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yeslordmyking · 3 months ago

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Deuteronomy 11:8 — Today's Verse for Friday, November 8, 2024

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egophiliac · 9 months ago

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we were fucking ROBBED

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 8 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 8 spoilers #the only ssr i'll whale for #oh my god i loved this update. holy shit #got some ~compositions~ in mind so i'll get to the more serious stuff later #in the meantime those first couple of chapters genuinely made me question if i was perhaps trapped in my own absurd dream or not #the whole-ass video just DROPPED in there idia how long were you WORKING on that #don't forget to like and subscribe! :)#i demand that all cutscenes be animated in that style forevermore #i also demand that all clothing changes henceforth be done via magical girl transformation phrase #not just in the dreamworld. all of them.#DREAM~~~~~FORM~~~~~CHAAAA~~~~NGE #also savanarook was so unexpectedly precious! i want to protect him.#augh there's SO MUCH and i am SO PLEASED with all of it #anyway i guess we're going to be going through everyone's dreams after all!#and it's going to be a THING!!!!!!!! CLOSURE AND SELF-ACCEPTANCE FOR EVERYONE #(insert 'it's all coming together' meme)#man i hope 'please watch this video' remains a running gag it's AMAZING #also i cannot believe #i cannot BELIEVE #that the plan is actually literally #defeat malleus by inviting everyone else to the party except him #HIS ULTIMATE WEAKNESS #malleus doesn't get to be in smash bros

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quinn-of-aebradore · 4 months ago

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Also, I do love everything that happened last night, but also I am somewhat mourning the fact that the Hells had finally settled on a direction and a plan (the triple party assault) and now there’s a wrench in there and I swear to god if there’s more ridiculous circular debating, this time about the Archheart’s idea- XD

#it’s fiiiiiiiine I am hopeful that they’ll realize that mayyyyyybe sacrificing Fearne or Imogen to be Predathos’s vessel is Bad Actually #among other reasons why this plan probably won’t work and DEFINITELY won’t work anywhere near as well as Corellon thinks it will #but oh my god the debate is gonna be Insufferable XD I love these idiots but they cannot have a normal discussion to save their lives #also for the record I don’t think this will in any way call of the triple party assault cause that’s already been proposed and accepted by #the council and Keyleth’s off collecting her friends #and presumably someone has called the Nein #but yeah. please send help there’s another God Talk incoming XD #critical role #cr spoilers

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mongeese · 8 months ago

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I feel like people are overlooking the fact that having a rage star doesn't just make people angry, it makes them subservient to Ankarna and by extension Porter (if he lies to them about his real goal, which is quite possible). The rage stars take over all your previous goals and convictions and replaces them with rage and the desire to serve Ankarna. Like, Buddy did not know he was going to be killed and would have surely felt betrayed if he was in his right mind, but after being brought back with a rage star he was wholeheartedly devoted to their nameless god of rage (Ankarna) and willing to work with Porter and the Rat Grinders. That means it's entirely possible that the Rat Grinders would be appalled at destroying Elmville when they were in their right minds, Porter just lied about how dangerous his ritual would be until after he killed them and brought them back

#idk. it's possible that buddy only reacted the way he did bc he's already a cleric and devout but like. that seems weird #i think part of accepting the rage star is agreeing to worship the 'nameless god of rage'#my hc is that of the rat grinders kipperlilly is the only one who knows Porter's whole plan but maybe even she doesn't #who knows maybe lucy found out and that's why she went back on it #d20 #fhjy spoilers #the rat grinders

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fluffypotatey · 7 months ago

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“you’re quiet today”

it’s because Ody already decided what to do

#Eurylochus feeling guilt and wanting to check on his captain/friend #Ody has probably been quiet a lot (but never like this)#and Eurylochus still love him and wants to help (he always wants to help. maybe that was the problem all along)#but Ody cannot find it in himself to speak and pretend like what he will do of his own free will won’t happen #hear how he refused to sing man-made monster at the end of Different Beasts #then hear how he harmonizes with Scylla bc he has accept it now. killing his men tho indirectly. he gave them the torches.#he created the monster within. something he was running from since Troy #but solidifies in his silence as Eurylochus reaches out to help and comfort #‘Not much to say’ bc he knows what he plans to do #god fucking man #help me #epic thunder saga #epic the musical

