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ironheartwriter · 4 months ago

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After receiving the news that Owen might be carrying the Huntington's Disease gene, TK feels like he's drowning. Luckily, he doesn't have to go through it alone.

Rating: E (Explicit sexual content)

Read it here on AO3!

#tarlos #Tarlos Fanfiction #911 lone star #TK Strand #Carlos Reyes #Look #I was going to post it tomorrow #but I'm already so so so stressed out about flying tomorrow #and I need less things to do tomorrow #not more #so it's a few hours early #To no one's surprise #Lana writes something

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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rough day...

#i might come back and color this. Eventually....#scribbled this after a busy day of lots of moving things into storage and hauling boxes around #i felt a bit like a workhorse!#at some point i sat down on the uhaul w/ my water and thought. Wow. How Does Eddie Manage #poor guy deserves a break...#he needs a day off smh #i mean the neighborhood would fall apart w/o him probably but still. he needs a vacation!#he works too hard! someone tell him to prioritize himself for once!#scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home fanart #eddie dear #alrighty well its 12 am i need to get up in less than 6 hours and i still have Several Things To Do before i can sleep!#so! queuing this and getting those last chores done #wait fuck. what where they #well! i'll remember when i get up to do them! probably!#yknow 7 hours into tomorrow's drive im gonna be like OH FUCK I FORGOT THE [insert task here]#oh. shit did i eat dinner? hm... im not gonna be ready for breakfast when i wake up #so i might as well add 'quick cup of noodles' onto tonight's Before-Sleep list....#im rambling! sorry!#anyway i have Much affection for eddie! somebody get him a spa day and some shiny new stamps!!!

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l0ganberry · 9 months ago

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you will have no idea on how fast I was to jump in on drawing this suggestion.....

I enjoyed it too well....

If I was gonna test on adding sharp teeth to Dogday.... I gotta add broad shoulders right?? That makes sense. But I really did enjoyed this a lot.

Even if I rather prefer him without teeth. With teeth makes him more....... like an actual dog to me. I really like it but I still gotta love the innocent "no teeth" look.

Thank you @shiorimia for this awesome suggestion that quickly drew my attention. I hope you really like my drawings!

For the rest of you, I still haven't forgotten. I'm just taking my time and balancing with the outside world things. Like family, school, etc.

But I am most certainly drawing the rest that are in this >post<

(You may add more suggestions if you like. Just be patient since I'm not usually a fast artist. I realize that.......)

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kaisollisto · 18 days ago

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#tko_art #hahah wrong eye shape #hers is more droopy and less awakey #wow colors suck #really hard #but i've noticed it doesn't feel like my brain is going to explode everytime I try to determine color and values #i kind of got too tired and wanted to giv eup so no tear drop #which made me sad because i did want to try that #but back hurts #gotta go to bed to fight god tomorrow/today #i love rendering skin tones #they're so much fun #lovely love #I have accidentally locked in #suddenly every single moment of time that i'm not spending to do art is unappealing and so damaging #i'm psyching myself out of doing things I know will give me instant gratification and will make me pretty happy for whattttttttt #it's kinda depressing #If i think about it too hard it's just a constant cycle of oh god this is it for the rest of my life #so no thinking it is!#blegh this seems so silly and trivial #i hope nobody reads this shit #i'd have to kill myself or something #im never gonna stop thinking about how i didnt say i loved you back #and it haunts me #and i cant stop thinking about what u said to me #and even tho u didnt say it harshly i cant stop my mind from running away from me #and theres something horribly wrong with me that i need to gouge out #i hope u never read this #i didnt want to be (x) how fucked up is that #i wish i wasnt like this i wish i didnt have to learn how to live with trauma i wish i was normal

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hella1975 · 10 months ago

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just think this time tomorrow ill be publicly indecent in a spoons somewhere. i am so strong

