#i love beautiful queens with bpd

[sweetstxrr]

Can't believe it took me this long to actually line / color PV when I've been drawing mostly him in my sketchbook for WEEKS 😭

Anyways. Posting my beautiful princess Professor Venomous for the world to see (tumblr is the world in this case)

[winstonsns]

may i request the gang w a reader who has bpd? like, frequent mood swings, etc etc? tysm 💕

the gang with bpd!reader (request)

authors note: bpd stands for borderline personality disorder, in which the person has long patterns of unstable emotions. could last for weeks or even months, basically episodes. i’m not that educated on this subject, so sorry if this is offensive. enjoy 💗

includes ponyboy, johnny, soda, darry, dally, two-bit and steve

word count: 2.1k

warnings: depression, fights, slightly suggestive

PONYBOY CURTIS

you haven’t been in the right headspace for the past few weeks, so your grades started to slip

ponyboy would try and help you do your homework, even doing your homework for you but you wouldn’t have the energy to even try

but then, you had a test and you tried real hard to get a good grade, studying and stressing all over it for days

after you took the test and got your grade back, seeing it was an A, you suddenly felt better

at the end of the day, you and pony decided to go back to your house to study

he noticed you were talking more and laughing, so he asked you what happened

you smiled and told him you got a good grade on your test, for the first time in a while

you switched the topic and continued smiling, and pony looked at you with love

he was glad that you were feeling better, and he suspected you’d stay happy for weeks

he sometimes gets confused when you randomly switch but doesn’t say much about it

he’ll ask you about it later but not in the moment, especially if other people are there too

he knows you like it when he reads to you, so when you’re feeling upset, he’ll read to you so maybe you’ll feel better

he doesn’t want you to get frustrated if you’re not included in things, so he’ll always invite you to his track meets and will tell you about all the drama that happens if you don’t know about it

when you’re in a depressive state, he’ll help you plan things and start a routine

he just wants you to feel in control so you know what to do and have a sense of purpose

he also asks soda and darry for advice since they know you’re going through stuff, so occasionally they’ll help you out too

JOHNNY CADE

his parents were yelling at him so he went to your house, he knew his parents wouldn’t care

the only thing he was worried about was the fact that you were still in a depressive state, and he didn’t want you to feel more sad because of what he was going through

so when he knocked on your door and you answered, your eyes lit up and you smiled widely

he was shocked and didn’t know why you were so happy, but smiled back at you

you told him you were happy to see him unannounced, but asked why he came by

he told about what happened, so you invited him in and made cupcakes together

he knows what it’s like to be in a depressive state, so he’ll always try and help you feel in touch with the world

he tried to help you focus on things more and really take in information while paying attention

like focusing on how things move or sound, how strong smells are and how loud things are, how specific tastes are sweet, salty, hot, etc

when you’re happy, he tries to keep you like that by randomly checking up on you to see how you’re doing

he’ll also offer to do things for you like carrying or cleaning things for you

he just wants to make things easier for you, but of course that doesn’t always works

johnny loves you and makes sure you know it, always telling you you’re amazing and beautiful, that he appreciates everything you do, etc

SODAPOP CURTIS

you were at soda’s house, waiting for him to come back from work

you weren’t feeling that great but were trying your best to make him think you were at least feeling ok

when you hear the door opening and a creak, you look over to see soda with a dairy queen bag and two drinks

seeing his smile and the fact that he thought about you enough to bring you food made you switch

you got up from the chair and walked over to him, he put down the food

you put your hands and cradled his face while giving him a long kiss, then tracing your hand down his chest

after the two of you pulled away from the kiss, he looked down at you with a smile and said “glad you’re feeling better, sweetheart”

he’s naturally a very bubbly person and is a romantic at heart, you cannot change my mind

he literally worships the ground you walk on and will do that no matter how you’re feeling

if you’re feeling extra bad and hardly have the energy to get out of bed, he’ll take some days off work to spend more time with you

he just wants you to feel good but doesn’t always know how to handle it

he knows what it’s like to feel unheard, so he checks up on you a lot no matter how you’re feeling

when you’re happy, the two of you will go on cute little dates together

he’ll buy you a pretty necklace for your date and it’s an S for his name

when you’re angry, he’ll always try and calm you down without yelling

you try your best to not yell either since both of you know it doesn’t get you anywhere

DARRY CURTIS

you weren’t feeling that good for the past couple weeks ever since pony and johnny ran away

you stayed at darry’s house for a while, he was worried sick about the two boys

then you heard the phone ring, so you looked at darry, and he motioned you to go answer it

you got up off the counter and into the living room, where the phone was ringing loudly

picking up the phone, you said, “y/n l/n, what do you need?”

the person on the other end asked, “is darry curtis there? his brother and friend are in the hospital.”

your eyes went wide and you felt happy that the boys were back, but scared as to why they were in the hospital

you put the phone down without answering back, and ran to darry to tell him what had happened

he yelled for soda to come down since they had to go see pony and johnny in the hospital

he immediately went out the door and drove you two to the hospital, and you went to the floor where pony and johnny were

when you saw pony sitting on the chair, you smiled widely

darry was happy to see you feeling good again, but was still worried about why pony and johnny where there

he can get really impatient and frustrated with you at times but tries to stay calm because you can’t control how you act sometimes

most of the time, he knows when you’re struggling and tries to help you

so sometimes he’ll schedule an emergency therapy if you’re in a really bad mental state for whatever reason

he really cares about you but doesn’t always have the time or patience to try and reason with you

when you’re happy and feeling good, he’ll take you out to different places

sometimes it’s a restaurant and sometimes it’s just a little activity for you two to do together

he really likes cooking, so he’ll make food for you and will try new recipes

he’ll ask you to help him out with cooking since he knows you like to be a part of things

when you’re feeling sad, he tries to get you out of that mindset as soon as possible

he’ll still include you in hangouts in hope that you’ll feel better

DALLAS WINSTON

you were in one of your episodes, specifically one where you were mad all the time, which lasted for a few weeks

