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joe-willow · 2 days ago
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Why are people even writting with ai this is, this is like one of the most stupid thing ever. first of all, this isn't writting at all, this is just lazyness, and moreover disrespect to the art, whether We're writting à fanfiction or à book.
My philosophy teacher made me realize à lot of things about books/writting in general. My second thing is that writting is a Journey, yeah, even if you're writting some bl, romance or whatever, you will put your LIFE into that shit because it UOUR story it comes from your mind and you want it to be real to ksjmsbmsvl come to life to express yourself your idea you you your thing hour vision idk, and even if in the end you hate what you made you put in this increible efforts to make your textile sense and who knows, maybe someone will like it, or not, whatever, you made it you went through it. You did it you're done it you should be proud so I agree, people using ai to writte thing are WEAK. And for writting fanfics ?????? This is even worse. Yall using ai for this don't even know what are fanfics that's crazy
And lastly, unpopular opinion apparently, considering my classmates opinion on using ai, using ai for homework is STUPID. Like why would you do this. I understand that you can hate working for school/teachers and homework but like. Why. This is stupid. Just use your mind, you can come up with insane things yk. Just take some time I swear
And yeah some of you will tell me "oh but I had no time" YEAH FR ME TOO how many times do you think i gave homworks late ? Or not a all ? A LIT OF TIMES. yall need to assume that you didn't do your work and if you didn't have the tume, like, its ok ?????? I mean bro No need to use ai try something even if you only have one 1h left for an essay ig that giving your teacher something made by YOU even if It's hella rushes is better than using ai that will write the most boring shit ever + no sources + you just dont want to think + like oh my god yeah thinking is gonna hurt you + being able to think is literally what defines a human being
anyway, all this to say that ai SUCKS and isn't. And will never. Be a tool. Or a from of art. My ART TEACHER told me one day that I should try to use ai for my works as a tool. Do you understand to what we've cone to. What the hell is wrong with her. Does she consider art as something commercial or that must be done ? Art is you. It's none of the others business. ART IS YOU and I do not mean that you are art. And I don't think we can consider everything we create as art. You're not art. It's you will of creating something that expresses you, in any kind of way possible of what this could mean that will define your creations as art. Art is expressing. ai comes up with the most fifting things for your words, that's all. Ai can't do art. What it does is not art it's not a tool it's pure shit
If I went further, I'd say that no one is an artist (yeah even the people we consider as artists) and that at the same time evryone could possibly be an artist. Artist is not a job its not supposed to bring you money I'm losing my words and I'm really going off topic i already was off topic so much oh my god. Also random thought but art has no tools
Im maybe exaggerating a little bit. But ai sucks anyway. That's all.
no way ppl are using ai to write ao3. what happened to being a tortured writer. what happened to blood on the page. what happened to the ao3 curse. people used to get run over, have their houses burned down, break their entire spines and they still put in the work to finish a chapter. fuck you, using ai. y’all are weak
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ramp-it-up · 3 days ago
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Peach VII
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Peach VI | Peach VIII
Summary: Steven Grant Rogers is a mob boss trying to get clean. It’s definitely because he’s in love. With you. He's got you on his turf in NYC. Do you leave there single or a married woman?
Pairing: Art Dealer/Artist/Philanthopist (Mob Boss) Steve Rogers x Reader (Peach)
A/N: I have all of the words and none of the confidence. Oh I hope you like it. It may not be everyone's cup of tea. This is part one of the Valentine's weekend bundle. I hope you like it. Let me know my LOVEs! ❤️
This fic is connected to the Bucky Barnes Knock You Down AU, and DIRECTLY AFTER the events in Peach VI. Your interaction keeps me writing, so let me know if you like it by commenting and reblogging.
Warnings: 18+ Only, Minors DNI. SMUT. Read at your own risk. Steve Rogers is rich, bitches!, the big one bling, the event! stripping, pole dancing, lap dancing, sloppy blow job, is this Subby!Steve? woman on top, nipple play (m receiving), size kink, definite breeding kink, raw p in v, a lil bit of cum play. Family feeeelings, Bucky being Bucky, Steve being a simp, jealous bitches, almost catching a case at a gala.
Not Beta'd. All errors my own.
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“If you ask me, I’m ready…”
“Is that what you want?” Steve said as his hands gripped your waist.
You couldn't look away from his eyes which were deeply searching yours.
When you moved your hand to his chest, his heart thudded through the muscle and the bone to your fingertips.
You nodded and marveled at how far you both had come in such a short amount of time.
You were sure.
“I’m not going back on what I said, Steve. If you ask me, I’m ready.”
Steve couldn’t believe his luck.
“How much is that promise worth to you, Peach? Because when I make a promise, I keep it.”
His beautiful deep velvet voice had you swooning in his arms. 
“Everything. It’s worth everything, Steve.”
It was unthinkable what you were feeling. But it was oh so right.
Steve’s look was so serious for a moment and then he kissed you again. He flipped you over, torso pinning yours down, abs between your legs. You whined with need as he kissed you, tenderly, his fingers tracing your face.
Then he pulled away.
“Get dressed, Peach.”
“What?
“Get dressed. Pack up. You’re checking out of the hotel.'
You looked at him and cocked your eyebrow.
“Oh. Am I?”
Steve chuckled at your sass. It was so cute. Then he pulled you close and whispered in your ear.
“Yes. You are. Remember I said that I was going to give you what you need, when you need it?”
You shivered at the way Steve handled you.
“Yes, Mr. Rogers.”
“Well, I need you to trust me. And I need to ask you a question."
“Understood.”
Steve kneeled at the side of the bed, those eyes focused on you. He looked like a little boy.
And then he asked you a very grown up question.
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The elevator doors slid open to reveal the corridor to Steve’s penthouse at the top of the Rebirth building. There were two doors on the entire hallway, both mirroring each other. 
Steve walked beside you to one of the entrances, his hand resting lightly at the small of your back, a touch both casual and possessive. 
Your mouth dropped open when the door opened on floor-to-ceiling windows framing the Manhattan skyline. 
The view went on forever.
"Jesus, Steve. This is… Beautiful!"
Your eyes shone as you turned in a circle to take in the room.
"Wait until you see the rest."
You were wandering now, your fingertips trailing over the sleek countertops, the rich leather of his couch, and the curated artwork lining the walls. Everything about the space was sophisticated, masculine, Steve.
You wondered how you could lend your touch.
Steve had gone into another room, his bedroom, you imagined, to put your things down. He came up behind you as you stared out of the window, wrapping his arms around you from behind. He kissed your neck as you leaned your head back on his chest.
“This place is… it’s amazing, Steve. I can’t believe we just did that.”
“More amazing now that you’re here. And you better believe it.”
“I have something for you…a wedding gift”
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small velvet box, bringing it in front of you. 
The diamonds on your hand glittered and caught your eye as you reached to touch what was inside. It was a necklace with double diamond solitaires, one cushion cut and one pear shaped, nestled side by side on a thin, gleaming chain.
A moi et toi design.
To match your ring.