#ONE MORE EXAM. WE CAN DO THIS. I WILL BE DONE IN LITERALLY LESS THAN 24 HOURS NOW #AND THEN THE NEXT EXAM SEASON ISNT UNTIL MAY. COME ON GIRL #we have such a fun plan for tomorrow though bc the consensus has just been 'we need to get fucking mangled after this exam'#like i havent been out-out in WEEKS the closest i came was the end of december for a hometown house party of all things #i didnt even go out for nye. let's all take a moment and consider the implications for someone like me NOT GOING OUT ON NYE #so i am OVERDUE a good night out and then on top of that ive had exams be SO fr #and also this is the first year where my main friendship group (i.e not my housemates but my actual social circle)#are ALL econ students like there's about five of us and we all do econ and yeah two of them ive been mates with since first year #(the girl is my best mate at uni and is always who im on about if i talk about a 'girl on my course' and the lad is the one i lived with #in first year and have kind of got a thing with now?) BUT THE OTHERS ARE NEW ADDITIONS AND THAT'S SO FUN #so we're ALL gonna tip out of that exam and then me and her are gonna go back to mine to get ready bc am i fuck doing make-up #before that exam. the STATES i have shown up in these past few days i think the invigilators are worried about me #and then we're meeting the lads at the pub and starting there and THEN going spoons bc it's me and the girl's tradition #(calling her just 'the girl' is so funny. woman 🫵) after exams to buy each other mystery shots at spoons and we HAVE to drink them #and then one of the lads really wants to go to a karaoke bar for some reason?? so that might be in my future #AND THEN we're going clubbing. im so ready. take me home vodka shots. the end is near please please please #hella goes to uni

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in-fair-verona-we-set-our-scene · 2 months ago

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I do think Withers has a really subtle background character arc in bg3. Because at the start it is really clear he doesn't want to be here and he's being forced to clean up his mess by Helm and probably Ao. He doesn't really care either. Everything ends so nothing really matters, he'd like to go back to his paperwork now please.

Except he's stuck babysitting a bunch of traumatized dumbasses as they stumble into dealing with the most recent bad idea of his three fuck-up disappointments. So he brings them back when they die for a pittance, lets them pay for some vengeful ghosts to come back as flesh and blood to wreak bloody vengeance on the Absolute, and starts to... comment, on what's going on, as he follows them on their adventure.

Next thing you know Withers is like, doing things unprompted. He refuses to bring back Alfira (or Quil) but that's an act of compassion, keeping the poor girl from the Urge and letting her rest, his actual duty as a god of death. He tells Arabella to follow her destiny and does that thing to make her grief go away which honestly freaks me out but seems to be him trying to help her. He shows up at Moonrise and prompts us to consider why the Dead Three would want a bunch of soulless illithids that would give them no power, getting us to think of the big picture.

And by the end (especially if you do a resist!Durge playthrough) Withers is actively interfering and seems genuinely invested! He brings Durge back from the dead, free of their father! He encourages us before the final fight with the Netherbrain! He's real fucking smug that the Dead Three lost when he never seemed to care about the destruction they caused before! He throws a reunion party and many of his lines are genuinely touching or kind! Especially if a companion died permanently! He has tea with Gale's mom and Tara! He's like, socializing and shit! Yes, everything is temporary and we all die, but there's great beauty in fighting for that precious time and living it to the fullest!

Basically Wither's character arc is this meme, all because Helm made him go outside and touch grass.

#bg3 #like... thematically the characters are bg3 are all struggling with mortal frailty and meaninglessness in the grand scheme of gods #several of them are on a ticking clock to immediate death. the tadpoles themselves are a death sentence. others are being actively #hunted by their abusers or will be drawn back into a life that's no real life at all or told to kill themselves or seen as nothing but #disposable pawns in the game of the gods to be used and discard as if nothing #or are destined for objectively shitty afterlives #and what do they do? they fight it! tooth and nail! and try to live their best life here and now! they form bonds and fall in love #and help strangers or each other and have fun even for only the moment and cling to life by their fingernails #while also accepting death could be tomorrow or next week or decades from now because we all die but that's no reason to lie #and meekly accept it because some god said so #they care! they all care SO SO MUCH ABOUT LIVING! even if its tempting to give in to the nihilism they all try so goddamn hard #even on evil routes there's something so deeply human and vulnerable to how it all comes from caring so deeply #about wanting to live and survive and be loved and safe #listen to Wither's lines about the companions if they died. especially Karlach. do you get it? they made the GOD OF DEATH #JERGEL HIMSELF! feel something about the beauty of the mortal life in all its fleeting incandescent glory!#but also I think it's just that Jergel needed to leave his sad little crypt more and talk to people other than kelemvor #and Helm accidentally made Jergel less terrible by forcing him to socialize with the mortals #it's like never leaving your room as a teenager. it makes you depressed and sad and full of despair like an understimulated parrot #and like is Wither's being more invested in the affairs in mortals necessarily a good thing? maybe. maybe not. but he clearly is #so good on him. I think more gods should hang out with mortals in non-worship contexts. might give them some perspective #just pretend to be some random helper NPC #and this is all especially poignant when we remember Jergel’s past as Neutral Evil and the genuinely horrible things he’s done

