#and maybe this is just the straw that broke the camels back
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if i’m honest, this might be the thing to push me off tumblr. i’ve been here for 14 years. tumblr is my internet home. but i cannot stand the thought of ai being allowed to scrape through this platform with only a “we /believe/ they will /honor/ what we asked”
i have a lot of reasons why i think that, but im not the best person to explain the dangers of ai and machine learning. but i am so angry about this.
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#if you ask why is this my tipping point#it’s complicated#tumblr has done a lot of shitty things over the years#they’re actively doing a lot of shitty things right now#and maybe this is just the straw that broke the camels back#but goddamn
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hello! I am wondering is Felix (I hope I got his name right.) a worker at the Marigold? Cause at the drawings you post is where he has a flower pin on his suit that looks like a Marigold, unless I am wrong. Dunno... Hmm.
Anyways how did Ari and Felix became exes? What's Rocky reaction to that?
I love your art, it's so pretty. Have a good day and night!
haha, you're not the first person to think he's a Marigold! but nah, he's just a guy from a wealthy family- the flower on his suit is actually a white chrysanthemum
Ari's relationship with Felix was born out of expectations rather than love. he seemed to check all the boxes on what's The Ideal Guy™️ and figured, with time, she would genuinely love him- they were already sorta friends, so..
...but that never happened and she even started liking him less lmao
the day he proposed to her she said no, thinking that at least they could stay friends; instead he just let his ugly entitlement and hurt ego be known ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
before Rocky knew any further details he was probably disheartened to find out Ari rejected a guy like that because, DAMN if not even a fancypants mcmoneybags pretty boy impressed her then what chance does he have?? currently he's aware he wasn't the nicest guy and wants to set his car on fire with him in it
on the other hand, both Ari and Rocky are somewhat thankful for that mess seeing as it was the catalyst for her moving to america ♥️ THANKS FELIX
so happy to hear you like my art, thank you!! ! i hope you have a good day/night too!! 💕💖💕
#disclaimer: Felix doesn't deserve all the credit for Ari moving tbh it was something she had in mind since she was a child#he was just... ..basically the straw that broke the camel's back#also maybe he should be wearing a yellow chrysanthemum instead but! irony!!#alsoalso Felix lives in portugal but his family's friends with Ari's aunt + uncle so 🙄 i figured he's bound to bump into her at least once#asks#anonymous#hc tag
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I am once again feeling sad and unappreciated on main
#how come when other ppl send fics on discord theres always ppl reading them right away and sending messages to talk abt it#when i do it *crickets* 99% of the time#maybe i'll get smth like ''yay'' or ''woo'' in response but no one has ever said shit abt the actual content of my fics4#WHAT. AM. I. DOING. WRONG.#NO ONE EVEB FUCKIGN CLICKSD ON MY NEW FIC ONE FUCKING HIT NO KUDOS LITERALLY WHY#i stg that dream i had where someone said they liked my ideas but would never read any of my fics bc they hate my writing style#wasn't even a dream it was just a vision that's 100% true#im sorry im not spiraling over thie specifically there's a million other more serious reasons im upset but this is just the straw that broke#the camel's back man im breaking down
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welp . due to "unforeseen" circumstances, imma have to leave my toxic ass household :D
#like lolllll who is surprised#i just didn't think i'd potentially have lesser of a relationship w my sibling bc of it#but it is what it is#idk what it is about male-centered women standing behind their man when they're manipulative violent assholes#but again - how can i really blame a victim like i get it ig ur in a hostage situation yourself babe#anyways. idk where my dad got this bat from but i got it in my room just in case someone wants to put their hands on me again#mind you - my situation is literally so easily solvable but bc these ppl are stubborn ...#like. the entitlement is crazy idk#like u want me to be down in the basement with YOUR kids that u neglect and don't even watch#and get mad when i set ground rules for them to follow? which is cleaning up after themselves???? oh brother#like you would think you'd wanna be down here to monitor ur kids but nooooo#they literally want the room upstairs and it was *decided* before we moved in (i didnt even have a chance jdksks)#and they want it bc they want to be far away from their own kids as possible.... like yalls actions are shitty.#imagine if i did ts to them where I have kids - I have them near you - and I DO NOTHING to parent them . thats a frustrating situation for#anybody i feel like ??#and before we moved - i DID have the upstairs like woopty doo ig nicer ofc and they were STEADYYYY trying to get me out of that room#(mind you - i have lived there since i was 12/13 and they came wayyy after)#like ... r u kidding me lolololol u want authority so bad over a basement ur not even in anymore#like mind u im not trying to overstep and be their parent ? ik im not . im just their auntie#its just so wilddddd to me they dont see how silly this is?#like maybe im wrong ? but having ur kids stay downstairs when ur upstairs was already off to me. like bffr u want them kids out your face#and u tryna pass them off to me and it's not subtle. but then get mad when i say smth abt behavior OH BROTHERRRRR#but anyways. the straw that broke the camels back was the fact this ngga spit on me. AND then put his hands on me. like omg???#i wanna break his shit so bad w this bat but chile....that is not productive and that is not me#but the rage i have omgggg. i wanna cus its like?? fuck you. ur literally an ABUSERRR idgaf about ur feelings btch.#chatter
