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Remember when I was being cyberbullied with boob content all month long and they were happy hurting me while you guys were watching????

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Your aura is attractive because your energy is genuine.

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remember when you thought I was a fucking clown??????? yeah me too :)

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John Richmond - Fall 1997 RTW

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Cloud screens as stage displays would be really cool. I wonder how this installation would look in a gallery space if it were accompanied by a dance sequel with a myriad of visuals in transition with the clouds.

Sharon McConnell - Architecture of the Sky, 2019 (Heat transfer prints on fabric)

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weirdos

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reducing expression to immaturity because you can't reconcile with your audacity to violate and invalidate. hypocrite.

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It's Wednesday afternoon. I fast on Wednesdays. I haven't kneeled enough today but I wore pain as I normally do. I can't talk to God, I tried to pray but I have rage. What God is this that subjects you to pain and perpertual anguish? I can't pray today albeit the will exists. What God is this, that sees my pure heart and still summons evil in the form of people. I can't kneel today but I will starve myself for holiness. I will starve myself for forgiveness. I will deny myself food for a God I've lost faith in.

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It's a beautiful and terrible time. I am falling apart but slowly and brutally. I was thinking about my rage this morning. Like wow, it's impossible to be silent. This rage has a shape and a face, it has a smile and a dream. It is almost as if this rage has morphed into me. I am mean and radiant, subtle in my insistence to disrupt. This rage, is loud and it sparkles, it hates deeply and loves truly, it's almost as if this rage has morphed into me. I am mean.

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Discover the Striking World of Yuka Mannami’s Contemporary Fashion Portraits

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nothing annoys me more than human beings. I hate them and the way they think they know me.

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I keep wondering why I haven't died yet. I don't want to be here. I hate the human experience and I've lost interest in everything.

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Anyiang Yak by Erika Long for Rouge Fashionbook November 2024

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sadness

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we aren't meant to stay glued to screens and to read this many thoughts and to scroll this much. digitality is unhealthy