you knew you couldn’t do much about it, but dally would always try to get you out of the pissed off mindset

he always tried to make you feel better, even though most of the time, it wouldn’t do anything

he still wanted you to know he loves you, even if you wouldn’t appreciate it in the moment, you would appreciate it later when you were feeling better

today was your birthday, however, so dally took you out for dinner and actually paid

that got you out of your mad mindset, and he saw the moment you switched over to being happy

seeing that might’ve made him the happiest he’s ever been, knowing that he was the one to get you to switch over

you smiled and apologized for how you acted a few days ago, the two of you got into an argument

he brushed it off and said it was okay, and the two of you continued your dinner

when you were in your depressive episodes, he would help you shower, eat and go on walks since you hardly had the energy to get up

he would bathe you and buy you meals so you could eat

making you go outside at least every few days, the two of you would go on walks since he wanted you to get fresh air

when you were feeling mad, and you would feel that way for weeks, he would mostly stay away even though it was difficult for him

you were feeling happy and told him that if you were being all pissy at him, he should just not talk to you

you didn’t want to ruin your relationship or say something you didn’t mean, so you don’t him not to interact with you at those times

he still would, though, he would do little check ups on you to see if you were feeling okay, or if you wanted anything

if you were happy, he tried to keep you in that state for as long as he could

he thought you would stay happier if he gave you things, a lot of attention, and was overall with you more

it did work for a bit, until you randomly switched over, but he didn’t understand why

he would get impatient and frustrated with you at some points, but always managed to push through since he cared about you so much

TWO-BIT MATTHEWS

feeling bad the past couple weeks, two-bit decided to invite you to hang out with the gang

he just wants you to get some fresh air and to socialize with others, since you hadn’t in a few weeks

all of you were getting milkshakes at a diner and were talking

you drank a bit of your milkshake when two-bit started talking

then he made a joke about someone at another table, and of course everyone laughed, including you

he looked to you and smiled, weirdly proud of himself for getting you to feel better

he’d always try to make jokes even if you weren’t feeling the best

when you aren’t feeling that well, he’ll bring you to the drive-in so you can spend time together and just to try to help you feel better

STEVE RANDLE

the two of you were randomly talking while he was on his break at work, you decided to visit him at the DX

both of you were sitting down in the back, eating burgers and drinking soda

he asked you how school was going for you, and your eyes lit up

you started moving your hands around a lot and kicking your feet, talking about a fun project you were working on with your friends

he listened and continued asking questions in order to lengthen the conversation since you seemed excited

you didn’t think much about how you were down and now you were happy, so you started talking about some drama between a boy and girl in your class

he was normally the one to talk, but enjoyed hearing you talk more than you normally did

when you’re not feeling the best, he’ll bring you into the DX so you can help him fix up cars

it’s just a new thing for you to learn and to hang out with each other

he’s weirdly smart in some ways, so he’ll occasionally help you with history, since he was always into that

when you were feeling really happy, he’d invite you to hang out with the gang

he knew you appreciated it and would invite you whenever he could

(if you can’t tell, i never have ideas for steve so sorry)

authors note: sorry i’m posting this late! i hope you guys enjoyed reading, sorry if this was offensive or really unrealistic. i’m making a chocolate cake so maybe ill show you guys when im done :3💗

[heavymetalluvofmine]

˗ˏˋ about me! ˎˊ˗

ᯓᡣ𐭩 my name is bonnie-ann but you can also call me cat!

my birthday is january 11th 2005 𝜗𝜚

⋆°ᡣ𐭩🎀 capricorn, intp

hello kitty girl 𓍢ִ໋🦢˚⋆˚

‧₊˚ ⋅ 🌷bpd babe

love lana more than life ❀˖°

i <3 pink, hello kitty, bows, dried flowers, posters, my journal, music, retail therapy, cherry coke, vintage cars, motorcycles, coquette aesthetic, bedrotting, my cats lana and beetlejuice, weevils, religious imagery, the woods, bones.

ྀིྀི favourite things! ྀིྀི

ྀིྀི music: lana del rey, ethel cain, phoebe bridgers, mitski, rob zombie, florence + the machine, odetari, 6arelyhuman, ayesha erotica, nancy sinatra, shocking blue, peggy lee, elvis presley, the smiths, hozier

ྀིྀི tv shows: the queens gambit, the walking dead, criminal minds, the office, american horror story, euphoria

ྀིྀི movies: bones and all, beautiful boy, hot summer nights, call me by your name, the aristocats, girl interrupted, jennifer’s body, bambi, the maze runner trilogy, the conjuring movies, la llorona, annabelle movies, the nun, buffalo ’66, uptown girls

no dni really just be kind, preferably no minors but not necessary

[proxythe]

can i get your top glee headcanons??

or any glee stuff you just CANNOT stop thinking about

infodump pls king

i yapped so bad omg i’m serious … anyways here you go!!

i don’t have many specific hcs just kind of general stuff but let me get into this…

- bpd quinn fabray and bpd blaine anderson will always be famous to me

- bisexual finn & sam just real as hell… dare i even add bi4bi hudevans…?

- finntana bffs is literally my favorite thing of all time i fear </3 technically not completely hc since they’re actually friends but in my head they r Best Friends… its a need

- fuinn endgame 🙌 yall gotta stay w me on this ship fr hold on wait-!!!

- also technically canon friends but needed more quinncedes bffism ?? i still picture theyre very close. theyre occasionally lovers in my head as well

- i imagine college finn when i draw him but i love teacher finn bc i would die without the unique & finn dynamic in my head. hes her number 2 fan (kurt and mercedes are number 1). she is his favorite student TO ME!!!

- finn actually being protective and a good brother and friend is technically somewhat of an hc to me. they love acting like he’s an awesome friend but i always feel like it was never properly shown (aside from a few times, to my memory). needed him to whoop some ass protecting kurt at least once i fear!

