#ed mumbles

[soggypotatoes]

not fitz getting upset at the thought that the fool Might hypothetically have had a short romantic relationship over 30 years ago

[sassypantsjaxon]

While we're on the topic of erasermic having done a haunted house when they were students, it's worth noting that Shinsou did one for his school festival too

Like fathers like son, I guess?

[soupbtch]

I've been sitting on this thought for months and only held onto it because I was considering exploring ed's feelings here further in a fic but I don't think I'll ever write it and today seems like a good day to share. so.

to me, calypso's birthday is all about ed's compounding guilt. we have the scene with ed sensing a storm that he can't see, then facing izzy and his leg, and then stede shoving the last of the treasure into a 'guilt room.' he's back in the crew's good graces, but all of these remaining consequences from the kraken era are bubbling up and ed can't avoid them anymore.

but ed is changing and growing, and he tries to make things better, to make amends and finally get out of his own way and to allow himself things that will make him happy, but ned shows up at the exact moment ed and stede are about to dance because of course he does. he's another consequence of the kraken era. ed isn't even surprised by this point - he's been facing the guilt all day, and he goaded ned on for all those months.

the problem now, though, is that stede and the crew are in danger, and I think (if we were given longer episodes) we would've seen that internal guilt play out in ed's character more here. anyway, the crew get tortured, stede gets burned right in front of ed's eyes when he's helpless to do anything about it, and still he refuses to kill ned at the end of it all because he knows it won't solve anything: it'd only make him feel worse. and he's done torturing himself. he's done standing in the way of his own happiness. and then he watches stede kill ned, and oh no, that's ed's fault, too. if he hadn't spiraled, if he hadn't egged ned on for all those months, none of them would be in this mess, stede wouldn't be upset, stede wouldn't have to face the thing (murder) that made ed feel like he's a monster.

I think that night in the cabin is when all the guilt that had been building all episode would finally come to a head. I made a post about this a long time ago, but I think when stede takes his shirt off, ed would see all the scars on stede's body and it would absolutely wreck him.

[merakiui]

breaking news: my third eye is open again and i'm falling for lilia and his charms.

[annmariethrush]

happy pride from my destiel brain rot

[ratatatastic]

"[My Dad, Brother and I] all got matching Stanley Cup tattoos on our quads!" "Let's see it! Let's see it! Stand up real quick! Let me see you!" "'Let's see it!' Look at that." "It's just a little guy! It's just a little guy!" "I love it!" "It's just a little guy, but yeah, no...Sam Bennett, Anthony Stolarz, Monty, and Steve Lorentz—we all got em like 2 days later. It was fun! We were all—you know, no sleep, straight into the tattoo estab—" "Oh sure! You woke up and you were like, 'Huh, I got something on—" "Oskar Sundqvist did the same thing, man!" "I like it! I'm a fan of it! I really like it! And the fact that we all have the same one is pretty cool!" "Let's see that hair real quick! What do you got going? Let's see what you got going—Oh, God! Andy!" "What?" "Geez, he's got that Swede in you!"

The Cam & Strick Podcast | 7.30.24 (x)

[90ssuperheroes]

[wherenymphsroam]

can we . stop making commenting on people’s weights. like just in general please

[mumblers-lobby]

Crowley and Ed could be good friends.

[freakkofmediciine]

MY DANCE INSTRUCTOR SAID SHE WOULD HELP ME GET READY FOR POINTE AND GET ME INTO NEXT YEARS RECITAL……CHAT IS THIS REAL

🔍 ballerina diet…

[littlemistit]

Are you guys capable of creating aesthetic art of beautiful women getting eviscerated where they aren't super hyper skinny or would that be too grotesque for you

[soggypotatoes]

I have a new kitten!!!!!! her name is Windowsill, Silly for short

[mostlikelyshutup]

the worst part about being a fat woman with an eating disorder is that if you offered a chance for me to be thin, i know i would take it in a second, and i also know that it comes both from a place of insecurity and ed thinking but also very real oppression as a fat woman

[nanamis-bigtie]

me: why do i feel so bad and am constantly on the verge of passing out

also me: still hasn't eaten at 1pm and stubbornly doesn't want to

just a thought of eating something gives me anxiety :')

[jiraimomo]

starving is easy when i make myself too busy to eat

[couldnt-think-of-a-funny-name]

I saw an article about ed sheeran’s new album coming out and he was talking about how depressed he was when he made it because of death and illness in his family and like all the comments were like ‘this might just be his best album yet’ could you all perhaps shut up