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dhmis-autism · 1 year ago

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god thinking abt duck and yg thinking abt my fav duo i love them so much i love them i love them i love them

#LIKE YES IVE BEEN LISTENING TO MY FRIENDSHIP PLAYLIST FOR THEM ALL DAY OK WHAT OF IT HUH #yall ever think abt how duck answers YG when he says “dad..” in the family ep. btw. hes DELUSIONAL AOUUUUFGGHHRAGGHHGG #i have a whole animatic of these two that. no joke. i woke up at 3 am and scribbled out in a flurry bc i HAD to draw it out or i would die #like i was so obsessed with them i woke up in the dead of night to make a chickenscratch friendship animatic of them then passed back out #and woke up then just went to my finals.#like i had finals. and i just woke up in a frenzy. to draw them.#I LOVE THEM SO SO SO SO MUCH #SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH

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doux-amer · 2 months ago

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#basically what happened #i woke up to see the breaking news in my inbox #felt sick for 0.2 seconds thinking of the dictatorship and all the times that korea #used its military against its people #this wasn't that long ago! immediately wondered how my parents would feel #and then got sidetracked all day only to log in and find out the coup failed LMAOOOOO #so we just turned on the korean news on yt and loudly went 'WHAT AN ABSOLUTE MORON' without worrying #he should have been forced out of office 0.01 seconds after being elected #but MAN FINALLY!!!!! impeachment process let's go!#why would you ever think this would fly in a country that remembers the dictatorship (it happened in the '80s! SO many people remember it)#and all the trauma associated with the past several decades of authoritarian rule and military/state violence #is no longer the same country it was back then #and ousted the last president who was unhinged and idiotic (park geunhye) 7-8 years ago #because ONE THIRD OF THE WHOLE COUNTRY (16-17 million people) PROTESTED IN THE STREETS and broke records for protest numbers #we didn't even have time to check in on everyone we knew because it was over before we knew it #dying because my friend told me 개새끼 is trending hfasldfjsakfja #okay time to delve into all the fun posts about this

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ndostairlyrium · 2 months ago

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I think I'm less disappointed with the finale than others because I was there for the me3 finale debacle lol

The bad part is that me3 finale made sense. It was just um, straight up one of the worst ideas they could ever think of, but it made- sigh.

Here you have like, the perfect build up, the stakes are me2 level of "if I fucked up during the pt my friends are gonna pay the price", and closure with your companions. However it's contradictory asf, it forces you to break immersion and, in the wrongest moment for a rational thought makes you say "wait, why are we back to step 1? what about the bli- aw the lost elf theme ;; hold on, why aren't you bringing up the things that has been repeated nonstop via super long expositions throughout the game?? MR. MORRIS COME BACK, CONFUSE ME AGAIN"

It's gorgeous, but it doesn't make sense, and then it does, and then it doesn't again. I am confusion

Back in my days (lmaooo) we got an apology and a 2gb free dlc called "extended cut" that was like this meme

but it did patch only a few things. The finale stayed there. Immutable

and we only had to presume what went wrong during development, but then we all saw the artbook and agreed that maybe there were interferences from above and that the real treasure was the friends we made along the way and that would die horribly if you had 50% or less of reactivity that you could raise only by playing the multiplayer and those who were playing the game on a console had to spend money to gain access to it

Yeah, I don't think they're good at finales. "But at least"

#dav spoilers #veilguard spoilers #phylactery #bioware critical #dav critical #and fucking hell #me3 critical #<- this is a defunct tag guys you have no idea the trauma it brings back #I'm trying to remind myself that 'there is worse'#I just finished talking about this and I needed to order my thoughts lol #story repeating itself yada yada #I remember my ex playing me3 for two days straight from the day it came out. no sleep #food in front of a screen and days off school to finish the darn game because it was An Event. THE climax #and one morning I woke up and saw him in the kitchen looking at the wall with the void between his lids #'you have no idea' he said in the softest most heartbroken voice #then went straight to sleep lol #I always say that dav reminds me of me2 and like #that game has one of the best ending I've seen in action media lol #1 and 2 had great finales actually #but when it comes to final final definitive endings um #leaving earth starts playing and I'm crying on the kitchen floor #cause betrayed by beloved media

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oxymoronicdumbass · 1 month ago

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dude i stayed in my bed till 2:30 doing fuck all and i’m still tired wtf

#i woke up at 5 then went back to bed at 6 and fell asleep sometime around then #then i woke back up around i dunno 12 or 1? and just started fucking around on my phone #perhaps it’s because i’ve stopped taking my iron pills #i’m literally gonna lose my mind omfg #i have way too much to do today #i have to call like 4 different people (so that’s like 45ish minutes per call)#and then write back to all the texts i’ve forgotten to respond to in the last week #which honestly doesn’t sound like much but istg my spoons are in the negatives today #not to mention that i still haven’t made christmas presents for my 3 siblings #i’ve been way too busy lately like oml #a week touring universities and then finals week right after that and then a choir concert and then two straight days of caroling #thats still on me for not having better time management #but still jesus christ i have way too much to do i am going to implode #my posts

