actually hurt.” Her thumbs wiping every tear that fell down your puffed up face.
“Now tell me why you were so angry with me earlier?” Her soft blue orbs never leaving your tear filled eyes. “I just didn’t like how Leah was all over you, she was grabbing your arm and leaning on you, it made me uncomfortable and mad.” She acknowledged every word you said “I’m so sorry I didn’t notice what she was doing, i’ll talk to her about it and it will never happen again, I promise you baby.” She pressed her soft lips against yours, the most gentle kiss she’s ever given you.
“I love you Y/n and I’m going to marry you someday so don’t ever think that I will leave you.” You giggled a little at her marriage comment before you grabbed her face and kissed her deeply.
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authors note — i hope this is what u were looking for!! btw i have bpd so everything i wrote is everything i feel when im angry😭
#lesbian#lgbtq#wlw#the last of us ii#the last of us#tlou#abby anderson#tlou2#abby anderson imagine#abby anderson x reader#abby anderson x female reader#abby the last of us#tlou abby#abby x you#abby x reader#abby tlou#doctor!abby#bpd rage#bpd
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Hazbin Hotel headcanons sorted by character
Charlie:
favorite color is "rainbow" (real answer is red)
autism, ocd, npd, codependent personality disorder
tail sometimes manifests solely for stimming purposes
growls when very excited like a dog
very keen sense of smell
horns manifest when turned on (something something horny)
in case this gets disproven im listing it here: her legs are furred
manifested her wings once around vaggie near the beginning of her relationship and it upset her, never did it again
can walk up 45° angle walls (goat hooves lol)
Vaggie:
hair is actually feathers
depression, gad, ptsd, bpd (charlie is her fp obv)
retractable claws that are naturally black
teeth are all flat, fangs only come out when angry
the scars from her initial casting from heaven remained even after she regained her wings
when regaining her wings she also got feathers that cover her chest and upper back
died via suicide and was drafted into the exorcist army simply because adam found her attractive and was completely surprised when she was able to learn to fight easily and quickly
her gloves and socks are to cover up self harm scars
feet are like a moth's, like angel she is self conscious about them
wings do not disappear or retract, they simply fold under her hair
will misjudge distance/placement of things due to lack of depth perception. extremely embarrassed when it happens
its difficult for her to read things from a distance, charlie will often read things to her
her and angel dust are exes, has lingering feelings which is part of the cause of her hostility towards him
coos like a pigeon when relaxed/content
Angel Dust:
homoflexible
depression, adhd, hypersexual (ofc)
any pronouns user
says he's cis but genuinely doesn't care what he's called
qpps with cherri bomb
random nosebleeds due to drug overuse
charlie will call him anthony when she's mad at him like a parent using your full name
his venom causes an intense high and multiple demons have drugged him so they can uhm. well the scientific term for getting venom from a spider is milking but im not saying it
very fidgety and feels anxious if he's not moving at all times
Sir Pentious:
had an interdental lisp and was a snake oil salesman in life, hence his snakelike appearance
pansexual
autistim, npd
tail is more eel-like than snake-like
as an angel, his hood doubles as wings; in his full angel form he gets additional pairs of wings and more eyes along his tail
buries every egg boi he loses
venomous bite that causes delirium and sometimes temporary paralysis
sheds his skin and leaves the empty skins around the hotel, doesn't realize it until he hears charlie scream upon finding it
his hat is in fact sentient but is an extension of him and can change forms (as opposed to all the hats he's shown wearing being individual headpieces)
Alastor:
deer tail .
acearo in the sense that he does not get pleasure from sex but rather from tormenting/torturing others
hated his ears and antlers at first, similar to husk he's accepted them but still doesn't like them
if you touch either he will launch you into the sky
ONLY wears all red
qpps with rosie
vox is his ex, he's long moved on but vox hasn't
his hands have claw fingers those are NOT gloves Fuck You
has hooves but his legs are not digitgrade like charlie's
he can feel and hear through his microphone
Husk:
depression, alcoholic (duh), bpd, ptsd
either hated cats or had a pet cat when he was alive that he killed while drunk
either way his discomfort with his demon form is obvious
full demon form is quadruped
acute senses except for sight
pretty much always at least tipsy
tail usually drags on the floor
really wants to perform his magic tricks to the hotel patrons but is afraid of being mocked
Niffty:
died eitherfrom mixing chemicals in a closed room or climbing into the chimney to clean it and ended up getting stuck
was a maid in life, probably killed someone but was able to dispose of the body so well she never got caught
heteroflexible
still thinks angel dust is a woman cause he never corrects her
#hazbin hotel headcanon#i hope these sre comprehensible my insomnia mefs are kicking kn#angel dust#charlie morningstar#vsggie#sir pentious#alastor#husk#niffty#hazbin hotel
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Cytherea (My UTMV OC) Art!
