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i think i want to be saved until someone actually tries to help me and i get angry and obstinate like ew what the fuck are you doing? leave me alone
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"It's all in your head." - Thank you Janette, that's why it's called mental illness. It cannot be in my ass.
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The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.
#cluster b#actually bpd#aspd safe#bpd#npd safe#bpd problems#bpd safe#disability#neurodivergent#tw sui ideation#tw s3lf harm#tw kys mention
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death isnt enough. i need to never have existed
#bpd#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd thoughts#bpd safe#bpd vent#actually mentally ill#borderline personality disorder#cluster b#tw sui ideation#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#passive suicidality
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i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself
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sometimes i wish id die in a freak accident because im too cowardly to do it myself
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#tw sui ideation#tw s3lf harm#tw self destruction#dissociation#tw depressing thoughts#depressing quotes#depressing shit#depressing life#mental health#mental illness#actually bpd#bpd#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd stuff
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maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.
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Late night walks hit different when u feel empty and suicidal
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How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.
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when you are very bad for years, people no longer worry.
you become invisible, a ghost.
I can leave now, everyone has forgotten me.
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"You'll be fine" - Dude, it's been 10 years...
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“whats your plan b?” - suicide
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“absence makes the heart grow fonder”
absence makes me want to kms
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we are all born to die right? so is it wrong of me to speed up the process?
#self deprecating humor#self h@rm#self mutalition#tw self destruction#tw selfhate#tw sui ideation#tw sui vent#kinda depressing#tw self destructive behavior#tw self h4rm#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#actually bpd#borderline pd#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd vent#sorry for being depressing
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