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Got a new notebook.

First page. My name and date on which I started this notebook.

Second page. A

✨Scorpio × Zyglavis✨

fic

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*singing* Tauxy baby please come back!!!!

He's coming back, I promise!!!! I just don't know when exactly!!!! ❤️❤️❤️

*kicks the door of the basement shut, sending a strangely heavy lump of something that's definitely not Tauxolouve tumbling down the stairs*

I have the last two parts of Two Different Worlds. And a couple of comfort fics to come. And also vampy reader and human Tauxy stuff.❤️

*Sound of screams coming from the basement, that definitely aren't Tauxolouve's*

But, don't worry, he's being taken care of here. *Kicks the basement door* We're treating him wonderfully!!! :DDD *Clicks the ON button of a remote that definitely does not activate an electric collar that Tauxolouve is wearing*

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You're afraid to write because you care too much about your craft. Not because you suck.

You want it to be perfect. Worthy. You're scared it won't be good enough. But the thing is, everything you write is worthy if you write it with heart.

That fear doesn't make you a fraud, or lazy. It makes you a perfectionist who doesn't write as much as they should because their fear is choking them. Your writing will never be perfect—nothing ever is.

So stop waiting for the perfect moment and go pour your heart out. Unleash your wild—and slightly disturbing—imagination onto those pages. Go create magic that only you can make.

GO WRITE THE THING YOU KEEP THINKING ABOUT DAY AND NIGHT. And make sure you write it for yourself before anyone else!

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you know what i love? when im reading a fic and it is clearly so self indulgent for the writer. like honey these plot threads barely make sense but you are having so much fun and i am just along for the ride

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A fun idea 📚🎬

An MC that is really into reading/watching movies/series. She's an avid reader/watcher and constantly finds herself wishing for stuff to happen in the plot—without realising it.

"I hope those characters end up together." "I hope this character survives." Etc.

And she comes to realize that a suspicious amount of books/movies/series start to follow her exact same thoughts. At first she thinks she's good at guessing, but once an oddly specific hope of hers comes to fruition, she pays a visit to the Department of Wishes, who, apparently, have been granting all of her wishes about the plots and altering the actual plots into what she asked for in her wishes.

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Contains:

• Spoilers for Leon entire route

• Spoilers for Hue's (entire?) route

I can see all of your points, yes.

Because we can see how Leon, in his main story, speaks of love a lot like it's meaningless trouble and nothing more.

I believe (don't take my word for it though) that seeing Hue destroyed after Clotho's death, also made him despise the concept of love, and relying on someone other than himself, and being vulnerable. (Again: I don't remember if Hue was 100% mentioned, but I 100% remember him mentioning how he's seen wise and strong men losing themselves because of love)

And, like you suggested, it could also be his own experiences which now affect the way he views things and how he acts and thinks, etc.

Personally I loved Leon's character arc. It was slow and believable. As in, he doesn't suddenly become a whole new person in his Main Story alone, but he does so during the course of his route in general. Like... I loved his sequel a bunch. And you really have to read his Promise Of Infinity to realize the huge contrast he became from his initial state in his Main Story.

-> How he treated MC's mother

-> crying (I think it is mentioned that he cried, from MC's pov while she was going unconscious and dying after she stabbed herself)

-> Being a tyrant when he didn't have MC and her love in his life, so he forgot all of the lessons he gained ≠ Being a good king when he remembered her and the lessons he gained from her

But yeah...... Idk which parts are Voltage being intentional or which parts are us interpreting them this way.

So, yes.

Thank you for the discussion, despite the fact that I broached a heavy topic!

Leon's backstory

I want to discuss some things about it. One that, I think, is being noticed and one, I think, isn't that much (Or maybe I haven't seen it and it has been noticed just fine???). While also adding my own questions.

Anyone who wants to share their theories is, of course, more than welcomed to!!!

Under the cut follows:

• Spoilers for Scorpio's Musings On Love.

• Spoilers for Leon's Musings On Love.

And also, Triggers/Warnings!!!:

• Pedophilia

• Sexual themes

Your mental health matters, so if any of these trigger you, please, keep scrolling.

