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Early Supertramp Roger Hodgson
#Supertramp#Roger Hodgson#early Supertramp#another from the hoard#this one I keep forgetting to load because I always think it's the same as another floating around here#except that one is Roger in the same pose but outside as opposed to inside on the couch
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The Joltik hoard growsssssss
A fun bonus because I thought it'd be funny
Ingo be judging how much the hoard is growing, and knows it wont stop
#I've made 2 of them myself#the handsewn one and the pompom scrunkled one#the offical joltik sitting cutties ones#and then the two crochets were from two amazing others ;w;#soon I will need another to add to the hoard#will it be a figure? another plush? something made of clay????#the possibilities are endlesssssss eue#pokemon#joltik#pokemon crochet#submas#subway bosses#subway boss emmet#subway boss ingo#subway master emmet#pokemon plush
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#joseph quinn#joe quinn#jq#eric#a quiet place#a quiet place day one#aqp#i somehow need to survive Hoard then this then Gladiator this year...#i need to survive so i can make it to season 5 of stranger things#and then he'll have another batch of movies out#there is no official recovery from this man
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*you and Jason are just hanging around and talking about his life and job as the Red Hood, so he asks you about your work life*
Jason: So what's the worst thing you have done at a job?
Y/N: I stole bears...a lot of bears when I worked at Build-A-Bear. People would want refunds and instead of throwing away the bears, I stole them.
Jason: What?
Y/N: You know the 50th anniversary Build-A-Bear? Had clothes and everything? I stole all of that
Jason: You're horrible, you know that right?
Y/N: I KNOW!! But I mean...*sigh* you gotta do what you gotta do
Jason: NO?! WHAT?!
#jason is just confused on how stealing bears from your former job is in the top list of your priorities#continuation is you showing him the closet STUFFED with bears and him having to hold it in#hes now concerned about your hoarding problem#and the home for the bears#this is another thing inspired off of something i heard off of the radio#jason todd#jason todd x reader#red hood#red hood x reader#batman#dc#arkham knight#x reader
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Yes yes just imagine Price with his pecs pushed out like that just without his arms being bound. Imagine seeing how much the rope makes his chest look bigger before he hides it all under his shirt. Imagine seeing a bit of rope peak beneath his shirt every time he moves his arms, no one else aware of the shibari wrapped around his broad torso but you. And he teases you too, purposely calling on you during a meeting just to see you sputter and try to figure out what's going on even when he knows damn well all of your attention is on him and his chest.
#gnome's tea break#cod mw2#trinkets from the hoard#x reader#captain john price#god the brainrots are killing me#answering asks#john price x male reader#I exchanged one brainrot for another#definitely writing smut for this
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Jack au where he's a psychic who can commune with ghosts. Almost every major character from Supernatural is a ghost. Including Sam Dean and Cas. This would serve these major tennants of his relationships:
Isolated. The people Jack spends the majority of his time with are NOT part of the normal world. Sam, Dean, Cas and Mary live in a bunker and don't know how to be people. The AU hunters are literally from another world. His mom is dead. Kaia is split between realms. The only Real people he knows well are his young adult nerd friends and arguably Harper. You don't want 1/4 of your tie to reality to be a witch who wants to be Cheryl Blossom from Riverdale as her life's aspiration. That's no way to live!
Intangible. Because of Jack's immense power, he is, in a sense, untouchable. He is stopped when people hug him or push him or shoot him because he chooses to stop. There is a veil between him and them. There is also a scarcity of common ground. There is nothing else out there like him. Dean might stomp and bark and howl but, ultimately, what can he do to Jack physically? Nothing. The only power the ghosts have is emotional and social. Imagine being outcasted by the ghosts who can only see you and each other. Ouch!
Fleeting. Everyone he cares for is doomed to die. This happens even before he's born with Cas and Kelly and Mary, but also throughout his life. He both has long strings of tragedy in short periods AND he's immortal and worries about it. Loss and loniness are inevitable for him on a massive scale. Cas might claim that he'll be there with him but he dies like twice a year at least. Picture ghost!Cas midway through a reassuring speech that he's always going to be there with him fading out into the veil mid-sentence.
