#okay goodbye my beloveds
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are edits on tumblr a thing. i’ve been making sooooo many and they’re all so mediocre but i have rhaenyra and alicent brain rot. also hello to any of my pals if u are there!
#how does one get better#i just keep making them#and i think they’re better?#idk#also i am so zazzed#labor day weekend for me has been a little crazy#i am cat sitting and so so bored#but i went out w my mama today and it was fab#i was so sad and alone bc i was so friends of family for three days#like wow i spiraled quick#but then i saw my mommy and ate lunch and bought some earrings and all was well#also got positive feedback 2 day#AND have some hope for graduate school#this went off the rails#okay goodbye my beloveds#marble woes
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we are so back
ib; flower idea credit to @potato-lord-but-not ..? (hope tag okay)
#the picture of dorian gray#the picture of dorian gray fanart#fanart#my art#dorian gray#basil hallward#sibyl vane#lord henry wotton#basil hallward my beloved#my best friend#basil hallward my boyfriend#dorian gray looks not evil enough in this but whatever#no1 lord henry wotton hater btw#hot victorian twink in your area#gothic literature#oscar wilde#flower symbolism#okay awesome#goodbye
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wonderful
#there is a ranboo that goes withthis but i didn't like how he was looking imma restart from scratch tmrw😭😭#ctubbo#michael beloved#ctubbo fanart#Guys you have no idea what i went through today like it wa fucking crazy i need to share this#so i went to the mall after school right and im going home at like 8 on the train with my friend bc i was supposed to be picked up ay her#stop right but then im told to just go to my stop and take the bus and im like ok sure but the problem is my phone is on SEVEN PERCENT and w#hen i get to the stop my moms like u have money for the bus right and im like ueah and i check and i have NO MONEY#BUT I DIDNT TELL HER ANUTHING BC I DIDNT WANT HER TI GET MAD BC I KNEW SHE WOUDKNT WANT ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT NIGHT (FOURTY BLOCKS#So im like ok im getting on the bus now my phone is on four percent i have to WALK HOME allll that way and there's this crazy ass upward hi#ll that's like ten blocks long ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD but like my mom thinks im on the bus so im trying to speed walk as fast as i can and i#RAWDOGGED it too because MU PHONE WAS GOING TO IDE!!!!#I made it home at two percent U guys i was so proud of myself thank u for listening#IM SO MAD IT WOUKDVE BEEN OKAY IF I WASNT IN A RUSH And also if i had music uggghhh Whatever#I bought this really cute skirt at garage hold on let me find it#lexi pleated skort color Navy blue ITS SOOOO CUTE got some new leg warmers too yesss....#I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THE TRANSIT APP i woukdve been able to attach my apple pay and buy the stupid ticket if my phonewasnnt#too dead to do al that...#Guys always make sure u carry cash with yiu goodbye
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My (very old) loscar brooch (?) that i just now made doodles for
More pictures under cut
#loscar#logan sargeant#ls2#oscar piastri#op81#and now starts the rant#my fave detail is probably tge eye. there few beads like this and they were laying around until my friend said that they look loscar relate#so o started making making whole thing around that bc in my opinion it's genius (also sorry this is gonna have extremely long tags bc i had#run out of them once. maximum is 30 apparently)#I'll go by lains from here so first obviously eagle. i think it's hilarious and what's even funnier is that i bought those charms before#even knowing who Logan was. just for shit and giggles#also to coala i added a bead on top to somewhat match the height#also i love mixing up their colours bc I'm insane about that. how they ideal negatives of eachother and how orange fits logan while blue-os#so i also mixed it up with those animals charms and their attachments here#next stop - oscar lane. there not a lot of black which is bas but at least last heart is actually black. beads above it represents eyes#(you can see with doodles) and next one is for his hair but i couldn't find how to show it#and round see through bead i use for his helmet bc it shines with red yellow and blue#middle part - i talked about the eye but also beads above it. i tried to match tones so they won't clash#then fish and i love that it's in form of heart bc i associate both of them with water so much i needed something here#and bead underneath that is for Logan eyes ofc. for doodles there tried to use brown so oscar would have blond/logan brown but didn't work#AND READ HEART. “-WELL IT'S NOT YELLOW” “PREMA RED THEN?”#as you can see I'm totally normal about their prema times plus i love how it stands out with everything else and can be read as#usual meaning of red hearts. also made out of corals so it fits them too#and last but not least - Logan my beloved#first and foremost STARS#I added as much as humanly possible party bc of American meme party bc i fucking love stars and associate him with them#also added all williams shades of blue and even white so it covers all that#okay no I lied a bit bc i used a button for their dark blue#another thing i would like to mention is metal ring bc it has extremely small hearts on it that you need to look for to notice#I HIT LIMIT FUCK.last thing to say is how I tried to play with circles in middle of every lane. okay goodbye
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since maintenance has (i think) officially started . . .