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philiponmycracker · 1 month ago

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David (Tom Hulce) and Theo (Jeroen Krabbé) - Shadowman (dir. Piotr Andrejew, 1988)

#continuing with the most obscure Tom Hulce films this makes top 3 #fine I'll say it I ship David and Theo ok whatever Idfc sue me They just work ok #both within context and aesthetically #Mr Hulce random ass acting choices #Tom is magnificent #Jeroen is super charming #I accept NO HATE on this film this is super niche indie stuff #Extremely rare find its only on VHS #In Netherlands they planned to release it in dvd at some point then never did #who are these people saying they hated it Why are u complaining You did NOT just come across this You SEARCHED for it wtf #you so did NOT just casually stumble upon this on the telly a Tuesday afternoon and watched it to “kill time”#You'd have had to really REALLY want to watch it STFU pretentious dicks #acknowledge how fuckn lucky you are to have found it and seen it with your ungrateful and useless eyeballs #Literally nobody recommended this to you unless you are a huge fan of the actors/creatives involved in it so why u complaining #now you can all watch it on YT thanks to a LegendTM who digitized VHS and uploaded the video there GOD BLESS THIS HERO #Tom Hulce #Jeroen Krabbe #piotr andrejew #shadow man #shadowman #shadow man 1988 #shadowman 1988 #MY QUEER KING #I WOULD DIE FOR YOU MY LIEGE #command me to battle my king let me bite your enemies #the ultimate twink of the 80s #THIS VIOLENT ADMIRATION #dumbest hyperfixation #I love him so much #I have lost my mind

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b4kuch1n · 10 months ago

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tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

#bakuspeech #number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u #he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up #(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out)#we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment #and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here #but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something #but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku #but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this #this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and #that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing #but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it #its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with #and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually #I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay #but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol #not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real #and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself #and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god #that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao #but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them #have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway

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artanogon · 4 months ago

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thinking more about being trans

#because i want the voice drop of testosterone because training my voice has not been enough for me. i want some of the body shifts with it #and i want top surgery at some point #half because aesthetics + dysphoria and half bc they're just inconvenient #but i dont want to be a “man”#i dont want the capacity to grow a beard or a bunch of hair and have to shave all the time to keep up my looks the way i want #i dont want to “pass” the way some people do #i dont want bottom surgery for sure and i don't have any desire to have a dick or anything. ideally i would be like a doll with no features #i certainly have no plans to stop dressing feminine #i like being my androgynous twink self #and theres certainly a lot of aspects of femininity i do enjoy #jewelry makeup skirts certain aestheitcs long hair etc #i just want to be able to wear those things in a way that i am no longer a woman but a feminine man instead #i want to be one of those weird 80s twinks who would steal your boyfriend while wearing your dress and looking better in it #or like half the men you see in regency shows with the long hair/fine features/gentle manner etc #idk. i dont want to be a man. i genuinely feel like im putting on the wrong skin saying im a transman #genderqueer/agender is the closest i think ill ever find #but god i just wish id been born a man and then had the freedom to explore looking like a girl #little fucked up freak femboy stuck in some body that doesn't feel like its mine #maybe going on t will help me feel comfortable with growing out my hair again tho #idk. spitballing #it doesnt even matter that much rn. i have to delay my t appointment because of other medical shit #but man are there a lot of thoughts up here that will never in any way make sense to most people or be accepted by greater society

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aaandbackstabbed · 4 months ago

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Huey: It’s funny how well you and Goldie get along. Didn’t she hate you at first?