Love you!💛💛

First of all, it was said during his Musings On Love, that Leon joined the Department of Wishes when he was still really young (younger than anyone perhaps).

Do correct me if I'm wrong, but I get the feeling (from the context) that he was a teenager during that time period??? Unless they meant like... 18-19??? I can't remember if that detail was mentioned SPECIFICALLY. So if you remember, please, do tell me. Thank you.

Which got me thinking... Department work is a huge chunk. Did he not go to school??? Did he have to drop out??? Home schooled??? (If he was actually a teenager, like I understood while reading the story)

Well, we certainly know that Leon was basically (in my eyes, at least) stripped of his childhood and the experiences that teen typically experience.

An example.

He seemed cut off by gods his age. He's lonely. Doesn't have anyone, unlike now, that he has Teorus and Karno and everyone else.

And now onto something, which I haven't seen being discussed and I noticed it.

Note the use of the word "young" in the upper screenshots, alright?

Now look at these screenshots.

Note the use of the word "older".

Young ≠ Older. Notice anything too or is it just me?

Also, they didn't use "younger" as a comparison, but "young". As in. Definite.

Also, right after the obvious hint at the age contrasts, we have these goddesses say those... Lewd innuendos to him... To YOUNG Leon. The YOUNG Leon that is YOUNG like those YOUNG gods HIS AGE. And now these OLDER goddesses are saying these things.

Specifically the last screenshot I included is so sus??????? Such a concerning and creepy thing to say???????

And then we have Leon in the vision being visibly stiff and uncomfortable.

So, I think what we don't discuss enough, is that; aside from him being a "god amongst gods" and being, essentially, stripped of his childhood and being forced to take on adult responsibilities, and being completely lonely.......... He had older women lusting over him. Which is so creepy and so sad and so concerning.

Also, another, thing.

Disclaimer: idk if that specific scene is written with this purpose or it just happened but...

In Scorpio's Musings On Love, we get a vision again. From Krioff's point of view, from when Scorpio was standing trial because of the borderline deadly punishment he gave to some human(s). The point of view is from Krioff's perspective. A bystander. And probably someone with a cooler head, unlike Scorpio, who was enraged, or Zyglavis, who was stressed about Scorpio's fate at the moment and the decision of the council and the king.

We get a pretty clear vision of the courtroom. Don't we? (Writing wise. Not talking about CGs)

Back to Leon, again in his Musings On Love.

We get a vision from Zyglavis' perspective of the ceremony earlier in the story. Again: pretty clear. Okay?

And later on we get another vision from Leon at that church he'd visit alone. And while we get the overwhelming loneliness, we still get a pretty clear vision of everything. (Writing wise. Not talking about CGs)

Now, let's return to the vision from the hallway. Reading it feels... Claustrophobic, almost?? A bit hazy?? (Writing wise). And the moment the vision begins we don't have a "Leon is doing that" sort of line, but instead, we have a "I feel so many eyes on me." (Paraphrasing) And then it switches to "Leon is doing this".

Accidental??? Coincidence??? Could be. Most likely. Perhaps I'm analyzing it too much.

Maybe I'm just reading too much into it, because the whole situation made ME feel uncomfortable. Maybe Voltage was NOT doing it on purpose.

But I still felt like discussing it.

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This mf be everywhere EXCEPT at the Department of Wishes working.

(mf did not wanna write that report so badly, he isekai'd into different universes)

He's not beating the blond allegations btw /j

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Self shipping isn't enough i need him to rip a hole between dimensions to get to me

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MC: "If I'm here having tea... And you" *points are Teorus* "are having tea with me. And you" *points at Dui* "are having tea with us. And you" *points at Ichthys* "are having tea with us......... Then who's flying the plane?"

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Zyglavis, muttering: *about Ichthys* "Why... Why is he like this?!"

Scorpio: "He's short, so he's closer to hell."

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Leon's backstory

I want to discuss some things about it. One that, I think, is being noticed and one, I think, isn't that much (Or maybe I haven't seen it and it has been noticed just fine???). While also adding my own questions.

Anyone who wants to share their theories is, of course, more than welcomed to!!!

Under the cut follows:

• Spoilers for Scorpio's Musings On Love.

• Spoilers for Leon's Musings On Love.