You blinked up at him, craning your neck to look him in the eye. He pecked you on the lips.
“Steve…”
He reached out, and plucked the necklace from the box. His fingers brushed the nape of your neck as he draped it around you.
“Moi et toi,” he murmured near your ear. “Me and you.”
You swallowed, your fingers rising to touch the stones on your skin as you gazed out on the city. 
“It’s beautiful.”
“Two stones side by side; one strengthens the other.” 
His thumb brushed over your collarbone, tracing the edge of the necklace. 
“That’s what we are. It’s what you do for me. Make me want to be a better man.”
You exhaled, your lips parting slightly as you turned around in his arms.
“Steve. You are a good man. You’re just doing things in a slightly unconventional way. You’re talking to the queen of unconventional. Remember where we met?”
There you were, being adorable again. The way you’d fought him up until this week made Steve stand in disbelief at how accepting you were of him. And how easily you’d run off with him to Connecticut tonight to become his wife. 
It was crazy, but it was so right.
“I do. I seem to recall meeting you in heaven, because all I remember thinking is ‘who is this angel?’”  
You rolled your eyes and laughed.
“You’ve been hanging around Bucky too long.”
Steve chuckled, tilting your chin up with a knuckle. He was happy.
“You’re right. But anyway, the necklace is for tomorrow, I mean the Gala tonight. Something to remind you that no matter who else is in the room... you’re my wife."
You swallowed at the octave drop in Steve’s voice and he traced your throat with his thumb as you did it. Steve gathered you to him, pressing his lips to your neck, his breath hot against your skin as he whispered into your ear.
“Come with me, there’s something else I want to show you. " 
He grabbed your hand and led you down a hallway. 
You followed until he stopped and turned to you with a mischievous grin. Then, he opened the door behind his back and backed in so he could watch your face.
Curious, you followed him inside. 
Then you froze. 
It was a good sized space. Mirrors lined one entire wall, reflecting the soft glow of LED track lighting. You stepped out on the wood floor and realized that it was made from premium materials.
But what really caught your attention was the sleek, stainless-steel pole standing tall in the center of the room. You turned slowly, meeting Steve's expectant gaze. 
"You have a dance studio?" 
"You have a dance studio," he corrected. 
"I arranged for it to be started while we were in Hilton Head and it was just finished yesterday. I wanted you to have a place to move. To feel free while you’re in Brooklyn."
You went to the pole and grabbed it and leaned out, checking it. It was sturdy and conditioned. You twirled a little and came to rest, the pole between the ass cheeks of your leggings. 
Steve’s look became hungry, and his cock jumped in his sweats. If he was thinking of sleep earlier, he was wide awake now. 
And some parts of him were more awake than others. 
“So… you had a dance studio built, for me, while we were in Hilton Head? Me, a woman who was threatening your life?”
The way you smiled at him made Steve’s heart flutter. He nodded and came close and tried to kiss you, but you twirled away from him to the other side of the pole. He flashed you a smile and your butterflies started up again.
“It was right after you threatened to shoot my balls off. I knew you had it bad.”
Steve sighed as if he was nostalgic for your death threats. You laughed as Steve grabbed for you again.
You scooted away from him.
“Don’t touch, Mr. Rogers,” you admonished as your finger wagged in front of those lips. 
Then you pointed, and Steve followed your hand as if mesmerized. He was the one who had it bad.
“Why don’t you sit down so I can test this thing out? Haven’t had a proper dance workout all week.”
Steve nodded and went to sit down on the chaise lounge in the corner of the room.
You stepped forward, and your pulse quickened as you held Steve’s gaze. He leaned back against the back of the chaise, arms crossed over his broad chest, and his t-shirt straining across his shoulders, biceps, and chest.
His blue eyes were focused with an intensity that sent a shiver through your body.
"Music?" you prompted. 
Steve smirked and tapped his phone. A pulsating beat filled the room, the bass vibrating beneath your feet, and causing your hips to sway. You didn’t have your heels and you were in loungewear, but one of those things was to your advantage.
You grabbed the hem of your sweatshirt, teasing a glimpse of your skin as you swayed to the music.
Steve’s eyes darkened and his breath visibly slowed.
You took your time, dragging the cotton up your body as you shimmied, baring the skin of your stomach, then your bra, then your collarbones as your head was hidden for half a second.
You winked when you emerged and you moved closer as you leaned over him and placed your garment on the lounge next to him.
Steve didn’t move. Didn’t blink. But his jaw clenched, and you didn’t miss the way his fingers flexed at his sides.
Then, you turned around, hooking your thumbs in the waistband of your leggings and looked over your shoulder to find him staring at your ass and licking his lips. Steve looked up at you, his blue eyes burning now as you smirked at him and peeled the black material down to reveal your flesh, in black lace, bent fully at the waist. 
Steve’s hands twitched for want of reaching out. He exhaled sharply, restraint hanging by a thread.
You straightened up slowly, twerking and slapping your own ass, holding a cheek so that he could see the lace-clothed split of you. You shot him a saucy wink as you stepped out of your clothing, pushing it aside with the tip of your toe before slowly running your hands down your body. 
You brought your hands up to your face, sliding them down your neck to your chest, then your sides, letting your fingers skim over your ribs, down your stomach, then back up, skirting along your bra and pulling your nipples through the fabric. 
Steve made a low sound in his throat, his control cracking.
It was just as he decided to reach out to touch you that you walked toward the pole on tip toes, the only way you knew how to do it. 
“No touching unless I give permission. That’s the rule in Peach’s Parlor.”
Steve cocked his head, grinning now.
“Peach’s Parlor? So you like it? You taking ownership of the place?”
He was proud that you seemed pleased. You smiled back at him in response, exhaling and letting the rhythm take you.
You started with a slow walk around the pole, each step deliberate, your hips swaying just enough to raise the temperature of his blood degree by degree. 
His smile dropped and his jaw tightened, but he didn’t move, his restraint evident in every rigid line of his body as his eyes followed your every move
You reached up, gripping the pole above your head, then lifted yourself effortlessly, letting momentum carry you into a slow spin. The world blurred for a moment, the mirrors reflecting your every movement as you let your legs extend, toes pointed, body fluid. 
The way you moved was unhurried, deliberate, and so alluring. Steve sighed and bent his head to the side, taking you in. Then he bit his lip, remembering how you felt earlier. You felt so fucking good, your sweet, hot pussy pulsing around him.
He was putting the cart before the horse, but he wanted to be your baby daddy so bad. He head was in the clouds as you hooked one leg around the pole, arching your back as you slid downward in a controlled descent, your body moving with the music, sensual and confident. 
The way your muscles flexed and relaxed, the roll of your hips was mesmerizingly beautiful. You were performing your art for Steve, moving for his pleasure. 
But you were in control. 
And it made Steve remember that this is what it was that made him fall for you in the first place. Damn, he wanted you, and even though you were only steps away, it was driving him crazy. 
When you reached the floor, you dropped to your knees, your thighs spread, fingers skimming down your skin as you stared at him.
