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Syringeon take cares of a kiddo 🩹
#digital art#art#garden of ban ban#syringeon#damn…#I kinda hate myself#for liking to draw ban ban characters#shit#but anyway#I like to draw Syringeon#he’s cool#i like him
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Am I too late to jump on the Barbie mugshot bandwagon? Yes? Too bad. You get a Telwren version. I didn't intend to color this, either, it just happened.
Anyway, when I first saw this meme I thought it would be perfect as an alternative ending to chapter 10. If you've read it, you know.
#i kinda hate myself#barbie mugshot meme#teldryn sero#wren indoran#theyre criminals sometimes#especially her#shitpost art
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Happy Saturday! Coffee & Cannabis Edition.
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Officially, I am not qualified enough to do my bachelor's thesis on the committee that I have been wanting to do for a long time. Not all of you know but I love literature, I love reading and writing, and to be honest, It has been a part of me for too long, not that I can recall. There's something in the literature that makes me who I am, as it defines me.
Now that receiving the news only makes me realize that maybe I'm not that good, and my passion is not enough. And yeah it feels like everything is suffocating me, and calling me out as a failure. People said one door closes another opens. Well, it seems to me that I am lost and don't know where to find another door.
#thoughts#lost#idk what im doing#i should kms#should i stop#i dont fucking know#i kinda hate myself#am i that bad
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August
In five years I see myself saying “come meet me behind the mall”
Because baby I see a future,
Just not one near,
Cus Baby I can paint a picture,
Just not now right here
(Will I be selfish to ask you to wait
But baby i fear it might just be bait
Do I dare to ask
Cus baby i can’t let this pass
Right here right now isn’t a possibility
Oh baby am I losing the probability
That is you and me
Slotted together; family)
#poems and poetry#poetry#badly written#unspoken#hidden feelings#love#commitment issues#I can’t burden her with this so tumblr I share it with you instead#i’m sorry#unrequited love#she think it’s unrequited love#but I can’t get her hopes up#fear#i’m a coward#i’m losing my mind#I can never tell you how sorry I am#false hope#don’t want to give her false hope and back out#too many tags#rambles#gay love#lesbian#wlw post#wlw yearning#this was brought on by#taylor swift#august#august taylor swift#i kinda hate myself#sorry for this post
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I do terrible awful things! Enjoy!
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#i don't really like my body and i don't feel like myself in my body#i don't liked my face or my hair or my body or my personality and i find it hard to believe others like me#i'm annoying and loud and weird#i kinda hate myself#and it's sad it's really sad because i should like my body and i'm trying so hard to accept myself for who i am but i can't i just can't#and people keep telling me i look fine and i shouldn't worry about it but i can't i just can't#i don't like anything about myself at all i truly don't#im ugly and too weird and i'm fucking annoying!#i'm a people pleaser yet i still can't please anyone and it's fucking annoying!
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Hey fUCKERS guess what
New self-insert dropped‼️but this time he can fite
He's a little shit, but also a huge slut
He can cut ppl in half with his tail he's so cool
(TW: blood + minor gore for the third piece)
By ppl I of course mean me
This kinda is venty so sry but I'm too proud of it to shelf it lol
#danninipnipnip#mortal kombat#mortal kombat oc#self insert#tw blood#mortal kombat fanart#i kinda hate myself#oc art#sona art#sona#oc
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Did I fuck this up? Probably. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
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mouse bites™
#anybody do this yet?#house md#hate crimes md#house md game#mouse bites#gregory house#hilson#james wilson#lisa cuddy#robert chase#allison cameron#eric foreman#house md meme#he needs mouse bites to live#shoutout to whoever made the house game generator thing#this took me way too long#house#dr house#also if you notice house's clothes kinda changing colors when he holds the mouse bite serum#its because i had to recolor it myself#i couldn't get the shades of gray to be exact#oh well#i also drew the nosebleed lmao#every house episode ever#generic house episode#editing this to say#this is not an original meme at all#I just ds-ified it tbh#ive seen some people not know it but i recommend you look it up#or like iykyk i guess
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Guys I know why I've been obsessed with Nick's earring...
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Happy Monday! Hideous Edition.
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VENT POST!!!
why does my body look so awful? my clothes don't fit me, nothing looks good on me, nothing makes me look beautiful. am I just disgusting? is it my weight or my face or my hair? is it because I look so feminine and I know no one will perceive me as a guy? I don't know but I'm fucking tired, I don't want other people to look at me and I don't want to look at myself. I don't want to have a body, I just want to float around, that would be great
I'm tired of these fucking thoughts!!!!!!
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I hate making mistakes. I want to be perfect
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I'm back on my bullshit I guess
that redraw I was talking about.. previous versions under the cut
I like how it's less stiff now
#murl drawing ruikasa again ?!?!?!?!?#probably not gonna draw that much of them again even if the hyperfix is coming back though#my brain is way more focused on other things this time </3#going back to my roots is fun ngl#this was the first ruikasa fanart ive done...... insane..#pjsk#prsk#project sekai#colorful stage#pjsk fanart#rui kamishiro#tsukasa tenma#pjsk tsukasa#pjsk rui#wonderland x showtime#wxs#ruikasa#murl draws#im lowkey proud of myself honestly#anyways. wanted to do this because i kinda hated the last one#people who initially followed me for rks you may celebrate /silly
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