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humofbumblebees · 3 months ago

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hey, you guys think about how agatha’s probably so mad at rio because she didn’t get to say goodbye to nicky

#like ?? agatha doesn’t KNOW rio made nicky give her the kisses #all agatha knows is she went to sleep with her son and woke up to find him dead #i’ve been thinking about this since i watched the finale #like i bet to agatha special treatment would’ve been able to Know it was his last day #special treatment would’ve been able to do something new for nicky to enjoy his last day #special treatment would’ve been agatha being able to express how much nicky means to her #special treatment would’ve been being able to say Goodbye #but rio Took him before she could #agatha never knew how much time she would get but can u imagine if she would’ve been able to actually say Goodbye #imagine your lover being death. who has given you time with your baby #and then she just takes him in the middle of the night #without even letting you say goodbye ? like yes rio gave her more time than she should’ve been given #but she didn’t even get to say GOODBYE #to her SON ?#to the only family who didn’t actively hate her believe her evil and want her dead #rio gave her six years and no goodbye #i’m clawing my eyeballs out #agatha all along

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bitchybylershipper · 6 months ago

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kinda crazy that i've been having like a three day long anxiety attack about going to school tomorrow

#im fucking terrified hope this helps #someone save me not even hot to go can help at this point #I'll just hyperfixate all night long and hope the anxiety goes away bc there's no fucking way I'm gonna be able to sleep #anticipation is a fucking bitch #i swear to god I woke up six (6) times last night in cold sweats and remembered about school #finally decided to stop trying to go back to sleep at like 7 am and instead obsessively went through all of my bus schedules and shit #yay stress is so fun #personal

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kavennnn · 5 months ago

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wtf my son is dead

#wtf 😭😭#<says girl who has said multiple times that he would be okay with kenji coming back to die just so that the fandom would talk abt him more #tbf i dont think any of these deaths are permanent #also i havent read a translated version of the ch. i was just looking at the pictures of the raws w/out context #anyway lucy and kyouka are back !!!!#yayyy !!!!#“junichiro also died” i literally do not care #okay i do but not that much #im sorry i know he's an interesting and kinda underrated character but im not gonna help him become properly rated #most i care abt is whether junichiro had a drop item #i dont remember well rn but i think teruko had her uniform and kunikida had his notebook of ideals #did junichiro drop anything??#that we can see??#those two having drop items that are important to them is part of why i think theyll come back (other than this being bsd)#(and we also probably arent actually killing half the cast in one swing)#i didnt see kenji drop smthn either but im not super focused on him for this #i think it might just be we didnt see either of their item drops #but if it was just junichiro who didnt drop anything...#idk #i just rlly like the theory that he's an illusion naomi made #but since idk if kenji dropped anything this isnt any sort of evidence anyway #anyway kenji went out cool and i love him and im happy he's back in view of the fandom !!#“____ will live” ppl are strange to me bcos why do you treat it as you being insane for saying that when they literally will #if kenji is actually permanently dead im gonna look back at this in horror #but he isnt anyway #not in a denial way. that's not denial that's just the truth and ppl who think it's denial have been reading a different bsd than i have #anyway. yay❤️#my boy finally woke up !!#!!!#bsd kenji

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floral-hex · 11 months ago

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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

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kdelarenta · 7 months ago

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meet my mc's:

name: beatrice

li: laurie beaumont

story: royal affairs by @hpowellsmith

#ahhh so excited to finally edit her #just finished royal affairs #girlie went from not knowing shit about politics to turning woke 😍🎀#love that for her!!#also joined the athletics team JUST to impress her crush even though she HATES sports and ended up loving it 🧚‍♀️#funny how that works out #anyways as always when i try a new editing style it looks wonky at times #but i'm getting better anyways!!!#royal affairs #ra: beatrice #*my edits #*meet my mcs #creme de la creme #<- seeing katherine mentioned in the book was surreal #clown.txt

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bunnyb34r · 2 months ago

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Can my brain stop fucking forgetting where I put things???

It's been like a month since I last saw my meds that I REALLY NEED but I don't want to waste a refill and be short a month. I finally was able to refill it for Dec/Jan and god I cannot wait to not be in agony anymore. Like I have been praying, crying, thrashing (that's more a physical symptom of nerve pain), wanting to scream, losing sleep, FOR WEEKS.

