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cosmiclakes · 5 months

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we keep telling ourselves our creativity, motivation and energy will come back and it still has barely done so !!!! really need it to !!!!!!

#seriously we've been having blocks for practically everything #no motivation or energy for a majority of the things we feel like doing #woodburning #clay figurines #sketching #painting #crafting #crochet #we can barely keep a show going #but we were fine like a month back??#its like we start something #and then lose energy and motivation #half way through it #even the things we love #just no energy #we wanna make things so bad #but we just can't

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kai0sunflower · 2 months

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SINCE HARDCORE IS NEXT THEORETICALLY THEYD NOW BE ABLE TO SEE THE WORLDPORT- BC ICARUS COULD SEE IT SINCE AT THE TIME THEY WERE NEXT (SHERB MENTIONED THAT IN THE QUIXIS TELL ALL STREAM)

LIKELIKELIKELIKE LONG WAY DOWN THE LINE SHERBERT GOES BACK TO THE END FOR WHATEVER REASON AND THEY END UP IN THE WORLDPORT BC BIT DIMENSIONAL JUMP JUST FOR A SPLIT SECOND

AND ICARIXIS IS LIKE "OH WHY ARE YOU HERE GO BACK I HAVENT CALLED YOU HERE YET" THEN SHERBERT LEAVES BC YEAH AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#sherbverse #sherbertverse #sherbertquake56 #hardcore sherbert #kai likes hardcore #did you know that they liked hardcore #losing my mind #who gave kai the braincell someone take it back i don't have the motivation to write all these thoughts PLEASE #yes I have energy Im sorry for screaming at you all

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dandelion-roots · 2 years

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your husband's scary, xie li- um, i mean, dianxia *nervous laughter*

[id in alt]

#tgcf #tian guan ci fu #hualian #hualian comic #tgcf comic #hualian comics #xie lian #hua cheng #tgcf comics #heaven official's blessing #tgcf fanart #hualian fanart #san lang #dan draws #first time im doing something like this. but i just HAD to that scene cracked me up so bad #its not word for word bcs by the time i found it in text id lose all motivation and also i wanted to add my interpretation #ANYHOW i did this all in one go and im so so proud of it but also my hand is dying and im starving #sry that there's only id in alt for now i have NO energy to make a proper ID now #if i have the energy in the future ill do it #i also wanted to do something fun w/o colour bcs im not happy w my last colour tryout and i got frustrated #so just 'b&w' art is necessary for me to pat myself on the back #first time drawing tgcf chars too!!! not how id draw them in an illustration but i like it. it came out cute

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ihssaaa · 2 months

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tomorrowinspo · 8 days

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The only thing getting me through today is these 12 calories

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rexscanonwife · 1 year

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So that scene in The Hunchback of Notre Dame huh 🥺👉👈 I've had this idea for ages and finally got around to drawing it! I also find it funny to imagine whatever villain he tussled with just lying on the ground next to us while this happens lmao

Bonus, Izuku asking about this story!

#artfarts #self insert #self ship #self shipping community #self insert community #self insert art #self insert x canon #all might x oc #my hero academia #yagi toshinori #young all might #❤️ scars and stripes 💙#HOUGHH I WORKED SO HARD ON THIS AND IM SO HAPPY I FINISHED IT 😭😭😭💖💖💖💖#i normally dont have the energy to finish these kinds of things and lose motivation #but i was like deep in the throes of adhd hyperfocus on this one #it was a lot of fun to use the greyscale too!! i havent wanted to color much lately #but yeah heem...young love 🥺💖💖💖💖

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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months

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#its weird. everyone ive met at work has been really nice #its a different group of people than ive interacted with thus far in my life as ive mostly not #had many friends and spent all my time in school. this group of people is mostly from the area where they grew up. mostly barely getting by #financially. mostly married or engaged or in serious relationships. and its weird. and it has been weird and maybe it will always be weird #but i dont understand how to interact with people. im not there for conversations im not present for but how do other ppl interact with #eachother? bc in a conversation i want to get to kno how a person works. what motivates them. what do they love? what do they hate? what #makes them the person that they are? i just want to understand. so i ask lots of questions and it feels weird bc i dont get #the same energy back and i have to conclude that either i have a very different mindset when im walking into conversations or else im just #not vedy interesting and no one wants to get to kno me. but if thats not how ppl communicate then i dont understand how ppl have friends?#and keep friendships? like i want to crawl into ur brain and understand what makes u tick #how can we b friends if i dont understand who u r? i dunno. maybe ill never understand #maybe work is not the place to make friends. but i dont kno how to interact with others outside of a structure #one of the ppl i talked to is maybe my age with a 6yo son and is freshly engaged and she was like: u moved across the coutry all by urself?#i could never do that. and like yea u have ties that bind u to the place u live. its easy to move around when u have nothing to lose #im so bad at maintaining friendships. i just let them drift away into nothing bc i dont kno what to do with the.#with them.#unrelated

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funkle420 · 3 days

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i rewatched gravity falls like a month ago but didn't feel like making fanart but i feel like i have to make fanart...