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Wow this sucks
#I’m literally gonna cry wtf#I’ve been trying to get back into writing so I was going through some old journals and reading the poems I wrote back in 2015#and I left my favorite pages sitting on top of my notebook on my bed and my family’s dog came in while I wasn’t looking and destroyed it all#like they’re completely gone#some of the few pieces of writing from my teenage years that I’m actually proud of and wanted to revisit and it’s completely destroyed#I’ve found 2 scraps and they’ve got about 4 words in total#this was multiple pages full of writing#this is so discouraging I don’t even want to write anything now#like I started taking an online poetry workshop last week trying to push myself out of my comfort zone and maybe possibly move in the#direction of trying to get some of my poems put out there#and I’ve been in a huge writing slump for the last like year#and I was hoping this might get me out of it but now I don’t have any motivation to do it#I just wanna cry#I can’t go back to being a teenager again I can’t rewrite the way I felt back then#and now it’s really gone forever#I’m so sick and im working 3 jobs and I just want to be creative again but I’m tired#and I’m about to get hit by this giant hurricane#I’m really overwhelmed I think this was just the straw that broke the camels back#brb gonna go cry myself to sleep over lost poetry#sorry this is me venting feel free to ignore this#vent post#will probably delete after I’ve gotten more than 5 hours of uninterrupted sleep
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random doodles of Them, just me trying to get a thought or 2 out
#art tag#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd#pokemon#oc: emerald (pmd)#oc: bronze (pmd)#oc: leaf (pmd)#tbh. leaf is goin thru it#ive converted leafs vulpix partner into Accidental Child Acquisition#shes trying so hard to get this child away. the child keeps following her. she cant keep bringing this baby into life threatening situation#and then they part with hurtful words. i need to refine this arc tho#its sounds meh to me rn until i can iron it out#or rework the vulpix. again. or just delete it from the story#she also has a Thing about being an off colour leafeon. really was just the straw that broke the camels back#she was so excited to evolve and be more like grovyle but then shes winter coloured instead#yk when youre crying but also self aware enough to know its stupid? yeah thats what she did#emerald is Also goin thru it but in a different way. but her story follows the base game plot since shes the actual hero#she has a LOT of doubts and thoughts tho. why did her sister steal a time gear. if leaf is workin with grovyle then did she herself know hi#did she once work with leaf and maybe grovyle to steal the time gears????? why??????? if dusknoir knows grovyle then does he know her?#why is he acting like he doesnt know her. wait grov n leaf r criminals from the future? was that also her?#so on and so forth ykyk#vulpix#alolan vulpix#manaphy#glaceon#raichu#darkrai#flareon
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oh also this real quick
#tsukuyos like this in my minds eye#spent like the past hour thinking about how theyd work#all i ended up with was headcanons about their traumas#all i got out of it was that i think theyd both bottle up any grievances theyd have and i cant think of anyway theyd fight#like a couples fight. yknow. the healthy ones#cause like. to me i think ashley would be the type to bottle something up and never bring it up#sayings its all fine and good and putting up a brave and easy going face. worrying morw about how others feel and ignoring herself#while i think tsukuyo would also bottle things up but in a more silently stewing in it way i guess?#idk. like a silent treatment type thing or something that she’d eventually end up exploding over?? idk. straw that broke the camel’s back#idk! maybe all this shows is how much i have no clue about anything at all especially about relationships#anyways moment of weakness wont happen again probably look at the funny ashkuyo lo#basically im just gonna keep posting about making fun of them i cant be serious with them at all#magia record#ashkuyo
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I had a little leaf sitting on my kitchen window sill from a plant i bought months ago, and it was growing roots slowly and they were starting to get a little bigger (like quarter to half an inch). I'm moving and I had my mom pack up my kitchen and I think she may have thrown away the little leaf that was slowly growing that I looked at every day. And im actually devestated by it. I texted her but she hasnt texted me back and im going to be really really sad if it is in the trash. I tried so hard to save that plant after killing most of it and i was succeeding! She didn't even ask. I really hope im wrong and she will text me back and say no i didnt throw it away i just moved it. And i know shes not going to get why im so upset.
