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#fuck I want to destroy my life#i’m sad and I hate a lot of things about myself#and i’m fighting with my boyfriend#and he doesn’t think I want to hang out with him genuinely#he feels that I only hang out with him because I don’t want him to be upset but that I don’t actually want to be with him#which!! fuck I feel like i’m losing my mind by trying to talk to him when he’s gotten like he’s gotten the past week#and he won’t talk to me about anything#and he’s clearly sad#and he’s clearly hurt#and I don’t know how to fix it!!!#but maybe it’ll be fixed#he said that who he had been calling his best friend#that he actually was much closer to me than him#and I have a really close relationship with mj my best friend#and I love her a lot#and i’ve not been making the comparison#because he’s my bf and she’s my best friend#and I see them as different categories#at least I was doing it for sure because I don’t want to have to compare the#m#because I really love them both#and does it make sense to say that i’m closer to MJ than to andrew#I DONT KNOW I love them both#and I joke about being gay but I dont like mj romantically#I kinda hate myself#and I hate my body and I hate that I gained 5 pounds over the past three weeks#anyway#more to say but out of energy#teenage angst#please block this tag if you don’t want more of my poopy emotions
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the thing to me about Demetri in season 6 is that it very much feels like he’s still clinging to the old version of Eli like just a little bit. Like he accepts that his hair is different and he dresses different and he likes karate now, but Demetri never calls him hawk and is still talking for him and still expects the two of them to go to MIT like nothing has changed. We as an audience can understand that Eli has hated every version of himself until around like season 4 or season 5, including who he was before karate and before the show, but to Demetri that version of Eli was his best friend, he loved that version of Eli and I think to him the rejection of MIT really solidifies that Eli will never be that person again. Like, I think Demetri was like “well he’s not hawk anymore so now my best friend Eli is back” but to Eli, I think he’s trying to be someone new, not the kid who was bullied and not the person who hurt his best friend. I think that season 6 is a little bit about the two of them reckoning with the people they are now and the people they want to be in college
#Posts for truly no one who follows me that’s fine but I’ve been thinking about them since Thursday and needed to say something#I don’t even know if this makes terribly a lot of sense and also I don’t know if the writers of the show even think about them in this dept#But I do and I need to talk about it#The gays are fighting and to be so honest I’m eating it up#cobra kai#binary boyfriends#hawkmetri#elimetri#i don’t know exactly what tags but whatever here’s my word vomit
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CRYIGJFNGNGNGNGG Sanji coming to save Luffy and Luffy immediately falling asleep bc he knows he’s SAFE and that Sanji will protect him no matter what happens so he can finally tap out after hours of fighting knowing that when he wakes up he’ll be on the Sunny in Sanji’s arms shut up shut UP SHUT UPPPPPP THAT IS THE DEFINITION OF TRUE LOVE
#Can you all guess which part of WCI I’m at now. LOL#It was IMMEDIATE. Sanji grabbed him and Luffy was like my boyfriend’s got me time to go snork mimimimi#One Piece#Sanlu#Lusan#Sanji#Luffy#Luffy: Done fighting? Check#Luffy: In boyfriend’s arms? Check#Luffy: Warm and soft and safe and with Sanji? Check#Luffy: Goodnight :)))))#Shima speaks
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Just saw the Fall Guy again and oh my gosh it’s even better the second time!! This movie is so phenomenal, a true masterpiece! I took my friend with me and she absolutely fell in love with t and is planning to take her parents to see it!! Can’t wait to buy this movie and watch it nonstop!!