MAY ALL MUALANI WANTERS BE MUALANI HAVERS !!!
MAY ALL KAZUHA WANTERS BE KAZUHA HAVERS !!!
MAY ALL KACHINA WANTERS BE KACHINA HAVERS !!!
MAY ALL KINICH WANTERS BE KINICH HAVERS !!!
MAY ALL RAIDEN WANTERS BE RAIDEN HAVERS !!!
GOOD LUCK ON UR PULLS AND HAPPY 5.0 + HAPPY NATLAN + HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY EVERYONE 🫶🫶
#just genshin <3#goodbye fontaine u were the goat o7#capitano capitano capitano....#but yea personally i dont think ill be rolling for anyone other than mavuika bc archon and ayato whenever his rerun is#(<- u have avoided me enough... its time to come home....)#capitano is a maybe depending on playstyle#same with ororon and chasca but for them its playstyle + also if i like them enough#but either way i need to stay strong for dain my beloved.... we are officially in the secon to last region#and then next thing we know he is playable and i have no pulls 🧍♀️#SO !! i will be saving for him unless there are charas that i /really/ want 🫡#okay now i will be sleeping bc its 11 pm and i wanna actually not feel dead when i wake up at like 4 or 5 am :D
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#periodical life updates#eurgh. hiiii im so tired just got home from the family gathering thing im. exhausted hkjfh. and i still gotta draw the eca#still gonna be quiet for a while sorry gang <3 anyway lets not talk about any of that hdkjf ARTFIGHT THEME REVEAL!!#you'll never guess which team jace ''kellystar321'' starlight is choosing for seafoam vs stardust hfjkh#*gestures at my oc list* but also. what if i dont CARE anymore hfjkhf obviously i want to draw for people! its my favorite part! but like.#GODDD i dont care about my ocs anymore!! :') ive always been more of a fandom guy i dont... /want/ art of my ocs?#like yeah obviously agent my beloved! alexandria my beloved! eca has a whole daily blog! but my actual interest in them is sooo low.#there's so many people on artfight who LOVE their ocs like their children. their ocs are their blorbos!! but my ocs are like nothing to me?#i like fandom characters :'0 i would not be as excited to see art of my characters as someone else would be who actually likes their ocs!!#people should focus more on drawing art for people who CARE about their ocs. because if /I/ don't care about my oc and /YOU/ don't care#about my ocs then WHOS FLYING THE PLANE HJFSD no but theres ZERO ENJOYMENT coming out of it you get me? it doesnt make sense to draw for me#BUT ALSO. for silly ''i dont like seeing them all greyed out/hidden :('' reasons i dont want to archive them and hide them from everyone#/BUT ALSO./ i DON'T WANT ART OF THEM. ATTACK SOMEONE ELSE PLEASE. SOMEONE WHO CARES ABOUT THEIR CHARACTERS hfjkfh urgh.#like hey sorry i dont? care enough about the guys i made up? can you draw reader or kim k!tsuragi instead? thank you. hdjhfg;;;#also ive been. so tired :'> how much will i even be able to do this year? every year i gain more targets to attack because i keep meeting-#new friends all the time. i have some people from lgbt club im attacking this year! my stickmin friends. avm friends. my hell gang hkhg#my hlvrai friends and my longtime mutuals and MY BUREAU OF BALANCE GANG... not to mention revenges from last year :'>#its a lot. and im so tired;;; so. im not sure. i'd still like to join for my 8th year of artfight but damb. i dunno. :'> <3#okay thats all GOTTA DRAW AN ECA GOODBYE I LOVE YOU!!
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"Don't be like that, dear brother. You know I couldn't let him live." Jerome draped himself over his twin's rigid back. "If Ol' Brucie could have just listened and stayed away from you, it wouldn't have had to come to this."
There was a pause.
Then a giggle, "that's a lie. You still liked him, and I couldn't have you thinking about him all the time instead of me."
Jerome let out a pleased sigh as he sat beside Jeremiah, who continued to glare at a wall with tears running down his face. He picked up Jeremiah's silverware- real silver, only the best for his picky brother after all- and cut off a piece of the steak he'd killed, cut, and cooked himself. Cooked to perfection with a bit of blood in the center, just the way Jeremiah liked it. He brought it to Jeremiah's sealed, trembling lips and cooed, "think of it this way, Miah, now Brucie will always be a part of you. Isn't that such a romantic goodbye?"