I’m going to write some things about Cytherea! She is my UTMV OC! I have posted her backstory in my blog if you want to check it out! (P.s) she has other outfits and this is just a concept of one!
Here’s some basic info:
Cytherea has multiple names! She has no official name since she doesn’t go by her dead name and has multiple names throughout her life. However, everyone just calls her Cytherea.
Cytherea is half Native American, quarter Greek, and quarter Scottish. Her original parents were Native American, however due to her being born from spirits of them, she was formed by hand, so when she was taken in by her adoptive parents after being brought to them so she could be taken care of properly, she inherited the Greek and Scottish in the adoptive parents.
She is Asexual, Pansexual, and a Demi Girl! Me and her share the same sexualities and gender since I wanted to represent my sexuality and gender through a character I made.
She is an artist and likes to make art! She also enjoys music, dancing, reading, learning, and writing stories.
Her personality is quite difficult to explain. She is a kind and motherly person who has strong levels of sympathy, however she is stubborn and can be very sensitive at times. She is kind to everyone and tries to find understanding in others to bond with them. She tries to keep her negative emotions hidden and away from others since she is terrified of accidentally harming someone.
Her physical appearance: She has paler skin for a medical reason I will list below. She has freckles and scars across her skin, the scars from many different things. She has dusty lavender colored eyes and brunette hair with flowers in it. She has Angel fang piercings and ear piercings and a round body type that’s chubby as her body type. She has two tattoos, a ankh representing a loved one on her hip and flowers that look like they are one with her body on her shoulder. She has a Greek nose as well. She is 5,4.
Some emotional/trauma/issues Cytherea has. (Tw: abusive parents, manipulation referenced)
Cytherea is a paradox in the UTMV. She basically exists despite it being impossible for her to exist. Since she technically was from another entire chain of multiverses and the creator originally put them in that chain of multiverses, then it means that since the creator didn’t write them originally in the Undertale multiverses then it would be impossible for them to exist in there. But Cytherea broke the laws of reality out of sheer determination if that makes sense! But she realizes that everyone has been made from something and that certain scenarios were created by creators and not all of them were natural. But she is uneasy around the idea of viewing everyone as characters, so she tries to ignore the creators and pretend like she is unaware of the creators.
She has issues with trusting to easy. Since her adoptive parents weren’t good people and treated her poorly, she trusts too easily when she feels loved and appreciated since she never gotten that feeling from her caretakers. It makes here very easy to control with beings like Nightmare.
She has BPD, Autism, and Anxiety. She has been mentally ill for a long time and is always trying her best to improve her mental health.
Whenever she formed and fused with the forgotten soul, the forgotten soul became apart of her, which made her soul have traits of the forgotten soul, which included integrity.
The flowers in her hair are apart of her body. She controls them and they sometimes even purr and hiss! They shoot poison at enemies.
Cytherea has a blood issue/condition which causes toxins to be inside her blood stream, which is kinda like venom or poison that are dangerous to others. This condition affects her abilities to do physical things like exercise or training like others (makes her slower or less active due to energy preserving) and her energy levels being extremely unstable. She has to take a treatment to remove the toxins in her blood every once in a while and has to rest for a bit at certain points of the day because of it.
If anyone has any questions about Cytherea send me a question in my asks box! I’ll either answer in my own perspective or of how Cytherea would answer, like me roleplaying as her! Thank you all for all the support!
(CYTHEREA BELONGS TO ME)
#my ocs#my oc art#utmv oc#utmv fanart#utmv fandom#undertale multiverse#au sans#ut au#utmv#traditional art#watercolors#mechanical pencil#underverse#sansismyhusbandguystrustme#undertale alternate universe#undertale oc#undertale fandom#undertale art#underverse oc#classic sans#fell sans#dusttale#sans undertale#swap sans#underswap#killertale#murder time trio#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans
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i hAVE FIGURED OUT HOW TO FIX MY BLOG.
anyway so longer written-form content's gonna be easier to read now. >:) so i will give the links to my stuff, both essays and the fics i've written in this post.
some of the stuff i wrote a while ago. others are pretty new, like a violet essay.
so enjoy if you want (the keep reading will have all the links).