Guilt-ridden. Life is wasted on the living, isn't it? Youth is wasted on the young. He's got dozens of ghosts needing him to live in the way they want him to so they can feel alive again, and he's not capable of being that (literal) lifeline. He needs to learn how to say no and stick to it. He needs to learn how to live with the fact that he has to disappoint people to live well sometimes. He has to engage with the living, because the dead are going to kill him if he hangs on to them too long.
So if someone could write this devestating yet beautiful 25k+ fic for me that'd be really swell.
#jack kline#spn au#I'm picturing bbc ghosts style jack having full on conversations with a hoard of invisible bickering weirdos#the biggest hurdle i think is him not emerging fully formed as a young adult for this#because like. I cannot picture a jack childhood at all. that WOULDN'T radically alter his character.#if he's raised by kelly then he needs a strong relationship with her which fucks with that#if he's raised by (distant and grieving) mary that weirds up the sam and dean stuff like is mary still their mom or like a distant relative#how did she come into parentage of jack.#if he's raised by lucifer or dagon that's a whole new can of worms that would be very distracting from the quiet lonely vibes of the rest#if he was in foster care or state funded homes that's another set of traumas and cast of characters who would inevitably have shaped him#if he's raised by au!bobby then he'd have to have a stronger relationship with him than feels right to me#if we handwave his past that also feels weird#maybe he has amnesia. lol. but that really would need there to be a history he comes back to#maybe he really is a magical baby still. he already has magic powers to talk to the dead.#cawis creates
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Hold Fast by hoc_voluerunt / @cuddlytogas
Stede Bonnet is free at last, and on his way back to his love. As "Captain Thomas Edwards", he'll learn a lot about sailing and emotional availability, and perhaps even make a name for himself as the man either brave or foolish enough to hunt the legendary Blackbeard. But rumour has it that Blackbeard may be the opposite of welcoming, if and when he ever catches up... Obligatory overly-long post-season 1 reunion fix-it fic, feat. slow burn reconciliation, more historical accuracy than you wanted, and plenty of piratical action.
#the author got their copy so i can finally post this! another way-too-long in the works project#took like....14 months haha but i left it untouched for most of that time. this baby has 900 pages!#first time doing raised bonds! first time making headbands with the appropriate material (silk)!#first time doing whatever that back is called in engl (dont bother telling me i dont care)#first time including fanart remind me to do a post about it later because i am really happy w the solution i came up with#AND ALSO#finally managed to find some good paper#anyway. thank you for our attention etc#fanbinding#our flag means death#hoard of fanfiction#look what i made#ofmd crafting collective#also surprise cameo from playmo ed and stede <3
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I think about how so many resources for dealing with a hoarder house situation online come from a perspective of hatred and frustration for the person(s) perpetuating the hoarder situation in the household, and I think to myself. Would perhaps people have better results by treating the hoarder with a modicum of respect and applying harm reduction strategies to the situation? Like with addiction?
The household we live in teeters in a weird spot where multiple rooms (living room, porch, back room, guest room, upstairs bathroom) are slowly being overtaken with storage boxes.
It's not a filled-to-the-brim hoarding situation yet, but if I'm not actively organizing and cautiously removing items, it came become a really frustrating environment to live in. Blocked closets, hallways you have to squeeze through, stuff like that.
Bu I've been trying to find resources for helping someone out of a hoarding mindset, and so much "advice" approaches the person having the mindset with distaste.
"The problem with hoarders is that they don't think it's a problem!"
That's usually because they see the hoarding as a solution to some other problem, like resource insecurity, or compensating for memory loss via keepsakes. Maybe we should take those fears seriously and help them dismantle it all on their own terms?
