#autism youtuber

[weirdo-catkid]

Okay i think i know why my voice cracks despite me being over the age of puperty.

I guess i was a bit too nervous and should have calmed myself down before making the video. I suck at editting and i hate having to do retakes because i'd have to do it all over again!

And, like, my parents don't know i have that channel so it'd be extremely awkward for the both of us if my mom walked in when i was making a video and she interupts my flow. Plus, i have so much anxiety about people hearing my voice as i got insulted for it last year.

I like to think my r letter pronounciation is coming along nicely to the point where i have to focus on slowing down my speech, and my other speech struggles with my speech therapist now.

[enbyhyena]

Hey, wait! Please stop scrolling for a sec!

Please bear with me and read to the end! I promise it'll be worth it.

My name is Nexys, and I am queer and disabled. For years I have been striving to create the most tight-knit safe space (that's ACTUALLY safe) on the internet, using content creation as common ground. And we're really starting to take off!

But I need your help. Please reblog this post so that I may meet new people and make new friends! My community has been lifechanging, both to myself and to the people within it. I really feel like my Twitch, YouTube, and Discord communities have been making a difference in the lives of some of the most disadvantaged and marginalized people in the LGBT and neurodiverse communities.

We often play games like Minecraft, Stardew Valley, Harvest Moon, and Pokémon, with the occasional challenges and other genres thrown in. Sometimes we even invite our chat to play the games with us! So if this sounds like the sort of community you'd be interested in, please join our Discord Server so you don't miss out!

I'm a small creator, and due to my disabilities cannot hold down a normal 9-5 job, so any support and engagement from you—time or money—is a lifechanging opportunity that could potentially alter the course of my life and the lives of my loved ones. Even just dropping in to say hello would mean the world to me!

But I know time is a precious resource, so if you're too busy to sit in with us but still want to support the cause, for as little as $1/month you can become a Patron or for one-time donations buy me a Ko-fi! And depending on what you choose, there may even be some free artwork and other fun perks in it for you!

Thank you so much for your time! Me and my community really hope to meet you, and we hope that you, dear reader, have a fantastic rest of your day/night! Happy Pride!

❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩷🤍🩶🖤🤎

[infiniteorangethethird]

btw shoutout to those who feel they are aspec because of their autism. To the aros, aces, apls, afams, and everyone else who feels their orientation is a direct result of their neurodivergency. Your feelings are valid, and you're not "just reinforcing stereotypes" by being yourself, bc you're not a character in a story, but a real person with real, lived experiences. I see you and I feel you

[did-someone-say-aliens]

the special interest will not die. computers and malware forever

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

The Autistic Special Interest Cycle

Neurodivergent_lou

[fnife]

More @patricia-taxxon fanart now that I’ve developed my furry style!!

[ningadudexx]

people be masking for 5000 years... i am people!!!!

[alchemisticramblings]

merry chrimmy jarmers

i stayed up all night making this and it isn't even good

shameless youtube self promo under the cut

[kukki-candy]

I'M ONE OF THOSE TURTLE FANS AND I PUT A LOT OF EFFORTS INTO MAKING THIS POWERPOINT

@autismswagsummit @autismswagreblogs

[b33-fus]

AHHHHHH FALLOUT

GUYS I FUCKING COOKED I LOVE SI FI MOVIES AND OLD ONES AND

OLD WORLD BLUESSSSS

I LOVE FALLOUT!!!!!!!

MOVIE POSTERRRRRR EHHEHEHAHAHHEHEHHEHEHEUHSNFOHDSOGLIHSOLGVIHOGIHDFLOGTHIHIOGRHSOPSPFHIOSGWI IM LOSING MY MINDDDDD

Heres the link to the speedpaint for anyone interested:

[tomatertate]

kinda nervous to bump this here, but I recently made a video about masking seen in Gangle, as well as sharing my own experience with masking as a neurodivergent person

[chelledoggo]

Happy 1-Year Anniversary to The Amazing Digital Circus!

i sadly don't have any art pieces ready (i want to do something! it'll just be late.), but i wanted to commemorate this day anyway, so let me talk about what this silly, twisted, heartfelt little show means to me 💖

i admit, i jumped on this crazy train slightly late. it was a couple weeks after the pilot premiered. but i kept seeing this nervous little jester girl on my social media timelines and thought "hmmmm… i should check this out."

best decision ever.

now, i have a cornucopia of neurodivergences and mental illnesses: autism, possible ADHD, anxiety, depression, C-PTSD, etc… i've always felt "trapped" in this loud, scary, confusing "circus" of a world. so naturally, this traumatized jester woman resonated with me.

she finds herself thrown into this loud, bright, scary digital world. she can't comprehend what's happening, and it seems at first that no one really understands her.

and it dawns on her: this is her life.

the autistic experience right there.

she eventually meets Gummigoo, an NPC who suddenly finds himself in an existential panic. Pomni sees that Gummi's just as scared as she is. she sits down to comfort a fellow "outcast."

and this is when the show began to speak to me on an even deeper level.

but just as quickly as Pomni feels she finally has some hope, those hopes are instantly dashed as Gummigoo is unceremoniously blasted into confetti. Pomni once again finds herself feeling hopeless and alone.

that's when her fellow circus cast members step in.

she stands witness to a beautiful funeral service for Kaufmo, a friend she never got to meet. all these fellow scared humans, giving beautiful eulogies for their fallen comrade.

and then it hits her, these people are a family. they care for one another. she's not alone.

this sense of love and community is displayed once again in the latest episode. Pomni is at her lowest low. she's literally in Hell. but even then, she has a friend. a friend who's also suffering.