Steve rubbed his hands on his pants to ease the itch of his fingers wanting to grasp you.
You stood and grabbed the pole once more, swinging around in another smooth, effortless climb. You wrapped your legs around the metal, suspended for a moment, before twisting into an elegant descent, your body brushing against the pole in a way that made Steve’s balls ache.
When you landed, you moved toward him on tiptoe again, all legs and glistening body, hips swaying, eyes locked onto his.
Steve only moved to put his hands on the back of the lounge, but other than that he was still.
In a graceful move, you straddled him carefully, knees on either side of his slim hips. You were close enough for him to feel your warmth, but were barely touching him. The heat coming from your core made him feral and his eyes were drawn downward to the source.
You felt a tremendous power, so you reached for his chin and tilted it up so he could look into your eyes. 
Steve almost got lost there, but when you whispered, “Good boy,” he forgot how to breathe.
He didn't know he liked that, but the fact that you'd guessed it made you even more perfect for him. 
He covered a whimper by clearing his throat, causing a secret smile to grace your lips as you slowly rolled your hips and arched your back, your tits barely grazing his chest. 
Steve's eyes were everywhere, watching everything, especially your nipples, which were so hard and beautiful through the lace.
He felt like if he could just to suck them for a minute, everything in the world would be alright.
A minute each. 
Maybe an hour.
Steve's breath was hot against your skin, but he still hadn’t touched you. His grip on the chaise tightened, his control hanging by a thread.
You ran your fingers down your body before leaning backward and grazing his thighs and it was just enough to plan out the pattern of his skeet along your skin.
He was sure, with practice, that he could spell out his name.
In one fluid movement, you turned around, pressing your back to his chest, and, lightly, so lightly, too lightly, ground against his rigid cock with slow, deliberate precision.
Steve felt delirious and close to expiring.
“Fuck, Peach… You trying to kill me?” Steve murmured, his voice low and rough. “We just got married.”
Married!
You looked over your shoulder at him and moved your lips close to his, smiling as you saw the muscles in his corded neck tense.  You leaned in, your lips hovering near his ear.
“You're so good for me Stevie… Such a good... big... boy.”
You twerked the last three words in his lap, causing him to exhale sharply and his hands to twitch. You arched, rolling your body against his again. 
And then.
Finally, finally, you let yourself sink into his lap, pressing fully against his cock. He could feel your moist pussy lips through layers of fabric.
And that’s when Steve’s restraint snapped.
His hands shot to your waist, gripping hard, his fingers digging into your skin. You leaned back and his lips found your shoulder, his breath uneven.
You smirked and turned around, dragging your nails lightly down his chest, feeling his heartbeat hammer beneath your touch.
Steve crashed his mouth to yours, swallowing your laughter in a kiss that was deep and desperate. His hands roamed your body, tracing lace, his need evident in every touch.
“My sweet Peach. Mrs. Rogers,” he growled against your skin, voice thick with hunger.
You reached up to run your fingers through his hair, tugging just enough to make his head tilt back.
“Yesss. Say Heyyyy, Mrs. Rogers…,” you teased.
One hand clasped his throat, squeezing his Adam's apple lightly as his blue eyes shone from his slitted lids. Steve's cock pulsed in his pants, then he took a ragged breath before he spoke.
“Heyyyyyy. Mrs. Rogers...”
You rolled your hips against his impressive bulge as Steve’s baritone rumbled in your ear. As you reached for the hem of his shirt, he kissed you, grabbing the collar to take it off.
You looked at Steve appreciatively as you bent and licked one erect nipple, then wrapped your lips around the tiny button, pulling it into your mouth and eliciting a small groan from him.
You took your time, enjoying his sounds which got louder and louder.
"Such a good boy making those pretty sounds for me, Stevie."
You licked, sucked and savored him as you alternated from one pec to the other.
“Wanna always be good for you, Peach...” 
Steve gritted it out as you grabbed him by the hair, pulling him into a filthy, long, deep kiss. He grabbed for you and held on as your mouth plundered his.
Then you pulled away.
“I have a question, Mr. Rogers,” you unclasped your bra, then leaned forward and stuffed your nipple into his mouth, moaning as he looked up at you with those clear blue eyes and sucked enthusiastically.
“How is it you married me, and I hadn’t even sucked your cock yet?”
Steve pulled off your tight, wet nipple with a plop and chuckled. Then he got serious.
“Must be true love.”
You felt his cock pound between your legs and knew what had to happen. His fingernails scratched your thighs trying to hold on to you as you moved back to stand.
When he saw that you were going to kneel, he quickly moved a pillow from the chaise for you to settle in front of him. He then lifted his hips from the couch and pulled down his sweats and boxers in one move.
His erection sprung out and you licked your lips, ready to finally feel the smooth skin in your mouth.
"Touch yourself for me, Stevie."
Steve took himself in hand and started stroking from base to head, thumb swiping the drops of precum in passing. His burning gaze was on you but your eyes were glued to what was in his fist. 
“Fuck that’s hot… Wan’ taste you,” you were whining now, feeling deprived. 
“Whatever you want,” Steve whispered in a strained voice after looking into those big, beautiful eyes.  
You ran your fingers over his thick dick all the way down to the heavy, tight balls. 
“So pretty…” 
You kept eye contact as you leaned in and gave him a long, wet lick from balls to head. Your tongue rolled over the soft skin of the large mushroom cap, taking in the dewey drops leaking from it.
You licked down the hard shaft, until you reached the base and ran your tongue over his large sac.
You began sucking on his tip, tonguing underneath, and humming around his head, causing Steve to murmur, “Fffeels so fucking good, Peach.”
He was carding his fingers through your hair as he said it.
Inspired, you took him as far as you could, until your lips were stretched to the limit and tears coursed down your face. You inhaled the musky scent of him in the hair at the base of his cock and looked back up to watch his contracting abs and heaving chest, his open mouth and those mesmerizing eyes. 
This was a fucking beautiful man.
Steve’s big hands gathered your hair and held it, just tight enough to send a zing to your clit. 
“Peachhhhh, that mouth is so fucking good.”
Steve was in love with how you sucked him off. He rolled his hips and found out just how snug your throat really was. When you pulled off, tears were rolling down your face.
He wiped your tears away with his thumb. 
"Y' look so fucking pretty like this, Peach.”
The way you took him all when you deep throated him again sent the cum crawling up his balls. 
“Fuckfuckfuck. Shit.”
You pulled off and released him with a filthy plop, watching as he desperately squeezed his cock at the base, trying to stop the impending explosion.
He reached out for you with his other hand and you climbed up onto his lap as he marveled at your messy hair, your bouncing tits, and fucked out expression.
“You’re a fucking goddess. Wanna cum down your throat, Peach, but don’t swallow our kids. Need ‘em inside you.”
The tip of his cock nudged your entrance, and you reached down and grabbed it, perfecting its position as you sank down on it loving the feeling as he stretched you out again.
You both watched in fascination as your pussy engulfed him preceded by the juices from your wet pussy. Steve’s hands grabbed onto your hips, and you wanted him to bruise you, to have a mark on you from this for days. 
