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Arms wrap around Artair tight from behind, around his torso but leaving his own arms free. The heat would suggest Reverb, but he feels a bit more cool than he normally does. Without a word, he pressed his face to Artair's back, right in between his shoulder blades.
Artair feels the pressure behind him, but he knows the heat isn't what it should be. He frowns, just a little. "....Reverb?" He'd know those spiked cuffs anywhere, even the height and the green and the pressure of two horns right at the top of his brow where his face pressed into his back. He stands there for now, accepting his fate as the support pillar Reverb is leaning into, in his silence. "....Are you okay...? You can just nod, if you don't want to talk."
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forget the horrors and think about this baby achieving everything he wanted and more (first goal, 2005 vs 600th goal, 2024)
#the little sideways bounce and \o/....#and of course his gaping mouth#don't be sad think of his little aw shucks face as the boys came in hot to love on him....#also the man trying to get in on the crosby family action is a “rizzo??/rizzle??” according to max talbot on the alt broadcast#“that's a pittsburgh guy. rizz. and he's been his agent.” (i guess he's dee rizzo from caa)#honestly i’m so tired of media doomsmongering#we’re hitting so many big milestones this year and i wish they’d spare us the doom and gloom in at least the articles covering them#sidney crosby#pittsburgh penguins#hockey#long post#and when i say long post i really mean it. if that bothers you please for your sanity block me
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imagine ianthe's suffering rn. its so funny to me. girl all u wanted was power and i respect that but turns out that the side effect of power isnt the moral implications or whatever, its dealing with god's personal drama.
#ianthe/john dynamic is so fascinating and amusing to me.#theyre equally awful in such different ways#post-htn especially.#ianthe's so much for the grind for the power of it all yknow. theres only one person she cares about really.#and she has to deal with the most powerful guy ever being just a very sad very lonely wet kitty of a person.#i imagine at some point the (toxic codependant) instincts kick in and she starts like. genuinely caring for him#in the way she cares for people. which is by endlessly tormenting them#and he starts caring for her the way he cares for people which i can only assume is by constantly asking her if she hates him#theyre both the worst. they can be the worst together.#the locked tomb#tlt#ianthe tridentarius#ianthe the first#saint of awe#htn#htn spoilers#harrow the ninth#john gaius
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me before SoTE: Gehrman 🤝 Miquella on being seen as creeps and awful people by fandom over misinterpreting some bits!
me after SoTE: Gehrman 🤝 Miquella on not being able to accept the drastic change (mostly to the worse) of a person they held dear and latching onto their former, "nicer" version, attempting to resurrect that version even although the result is a bit of just a husk (.....AND being seen as creeps and awful people by fandom over misinterpreting some bits lololol)
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I guess they're doomed to be friends no matter what gfjhjgv At least with Gehrman's crafting skills, he can make him many pretty dresses
#soulsborne#bloodborne#gehrman the first hunter#elden ring#miquella the unalloyed#this trope is so unhealthy yet so sad#it is fascinating to think about though!!#but yeah...... happy end? lol gfjggjh#they're the 'he just doesn't understand!' guy#especially miq because with gehrman he is very justified with the grief of loss#meanwhile with radahn it was basically putting him out of 'misery' because he insisted on becoming Hoarah Loux 2#gfhgfghv awful way to put it I know but this is true#I'd argue that the scale on which demigods think is naturally a bit different from average humans tho#like psychology of the guys that have capacity and intention of shaping the world isnt 100% like us simple gremlins#but still heh#I discovered a thing I love to explore#the 'this isnt real you fuck come back' guy
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Mulder, Scully, and "sibling vibes"
So a few times lately I've remarked on the sibling energy I see in early Mulder & Scully, and I think perhaps it's misunderstood. I jokingly self-identified not long ago as "not a romo, not a noromo, but a secret third thing (delighted they ended up together but wishes the whole kiss kiss kiiiiiss! thing wasn't dominant forever and always)" This applies to all my fandoms fwiw. For me the friendships generally trump everything.