#hoarding#decluttering#cleaning#look the fact that i can move stuff and judiciously get rid of stuff now makes this situation WAY better than it used to be#and part of that was yes asserting some boundaries#but another part of it was . . . not being a dick to the person who is filling the house with stuff#approaching them gently with our own concerns like#hey i'm having trouble navigating this hallway can i move some stuff#hey i noticed this thing was broken to the point of unrepairability can i junk it#you want to keep a piece from the broken thing? sure! at least that's less stuff to deal with than before#like we still have the issue of more stuff coming into the household from spending trips but baby steps; we can work on that next#part of the thing is that people don't confront the situation until it gets fully unlivable for them#so it's like. snap. from the hoarder's perspective you have gone from zero to a hundred#and from your perspective you have been drowning in stuff for so long and your thrashing instincts are kicking in#but you have to take it piece by piece; not all at once
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Woke up from my little power outage nap and couldn’t even manage to eat a full box of macked cheese, grad school will fuck you up for life kids, do it at your own risk.
#my stuff#i don’t like to admit it but i’ve developed a complicated relationship with food#i’m a rational person i know food is important and i feel hunger and when i do i want to eat#but due to the hassle of meal prep and my tight finances i basically only eat one meal a day at the end and use coffee to power through#often until like 6pm#which i know is not good in a general or transition sense#and when i was first starting to fall into this pattern i would eat A TON at night to make up for it#but sometime during my grief in march n april i developed#a psychological difficulty with finishing food. like executive dysfunction and insecurity hoarding combined#and also i sometimes get nauseous midway through eating#or rapidly feel full after being doubled over from hunger cramps and then hungry again an hour later#and above all else it’s annoying bc its subconscious or physiological and it makes it hard to overcome#and even if i was provided 3 meals a day i’d probably struggle to stomach eating that freq in any significant amount#i feel like when my stomach is empty it tries to quasi hibernate until last minute and then goes ravenous#much like me emotionally but that’s a different tag rant#anyways another complication is ‘sleep for dinner’ right when i get home which fucks up my eating AND sleep schedule#all this bullshit when i’m a scientist who has taken metabolism classes and knows my body is getting wrecked from this#so i’m guilty as fuck abt it🙂↕️
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A couple weeks ago, my old landlady (whose husband died earlier this year, around when she sold my house) suggested that I move in with her now that she's alone and with nothing to do but hang out gossiping at the corner store. I kinda laughed it off, saying that I was actually thinking of moving out of the village and into town (where, she warned me, I'd be axe murdered by tweakers).
But you know.... Maybe I should. It would actually solve (or at least alleviate) a lot of my biggest worries to live with a "Mom" type of person, and having more of a financial safety net would probably let her sleep easier at night. She just lives a couple houses down, so the move wouldn't be an issue. (Just hire some idle youths with a handtruck for my major appliances.)
I don't have a lease any more -- it ran out last month -- so that's not a concern. She has a motorbike and all the time in the world, so getting around would be a lot simpler. I could get back into baking... Heck, maybe we could make make stuff together to sell, which would give her some extra income and something to do with her time.
Hmm....
#I'd have to be honest with her that i have hoarding issues -- which she's more than welcome to be tough with me about#in fact maybe that's what i need. my actual parents had them too.#the question is do i trust another person around my thinggggssss#i just realized that she actually did have the key to my house while i was recovering from surgery in the capital and everything was fine
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The way the Xianle trio answer the “two wanderers, one cup of water” dilemma is fascinating. Starting with Mu Qing and Feng Xin:
The Head Priest spoke, “Two walked the desert, about to die from thirst, and there was only one cup of water. The one who drinks lives, the one who doesn’t, dies. If you were a god, who would you give that cup of water to? - - Don’t speak yet, I’ll ask the other two and see how they answer.”
The last part of his words were directed to the two standing not too far behind. Mu Qing contemplated and responded cautiously, “May I ask who those two people are, what their natures are like, and what of their merits? A decision can only be made once all the details are known.”
Feng Xin on the other hand, answered, “I don’t know! Don’t ask me, tell them to decide amongst themselves!”
