#and to use some discernment
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here's how I think moral worth works.
if you like types, and Typescript helps you avoid mistakes, you have moral worth and will go to heaven.
if you hate types, they only ever get in your way and confuse you – if you swear two things are the same type because you hovered over the variable you're trying to pass in from the parent component and over the argument that the child expects, and they look the same ("Data[]"), but the compiler says they're definitely not and won't let you build, and you don't know what to do – and this kind of thing is your only experience with types – you do not have moral worth and will go to hell.
the types know who is bad and who is good; they will aid those with pure hearts and torment those without
#rambl#i showed 81k and the giant my second-most-recent torment and they looked up some details and started saying 'oh this is actually so useful'#and I think the reason I'm still mystified by the choices of the TS designers is: the discerning cosmic forces of good and evil
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Jesus is my older brother, not my dad.
other christians don't seem to feel the same?
am i missing something where he insists on such a thing except perhaps with actual little children?
#christianity#tumblrstake#Quakers#i just want to know what y'all think#progressive christianity#some christians see themselves as his children#but again most chrsitians are sippin trinity juice so the Father is the Son? egro Jesus can be Dad#i guess i'm not a true monotheist bc if Jesus is a child of God and told his disciples to call him friend. he is my peer#Jesus is my peer - big brother - mentor - friend#God the creator is my Mother/Father/Parent(s) as well as Jesus'#Jesus and I are both children of God and Jesus is my teacher/my respected older brother/ my friend#i think the Holy Spirit is what generally moves around among humans and through humans. experiencing God through others.#also an internal prompting on what direction to take (which typically needs to undergo through discernment) but is sometimes an act rn thing#hence the gift of the Holy Spirit being gifted to us#but now i'm getting theological in the tags#did i mention that all of this is through my christian lense and a muslim could have a different perception and be just as valid#and thats on different ways people see the Divine and how the Divine presents Godself/selves to different people#i know this because Heavenly Mother was at my conversion experience. she offered an invitation - an embrace#and i took it immediately a wept#and i think that presentation was intentional bc i may not have/wouldn't have reacted the same way to Heavenly Father#our relationship is good now - Heavenly Father and I -currently on the rocks in my “ God#in my “God - why?” era. shit has been dark. and people are commiting atrocites in your name#i do pray for their smitting. but only in a way God with Hir cosmic justice sees fit#and for softened hearts more often but on one occassion it was “plz get these sinners in line” and pulling out psalm 94#Godposting#religion
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#columbo#season 4#troubled waters#that person ova there--theyre behind some kinda glass. just starin at us for no discernable reason. can you figure that sir#personally i believe in mindin my business sir but i get the impression that that person there. well. they might bat for a different team
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We’re gonna have twin MOONS starting this Sunday 9/29, for the 3rd time in our modern history.
The Hopi said these celestial events appear in the sky before great destruction happens — great destruction for the old matrix! And what are we witnessing? The destruction of the old guard and a new era will be born... If you have any doubts about this and you want or need biblical verification, may I suggest you read👀 Revelation 21 and 22. 🤔
#pay attention#educate yourselves#educate yourself#knowledge is power#reeducate yourselves#reeducate yourself#think about it#think for yourselves#think for yourself#do your homework#do your research#do your own research#do some research#ask yourself questions#question everything#it's biblical#astrological signs#use your own discernment
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#plums.art#plum.#in my gru era#cann you tell i did part of this with my mouse?#im still not used to drawing myself.#i dont really like it#because i dont know if i like the stylized version.#i know a lot of artists who draw themselves stylize it. but for some reason when i do it i feel almost ashamed.#like how dare i make myself so cute and not disgusting#like thats not me. thats not what i loook like. yknow#i would want to make it hyper realistic. my gross face is my only defining feature. im a wallflower bro i cant be discernable.#how else will i be the mysterious onlooker??#but also i dont want to draw my gross face#and its hard and time consuming to do that#so here we are#next time ill just go with my natural hair and eye color tho because for some reason lightening my hair bothered me#idk. its almost black its not a medium brown. but it looks better color theory wise like this#and ofc i ommitted the glasses because i didnt feel like doing it
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genuinely trying to improve as a person by being vulnerable with people and actively trying to make connections and plans and build friendships and i s2g the vulnerability makes me want to vomit every single time
#stomach in knots at the prospect of being seen#also as i work my way back through my lifetime as an emotionally immature person im unearthing new pieces#of who i used to be and some shitty things i did while lashing out#and its really hard to discern which things to let lie because its been 11 years and which things to reach out and apologize for#so thats been fun#*through gritted teeth* this is going to improve my life and my connections with people#i WILL claw a life worth living out of the apathy i fell into in my twenties#its okay if it takes 10 15 20 years because that time will pass anyway#i am doing a good job even if my central nervous system is short circuiting as i type this
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In the city!
