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coldshrugs · 1 year ago

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GOT THE JOB OFFER!!!!!!!!

#azia stuff #god i am. so relieved #I haven't looked at the offer letter yet but i am almost positive i'm accepting this #and then making plans to treat my references for doing the lord's work

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ghostvibesonly · 11 months ago

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THERE ARE OTHER WAYS DID NOT GO WHERE I WAS EXPECTING IT TO OH MY GOD /POS

PENELOPE’S THEME AND INSTRUMENT?? ODYSSEUS BEING QUITE LITERALLY BACKED INTO A CORNER AND HAVING SEEMINGLY NO OTHER WAY TO SAVE HIS MEN BUT STILL NOT BEING ABLE TO BRING HIMSELF TO GO THROUGH WITH THE ACT (EVEN THO IT WOULDN’T BE A TRUE ACT OF BETRAYAL BECAUSE THERE’S NO ACTUAL CONSENT ON HIS SIDE AND IT WAS SOMETHING HE WAS ABOUT TO BE COERCED INTO)??? CIRCE BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF BEFORE AND BELIEVING THAT “BECOMING THE PUPPETEER” IS THE ONLY WAY TO KEEP HERSELF AND HER NYMPHS SAFE SO SHE OFFERS THIS “ACT OF PASSION” TO STILL HAVE A FORM OF CONTROL, AND THEN SEEING ODYSSEUS IS NOT LIKE THOSE BEFORE BECAUSE HE’S SO IN LOVE WITH PENELOPE (WHO HE HASN’T SEEN IN 12 YEARS) THAT HE REFUSES HER OFFER AND PLEADS BECAUSE IT’S NOT WORTH IT EVEN THO THATS THE ONLY OPTION HE’S BEEN GIVEN??? HIM CALLING HIMSELF A PUPPET MAKING HER REALIZE THAT THIS CYCLE OF ABUSE AND CONTROL ISN’T WORTH IT ONLY TO COME TO A MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING BECAUSE SHE KNOWS WHAT IT’S LIKE TO BE TRULY IN LOVE AND TO BE HURT, SO SHE OFFERS HIM AN ACT OF KINDNESS INSTEAD???

“Maybe showing one act of kindness leads to kinder souls down the road”

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forzathunder · 6 months ago

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"I have many fears, most of them about Lucrezia." — Cesare Borgia (The Borgias, 2011-2013) + hints of insecurity

that she adores someone that much / if she will reject his dark nature and act of love and violence as Ursula did / if he truly is not part of her desires / that she easily forgets him

#i have so many thoughts on these two #hes such a clingy brother wth #as much as he soothes her it is only by asking lucrezia verbally or #by looking at her that his fears and insecurities in her life can be soothed #cesare torn between - being relieved she had some joy in the ruthless marriage he had no power to prevent and did not even want to bless #or being envious there is someone else now when his little sister once said she will not love anyone as much as she loves him #but Accepting it anyways because it is impossible loves and maybe he is starting to become aware his love falls in this same category.#“should i envy this narcissus low-born who shall never see you again because of his impossible love for you when i love you just the same?”#the knife more surprise than fear. in a time when he did not love himself...“she accepts me as i am? as i do her”#biting her as if another black panther pet looking for reassurance that their love #that HE is still included in her perfect world even if he himself pulls away #“surely you're in agony as much as i am? are you already satisfied with your child and husband if we cannot share our love openly?”#“your eyes drift to mine when you say 'husband' am i not he? do you see me as so even when it was just 'tonight'?”#and then his sudden gaze as if to look for truth because how can she forget him when he only thinks of her #AND AGAIN pulling away being eaten by shame and guilt of corrupting her (when their relationship is not just his doing)#torn between hope (we have the capacity to forget and move on) and hope (our love has that much devil power over her)#cesare as the god or the devil or whatever it is that overwhelms whether at war or in love #cesare is one confident man and even if his insecurities has layers of righteousness and importance..it is still insecurity nonetheless #and only for lucrezia #lucrezia borgia #cesare borgia #cesare x lucrezia #the borgias #dailyborgia #perioddramaedit #perioddramasource #weloveperioddrama #onlyperioddramas #romancegifs #the borgiasedit

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s3rrrpentine · 13 days ago

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ghost!ghost wip

#wip #ghost!ghost #ghostsoap #soapghost #ghoap #soap x ghost #ghost x soap #cod fanart #fucking finally #my bad ghost!ghost enjoyer lol #wanna ramble here no need to read #big depressed for the past few weeks and busy as heckkk #had to socialized with people a lot #and be sad #the negative energy was strong bc someone died #also i know i said i'm gonna disappear but it's just a mindset thing really #as if mybody is not gonna do that just to spite my own self #like oh you wanna rest??? NUH UH #it's strange but it worked so here i am #and i did some jounaling??? writing a diary thingy??? pouring my heart out into it kinda #good for my mental bc it's relieving and made me forget of my woes #i'm sad still but it's manageable now #the tired feeling won't go away though #sorry for complaining and being the way i am #thank god for ghostsoap my sun and my moon

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turtleblogatlast · 11 months ago

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[ cw: trauma / mind control / separation anxiety / autophobia / ]

Something that kills me is that there’s no way in hell that Raph’s debilitating separation anxiety isn’t infinitely worse after the movie. The trauma of being Krangified like that, all alone, would probably regress him so hard.