—Chapt. 68: To Ascend is Human; to Fall is Also Human (Part Three)
It may seem that Mu Qing and Feng Xin have given different answers, they are actually the same. Mu Qing says that the person who he’d give the water to is one who is found valuable in the eyes of societal hierarchy. Feng Xin says that he would give the water to whoever they decide on “amongst themselves,” which outsources the issue to the individuals to decide by which test they would choose to pick the winner, either by debate or fighting, etc. But both of these are still putting a set value on an individual’s life, indirectly saying that they believe there to be some objective value or morally neutral scenario that would make sacrificing someone’s life not only permissible but morally correct.
Xie Lian, on the other hand, has an entirely different, effortless response:
Xie Lian turned his head back and said in all seriousness, “Why are you guys laughing? I’m serious. If I was god, I would definitely give another cup.”
Feng Xin and Mu Qing accepted the premise that, despite being gods, they are limited. Xie Lian rebelled against this same assumption, because if he is a god, why shouldn’t he be able to procure just one more cup of water for just one individual on the verge of death by thirst? Why would a god not be able to save everyone he wants to? Guoshi gives an answer:
The Head Priest gently shook that cup of tea in his hand, and the tea swirled in the cup, as if alive. He continued, “All the fortunes in the world, good or bad, are limited. Just like this cup of water, there’s only so much. Once you’ve drunken your fill, there’d be no more left for others. If one receives more, the other must receive less. Throughout the ages, all conflicts are borne from the fact that there are many in this world, but only one cup of water, and no matter who it’s given to there’d be a good reason. You want to change fate? It’s difficult but not impossible. But if you change that child’s life, someone else’s life will also be changed, and more grudges shall be created. Once upon a time you said to just give another cup of water, just like today how you wanted to choose a third path. Your intention is to expand the source; a beautiful thought. But, I will tell you, it’s impossible.”
So tacitly, Guoshi also believes the same as Feng Xin and Mu Qing, that everything is finite and everyone is limited, even the gods. As the story goes on, we are given countless scenarios in which Xie Lian is limited as both a human crown prince, a beloved god, and a banished wanderer. However, he continues to stick with his answer that he would find a way to give two cups. How? Well, for all of Guoshi’s talk of the limits of resources in the world, neither he nor the other two ever took into account one thing: the god can give his own cup to the second thirsty person.
And as long as Xie Lian’s cup is flowing, he has something to give to save one more life.
#human reads tgcf: take 1.5#human metas mxtx#ignoring for a moment the idea of sacrificing populations because of 'limited resources' being grounded in a eugenics falsehood#that we are limited in resources to begin with rather than a very small portion of humans being very VERY greedy and hoarding it#let's talk about how xie lian's answers to 'no there are limits' is:#then i'll give from my own pockets#'i'll disperse my fortune and wealth and strength#as long as it means one more person can live another day'#THAT is the kind of person xie lian is
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my brain after finding two monkees records i already have: oh my GOD!! the store owner should give me those free because I already HAVE THEM and the ONES I HAVE ARE IN BETTER CONDITION.
like sorry brain. this man does not care about your record collection. he’d only care about it if you were SELLING IT TO HIM.
#the monkees#i just got so excited to find monkees#i always dig through for monkees but i think i’ve bought all the good ones already#this is the local store where i found the fnb 45s#in short: i need to learn that i can’t just HAVE every monkees record i see#i just love the monkees and love hoarding old beat up objects#i could’ve haggled him for a price but i had another thing i wanted to buy and i definitely didn’t have enough on me for what he would’ve#charged#(though he is always nice to me)#(he brought out a beautiful picture sleeve monkees 45 for me from the back a while ago)
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just finished the last step of decluttering my room 💪why did i have so much stuff 💪
#i started this project like#3 weeks ago?#all i wanted was a spot to put new books because of the b&n opening up in town#and that lead to me spending... so much time in clearing out cluttered spaces#and so much money in getting another bookshelf AND a more functional dresser AND a hamper/hanging rack#my sister got my old one its not broken it was just literally collecting dust and junk in the corner. i wasnt using it#new dresser will be coming in this week so i had to get it done#i took out...... maybe 5? 6? full trashbags of just stuff i didnt need and clothes i never wore#i found things from a decade ago. theyre gone now#spring cleaning came early i guess#i dont know if ive got hoarding tendacies or if i just. put things in boxes and forgot about them. but i gotta do better about that#ANYWAY my room is clean now and ive done minimal rearranging but the stuff i did move has made A Difference#this is both better for my brain and better for when we move out in the ??? future#less stuff to sort and pack
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initially this post had some commentary about interests right now. and then it turned into a ramble about personal healing in the tags. so the interest post is going separately.