Commission for missyuniverse_ for her fanfic at Wattpad! ( account: Kittens_escapism or juanitasuniverse ) 😊😊😊
#connverse#Connie Maheswaran#Steven Quartz Universe#SU#Those guys I googled for references of the peeps in the background#also random references for the building and such#I used a gaussian blur to blur the background and I'm thinking now I might or should find a different way to blur my background. 🤔#It was an odd experience drawing his vest because I used a real life reference at first and it looked so off. Then I used a drawing referenc#e and it instantly fixed it? So. like. I don't always trust real life reference after that.#I'm crying I really really wish I'll learn to draw facial hair some day.#I mean the client described that he only unintentionally grew stubbles because he got busy with something. but still#Why is my laptop already laggy I already restarted this and Nothing else but Chrome and Medibang is opened. -_-#I took so long to do the background. lol but I'd rather it stay blurred because of how it turned out.#Trust me it looked way bettered blurred. haha#Sorry.. Connie is suppose to be wearing her hair in a cute high ponytail with a small braid added little star accessories.#I'm not sure but I'm hoping the ponytail is still discernable#adult connverse#Okay I did spend this way too long in general but it was still fun drawing it#my shiz#commissioned work
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just a few little bits from the past few days
#both the word count screenshots are from the same day - just different sections of the text. so that was like 4000 words in#one DAY.. huzzah!! (< making up for the fact that I did 0 words the 3 days before that lol.. so its not actually an accomplishment ghjjh)#In renpy I think you can have multiple separate texty cody whatever documents and still jump between them so long as they;re#labeled properly. Rather than like... having one extremely long 60.000 line file where in some places youre in a menu within a menu#within a menu within a menu within a menu within a menu within a menu jhbhj#But that was the way I started doing it lke 5 years ago when I actually made the base of everything so I feel like it'd be too much#work to change it all that dramatically now. But that means I cant just get the word count for the whole document I just have#to jump around to the few sections I worked on and highlight them to get the word count for only that portion#.. the one tiny fraction of the whole monster text wall. Though it is of course spaced out and organized into#clearly labeled sections within that because otherwise I have trouble discerning text on a screen. still.#Resuming a project that's been basically abandoned for 4-5 ish years is just always finding weird stuff like.. why did I do this that way..#why did I write that... why did I organize that in this manner... what the hell am I referencing in this note... etc. lol#Anyway... also......................cat with plum on his head.#everyone point and laugh at mr. plum head boy..!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:3c#I've been obsessed with Calico Critters' social media presence from afar (like how I mentioned one of my possible dream jobs would#be to be the person that sets the scenes and arranges all the toy animals at a tiny little table and etc. to take the type of pictures they#post on their facebook page and stuff) and I see all their photos of them posing the rabbits as if they're in a swimming pool#or on a nature hike or etc. etc. BUT I have never really seen them in person. Recently I was at a store (in a KN95 mask and not staying#very long still of course. wastewater covid levels are still high where I live (and most of the US truly)) and it just crossed my mind#to actually go to the toy section and see if I could find any....wow.... Its like meeting a celebrity.. the Latte Cats....#Of course I didnt buy them because they're like... very expensive?? like $25 - $40 just for one little pack of a few critters like#what is shown. but.... I still got to see them................ my beloved.. I want their outfits... T o T#Oh and then lastly just a pot of purple clover looking things. I just think theyre neat lol#photo diary
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the fact that i see these sort of comments - not often, but regularly enough. on a good occasion - in manhwa comment sections and i havent lost what little santiy i have left is a testament to my resilence.