Donald: Goldie hates everybody at first. It’s her way of reaching out to people

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void-of-unparalled-chaos · 5 months ago

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The Healthcare horrors persist

Hhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#Updates on this whole mess:#Im insured under my dad #he has Healthcare option 1 which is government provided since he is retired millitary and option 2 due to his new job #after his retirement option 1 went funky for me and changed things around meaning i was no longer able to be seen by my pcp #Im also unable to log in to any of my accounts for 1 so im not sure whats going on there and what plan of 1 i have specifically #so i switched to a new pcp which accepted option 2 (which was super hard to find) literally last week #made an appointment with her for next month so i can finally get answers about my funky blood test results #(which is still don't know what specifically is wrong with it! for all i know i could just have high cholesterol-#or i could have markers for rheumatoid arthritis instead of my prior fibromyalgia diagnosis!)#(i also do not get refils for my anxiety medication until i have an appointment with my new doctor)#crisis averted right? WRONG!#I just got a call from my Dad saying he is switching jobs so I am no longer insured under 2 #meaning...#1) i need to call option 1 and figure out how to get into my accounts and what my insurance is #2) check that this pcp acceprs said insurance #3) find yet another pcp if she doesnt and make an appointment for god knows when #and here is the kicker:#since option 1 is government and millitary based it is going to take FOREVER to get anything done #And Im not sure if they are going to want me to renew my millitary dependent ID or not #because that shit is EXPIRED and i was under the impression i can no longer renew it due to his retirement #but also in order to make any acoount with option 1 they require a benefits number which expires alongside the ID #Then on the other side of things i also have my wisdom teeth surgery to schedule (through my mom thank god)#and school starting again in a few weeks #going to defenestrate myself istg

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dawnthefluffyduck · 6 months ago

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Sunday doodles

#you ever just *puts feet on the wall*#or sit upside down off the side of your bed #i saw a post earlier this week I've been trying to find about fearing god #i read it but didn't have time to share my thoughts and i forgot to save it to my drafts so i lost it #anyway they talked about fearing god in service today #the overlap of related events like this scares me all the time #like... i know this stuff just happens and they had this sermon planned for months and it's coincidental #''but what if god is actually real and this is him trying to talk to me? what if he's trying to move me back on track?''#that's something i can't help but think #i'm starting to think I'll never know what is real and whether there's a god and if i really am setting myself up to burn in hell #i have to make a choice whether to leave my friends and hide who I am and go back to the church #or be myself and enjoy my time alive knowing what could be waiting for me when I go #I know that sounds extremely dramatic but it's something I think about a lot #it's one thing for someone to have never gotten to known God #but some say that the one unforgivable sin - the only thing that can keep you out of heaven forever...#...is knowing god and accepting him in your heart but then turning your back on him #I've done those rituals; been baptized and taken communion and said the famous prayer #if that unforgivable sin is true then I guess i've already made my choice; there really is no going back for me haha #damn right that god is scary lol #not tagging the game because I monolouged too much lmao #doodles #sunday doodles #depressing sunday doodle posts have arrived once again #dw im chilling today just lost in thought #was able to put in pto so i get the day to reflect on the very important things 21 year olds think about #things like ''what could've been'' and ''how do i want to draw my next fluffy boy''

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imminent-danger-came · 6 months ago

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Part of me, deep deep down, wonders if we still may have a scene of MK on his knees versus his friends a la 4x07