#i have been possessed by my fourteen year old self.#except now i am *way* less ashamed of my interests#<- oh wow when you're in a place where all your interests that are unique to you are shamed constantly you stop enjoying them#there were so many things i hoarded as ''just mine'' because i was scared that they'd be stolen from me in one way or another#because either it'd be co-opted and i'd have to confirm to their view of said interest. or i'd be shamed and belittled for enjoying it#there are so many little things now (even wider than like. media interests. like literal aspects of myself) that feel wrong to share becaus#the only way to keep it safe was to keep it close to my chest#there are a few names i'd love to go by but as soon as i think about actually telling someone it i feel like i might#(and sometimes do) have a panic attack about it#which is stupid!!! the people around me now love me!!!! and i love them!!!!!#all that to say. being able to post about armand and dm is kind of like. a rebellion i guess#tvc and specifically armand were so important to me because back then i kind of saw myself in him? v. jaded and disconnected with the world#and seeking someone to bring them forward and into a new space to try and reinvent themself#and wanting someone to love them hard enough that it encompassed everything#i wanted to be what daniel was to armand and what armand was to daniel#<- very healthy way to think about the world and relationships btw <3 i was so normal and fine and this was not a sign something was wrong#god this turned into a bit of a vent thing huh.#i'm not like. feeling big feelings i should clarify. i feel like i'm examining them from a distance and taking notes like a scientist lol#it's a thing of like. knowing how unhealthy everything was and acknowledging that i'm healing. slowly; sure. but i am healing#i got to play a game one of them had tainted last week. it was hard and fun and i had big feelings when i was playing#because it was a little triggering. but i did it. i managed. i felt better for it.#i told my partner about one of my favourite bands back in 2021 and now they listen to them too and that's a little bit of joy#because it was one of the things that was deemed ''bad'' and that i can share that with someone now and feel safe to love it is good#and being able to be as obsessive and hyperfixated as i am right now without it being unsafe is really really lovely#and it is making me lean into it! i can engage with this without guilt! i want to fuck that old man!#it's silly and difficult and big and great and awful and complicated. but it's allowed to be. i'm allowed to be.
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Thinking abt kazuma,,, thinkng abt how he has silver eyes compared to kazumi’s gold,,, as if even kazuma’s character design is telling the world he’s in second place, & that he’ll never live up to his brother’s example </3
#I’m a little fucked up about that tbh#also like the way when he was possessed by gyze he had golden eyes…would’ve perhaps been interesting to do more with that#like a ‘I’m finally free of ‘imperfections’’ moment#is it kazuma or gyze speaking? who knows maybe both#cfv#cfvg#shouji kazuma#also also I wonder if the dad has silver/white hair since kazumi does & kazuma has that little silver/white streak…#bc if so that’s another thing that could allude to his position as the less-favored son#like the little silver streak in kazumas hair shows he’s related to them#but bc most of his hair is blue it’s glaringly obvious that he’s also an outsider#like maybe kazumas mom has blue hair and that’s where he got it from.#(I don’t remember if we saw the dad in g since I only watched it once so it’s very possible we did and I’m wrong)#this is probably either me over analyzing or just smth obvious we were supposed to pick up but WHATEVER#just having kazuma thoughts yk how it is#this is from like last November help me I hoard drafts too long#thinking abt him again though. miss him. might fuck around and finish my cfvg rewatch
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