#and so am I (i graduated today)
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happy birthday to my #1 favorite brain parasite (he’s fine don’t worry about it)
#hi i am graduating in approximately 20 days and hopefully i can uh be a person again then. for now. komaeda time.#roommates and i are playing through ch5 today coincidentally. life is so beautiful#danganronpa#dr#sdr2#nagito komaeda#komaeda nagito#illustration#super danganronpa 2#sdr2 spoilers#comic#2024
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this one's for all the yuri enjoyers out there — nsft under cut
meronia event prompt(s): scar
#death note#mello#near#meronia#meroniaevent#fem mello#fem near#i had fun w this one!! i love drawing yuri even though i dont do it nearly as much as i want lol#also i love drawing bush thumbs up emoji#i let the lines be messier bc my hands have been a little sore and i am not in the mood for linework#and in honor of yuri day i should get to do whatever i want forever peace and love on planet yuri#anyway i didnt know what to do w near's hair but decided to keep it short bc i didnt want to cover her back for composition reasons#sorry for posting so late i woke up at like 10am which is late for me as of late and had school shit to do boooo#also im in the mood to talk so i made a pot pie today (no meat im vegetarian) and i followed no recipes and used my heart to make#it and i did so well it fucks so hard my heart always leads me to greatness and recipes do nothing for me bc im a culinary genius#<-blatantly untrue but we stay silly#oh!!! and also i got a thing in the mail the thing being a weevil plushie i ordered a bit back that i bought on a whim that i should not#have bought bc im saving my money but actually he makes my life a million bajillion times better and i love him dearly#anyway meronia event is making my life so much better i feel 100% better than i did 2 days ago and hopefully the joy this brings#me will stay w me for long enough to get through the rest of my summer classes bc they are killing me lol. my current ones are ending#in like a week or smth but i have 2 more in july *sobs* all this just to graduate a semester early#k anyway enjoy the yuri ...or dont. im not the boss of u. ig
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inspired by @idesoftae I created bingo cards for 2025, one for general life things and one for sewing i think this is such a fun, low-pressure approach to new year's resolutions. thanks for the idea!
#today a friend pointed out that it should be 4x4 and i did 5x5 but oh well this just means more things to accomplish#this is very much giving 'graphic design is my passion' bc i just can't be left alone with canva but i had fun#i also wanted to print it out to hang it up so i wanted smth colourful and illustrative#meins#2025 bingo#i will probably get very little done the first half of 2025 but i graduate in june/july#and i have no idea what i will be doing after that#so i am hoping for lots swimming and yoga and travelling as well plenty of sewing.
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Lol
#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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[ID: A digital drawing done in pink pencil of Galadriel and Orion from The Scholomance book series. They’re cuddling, and Orion has his arms and one leg wrapped around El, the other dangling next to her legs. Orion has his eyes closed and is grinning. He wears a hoodie and baggy cargo pants, and his socks are falling off at the toes. El has an arm wrapped around Orion, and she looks down at him in a subdued loving way, with a slight smile. She’s wearing a t-shirt and baggy sweatpants. A flurry of hearts is above Orion’s head, and a single heart in a word bubble is next to El’s head. /end ID]
I just really like cuddles :3
#grim draws#is the id too long? new to this and I tend to over explain things#I can shorten it I just wanted to point out orions cute loose socks#ALSOOOOO UGH THEYRE SO STINKIN ADORABLE I WANT TO CHEW THEM UP#finished the series earlier today and they’re officially my pookies. I am becoming a ya girlie(dismay. despair. also not true)#anyway tags. hi#the scholomance#a deadly education#the last graduate#the golden enclaves#galadriel higgins#orion fuck what’s his last name#help#orion lake#how did I forget such a simple last name that’s so embarrassing#anyway. proud of this actually they look so cutie#orion to me is short and scrawny strong and has brown hair and I refuse to change my mental image. sorry he’s too good#if you wanted me to picture him right maybe you should have described him before 2/3 of the way into the second book. consider#and if she did. sorry i wasn’t paying attention i was too busy looking at how cute my orion is
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Hey I'm graduating college in may and I just kinda realized that I'll be Done Done with school after that. Not fake-done like I was graduating high school, where I'd have to go to college at the start of the fall. And not fake-done like I was in any of my semesters I took off.
Done Done. As in I accomplished my degree, and I won't ever have to go back to school if I don't want to. What a beautiful, beautiful thought.