#idk i just dont have any ideas!!#ill have to look thru other fanart and stuff #wanna do something with mcgucket and ford (and bill) maybe #but also could do some more wholesome art?#rn its like there's too many things i wanna draw but i dont have the will and energy to draw it all before i forget or lose motivation #im getting better at drawing faster tho!#i might just not do a whole lotta full rendered stuff now for my own sanity

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saeshiraw · 1 year

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tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

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yoinkschief · 1 year

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Whiteboard dump baby Been a minute :)

The lil guy who isn't Fartlord on the left is Emel :) I should post more about him soon, he's... kinda? relevant? to a semi-recent post of mine, once I explain him you'll understand

And the Edd to the right there is, you guessed it, from another AU living rent free in my head

For the most part all of the AUs I talk about are things that have either been in my head since I got back into the fandom in 2020 or since I first got in the fandom in... jeez when was it, some late 2010s, probably 14 or 15, I know it was before The End and all that, but yeah this has kinda been a meme in my head since 2017? 18? The "Join My Emo Band AU", is literally what I call it because of the meme "quit you job and join my emo band" and that conversation happening between Tom (the "leader"? of the band, the guy who formed it to begin with basically) to Tord (the newcomer they need cause none of them can sing,,, save for Matt but that's opera because his mom hates him or something I guess, not exactly fitting of their skapunk tone)

I have too many thoughts in my head about this god forsaken show and too much energy yet not enough ability to get it out my head

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byanyan · 14 days

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struggling with the whole "actually writing" thing again ngl :/

#tysm to all of u for ur continued patience ;A; 💜#i am losing my minddddd #I really do only get short bursts of functionality for a couple days before it's back to the Struggle huh #catch me slamming my head against my desk like that'll help me scrounge up energy & motivation ✌️#I'm not even like. crazy deep down in the depression hole this time #like yeah I'm in it but I'm more just numb & hyperfixated on games which ultimately require less effort than writing does adhfk #idfk. idfk!!! kicking my feet against the ground and grumbling about how fucking stupid and annoying my gd brain is #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

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arcaneyouth · 2 months

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god i wish i had my energy back. i may be feeling better emotionally and physically but i still really can't do much. who knew 2 full days of what i can only assume was a panic attack would do so much damage to my energy stores

#vent post #negative #i wanna drawwwwwww #i want it so bad #this was honestly one of the worst times this could've hit me like this the next few weeks are gonna be a nightmare trying to juggle #everything i would like to be doing #comic pages are probably gonna have to be put off a while.....#i just. i dunno #i feel like i've kind of been mourning the fact that i am entirely incapable of doing as much as i used to #even when i have the energy or the time or the motivation or even all 3 at once #something happens. and i lose my opportunity #and i don't like that i'm slowing down. i know i shouldn't rush myself but i ***want*** to be making art #i want to be doing it constantly #or at least more than i feel like i am #i just feel like i'm setting my goals at things that up until fairly recently were entirely reasonable #and now they're not. and i honestly don't know what changed #and i'm so frustrated. i'm so tired of this. just let me create.#...but i guess that's a long term frustration that's gonna take a lot of work. and my current issue is #I Had A Major Panic Attack And Still Need Rest #and as much as i hate it and am worried this will cause even more stress down the line. i love my body and would like to help #so yeah maybe doing a single chibi today took me the fuck out and that's stupid #but it is what it is. and i will have fun despite it all.

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awesamforehead · 1 year

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#can you tell when i started to lose energy for the asks?#also for the 'dire' bit i started working on these at the end of april. but then other shit happened so apply as necessary ig #i sadly couldnt get to everyone i wanted so if you're seeing this and i didn't send you one im sorry i swear i still love and appreciate yo #i either lost motivation or we're not close enough for me to make a personal assessment. but please know im sending hugs and virtual cookie #however i encourage anyone and everyone to send at least one of these kinds of messages to anyone you want. anon or not #you never know who might need to hear something nice #and with this im logging off for awhile. finals and probably work on fics. see ya

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ihssaaa · 2 months

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Feel so good after !

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perilegs · 3 months

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i'm going to my cousin's bday party tomorrow which is fun and great except that my mom is also going to be there. we don't talk. she literally skipped my other cousin's graduation party just bc i was there.

#for context shes a huge transphobe who wants nothing to do with me and thinks im soiling her good name just by existing #so. im not v excited about that.#but it's something i can handle and i have support around me!#what i however cannot handle are regular mom things. ive gained a lot of weight since i last saw her and #i cannot handle it if she comments on it im so stressed out about it bc she knows just what to say to hurt me #i got chubby after starting t and i think it suits me. especially if i start hitting the gym or something so i'll also have some strength #like im not looking to lose weight im looking to have a dad bod by my 30s #with my soft round features and curly hair i already look like a hobbit so i just need to get a little bit of muscle to complete the look #bc those bitches work outside i know how theyre built #i however cannot achieve that with just my office job so yknow #im mostly just saying this to motivate myself to excercise bc i know it makes me feel good but actually getting around to doing it is hard #also i would love to stop being weak #i just want to be able to lift heavier things #like. it's unhealthy how little i do rn and i dont feel good about it but school has been sucking the life out of me #so i dont have the energy to do things that will increase my mental wellbeing which. not ideal.#agh now that my thesis is done i might finally get around to doing stuff #after a while once my brain and body registers that i'm literally fine #anyways. im nervous about tomorrow.#but it's fine i'll get to catch up with the nice relatives too #leevi talks

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folklorefairyy · 1 year

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i know i say this every few months, write two requests and then disappear but… please may i have some marauders requests (james, remus or sirius) <333

domestic lovey goodness, specific scenarios, modern, magical or just general ideas, all is welcome my loves 🩷

i’ll see if i have any already i never got to but some new ones would be lovelyyyy <3

#not poly though unfortunately :( im not yet well versed in that writing style lol #also i’m sorry if i’ve never gotten to a request i know i always preface by saying i’m nd and lose motivation/energy quickly #but i still feel bad <3 #marauders <3 #james <3 #remus <3 #sirius <3 #james potter x reader #remus lupin x reader #sirius black x reader #sirius black #remus lupin #james potter #marauders #marauders x reader

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