- artana bffs… artie my beloved lowkey! i know him and santanas convos & texts are Crazy as hell… they love to talk shit it’s true it’s true…

- tina staying emo style wise is huge for me… i loved it so much on her… let her queen out idk.

- same w rachel lowk. her early season looks and outfits were soo cute, i always picture a similar style on her even when she’s older 😭 (honestly a lot of the characters s4-on i thought had kinda basic outfits ?? maybe it’s just me but idk. felt like they had more individual&unique styles in s1-3)

- honestly i mostly have so many friendship thoughts with no further elaboration. blaine/finn, britt/rachel, more mike/finn, more kurt/quinn, artie/mercedes, quinn/blaine ?!?!? def more but my mind is blanking…

- anything furt related i inject directly into my head and heart … siblings hit me in my chest like a bullet every time

- a more unserious one but kurt and quinn are literally sues gay son and thot daughter. her favorites i know this to be true

as for stuff i just can’t stop thinking about… oh you already know the first thing i’ll be bringing up…

- “can i show you something?… it’s my girlfriend. i used to have another photo but i like this one better” “why? she looks terrible” “cuz i think it’s the first one where you can really see her” TURN IT UP!!!😭😭😭

- “you’re the most beautiful girl i’ve ever seen in my life” …yall could never make me hate fuinn im sorry like look at the material

- finntana hugs, fuinn s4 hug specifically, furt hugs … its simple… finn hug = cinema

- quinn wanting mercedes there when she delivered her baby. this was serious for me

- “you’re gonna dance it with me dude” + him singing to kurt will forever live in my heart. mhm mhm lemme not forget my furt

- marley jake & unique. just pure bffism. theyre unique defenders 4L & i think thats beautiful as fuck

- “sam just tweeted that i smell good” “i wont stop til its trending” SAMCEDES!!! 😭😭😭

- sam’s “bring it” & finn’s “brung”

- samcedes, fuinn, brittana, klaine … my ultimate beloveds really. + jarley :-)

- and, lastly: “there’s only one person in this world who can tell you what you are” “me” “no, me. sue sylvester.”

[jonahmagnus]

Normally eye wouldnt die on the cross for a male character but if you hate Martin "kill bill" Blackwood we are gonna have a problem. I dont even ship him with Jon half the time because he can do better. Martin, you can do better. Leave the twink he'll be fine he always is leave the manipulative father figure he should die shoot your boss and go on a family outing with Annabelle Cane or fucking something. Idgaf if we see Jon again in tmagp frankly love him to death but eye truly dont care. Where is Martin my wife Matrin my beautiful unwell bpd queen Martin my fat boy swagger girlfriend whom eye need so bad fuck the twink eye miss my WIFE!!!!!!!!!!

[the-spktr-limo]

yipp3ee firsT intr0 !!!

hello lovelys!! My name is CC! I also go by Estelle (nickname Stella, Ella, El), and welcome to my Moon Knight page!

I'm 15 and I love Space! Basically anything to do with outerspace I enjoy! TALK TO ME ABOUT SPACE!!(ง'̀-'́)ง

Neurodivergent, of course (ADHD, Anxiety, BPD)

Proud Pansexual Womanฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ (I am also Poly!!)

this is my first Tumblr Intro, I do promise i will get better at it❤︎

Wise words from Steven Grant, Laters Gators!

HYPERFIXATIONS!! (some of them....)

•Moon Knight!!

•Classic Cars

•Star Wars

•Egyption History

•Hamilton

MUSIC!!!♫︎

Arctic Monkeys, Kate Bush, No Doubt, The Last Shadow Puppets, Weezer, Bonnie Tyler, Childish Gambino, The Smiths, Djo, Buddy Holly, Fleetwood Mac, AC/DC, Eminem, Metallica, Nine Inch Nails, MCR, Madonna, Loving Caliber

Lana Del Rey, Hozier, Alex G, Britney Spears, Phoebe Bridgers, The Neighbourhood, Clairo, Pink Floyd, TV Girl, Steve Lacy, David Bowie, Tears For Fears, Green Day, Penelope Scott

Jack Stauber, girl in red, Beach House, Mitski, Current Joys, Eyedress, The Police, Miracle Musical, Cage The Elephants, Grimes, The Weeknd, Lady Gaga, BTS, Florence + The Machine, Radiohead, Adele, SZA, Olivia Rodrigo

Engelbert Humperdinck, Mac DeMarco, Tyler, The Creator, Cigarettes After Sex, AJR, Coldplay, Ghost, ABBA, Queen, Glenn Miller, Mother Mother, Billie Eilish, Paramore

Thank you for reading beautiful!

Bł¡nki3s + Stæmps aft3r cut!

[deerwith2heads]

my christmas wishlist! ❤︎

i def wont be able to get most of this stuff but i like to dream!!

⋆ Knee-High Converse: I think they have always been super cute!! my mom doesn't like them tho :( I'm getting them in black!

⋆ Yoga Pants By Moonkissed Collective: I have wanted these forever omg!! For ref they say "All Good on My End" on the ass!!

⋆ Sofia Coppola Archive Book: Jaw droppingly gorgeous from the queen herself.

⋆ Chococat 35 mm Film Camera: my favorite sanrio character and I love cameras!!

⋆ Calico Crritters Lakeside Lodge!: I've been getting into calico critters/sylvanian families lately, and this is the cutest home that I've seen that's currently being sold!! I always love cabinesque little playsets and homes in general, and I think it will be especially fitting because the families I want the most rn are the bears and the skunks. :))

⋆ Lucky Notebook: This is rly expensive for a notebook imo but they seem like really nice quality and all the ones I've seen are adorable!! This is a hardcover notebook with blank pages and the cover is a cute little cat!!

⋆ Djungkelskog: I love him and you probably love him too bc imo everyone loves him. The icon.

⋆ Locket: Matching lockets with my boyfriend!! It's silver and has a moon and stars, to represent us :).

⋆ Chococat Plush Tote Bag: I just think it's cute, and again, chococat is my favorite.