Your head lolled back as you glided down on your husband’s thick cock. He lifted you by your waist and alternated fucking you up and down his dick and thrusting into you, hitting angles he hadn't before.
His grunts and your moans were beautiful music.
“Please look at me, Peach.”
His tone was reverent and you couldn't help but obey. The sounds you two were making sent you right to the edge of a precipice.
“Oh… right…there… right fucking there!”
You keened as you scratched the skin on his shoulders and biceps. 
“Fucking me so good, Stevie…So righttt. N-need you to keep hitting it like that…give it to me just like that. All your cum. Inside me.”
He was hitting those bundles of nerves just right.
“You need it like that hunh? I'll give it to you until it drips out of you... Need it dripping down my gotdamn balls....”
And he proceeded to fuck up into you perfectly. Your hands moved from his shoulders to his hair and you leaned in for a filthy kiss.
He gripped your throat and carefully squeezed to control your airflow. Your eyes began to roll and your cunt clenched down on him. Hard.
"Ffuckk, " He had to grit his teeth to keep from cumming. "Need you to fucking cum, Peach....."
“I- I’m close Stevieeee. Ahhh. Give it. Gonna have all your babies….”
Your pussy started clenching around him.
“Holy FUCK!”
Steve picked you up and placed you on the chaise, pulling your legs over his shoulders as he drilled into you. He slid a hand between you and rubbed your clit in soul-destroying circles.
“Drain these fucking balls...shhhhhitttttt!"
You clutched him close as you felt his cock start and continue to spurt hot cum inside you. As he softened, he sat back on his heels and spread your legs to watch his cum drip out of you. He trailed two fingertips down your sensitive slit and pushed it back inside you, all the while a sly grin on his face.
He caught your eye. 
“Can’t waste a drop.”
“You are filthy slut, Mr. Rogers.”
He laughed. 
“Only for you, Mrs. Rogers.” 
Steve grabbed his t-shirt to clean you both up a bit. Next thing you knew, you were being carried out of the studio and through to his master bedroom 
It was daylight when you were lightly snoring in his arms and Steve was grinning wide, his wife in his arms.
The next afternoon, you sat in front of the vanity in Bucky’s penthouse as the hired glam team worked around you and your cousin. The stylist meticulously worked with your hair while the makeup artist added the final sweep of highlighter across her cheekbones.
The two of you had been getting ready together for years, first as teenagers sneaking into her mother’s closet, and now as women preparing for an extravagant event in a high-rise overlooking Manhattan. But this afternoon was different.
Her eyes met yours in the mirror. You had just her the rundown of the day before, complete with the news that you and Steve were married. She’d been quiet for a while, but now it seemed she was ready to talk again.
“You’re really happy, aren’t you?” she asked, her voice soft but certain.
You blinked, then exhaled.
“Yes I am.”
“You and Steve are perfect for each other. "
She leaned over and grabbed your hand, grinning at you.
"This isn’t a race. I’m never gonna be jealous of you, girl.”
You grinned back.
“I’m pissed that I wasn’t able to be there, though.”
You sighed. Your one regret.
“I know. But it was perfect. Just the two of us. We’ll have a party later on, though. And tonight, we’ll celebrate.”
You turned thoughtful.
“The way Steve loves me should terrify me. But it doesn’t.”
She studied you for a moment. 
“Because?”
“Because when I’m with him, it makes sense. The way he looks at me, the way he is with me—it doesn’t feel rushed. It just feels… right.”
“Then that’s all that matters.”
Your cousin smiled, tilting her head as the hairstylist and makeup artist switched and her hair was being fussed over. 
“I know you think that I feel some kind of way, but I know you girl. I was shocked, but not surprised..”
She laughed and you shook your head.
“Running off and getting married is so you. It’s so Steve too when you think about it.”
You took a sip of the mimosa that Bucky had brought in earlier. You thought what was about to happen for your cousin.
“Real talk. Bucky adores you, Cousin. And I know you. And I’m getting to know Bucky. This engagement and wedding are going to be events. Events, I say. You wouldn’t have it any other way. .You’re about to get some bling to match that jewelry you got on tonight in Vermont next week.” 
You two laughed together, the mood lighter now. 
“You’re right,” she replied. I’m secure. It will happen. And just at the right time for us. And no matter what, Peach. You are never gonna lose me as your biggest fan, no matter what.”
“I love you.”
“Love you too, cousin.”
You hugged each other so hard, the stylists had to touch you back up.
As you finished up, the sound of deep voices and approaching footsteps echoed from the hallway. The door opened, and Bucky stepped in first, his navy tuxedo perfectly tailored, his gaze immediately softening when he saw your cousin. 
“Damn Frumoasă,” he murmured, taking her in with slow appreciation. 
“You’re making it real hard for me to let you out of this apartment tonight.”
She shot him a look.
“Smooth, Barnes,” she smirked at him. “Nice suit.”
“What? This old thing?”
Bucky smirked back as he took her hand and led her out of the room.
You rolled your eyes at them because you had the feeling they were being freaky, you just couldn’t prove it.
Steve walked in, ensconced in an impressively tailored dark tux, his presence commanding as always, but the moment his eyes landed on you, something in him shifted. 
You were wearing a short gold sequined gown that showcased your legs, and you felt like a princess. 
Like a wife.
His usual air of control wavered for a fraction of a second, his gaze dragging over you like he was memorizing every inch.
You arched that adorable brow at him, tilting your head. 
“No comment?”
Steve exhaled, stepping closer, his voice rough around the edges. 
“You already know, Mrs. Rogers.”
Bucky chuckled, clapping Steve on the shoulder. 
“Think you broke him, Peach. Congratulations, Mrs. Rogers.”
You grinned, gave Bucky a hug and reached for your clutch. 
Steve reached out, his fingers grazing your wrist as he murmured, “Hold on.”
You frowned slightly, watching as Bucky guided your cousin toward the door, leaving just the two of you in the room. Steve reached into his pocket, pulling out another small black velvet box.
Your breath caught, your heart skipping for just a second.
He popped the top, revealing a pair of dazzling double diamond drop earrings, the perfect complement to the moi et toi necklace resting against your collarbone and the ring on your finger. All you could do was look at them and then blink up at him.
“Steve…”
He smirked, clearly enjoying your reaction. 
“Thought you should match.”
You shook your head and laughed.
“You’re ridiculous, you know that?”
Steve lifted an earring, stepping close to help fasten it in place and his touch lingered.
“You say that now,” he murmured and then moved to the other side, his lips just a breath away from your skin.
“But you love it.”
You turned into his arms and looked into his eyes.
“You know if you keep giving me gifts like this, you’re going to spoil me.”
His eyes darkened, and his hand came to rest on your hip, fingers pressing into the fabric of your dress. 
“That’s the plan,” he murmured, voice low, “Mrs. Rogers.”
Bucky cleared his throat from the doorway, breaking the moment. He was leaning against the frame, smirking. 
“Hate to interrupt, but Nico’s waiting. Unless you two want to skip the gala entirely.”
