#and i’m so exhausted
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feeling kinda bad bc i did not want to get this behind with posting doctober stuff but also: september and october have both been…really horrible for me? and i’d like the world to Not but yknow. i do not control things. sadly. i have flights this weekend and i’m hoping i’ll get the chance to write but i dunno if the brain will be working
#vent ish#might delete later#idk it just. it makes me sad bc i swear every year i’m like ‘this one will be better’ and the last four have just#progressively gotten worse and worse#and i’m so exhausted#i was able to pick up my sewing today but that’s because i needed to use my hands or i was going to go crazy#i just wish i could rest#between people dying and my health/disabilities and family drama i am just completely drained
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it’d be absolutely, fundamentally wonderful if life would stop kicking my ass.
#🪷—faerie whispers#I’m always busy#usually writing is my peace and relaxation#and even it’s not fun anymore#school and work are getting tiring#I’m a full time caretaker atp#and I’m so exhausted#can never keep money#it’s all so exhausting
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i don’t want to go to work 😭
#it’s cold. we’re missing out on an ice day by like three degrees. it’s going to be raining and it’s going to be so cold#and I’m so exhausted
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Whoever invented the German education system please go kys in all honesty
#rot in hell you bastard#I have exam season#and I’m so exhausted#new Pisa study shows that Germanys education is shit and only got worse over the years#venting
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A simple visual came to mind.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#emmrich volkarin#da manfred#my art#I’m too exhausted rn so I drew the first thing that came to mind#which was this apparently#walk in on an Emmy who’s dressing down#maybe he’s getting ready for bed#on my mind all day he’s such a sweetheart I love him#Manfred is just curiously reading#rook is gonna proceed to laze on his lap while Emmy continues reading#then they fall asleep tgt
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ooo if you’d like to, bad boys? your art is so shaped /vpos :DD
bad boys 4 u <3
#sphynx sketches#sphynx asks!#trafficblr#limited life fanart#grian fanart#smallishbeans fanart#solidaritygaming fanart#swear i’m still doing the requests LOL. some real stressful stuff happened in my life recently so im even more exhausted than usual.#plus i’ve been working on some personal art so mcyt was on the backburner for a minute. been thinking about my ocs more lately#but i have some things i want to do so maybee if i don’t procrastinate like hell i will have some more art for tumblr soon
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I do not feel comfortable being openly homosexual in the company of “queer” people. Even hinting that I experience absolutely no attraction to the male sex is stressful, because often this results in a bunch of questions that equally feel like bafflement and interrogation. “What about THESE men?” No, not them either. No men. “But this man identifies as a woman!” I am not wired to be attracted to pronouns. “What about this man? He’s femme!” He is still a man, and I am still a lesbian. “So just no men at all?” YES. What is so hard to understand about that? Why can’t you just accept that female homosexuality exists, that it isn’t an evil ideology, and that it’s just how I and many other women are born? Why can you accept and understand so many things, but draw the line at a woman having no interest in the male sex?
#I think a lot of people like this are the straight and bi people who have convinced themselves they’re gay#and they genuinely believe that OSA is part of the gay experience#so when they come across an actual live homosexual they’re bewildered#I’m just so exhausted#so many times I’ve received some sort of shock or confusion when I tell people I’m not attracted to any men#they’re SURE that there has to be some exception#that there’s some loophole or workaround#that if they show me the right man or show me a man with the right identity I’ll admit that I’m attracted to him#they don’t understand that such thing will never happen because lesbians do exist#and they don’t understand how emotionally draining it is to have peolle constantly insisting otherwise#please just fucking leave lesbians alone and stop interrogating us about our natural sexuality#gender critical#my ramblings
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I don’t know how many “just make it through today”s I’ve got left.