#cannibalism my beloved❤️#jerome valeska#jeremiah valeska#valeskacest#jerome is such a sweet brother letting his bro have one last romantic goodbye even if it makes him jelly#that's okay he'll just fuck him to make them both feel better after dinner#he can't wait for Miah to try the hamburgers he has prepared for tomorrow night after their date#“better than Uncle Zach's back in our circus days!”
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#victon#seungsik#hanse#seungwoo#I am so sad okay 😭#goodbye my beloved you will be missed 🥺💕💔#they are so adorable i'm a biiiig mess
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y’all know how you follow really cool ppl and it’s like “wow you’re so cool I hope you never follow me/we don’t become mutuals because you’d find out i am entirely uncool and unhinged”
#deity dialogue#beaming ‘please don’t scroll through my blog I am very mentally ill on main’ at the cool butch person I follow who has been in my notes#because I’m p sure that one of my beloved mutuals who is already aware I’m a pathetic puddle of a person is mutuals with them#but yeah it’s like. if people I find cool follow me or check out my blog I live in utter fear of them going ‘oh they’re like actually sad a#goodbye forever’ ahdjfjtkt#idk how sad and weird it is to admit that every day I sit here and wonder if a beloved mutual is finally gonna go ‘okay I’ve had enough of#fae’ and unfollow me#this is also why I take a while to follow ppl back because I need to see if I’ve scared ppl off yet#I keep saying I plan to be less unwell on main#rn I’m getting back into tagging my sad posts (divine despair if you don’t know is the tag to block)#tbh I’m also just trying to make this year better but god I am so sad all the time the despair is like Bad#but today was good! so no super sad posts!!#hhhhh what am I even talking abouttttt#anyways shout out to my beloved friends and mutual ilyyy hiii if you read this far wow#actually does anyone read my tags because I talk so much like I’m incapable of shutting up (it’s terminal I fear)#<- the words of someone who is aware they talk so much and hates it and has had people try to silence them (my family also hates that I tal#a lot and use to bribe me into shutting up)#I must shut up now goodbye#see this is why cool people can’t follow me like
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The last of the summer produce ❤️
#goodbye my beloveds I will see you next year#this batch took three or four hours to chop up#a lot of very small peppers plucked from the plants before the killing frost hit last night#all the plants went from gorgeous to dead overnight#:(#it’s okay soon I can start planning next year’s garden and now I can plant garlic#gardening#food#garden#gardeners on tumblr#gardenblr#gardencore#peppers#green tomatoes#squash
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I'm so good at doing work <- did four tasks in three hours
#small tasks. BDBFBXB#okay goodbye my beloved tumblrinas. i shall do what they pay me for#nero habla
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Final glimpses
As I stand in the flower shop at reset waiting for Askalaphos to arrive, I first see Apollo stalk his way through, then I watch as Cassandra follows behind, then I am very surprised but absolutely delighted to spy Aegisthus sneaking in behind her, tucking himself behind the drapes until the shop is clear and he can carry on up to the Aphrodite suite unnoticed
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Hearing the shop bell from the greenhouse room, going through to the next room; never one to pass up the opportunity to watch my favourite dance in the show, even from an unhelpfully high vantage point, I tuck myself in embarrassingly close to Askalaphos and lean over the railing as far as I can without it getting weird. The balcony we stand on shakes vaguely as Aegisthus swings on the strop below. The smile we receive in exchange for a shower of rose petals is dazzling
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The route from Hesperides to the stage door is crowded so I take an alternative route to the arcade. Aegisthus is already in the Peep windows, examining his mask and baffling his audience. He strips off his shirt, he writhes energetically, he slams himself against the window, pausing only when Agamemnon passes by, and only while Agamemnon is looking. Then Askalaphos is there, presenting Aegisthus with the lotus flower in the little plastic bag, then I am gone, and that is the last I see of Luigi Nardone at The Burnt City
😭😭😭😭😭
#the burnt city#burnt city#punchdrunk#punchdrunk theatre#immersive theatre#immersive#luigi nardone#luigi my beloved#aegisthus#askalaphos#absolutely devastated that tonight was apparently your final performance#i am not ready to say goodbye to any of these people!#i was going to refollow him again before the end!#nothing about this is okay!#😭😭😭
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SOBBINGGG like rusty quill somehow expected me to recover?? after listening to this???