You rolled your eyes at the dark headed man and flipped him off.
"You're going to get enough of watching us like a drama."
"Never. You two are my favorite romcom."
Steve exhaled through his nose, the ghost of a smirk on his lips as he kissed your neck, producing a shiver. Then, lacing his fingers with yours, he led you toward the door.
The way the night was going seemed like a dream, arriving on Steve’s arm and watching the reactions. Some were surprised, but most just commented that you were such a handsome couple and gave congratulations.
Sharon was clearly not happy, but fuck that bitch.
Steve hadn’t given her, or anyone else that matter, a second glance.
When the music started, Steve danced with you to all the tempos, even the Salsa when that genre was played. You had a time, and then you two went to the bar to get refreshments.
Sharon chose that moment to show her ass. You barely had a sip of your amaretto sour before she started on her bullshit.
“Steve,” she purred, looking up at him under her lashes and placing her hand on his forearm. 
“I feel like I haven’t seen you in forever.”
Steve tactfully removed his arm from her grasp while the fingers on his other hand reached for you and rested low on your back, his thumb stroking a slow, deliberate circle against the sequined fabric of your gown.
“It’s been two days, Sharon,” he replied, his tone clipped. And annoyed.
Your cousin and Bucky moved closer, probably because she clocked what was going on.
Sharon ignored Steve’s tone and turned to you. 
“And you must be the entertainment. Nice dress. Is it easy to take off?”
The words sounded sweet as honey, but you heard the venom underneath. 
“I guess congratulations are in order? I hear you two ran off and got married. I guess that's a choice. It’s probably refreshing, going from someone like Peggy to someone like…Peaches..”
“It’s Peach,” you replied. 
The bitch was silent.
Sharon’s gaze flicked to your ring, then your jewelry, then down the length of your gown. 
“Although you do wear luxury well. Tell me, how does it feel knowing it’s all borrowed? That he’s probably going to dump you tomorrow. Get an annulment and leave your ass in the gutter strip club where he found you.”
You could feel the heat of Steve’s fury at your side, his body tensing like he was about to snap.
Your mouth opened to reply, but your cousin stepped up, anger rolling off of her body.
“You know what’s really refreshing, Sharon? Watching a woman who wants to fuck around with me and my family and find out.”
She lowered her voice.
“And like a cable, we jump hoes.”
The air around you shifted, and a few party-goers slowed their conversations to listen.
Bucky stepped forward as Sharon’s jaw twitched into a twisted smile. Bucky whispered in your cousin's ear. She glared at him and started taking off her jewelry, handing her earrings to him. Bucky shook his head and pulled her to the side while she gave him the business.
“Oh, I didn’t mean that in a negative way.” Sharon simpered. “It’s just the truth.”
Sharon looked between you and Steve.
“You are nothing but negative. You don’t have to worry about my marriage. Or your endowment anymore, Sharon.”
Steve spoke to her, his eyes blazing blue.
You smiled at your man, then took a slow step forward, closing the space between you, lowering your voice just enough that only Sharon, and Steve, could hear.
“Do you think calling me a stripper is an insult?” 
Your voice was strong and steady.
“I own what I do. I’m damn good at what I do. And you?” 
You looked her up and down, eyebrow deadly.
“You’re standing here, burning because even with your family ties, and your desperate little designer dress, the only woman Steve wants is me. He married me.”
You leaned in even closer.
“The difference between us? I don’t have to chase him. I just have to walk into a room.” 
You smiled at her sweetly.
“And he follows.”
The moment the words left your lips, Steve did exactly that. 
As he left her in her feelings,  Steve tossed a comment over his shoulder.
“You just got your ass handed to you in front of half the room,” he mused. 
“I’d cut my losses and walk away.”
One of the staffers turned up at that moment. 
“This way, Ms. Carter. I’ll be escorting you out.”
The four of you watched as she turned red and huffed and puffed on her way out of the door. After everyone around you went back to minding their own business, your cousin hugged you hard.
“I love you. That was perfection.”
You hugged her back. 
“Thank you, Boo.”
You released her as Bucky handed her earrings back and Steve looked at you with admiration in his eyes. 
“You handled that well.”
You smirked. “I know.”
Steve pulled you into his arms and kissed your forehead, not bothering to lower his voice when he said, “I’ll remind you how much I love that later.”
Your cousin groaned dramatically.
 “You two are disgustingly perfect for each other.”
Bucky grabbed a bottle of Moet from the table display.
“A toast. To Mr. and Mrs. Steve Rogers!”
Your husband looked at you with a smile. You don’t know what was coming your way as Steve's wife, but you knew it wouldn’t be boring.
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guthraiel · 13 hours ago
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officially finished kcd 2 so now im gonna complete the younger hans and henry meeting fic and some art wips i have because my brain is overtaken by this game HOLY FUCK
(spoilers under cut but its just my rambling mentioning the ending and some plottwists really)
ive been a hansry truther since the first game in the sense that henry is sooo clearly a bisexual loser and so is hans. imo the two most logical choices for henry's romance are hans and theresa, who, in each of the games they're romancable in are the ones who henry has known and trusted longest. theresa in KCD 1 is his childhood friend, the one person who shares his survivors guilt and the memories of skalitz. while in KCD 2 hans is the one person who has been with henry throughout this whole thing and never really left his side (excluding the arguement at the start and the various kidnappings and being taken hostage)
like either way imo those are the most 'cannon' romances to henry and i really wish kcd 2 adressed the existence of theresa a bit. she's by far the most interesting woman in the franchise since warhorse does lowkey struggle to write women in a way that's logical. i mean the way every female around henry throws herself at him except his main LI's who all follow some version of the girlboss trope is... man come on. i actually do really like both rosa and katherine, but i think there could've been just a teensy bit more done with them
also like what the fuck is up with henry's mother. idk if her name or any personality being excluded is meant to be an artistic choice to show how henry remembers her as just 'mom' and ignores any other part of her character but like wtf. both radzig and martin get names, a backstory and a deep relationship with henry while his mother is just. there. i get that this is the 15th century but in the first game it's clear in the tutorial that hal and his mom are CLOSE like i wish we got to see a bit more of that tbh
i have words to say about samuel as a character but none of them are appropriate for tumblr so i will abstain. tldr i actually like him a lot henry getting a brother-butnotreally is actually really sweet. like despite the fact that he lost his family and everything dear to him there is still someone who cares about him in a familial way. i hope we'll het to see more of him in some of the upcoming dlcs although i doubt it since he can technically die during the game (and i'm pretty sure in a canon run you should leave him behind)
okay last point to the characters is one ive had since kcd 1 but THE NAMESSS WHY ARE THEY NAMED THATTT
henry of skalitz my ass bro THAT'S JINDRA 😭😭 jindříšek even!! like i get that ř may have been an issue but just have him be jindra instead of jindřich then???