⋆ Boa Concert Tickets: For me and my bf to see Boa in orlando :)))

⋆ Clinique Black Honey: ...

⋆ American Beauty Signed Screenplay: My favorite movie!!

⋆ Black Velvet Heels: These are so cute, I'd be getting them with the spide charm on the side!

⋆ Circus Fantasy by Britney Spears: One of my dream perfumes. According to Fragrantica, main accords in order = sweet, floral, fruity, vanilla, powdery. top notes = raspberry, sugar, apricot blossom. middle notes = orchid, peony, water lily. base notes = sweet notes, vanilla, musk, violet, woody notes.

⋆ Tampons: This is a big pack so it would last me a while and still be relatively inexpensive in terms of gifts. This would also be useful because even though I live at home I buy my own tampons, so I ask for this every year :)

⋆ Moon Hoop Earrings: These are the prettiest earrings I think I have ever seen. Absolutely jaw-droppingly gorgeous.

⋆ Swan Ballet Hair Brush: From Flower Knows, I'm also in dire need of a new hairbrush and this one is gorgeous.

⋆ Hair Dryer and DIffuser: I don't have either and I'm trying to start making my hair look better.

⋆ Morning Affirmations Mug: By Moonkissed collective, pretty and funny. Says: I am never stressed out by anything ever - nobody is mad at me - i have beautiful friends and we take beautiful pictures - i love checking my bank balance - i am a fairy and so everything in my life is a fairytale - i have not missed out on anything fun lately - i don't even know what bpd is - the outfits i imagine as look as good when i try them on - i am uncancellable - life is perfect and nothing haunts me.

⋆ Adios and Ciao Ciao Blind Box: Made by Tokidoki, fetures a grim reaper couple, one with a pink hood and the other with a black hood. My bf loves grim reapers so it would remind me of us <3.

⋆ Candy Cane Kiss Candle: Made by Goosecreek so supposedly a really good candle. Peppermint scents are my favorite for the wintertime and the candle itself is pink and cute so I love it. I've also just gotten into candles more lately and the ones I already own are quickly running out.

⋆ Hanamaruobake Hair Cips: From the offical Sanrio online store, this is a sanrio character now being sold for the second time ever and I need more hair cips anyways. I think it is super super cute but my mom said it has jigsaw vibes </3

⋆ Snowflake Shaped Peppermint Patties: My favorite candy, especially during Christmas. Snowflakes are one of my favorite winter motifs too, so it's just cute to me all around!

[obsoleteozymandias]

If I could get a male BG3 matchup it'd be lovely, no pressure though.

I'm 21 and I work in an antique shop restoring furniture. I suffer from BPD which unfortunately makes me a difficult one, but when I love I love with my entire heart.

I love crocheting, sewing and art in general. I spend my free time listening to music and crocheting. I'm very creative and that's my outlet.

I'm extremely sensitive and cry easily, I'm very romantic and love doing things for people. My love languages are physical touch, acts of service and gift giving, especially handmade ones. I'm super affectionate as well.

I really dislike mean people, yelling, physical violence.

For my looks, I'm 5'3"and a chubby hourglass figure. Medium length brown wavy hair and few piercings, including Medusa and vertical labret, as well as nostril. I've got exactly 30 tattoos as of now. I tend to dress in mostly beige and form fitting clothes, kind of a clean girl aesthetic. Gold jewelry, slicked back hair, white shirts and shiny makeup.

That's it, thank you for your time!! 🫶

I got you! Thanks for the request miss ma’am! Hope you enjoy :)!!!

== Baldur’s Gate III ==>

I match you up with…

Halsin 

This man, THIS MAN.

Halsin will treat you RIGHT. He’ll never raise his voice nor hand when you’re around, not that he is inclined to do that anyway. 

He treats you like a queen - he worships your every step. He weeps at the sight of you in the mornings because this big boy is so full of love for you. 

He wakes you up with kisses and cuddles, delighted to be embracing you at the start of every day. 

Unrelated, but he’s a big fan of your sense of style - practical yet highlighting your beauty in all the right ways. 

He’s a big fan of your art - likely the biggest fan. Anything you make he displays proudly around werever it is you’re staying, and he’s quick to show those he meets your creative endeavors. 

If you crochet him something, he’ll carry it with him everyday like a good luck charm. And he peppers it with kisses when you’re not around, hoping you can feel his love through it. 

Halsin is also great at meeting you on your romantic desires. He is also a man of romance, and values a slow but passionate relationship wherein the two of you truly get to know and love one another. 

Any romantic thing you do for him is quickly reciprocated, to the point that it's even become a sort of game for the two of you. 

At the end of the day, when Halsin falls asleep with you in his arms, neither of you could be any more in love. 

Y’all are perfect together <3. 

[apricotmayonaise]

Dahlia Hawthorne + April May headcanons? (Ship or separate I don’t mind :3 )

(Sorry if this has been done before lol. Anon because I’m a coward)

anon i do not know who you are but i love you dearly and i am kissing your forehead so much right now. i will do all three

DAHLIA HEADCANONS: -born 14 february 1993 -pretty strong! like she literally swam through raging rivers without. dying. so -she loves books and reading and poetry (the poetry one is canon i think oops) -she has aspd (not in a "murderer character must me sociopath!11!" way but in a I Actually Read The DSM For Fun When I Was 9 And Also Know That Demonising Cluster B Disorders Is Bad) -her red hair isn't natural, she dyed it when she went into hiding as "melissa foster" -speaking of hair, her and iris did that braid crown hairstyle as children, until the bridge incident when iris "betrayed" dahlia and dahlia got so pissed she cut her hair to about the length you see in that one 3-4 cg -refuses to take help from anyone when shes sick but WILL use it to get out of things -did not actually help get iris seperated from her. that was a lie to make herself seem more in control -lesbian