#ive been crying off and on for three hours!!#i dont want to be this upset!!!#i had wanted to give it to one of my friends to keep it growing after i move#maybe she just moved it#and i just dont know where it is#and i will feel silly in the morning for being so upset#and i keep trying to figure out if im actually crying and upset over this or if its just the straw that broke the camels back#and that this meltdown had been in the works and idk!!!!#im so tired ive had a tension headache for two days#sometimes i wonder if im making the right choice to go abroad
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broke: 'surge redemption arc where sonic gets thru to surge and redeems her’ woke: ‘arc where SURGE gets thru 2 SONIC and makes him worse and he abandons his morals because she’s right, if his brand of mercy resulted in her abuse, those values were wrong and together they turn into the scariest ‘heroes’ you’ve ever seen’
#partners in crime by set it off came on the playlist#and thats the whole thing#i mean its a recurring theme in idw where sonic gets called out again and again for his mercy#what if it worked and he just snapped a little#seeing what surge went thru is just the final straw that breaks the camels back#sonic shatters a little and maybe his 'saving' gets a lil more violent!#also 2 clarify the 'broke' is a joke i love surge redemption arc#i think sonic also deserves 2 get Worse tho
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By the way, I just realised my Japanese teacher didn't assign me any homework for the weekend again?
#I guess I was so pathetic in class that she decided not to ajkghdkhkbjd#I had a minor breakdown and had to leave the classroom for a bit#she was very kind though#she put it on the fact that I'm the only student in the group so I have to do everything#I just ended up apologising for the whole ordeal because of course I did#I'm honestly still so ashamed of it that I might end up apologising on Monday again#I know that in part it's not my fault I literally have an anxiety disorder#but on the other hand I still inconvenienced her and interrupted the flow of the class#then again she'd already told me I tend to apologise too much#gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#it's hard when your favourite class is also the language class and you get extreme anxiety when speaking foreign languages#(that aren't English)#though I think yesterday was just... anxiety from the whole week piling up really#and me not being able to understand a newspaper headline was the straw that broke the camel's back#either way I will end up cementing myself in her head as 1) likes rabbits 2) likes pierogi 3) apologises for everything 4) gets very anxiou#with maybe an extra 5) stutters out a はい when asked whether he finished a task
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hey besties how do you deal with crippling imposter syndrome lol
like it’s not even really imposter syndrome bc I am unemployed and have been for almost half a year (I am so ashamed) and out of the hundreds of positions I have applied to, I have not heard back positively once…. not even an email or phone call about setting an interview, let alone an actual interview. I feel that it’s too late for me to have a corporate career, that being laid off was the last straw, that my silly little finance degree won’t cut it without more experience, that i’m no longer desirable even for entry level positions because technically i am 25 now and was at my old job for a little over a year but haven’t had work since september, that no company will ever want me and even if they do, i’ll never be smart enough or motivated enough to be able to keep a decent paying job because i’ll always feel inferior to everyone around me
#god it’s like#I don’t know what happened to me#I was so dedicated and felt at least a tiny bit smart back in high school and college#and then losing my job and the way that place destroyed my self esteem was the straw that broke the camels back#I just want to live with my sister in california but no one will hire me and it’s like#maybe my silly little mental illness is just who I am now#maybe I can’t escape the depression that has become me#maybe the motivated dedicated determined intelligent person I thought I used to be is truly gone forever#I haven’t seen her in years#I don’t know how to get her back#i’m so afraid
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(was the AI Makoto angle really that obvious, lol)
Anyway, Monophanie tells Kaede and Tenko that they'll need weapons, or something to improve their chances at success. Luckily, for whatever reason, Tenko says she knows someone. She takes them to a back alley of sorts, where we find Mukuro in a trench coat sporting some eyebags.