hans capon is just a bit silly like jan ptáček could be a pronouncable name, not to mention there is SO many characters named jan already so even Jan Capon i could lowkey get behind more
also i do fully believe non czech speakers miss out on the game a bit, there are parts of bg dialogue that are in czech and add just a bit of humour and immersion to the game (like in taverns, markets or during henry's nightmare in suchdol where the skalitz/maleshov people hiss 'you killed us')
okay ttldr this game is really good i just needed to yap since my friends whove finished it dont share any of my sentiments
if u have thoughts to share please do im curious what impression others got
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the-dye-stained-socialite · 5 months ago
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Josie Pinup for @thedeafprophet ;) (full nudity below the cut)
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i think october wants her cloak back josie 🤭
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#(yes i can draw legs properly HOWEVER josie has EDS so i wanted to have her hyper-extending the one knee because. she deserves to be#seen as pretty Including her bendy joints damnit!!!!!!!)#anyways#phantom of the opera moments much josie? my my#you guys would not BELIEVE how my phone has SLAUGHTERED this piece in particular!!! i can't even do my normal little photo app editing trick#(telling my phone to use the 'enhance' or 'contrast' settings :( )#like. in person josie is super super smeared and washed out in her reflection! but october is actually only a tiny bit smeared and not#washed out at all! so she Sticks Out a lot!!! because she's a parabolan ghost with a lot of parabolan power mastery and i wanted her to seem#... Disturbingly Tangible#but my phone picks up on fucking NONE of that#and yet somehow it's picking up and EMPHASIZING all this white texture and spotting that is legitimately Barely Visible in person#and like. her stretch marks are nowhere near as bright!! they're nice and natural looking i prommy#and it's over-emphasizing the lightness of her palms too aaaaaaaa#anyways. I'm crying over how my phone just. murders my art for funsies. waugh#please please please i promise it looks a thousand times better in person 😭😭😭#her face too :(#alas alas.#dye stained art#suggestive#also tmblr don't kill me this is a fuckung pinup. artistic nudity. aaa#sometimes i will just draw ocs naked for stress relief!!! because i like how bodies are shaped#hnnnnnng gold ink <3#mirrors#ask to tag#others ocs#josie
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thefirstknife · 1 year ago
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Hi Bel,
I keep seeing comments about people complaining about the quality of destiny’s writing and story in the last few weeks. I haven’t really engaged with destiny since season of defiance, what’s currently gotten everyone so riled up? I thought that people were enjoying Season of the Deep/Witch in terms of narrative, why is Season of the Wish causing people to deride the destiny writing staff again?
I don't know!
Deep and Witch have been absolute bangers in every aspect to me. I've been enjoying all interactions and lore tabs we've received. A lot of them are stuff that we've never had before, a lot of reunions and closures, a lot of development and interactions between characters who you wouldn't really think would have much in common.
Sloane's return and healing from what she's been through has been fantastic, Drifter opening up with her to help her because he also got help from others was fantastic, Sloane reuniting with Aisha and Shayura brought me to tears (Shayura's descent into madness was triggered by immense trauma of Sloane staying on Titan and Titan disappearing), everything with Sloane and Zavala...
Witch was just incredible in every single way; the focus on Eris, the amount of Eris and Ikora content!!!!! Everything about Xivu and Savathun and their interactions together!! Eris finally fulfilling her goal she promised Savathun YEARS ago, getting that closure.
Wish so far has been equally great to me. All the new stuff about Ahamkara is amazing, finally giving us proof for long-standing speculation about Ahamkara and how they aren't universally evil creatures and expanding on them as a species. I love all interactions we've had so far; finally we have Petra back, Mara's singleminded focus on figuring out how to defeat the Witness and her continuous work to improve as a person, ALL SJUR MENTIONS!!!!! I won't talk about the "leak" because we have no context for it so I will wait for the full story to be revealed before I can pass judgment; something that I think should be a lesson to learn from this entire year. Maybe wait for the story to finish before judging the story.
Literally everything this past year that involves Osiris, but especially this season now that he's back in his element with the Vex. And of course every little detail we get of him and Saint. Osiris honestly shaped this year for me with everything that he's done to uncover the biggest mysteries. I think a big reason is that a lot of people just don't like Osiris, which I consider a massive skill issue.
Other than that, I don't know what are the issues people have besides just not being interested in any of these storylines and attributing it to a nebulous "bad writing" claim. I also genuinely believe that way too many people get wrapped up too much in fandom, imagine storylines they want to see and then get disappointed when the actual story doesn't go there. Almost like people forget that this isn't their story and these aren't their characters. A lot of it is also fandom completely warping characters into not what they actually are and then feeling like the canon story is the one that's wrong.
Whatever is the reason, I guess everyone is entitled to their perspective of the story and everyone is free to explore the story in different ways through fanfics and AUs and whatever. I do that too!
But I would definitely ask people to be normal with how they engage in criticism, especially in the current state of affairs. Writers are developers; they experience a ton of harassment and negativity from the community and also from inside the company. And they are online: they can see what we're saying. It's been documented that community commentary has been used to harass writers:
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Imprint this into your brain and never forget what these people had to go through. Let's not forget also the way people treated Seth Dickinson on social media when he was active with Destiny fans. "Fans" were actively arguing with him about his own work (telling him that HE is wrong) and were utterly disgusting towards him when he tried explaining what he wrote. His works are now hailed as the best writing in Destiny and people want him back. If I were him, I wouldn't want to come back ngl, not with how he was treated and not with how fans are still treating writers (and hey, Seth wrote LF Collector's Edition! So he was back, technically, this year!). Let's not forget that a lot of writers are members of various marginalised groups. And I'd definitely not want to go back with zero support from leadership.
Which is also an important aspect for all developers, including writers: sometimes they have orders they may not like, but can't argue against. They do the best they can with what they're given, the time they have and directions they receive. And with that in mind, I am enjoying everything we've gotten this year, obviously with some specific complaints about things I didn't particularly enjoy (like the universally mid reception of Defiance; I've spoken about my gripes with it before, a big one being the shafting of Suraya who should've at least been mentioned in a lore tab).
I can tell that there is passion in their work, even if maybe they would prefer to do more with it, but can't. Maybe even if they want to take different routes, but can't. But from what we got, I can feel that they care about this world and these characters. I can tell that someone lovingly wrote about Sloane and her friendships with two grieving women. I can tell that they deeply cared about Sloane's friendship with Zavala and that they loved showing us Saint and Drifter caring about a fellow trauma survivor.
I can tell that the writers are immensely careful and loving towards Eris; everything she went through was crafted with love and passion from both writers and her VA. Eris' story is such a fundamental aspect of Destiny and I can tell that this was important to the writing team and that they gave her everything they could to do justice to her character and her arc and her healing and her release from the cycle she was trapped in for so long.
I can tell that there are writers who care a lot about Osiris and Saint and their relationship. I can tell that someone cared a lot about expanding on Ahamkara and giving them more personalities. I can tell that someone cared DEEPLY about Sjur and Mara and that her repeated mentions are the passionate work of writers who want us to remember her.