#speculation nation#i enjoy learning but not in school. school is the soul killer. there's a reason it's taking me 10 years to get my bachelors.#failed classes and switched majors and part time school (so i could work and pay my way thru) and semesters taken off...#for 9 and a half years now it's been a fucking shadow hanging over my head.#just gotta keep going just gotta persevere. slow and steady wins the race.#and well im nearly there now. holy fuck tho i didnt miss full time school lmfao#i went to part time a few years back to save my fuckin self bc it was just *impossible* to do full time school And work to support myself.#and even part time school plus a job was horrible. but i did it anyways.#and here i am now with my lovely life insurance from my awful paternal death. life sure happens as it will huh.#which will let me complete school in a neat 10 years. graduated high school in 2015 and college in 2025. wild.#not glad my dad died but im grateful that ive gotten this opportunity afterwards.#sure is strange the ways life goes.#anyways yeah im in deadlines hell rn with all these fucking projects but ONCE I FINISH THEM#i will be done with this semester. my second to last semester.#theyre releasing class schedules today for next semester too and im a little antsy. cant edit until next week regardless#but i wanna KNOWWWWW what i got. best case scenario i get my 3 classes i need to graduate#plus my orchestra and bowling. so i have a full 12 credit hours. to be full time still.#im scared of not having gotten 3 classes bc theyre selectives yea so i dont need These classes Specifically#but also it'll be a pain in my fucking ass if i have to go scrounging. and i wanna have my first choices...#but we'll see. i selected several fall-through options and i dont need any single specific class to graduate.#so long as i have 3... thatll be enough...#AUGHHHHH college!!!! im almost done!!!!! i might get straight As this semester!!!!!! exciting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i need to email my professor about setting up the book meeting lol. i should do that today.
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Belle, n’aie peur de cela, Partout où sera ta demeure, Mon ciel, jusqu’à tant que je meure, Et mon paradis sera là. - Baiser, Joachim du Bellay (1542)
one year of nikartoirel <3
#ffxiv#gpose#ffxiv gpose#nika perseis#artoirel de fortemps#wolship#woltoirel#wolartoirel#wol x artoirel#wol x npc#ff14 gpose#gposers#nikartoirel#DO NOT LOOK AT NIKA'S HAND IN THE THIRD SHOT K THANKS#HIS HANDS KILLED ME I COULDN'T HELP HIS ARM WITHOUT DESTROYING THE WHOLE THING#I'VE BEEN IN GPOSE ON AND OFF TODAY ALL DAY#IT WAS FUN BUT ALSO. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK AM I DOING ANYMORE#also hi. i am have been unwell about them for a year already. wiiild#you can tell which ones are w/ ref and which ones are without#ffxiv wol#hyur wol#midlander hyur#but yeeeah. i am freeeeeeeeeee#i am freeeeee and i am so happy i got this done in time#my posing has gotten so much better if i may say so myself#also du bellay quote bc french lit graduate <3#yeah! please look at them i worked hard
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North: adults are the most insanely stupid people I have the displeasure of interacting with. Ian, referring to himself and the Clan: even us? North: especially you guys. Hamish: petition to kick Killough out so he stops insulting us. Malcolm: seconded.
@winterwrites23
#hetalia#SoT#incorrect quotes#outlander AU#SoT incorrect quotes#hws northern ireland#i graduate today!! so i gotta give SoT a special thanks for carrying me through these hellish years of my life#heres to hoping this glorious fanfic will be there for me this summer and the next years of my life as well <3#WHOOO#theres like a special little corner of my brain where this fic has made itself comfortable#and has like zero intention of leaving#and BY GOD am i grateful for it
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are edits on tumblr a thing. i’ve been making sooooo many and they’re all so mediocre but i have rhaenyra and alicent brain rot. also hello to any of my pals if u are there!
#how does one get better#i just keep making them#and i think they’re better?#idk#also i am so zazzed#labor day weekend for me has been a little crazy#i am cat sitting and so so bored#but i went out w my mama today and it was fab#i was so sad and alone bc i was so friends of family for three days#like wow i spiraled quick#but then i saw my mommy and ate lunch and bought some earrings and all was well#also got positive feedback 2 day#AND have some hope for graduate school#this went off the rails#okay goodbye my beloveds#marble woes
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I’m so sorry for this but its all I’ve been able to think about since the Move your body preview released
Todo De Ti didn’t stay a beta for like three years for this. Not sure if anyone else has thought of this so i’m deeply sorry if i am the first to think this. If I’m not then I’m sorry for furthering this thought.