APRIL HEADCANONS: -born april 30 1993 (duh) -passenger princess. do not trust this woman behind the wheel. -has three siblings. february march (33) june july (13) and august september (3) -i have an insane amount of backstory headcanon for her so please ask me about that my dms are always open -related to above, she was a child beauty queen/reality tv person (2-7) and teen model (13-20) -she LOVES romcoms. so much -natural hair color is a mousey brown. it got dyed pink when she was 2 due to . child beauty queen -has HORRIBLE nightmares. rip queen! -owns one of those fucking lipstick tazers. like despicable me 2. -also a lesbian! was in denial for most of her life ("well, men like ME so obviously i like them") before being like "wow im gay. but im still going to flirt with men because theyre more likely to give me their credit card info" -she has a cat :) -she has all the mental illnesses that i have because i am her and she is me. hpd, bpd, anorexia, ptsd shes me fr -related to the above, she doesnt take it seriously. "yeah i have ptsd, proficient talent for sucking dick" type shit DOLLYHEARTS HEADCANONS: -they meet when they're both about 13-14 years old -dahlia, or, "melissa" as april first knows her is in boarding school because shes in hiding as melissa foster -april, on the other hand, got sent to boarding school because her mom was not good at dealing with a daughter who belonged in either thirteen (2003) or euphoria. she generally acted WAY too grown for her age and was pretty self destructive. she was also a model for bluecorp and would pose for their billboards as well as other companies and magazines -the pair quickly become High School Girl Best Friends. hooray. -things get yurious up in that bitch -this continues for many many years until they r in college. theyre sort of in this weird in between situationship phase and are also Highly toxic and somewhat codependent. -neither of them are being normal about it -things get even more toxic yurious when doug gets thrown into the mix. this poor man . pls let him live -dahlia commits murder goes to jail yada yada they write letters to each other half of which are death threats that they cover in kisses and lipstick marks and hearts -and then april goes to jail -AND THEY WERE CELLMATES! -more toxic yuri happens -dahlia gets executed -april gets executed -ghost yuri

[pinkcornerstuff]

Updated 11/8/23

why hello!!💋🩰

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My name is 🎀Trina🎀 !!! I have had this blog for a little awhile now, and ive gotten pretty comfy. So let me introduce myself 🎀

queen of crying spells and bpd episodes✨

18 yr old girl with a messy bpd brain, super bad daddy issues and comes on here to be openly emotionally and mentally stunted🤍

🩷welcome to my girl blog/ shitpost show / online diary / photo/crying for help blog🩷

!!Somethings that I absolutely love!!

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I LOVE HELLO KITTY.!!! HELLOOOO KITTYYYYTY🎀🍓🫶🏼

Anything and everything that is PINK🌸

Bows on everything🎀

Cats ( feral or not🤭 idc)

mariage- iguana 🍃

French fries 🍟🫶🏼

Finding cute little things/knick knacks😽

Romanticizing my sad little girl life💌

Being an anti social stay at home at 18👩🏻‍🦯

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BLOGGINGGGGGGGGGGGG

Making terrible jokes about my trauma🤭

pretty sunsets🌅

LANA GOSH DARN DEL REY🩰💋🚬

Super baggy hoodies

my bops🎧🎶 ( I listen to mostly Lana, cafe lo-fi and like euphoric grunge idk what to call it )

Being pretty👛

Having talks with kind strangers

rainy days

knit cardigans

tea 🫖 ( ouuuu boba 🧋🩷 )

fuzzy blankets

Autumn 🍂

late night walks🌑

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my boyfriend♾️

Pretty women 🎀

Im super sensitive so if you think you can make me cry,, you definitely can👩🏻‍🦯🩷

so with that being SAIIIIDDD pls pls try to be nice ( or dont... but ill probably cry.) Trying maintain a safe social place for me n my delusions & also everyone else who interacts✨

Always interacting back🫶🏼!!!

[ladyimaginarium]

i& was just thinking this &. ngl the corsicans have the potential to be the funniest fucking family. like in terms of memes. we got uranos corsica aka mr sandy claws the guy that nobody fucking likes & needs to go to bed. we got bernardo who's the resident rich boy twink thot w/ shades on. we got svetlana resident military bad bitch w/ afro indigenous magic ( ik her personally ). we got victor who literally looks like everyone's math teacher except he's russian & is 10000% done w/ everyone's shit. we got georgiana the mom friend who is Also 10000% done w/ everyone's shit & gets her kids out of trouble. we got worick the local himbo manwhore king aka the ken of the corsicas who's also the double agent & is out here pissing everybody off. we got the destroyers - striker aka the baddest dude in the family who's also like obsessed & unhinged & has BPD but everybody loves anyway except for worick bc everytime they see each other It's On Sight TM, beretta aka the baddest bitch in ergastulum & local resident NPD bisexual witchy goth sex worker mom, sig aka The HPD Party Girl TM who likes to do all the most unspeakable acts known to man, & colt aka the Local Autistic ASPD Goth Eboy TM who's just. literally vibing this entire time & just wants to pet cats in peace gdi. we got ( in an au ) minimi & maverick aka Local Vincian Gay Arsonist Dude Who Likes Money & Naps & Also Lighting Shit On Fire TM & maverick who's the Local Cryptid Beauty Queen Traumatized Schizophrenic Indigenous Lesbian Who Has A Sword & Endless Female Rage TM. we got ivan, erica & mikhail, aka another guy that nobody fucking likes, the Sad Unhinged Girl TM & the Horror Child TM. we got sidney & evelyn the local baddies & the other bad bitches. like. this is literally steaming w/ meme material. they're kinda iconic ngl.

[imhereforscm]

Hey would u be able to write a drabble headcannon of the gods comforting you after a BPD (Borderline personality disorder) episode. Not the aggressive type, the self destructive type.

All the gods—BPD comfort

Genre: comfort

Warnings: BPD

A/N: You said "headcanon", so I assumed that's what you meant. 😅 Also, if you think I didn't portray your request correctly, don't hesitate to ask me to rewrite it.🌹🌹

Leon:

• He'll keep up his usual attitude, but not because he's mocking you.

• Being intense towards you now won't be of help, so he tries to get to you calmly.