I could go on. And I know that not everyone sees it this way, which is fine; we all have different ways of perceiving stories. I enjoy discussing things we in the fandom disagree on and I enjoy hearing different perspectives! Unfortunately, this has recently become rarer and rarer. And for the love of god, please try and treat writers with some respect, especially now, especially those who are still working and doing their best with the shitty situation they're in. None of the cries of "poor devs" ring true to me unless the same is given to writers, instead of treating them like punching bags.
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llitchilitchi · 4 months ago
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turning off anon, if you intend to interrogate me about joining projects for a fandom that I don't main and are upset that I am giving everyone a heads up that the contents of this blog will change heavily because of my current interests, just unfollow me and move on with your goddamn life
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homo-house · 1 year ago
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re:hbomberguy, on the topic of citing sources, i want to say:
it is insane how many people on here don't even click the sources op links on their own post to learn more and just hit reblog saying "oh my i didn't know about this thank you for teaching me!". like guys CLICK THE LINK!! CHECK THE NOTES!!! CHECK THE SOURCE!.... i swear half the time the link is dead or takes you to a nonsense page (i see this a lot with art specifically???? and excerpts from magazines??) and some times the linked source disproves a claim the very post that linked it made and people just. don't bother to check, no one bothers to even reblog saying "hey that link is dead! here's a new, working link!" or "hey that link doesn't work, can you link the source again?" and when it comes to misinformation people just share without checking or looking at the notes where numerous people will (in the best case scenario) already be pointing out the misinformation
"OH BUT I CAN'T CHECK EVERYTHING I SEE ON THE INTERNET" there is a surefire way to prevent spreading this kind of stuff even if you don't have the time to fact check immediately. just accept it's fine to save a post for later if you can't look deeper into it right now!!!!! literally just reblog it in private or save the post as a draft so you can come back to it later and check. it won't kill you and in fact it will actually make your life a lot better lol
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zot3-flopped · 9 months ago
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Still looking down at his lyrics after a hundred shows.
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FITFWT24: Asunción [21.5.2924] [x]
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bmpmp3 · 10 months ago
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dysgraphic artiƨts risɘ UP!!!!!
#raise your pencils!!!! and erasers. to fix the backwards letters 😔#sorry still thinking about my weirdness with my art professors. yknow a lot of em have been really pushing us as#students to make our personal identities a major part of like our 'brand' as artists#which. well from an art history major perspective thats a very contentious and nuanced topic. i love a lot of artists who live this way#and i think its great seeing my peers who focus on identity thrive. but also as an fine arts major (double major fool LOL)#i keep getting pushed by teachers into like. specific '____ artist' identities???#specificaly woman artist. which is a little bizarre because im a bit fat and a bit gnc so im generally like. ungendered? in day-to-day life#(which doesnt actually matter to me directly that much honestly LOL people tend to view me as like. buddy? buddy or pal.)#(not man. not woman. not anything human. sometimes i remind people of a beloved dog. which. hkdsahjk thats its own can of worms)#(a can of worms that also doesnt matter much to me directly because im a wannabe furry who chose to be the dog when playing house as a kid)#(LOL so um. well. theres that) but yeah i dunno i dont really consider myself a woman artist. its been. shockingly (and sometimes luckily?)#irrelevant to most of my life and experiences and art (although dont get me wrong misogyny is very real and very present) so i dont#have a whole lot to say about it from an art perspective. you could also call me all kinds of things. a queer artist. a mixed race artist#again technically correct. some aspects more visible in my work than others. but also very technical. i focus on race a lot in in my#art historical work but i dunno how much my drawings have to say. except that i keep making too many mixed ocs LOL#i dunno i just think my professors gotta focus that energy away from tokenizing me and over to supporting like actual#capital W Woman artists capital Q Queer artists capital A Artists of Colour who are doing far more interesting things than I#far more thought out and engaged in these topics directly. i just kind of stumble into my art blindly and confused <3#sorry that was a long tangent WHAT IM SAYING Is despite all that: i do consider myself a capital D Dysgraphic artist#i think its an unmovable constant of my art and the way i draw and the way my hands move. the untrained eye doesnt seem to be as aware#of it directly. but those who are familiar can probably see it. the dysgraphia LOL if not just from whenever i write a letter or number#half of them are busted and frantically fixed HDKJSDJDS but its in all my art. if u can see it <3 ive been trying to embrace it#dygraphic artists raise your pencils indeed!! and throw away the eraser!!! make the legibility of your words everyone elses problem!!!#what does that say? what is that sketch? none of my business! none of your business!! its the business of my hand and the pencil alone#motor skill and spatial issues take the wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel
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autumn-applepie · 9 months ago
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University ever pushes you so low you have to go buy a couple of beers? /srs/neg
I'm gonna vent in the tags for a moment humor me for once /gen
#No but I'm serious this place is a nightmare /neg#Venting in the tags#humor me for a second. you go to this uni and they promise you a place that will teach you how to become an artist#on both like. morality and skill level. they feed you with bullshit for MONTHS. “oh mistakes are fine! they make you grow!”#or “oh this is a community we work all together there are no discriminations this is a safe place to learn and improve”#and we like. work on this projects - THAT WE ARE NOT PAID TO WORK FOR SO *WE* GET TO PAY FOR ALL THE MATERIALS AND SHIT FOR THEM.#to like “help the community” or whatevrr because “artists are born to inspire others and bring joy” and blah blah blah. BUT. LIKE. THE THING#THE THING IS. NONE OF THESE PROJECTS WILL END UP ON OUR CURRICULUMS. WHAT WE WORK 6-7 YEARS FOR ARE NOT SEEN AS REAL EXPERIENCES.#AS IF WE'VE DONE LITERALLY NOTHING FOR 6-7 YEARS. AND LIKE. THE PROFESSORS ARE SO RACIST AND DISCRIMINATORY AS WELL.#If they don't like you they WON'T EVEN GIVE YOU THE EXAM. BECAUSE THERE'S NO WAY TO DEMONSTRATE IF YOU WORKED OR NOT. IT'S UP TO THEM.#THEY DECIDE EVERYTHING FOR EVERYONE AS IF WE ARE SOME SORT OF FUCKING COMMUNIST KINDA BULLSHIT WORKERS.#Someone fucks up? *WE* FUCK UP AND EVERYONE PAYS. Someone succeeds? *WE* SUCCEED AND EVERYONE GETS THE CREDITS.#THIS IS ALSO WHY NONE OF THE WORKS WE DO END UP IN OUT CURRICULUM BECAUSE ITS MADE SO THAT *THE UNIVERSITY COURSE* DID IT AND NOT *US*.#IT'S FUCKING BULLSHIT AND I CAN'T EVEN GET OUT OF THERE BECAUSE IF I DO MY PARENTS WILL KICK ME OUT CUZ THEY DON'T WANT ME TO BE AN ARTIST#So I'm trying to STUDY for the exams and the “professors” are getting mad at me that I'm not staying 10 HOURS IN THAT MOTHERFUCKING ART LAB.#WORKING AT THEIR NONSENSE PROJECTS THAT WILL NOT END UP IN MY CURRICULUM.#“Oh if you're not willing to put all your efforts for the course this is not the place for you” BITCH I *AM* PUTTING ALL MY EFFORTS!#THIS EXAM IS *LITERALLY* PART OF THE COURSE!! WHAT KIND OF FUCKING BULLSHIT ARGUMENT IS THAT!!!!!#Istg I'm gonna cry I want to kms /NOT SERIOUS#I'm gonna cook dinner. chug my lemon beer. and try to study like a normal person and beg this shit will end soon#Don't worry I'm not going to become an alcoholic I just need something. anything and I'm ABSOLUTELY not gonna start smoking I hate it /srs#tw alchohol mention#alcohol mention#tw smoking mention#smoking mention#vent#tw vent#// mike speaks
