#christmas problems

[wanderingmind867]

I love my routine, but nobody cared. my nighttime routine was ruined and now i'm miserable. I eat at 8 pm, brush my teeth and take my pills at 9, and go to bed by 10:30. That's my routine, and it's how I always do things. I like it that way. But today, things went all awry.

Today, my grandfather got drunk and wouldn't take me home. My dad was (justifiably) scared of conflict and wouldn't stand up to them. I screamed. I yelled. I cried and threatened to walk home. But nothing changed. I want them to leave. now. they've only hurt me. But i'll forgive him, because he's an affectionate drunk. silly, too. So despite his teasing and his neglect when he's drunk (his emotions are all over place as a drinker), i may forgive. But it was still really, really rough. I can't forgive him completely, though. He blew cigarette smoke in my face accidentally. So that was…fun. I now know that drunk people scare me. They're unpredictable, and now I'm gonna have trouble unseeing my grandfather at his most alcoholic.

[tikuri]

why is christmas getting more and more difficult every year🙃

[kronoose]

Sorry for the vent

Shit has hit the fan and I'm to short to reach it /j

Well I'm in hell my headphones decided to break and I'm 99% sure my warranty is up and I don't have 80$ for the cheapest ones I can get quickly (and have nothing to offer for money from strangers also don't have PayPal or anything like that )

My body is in massive amounts of pain (post Tylenol extra strength) and my mind is being a bitch about my agab

I'm pretty sure I'm burnt out or headed for a deeper depressive episode

I don't have enough bus tickets to justify not walking to work tomorrow and Saturday which means I'm out of the house at 6 am Saturday and not returning until god knows when I've not been able to get to sleep before 3 am all week

My Dndads Patreon bounced

I still need to get more stuff for my sister for Christmas and get my brother his gift because my mom has a fairness thing price wise for the kids and Pokemon card packs are fucking expensive

And something physical for both parents despite getting them expensive tickets for a band they like I'm sure it's not actually that bad compared to other bands but I'm working minimum wage with unstable hours

With all this I can't justify to myself calling out of work

If I push through I've got an extra 49 ish dollars next paycheck which is more than half the headphones or almost a 15 day bus pass

Also committed myself to a project that I underestimated

[quibbs]

FINALLY got to know minthara... no notes. life of the party

[egophiliac]

one last batch of Scully Js for the road before Malleus eats my brain again

let's all pour one out for the King of Halloween, whose only crime was being born a Hot Topic goth before Hot Topic existed for him to shoplift his Jack Skellington merch from (and also the whole turning people into pumpkins thing I GUESS) (look, nobody's perfect)

[nichmeddar]

sergio perez

╰┈➤ Christmas Problems || SP11 x Verstappen!Reader

Don’t ask why it’s about Christmas. I just wrote a Christmas fic, so I think that’s why

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y/nverstappen I hate the cold but, man do I love the snow

maxverstappen1 Hope you stay away this Christmas

y/nverstappen Dude, I’m hosting Christmas this year

maxverstappen1 Why was I not informed of this?

y/nverstappen Pick up your phone when mom’s calling

user The snow looks so good in Holland 😭

user Wish we had snow like that in my country 😭

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y/nverstappen The cold is better with some heat

user That sounded way dirtier than it should 😭

user WE NEED TO KNOW WHO IT IS

maxverstappen1 Just a little peak?

y/nverstappen Rot op

redbullracing You made him cry

y/nverstappen Ha. Nice

Tagged schecoperez

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y/nverstappen Look at pookie🤭 Anyway, told my brother, and… Mother has to force him to come to Christmas

user I FUCKING KNEW IT

user Why am I not surprised

redbullracing If this will cause a teammate-rivalry, I will ban you from the garage

y/nverstappen It’s not my fault Max is a little bit over protective 🤷‍♀️

maxverstappen1 Maybe I wouldn’t be so overprotective if you weren’t dating my fucking teammate

[bixels]

Now that Ghibli's new movie is coming out soon, I've been thinking about anime films and wanna talk about my favorite animated movie ever, Tokyo Godfathers.