• Honestly, I think Leon can be one of the best gods to boost your confidence, so if you're feeling like a terrible person or worthless, he's gonna make sure you feel like a queen/king/royalty.

• If you're feeling guilty for indulging in something, he'll be there for you and make you understand that you deserve the finest things in life.

• "You're not greedy, nor undeserving. You're the most precious person I've met and you taught me what love is. Your heart is big and warm and sympathetic. You're everything many people wish they were. Now raise your chin and look up with those deep, feisty eyes."

Scorpio:

• His special ability will be of great help for him, because that way, he'll understand exactly how you feel and what you need at the moment.

• If you're feeling like giving up on something in your life, such as a friendship, your relationship, your job, he will provide you with all the reasons why you shouldn't do that and try and bring you in touch with reality, when your brain is being loud with cruel lies about yourself.

• Of course, he will be emotionally there for you and will actually be patient, because he loves you and anything he says—even if his words sound kinda harsh at times—he says them out of love.

• If you're feeling like you can't keep moving forward, he will be your support and provide you with courage, because you are loved and wanted here.

• "Hey, you know what I see when I look into your eyes? Might. You're a brave person and ambitious. Life is not always how we'd want it to be and struggles come and go. But there are still great things waiting for you and if you give up now, you'll never get to see them. You taught me that. I'll be by your side whenever you need a shoulder to cry on or somewhere to lean on."

Teorus:

• Will make sure you're away of everything that may cause you harm and will hold you close and hum against your head something soft for you to relax.

• I feel like Teorus has a lovely singing voice, so if you want him to, he can sing for you.

• Will shower you with adoration and compliments, which he means from the bottom of his heart.

• Will tell you stories of all the gods to take your mind off of any harmful thoughts you may be experiencing.

• If food is something that helps you find comfort, he'll make sure to get you anything you wish for.

• Will feed you himself and will not stop telling you how beautiful you are inside and out.

• "You are my sweet goddess/god/deity, my light and an absolute sugary blessing. You're amazing, hardworking and I know you can keep going. You're brave and wonderful for making it this far and I'm a hundred percent sure you can keep moving further. I believe in you, my goddess/god/deity!"

Dui:

• Will make sure to remind you of all the beautiful things in life (your friends, him, you, your relationship, your hobbies, times when you felt truly happy or excited about something, etc.) if you're feeling empty or anxious.

• Shadow Dui won't sit back and watch you struggle either of course! He'll come out and make sure you're distracted by indulging in physical activities with you (jogging, dancing, walking around, tickling you if you enjoy tickling).

• Sweet Dui will make sure you're aware of his love for you and how much he needs you in his life, reassuring you he'll never leave you. He'll make you feel on top of the world.

• "You are my saviour and the sunlight after the rainstorm. No matter how many clouds gather, I'm sure you'll come out brightly again afterwards. I'm here for you and I'm never leaving." —Sweet Dui

• Shadow Dui will make sure you're feeling safe and secure in his arms, will help you strengthen your courage and strive for your goals, by reminding you how much you've fought for them already and what they mean to you.

• "You go out there and show them who's the boss! You're marvelous and your mind and heart are so great and so brilliant, I believe in you!" —Shadow Dui

Huedhaut:

• Doesn't let you drink any of his alcohol for the time being, for your own good.

• If music calms you down or helps you take your mind off of the things that make you feel this way, he'll play the flute for you. Any song you feel like listening to.

• May even write a piece himself just for you.

• Tells you how deeply he loves you and how he'd do everything to make sure you're happy.

• How you brighten up his life and how you complete him.

• "I'm gonna love you in every life, every shape and every form. Every body or gender your soul resides in is beloved to me. You're my other half and without you, my heart is not full."

Ichthys:

• Will find distractions for you, in order to take your mind off of all the self destructive thoughts flooding you.

• Believes smiling and laughing is the best medicine, so that's what he'll strive to do.

• Will take you somewhere you'd like to go and relieve some tension by walking around, dancing with you, running with you.

• Or you might even stay at home, watching a movie that makes you feel happy, whether that's comedy, romance, any genre you love basically!

• He might even tickle you, if you don't feel uncomfortable with that sort of thing.

• "Smiling suits you. Your eyes sparkle beneath the light, the sunlight, the moonlight—any light! And your laugh is so precious and adorable. So I'm gonna make sure you smile and that you smile truly and genuinely!"

Karno:

• He will hold you close and softly caress your hair, while whispering the sweetest things to you.

• Is patient and never once pressures you into talking about it if you're not ready, nor does he shut you down when you feel like talking.

• Anything you want to do, he'll follow along, as long as it's nothing harmful for you.

• Will remind you of all the beautiful things in life, how strong you are, how beautiful your heart is and how stunning you look.

• "You've been like this all your life. I remember it well. You grew up, but your heart remained as pure as it always was. And I know how hard you've worked for what you have and how much you love it. So don't give up on those, please. I want you to be happy and I know you don't actually want to do all that."

Zyglavis:

• He'll get you some chocolates if you're in the mood for them or warm cocoa.

• Will talk things through with you, finding what causes your distress, where he can help you and what can be helpful in your situation.

• Will not criticise you AT ALL during your time of distress.

• Will tidy up for you, while you get some sleep if you want.

• "You've been stressing too much and you've exhausted yourself mentally and physically. You may get some sleep and I promise you, I'll be here when you wake up again and all of your responsibilities around the house will be taken care of."

Aigonorus:

• This man probably gives some of the best hugs and cuddles, so if you need them, he's right here.

• Will make sure you feel safe, loved and that you're aware of all his appreciation for you and that he'll never and I mean NEVER abandon you.

• Will stay awake and you can talk. Aigonorus won't miss a single word of what you're saying and the calmness of his voice, combined with his warmth will be soothing you.

• "Let's breathe, together, alright? I heard humans tend to do that. In... Out... In... And out... That's it... Now, do you want to talk about it? I promise to listen. Come. Let's lay in bed."