#grapecase complains#this is why as much as i do love comment sections for fan engagement i prefer apps that dont have a comment section these days#for context: girl was dating a dude who was - milage varies i guess - seen as a hot catch. she provided him with everything. just bc she#felt lucky to be dating him ... but in truth she seems to just be a push over in general#dude sucked her money. negged her. cheated on her.#but she is equally as bad as this dude bc .... he was outside of her league? [HOW?? legit all she has is glasses and a lot of hair. like th#t we are in an era that glasses and freckles still make people seem ugly is why i wanna sometimes poke my eyes at some of the shit people s#y about beauty on the internet. nvm LEAGUE IS SUGGESTIVE! ... and theyre all pixels with pointy chins and huge eyes so like??? you're just#udging them by their attire then. not even looks bc the art - while not bad - isnt some new take on manhwa/anime art.#so you cant even say there is a discernable difference in the art trying to make him look like a model and her look like an average joe fac#wise. he legit just has blonde hair and she has busy brown hair and glasses. this is this person's standards#and like i get in VERSE YES he is seen above her league but like again. subjective??? ever consider peopel are just trying to put#her down bc thats how tehse plots go and anyway i loss my point#i actually lost my ire. tho not my disgust#so i am glad i came here to vent instead of getting an account just to ???????????????? this bitch out#i try so hard not to insult people's intelligence but goodness. i get tested so much#but i know if i do im just being a dickass. there is no need for it. but like ....#people like that make me realize i am chronically online but on a different way. like i forget just how .... limited? and willingly limited#people day to day are. the way they say things and the way they filter things -- im no enlightened spring chicken but like got DANG#how do you say this seriously. how do you say this woman who was mistreated and didnt have the courage to stand up for herslef is equal to#his man who used her. and more or less emotionally fucked her over. [and financially as well]#and yes i get it. pixels. but the fact that people like that can say this about fake people make me wonder ... like goodness i pray those a#ound this person never get stuck in such a situation bc ...#also ive heard this before but this caretaker high bs. is this the new thing?#roflmao#a person [and more likely women] is diserving of their mistreatment bc they get a high taking care of someone?#like she got something out of it???/ WHAT is this mentality
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some of y'all when you see another human being talking about their lived experiences:
#and i'm not saying you're bad or wrong for feeling that way#you're never wrong to feel your feelings#i just wish that like#some folks would use a little bit more discernment#in how/IF they express those feelings#or just sit with them#because some feelings are should-sit-with-them feelings#or write-about-it-in-your-journal/in-your-own-post feelings#and it's not nice to make them lash-out-at-others feelings#or silencing-others feelings#bee.txt
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*clearing out my open ao3 tabs* i shall save these smutty reads for later, for my sex wolf..
#i should explain: i'm ace so it's rare that i actually get the hankering to really delve into long or intensley smutty fic#and recently i was reading an a/b/o fic (which isn't really my bag but some do hit the right notes for me) where the character#mentioned 'his wolf' coming through in desires and things kind of like a secondary personality or presence within him that only#took control once a month (sidenote: i usually only get into smutty fic when I menstruate so like. the blood link is fun. ha.)#and i was like: THAT'S WHAT IT'S LIKE!! it's like i have my own wolf inside me (i shall call her The Red Beast[ie]) who only craves#smut about once a month. for the rest of the month she pokes her snout out now and then to be like: you should read/write some smut.#and i have to swat it away - bc i don't actually feel like consuming or making that content at the time BUT bc i have time#i could so i think maybe i should bc when the hankering hits later maybe i won't have time.#and i've been really struggling with trying to find balance in my life and i know when i fixate or tumble down rabbitholes i get stuck#and i get reallllly moody when i have to get pulled away from it - even if i didn't want it in the first place - and that's my Audhd#so using this kind of analogy to discern genuine want from convenience is helping me cultivate healthier habits and downtime#and ultimately help my mental health and wellbeing as i deal with being both ace and audhd as well as wanting to consume good fanfic#fanfiction#asexuality#aspec#audhd#.txt#neurodiversity#neurospicy#my spicy red beastie
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people trying to make themselves feel better for participating in the dogpiling on bl by saying “we all fell for it” are killing me actually bc who’s we

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one of the fun parts of not being in school right now is that i don't have to be as strict with my rules around drinking. one of my rules is that i don't drink if i have anything planned for the next day. there's a few others that i don't feel like getting into but that's the main one that applies for me since during the semester i have classes and/or homework planned basically every day.