#like maybe we WON'T. and that's totally fine #I did get ''You were locked in a corner- told to get on your knees and accept your fate! And you didn't!#You came back and chose to stand to meet your end! Together.'' Like at the very least *kisses kneeling/standing motif*#And it's like ''your friends will turn on you- seeing you for the monster you will become!'' like where did that fear come from. Wukong #Wukong & Macaque #And what are we MAYBE getting answers to next season. Wukong V Macaque #I just. *gestures* the chaos shit is so weird. the staff corruption is so weird #''When the chaos makes them who they are'' SO WEIRD #So like. Rn I feel like MK finally gets hey. You really don't have to do it alone! And it's okay it all leads to pain! Good job bestie #Like the option is it all leads to pain or there's nothing. Cool cool #But I do feel like. He needs to be okay with his role specifically? You know? Like the ''it's always my fault!'' aspect of it #''It definitely shouldn't be left up to me'' like. Well. It kinda was #This was YOUR choice #Idk man like. This is just gonna have consequences #like ''I saw my children couldn't survive the chaos'' We have lost the safety net of the cycle #We have lost the 10 kings. We've lost heaven (ish).#MK you quite literally chose your sentimentality for mortal pleasures over a lot. Over guaranteed survival #God part of me is like. U were so willing to kill yourself so you could finally make up for being you I know it #I fucking know it MK #Ur so rayla core #my god #U were like "I can finally make the world better than I found it by fucking killing myself'' like dude. dude no #this is such a weird amalgamation of getting better/worse MK like I love you #character of all time #And earlier in the season being like ''You're a beast. A monster'' and then calling nine a monster like. MK. whatever #was part of LBD's plan literally destroying chaos with the fire (''And everything beyond even that!'') like idk I'm losing it #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk rant #lmk spoilers

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lexkent · 7 months ago

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continuing to deal with the horrors of signing up for health insurance

#there were like no plans listed that covered my therapist #but my therapist said she accepted every major insurance company #so i was like maybe it's inaccurate then and picked the most reasonable plan #but then i sent her the plan id number to be safe and it doesn't work!!#so now i went back and looked at the 1 company listed that covered her #it's premium is 12× as expensive with a higher deductible etc #i googled the company and it has God awful reviews #so i panicked for a bit #came to accept that any health insurance i look up is going to have god awful reviews bc they're all evil #so as long as they cover my therapist and i have some kind of coverage #i'm just doing it #please excuse my typos i dont wanna retype anything #text

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anglerflsh · 1 year ago

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your post about being non binary is literally so real i remember agonizing about my gender and being like "awe i wish i could use they/them pronouns that would be really cool and awesome and id love that a lot. too bad i cant!!!!" yes. yes you can.

as far as your own personal identity goes you can do whatever you want forever I think

#my logic with gender is that It's none of my business what anyone else does with it so why should they care about what I do with mine #at the end of the day it comes down to the person to decide and I could never know someone more than they know themselves so. idc #but no yes sometimes I'm in the throes of the I Need To Be Normal And Accepted By Society Or I Will Explode and forget #though to be fair I still plan on living my day-to-day as a man the point is that it doesn't need to mean anything #it's just what is most convenient atm to do and I don't need to worry about that reflecting my own personal truth about gender. yk #[.asks]#anonymous #I'd like to present more androgynously but uhm. Not likely until I can go on some low-dose hrt. I dislike the comments I get about it #also on god if I get terfs bothering me about this again. Annoying because I get one or two anon hate messages every time I mention it.#which. Girl get a hobby

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drygrasses · 8 months ago

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JOEY IS LEAVING KOOZA….I THOUGHT HE WAS LEAVING IN OCTOBER…….I HAVENT GOTTEN TO SEE HIM PERFORM AS THE TRICKSTER AGAIN YET IM SO SAD

#god damn it brooooooo #I know he’s a young person living his life but gldkfkdj #I had a plan #I was gonna try to see him one more time and then I’d accept the transient nature of live performances and be happy #but nooooooo #he’s leaving with no notice (that I could see)#I haven’t gotten to see his Crooner skeleton dance since last year when I didn’t even know what I was seeing!!#I’m so sad but mostly mad (directionless)#I’m smad #sad face sad face sad face #when Joey dances the Trickster in Kooza all is right in the world #it will never be this good again #I’m being melodramatic but gldkflfkfld my dreams are crushed #I’ll never get to experience this beloved thing again #Kooza #me stuff

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coldshrugs · 1 year ago

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GOT THE JOB OFFER!!!!!!!!

#azia stuff #god i am. so relieved #I haven't looked at the offer letter yet but i am almost positive i'm accepting this #and then making plans to treat my references for doing the lord's work

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