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dont-offend-the-bees · 3 months ago

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Anyone else out here haunted by the unknowns of recovery?

#got a doctor's appointment tomorrow #bout going back on some kind of antidepressant/anti anxiety meds #bc i NEED to. like. the anxiety in particular is really bad and it's stopping me doing Most things #but my brain may be a shitty place to live rn but i kind of know how it works #and i have things i can semi rely on to cheer me up and things i know i can still do #what if the funky new chemical cocktail idk. makes me lose interest in writing?#thay would suck!! ! i just rediscovered it!!!#but i also can't put getting better on hold just bc I've found a bit of a creative groove that i wanna hang on to yknow?#idk. obviously i hope that being on meds that work will make me MORE creative not less #bc maybe I'll be less anxious about everything being perfect and less anxious sbout putting it out there #but it's just that fear i guess of to tackle the unhelpful parts of your brain sometimes the parts you like get caught in the crossfire #i hope I'll become MORE myself not less #but I've been unmedicated for a while now #and my brain isn't a fun place to be but i understand it #idk what's gonna happen in the next few weeks #i hope it's good #mr. bees speaks

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spaghett-onaplate · 3 months ago

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responses to rehearse bc i'm seeing my grandparents tomorrow and they have a tendency to ask weird questions about the whole trans thing:

that's a personal question

that isn't your business

that's a weird thing to ask

you don't need to know that

i never said that

i don't know why you think that

#ok tomorrow should be fine bc theyre just coming over afternoon-night and other people will be around the whole time #but i DEFINITELY will need to rehearse those for when i stay with them myself for 6 days in september #wish id had these mantras last december 😔#i do have more ground to stand on now that im back at school and everything they have much less room to judge #but they have been a tad weirdddd about the whole trans thing #and will continue to be even now that im back at school i expect #anyway ill also have a conversation with my mum later about the misgendering thing bc when i saw them in december they did not get the #pronouns correct ONCE they did not even try lmao #july before that the first time id seen them since coming out they tried a bit more #thing is i just dont correct them at all never before in my life have i corrected anyone #until one customer the other month when the cards fell exactly in my lap to do so #but anyway hopefully ill have the courage to correct them myself i think i should #i did actually correct my dad the other week! surprised me a bit he called me 'she' it was a bit hurtful but ig it's just good he hasn't #much at all since he started calling me oscar when i came out to extended family #anyway ok i dont want to think about all that too much it gives me a headache #ill have a conversation with my mum and hopefully shell have the courage to correct them but if not i will do it myself #hopefully maybe #for now im gonna go and watch 911 lone star with my mum #wahoo shes enjoying it

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lesbianwyllravengard · 7 months ago

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I'M DONE WITH SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL FOR THE SEMESTER YAHHHHHHHHHHH

#Still have to work for another week but with my last exam done I am a whole 98% less likely to kms #We'll see how tomorrow goes tho hdjdhshs #God I gotta wake up at 6am to work until ~5pm and then pull an overnight shift and then PACK TO LEAVE #I can't do this why can't my things just evaporate I don't need them

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corvid-language-library · 9 months ago

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Plan for this evening (I will hate it but it's high time I force myself to actually do shit):

Go to the supermarket to stock up on fruit, food I can easily make and coke zero

Put away the iron + ironing board

Pick up all my clothes from the bedroom floor and put them away

Do laundry (trousers + polo shirts)

Hang it up to dry

Clean the kitchen

Put accumulated bottles + plastic in recycling

Sort out my bag

Plan for Sunday:

Sleep in

Put away laundry

Finish The Graveyard Book

Play Pokemon

Norwegian lesson

Take a nap if I need one

Eat lots of fruit

Drink lots of water

Maybe practice a lil kanji

Maybe some dance or some yoga if I feel up to it?

