#because this was rough
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I love my routine, but nobody cared. my nighttime routine was ruined and now i'm miserable. I eat at 8 pm, brush my teeth and take my pills at 9, and go to bed by 10:30. That's my routine, and it's how I always do things. I like it that way. But today, things went all awry.
Today, my grandfather got drunk and wouldn't take me home. My dad was (justifiably) scared of conflict and wouldn't stand up to them. I screamed. I yelled. I cried and threatened to walk home. But nothing changed. I want them to leave. now. they've only hurt me. But i'll forgive him, because he's an affectionate drunk. silly, too. So despite his teasing and his neglect when he's drunk (his emotions are all over place as a drinker), i may forgive. But it was still really, really rough. I can't forgive him completely, though. He blew cigarette smoke in my face accidentally. So that was…fun. I now know that drunk people scare me. They're unpredictable, and now I'm gonna have trouble unseeing my grandfather at his most alcoholic.
#i'm pinning this post#because this was rough#I think me and my dad (and my therapist) will have to talk this out#family stuff#family drama#christmas stress#christmas problems#christmas issues#alcoholism#Lmy family#autism#asd#neurodivergent#autistic#my thoughts#adhd#actually autistic#audhd#vent#venting#vents#vent posts#actually audhd#drunk#family venting#family#neurodiversity
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the mortifying ordeal of being known
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I think with Yor being so perceptive, she picks up on little things often (like we saw in ch 103). i believe this would impact loid more so than the usual person, because he is a spy and fakes every part of himself, so to be seen is simultaneously desirable and horrifying. like, it makes him torn between wanting to accept and reciprocate the love, or distancing himself so that it doesn't happen again.
thats mostly what the last panel is about, that dichotomy between 'omg this person noticed this about me, is this love' and 'oh shit this person noticed this about me, is this Doom'
just some thoughts i had🤪
#unrelated but i kinda dont like how this comic turned out 😭 its like the first time i actually made a full rough draft first#and it somehow made the final product messier#and idk they just dont look like themselves???#it was more difficult to do it this time even though its mostly just them standing idk#maybe the lack of action was what made it difficult because#how many ways can you frame the same scene#for six pages#Anyways#spy x family#my art#loid forger#yor forger#sxf#twiyor#sxf loid#sxf yor
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Wisdom be upon ye
#rough sketch because I didn’t have much time but happy Zelda day#the legend of zelda#echoes of wisdom#princess zelda#zelda#tloz#my art#artists on tumblr
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"So all cholesterol is good. Change is absolutely necessary. And whatever you said about hot lady summer, it sounded like you kind of had it figured out."
#d20edit#dimension20edit#dimension 20#d20#mygifs#dropoutedit#dropoutsource#d20 spoilers#nsbu#never stop blowing up#alex song xia#brennan lee mulligan#good will hunting came out too late for this fictional doctor damn 😔#i just want to thank whoever suggested for brennan to get more disheveled each week#and keeps roughing him up#theyre doing the lord's work#if i had a nickel for every time brennan portrayed to-the-point doctors who were incompetent i'd have idk probs about 3 nickels#because the man has an NPC default and i love it#tw: blood
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17 December 1975 / 15 May 1976
#hp#marauders#sirius black#regulus black#black brothers#sirius black fanart#regulus black fanart#marauders fanart#the black brothers#marauders era#my art#black borthers angst#mine#sirius and regulus#jsyk what you see there in the background actually is the sky you would see on the above dates from islington#i specifically chose the dates cause sirius wouldnt be visible anymore at that point#and he could have totally run away already by that point being 16 and all#also because i am such a nerd who has to get things correctly that is actually more or less the view you would have from claremont square#grimmauld place#took me for fucking ever to find some good references above the roofs and i still had to improvise a lot#originally i had an inbetween slide with regulus watching james and sirius walking together having fun in the great hall#but i didnt do more than just a very rough sketch of that it somehow didnt fit sorry#(also i am still not 100% happy with especially the first one but ive tried so long to fix it i eventually had to give up...)
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the "both of us have at one point gotten violently erased from existence but we got better™ so we're totally fine now for serious :)" team
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2012#tmnt 2012 donnie#tmnt 2012 mikey#tmnt donatello#tmnt michelangelo#ice cream kitty#sylphee art#sylphee comics#first comic in a bit! and it is a very self indulgent one haha#also projecting a bit because oh man the brain fog has been rough
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some dec doodles/unfinished wips before 2025
#trafficblr#life series#wild life smp#double life smp#mumbo jumbo#grian#grian fanart#goodtimeswithscar#my art#grumbo#desertduo#ethoslab#evo grian#watcher grian#impulsesv#skizzleman#ldshadowlady#jimmy solidarity#smallishbeans#bdoubleo100#geminitay#martyn inthelittlewood#rendog#not gonna tag pearl tango scott and bigb because their sketches are so rough.. mb#also surprise parkour civ because doodling martyn reminded me of evbo#evbo#seawatt#mcyt
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Zosan comic inspired by videos of otters holding hands so they won't float away from each other.
#roronoa zoro#sanji#black leg sanji#zosan#zoro x sanji#one piece#I have finally finished it!#I posted a rough sketch of this on discord server about 9 months ago and then I just abandoned it ;-;#this psd file has been staring at me for so long and now this comic is finally done!!!#I'm so happy but also now I know I can't post my WIPs because that's what happens to them XD
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i've been looking everywhere for you!