The other day I added this (among some other rambling) to one of @randomfoggytiger's excellent posts about Mulder and women:
To me, these two start out as best friends, almost a "sibling" relationship at first: Mulder has been looking for Samantha, "walking into that room" everyday for many more years of his life than he wasn't, and here comes this precocious, punchy little woman who says she's looking forward to being around him. She plays with him in the rain, she laughs at him, teases him and calls him "sucker", she listens to him and is eager to learn everything he can teach her. They squabble, but always stick together. She stands next to him with her little foot stuck stubbornly out to the side and her arms folded, or her little hands on her little hips, always exuding an attitude that's surprisingly large for her little body. When he looks at her it's at the top of her head. She's even the same age as Samantha. When she panics or gets scared she turns to him, and he wraps her in a blanket and tells her stories. I know it is often interpreted as flirting, but if you were to age them down, it could just as easily be a big brother who adores his little sister and a little sister who thinks her big brother hung the moon. My personal feeling is, it would be almost impossible for him not to notice commonalities between Scully and Samantha. Perhaps that's partly why he's so comfortable sharing Samantha's story with her.
To clarify, I don't think either saw the other as an actual or replacement sibling, and I don't see it as something that is remotely incompatible or icky regardless of where they ended up. Love's a lot of things and it can change and be all of it or none of it at once.
Not a person, but a pattern
Mulder and Scully were thrown together and immediately flung themselves about as far from home as you could get without crossing an ocean, at a time when there was no internet and a long distance phone call cost a million billion dollars (adjusted for inflation)(facetious). This is more than just long hours doing stakeouts or interviewing witnesses or writing profiles or joining sting operations or whatever it is that average partners (especially green-ass newbies from Quantico) might presumably be doing. They might as well have been at sea. They'd known each other for maybe a week and suddenly had to learn to not just work together but to live together, being each other's only company and support system, etc.
Watching the way they interact particularly during the pilot could be (and it seems almost always is) interpreted as crushes and flirting. I see that too, but I'm gonna toss that aside for a sec and ask you to imagine they are children, or at the very least that they're not looking to date (other people have written some very good posts about sex not being that important to them ever, or how they use it for self-flagellation (him) or rebellion (her) etc. And as fun as fanfic is, I agree with that take. For all their smouldering - both individually and together - they're remarkably sexless. But I digress. Just imagine that the search for a date or the possibility of sex is not part of the equation at this stage.)
They're both SO influenced and informed by the patterns they've been living all the way since childhood, as most of us are.
Scully is used to following strong male personalities, living to impress her dad, being a kid sister to a man who has strong opinions about how the world is or ought to be. She's extremely capable but very young for her long list of credentials (she's presumably gone from school to school to school without much lived experience), and they give her her very first field assignment with Fox Mulder. She's heard a lot about him. She's looking forward to working with him. This is probably nothing at all like what she expected when she went to Quantico, but she wants to distinguish herself so she'll go where she's asked and do her Very Best Job at it. But he immediately absconds with her and now she's doing something fun and new, and this man they've assigned her to is quirky and weird and possibly just bat-crap crazy, but in between it all he's incredibly intelligent and he's showing her the ropes and teaching her new things and she's just so excited to be here.
Mulder had to grow up way too fast, aged 12, and maybe suffered a sort of arrested development in that sense. He was once a big brother to a girl who was 8 years old and probably a bit of a brat, as precocious 8 year olds often are (I mean the first time we actually see her she called him a buttmunch and screamed in his face because she didn't get her way). They've sent him a partner who is a remarkable overachiever; she's a biophysicist and medical doctor, a Quantico graduate, and all under age 30. Her credentials include rewriting Einstein and her job responsibilities include "tattle tale". She's gonna challenge him at every turn, but she's green and earnest enough to want his to learn from his experience. She's following him and she's hanging on his every word and she's laughing at and with him. She asks a lot of questions and openly enjoys just being there with him, just being a part of it all.
Age them down 20 years and they could just be two kids playing in the woods and the rain. That doesn't mean they see their siblings in each other, but... to me, it doesn't not mean that either. It's patterns they've carried with them their whole lives. What I'm getting at is that that sort of sibling push-and-pull would be an extremely comfortable and familiar dynamic for them both to slip into, especially considering their isolation, and it's one which also lends itself to quick and easy affection. It's not the predominant feature of their friendship, but it's a starting place, and it ripples forward across time. (Imo it also informs the lack of romance for a number of years.)