#chough chatterings #to do #idk if i'll have the energy to do everything this evening bc i actually feel horrendous #but most of it won't even take that long #still. anything i can do today is one less thing to make me miserable tomorrow #i REALLY need an easy day of sleeping and relaxing and doing nothing

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antirepurp · 1 year ago

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oh and yeah frontiers should absolutely have released this year are you kidding me like the moment the you start the dlc it becomes painfully obvious that it should have replaced ouranos entirely. like sure it doesn't flow perfectly from the corruption shit on rhea island but im willing to bet they had to write around it bc imagine redoing the entirety of rhea as well for a funny free dlc to fix up the rushed ending. i love this game and i appreciate that we even got a story expansion to begin with but holy shit! i want games that take longer to develop and look worse whose creators are paid more to work less to realize their visions and i am not fucking kidding!!!

#soda offers you a can #i also might take a break for now and continue the dlc tomorrow bc it's not as casual and comfy as i can handle rn #there's like one thing i might go do still but after that i definitely need something that requires less brain cells to play

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fridayyy-13th · 3 months ago

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wow. not even a week into college and i'm already behind on work. fucking lovely.

#friday chats #friday vs post-secondary school #tw vent #(in the following tags)#i am immeasurably stressed right now #i need to talk to my doctor about getting a booster to go along w/my adhd meds #bc this has been a problem for a while but i think it's about to come to a head #and i'm very scared for when that happens #maybe also talk to my school's disability services #bc Good Fucking God i'm already overwhelmed #it's 11:56. should i just go to bed? i have so many things left to do #when do i even have the time to go to disability services. and i've heard a lot of schools' processes w/that are slow and overcomplicated #fuck. fuck fuck fuckity fuck.#i think i'm spiraling #i'm worried that if i don't get a degree i won't be able to find a nice enough job to support myself independent of my family #and i don't want to be stuck with them forever #i really really don't #maybe i can talk to disability services sometime tomorrow morning. see what they can do #i think there's mental health services too. i hope they're decent #i just feel really bad right now. and it's only week one.#it feels like time's moving too fast but too slow at the same time #classes take forever but my free time zips by and runs out way too quick #and when it's gone i've completed maybe one or two things. out of several. if any at all.#i just don't know what to do. it's only been three days.#maybe i can drop a class; i think i'm taking enough to still be considered a full-time student with one less thing on my plate #i hope so #fucking damn it #how do people do this??? for multiple years????#and i feel selfish for saying this but i hope if y'all see this post you'll interact with it somehow. even just a like.#i want to know someone hears me

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punkrockisafulltimejob · 5 months ago

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Per @brightgnosis I am not overexerting myself by folding laundry and doing a deep clean of the bedroom today before work. At least I was able to take care of the trash and make enough room on the floor to actually pack.

Now I have to actually pull clothes out, which sucks bc I never know what I want to wear in any given day when I'm not stuck in a work uniform

#the conundrum is real #I def will need to do a load of laundry either tonight after work or tomorrow #unless Kaiden does it in which case that's one less thing for me to worry about

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imflyingfish · 9 months ago

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side note. im just upset now about how it feels like my work is no longer belonging to me. I dont get to choose what it is put into. it is now a comodity for whoever believes that they have a right to my work.

When I work in an art-based industry, what I produce will not be my own. It will be owned by another company who hired me. I could spend hours on it and pour my life force into what I create, but it could be held by the company and not released or released and removed from my ownership.