And also, Triggers/Warnings!!!:

• Pedophilia

• Sexual themes

Your mental health matters, so if any of these trigger you, please, keep scrolling.

Love you!💛💛

First of all, it was said during his Musings On Love, that Leon joined the Department of Wishes when he was still really young (younger than anyone perhaps).

Do correct me if I'm wrong, but I get the feeling (from the context) that he was a teenager during that time period??? Unless they meant like... 18-19??? I can't remember if that detail was mentioned SPECIFICALLY. So if you remember, please, do tell me. Thank you.

Which got me thinking... Department work is a huge chunk. Did he not go to school??? Did he have to drop out??? Home schooled??? (If he was actually a teenager, like I understood while reading the story)

Well, we certainly know that Leon was basically (in my eyes, at least) stripped of his childhood and the experiences that teen typically experience.

An example.

He seemed cut off by gods his age. He's lonely. Doesn't have anyone, unlike now, that he has Teorus and Karno and everyone else.

And now onto something, which I haven't seen being discussed and I noticed it.

Note the use of the word "young" in the upper screenshots, alright?

Now look at these screenshots.

Note the use of the word "older".

Young ≠ Older. Notice anything too or is it just me?

Also, they didn't use "younger" as a comparison, but "young". As in. Definite.

Also, right after the obvious hint at the age contrasts, we have these goddesses say those... Lewd innuendos to him... To YOUNG Leon. The YOUNG Leon that is YOUNG like those YOUNG gods HIS AGE. And now these OLDER goddesses are saying these things.

Specifically the last screenshot I included is so sus??????? Such a concerning and creepy thing to say???????

And then we have Leon in the vision being visibly stiff and uncomfortable.

So, I think what we don't discuss enough, is that; aside from him being a "god amongst gods" and being, essentially, stripped of his childhood and being forced to take on adult responsibilities, and being completely lonely.......... He had older women lusting over him. Which is so creepy and so sad and so concerning.

Also, another, thing.

Disclaimer: idk if that specific scene is written with this purpose or it just happened but...

In Scorpio's Musings On Love, we get a vision again. From Krioff's point of view, from when Scorpio was standing trial because of the borderline deadly punishment he gave to some human(s). The point of view is from Krioff's perspective. A bystander. And probably someone with a cooler head, unlike Scorpio, who was enraged, or Zyglavis, who was stressed about Scorpio's fate at the moment and the decision of the council and the king.

We get a pretty clear vision of the courtroom. Don't we? (Writing wise. Not talking about CGs)

Back to Leon, again in his Musings On Love.

We get a vision from Zyglavis' perspective of the ceremony earlier in the story. Again: pretty clear. Okay?

And later on we get another vision from Leon at that church he'd visit alone. And while we get the overwhelming loneliness, we still get a pretty clear vision of everything. (Writing wise. Not talking about CGs)

Now, let's return to the vision from the hallway. Reading it feels... Claustrophobic, almost?? A bit hazy?? (Writing wise). And the moment the vision begins we don't have a "Leon is doing that" sort of line, but instead, we have a "I feel so many eyes on me." (Paraphrasing) And then it switches to "Leon is doing this".

Accidental??? Coincidence??? Could be. Most likely. Perhaps I'm analyzing it too much.

Maybe I'm just reading too much into it, because the whole situation made ME feel uncomfortable. Maybe Voltage was NOT doing it on purpose.

But I still felt like discussing it.

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Why did the chicken cross the road?

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Because Huedhaut only has stars in one of his eyes, because he sacrificed those in his other eye to save the soul of the love of his life, only for her to be reborn just out of his reach, where law doesn't let him love her and she doesn't remember him, and when she's back in his life, she falls in love with one of his best friends, and now Hue has to sit and watch in silence and just choke on his undying and eternal love and yearning for her, while she marries and has children with his best friend, knowing this could've all been his.

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Scorpio's hands are so pretty.

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The gods probably have inside jokes now that I think about it. They've known each other far longer than MC has known them for.✨

So imagine there's a discussion about something random at some banquet and like... Huedhaut turns to Tauxolouve like: "France of 1560. Yellow." And Tauxolouve chokes on his wine.