#the fall guy (2024)#the fall guy 2024#the fall guy#ryan gosling music#emily blunt#hannah waddingham#aaron taylor johnson#colt seavers#jody moreno#tom ryder#gail meyer#literally so good#oh my gosh i’m obsessed#I would love if Jody got more fight scenes if they make a sequel#she was so awesome#and colt is just the most perfect boyfriend#love them so much#Jean-Claude is the goodest boy
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#he wasnt a good boyfriend but he genuinely needs help#dare I say he was a good boyfriend just super wrong in the fight they had#he was traumatized and betrayed by his brother ofc he’s not going to come out okay#he needs therapy#he isn’t an angry person just because he wants to be he is actually hurt#fitz vacker#but all people wanna do is hate him instead of acknowledge he needs help too#fitz vacker defender#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc opinions#hot take#kotlc controversial opinions#sophie foster#she didn’t deserve that but he went though sm too#I’m not a sophitz shipper though#alvar vacker#biana vacker#alden vacker#della vacker#dare I also say that Shannon ruined his character for sokeefe to look better#and everyone fell for it#i love sokeefe but leave my boy fitz alone#in the process she also robbed us of fitz and keefe’s frienship
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Oliver Cousland - Grey Warden - Reaver
Oliver had visited Antiva once as a child. He’d not liked the scorching hot sun and had spent most of the summer splayed out on the tile floor of the apartment complaining about it. If his parents knew he’d be dancing in it’s capitol city fifteen years later, with an Antivan Crow no less, they’d be turning in their graves but Zevran made the sun bearable. The music and the wine helped.
“What are you thinking about, Amor?” Zevran asked, brushing the back of his hand against Ollies’ cheek.
It was a simple gesture that made his eyes flutter. He’d never been so sweet- so syrupy slow. In the far back of his mind he knew he had to be somewhere. That there was something urgent happening elsewhere but in the circle of his lovers arms, in the bright Antivan sun he could not remember what it was.
“I think I forgot to do something,” He murmured.
Zevran only smiled. He spun them around the deck and Oliver let him.
“The best part about ending a war,” Zev pulled Oliver close to his face, “Is that there is nothing to worry about after the armor is put away.”
He kissed him and the anxiety slipped away. They stayed like that for a long while, half asleep and swaying. Draped across each other like they’d been here a hundred times before.
Yet, there was that nagging feeling again, tugging at his mind. Images of a stone corridor playing just past where he could grasp. He untangled himself from Zevran’s limbs. The weight of the afternoon weighing heavy on his shoulders as he made his way back into the apartment. Footsteps followed. Something was very wrong, the world spun with each step and everything was fuzzy at the edges.
“Makers breath, I feel like shit.” He muttered and reached for the pitcher of water on the end table.
“Perhaps you just need to rest,” Zevran responded.
Oliver filled his hands with water and drank, hoping the coolness would steady him. It did not. Fingers worked circles into his shoulders and he scrubbed his face with wet hands. Nausea rippled through his body. The music off the end of the balcony was getting annoying and the sun made the air miserable and that horrible, nagging thought of forgetting something was drowning out everything that had been good. He dug his fingers into his eyes until white splotches erupted in his vision.
“I need to focus!” He half shouted.
“You need to calm down.” Zevran responded, holding Olivers chin in his hand.
He brushed his thumb along his bottom lip, an easy smile slipping back onto his face. “It’s been a long day, yes? Let’s go lay down.”
“This makes a lot of sense, actually,” A familiar voice sounded behind him.
He turned from Zevran’s touch to find Valen and an unknown mage standing in the center of the room. The two of them felt sharper than the rest of the room. Valen was looking around, taking in the lived in apartment they stood in as if he’d never been there before but Oliver was sure they’d invited their friends since buying it.
“I almost feel bad about this one,” The mage said, eyes fixated on them.
“You don’t have to feel bad, you could stay here with us.” Zevran said.
The nausea was pounding again. Valen was frowning, his blades loose in his hands. He knew that stance. It only worked because he was fast as hell. That relaxed posture and the always shifting eyes.
“I don’t think we can. Ollie,” he was talking over the other elves shoulder to him “who killed the archdemon, certainly you’d remember that right?”
“Why does that matter?” Zevran asked.
“We’re in the fade. You’re kissing a spirit, none of this is real.” This was the unknown mage.
Oliver stared at them. A slight, baby faced elf with a matter-of-fact expression and a nasty purple bruise blooming on their eye. He’d seen them before. They’d been chest to chest with a templar a head taller and 60 pounds heavier yelling something about apprentices in the stone hallway of Kinloch Hold.
A wave of nausea hit him, made the room spin. It wasn’t real.
“A spirit?” He asked the mage who nodded in response.
“A demon.” Zevran corrected and lunged for Valen.