#my post#tma#AUGHHHH#‘are you sure about this?’ ‘no. but I love you.’ ‘I love you too’#<- HOW COULD THEY MAKE THAT THE LAST WORDS JON AND MARTIN SPEAK ?? HOW COULD THEY DO THIS TO MEEEE#AUGHHHHHAAAAAAA#AND AND AND-#‘Martin please- I can’t lose you... not like this’ ‘tough! okay? where you go I go.’#AUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHH#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#AND-#‘I didn’t think you’d go through with it! not without me! I can’t believe you’d do this! that you’d leave me like this! you swore to me!#you swore to me you bastard!’#AUUGHHHHHH#and the last words of the whole series being#‘if anyone’s listening... goodbye. I’m sorry and... good luck.’#AUGHHH#AAAAA#;((((((#TMA TMA MY BELOVED AUGHHH
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#sorry for being so quiet since the dt post#i had to suddenly say goodbye to my beloved cat this weekend#ill be okay eventually#im just goin through it right now
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Weight talk tw I guess idk how to describe the post sorry im a little high
It’s so weird being around people who talk about weight problems (IOP) and like idk it brings up weird shit in my brain almost anxiety that I should feel bad about myself somehow like I’m doing this wrong being confident idk. Weird self doubt thing that happens when you’ve loved yourself (hmm. Rephrase. I don’t care about being fat. let’s say that.) and then you’re in a room full of people having a group discussion about how they avoid living their life in happy ways because they don’t want to become like you. But you love yourself. But everyone in your life since you were little has been dieting and talking about weight and specific numbers (someone was anxious about gaining seven pounds! SEVEN. If they saw my scale they would shit themselves. I put on seven pounds taking a big bong rip Jesus fucking Christ seven pounds. I wanted to rip my hair out.)
Next time weight issues come up in IOP I’m stepping out of the room. Like idk how to explain it cause it’s like not a trigger but I guess it is ? But it’s just so weird like the way I’m triggered makes me want to cry why does the world hate me for being fat what the fuck !!!!
#me when I gain weight issues through thinking about my own body in a group setting#ughhh#whatever fuck it#taking an anxiety med chavas at work Levi’s on a train (EXCITED!!!!) I’m gonna take my little sedative friend and try to take a nap bc six#and a half hours after the last two days I’ve had is fucking nothing. going to nap city will fix me.#also taking my morning med. I haven’t done that yet I need to eat *stares into camera* to take my meds gahhhh I hate having a human form an#intestines just take the med with one cracker and not get sick what the fuck body I’m so sick of heart burn I want to burn down the world#and now that I’ve had a med increase I get fucking withdrawal symptoms if I miss a morning dose which I found out bc I left my meds at home#accidentally on Monday when I was so overtired and forgot to put them back in my bag for IOP (cause they have food at IOP so I take them#there once I’ve eaten) and then I had a headache for like half of the day and I was so overtired I was crying on the drive home cause I#wanted to sleep so bad and then I got home and my brain wouldn’t shut the fuck up even on the sleep meds until I talked to kath and she#calmed me down just existing the little sweetheart god I love her okay anyways babble over I’m very overtired and a little cranky and my#brother has been in a very bitchy mood recently idk what’s got him on edge but everything is setting him off into little fights like not#just with me he was fighting with mom this morning he’s just kick to getting worked up recently which leads to me being angry wanting to be#rude which means do the opposite which means show extra compassion woohoo coping skills 🗣️🗣️#anyways. post panic attack sedative nap (my beloved) or perhaps work on editing my vlog#I’m high I forgot you can’t hit comma on tags. edit my vlog. vacuum. (I always spell vacuum with two c’s and not two u’s and I think#autocorrect should not correct me on that one bc I think I am right in my soul idk why#there’s another word I’m like that with but I forget what it is . okay bye thank you for listening to my type words goodbye goodnight mwah#it’s nap time babyyyyyy#idk if I have to trigger tag this ? someone let me know if I do please
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“I can…show you.”
5 more minutes 🥺
#the frog staring up at them#it’s like:#‘dad is this the simon you keep talking about in your sleep?’#skdjndksksjsjsjsjskakajsksksksk#now that we got simon canonically in the castle#IMMA HIT REBLOGG#i’m sorry but king wilhlem RISE 🔥#‘i can….show you.’#OKAY THEN#so show it. 😏#he was looking at simon like he was a full-on turkey#and it wasn’t even thanksgiving#i’m deceased lol#season three my beloved#their lil faces 🥹#wilmon#young royals#👑💜🎶#yes! finally! let them be soft!!!#prince wilhelm#simon eriksson#🤎🤍#wilmon the interracial interclass ship of my dreams and it was 🥹#imagine simon spending the night at wille’s room in the palace for the first time#THEY’RE EACH OTHER’S FIRSTS AND ONLYS Y’ALL#they are warm. and comfortable. and safe. <333#🐥🐥🐓#i love them sooooo much#update: OMG YOU DREW THEM IN A PURPLE HEART GOODBYE#*drowns in 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜*
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