Not to mention his worries of getting “weird” would likely get mixed up with his experience while Krangified - aka, he loses full awareness, and when he’s brought “back” it’s to the understanding that he attacked his own family (of course not to his own fault at all, but how much of that does he believe?)

The fear of being alone would take on another layer and become a fear of himself.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt raph #rise raph #trauma /#mind control /#separation anxiety /#autophobia /#codependency mention in tags /#after the invasion he checks up on the others multiple times and guiltily hopes one of them asks to stay with him for the night #he’s the big brother so it feels - wrong. to ask them to stay with him.#but his plushies don’t have heartbeats. and neither did the krang #and guiltily - guiltily - Raph is relieved when someones doing bad enough to stay with him each night #he doesn’t know it but the others see he needs it so they offer #man idk I just want Raph to be safe and happy #me having Raph feels at 3 am #I raise you: codependent Raph and Leo post invasion #they both dealt with losing the other #going from fighting and high tensions pre invasion to being scared to leave each others’ side post invasion #god wait this concept is so sad wait #but it works #may address this in a later post/fic ngl

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mobius-m-mobius · 1 year ago

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How are people gonna take that?

OWEN WILSON as MOBIUS M. MOBIUS in LOKI S2x01

#owen wilson #mobius #loki #mcuedit #lokiedit #marveledit #loki spoilers #yeahhh go off babe #this line SLAYED and so did his look hey there side profile 👀#the most beautiful man in existence...#like yes i absolutely need to hear every take he's got on the tva and what happens next for everyone there #and i need it with the superior s2 hair <33333 #also this was before he knew if he'd ever see loki again or not so... maybe some emphasis behind gods are dead idk...#(y'all have no idea how relieved i am to finally get a decent result trying to gif around the terrible filter on this scene lol)#marvel #loki s2 spoilers #owenwilsonedit #dianagifs

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morelikesin · 2 months ago

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🐶 Y'know, I fall in love with you all over again when we go on dates like this, Max.

🐰 You're getting a pass for that awful pun because you're the prettiest thing this side a' the world, Sam.

🐶 What can I say? I'm as corny as Kansas in August.

🐰 And as normal as blueberry pie.

#I had such a nice time making this it was very cathartic :] I’ve been having a really horrible time lately and this was-#a way to relieve my brain at least a little #sam and max #freelance husbands #furry art #morelikesin #my art #don't steal #digital art #original #finished #also do not tag as genderbend or like terms I just love sam crossdressing don't worry about it #a wonderful guy tex beneke #and if you've gotten this far in the tags I'll get a little sappy: I've gotten a monumental uptick in interest in my work the past week or-#-so and it's really meant so much to me. I've been making and posting art on this blog for. God it's been Years and I'm a nobody #but lately I've been given such affection for my pieces and I can't believe it still. I don't know if I deserve it but I am keeping it-#-very close to my heart. a sincere and genuine thank you for making truly the hardest time in my life to date bearable again.#I've been debating if I should just give up and this gives me hope to at least try for a little while longer 🩷 okay sorry for the sap

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0xeyedaisy · 18 days ago

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Aw man...

#Vent incoming wee woo wee woo #Goooood man I feel so. Stressed and anxious cuz of my job #I hate it. I hate trying not to cry every 5 minutes #I hate the feeling in my chest. It's like someone is poking really hard into it #It's almost suffocating #I feel awful. Every little thing makes me angry. I don't want to be angry at ppl who did nothing wrong. I don't want to be like this #I really wish I wasn't like this. Why can't I be more calm and normal #I feel like I need a good cry. But I don't have anywhere to go for that #When I'm at home I don't feel like crying cuz I purposefully distract myself from stress #But I do feel like crying at work #But ofc I can't cry at work #And even at the end of the Day when going home I'm too tired to cry. Plus it would look weird for other ppl walking by...#I hate this. I get all stressed durring work but then I can't let it out #I have work rn. And tomorrow #I'm just gonna have to feel awful until my Days off come #God. I really hate venting. I don't like ppl seeing me like this but. I don't have anything else left to relieve the pain #I just don't know what to do anymore #Where to go #Whatever. This feeling will go away eventually #It will come back ofc #I just wish there was a better way to ease the pain. But again. I don't have a place for that #So I'll just have to seat w these feelings until they go away #I'll try to keep myself distracted. Which will be hard cuz I. Am at work. The place which makes me feel these things in the first place #But whatever! I'll try anyways #I'll look at art. Or I'll think about characters that I like...#Save me fictional characters. Save me!!#Anyways. Vent over 🎉

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carlyraejepsans · 1 year ago

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I FOUND AN APARTMENTTTT!!!!! HUNTING SEASON'S OVER BITCH

#LET'S GO #OH my god i am. so relieved

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reel-fear · 4 months ago

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Mike's posting on Youtube now. If you're a Bendy fan very unhappy with the awful decisions he's been making recently or the way he spoke to his fans.... I would heavily consider making a somewhat civil comment about how fucking annoying his constant stubbornness to keep posting on social media no matter how fucking poorly it goes for him Every Time is, and how just because he's moved to a new platform we aren't going to stop criticizing his actions nor forget how awful he was on Twitter/X

Here's the comment I left, no I wasn't super kind because Mike is rich and a bigot, he'll be fine if I'm a little rough on him. Wonder how long he'll let it stay up lmao.