Now tumblr is the same. now every website is the same. You never have control of what you post forever. You never get to choose what happens to your online work. But now I know that what I post will go directly into the content meatgrinder that is AI technology. I will not get to choose this. I will not get to own my work any more. Even if I opt out, even if thousands of users opt out, not everybody will. Not everybody will know. Not everybody will want to. Not everybody will be bothered.

Theres a difference between individuals reposting my work onto pinterest and an entire blog being fed into AI. Theres a difference between a single human feeding artwork that isnt theirs into AI and an automatic process in which my data, my artwork, my life is being fed into AI. I will never own my own work again unless I keep it directly next to me and never share it.

Im debating pulling all of my work from this website.

#fish talks #Im not sure what to do #I dont want my stuff used I want it to be enjoyed #but how can i enjoy my work being enjoyed by people and websites that i cant trust #i really dont know what to do about this #I think tomorrow Im going to ask someone for their pov #he's always given me good advice on AI debates idk #and I know most of the terms in this will be wrong and thats because I dont know how to phrase the processes of AI #Im not a machine. Dont treat my art as a product. Treat me as a person. as an artist.#dont treat me as something to be sold.#this year hasnt been my most productive year #I dont need likes and reblogs as much as I used to #But I also dont see how I am supposed to grow my 'brand' as someone who dreams of being an online professional if I cant enjoy being online #if i cant trust the websites that i use #idk. this is confusing #much less to mention the friends that i could be losing if i disappear from this website #i dont even want to reblog other peoples art because i dont know how to turn off the thing yet #how will i know if my art has been fed into AI?? How long does that take? How long do i have from when i get the option to turn it off #and when I do turn it off?#agggghhh fuck all of this.#ai #anti ai

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e77y · 3 months ago

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Glad I’m starting therapy so soon after moving out ☝️ I am already feeling the helplessness and loneliness

#vent #<- slightly? not that strongly? this is a pretty chill post like. I feel pretty chill #but also :( sad #I miss my family and friends at home #I haven’t really talked to my roommates #including the one who’s been my friend since high school bc she’s been sick (?) for the past few days #and this semester is definitely going to be A Lot #I got accepted into another choir but I’m most likely not joining bc my schedule is so packed #but the main thing is #I FEEL LIKE A BABY #my parents never really made me cook or clean and I just feel kinda useless #I’m just gonna have to force myself to learn which is fine #and my parents have offered to walk me through stuff over the phone when they can #but idk I just feel really immature bc like. damn I am 20 and don’t know how to cook Anything #I’m gonna go grocery shopping either tonight or tomorrow and get some sandwich supplies and other non-cooking stuff #so we are not completely doomed lol #also I need to do laundry tomorrow.. which. I can do and have done before. but I’m still gonna call my mom for guidance 😅#idk I think the main thing that’s stressing me out is spending money on food vs. groceries #and trying to eat at least some protein and fruits/vegetables etc. while also not spending exorbitantly #bc I am SOOOO irrationally anxious about money. I hate hate hate spending money #so the whole idea of grocery shopping is just kind of filling me with dread 🥲#but I will do it bc I need to Adult at some point #I just. idk I guess most students do this and I’m being whiny about it bc I’m not used to it??#but it just feels like So Much to be taking five classes and doing a bunch of extracurriculars and living on my own for the first time!#like! ahhh! too much at once!#😰😰😰#and I need to get an internship soon 😀 and if I don’t get one this semester I need to at least get a job so I can stress less about money 😀#but I always stress about money regardless 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 even though I have scholarships savings etc 😀😀 ocd things! 😁 (🥲)#thank god for my meds and the thought that I’ll be starting therapy in the next week or two #and also my mom for being like the sweetest wver

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fryknave · 4 days ago

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i need to read orv im sorry .

#i wrote a list of things i want to do / experience and man ill be 40 before i get #halfway thru at this pace #it always astounds me how peopl can get so much done and try so many things #without becoming fatigued!#im slowly getting better at going out of my comfort zone #but i need to extend that to my free time as well…#am i truly to fatigued to try something new or do i fear wasting my time?#anyways. to make the task less daunting i will read At Least #the first chapter tomorrow night before bed #just need to get the ball rolling …. as with most things

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