The sibling vibes fade into the background after a few episodes (although I see shades of it popping up here and there through at least Darkness Falls), and it transforms into what becomes an easy, fast friendship, and then a deep, ride-or-die best friendship.
Of course, a twisted version of it is brutally resurrected and brought to the fore in season 2, and I think that more than anything is what scuppers a move out of denial or past anything apart from best friends until at least cancer arc, but that's a whole other post.
Thanks for readiiing 💕
#also mulder RESPECTS WOMEN so being like 'aw yeah lil sister energy' would be a handy box to stick her in to keep her firmly off limits#in the face of the fact that she's got a bombshell of a brain and is cute as shit and clearly thinks he's the bees knees#BUT ANYWAY#like i say it's not the WHOLE THING but it's part of it!!!#i started drafting that other post about s2 etc and decided meta is exhausting so this is it for now#SHIP AND LET BE WEIRD ABOUT SHIP GUYS that's my philosophy. i have no hate for full-time shippers i'm just tired. and sometimes cranky.#and tbh sometimes a lil sad when i see moments that speak to a million other (often very profound) things#overwhelmingly reduced to 'omgggg look at the heart eyes 😍' or things like that#not me being difficult about the dominance of shipping on the 'everything is a ship' webbed site 😅#x files#txf thoughts#mulder#scully#big sibling energy
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finrod deserved better
#dfw talking bout ‘what if finrod was a mass hallucination’ and I was simultaneously entranced and repulsed because#What a brilliant idea but#Also that would mean no finrod. And finrod. Finrod is just too for that#Aw come on he’s a good older brother and a tragic lover and a fun guy but he… he didn’t really get anything he wanted.#I think he was sad#yet he did so much good#And let’s be fair did he do much wrong#He didn’t speak about alqualonde to Thingol but that’s grey moral area#He asked before seizing lands#good. He let feanorians take asylum there#great.#He gave and kept a noble oath#fantastic. Also he ate a werewolf#plus the rap battles#What would he have done if he wasn’t thrown into a war. That’s how I see him#like any military volunteer#he just wants to do his service#It takes so much more than it gives#blah blah anyway#Finrod#finrod felagund#finrod appreciation post#Findarato#silmarillion#silm#the silmarillion#the silm#tolkien legendarium
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#Reds such a unique and sad character to me#No matter what he does he is in a loop somehow. both actually and mentally.#He wants change - but he's afraid of it - But he NEEDS it - but its too scary.#He wants to be normal - But normal is boring - But its safe.#Too weird for people - too normal for freaks.#He Likes those two - But getting attached hurts. - But he truly does love them - But what if hes the issue? what is HE hurts them.#and thats why i think transport was such a big turning point. because he does hurt them#He tries his best and does what he thinks will be best.#him being alone so he issnt an “Issue”#And them being happy and healthy in a place where thier needs are met. and they dont have to be scared anymore.#but he fails and he hurts them.#His torture here is feeling helpless and whenever he tries it fails to the point he feels awful.#He has such complex and battling emotions they loop in his head over and over. too the point he cant do anything#thus making him a neutral character.#But neutral issnt a Good thing#Yes he doesnt hurt anything. But he doesnt help or comfort either#He is in a loop inside and out.#Hes drowning.#SIIIGHH sometimes it hurts understanding him /hj. (i know theres like a gigillion ways to interpret him lmao.}#im actuly kinda sad i havent seen anyone else have the idea of him being torn apart inside and anxious tho.#or that he sees himself as a big monster. maybe even due to him leaveing before (trying to help but failing again)#or that hes easy to manipulate. thus creating danger for the other two.#But im just yapping and making a comic based on my thoughts :]#(as ive been a lil mentally ill about string man lately.#dhmis#dhmis red guy#dhmis fanart#dhmis comic#dont hug me im scared
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GILLES VILLENEUVE & DIDIER PIRONI during practice for the 1981 AUSTRIAN GRAND PRIX
#i was going to talk abt their relationship and how didier looks at gilles with so much awe. like he is his hero.#like seeing them together always makes me sad#and how their story has become almost like a novel from how dumb people are trying to portray it#and i just hate how didier is always made out to be the bad guys when really it ferrari who are evil and probably pushed gilles over the ed#but also gilles' hairline. i love how he's starting to bald.#gilles villeneuve#didier pironi#f1#classic f1#1980s
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so many episodes of my cat from hell feature couples that just should not be together. like it's framed as "help my cat's issues or we might break up!" but have you considered helping the cat and breaking up?
