#and i’m so exhausted
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feeling kinda bad bc i did not want to get this behind with posting doctober stuff but also: september and october have both been…really horrible for me? and i’d like the world to Not but yknow. i do not control things. sadly. i have flights this weekend and i’m hoping i’ll get the chance to write but i dunno if the brain will be working
#vent ish#might delete later#idk it just. it makes me sad bc i swear every year i’m like ‘this one will be better’ and the last four have just#progressively gotten worse and worse#and i’m so exhausted#i was able to pick up my sewing today but that’s because i needed to use my hands or i was going to go crazy#i just wish i could rest#between people dying and my health/disabilities and family drama i am just completely drained
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it’d be absolutely, fundamentally wonderful if life would stop kicking my ass.
#🪷—faerie whispers#I’m always busy#usually writing is my peace and relaxation#and even it’s not fun anymore#school and work are getting tiring#I’m a full time caretaker atp#and I’m so exhausted#can never keep money#it’s all so exhausting
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#birdie rambles#had a shitty day full of family drama#and i’m so exhausted#as soon as my sister leaves i’m gonna open up cas#i want to make some occults#or maybe some sims that i think would live in the apocalyptic settlement i’m building…hmm
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As much as I don’t wanna be home, I cannot WAIT to climb into bed and just breathe
#part of me wants to delay that but the other part of me is like well… we gotta get it over with#and I’m so exhausted#today has been too much for me#so I wanna sleep and just chill#cry when I need to#tidy up some of the house maybe#that part is very optional for tomorrow#but still
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Whoever invented the German education system please go kys in all honesty
#rot in hell you bastard#I have exam season#and I’m so exhausted#new Pisa study shows that Germanys education is shit and only got worse over the years#venting
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One Summer Day
#hullo! I’m back!#sorry about the longer-than-planned-for-absence;#after I got back from my trip I was exhausted and then I almost immediately had to deal with a health thing#and I haven’t had as much brain for drawing as I would have hoped — but I finally finished another piece!#learning this new software is taking me a bit but it’s so fun alskdjfjf :D#hope you all are doing well!! I’ll start answering asks again whenever I have time#bsd#my art#bsd chuuya#bsd dazai#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#skk#skyline pigeon fic
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I don’t know how many “just make it through today”s I’ve got left.
#mentally exhausted#i dont want to be here#im losing hope#tw depressing stuff#i’m so alone#self h@rm#mental health relapse#i hate my existence#anxi4ty#deppresing quotes
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Happy birthday @sonicthehedgehog! You’ve given us incredible content for 33 years. I can’t wait to see what more you have in store! 🥰🦔💙 I LOVE YOU!
Thank you to @urlocalbowserfangirl for the idea!
#my art#Sonic the hedgehog#sth#Sonic the hedgehog birthday#Sonic’s birthday#Sonic trash#segafanart#I can finally sleep lol#I’m exhausted from this but I’m so happy with how it turned out
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Sequel to Sunshade
#my art#warrior nun#wn fanart#avatrice#still set in:#au where they get to go home and take a nap at the end of s2#Ig I felt bad I drew a fluffy snuggling scene and still didn’t let poor B rest#my painting ‘sunshade’ is structured around a visual pun#(cause people call B a ‘sunshine protector’ and funny if more literal)#but what makes avt so good is how A coaxes B out of the protector role and A is given space to not always be sunny#the sunshine protector/knight-princess dynamic is exhausting for both parties (which is why JC/ Ava doesn’t work)#so here’s the natural follow up#couldn’t think of a good pun for the caption though. Moonshine?#I actually really enjoy where the series left off. Their relationship is thematically complete.#(<- Burying this deep in the tags because I know nobody agrees with me)#imerr fanart#me: I’m totally over WN — also me:
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Oh right... The curse. The curse of Strahd. The curse chosen specially to torture Strahd, Strahd’s curse.
#god i’m so tired#the castle ravenloft chapter is exhausting#just by sheer volume alone#and this keeps playing in my head while I'm reading it#cos spoilers#queued post bc lazy#dming is hard#curse of strahd#strahd campaign#dnd strahd#dnd#dnd shenanigans#dnd campaign#dnd5e#d&d campaign#d&d 5e#d&d#dungeon master#dungeons and dragons#curse of strahd spoilers#cos
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I’m so fucking tired of this stupid fucking resurgence of people arguing that misandry is real or a coherent form of oppression at all so I wanna address this more directly. Most of the arguments I’ve seen rely on the fact that men are harmed and constrained by the patriarchy, and you know what, that’s true!
But cis people are harmed and constrained by the existence of the gender binary. That doesn’t mean that cisphobia is real. Straight people are harmed and constrained by heteronormativity, but that doesn’t make heterophobia real.
I really thought this stuff was obvious but I guess it isn’t. I need all of you who are complaining about “misandry” to understand that you sound like the down with cis bus post
#transmisogny#god I’m so exhausted by this#some of you are so desperate to prove that women are oppressing you
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On the verge of knocking out so just a chicken scratch doodle. Soon…
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#my art#last day of MCM went by well#I’m so happy to have experienced it again#Met a lot of awesome folks this weekend#so so so excited for Veilguard#I can feel my body and mind shut down from exhaustion#can’t form a coherent thought but hehe Emmy soon
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ngl i get that people hype up hating writing for the bit but like. idk. yall i Do actually really like writing. it is so satisfying and fun and rewarding and i get to look back what i made over and over again and get joy every single time.
yes writing is hard but if you hate it more than you love it im kinda like. idk. find another hobby?
#also the planning parts and the daydreaming is part of the process so idk#yall it is getting exhausting seeing all the quirky see how little i’m writing shit#like what if for once i am writing and im having a grand time!!#what if not being able to write isn’t a fun joke it is honestly detrimental to my brain!!!#what if writing has been my friend when i never had any and it is the love of my life and love language and i love actually doing it perhap#talking#ren hot cakes
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I usually get addicted to literally anything that distracts me from the fact that I exist
#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#depressing life#sad thoughts#self h@rm#i'm sad#im sorry#suic1de#quotes#trauma#i’m so tired#tired#mentally exhausted#mentally fucked#mental health#tw self destructive behavior#tw self destruction#sexualassault#sadnees#su1c1d3#su1cide#su1c1dal
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Been thinking about how Donnie and Leo’s insecurities juxtapose each other.
Donnie is insecure about his place in the family, but confident in who he is outside of it.
Leo is secure about being a part of the family, but thinks he’s nothing outside of it.
I think it’s a very interesting comparison that reflects their respective personalities, Donnie’s “Will all I have to offer be enough?” versus Leo’s “Do I even have anything else to offer?”
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt leo#rise donnie#rise leo#‘I’m not good enough for my family’ versus ‘I am nothing without my family’#as a middle child they are Very Much Middle Children#willing to bet this is a big part of why they clash so much too#they both have what the other wants#I ALSO think they’re both introverts - yes even Leo - and that social exhaustion makes this all even harder for them#should I also get into how facts and science matter so much to donnie#while leo is into fiction and magic tricks and the like#BUT despite their interests donnie is less prone to suspicion than leo and I think that’s so interesting too#one day I’ll talk about it
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He needs attention
#gang I’m so exhausted. why do I always end up with projects on top of each other#it’s good it’s fine I’m just a little sad cause I haven’t had the time or inspiration to do malevolent art that I can post#so have a sketch of them <3#my art#malevolent#sketches#fan art#malevolent fanart#arthur lester#John doe
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