#academic weapon comeback???

[xaeorian]

yeah we fucken this exam up

[pretentious-basterd]

i can get tf up and study and fight for my comeback or i can perish under the gifted kid burnout rory gilmore downfall curse

[messyoungie]

[latinaluxlisbon]

the worse your high school experience was the better your life is after it

[ramblingsfromthytruly]

my academic journey (warning: i ranted) -

so ever since i started school till about the end of 8th grade i was always a 90%+/straight A student. the kind of child my classmates & cousins would be compared too. not trying to glamorize comparison btw, i personally think that's really toxic & pressurizing. so yeah, i was a "good" quiet kid. i listened attentively in class and submitted all my homework on time. the only complain teachers had about me was that i was "too quiet" but that wasn't a real issue. i was just shy but talkative with my few friends yano. i spent the entirety of 7th grade & most of 8th grade in online classes so my habits of studying went to shit. still somehow managed 91% in my 8th grade finals. and then 9th began and it all went downhill. teachers kept saying 'next year is ur board exams, u need to study a lot, etc, etc.' so if u're not from india we basically have these major 'board exams' at the end of 10th & 12th grade. but 10th boards don't really matter all that much, teachers just make a big fuss about it. 12th boards matter, but that's also the time we give college entrance exams and that sorta matters more according to most ppl. n yeah, idk what happened but i got overwhelmed. i could no longer just do well in class and study before exams and get good marks. i felt dumb. my grades didn't see a single improvement. i honestly gave up in the middle of it all and got sick of school. and at one point, it became less burn out & more clinging to the familiarity of not doing anything. i became lazy. and i became a hypocrite. i'd always tell myself, this time i'm gonna study, this time i'm gonna score well. well that 'this time' never came. 10th grade got even worse and i scored 73% in my board exams because i barely studied at all. at the same time, my relationship with my parents has constantly been unraveling. and i saw just how much of their 'pride' was dependent on me being the kid they could show off and smile widely when others replied 'wow she's going places'. my father can't hold a single conversation with me now that doesn't go back to me being a disappointment. and now i'm the kid who has to listen to her parents compare her to others. 'be like her, your friend', they say. halfway though 11th rn and i guess what?? still no fucking improvement. but the thing is i know this is the last straw. i can feel it. i got around 64% in my first tests (pa-1) of 11th. haven't gotten mid term results yet but i'm estimating just above 50%. and the thing is it's not that i can't score well. i know my potential all too well. i know i can score such high marks. but the problem is i don't study. if i just studied a couple hours every day, i can easily manage above 80%. with constant improvement i can manage above 90% again. but i don't. and that's ending right this instant. i'm not gonna turn into an academic weapon overnight or smth ik that. but i'm gonna start slowly but surely working hard. i have big dreams, i know i can achieve them if i just put in the effort. plans have been made, all i need to do is execute them. execute my laziness. i'm gonna get better. i'm gonna prove everyone who thinks i'm never gonna do it wrong, and i'm gonna prove myself right. this comeback will be for me, my inner child. the little kid in me deserves to not wind up a washed-out failure.

academic goals! -

pa-2 - 75-80%

11th finals - 80-85%

12th pa-1 - above 90%

uni - iiser (college for pure science research, bs + ms integrated)

[petalprincessxoxo]

god i really hope i do well on these exams

[thatgirlie-diaries]

Hello again!

Hey there girlies, I'm back again on my Tumblr page. Sorry for disappearing again, I have been on a slump since May.

I'm coming back since I will be using my page as a daily journal to track my progress. I have been given the opportunity to visit China as my academic exchange program, but I need to credit my English with an exam and get on this semester the highest GAP, including that I want to reinforce my current Italian level and improve my health (I'm not okay). I know that publishing my progress everyday with you will keep me feel motivated and connected.

Btw, I also have been through changes. I'm more into navy, red, dark colors and a style between a clean girl and "city girl"? I feel like I'm growing up as a person, it feels scary to change the identity I worked so hard to achieve but I'm looking forward to it. Since I study Internatinal Business and look very good with dark colors I know I will slay haha.

I'll keep you updated, and I will catch up on this blog.

- Nessa ୨୧

[studyinrain]

i’m taking up a communication technology course this upcoming term, and i’ve decided to start my reading this summer since it is a pretty ‘readings heavy’ course.

i didn’t get much done (about 2-3 pages), but progress > perfection, am i right?

[daily log]

–read ‘new media: an introduction’ pg. 1-3

[createwithintent]

Affirmations

For the driven student 🌱📝

I am capable of learning anything I set my mind to.

I am organized, focused, and driven.

My effort leads to success.

Every challenge helps me grow.

I am confident in my abilities.

Studying brings me closer to my goals.

I retain information easily.

I embrace learning with an open mind.

My progress is consistent and rewarding.

I balance school and my personal life effortlessly.

I manage my time efficiently.

I am calm and prepared for my exams.

Every day, I improve and grow academically.

I trust myself to succeed.

I ask for help when I need it, and I am supported.

My mind is clear, sharp, and focused.

I thrive in all my learning environments.

I am proud of my academic progress.

Challenges make me stronger and more resilient.

I believe in my ability to achieve my academic goals.

I am always improving my study habits.

I enjoy learning and expanding my knowledge.

I approach every task with a positive attitude.

I stay focused and avoid distractions.

My memory is strong and reliable.

I am resilient and overcome any academic obstacles.

I am deserving of academic success.

My hard work is rewarded with good results.

I find joy in the learning process.

I am disciplined and dedicated.

I turn setbacks into opportunities to learn.

I am proud of my academic journey.

I am persistent and finish what I start

"Hard work today brings succes tomorrow."

₊˚.🎧 🐈‍⬛📓🍙✩˖°

Next up,things to manifest

[butterfliesandcandy]

just a girl who is ACING his math class 💕🎀

[pinklunarprincess]

Me just now figuring out that I got on my schools honor roll for this semester:

[girlievirtual]

i have 10 tests + model un in september so this is the perfect time for an academic comeback

[thyion]

guys academic era starts NOW i mean it i mean it

[zip-me-up]

due

[massivehideoutstranger]

manifesting✨✨

[zuuriell]

y’all better be ready for my epic return once exam season’s over