Valen was quicker and lept out of the way, dropping into a low crouch. Zevran stumbled and caught in the wall his uncharacteristic moment of clumsiness leaving space for Valen to drive his blade up into his chest. It was Zevran’s turn to dodge, turning himself to the side and slashing instead at the young mage who looked more like a fish out of water than anything. Their slow reflexes earned them a gash on their cheek and an expletive thrown haphazardly into the room. Oliver just watched. Blood splattered the tile. Zevran spat and writhed as Valen wrapped his arm around his throat. Zev- no the demon, swung his blades around desperately. More like a trapped animal than a man and as Oliver stepped closer it glowered.
“You wouldn’t harm me.” It stated as fact.
A bold assumption but he had watched Zevran die a hundred times before, nightmare after nightmare. What was one more time.
“Oliver, damnit I can’t hold him forever!” Valen snarled.
He twisted it’s arm behind it’s back, wrenching the dagger from its hand and leaned ever closer until their foreheads pressed together. “I’ll tell you a secret,” he whispered, studying it’s eyes. They were a perfect replication. “There is not a person that I love that I have not seen die a hundred times before.”
He drove his dagger under the demons ribcage. There was no blood. There was no cracking of bone or ripping of skin only a guttural hiss to remind him that it was never Zevran even if the light in its eyes died the same as a persons.
They were no longer standing in a homey antivan kitchen. The band had long ago stopped playing and the air was cool against his skin. None of it had been real. Not one moment.
Taglist: @nuclearsludge @adelaidedrubman @socially-awkward-skeleton @captastra @sunstreakerapologist @wishbonemotel @henbased
#oc Oliver cousland#Oliver cousland#moodboard#guy who had to watch whole family get slaughtered and suffers from repetitive night terrors of his current not dead loved ones being#slaughtered has to kill thing pretending to be his. boyfriend? lover?#my token super fucking edgy dragon age oc <3#it could be better but if I don’t post it now it never leaves the doc so#i warned you about the clunky fight scene LMAO#all that said I’m pretty proud of it
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This picture belongs in the louvre
Steve: okay so the plan is-
Tony: oh god not another plan
Bucky, no thoughts, staring so far into space he’s in the multiverse:
#Bucky looks so mad#tony stark#avengers#iron man#marvel#captain america#steve rogers#mcu#bucky barnes#winter soldier#my two boyfriends are fighting and I’m NOT happy about it
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You know when I hear people say they want more messy relationships in ST, I’m tempted to point my finger to the corner where Stonathan sits.
#to me they have toxic boyfriendism energy#why do you think I made them the way they are in my st bbc ghosts au#I will admit that I’m not really into messy relationships myself but stonathan is a special case where I will consume it#like look at it this way#the ex of Nancy caught kissing her boyfriend who once beat him up in an alley back in 83’#there is drama there and I hope next season I get some good ‘stonathan shenanigans in stupidity’ moments#and have Steve and Nancy be snarky exes that gifts me back s1 stoncy friendship dynamic#and then Jonathan has a boyfriend and a girlfriend who fight for the right to wear the yellow sweater and the black denim jacket#it’s the fine wine of ST enemies to lovers stories#and it’s sad to see that barely anybody wants to drink it cause it’s sooooo good#note that I will be using the saying ‘stonathan shenanigans in stupidity’ whenever I can after s5 comes out cause it rolls off the tongue#amazingly#stranger things#stonathan
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Thinking about them a lot today 💆♀️ @night-triumphantt
#ocs#local bitch gets golden retriever boyfriend#I’m thinking about them every day actually not just today#the way daemon is like 🥰 and she’s clearly dissecting someone with her eyes loll#let me just throw this out there before I go to bed lol#I deserve a medal for actually finishing this when I said I would jdkskdjs#no matter how long later 😂💀#I love them so much actually#I would draw them way WAY more if karima wasn’t fucking fighting me left and right#like she did in the second drawing as you can probably tell 💀💀#my art#daemon x karima
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I’ve honestly been doing pretty bad lately, like more so than normal. But I’m alive which is really good so it could be worse for sure.
#Two days ago I almost did something really bad to myself and it hasn’t been like that for me since 2020 so that was rly scary#I’m thinking about going back to therapy. except therapy doesn’t work for me because I freak out and lie to the therapist#and then I don’t make effort outside of the sessions to get better so like.#can someone medicate me PLEASE#also I’ve been fighting with my boyfriend a lot lately which is not great. for me.
