#im losing hope
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I don’t know how many “just make it through today”s I’ve got left.
#mentally exhausted#i dont want to be here#im losing hope#tw depressing stuff#i’m so alone#self h@rm#mental health relapse#i hate my existence#anxi4ty#deppresing quotes
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i hope mitski releases the concert version of happy and I don't smoke, I liked them so much better than the actual versions
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“i thought you were getting better”
I just wrote my girlfriends goodbye letter
#i dont want to be here#im losing hope#mental illness#tw depressing stuff#mentally unstable#tw depressing thoughts#sorry for being depressing#i want to be loved#i’m useless#goodbye letter
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Everything is so fucked up.
I can't believe that I am still here and hope that it will be better.
I don't think that it will be better for me, I doesn't deserve that.
#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#i dont want to be here#mental illness#i’m so alone#im losing hope
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slowly getting my privileges back which means art is coming soon
yesterday, my mom let me watch tv and play specially wii sports because i convinced her that it was exercise
baby steps guys!! baby steps!!
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Lol, everyones like “youre so young, you have time” blah blah whatever. I feel as if im falling behind and their is nothing i can do to stop it, every relationship ive been in ive never felt loved, i love them tell im laying on the floor bleeding out for them but i cant even get a simple goodnight? I love you? What the fuck. It hurts. Even growing up to beg my father to love me did work. Why do i think a random person fucking will?? Whatever lol ill still love someone until i die of heartbreak or some shit because I simply dont know how not to give someone everything. Xoxo <3
#im losing hope#i want to cvt#sh#tw s3lf harm#lovesick#love obsession#love vent#obsessive love#actually obsessive#bpd shit#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd obsession
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4 - 1 DAMN IT BARÇA
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what do you do when there are no solutions that let you avoid being in pain?
#im losing hope#im running out of options#im just fuckibg sick of constantly being in pain#and being an asshole to people because of it#vent
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accidentally fell asleep after sob crying for like an hour straight and i was so confused and my head is still pounding
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I’m so fucking disgusted with myself.
#mentally exhausted#i dont want to be here#im losing hope#tw depressing stuff#i’m so alone#self h@rm#mental health relapse#i hate my existence#anxi4ty#deppresing quotes
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I tried finding myself in you
I tried to find my name engraved in your heart
I searched for your love with moist eyes
I tried searching for a way to get back into your heart
I ended up loving you more
When i wiped out love from your heart
How can I convince you that this is the truth?
A life without you is like my life parting away me
This arrogance is making fun of my love
Why don't you show some kindness towards me?
You are going far away from me even before I realised
That love can never be taken out of one's heart
I can't take a step ahead without you by my side
How can my pain reach your heart?
I tried searching for a way to get back in your heart and breaking my heart into pieces...
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just writing my goodbye letters😁
#i dont want to be here#im losing hope#mental illness#tw depressing stuff#mentally unstable#depressing life#i want to cvt
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Sometimes I don’t cry at all. I’ve got no tears left.
one thing about me is that i will cry. i cry when i’m happy, i cry when i’m sad, i cry when i am angry, i cry when i am tired, and i cry when i think about life
#personal#mentally exhausted#i dont want to be here#im losing hope#tw depressing stuff#i’m so alone#self h@rm#mental health relapse#i hate my existence#anxi4ty
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WHERE’S THE DOCUMENTARY
he won't post anything, is he? 😭
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I dont think ill ever be truly loved honestly.Xoxo<3
#im losing hope#i want to cvt#sh#self h@rm#love obsession#have i ever been truly loved?#obsessive love#love hate relationship#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd problems
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Stellar death
#dddaily4sherin#day 313 i totally did not mess up the day count yesterday#life series#grian#scott smajor#pearlescentmoon#inthelittlewood#goodtimeswithscar#zombiecleo#3rd life smp#last life smp#double life smp#limited life smp#real life smp#mcyt#trafficblr#traffic smp#my art#i had an epiphany after a certain astro class and have been losing it ever since#screw the solar system make them all (dying/dead) stars!!!!!! (and related events)#and I finally got to do it tdy LMASODAOS HOPE U GUYS LIKE THIS IM VERY HAPPY WITH IT >:D#also ppl who knows astronomy/astrophysics feel free to psychoanalyze the hell out of this. i had sm fun assigning them HEHEHE
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