TG is a 2003 tragicomedy by Satoshi Kon, following three unhoused people––an alcoholic, a runaway girl, an a trans woman––who find a baby in a dumpster and set off across Tokyo to reunite her with her parents.

If you like the sound of that, go watch it because the rest of this post is spoilers and I have FEELINGS about this movie.

URGHH, the fact that only two moments of true kindness, generosity, and care given to the three protagonists without any expectation of reciprocity are given by a Latin-American immigrant couple and a drag club full of queens and trans women. The fact that, despite her loud and dramatic personality, Hana is the glue that holds the team together and the heart of the whole movie. The fact that this movie pulls no punches at showing the violence and inhumanity committed by "civilized Japanese society" against the unhoused. The fact that Miyuki craves to be loved by her parents and ends up seeing Hana as her true mother. The fact that Miyuki starts off accidentally using transphobic language against Hana, but slowly begins calling her "Miss Hana" out of respect. The fact that, according to Kon, Hana's role in the story is as a mythological trickster god and "disturb the morality and order of society, but also play a role in revitalizing culture." The fact that Hana so desperately wants to be part of a true family, yet is willing to sacrifice her found family so they can be with their own, and is rewarded for her good deeds in the end by becoming a godmother. The fact that, throughout the movie, wind and light have been used to signify the presence of god's hand/influence (this movie's about nondenominational faith––faith in yourself, faith in others, faith in a higher power. Lots of religious are referenced, such as Buddhism/Hinduism, Christianity, and Shintoism), and in the climax of the film, as Hana jumps off a building to save a baby that isn't hers, a gust of wind and a shower of light save her from death. The fact that god saves a trans woman's life because she proved herself a mother, and that shit makes me CRY.

[xxplastic-cubexx]

Merry christmas everyone <- 3AM, December 26th

[wardingshout]

little freak that showed up on my canvas and kept multiplying

[homoqueerjewhobbit]

A lot of Christians read A Christmas Carol and gloss right over the "pay workers a living wage" message and take away "not being merry on Christmas is a cardinal sin" instead.

[wanderingmind867]

I'm nervous for company to arrive today. I already made a post before explaining all this in more detail, but I always get nervous when company comes to visit. I feel like I have to walk on eggshells in a way that I don't have to when it's just me and my dad. So having them stay over from today until friday is going to be...fun. i mean, my grandfather/poppy (whatever term you'd prefer) is nice, but he has a low attention span and doesn't often focus if i want to show him stuff. And his girlfriend is overbearing. Not cruel or malicious, just overbearing in her attempts to show affection.

I don't hate my grandfather or his partner. I really don't. But still, I have a very low social tolerance, and they always end up testing that tolerance. Still, I suppose me and my dad will just have to tolerate everything. We always get through it, but it's still always a lot. So I just needed to vent about it. Because they'll probably show up later today, and so I had a lot I needed to say here. sigh...

[disgruntled-detectives]

Shout out to all my Christmas haters out there.

The ones who don’t celebrate cause of religious/cultural reasons and are annoyed at the onslaught of Christmas for three months a year.

The ones who due to family circumstances or trauma have come to hate the holiday and the forced reunion with their abusers.

The ones who hate the commercialization of the holiday and the saccharine, falsely sweet crap and music and nostalgic notes shoved into ads to sell crap you don’t need.

The ones who just honestly don’t care about it at all. To them December 25th is just another day.

The ones who are resentful that this is the ONE religious federal holiday in the year and if you have other holidays, tough tits getting it off.

The neurodivergent ones who hate Christmas for its forced togetherness with people they don’t like, gift giving, and disruption of routine.

I’m here. I see you. You aren’t scrooges. You aren’t grinches. You are all awesome and I love you.

[tricoufamily]

well wait who the hells gonna want to purchase it in february then by this logic hang on

[gwekkuu]

I’ve been heavily fixated on a promare zolu au ever since I rewatched the movie last week

[egophiliac]

everyone out of the way, this is the only thing I'm going to be thinking about from now on.

(okay, there is one more thing)