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Whole squad is in the discord vc except the one transfem friend before dnd starts and one of them refers to her using they asking if anyone knows when she’s coming. and you go. She said she’d probably be here but someone should message her :) also I noticed that we’ve all been using they/them for her but I checked her pronoun roles in a different server we’re all in and the only ones she has are she/her :) so we should proba
And you get cut off by the person who said it and one of the other people going “OH well I use they/them for everyone” and “yeah I just kinda always default to they/them” and “yeah same I just always use them” talking over each other and
And the impulse to bring out your academic essay from sjw university hits. There is the sharp impulse to go 🤨 you guys using they/them for her when we know her pronouns is degendering her and ultimately feeding into the larger structure of transmisogyny and
you ignore it and say ok well I think :) we should try anyway 💕 to use her right pronouns
And there’s the quiet consensus of like yeah ok that’s fair that’s true. and she joins the vc three seconds later
#ven.txt#the one other nb person in the group did go like oh you’re right that’s fair when I said it#so shoutout them they’re a real one#but I really did not expect the jump to defensiveness from the two friends !!! one of whom was not even the one who said it then!!!#and like the whole group has done it to the point where I once started using they for her because I thought I must be wrong#but I checked her roles and no it was she her. weeeee#but the immediate defensiveness really gets me!!! I had to be like noooo it’s not just you doing it ok haha everyone has#and the one who hadn’t even said it that time was the other who jumped to defensiveness is my boyfriend 😭#so I do need to talk to him about that but I don’t know when that’s gonna happen#since he’s been really struggling and feeling like shit recently#and somehow I don’t think going hey honey can we talk about how some of your actions are influenced and reinforce#the societal structure of transmisogyny? while he’s already doing poorly will go well#and like. oooooo I wanted to be the Soldier Ally who Explains Their Transmisogyny so bad in that moment I wanted to be the white knight#and there is a world where I confronted them and did that#but in this one I went. I don’t want to start a fight before dnd#and I don’t want her to join vc to hear us arguing about her pronouns and about transmisogyny when she’s the only tma person#and so I did not start a fight.#anyway. hope my boyfriend does not see this lmao#but he usually only looks at the posts I send him#uh if he does see this. I know neither of you had malicious intentions or wanted to be hurtful or anything#and I’m not trying to say that you are anything I just think that like#growing up in a transmisogynist world makes you absorb some stuff and some habits without realizing it#and that you should maybe be a little more careful and aware of your actions and thoughts and like how they could be influenced by that#anyway. weirder to experience the situations when you can put a name and systematic influence to the things happening when b4 you couldn’t
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losing my grip on reality with every new page.soobin in paris update
#WHAT THE FUCK DOES HE WANT FROM ME!!!#I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!#(i am down horrendously for him)#what is he so boyfriend for!!!#someone needs to ban him from posting anymore photos !!! 😤#WHAT ABOUT MY MENTAL HEALTH#WHAT ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!#i’m just a soobrangdan fighting for my life out here#tomorrow x together#soobin
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Perfect Catch
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Fandom: Pokémon
Character(s): Alain, Steven, Mairin
Ship(s): Alain/Steven
Platonic Ship(s): Alain & Mairin, Steven & Mairin
Content Warning(s): -
Rating: General Audiences
TSME Week Day 1: Anniversary / Pokémon Catching
Alain and Steven spend their first anniversary watching Mairin try to catch a pokémon. Alain wants to help, but Steven has other ideas.
Never did Alain expect to spend his anniversary with Steven in Granite Cave, watching Mairin struggle with a task as simple as catching a pokémon on her own.
So there Alain was, wincing as the ever suffering Bébé got knocked out by a resisted—but still particularly vicious—Vital Throw.