#just dance#just dance unai#shitpost#just dance chaccaron#pregnant chaccaron isn't real it can't hurt you#doodle#again i am so sorry#i have actual art i want to do today and instead of getting ready the first thing i do after waking up is this#does this count as a crack ship?#how old is the chaccaron coach?#is he a benevolent god?#is he ageless?#I’m so sorry#I can’t apologise enough for this#Are Reuben and Polo the god parents in this situation?#Will this be used against me when i look for an actual job after graduating?#Or is the chaccaron coach like a separate species all together?#this is the last I’m sorry I’m gonna say.#just dance move your body
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hello tumblr i feel like i’ve not been on here for days
i would like to note that the british weather does not stop for a girl’s graduation unfortunately
BUT I DID ITTTT!!! yesterday (i did actually start writing this yesterday but i forgot to save the draft) i walked the stage!! and got my degree! such a weird and nerve wracking experience but also so lovely because i got to graduate with the most loveliest people i’ve ever known thanks to my frankly amazing lecturers.
and now i’m back in limbo! but i know it’s going to be okay :)
#swissy rambles#swissy got a degree?#not to quote nicki minaj but i did indeed graduate with honours#as a person who struggles to cast aside her anxiety to enjoy the moment yesterday was really nice because I could actually do just that#i wasn’t caught up on what happens next like i am today LMAO but im just so glad i felt okay yesterday#because it gives me fond memories to look back on <3
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mannnnnnnnbb fuck November I’m so tired of feeling lonely in my own life.
#lee’s bullshit#even being in [redacted] will not save you from the depths of November#trying to remind myself things are always changing and I can’t stop putting myself out there but I am tired.#what I am doing clearly is not enough in any respect and I am tired of feeling so worn to the bone all the time.#huge social miss today at the function. woke up late and ruined the schedule. couldn’t make a clear decision on dinner.#haven’t found a replacement roommate. haven’t finished my portfolio. haven’t applied to internships. haven’t finished my final project.#behind on everything and with every step I take I get pulled further and further backwards.#my roommate is graduating early and i feel like it’s my fault.#i shouldn’t blame myself for someone else’s bad behavior but im still beating myself up for being a cause for it.#my other roommate wants to move out to live on her own next year.#also blaming myself for that even tho its always on me to fix the mess of housing every damn semester#I’m just so tired of feeling like I’m not doing enough and even when I am that it just simply doesn’t matter.#saw one of my friends today but only for an hour. texting the group is like sending a blind pigeon out in a gale.#I know that things will get better but it’s just so hard . if someone genuinely asked how I was doing I could cry on the spot.#none of my friends are close enough anymore not at home not at school not in my family. there’s nowhere to go.#just tired. Going to go to bed soon. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
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i guees i'm just not meant to have friends irl 🤷🏼♀️
#it's always all fun and games until i'm feeling worse or i'm not as funny anymore#can people sto treating me like an entertainment and a shoulder to cry on without giving me the same#i am not a clown in a circus to come every day and lighten your mood ffs#honestly i just want to graduate leave everything behind#✨fuck everyone and run✨#ignore my mood is just so shitty today#personal
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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.
SO......
I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.
#speculation nation#IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha#this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test#an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc#very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA#but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep#(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.
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#SUNSHINE IS BACKKKK#he is free everyone!!!!#and so am I (i graduated today)#and the new meme format drop is always fun#can't wait to see what ARMY does with this one#Hobi#BTS
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Survived today somehow? And things are actually going like really well for me?????? Knock on wood
#everything was falling apart with my classes and internship and I was so scared I wasn’t gonna graduate on time for like 5 different reasons#but then it all just kinda fell perfectly into place#but god I am so exhausted from all the stress#also my new psychiatrist is amazing and I’m switching to new meds.. on my Zoloft arc….. we’ll see how it goes#I’m a little nervous but very hopeful!#I have a new internship now! and it’s the internship I wanted from the beginning! and not one that I dread doing!#I ate alone at a sit-down restaurant today and it was very pleasant#I sent so many emails today also oh my god#beleugehh#now the only main stressor left is my grad school application#but my letters of rec should be taken care of now!#I have one done and another reference who will write one tomorrow if needed#but I’m gonna give my original choices a day or so to respond#just bc they know me better in an academic sense than my voice teacher lol. love her though and it’s maybe a good perspective to have#people (especially older people like admissions staff hehe) always find classical singing Neat#anyway I’m saying all this to kind of calm myself down#I’ve been hyped up on adrenaline and anxious energy all day#my grad school stuff should be good 👍 just gotta wait a couple days and then I can submit my personal statement and resume and then I’m DONE#whew.. I hope all goes well 😭🙏🙏🙏🙏#🤓posting
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