i'm trying a weird can of busch light my mom gave me a few months back cuz its peach flavored and i like peach. or at least its theoretically peach flavored. its like how la croix water has been in the same room as someone who smelled a fruit once, that's the way this thing is peach. it tastes like alcohol and nothing. i don't know why i keep sipping it. its not bad but its not exactly good either. i'm confused by the flavor. i also have a glass of water here that i've been drinking too so i know that there's Some sort of flavor in that can, since compared to the water there's definitely a Taste happening. but i can't figure out what it is
#tw alcohol#like seriously its so weird#i'm used to things that have some sort of discernable taste happening#like fireball is very cinamon and tastes good with hot chocolate cuz then its cinamon hot cocoa#or rose tastes good with a plate of fruit and cheese#but this has no taste. it tastes good with nothing because nothing is happening here#if i had it with cheese i feel like it would be bad. i definitely wouldn't have it with cocoa#like??? what are you supposed to Do with this thing?#cuz drinking it by itself is Nothing#there is Nothing here and its weird as hell
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hmmm this is probably a hot take but i think sometimes just because a building is old or "historic" doesn't necessarily mean it shouldn't be torn down
#particularly when we look at this in the context of the united states i find it somewhat hypocritical#to be so obsessed with preserving the structures that early colonists built..... while destroying everything that was already here#it's not that historic preservation is never important. like it is quite valuable#but in some cases i think people just become attached to the idea of what something once represented#even tho it is no longer practical or useful or relevant. plus sometimes buildings do just literally become unsafe#i always think of that douglas adams quote about the japanese temple that burned down and got rebuilt#i think it's important to discern between the situations where historic preservation is about education and gaining knowledge#v.s. when it's about maintaining an ideal in order to preserve a particular narrative about the past—whether or not it's true#it's important to ask which history is being preserved and treated as important vs which history is fine to tear down and why#bri babbles
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This is healthy I think

#I take a lot of naps#Not on purpose I actually really hate napping#But I'm bed ridden so like#It's very hard to stay awake all day#I thought if I just closed my eyes but I stayed upright I wouldn't sleep#I was wrong#I actually sleep on a mattress on the floor because my bed took to much effort to climb into#Had to get rid of it#Yayyy we love being crippled with no discernable reason no medication and no diagnosis#My highest screen time record was about 19hrs per day#This week it was 16hrs 45min#Peak health#I'm gonna spend 2 hours going downstairs for some ice-cream now#(Not an over exaggeration)#Mm maybe if I can make it I can finally go play mouthwashing#I I got it a few months ago but haven't been able to get up to play it#I got Kinito pet and stardew Valley too!!#Sebastian my emo husband 💞#Moldy-rants#Uh not rlly a rant buttttt that's what i use that tag for ig??
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whenever ppl are sincerely discussing the paranormal, a certain kind of non-believer will always come in and be like “well, it’s because ghosts and demons aren’t real, hope this helps <3” or call ppl schizophrenic or delusional or psychotic. and it’s so fucking annoying because yeah, we get it, you think you’re better and smarter and wiser than we are but you’re also actively preventing any meaningful and productive conversations from happening so i’m gonna need you to wrap it up and leave us alone if you’re not willing to have an open mind and actually talk
#had a tiktok get almost 300k views rn and half the comments are like this and it’s so annoying#like if you don’t believe and don’t care to understand why some do just. leave us alone??#there’s no need to be heavily patronizing#and don’t even get me started on their idea that paranormal believers believe every little piece of evidence presented even if its likely—#—not true. like they cannot comprehend that maybe just maybe we can use discernment and critical thinking#it’s so condescending and rude. not to mention how inconvenient it is to view the person you’re talking to as a moron#anyways reading and listening comprehension has gone down the fucking gutter and that comment section is proof#paranormal#ghosts
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