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soggypotatoes · 1 month
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also this wack thing is happening that is very significant
i have Parts, right, and theyre very distinct. i started being aware of them when i was like 8, except i thought they were ghosts at first lol. at 14/15 they told me their names. it's been a very long time, and i've had a lot, a LOT, of communication with them over the years. they've grown and evolved as i have, and my relationship with them, and their relationships with each other, have evolved.
there's one named Jenny. i've been mean to her since i first discovered her. for one thing, she named herself Jenny. what a boring name, i said!!! but she wants to be a boring girl. she's 14. she's purple. she's skinny with long, straight hair. my teachers when i was little got me to sit with the big groups of girls, and she saw how they looked at me, and she wanted them to accept her. she wanted her mum to pay as much attention to her as she did to her normal, normal students.
she obsesses. she keeps me up all night, she talks constantly, she goes in loops. she spends her life constantly aware of how people might see her, and it's safer to assume the worst. guys, i HATE her, i always have.
but last week i finally paid attention to her. i've done this with all the others - even the angry, mean ones. jenny isn't mean, she's just terrified. i cleared some space, and i asked her, what do you like?
she froze. she had never, ever wondered that before. only what other people like, and how she can become that. it took a few days of her thinking about it to answer, and in that time she was oddly quiet for the first time.. ever..
she said, very hesitantly, i'm not sure.. i like clothes. i like matching colours. i like drawing figures. i like tidying up and organising my things.
girl... where have you been lmao, we HATE organising things. have you considered that you could be incredibly useful to us? that you can help and be important without obsessing, that that's not the only way to be a part of me?
she's been thinking about this for days. she's been thinking about changing her name to Violet, after the girl in a series of unfortunate events. she's been wondering if she could turn her energy to keeping my body and surroundings clean, and practicing simple drawings. she's not sure she's Violet yet, it might take years to grow into. she still keeps me up, obsessing. but i'm not mean to her anymore. i listen. i say, hey, we don't do that anymore. do you want to lay next to me instead? we can be quiet together.
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koobiie · 4 months
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shoutout to everyone who wants to infodump but cant string together coherent thoughts to form sentences and instead just look at you like this
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x0401x · 5 months
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So I just saw a post by a random personal blog that said “don’t follow me if we never even had a conversation before” and?????? Not to be rude but literally what the fuck??????????
I’ve had people (non-pornbots) try to strike conversation out of nowhere in my DMs recently, and now I’m wondering if they were doing that because they wanted to follow me and thought they needed to interact first. I feel compelled to say, just in case, that it’s totally okay to follow this blog (or my side blog, for that matter) even if we’ve never talked before.
Also, I’m legit confused. Is this how follow culture works right now? It was worded like it’s common sense but is that really a thing?
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enemywasp · 5 months
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I'm sorry I keep posting my tiktok comments but please. What does this mean. What do people THINK shipping is for anymore???
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sanguinifex · 3 months
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You gotta read and watch some old books and films that aren’t 100% modern politically correct. I’m not saying you should agree with everything in them but you need to learn where genres came from to understand what those genres are doing today and where media deconstructing old tropes is coming from.
Also, more often than you might think, they’re not actually promoting bigotry so much as “didn’t consider all the implications of something” or just used words that were polite then but considered offensive now.
Kill the censor in your head.
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butchfalin · 10 months
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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haunted-xander · 4 months
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If you skip a meal Senshi will materialize next to you w/ food at the ready
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captainjonnitkessler · 5 months
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Every time I advocate for voting people are like "no you shouldn't vote! Read this literature, it'll totally change the way you view voting!" And every single time it's the same fucking "you shouldn't vote because both parties are exactly the same so it won't make a difference who wins" bullshit wrapped up in some fancy language
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mountainshroom · 27 days
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If she has no fans call the ambulance cause I am dead
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bethfuller · 3 months
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limited perception.
find me on instagram!
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ursulaklegay · 1 year
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its so scary to put yourself out there but a SINGLE message saying "hi i loved what you made it touched me in some way" makes it all worth it 10000%
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just-spacetrash · 8 months
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the 'what if you played it a little risky' post literally Changed my life but i cant fujkign find it in my blog because its. a tiktok screenshot
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sylvies-kablooie · 8 months
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i do unironically think the best artists of our generation are posting to get 20 notes and 3 reblogs btw. that fanfic with like 45 kudos is some of the best stuff ever written. those OCs you carry around have some of the richest backstories and worldbuilding someone has ever seen. please do not think that reaching only a few people when you post means your art isn't worth celebrating.
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trashy-greyjoy · 8 months
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really love dynamics that are like 'it honestly doesn't matter if you view them as romantic or platonic, the point is that they love each other. the type of love is inconsequential, all that matters is that it's there'. gotta be one of my favorite genders.
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trans-cuchulainn · 5 months
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as an aroace person with limited sexual experience, no interest in watching porn, and poor sex ed as a teen, there IS something simultaneously funny and vaguely tragic about being 28 adult years old and realising how extremely tiny your frame of reference is for genitalia and deciding you should expand this to better understand bodies (yours and others). and then you're just there like "okay so what the fuck do I even google right now, anyway"
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cowboysmp3 · 4 months
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there’s something sooo sickening about how dunmeshis whole energy is like sometimes something terrible and awful happens to you and it changes you forever and nothing can make you the person you were before but there’s still love and there’s still sharing a meal together and there’s still living
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