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koko2unite · 1 year ago
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#its been almost 2 years im on tumblr and i still feel like im not growing#i keep looking at my art and think ooh im getting better#but it seems like public opinion is the complete opposite#meanwhile i go to another artist and they keep improving and improving and everyone supports them#and the support keeps increasing and increasing and its not stopping#and it looked so easy for them#and it never worked on me#none of this works#so now i think my art is ugly and i hate it#but i dont want to stop because i will hate myself if i choose to stop#so now i will be trudging around with this ugly art while everyone stares at me with hatred#because how could someone as ugly as me is allowed to continue#hey mass report this fag#i bet people do that#while we support other artist in front of them so they feel much worse#and the worst is when people say oh you just need to post frequently#but i did#every day#and its so humiliating seeing a post that its like#10 likes 40 rb#and those rbs are all by myself#because i keep self reblogging my art because im proud of it#while people unfollow because how dare i put these shitty art on their dashboard#and i hate every moment like this#and its happening on every single art i post#i ended up taking a break#its probably a bad idea since all of my pages are in a bad state right now#twitter shadowbanned tumblr blocked and ignored#and my patrons keep leaving bcs just this month several people joined and then left within 1-2 days maybe because i dont post everyday#but its ok i think when everyone starts leaving i can do a restart
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alchemiclee · 5 months ago
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I don't know why most other artists i've faced in my life refuse to help or support or befriend or work with me in any way because they're obsessed with making art a competition. i'm the least competitive person you will ever meet. what's being kind and helpful and supportive and cooperative towards me going to do to you?! i'm not good enough at art to even be a threat if I tried! I don't get why they act like this towards me. I cant do anything to hurt your art career, so why are you trying to hurt mine?! I don't get it.
#anyone else feel this? and dont get it?#and if youre the type of artist that tries to compete with everyone and refuses to support smaller artists but climbs up bigger ones#like a kitten trying to steal food out of their hand....why. why are you like this. why cant you be normal.#why cant we all help and support each other?????????#art#artist#artist on tumblr#small art account#small artist#small creator#lee text#sorry for this random rant. im just tired and disappointed that i cant get other artists to cooperate with me#and stop pulling me into competitions i never signed up for!!!!!!!#im never allowed to be oart of groups or collabs because theyre too strict and elitist and for what#because they think ill try to use them to get ahead??? so they only want artists they can use instead? pathetic and gross mindset!!!#i can never get anyone to talk about this stuff with me. i get ignored as if im the only one noticing or experiencing it#but that might just be because im the only artist not trying to compete with other artists and I SEE US ALL AS EQUALS#you hear that?! none of you are better than me even if you make a million dollars on art. sit your ass down#and none of you are below me either even if you picked up a pencil fkr the first time yesterday!#humble yourself and treat other better and support each other and cooperate more. it might help you in the end#i probably posted about some of the bad artist experiences i had while trying to do a collab and getting bullied rhe whole time#or the new artists i tried to befriend who straight up said theyre better than me and treated me like a fan instead of an equal#that pisses me off lmao i hate that kind of behavior#ok im done back to silly lil guy posting~
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cunthq · 2 months ago
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any1 been tattooed by a man? is it as bad as they say it is? :(
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frankenbuggee · 10 months ago
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I did not draw what I wanted to/planned to last night but I did enjoy drawing younger versions of these two! So it’s lore drop time!
Both Devious and Sergei were part of (Russian) intelligence forces both from ages 18 but neither met properly until after a mission on a large ship went wrong leaving those two the only survivors. Devious saved Sergei after they were stuck in the ocean before being rescued. Devious was just going to dip and leave Sergei at the hospital but not before informing family and that’s who he found our Sergei had none so guess he’s gonna keep an eye on him. Thus they became friends. Even tho Sergei acts likes an ass sometimes.
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Buuut when Devious was attacked by his own higher ups and framed Sergei managed to find him and join him helping him become the villain boss he is today wiiith the hell of others that I shall introduce properly later too!
Devious went from not being overly ambitious in career placements to being fuelled by spite to be a very powerful person so he can’t sit people on their ass if they try coming after him again. 💀
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caguaydreams · 4 months ago
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Hm... never trust how you feel about your life past 9pm or however that goes and stuff, but sometimes I do be pondering what I do on the regular and it gets to me, the silliest things
#I'm once again getting anxious over putting myself out there in every sense I can think of#Socially. Business-wise. Art-wise#if there is one trait I dislike about myself the most in the past few years—#is that for whatever reason I have a tendency to be way too open about myself and what I feel#it could be annoying. It could be tmi (I dislike that concept). It could scare people off because I'm too forward and I fuck up#I spent a big chunk of my late childhood -> teenage years -> early adulthood putting a tamper on my emotions and what I'm passionate about#and now I'm oscillating between being unable to do otherwise and being thoroughly exhausted of suppressing... anything#I genuinely don't want to do it no more and the problem is that I have no idea how to navigate the opposite end of that conduct#I feel like I'm constantly messing it up. I have no experience but I am so tired and now incapable of masking#more like my body and mind are uncooperative and refuse to keep on putting up an act. It was always a way to support others#but I disregarded myself most of the time. I don't know how to enjoy myself in front of people I love without feeling guilt or shame#I feel like I'm overstepping or being disrespectful. How do you do it#it should come easy#Heh... I'm even embarrassed to voice sincere praise to artists I admire because I never know if what I'm saying could be perceived as —#—cringey or if it makes someone slightly uncomfortable. I'm tired of being clueless about a whole dimension of social interaction#and possibly coming across as inept. I could've sworn for the longest time that I was doing it right#and I can't be sure now#I want to share my work with others but I'm always hesitant and petrified by fear of all the potential ramifications that path could have#There's so much I want to do#why does the world seem so hostile to my eyes I genuinely don't know. It makes no sense. None of that is real#Annnnnd that sure is some venting#Sheesh#Hm. Funny how tumblr keeps on being this perfect void where you can just scream into without a single worry#I should go to sleep
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quarklynx · 1 year ago
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God, if Tumblr goes down for real I don't even know where I'll go. Twitter is an active dumpster fire, Instagram and TikTok are algorithm-riddled nightmares, and it's just plain depressing trying to pick one of the hundreds of alternative sites that are vying for the userbases of these massive social media platforms that have been hyper-monetized into their death throes
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