#zelink#light dragon#zelda#link totk#totk#botw#loz#loz fanart#(not pictured) me sobbing at my ipad screen because i havent tried colouring/rendering anything in Literal Years#SO IF IT LOOKS ROUGH.... it is <3 i was born in a wet cardboard box all alone so whenyoure being mean to me thats who youre being mean to#anyways im very normal about them i promise.#my art
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In which Zim disappears for a decade.
This looks like such garbage, but this has been sitting in my head for a month and I needed it OUT OF ME!!!!
#from comments and stuff I got the impression that dibs fedora is VERY polarizing#and that prompted this#some people go awwww fedora#others are like get that shit off his head#invader zim#iz#invader zim fanart#dib#dib membrane#dib fanart#zim#zadr#tagging as such so all the cool kids can see it#my art#sketchbook#traditional drawing#traditional art#i think maybe my new sketchbook isn't good for drawing details...#the texture is just really rough#part of me likes it because i spend less time on each drawing#but they simply dont look as good#i already put stickers and shit in it!!!!! fuck!!!!!!!!#but the gaz drawings looked good#so maybe it's just my hands being bad at drawing today#ah#oh well
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Heartfelt Reunion.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#blood#wen chao#My 'labeling things' bit started because I was worried that it might be hard to tell what things were due to my rough art skills.#And while I think I don't need to clear up the ambiguity as much these days...I think it is well earned here!#Rest in torment Wen Chao. Rest in literal pieces.#What a truly cute reunion scene this was B*)#They fall back into a comfortable pattern of banter despite the length of time apart. While also standing in front of dead bodies.#While I'm here - Let's clear something up: WWX does a *lot* of torturing and killing in this scene.#If JC is to be credited for any tortures let it be known he did that right alongside WWX. They get co-torture credits here.#Your favourite character is responsible for several horrible tortures and murders.#Was it justified? Honestly I don't think so. I think it very much needs to be over-the-top-violent to show how WWX has changed.#It was excessive force to satiate his need for revenge. WWX is consistently demonstrating how he feels justified in his actions#Up until now they have been for relatively noble causes. Protecting Mianmian - Giving away his core - Punching Jin Zuxian;#It's the same flaw in a different setting.#Tune in next time for LWJ's reaction to the blood sport vibes.
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I love my routine, but nobody cared. my nighttime routine was ruined and now i'm miserable. I eat at 8 pm, brush my teeth and take my pills at 9, and go to bed by 10:30. That's my routine, and it's how I always do things. I like it that way. But today, things went all awry.
Today, my grandfather got drunk and wouldn't take me home. My dad was (justifiably) scared of conflict and wouldn't stand up to them. I screamed. I yelled. I cried and threatened to walk home. But nothing changed. I want them to leave. now. they've only hurt me. But i'll forgive him, because he's an affectionate drunk. silly, too. So despite his teasing and his neglect when he's drunk (his emotions are all over place as a drinker), i may forgive. But it was still really, really rough. I can't forgive him completely, though. He blew cigarette smoke in my face accidentally. So that was…fun. I now know that drunk people scare me. They're unpredictable, and now I'm gonna have trouble unseeing my grandfather at his most alcoholic.
#i'm pinning this post#because this was rough#I think me and my dad (and my therapist) will have to talk this out#family stuff#family drama#christmas stress#christmas problems#christmas issues#alcoholism#Lmy family#autism#asd#neurodivergent#autistic#my thoughts#adhd#actually autistic#audhd#vent#venting#vents#vent posts#actually audhd#drunk#family venting#family#neurodiversity#personal vents
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#post fresh from the muffin1 bakery#atla#avatar the last airbender#cabbage merchant#natla#dont expect most people that see this meme to actually have seen ep3 lol i know he says 'hey watch out for my-'#unless he actually says my cabbages? idk i havent watched the whole ep i just rushed this because the meme economy is rough
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on a lunch break
#hermitcraft#goodtimeswithscar#my art#sketch#wanted to make the chair resemble one of them safari cars but i think because i went with the funky colors it doesn't read well...#it's still a bit more bulky and rough looking so it's fine#also. if i had a nickel for every time i drew a character eating cup noodles....... it's like. a comfort thing apparently#altho to be fair i was thinking of scar eating something more of a mashed potatoes than noodles 🤔#i associate cupped potatoes with train travel so that's why#btw really like how this one turned out. the pose the colors im quite proud of it
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ITHACA SAGA THACA SAGA THACA SAGA
Full speed ahead
#asks#doodles#epic the ithaca saga#epic odysseus#I literally couldn't draw this properly because I'm on the verge of tears in anticipation xDDD#TAKE THIS SUPER ROUGH AND WONKY SKETCH I MADE IT WITH MY HEART OK#ai gente me abracem eu n vou lidar com o fim de Epic#vamo todo mundo se abraçar e chorar nos ombros uns dos outros
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Thought it would be a cute idea to draw copia with my bat version of him🦇
#This is the first new drawing I did in like 2 weeks I think#Haven't been active much because last/this week was rough and I had no energy for art :')#fan art#drawing#papa emeritus IV#papa copia#the band ghost#digital art#bat#madpatti
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