#bats makes a post#my cat from hell#the dudes get a lot of heat but there are some awful gals too#like there was that one lady who was so mean about her boyfriend's cat#who wasn't even violent! he was just a sad old man!#chomping at the bit to throw this 23-year-old cat out because he mildly annoyed her and used to belong to her guy's ex
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I’ve read Les Mis a couple times now and I’m always blown away by just how kind Valjean is. Like every time I reread it I’m a little more impressed by the fact that he manages to be a good caring dude even while carrying around his metric ass-ton of troubles.
Yeah, it’s so good! And so complicated too? Idk the more I reread Les Mis, the more I enjoy the way it dives into “the politics of politeness,” the difference between being kind and being polite…and the way people like Jean Valjean are violently forced to behave in excessively ‘polite’ meek conciliatory ways in order to escape abuse.
And again, that’s something that really strikes me about Valjean’s story, and his complicated brand of kindness, in particular?
He’s genuinely a kind compassionate person; but, because of his status as a convict, he’s also forced to be excessively conciliatory to people like police officers who have authority over him, out of fear of punishment and torture. Especially before he earned his money, he had a social obligation to cringe and fawn before authority figures, to prevent them from hurting him. He’s gentle to people out of genuine love and sympathy, but he’s also often forced to be polite out of fear. And while he is a genuinely a sweet gentle compassionate person, you’re often forced to wonder: would Valjean behave with such excessive meekness if he wasn’t living in a state of paranoia and terror where a single ‘wrong move’ could make him suspicious, and lead to his imprisonment, torture, and death?
The lines between Valjean’s genuine kindness and the forced mask of politeness that’s been violently imposed on him can get really blurred.
And it’s telling that some of Valjean’s actually kindest moments are the times when he risks arrest and has himself branded a criminal, in order to save people- the moments where he sacrifices the approval of ‘polite society’ to do something genuinely compassionate.
#Les mis#thank you for the ask!!!#but yeah sorry I see the words Jean Valjean and words spill out#he’s just a little guy!!!!!#an unbearably sad beast#I do want to write a whole post on the whole ‘enforced conciliatory politeness’ in Les mis thing#because it’s also a huge thing with thenardier and javert#thenardier tries to play at being meek conciliatory and polite to authorities#but he is Bad at it#he’s awful at it#he’s terrible at lying and pretending to respect them#but he’s also right that it’s dehumanizing to even have to?#to cringe and fawn and lick boots in order to survive#Javert of course is very happy to lick boots#it’s genuinely his favorite thing to do#but now I’m rambling#XD
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A comic I didn’t feel like coloring but had to draw. Because. Because!! THIS POKÉMON HAS FUCKING KILLED SOMEONE…!! AND MOST LIKELY WAS GOING TO KILL U AND UR FRIENDS TOO. AND AI TURO KNOWS THAT! HE KNOWS YOU’RE ALL FUCKING DOOMED BUT HE HAS NO CONTROL AND HES GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU! YOU AND HIS FUCKING SON!!! LIKE HOLY SHIT! So. So yeah…!! I. Had to draw art for that ghghg-
#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon#ai turo#miraidon#professor turo#trainer arven#doodles#blood#character death#comic#I HAVE. SO MANY FUCKING FEELINGS ABOUT AI TURO#actual real turo I don’t fucking care about. bastard. awful.#I mean. I’m sure he’s nuanced but whatever.#BUT AI TURO. OMG. THIS DUDE#THIS DUDE MAKES ME FEEL THINGS.#MOSTLY. BEING SAD. AS HELL#but. yeah. made this comic cuz I felt not enough ppl were talking about the fact this guy is bein FORCED TO KILL U. LIKE THIS POKEMON KILLS#HE KNOWS ITS KILLS. HES SEEN IT.#and now he’s powerless to stop it from killing you as well. HE JUST. HAS TO STAND THERE. AND WATCH IT MURDER YOU.#LIKE HOLY SHIT!!!!#so. so yeah… I hope u guys like my comic. about that ghgh#pokemon spoilers#pokemon sv#pokemon sv spoilers#ok hopefully those spoiler tags are enough lol
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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
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i finally got around to listening to nightmare time, and ted?????? ted spankoffski???????? how did you turn this shithead asshat into a genuinely kind of tragic character???????????????
my one consolation is that with the hatchetfield multiverse being canon, maybe theres an iteration out there where he gets to be with jenny. maybe theres in iteration where hes happy. but ig in this one hes just the time bastard.