[Fanfiction]
they adopt a cat named floof | Wednesday
wednesday, for her girlfriend, gets a cat. she finds a way to bypass the “no pet” policy in order to do so. :)
Wenclair
stagger | Wednesday
Enid is her one exception, so Wednesday tries. Again, and again, and again. She gets it right, asking Enid to…not a date. Eventually.
Wenclair
just a bear (or some other wild animal) | Wednesday
“I’ve hibernated with some grizzlies. I know the difference." the story of the time when wednesday slept in a bear cave for a week. she was seven and knew what felt just right.
Back Again | Fallout 4
In other words, Piper Wright walked out of Diamond City with the woman written as the “View from the Vault.” Though, well, the city folk were quick to suspect that there was something else going on between them… And they weren’t wrong. So when Piper walked back into Diamond City without the woman, there was something wrong. Especially the longer she waited on the Publick Occurrences rooftop. Alcohol in her breath. Less shouting and interrogating for interviews. It was all just…wrong.
F!SS x Piper Wright
Bottom Bunk | LWA
With another Samhain Festival celebrated and slept off, Atsuko Kagari finds her room empty of Sucy and Lotte. Yet, she feels the warmth of another girl in her bed. And so a conversation is to be had.
Diakko/Dianakko
toxin | LWA
[toxin] - an antigenic poison or venom of plant or animal origin, especially one produced by or derived from microorganisms and causing disease when present at low concentration in the body. A definition, which, Sucy knows well. It’s why she doesn’t have a heart, nor any sense for what compassion can bring. Although, one night changes things, and maybe—just maybe—Akko proves Sucy otherwise.
Suakko
Sphynx | LWA
Sucy didn’t care about an hour of transformative magic, nor that it was supposed to be “fun” and all about “finding your inner animal.” Well, companion animal, which really meant cats and dogs because…magic. Or something stupid. And Sucy was left cold and huddled underneath a curtain because she was this ugly naked chicken gremlin? …okay, maybe she did care a little bit.
Suakko
Burning a Cauldron | LWA
Chariot is always one to sleep in—which, frankly, irritates Anne to no end (being the early, responsible bird, after all). However…the early, responsible bird notices that this morning is different.
Finnelariot
She's a Peach, an Apricot | LWA
Amanda didn’t expect this. Lotte didn’t either. One burned of passion, a slip of carnality, yet not the words to reach the other so well-spoken. And the other, all the words in the world, from her books, yet not the body that could easily decipher what she wanted.
Amalotte
[Fandom Essays]
…so about that clementine comic: a (very long, sorry) essay | TWDG
Discussion on TWDG & canonicity, pre-comic full release
…about the clementine comic (again): why is she illiterate? | TWDG
Discussion on how weird the comic is about Clementine's knowledge and understanding of her own world (medically/medicinally and linguistically).
ERICSON'S WALLFLOWER: or bpd as a twdg fandom essay, & violet's analysis | TWDG
Exploration and deconstruction of Violet's character in regards to BPD, BPD as a disorder (with experiences pulled from my own), and how stigma gets in the way of understanding both.
Or or I am feral and am still frothing at the mouth over this character plz people appreciate violet 🥺🥺
#volt's shit#blog update#fanfiction#essay#long essay#twdg#the walking dead game#wednesday 2022#lwa#twdg clementine#twdg violet#violentine#wednesday addams#enid sinclair#wenclair#diakko#dianakko#suakko#amalotte#fallout 4#piper wright#eventually i'll figure out how to organize my intro post better but meh
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bpd culture is (maybe) going from an unexplainable misery one second to yelling at them for not talking to you and then a few seconds later pathetically begging for them to not hate you
and they dont even fucking see it cos youre on the vent blog
and then in the middle of typing this you switch to the venomous hatred that seems to go with that voice in my head which is prolly unrelated
-fairy anon
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#borderline culture is#borderline personality disorder#bpd culture is#bpd#bpd culture#bpd safe#actually bpd#actually borderline#- fairy anon
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a alter based on riley from inside out, im thinking she herself is a system/subsys with the emotions as her alters kind of vibe … if this is making any sense ( lots of ids :3 )
this one will take a while as we will on and off work on it until we have a full subsystem so apologies!