I cannot fucking remember what I did with it. It's just a blank. I have a visual memory and can remember specific shit accurately (as accurately as memories as a whole are) BUT NOT THIS

I now have lost my ipod touch... my beloved 🥺 that's where my stories are (that I wrote), that's where my music is, where my games are (okay like 3 games now that ios is updating and god forbid we get another ipt). That's where my pictures of Bean are, and I need them to post reruns on his account to keep it active sgdgdggdgd That's another story

Anyway I lost it when I changed my sheets and it's not downstairs in the laundry (shook out the blankets). It's not behind the bed, not around it, not in my usual spot. BUT most importantly... I cannot fucking even conjure up a vague memory of when I last saw it. 😠 at all. Like my meds it's in my room SOMEWHERE

And ofc bc I have been off my nerve medicine for a full month, I am so fucking drained that I don't have energy to fucking deep clean and look for these things better/more

I'm so fucking sick of this shit

#marquilla #im so tired #especially today bc i woke up at 12 with the worst back pain like very sharp achy pain and ofc then my nerves acted up so im like writhing #on the bed trying to think of what i can take to make this pain stop. i took advil/tylenol. a pepcid. and 2 rls homeopathic pills.#i was literally crying it was so painful and Finally it subsided enough for me to sleep... at 2am... i fell asleep and had a full dream in #that blissful hour i slept 🙃#i really considered calling off work today man. but im only working like 12hrs so i figured it would be better overall if i went and work #went well - i recovered everything but the licensed shit area bc it wasnt super bad and i didnt care enough sgdgdggd so i had 10 min before #my break left so i did the HEAVY coats for RC and she looked so relieved when i said that (one less thing for her to do) so 🤙#oh and i figured out that that pain was most likely from all the cherrios ive been eating that have been causing me gi issues #but i dont have anything else i wanna eat at 3am before work so.... i just kept eating them regardless sgdggddgdgdgd it was hell #anyway i ate them and i got that horrible pain in my stomach and back and went '...ah' sgdgdggd like hmm probably that #could also be wheat! could be both together! bc fuck me thats why

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glitterrosesnzz · 2 months ago

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today has been. a rough day.

#woke up to the power being out. and it's still out.#(im finally caving and using the small amount of data i have rn)#we were told we'd get power back at 10pm but then we got an update saying itd be 1pm TOMORROW #the power being out completely disrupted my routine. i was barely holding myself together on the promise that-#-my nighttime routine would be as normal #my parents started joking about having to wait and i fully went into a meltdown in seconds #...my dad using a generator exclusively for lights and heat and it giving off the most dreadful sound the whole day did not help with that #plus the anxiety about the exam tomorrow... ugh #i just wanted to relax today and didn't get the chance to

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aria0fgold · 2 months ago

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The stars finally aligned and now I can get started on my isat event gift. Somehow all that was needed is... for me to be Incredibly Sleepy(??? wwhhhyyyy)

#aria rants #ive been SO SLEEPY since i woke up. i woke up at like 10 am and had been dying to go back to sleep but my stubborness #to stay up prevails and its like o<-< uwa... the fog in my head is sooo much i had barely a thought in there #11pm and i went: i think its too early. i dont wanna sleep yet (<- is Very Sleepy) but im too Augh. to do anything else #ig i should just read through a friendquest via the isat script project and figure out How my gift is gonna go #and finally... i have figured it out! with the help of a pretty calming song ive been looping ever since i found it yesterday #so basically what i just needed is This Song i found entirely by chance and Incredible Sleepiness for this. Somehow.

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muse-write · 5 months ago

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#personal #dont mind me just having a first-word pity party #my plan for studying in starbucks all day is ruined #partly bc i woke up three hours later than i’d planned #and then when i finally get myself there there were no parking spaces available at all and i’m always weirdly anxious abt using other #lots for other restaurants #so i went through the drive thru and came home where i really really don’t want to work #that was the whole point of leaving #could have gone to the library but its so loud and busy and they don’t allow food or drink #and i still haven’t gotten anything done #a complete waste of time #if you see me on here today know i’m procrastinating on writing tonight’s discussion board and reading four chapters of statistics homework

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sandsucks · 11 months ago

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when i get proper sleep….i will be a changed man i promise

#istg insomnia always kills me when i finally have time to sleep #like explain how i went to bed at 1 last night woke up at noon today n somehow only got five hours of sleep. not consecutive #someday i’ll find a cure for this…..for now it’s just work or art or doom scroll till it my eyes give up ig #also i’m so sorry i feel like i keep ranting here lol. i’ll be less insufferable from now on sorryyyyy #to everyone who sent in reqs btw thank you very much!!!!!#i’m getting thru them verrryyyy slowly lol since some irl things have been discouraging me from actually chilling out…i’ll share them soon!

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