Krioff:

• Will be awkward and a little scared, because he loves you a lot and he doesn't want to mess this up, but will remain by your side and be there for you through everything.

• Will try and get your mind off of things that may be stressful, or the thoughts that push you to harm yourself.

• May do some exercise with you.

• May watch movies with you.

• If you want, he'll take you out for ice cream and will take you to a calm place, like a lake, where you can enjoy the peace and quiet.

• "It's pretty calm in here, isn't it? Look, at that bird... It's so small. You think it's pretty? Yeah, it is. Want to dip your feet in the water? It's a little cool, but it's a nice feeling."

Tauxolouve:

• Will hug you warmly to his chest and do anything you want, while keeping you safe.

• If you want to cuddle, you're gonna do just that.

• If you want to watch a movie, you'll do just that.

• A warm bath? Of course.

• Massage? On it.

• Will make sure you feel beautiful and cared for and remind you how beautiful life is and how precious you are to him, so there's NO way he'll ever leave you.

• Will try and relax you and distract you from your self destructive thoughts by putting on some calm music and slow dance with you in your house, with the lights on or off, depending on what makes you comfortable.

• "May I have this dance, my little lady/gentleman/noble? Your beautiful. No I'm not lying, I truly think you're magnificent. You're a wonderful person and I don't ever want to loose you. I love you."

Partheno:

• Will prepare a warm bath for you and will treat you like the treasure you are for him.

• Will give you a massage.

• Lovingly do your hair, if you've been neglecting yourself.

• He won't make you feel as less than beautiful NOT EVEN ONCE.

• He doesn't care if you have hair on your legs, or got some extra tummy. Partheno is the god of beauty, therefore he knows beauty exists everywhere and he can see it.

• Now this one depends on you, he won't force you to do anything if you don't feel comfortable: Some people find sweet, slow love making comforting, so if you're one of those people, he'll make sure to fulfill all of your needs. Safely of course!

• "You're absolutely stunning, my love. You're perfect, body and soul. You made me a true god and you're my source of happiness. I'll never leave you. You're my rose and I'll make sure everyone knows my adoration for you will last for all eternity and beyond."

[crescenthoax]

I can't get Annika out of my head (i mean who can) but i've been dying to know this because listen. I feel like there are a lot of undiagnosed mental illness in asoiaf which of course because medieval times lol but when i read annika i think a lot about borderline personality and eating disorders so i wonder if you ever thought of that when writing her? I feel like not only she sees things in black and white, she gets too lost in one problem and when she finally gets it over she finds another thing to hyperfixiate and overthink, and most of this things i gotta admit are all in her head (i am #team she misunderstood aegon's words about their son's blood and i stand by that) and cmon she HAS an eating disorder, when i first read she was grieving and did not eat i thought no big deal but then you emphasized so much on how skinny she was and how skinny she likes to be... besides during her whole pregnancy she complied about being fat and feeling terrible and she was embarrassed for asking for another serve of pie. and when she bodyshames cressida???? yeah no that's rexie behavior for real. (((i do not mean to offend anybody who deals with those things, i myself have had an ed for example and i just see a lot of myself in annika)))

Tbh, I’ve ALWAYS pictured Annika as a girl with many body image issues specially because throughout her entire life her value has been measured in either her looks or her last name. On one hand, she’s a beautiful girl and that fact has brought her pain, it’s natural for her to reject that part of her and try to destroy herself as a punishment to her father even. And I believe she finds comfort on starving because as a Lady everything she ate was supervised by her septas and nannies, and when she just stops eating it gives her this sensation of control over herself and even to manipulare others –Aegon telling her she only likes Willa because she doesn’t really make sure she’s eaten, I mean that’s kind of true because she for the first times understands she can stop eating if she wants to and no one can force her to do it because she’s now queen but also, it’s probably the first time Aegon looks worried about her. And she likes it. She likes to worrying people. Regarding her inability to see things in black or white, I think she tends to make a mountain out of a molehill because she doesn't know how to deal with the negative feelings that situations provoke in her. That's also where her response of stopping to eat comes from, it’s her copying mechanism. When things don't go as planned, she becomes desperate. She needs to have control over everything, even over how others perceive her physically, and when she loses control her entire system collapses… That’s why she’s so afraid of loving and losing again. I don't know much about bpd, so I wouldn't dare say she suffers from one, but Annika is definitely narcissistic and has disordered eating behaviors for sure.

[ao3feed-brucewayne]

talk to me nice

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/d4FMxSi by eggmans_71st_account He didn’t know what exactly about her that was this addictive. Was it the way her suit–skin tight, rough under his tongue, tasted of chemicals that burnt the back of his throat–reflected the moonlight? Or her eyes? (The ivy-green, twisting its way around his heart/arms/eyes/thighs) “Shush.” Her tongue was warm against his hidden earlobe, plush like velvet and pink like a strawberry. “The best back is coming, baby.” Bruce couldn't hold back his broken moan at her words, it tore through his throat. He closed his eyes tight. He couldn’t look–his legs were shaking, the ground like molten steel under him. He didn’t know how he got into this position. Again. Words: 3750, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Batman (Comics), Batman - All Media Types Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: F/M Characters: Bruce Wayne, Selina Kyle, Julie Madison Relationships: Selina Kyle/Bruce Wayne, Selina Kyle & Bruce Wayne, Past Julie Madison/Bruce Wayne, Implied Bruce Wayne/Others, Dinah Lance/Oliver Queen Additional Tags: Not Beta Read, Established Relationship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Everything is Beautiful and Everything Hurts, Everything is Beautiful and Nothing Hurts, I feel those tags can coexist peacfully, Bruce Wayne Loves Selina Kyle, Selina Kyle Loves Bruce Wayne, Protective Selina Kyle, Bruce Wayne Has BPD | Borderline Personality Disorder, Bruce Wayne Tries, Bruce Wayne-centric, Selina Kyle Takes Care of Bruce Wayne, that's a tag? yay, Mental Health Issues, Bisexual Selina Kyle, Bisexual Bruce Wayne, Julie was right about one thing, Past Infidelity, i think thats all, Past Abuse read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/d4FMxSi