Name: Raze, Venom, Viper, Kobra, Striker, Ellie
Age: 16
Gender: fem aligned nonbinary, demigirl, dazegender
Pronouns: she/her, they/them, fog/fogs
Sexuality: lesbian
Species: human, trans Fae
Source: n/a
Roles: subsystem host, symptom holder
cisIDs: scene, black hair, thin, pink eyes, pointy teeth, autism, BPD
transIDs: transCane, transLegPain, transHPD, transYandere, transSpecies, transFae, transSemiVerbal, transGlasses, transCharacter, transNocturnal
Paraphiles: AAM, autobiastophilia, autoaptophilia
Other Labels: polyamorous
Appearance:
joy-
Name: Sunny, Heaven, Bliss, Eden
Age: ageless
Gender: female
Pronouns: she/her
Sexuality: lesbian
Species: transDuckling
Source: n/a
Roles: mood booster
cisIDs: blonde, cottagecore, OLD, pale, BPD
transIDs: transHappy, permaHappy, transHarmless, transLoving
Other Labels: polyamorous
Appearance:
sadness-
Name: Abaddon, Achilles, Casimir, Damon
Age: 14, permateen
Gender: demiboy
Pronouns: he/him, they/them
Sexuality: bisexual
Species: transCryptid
Source: n/a
Role: symptom holder, depression holder
cisIDs: blue hair, underweight, depressed, asocial, pale
transIDs: transSad, transSHAddict, transHarmed, permaDepressed
Appearance:
anger-
Name: Feldol, Radiant, Reflective, Clicker, Enkar
Age: 30
Gender: nonbinary
Pronouns: they/them
Sexuality: pansexual
Species: dragonborn
Source: n/a, dnd technically but nothing specific
Role: anger holder, avenger
cisIDs: dragonborn, scales, fire breath, anger issues, HPD
transIDs: transHarmful, transProtector, transVenom, transWings, transDragonWings
Paraphiles: necrophilia, autozoophilia, sadist
Other Labels: polyamorous
Appearance:
fear-
Name: Timor, Dreaden, Mortimer, Horace, Voros
Age: 18
Gender: nonbinary
Pronouns: they/them
Sexuality: demisexual, pan
Species: human
Source: n/a
Role: protector, symptom holder, anxiety holder
cisIDs: anxiety, purple hair, lanky, autism, asocial
transIDs: transHarmed, transParinoid, transSHAddict, transWheelchair
Other Labels: codependent
Appearance:
disgust-
Name: Dolores, Lilith, Lyssa, Mara, Rue
Age: permaTeen
Gender: female
Pronouns: she/her
Sexuality: asexual, straight
Species: demon
Source: n/a
Role: protector
cisIDs: demon, blonde, pale, green eyes, powers
transIDs: transAnxiety, transHarmless, permaHappy, permaTeen, transSchoolGirl
Other Labels: polyamorous
Appearance:
ok this took forever! i would so be open to making more emotions if you want a part 2 but i’m cutting myself off at 6 alters t-t hope you enjoy them!
-mod richie
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HELLO! I'M PETER "MARK" DUNBAR!
welcome to my art blog
this is a little introduction post
PLEASE BEWARE THAT THIS ACCOUNT IS NSFW. I MAY POST HERE GORE AND EROTIC STUFF. YOU WERE WARNED.
DNI:
zoophiles, pedophiles, homophobes, transphobes, ableists, racists, xenophobes, anti-furries, anti-therians, russophobes or if you support them.
YOU CAN CALL ME PETER OR MARK
MY PRONOUNS ARE HE/HIM
I MAINLY KIN MANNEQUIN MARK AND INFECTED RN
^^^these guys^^^
I AM A FURRY
my fursona is a black wolf with blue eyes and red hair
I AM A THERIAN
my theriotype is a wolf
I HAVE BPD
due to my illness i am very emotionaly unstable so i had to make some RULES:
- no suggestive comments please. it's really gross!
- no criticism. at all!
- if you don't like my headcanons, ships, etc. then get out of my profile! i DO NOT need to know that!
stress hurts me both mentally and physically
some facts 'bout me
- i'm an engaged man! you sometimes can see my fiance on my artworks :)
- i love wallmark
- i really like mitski, s3rl, msi, mcr, caretaker, but i listen to any music har har
- my favourite movies are fight club, scream, venom, human sentipede, wolfwalkers
- my favourite series are hannibal, breaking bad, good omens
- my favourite games are regretevator, night in the woods and hollow knight
- my favourite books are warrior cats and moomin
- my favourite drinks are mountain dew, peach lemonade, peach juice and apple juice, milkis
I'M OPEN TO COMMISSIONS!
IF YOU USE MY ART AS YOUR PFP, PLEASE CREDIT ME!
#introduction#introductory post#introducing myself#introducing post#intro post#blog intro#pinned intro#introduction post#pinned post
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