#starkid#team starkid#team starkid nightmare time#nightmare time#nightmare time spoilers#im kind of sad now wtf#also ive seen so much fan content about him and pete#and how like hes a decent brother (even if he is an awful person)#so now im just more sad..#jeff blims tinky is lowkey so scary too#curt mega tinky is kind of just a goofy guy#but jeff blim tinky scares the bejabbers out of me#tinky starkid
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the new girl at one of my favorite bakeries called me pretty this morning and it literally melted all my stress away 🥺
#kai.rambles#i was feeling sad bc my grandma is in the hospital and when i went to visit her they wouldn’t let me pass bc my license is expired#which okay ik that’s my fault but i took my passport with me just in case and the guy straight up told me that it wasn’t a valid form of id#and im like yeah tf it is ITS A PASSPORT and he said no#and while i was waiting for my mom to come down to the lobby an old lady came in and he turned her away for the same thing#and dudeee okay you turn me away fine fuck off but an old ladyyy??? at that age they don’t pay attention to that just let her pass#and then he argued with another woman bc she brought a flower arrangement and it had water so he couldn’t allow it HELLOOO??!?#so i had to leave and went to go get breakfast for my mom at least bc she stayed the night and i was supposed to stay the day#and when i came back to give her the food she told me that the nurse that was with my grandma asked what happened bc she wasn’t expecting#my mom to return and when my mom told her she immediately got so angry bc that same guy#didn’t allow her and a couple other nurses to bring in a cake for one of the residents#who’s birthday is today and they had a full on argument this morning#so it was all in all awful and now my mom has been there for more than 20 hours until later tonight when my aunt goes over :(#anyway this turned into a whole rant im sorry but im so mad bc i know for a FACT that a passport is a valid form of id#and he was just being a fkn dick#but the girl called me pretty and it took some stress off and she really liked my blush#and i liked hers so we had a little makeup 101 exchange and it was so nice at least 🥺#and i have a couple cute asks to answer that have made my day as well so i’ll get to those in a few 🥰
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Dan the mad painter 🧑🎨🧑🎨
#bastille#dan smith#bastille dan#daniel smith#danyul sniff#he is relieving his DD era#just with an awful mustache instead the sad buzzcut#the guy who doesn’t like to be protagonist in vids#you doing perfect honey
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It is just me and my complicated relationship with c!Phil against the world.
#my post#my dsmp thoughts#no because like#he’s such a good character#he’s so much fun#AND HIS STORY IS SO EMOTIONAL TOO#sandduo are SO#and emerald duo are SO!!!#okayokay the fact that emduo. NEVER had a big argument#never fought (outside of very minor disagreements)#never got truly angry with each other#guys they love each other they love each other so dang much and their relationship is weirdly healthy#Phil’s story is filled with so much sadness & anger & emotions and it’s SO#GOOD#AND CAPTIVATING#Phil is a very very good character and I like him very much#but unfortunately#but unfortunately.#he was mean to Ghostbur#he was mean to my most Special Guy#he dehumanized Ghostbur and said awful awful things about him#AND THAT HAS PUT A REAL STAIN ON PHIL FOR ME#AND IT SUCKS BECAUSE LIKE#PHIL IS SOSOSOSOSOSO GOOD#HE IS AN AMAZING CHARACTER AND LIKE 90% OF THE HATE PEOPLE HAVE FOR HIM IS UNFOUNDED RIDICULOUS AND STUPID#and actually he used to be one of my favorites in DSMP!! he really did!!#but after becoming a Ghostbur um. Ghostbur Freak#and after finding out about all the ways Phil treated Ghostbur wrong#chat I can’t go back 😔💔💔#cannot stress enough that I LIKE Phil I truly see him as a GOOD character he’s GREAT
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