#mentally exhausted#i dont want to be here#im losing hope#tw depressing stuff#i’m so alone#self h@rm#mental health relapse#i hate my existence#anxi4ty#deppresing quotes
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I usually get addicted to literally anything that distracts me from the fact that I exist
#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#depressing life#sad thoughts#self h@rm#i'm sad#im sorry#suic1de#quotes#trauma#i’m so tired#tired#mentally exhausted#mentally fucked#mental health#tw self destructive behavior#tw self destruction#sexualassault#sadnees#su1c1d3#su1cide#su1c1dal
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Ngl I’m curious as to how many fans of HDG would, if given the opportunity, sell out all of humanity to the Affini, and how long would they take to make that decision.
#human domestication guide#floretposting#hdg#I know I would do it in less than a second#I’m so fucking exhausted of being exhausted all the time#and at least under the affini I get to exist as myself#affini#floret
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Happy birthday @sonicthehedgehog! You’ve given us incredible content for 33 years. I can’t wait to see what more you have in store! 🥰🦔💙 I LOVE YOU!
Thank you to @urlocalbowserfangirl for the idea!

#my art#Sonic the hedgehog#sth#Sonic the hedgehog birthday#Sonic’s birthday#Sonic trash#segafanart#I can finally sleep lol#I’m exhausted from this but I’m so happy with how it turned out
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Sequel to Sunshade
#my art#warrior nun#wn fanart#avatrice#still set in:#au where they get to go home and take a nap at the end of s2#Ig I felt bad I drew a fluffy snuggling scene and still didn’t let poor B rest#my painting ‘sunshade’ is structured around a visual pun#(cause people call B a ‘sunshine protector’ and funny if more literal)#but what makes avt so good is how A coaxes B out of the protector role and A is given space to not always be sunny#the sunshine protector/knight-princess dynamic is exhausting for both parties (which is why JC/ Ava doesn’t work)#so here’s the natural follow up#couldn’t think of a good pun for the caption though. Moonshine?#I actually really enjoy where the series left off. Their relationship is thematically complete.#(<- Burying this deep in the tags because I know nobody agrees with me)#imerr fanart#me: I’m totally over WN — also me:
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Oh right... The curse. The curse of Strahd. The curse chosen specially to torture Strahd, Strahd’s curse.
#god i’m so tired#the castle ravenloft chapter is exhausting#just by sheer volume alone#and this keeps playing in my head while I'm reading it#cos spoilers#queued post bc lazy#dming is hard#curse of strahd#strahd campaign#dnd strahd#dnd#dnd shenanigans#dnd campaign#dnd5e#d&d campaign#d&d 5e#d&d#dungeon master#dungeons and dragons#curse of strahd spoilers#cos
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I’m so fucking tired of this stupid fucking resurgence of people arguing that misandry is real or a coherent form of oppression at all so I wanna address this more directly. Most of the arguments I’ve seen rely on the fact that men are harmed and constrained by the patriarchy, and you know what, that’s true!
But cis people are harmed and constrained by the existence of the gender binary. That doesn’t mean that cisphobia is real. Straight people are harmed and constrained by heteronormativity, but that doesn’t make heterophobia real.
I really thought this stuff was obvious but I guess it isn’t. I need all of you who are complaining about “misandry” to understand that you sound like the down with cis bus post
#transmisogny#god I’m so exhausted by this#some of you are so desperate to prove that women are oppressing you
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Starting the day.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#my art#model refs are fun to use when I have the energy#Emmy on the mind even tho I’m still exhausted#rook walking in to him getting dressed#trying on new fancy jewellery and such#hehe#he’s just so ough
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ngl i get that people hype up hating writing for the bit but like. idk. yall i Do actually really like writing. it is so satisfying and fun and rewarding and i get to look back what i made over and over again and get joy every single time.
yes writing is hard but if you hate it more than you love it im kinda like. idk. find another hobby?
#also the planning parts and the daydreaming is part of the process so idk#yall it is getting exhausting seeing all the quirky see how little i’m writing shit#like what if for once i am writing and im having a grand time!!#what if not being able to write isn’t a fun joke it is honestly detrimental to my brain!!!#what if writing has been my friend when i never had any and it is the love of my life and love language and i love actually doing it perhap#talking#ren hot cakes
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