Tenko tells Kaede that she's apparently a seriously good fighter that retired, while Kaede gets the feeling she should be running away from Mukuro. Mukuro looks...simply tired, as if she's been through quite the ordeal and wanted to just go home and take a nap. But the second she sees Monophanie in doll form, she feels sick.
Tenko: M-Miss Mukuro, are you all right?
Mukuro: Nnf...I'm fine. It's just...(shakily points at Monophanie) That's one ugly doll.
Kaede: ....It was a gift from my...twin sister? She's bad at picking gifts!
Mukuro: I both pity and relate to you. You should burn it immediately.
Monophanie: ....(internal crying)
Tenko changes the subject and says they need some weapons. Raising an eyebrow, Mukuro asks why they'd need them. Kaede lies and says that she's getting into Neo Akido, which of course cues eye sparkles from Tenko. Mukuro doesn't really get it, but doesn't care even more. So she lets them purchase weaponry.
Monophanie then states that they should also stock up on healing items to ensure they don't get wiped!
SNFAJGNJAKNGJK POOR FUCKING MONOPHANIE
also love mukuro is just here, clearly she's recovering from junko bs, but its very fucking funny that she is just fucking here, vibing, calling the monokubs an ugly doll, girl what happened to you-
#it wasnt i was just like 'wait how can makoto be the fake igor maybe its actually komaeda-WAIT FAKEKOTO'#trigger happy havoc#ndrv3#mukuro what happened is junko somewhere running around with monokid was that the straw that broke the camels back-
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i need to learn how to tell my friends when something hurts my feelings
#like idk it was just a joke or whatever it's a joke that's never bothered me much before but just... idk#maybe it was just the straw that broke the camel's back but what fucking ever#just gonna listen to olivia rodrigo and pray this doesn't make my thoughts spiral#vent i guess
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this is probably mean and not fully thought out, and maybe I have a bias because I’m not a yuri on ice fan but like…
it genuinely frustrates me how it seemed like some people only started to dislike mappa when they found out the yuri on ice movie was getting cancelled. Not that more and more news was coming out about how mappa treats its animators like shit. No, Yuri on Ice’s movie was cancelled so that’s why you need to be mad at mappa.
#talk away ⌞🍵🍋 ⌝#I don’t know#I’m frustrated#I might delete this later#maybe it’s because i don’t particularly care for yuri on ice#and im very passionate about animation#but it’s so frustrating only seeing people now swear off mappa now that yoi’s movie was cancelled#and not for their terrible treatment of their animators#and like an argument could be made that for some it was the straw that broke the camel's back#but idk#I think the treatment of the animators should have been the original straw#yuri on ice#yuri on ice!!!#yuri on ice adolescence#mappa#mappa studio#mappa animators#of course#there is always the fact some people may just have not known at the time#and fair#but I don’t know#i just don’t know#im annoyed lol#this isn’t totally rational
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me, reeling from the pain of it all as I slowly bleed out: Ya I'm fine haha
#maybe i'm just feeling fragile#or maybe it was the straw that broke the camels back#but idk how long i can keep this up
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#he told me hes sick of dealing with me a few days ago...#i just...#i wanna cry yet i feel so numb#i feel like im a person love was never meant for#i feel like im not enough#i feel like im a fucking burden to everyone#and i feel like everyone would be so much better off without me around#i feel like im never gonna accomplish anything#i feel - for a lack of better term - fuckind dead#i havent had a night that wasn't filled with nightmares invading my sleep for almost 5 months now#i just wanna.......dissappear#idk#its midnight and ive gotten maybe 3 hours of sleep#the auditory hallucinations from lack of sleep are bothering the shit out of me#feel like i cqnt sleep though cause i already know whats waiting for me in my sleep#oh and the straw that broke the camels back today was Wardlow losing but i highly doubt any of yall actually give a shit about him losing so#w/e#echo has a breakdown on main
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