#bc I am SOOOO irrationally anxious about money. I hate hate hate spending money
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Glad Iโm starting therapy so soon after moving out โ๏ธ I am already feeling the helplessness and loneliness
#vent#<- slightly? not that strongly? this is a pretty chill post like. I feel pretty chill#but also :( sad#I miss my family and friends at home#I havenโt really talked to my roommates#including the one whoโs been my friend since high school bc sheโs been sick (?) for the past few days#and this semester is definitely going to be A Lot#I got accepted into another choir but Iโm most likely not joining bc my schedule is so packed#but the main thing is#I FEEL LIKE A BABY#my parents never really made me cook or clean and I just feel kinda useless#Iโm just gonna have to force myself to learn which is fine#and my parents have offered to walk me through stuff over the phone when they can#but idk I just feel really immature bc like. damn I am 20 and donโt know how to cook Anything#Iโm gonna go grocery shopping either tonight or tomorrow and get some sandwich supplies and other non-cooking stuff#so we are not completely doomed lol#also I need to do laundry tomorrow.. which. I can do and have done before. but Iโm still gonna call my mom for guidance ๐
#idk I think the main thing thatโs stressing me out is spending money on food vs. groceries#and trying to eat at least some protein and fruits/vegetables etc. while also not spending exorbitantly#bc I am SOOOO irrationally anxious about money. I hate hate hate spending money#so the whole idea of grocery shopping is just kind of filling me with dread ๐ฅฒ#but I will do it bc I need to Adult at some point#I just. idk I guess most students do this and Iโm being whiny about it bc Iโm not used to it??#but it just feels like So Much to be taking five classes and doing a bunch of extracurriculars and living on my own for the first time!#like! ahhh! too much at once!#๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฐ#and I need to get an internship soon ๐ and if I donโt get one this semester I need to at least get a job so I can stress less about money ๐#but I always stress about money regardless ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ even though I have scholarships savings etc ๐๐ ocd things! ๐ (๐ฅฒ)#thank god for my meds and the thought that Iโll be starting therapy in the next week or two#and also my mom for being like the sweetest wver
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