READ HERE ON AO3
Tags
•Fluff
•Established Relationship
•Platonic Relationships
•Anniversary
•Catching Pokemon
•Not Beta Read
•People need to talk more about how Brawly and Steven are canonically good friends
#fanfic#fanfiction#ao3#pokemon#anipoke#pokeani#tsmeweek2024#tsme10thanniversary#pokemon alain#pokemon steven#steven stone#champion steven#pokemon mairin#incombustibleshipping#alain x steven#steven x alain#pokemon ship#a drink to remember#This is my first time participating in fandom stuff I’m SO nervous please be nice#Mairin my clumsy silly beloved daughter#Ever made out with your boyfriend in a cave#While your little sister is fighting for her damn life#Alain is the responsible sibling#Steven is NOT#I need more Incombustibleshipping content PLEASE I’M DESPERATE#Brawly my beautiful darling#We all know he’s the biggest Steven enabler
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Fight club collection is growing, I now have a poster, DVD, blu ray dvd, shirt, a narrator cosplay which I’d say counts, and a soap bar. I’m saving for the book and looking into more stuff 🔥🔥
#sorry I’m just very excited#I got a few today#when I was out with my boyfriends#I looked for the book but one of the shops I went to didn’t have it and one was too hard to navigate so we left#fight club#fight club 1999
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the official fortnite account posting a zeus thirst trap titled Zaddy (literally crying as i type this) is fucking hilarious to me because NO ONE consideres him the token hot guy of the battlepass. NO ONE!!!
imagine having midas, montague, valeria and like a bunch more sizzling fucking hot characters on your hands and you make a thirst trap for grandpa. floored. flabbergasted.
#ascendant midas was right there!!!!! bro!!!!!!#give us his mid-ass!!!!!!!#i don’t have tiktok my sister sent this to me crying#now both of us are crying#kinda old news but yes#whenever my boyfriend and i fight zeus i call him zaddy and i can hear both of our brains die 😭#ZADDY#BE FOR REAL#GOD#fortnite#magpie talks will they shut up?#fortnite zeus#zeus fortnite#i will shit talk in his tag i’m not afraid#the previous battlepass fucked so hard with all those hotties like you literally cannot outdo it#(peter griffin being the hottiest ofc)
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Okay OP nation I have some (maybe controversial) statements about the Straw Hats and I need y’all to listEN FIRST OKAY- HEAR ME OUT
Boyfriend: Zoro and Franky
Husband: Usopp and Sanji
Girlfriend: Nami
Wife: Robin
Luffy: Aroace king
#DO YOU SEE THE VISION ????#like I am a Certified Zoro Girlie but thats not a husband... he has Boyfriend written all over him#I cant call him husband in my head - ‘oh that’s my Husband Zoro’ - ew no - 'thats my BOYFRIEND Zoro' - yes !#Franky is just cool and sensitive like that -> the boyfren to defeat all boyfrends -> i'd fall hard and fast -> like embarrassingly so#SANJI OH MY GOD !!! THE FIRST MAN WHO DARED TO MALEWIFE#and of course anime he has a couple red flags but I always put those on ‘annoying anime trope’ rather than accepting thats a part of him (C#(OPLA IS HERE TO PROVE THAT) shit like in canon they kinda set him up as this totally uncool Wannabe Casanova (which he is !!)#but he’s also just effortlessly charming ???? me at 7 y/o watching his intro for the very first time ??? a goner !!! -> me at 20 yo watchin#GOD !! USOPP !! THE MAN ! THE KING ! THE LEGEND -> I have ALWAYS been an Usopp girlie -> cause im always right and i love to win#y’all gonna give a pathetic cowardly little man with huge dreams and an even bigger heart who ALWAYS stands up for whats right#DESPITE BEING SCARED ???? I’m in the chapel baby lets do this 👰🏻 -> also his tiddies are always out ??? DUNGAREES WITH NO SHIRT !! WHATS NO#risking his life fighting an incredibly powerful and scary pirate for an entire village who didn’t treat him fairly and DIDNT BELIEVE HIM#him going to a place he was Not Welcomed and constantly mistreated at only to tell a DYING girl incredibly fun stories and keep her company#cause he saw his mom go through the same thing as a kid ? -> i love him yall 🥺#NAMI !!! thats Girlfriend with a capital G -> shes pretty greedy and a little bit (very) mean -> i love her sm i want her to rule my life#RO !! BIN !! the crush I have on that woman is honestly embarrassing -> she is THE wife -> do not be mistaken#i dont really see Luffy wanting a romantic relationship but that’s not gonna stop me from reading fanfic about him ; p#i had to edit this and glue some tags together so they'd all fit -> thats why theres so many arrows -> I have Thoughts okay -> let me live#one piece#opla#one piece live action#straw hats
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