…i'll let this scene speak for itself. it's just that powerful.

honestly? it's not even just Pomni that resonates with me, either. i see a little of myself in a lot of these characters.

Ragatha tries to hold onto optimism and childlike wonder, but she's going through it too. i'm a traumatized womanchild in my 30s, too. big-ass mood.

Gangle literally has to "mask" and put on a happy face, not stepping on any toes. but that mask is fragile. she can only put on a front for so long before the sad, scared, trembling girl underneath is exposed. another autistic mood for me lol.

Zooble? ohhh, their therapy subplot hit me HARD as both an autistic person and an enby. they've tried to communicate how unhappy they are. they've tried to let Caine know what they need. but he doesn't even seem to hear them. eventually it's not worth it to try anymore.

i can't stress enough how much this show has resonated with me. Pomni and her friends have become my friends as well. they're faint sparks of hope in a hopeless world, even as they're suffering themselves. they remind me to find the light in my own "circus."

wellp. i've rambled enough.

i just… really wanna thank Gooseworx, the voice cast, and all of the TADC crew who've worked hard to bring The Amazing Digital Circus to life. what you're doing really means the world to a scared little jester like me. 💖

[enbyhyena]

please stop scrolling for a sec!! i'd really appreciate your attention!!

hello, my name is nexys and i am a disabled, autistic, and queer person trying to make it in the content creation world. i'll do my best to keep this short and sweet, but i'm going to be having a subathon over on twitch starting 8/1 (august 1st) at 12pm CST.

this event is super important to me, as i'm trying to raise money to improve my living situation, as well as the living situations of those in my community. i'm also going to be running a charity day on friday, august 2nd for parkinson's awareness, research, and treatment, and will be having on my grandfather, who is an advocate with the disease. and i know it would mean a lot to him if he was able to raise some money to help other people like him.

for those that don't know, a subathon is when a streamer goes live on twitch for a certain amount of time, and the stream ends when the timer runs out. however, the timer can be increased indefinitely by viewers donating money, subscribing, gifting subscriptions, or cheering bits.

due to my disabilities i can't go 24/7 like some of the maniacs (/lh) out there, but i have committed to going every single day for at least four hours until the timer hits zero. and once again, this subathon event holds potential to be lifechanging for a lot of people. plus i'll be collaborating with over a dozen other creators throughout the first week, so you'll be getting a lot of variety! we'll be playing everything from pokémon to phasmophobia, roblox to subnautica, and more!

even if you can't contribute financially, dropping a follow, saying hello, and just Being There would mean the world to everyone involved.

here's my linktree, which directs to every website i'm on, including my twitch channel and discord server.

even if you're not personally interested in this project, please consider reblogging! there's a chance one of your followers might be interested, and any engagement helps. <33 thank you so much for reading this far, and i hope you have a great rest of your day/night!

[birdofmay]

So in SpongeBob Squarepants there's this scene where Mr. Crabs is at the hospital and haunted by the Flying Dutchman. He goes "I'm not Eugene Crabs! I'm... Harold.... *looks at flowers on table* Harold Flowers!"

This scene is extremely funny in German because the German voice actor of Mr. Crabs is also the voice actor of "Benjamin the Elephant", or in German "Benjamin Blümchen" - a German kid's show with a speaking elephant in a zoo.

In German, Mr. Crabs goes "I'm not Eugene Crabs! I'm... *switches into the voice of Benjamin Blümchen* Benjamin... Benjamin Blümchen."

The Flying Dutchman leaves and asks some nurse where Mr. Crabs is, she points at his room and the Flying Dutchman goes "No, that's Benjamin Blümchen." Her response "Benjamin Blümchen??" now has a different meaning compared with the English original. In English it's simply "What? Harold Flowers? I've never heard of that name." But in German she implies "What? The big grey speaking elephant?? From this kid's show?? Are you kidding me, are your eyes working normally???" 😂

Flash warning for the video!!!

And here's a picture of Benjamin Blümchen with his human friend Otto for comparison:

[ID: a grey elephant walking on two legs like humans do. He wears a blue jeans, a red shirt, and a red cap. His posture and behaviour is overall very human-like. His friend Otto, an 8 year old boy with red hair, white skin and a yellow t-shirt sits on his shoulders. /end ID]

So as you can see, this comparison makes the German translation absolutely hilarious in comparison to the English original. 😄

[low-keygee]

i hate that one of the medias that i care about the most is the cinematic stuff that markiplier makes.

who killed markiplier, heist, space, wilford mother loving warfstache, damien, fuck me even date is still incredibly important to me still. but since its a youtuber media i can’t tell people its that good without them just writing it off as “oh markiplier made something. cool.”

in space with markiplier is genuinely one of the most heart shattering experiences i’ve ever had for multiple reasons, most of which revolve around me growing up with his channel. BUT NOBODY ELSE WILL FEEL THE SAME WAY BECAUSE NOBODY ELSE IN MY FRIEND/FAMILY SPHERE IS AS INSANE AS I AM ABOUT THE LORE SO I AM TRAPPED IN A PADDED CELL WHERE EVERY WALL IS YANCY, ENGINEER, ACTOR AND DAMIEN

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

The Autistic Struggle of Mimicking Parts of People’s Personality, Until You Don’t Know Who You Are Anymore

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