[madisonbeersource]

I don’t know whether it’s just me but the think pieces about Madison not being mega famous compared to some of her peers is exhausting to hear and read especially on TikTok. Everyone just misses out the part about her being an independent artist for couple of years so that really affected her roll outs yet everyone loves blaming it on other stuff. I personally think the fame she has now is okay for her she does not need to be mega famous she’s doing everything right I personally feel like this is as much as she can handle too much fame wouldn’t be good for her. Plus the music is good and she’s an artist that puts out songs she actually likes so I don’t mind. She’s okay where she is now but that’s just my opinion.

hm, that is a really interesting angle to take and you are right, her current success is amazing because yes she's not as successful as her peers but her fanbase is really strong which is a big part of the reason why she stays relevant now, like look at tate mcrae, she breaks all records right now everyone loves her but in a few months or years idk if her fanbase will keep her on the same level, as with madison even when she was dropped by bicycle blue (i mean sc**ter br*wn sdgfds) her fans never really faded, and despite the hate most of us stayed and even when we meet each other we are usually like her from at least her first EP or even before. that is the strength madison has as an artist. ALSO her features and by that I mean her beauty did not serve her right, i mean yes it opened doors don't get me wrong but she was hated for having her toes redone like?? wtf i've seen the craziest shit said about her, and at a moment when she had to overcome n*des being leaked by someone she trusted, her BPD not being diagnosed just yet, her being sexualized by men she worked with and even worse, she was accused of being a bully, a piece of trash, of hiding her surgeries, of being annoying just because she was breathing, or that her body was photoshoped to death... and this i've never seen anyone having it as her level with the level of fame she had which was big but not as big as others like you said. Also I feel like now as she grows older it becomes easier to deal w fame ...but that might just be my opnion based on how I've seen her handling things. I feel like she got better at handling it, like when the tour started and some (girls) said that she lacked presence or that on stage she was boring or blablabla she was like okay...and? my fans loves going to see me and i still sell tickets so I am happy that is all that matters and i was like WOAH look at her being mature i was so proud, and yes people love to see her as the evil bitch that was mean queen bee at school and just loves to redo her features when in reality you can have the deepest conversations w her!! so i think that she could handle it better if it was to happen! but once again does she want to be more successful or is she happy w what she has now i wouldn't know, as long as she is happy i mean i'm happy too, but i get your pov and I tend to agree w it!

[swanhasshoes]

WELCOME TO MY BLOG!!

This post is gonna basically be my personal boundaries and stuff, I will link the system account at the end of the post if you wanted to follow it!

INTRODUCTION

Hello! My name is Nico or Swan, I use They/Them pronouns and I’m the host of a DID system from the UK. Bodily we are 17, I also identify strongly with being 17. As said I use they/them and I am nonbinary, I’m also asexual Panromantic!

My favourite colour is Navy, I’d love to dye my hair that specific shade one day. My favourite movie it Queen of The Damned, I think it’s a beautiful movie and a lovely follow up to Interview with A Vampire.

My favourite tv show is The Owl House, I am absolutely obsessed with it and 100% the reason we split Hunter (I watched TOH during trauma). My favourite food is chicken drumsticks and it has been my comfort food for ages.

My favourite song is the song Ma Cherie by Palaye Royale, it’s a huge comfort to me.

In headspace my hair is white, my eye colour is like a minty-green colour. I’m 5’9” in headspace. I dress really grungy and I also have 4 tattoos in the innerworld!

BOUNDARIES

I have quite a lot of personal boundaries so I’ll list them post important to least important!

Do not vent in my asks, comments or reblogs

Nontraumagenics please do not interact with me, it makes me really uncomfortable.

Supporters of the above are also not to interact, you all make me VASTLY uncomfortable. Nontraumagenic neutral people are on thin ice. If you bring up discourse I will block you but if you’re just here for content I don’t care.

If you use transharmful ids (aka are radqueer transgender) please please fuck off. You all make me incredibly nauseous.

People who interact with subreddits like r/systemscringe r/fakedisordercringe as well as r/DID and r/OSDD are asked to please not interact. For the first two subs it is because they are something that sets me back in my recovery. If the system or me is posted there please DO NOT tell me but we as a system urge you to campaign for them to be taken down. The last two subreddits are for two different reasons r/DID is because they have become very elitist and are not a safe space for me anymore. r/OSDD is because they enable people to self diagnose with ZERO research. For my safety and comfort if you are involved in them please don’t interact here

I am physically disabled and for that reason I ask that people with the mentality of “you’re too young to be disabled” to please please leave my account.

I suffer from delusions, I have an emote from a custom emotes account I will link in the comments. If I believe I have actively delusional or in a state of psychosis I will put that image in the post. It says “reality check please”. If that emote is not there please do not reality check me.

I have BPD and Bipolar and am prone to manic episodes, if you are someone who will enable dangerous actions then please leave my page.

I am involved with “problematic” media’s, and while I do not support the creators or actions within those media’s I ask those who DO please do not interact.

I have the worst amnesia in the system, if you are someone who uses that to your advantage then please leave my profile because you are dangerous to me.

Those who trigger for fun are not welcome here!

I am in active ED recovery so proED accounts are urged to please stay away.

BEFORE YOU INTERACT

I am literally a traumatised person, so just like…keep that in mind ig?

I follow the rest of the system in their anti-endo view. Literally don’t even come here if you identify as one or support them.

I tend to not to hold my tongue in stressful and traumatic situations and if you stress me out I will just snap at you!

I’m not here for education, if you want education then oh my good use google or go look at our system account HERE

DO NOT INTERACT IF:

You identify as endogenic

Support those who say they are systems without trauma

Are proED

Are radqueer

Trigger people for fun

You do not believe that traumatised people are entitled to “harsh” boundaries

You do not believe traumatised people are entitled to have a DO NOT INTERACT

Are over the age of 21